Heartbreak and Signs of Angels
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- čas přidán 18. 04. 2024
- I lost my mom, my best friend in March. Creating videos, and content is something I have found joy in, since I started doing it several years ago. But, to just come back like my life has not been completely changed, and like there is not a huge piece of me missing would not be me. I am broken right now. My heart hurts every day.
And, since I have very little experience with how to do talk about this, or how to share this brokenness, I did what I know, I created a cleaning video. Because, even though I am broken, I have to take care of myself and my family. So I started with a house reset. A video about putting my house back together, so maybe I can start to put myself back together.
For those here for the cleaning - please mute! You will not want to listen my sniffling rambling. (And, I am not offended)!
For those who want to know how I am doing, this is where I am at.
Those who want to hear about angels 8:30 is where you will find that.
Thank you for being here for me. I am trying to find myself through the sadness.
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This is not my typical voiceover. But, I couldn't come back without acknowledging where my heart is right now. I appreciate all of you watching. Your kind words, messages and prayers have been so helpful. Thank you.
Losing your mom is very rough. I have been there, too. Try to keep in mind what she would want for you. Live the best each day that you can. My best advice…Grief takes time but make yourself focus on the positive and not the loss. This helps keep the joy fresh and memories are so very special.
There are no words I can possibly type or say that will erase your pain or bring your mom back, but I know I speak for many people when I say you are beautiful inside and out, just like your mom. ❤ Grief and loss are so different for each of us, but I know you will get through this, one day at a time. You seem to have a lot of support and love surrounding you, so lean into that as often as you need to. Maybe in some way, making videos can help the healing process. We'll be here to support you however often you choose to post. 😊
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I am so sorry for your loss. I lost my Mom at 46, I am 67 now. You never stop missing them.
Thank you! I am so sorry you lost your mom too. ❤️
As a person who lost her mum at the age of 13, I have always known that people who haven’t lost a parent don’t understand that type of grief but at the same time I am glad that others haven’t had to know the pain. At the age of 42 I lost my dad and I am yet to decide which has been the hardest, the long term grief of the mum I didn’t get to know well or the loss of my dad who was such an important part of my life. When supporting others (and yourself in this time), be sure to give them as much time as they need to grieve. You might think you’re coping and the silliest things will trigger you. This was such a beautiful video. Thank you for sharing, you are amazing. I listened to the whole thing and I think I needed it more than you did. I was 8 months pregnant when my dad died and I had a 17 month old as well so I haven’t had time to grieve in the last 2 years. I have been watching your videos during the last 2+ years and they help me stay calm. There’s no timeframe for grief and it gives you a different perspective on what is important so be kind to yourself. I’m not telling you my story to make you sad, just want you to know that you’re not alone. Here for you anytime. ❤
You are right, this is one of the hardest loss that you will grieve, I lost my mom when I was 26 and you do go on but its not easy. I am very sorry for your loss. May your mom rest in peace. She is your biggest angel.
I want to reach through the screen and give you a big hug! I am so sorry for your loss. I will be 54 this month which is how old my mother was when she passed away. I was 32 when she died. You never stop missing them. Grieving is different for everyone ,but I do encourage you to find a support group or therapist who specializes in grief.
Thank you so much for your comment. Having so much support from everyone is so helpful. And, I am so sorry you lost your mom so young. I think a support group/therapy would be very helpful too! Thank you for your support! ❤️
Prayers for comfort and peace...it will never be the same...but you have the memories of her...but the love never dies
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You are so brave and I apareciste that you share your feelings!! Siento mucho tu perdida....no lo sabía.
I Will wait your lovely videos!!
Un abrazo fraterno desde México.
What a beautiful story about all the angels you found, i hope that for months to come, every time you need an angel you find one. Xxx
Dear Allie. I am so sorry for your loss. I know how hard it is. I was 38, when I lost my mom. She was only 72 years old. I still miss her. And now I am 64. But it is easier now, than when I was 38. I hope you are ok. Lots of love❤❤❤❤ do not blame your self for not calling her. ❤️
I’m so sorry for your loss. Unfortunately I do know where you’re coming from, the first six months of 2016 I lost my dad, my younger sister and my husband who was my very best friend in the world. I know how painful this all is. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers ❤
Oh, Allie, your precious angel was bringing you angels and will always be with you. Your heartbreaking voice over is a remembrance for me to make every moment special with my family. Thank you for sharing. I know it was so difficult. Hope you can find joy in small moments as you go forward. Take care, Linda 🦋
So sorry sweetie! I lost my mom last year and my mother in law. Hang in there! I think the videos will help if you enjoy them. Focus on that. Accept help and love from the ones who love you! Lean on each other. I had a similar experience when my mom passed, i know she heard me and was with me. Hang on to the happy times. Praying for you sweet girl. 🙏
So sorry to hear 😢.
My hope for you is that you keep finding an infinite amount of angels.
I'm so sorry for your loss. Grief is real and heavy. This too shall pass. Your mom will always be with you in heart and soul. When you allow yourself to be happy, she knows how much you love her. Her Memory will always be with you in every stage of your life, heavy days and not so heavy.
When my daughter died, the best service my pastor did for me, was to make me laugh.
Oh I'm so sorry, the loss of a child is devastating. I lost my only daughter before she was born. Your pastor must have a gift. Laughter really does teach your grieving heart that life does move forward and that the love and light can move forward with you. That even though you never 'get over it', healing IS possible. 💚
Have been thinking of you often Allie. Such a lovely photo of you and your mum at the end. Sending you my love x
Love you Allie. God bless you and your family
I'm so so sorry about your Mom. God bless you and your family.
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What heartbreak! Now I understand why you stopped creating new content. I looked nearly every day for a new video from you and began to dread the reason why. You have had a traumatic event happen, and have stepped up to support your Dad and other family. I am now praying you take for yourself the quality of care as you have given. May others minister to you in your grief. When we lose a parent, it is shocking. The depths of grief are sign of the tremendous love you two shared. Cry whenever needed. Allow all emotions to be felt in this journey. Time and faith will eventually readjust your life to accept she is gone, and permit her memory to be a blessing. We love you.
God bless you!
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💚 Allie, my heart breaks for you. Been thinking of you often since hearing the news. Thank you for sharing your mom and your grief with us. She is so beautiful and now I see where you get your infectious smile.
The 'Easter Egg Hunt' for angels was so touching.(So funny your dad didn't know she had them in every room. Men!) I think angels will continue to pop up as you need them throughout your life now. There are beautiful things within this painful process, I'm glad you are getting the message out. Thank you for being one of the warriors removing the stigma around death and grief. The stigma that says it's something we need to hide and keep private, as something we don't need to burden others with. It is a hard part of life, but it's such an important, life altering part. It shouldn't be swept under the rug to make others 'comfortable'. But boy! it takes strength to share it, and for that, I applaud you. Hugs to you, glad to see and hear you again. You've been missed but hope you feel no pressure to create when your spirit just isn't in it. Respect the hills and valleys. Both have value. 💚
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Oh Ally I’m so sorry, sending love from the UK. The pain you are feeling now is an extension of the love you felt then, grief is love and all you can do is try to embrace it. xx
I am so sorry for your heartbreak and sorrow. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family as you travel down this hard and challenging road. You are so strong to share your grief with us. Take care!
Im sorry for your loss what a big one.. and sudden can even make it even harder..
I am so sorry for your loss. ❤️🙏 Praying for comfort and peace for your family.
i am so sorry that you lost your MOM my heart is filled love and care for you and my prays and for you and your family Bless you !
Oh Allie, I’m so sorry for your deep loss. Thinking of you at this sad time. ❤
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Oh sweetheart I’m so sorry ❤
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The most beautifull angel is in your hart and thats your mom❤
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Sorry for the loss of your mother. I just lost my Mom 4/4/24. I know what you’re feeling. I thought she was getting better. But she went in her sleep somewhere between 1:00am-4:00am. My deepest condolences to you and all your loved ones.
💚 Oh my, so recent. That's so hard when you think they are getting better. I know you'll find ways to keep your mom close. I hope you are taking care of yourself. Grief is hard on the body and spirit.
@@ellenh278 it is. It’s definitely taken a toll on the family. Thank you for responding. 💔
@@ellenh278 thank you. Yes, it is difficult. We finally laid her down in her resting place in 4/30/2024. My family and I can finally can rest knowing she’s no longer in the mortuary 💕
@@sandramorgan4923 Oh I imagine that long of a delay was difficult, like putting a pause on the grieving process. It's good that you can rest easier now. I will be thinking of both you and Allie this mother's day. I remember how very hard that was.
@@sandramorgan4923 Thinking about you today. Mother's day will never be the same, but hope you are finding ways to cope.
I am so sorry 😭
I’m so sorry for your loss. 😢
Thank you! ❤️
I am so sorry for your loss. Thinking of you.
I’m so sorry ❤️❤️❤️
Here's irony for you, I've always thought YOU looked cherubic. Let's live in the theory that you were the first angel she collected. Please accept my condolences, and try not to dwell on the "if only's". Instead of scenarios that can't be resolved in any way, concentrate on the real facts, you were close and both of you were loved. I will try to comment more, but I watch you on my roku tv and I can only leave a like. I had to get my tablet to comment, my carpal tunnel is making my hands numb , but I don't care, you are worth it.
Oh Sweetie! I lost my mom when I was 42. I'm 63 now and still pick up the phone to call her. She collected owls. Not long after my son died, I saw an owl on my way to work in daylight, which is weird. I know it was my mom telling me that she was with me and my son. It's been 23 years since my precious mother left this earth and I still miss her every day. I'm so glad that you posted this video to share your heartbreak. You are a brave soul and I applaud that. Your friends are here even if we never meet. Hugs to you and yours. You've been in my thoughts and prayers and remain in them.
As I was watching your video, I noticed that the sunshine left an angel wing shape on your carpet (when you lifted up the coffee table to vaccuum.)
At about 17:45 into the video. 🩷😇
Allie look! Oh wow. That's so cool!
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