The scariest moment ever is when you're crying your eyes out and you hear the footsteps of someone coming to your room. And you wipe your tears so fast and swallow that lump in your throat worried that they'll notice that your eyes are a little bit redder than usual and that you sound stuffy. Worried that you'll have to tell them you hate yourself.
Bro I lost all my friends 5 years ago I didn’t have no one, my father left me fatherless, but trust me it will get better nowadays i got lot of friends and made the basketball team, IT WILL GET BETTER
1. Don't spend the night alone 2. Cut off all ties with toxic people 3. Make a list of your accomplishments 4. Practice positive mantras 5. Find a therapist 6. If it's urgent please call the police 7. Find out whats hurting you and make changes to it 8. Whatever you do, please don't lose hope.
No money. No friends. No electricity. No water. Depression. Anxiety. Shitty body. Porn addiction/sex addiction And all of you are saying that things will get better.
I cant stand when people say that Suicide is the most selfish thing a person can do, especially when you have no idea what that person is going through. What’s selfish is forcing that person to live a life that they no longer want to live.
2005 : X : I'm hurting badly Friends and Family : get over it you are overreacting. 2006 : X : I'm hurting badly Friends and Family : get over it you are overreacting. 2007 : X : I'm hurting badly Friends and Family : get over it you are overreacting. 2008 : X : I'm hurting badly Friends and Family : get over it you are overreacting. . . . . . . 2019 : X : I'm hurting badly Friends and Family : get over it you are overreacting. 2020 : X : commits suicide* Friends and family : omg how could you do this to us how could you hurt us like this you are so SELFISH people who commit suicide are SELFISH. .....................
Exactly, nobody listens to what you want to say because they’ll think we’re faking the pain and ask questions like why are you so sad , you have everything. When the person is need for help they’ll shove it off saying it’s nothing and when the person takes their own life , everyone will be confused why the depressed person took their own life.
Yep, and especially when some people don’t even have anyone to go to. Who exactly is there to be selfish towards? People don’t consider all the possible reasons that a person could be feeling hopeless. Im sure it’s easy for them to assume everyone has someone to spend time with and turn to about their problems.
True words here. Often people will feel in some way accountable. And unfortunately, many societies havent taught us how to deal with that. So people shift blame or badly cope.
I never thought a day would come that I will find myself so hopeless and lonely that I will have to look up for videos online to save my life. For everyone going through this, I hope we all survive this and come out of this dark place like a bright ray of positive light! Update: I am happy, over whelmed and also a little sad looking at the comments that so many of us are fighting a silent battle. A year back I was going through a lot ( lost my father, lost my job, lost who I thought was the love of my life and lost my close friends) and now I am happier than I have ever been. I want to tell each and everyone that we all have someone or something to look forward to. So many out there pray for what we all have. DO NOT give up and know that you are loved. Be happy and do what makes you happy. Sending you all love and light. 🌸✨
READ THIS PLEASE life isnt about reasons to find, the only way i stopped being suicidal was when i made clear to myself that whatever happens and no matter how many people i loose, i need to be there for myself, i cant hurt myself, because i have been given myself, i have myself, one thing i need to do is be there for myself if not anyone else in need, no matter how many people betray me, no matter how much money i loose, i need to be there for myself because i can be there for myself, no matter how much i get hurt, i still can be there for myself and i think thats enough of a reason to live, to live for myself, to enjoy life for myself, if someone says something hurtful how does it even matter, they dont know the things i have gone through, is it logical to take something personal from someone u dont know personally? i believe in tomorrow too, i believe that if i adjust myself and be there for myself and live life only for myself and for what i want to, i believe in a better tomorrow because i believe that i have been strong till now and i can be strong tomorrow again, something that will kill your happiness is overthinking, when u cant yourself overthinking just say "stop things will be fine u have me" be mindful of life, half of the time we live here goes by in our own mind, so live for you and with you, also dont fall in love with anything, because when u fall in love then that thing is in the center of your heart, u can love things like i love pizza it will always have a place in my heart but if im in love with pizza then it will be in the center of my heart and that can be dangerous, in the end you dont need anyone to love you really, kiss on the forehead*, share this u never know who else needs to hear it.
I feel this on too many levels... Having heard all my life that I'm the problem, trying my hardest to be kind and understanding to others then still being told I'm a issue. Losing all of my family. Of course I'd begin to hate myself..
@@baddieasf7802 It’s nice to hear that someone suffering like me was able to find a solution I will try doing that despite the fact that i have self criticism (Sorry if my English is bad :p )
I came here out of desperation when I was feeling really, really bad, saw the first step where they say to call up your friends, family or lover, and it immediately just made me feel way worse since I didn't have any friends or lover, and didn't feel comfortable talking to my family.
You know something is wrong when you can't make it 2 minutes through a video like this without silently bawling your eyes out, even when smack in the middle of work.
"don't spend the night alone" my family literally never asks how I am and I have no friends so.....uhhhhmm thanks anyway I guess. I just go to sleep early and cry.
Currently crying my eyes out and laying on my bed I was planning on committing tonight this video and the comments helped me so much I hope we can all get through this together
I’ve been dealing with suicidal thoughts for a while. They worsened during the pandemic. But, my mom is the reason why I’ve held back. I would hate for her and my family to live with the aftermath of my actions. I just hope that, someday, I and you (the person reading this) will eventually overcome this together.
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My way to deal suicide thoughts, is talking to my imaginary friend, and myself. Even though I'm already 12 years old, I still have my imaginary friend with me, my class mates know about this and some of them have imaginary friends too😊
"Cut off toxic people" okay I'll just quit my education leave my parents and live on the streets. "Don't spend the night alone" ig I'll just break into some stranger's house and get in their bed while they sleep 😐
"if i die, my family just gonna do my funeral and then my existence is not going to be a burden anymore" that's what I've been thought but luckily i keep being sane.
if you need help go talk to your friends, family and people you trust, life can be great and will get even better after the pandemic ends so do not waste it and life have a lot of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people who tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are happy to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet and if you can afford it call a therapist "ending your life is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" also do not be shy to call for help
100% agree with this. I feel like my passing would be a relief to my family. I'm Worried that when I tell them they won't get it. They will think that I am really just going through a moment. I think some family will be happy that I'll be gone, and that makes me want to end it more so I won't be as much of a burden on my mom. Or whoever. I hate myself everyday and wish there was a way out of this. Just to stop thinking. To stop it all.
I’m not even gonna have a funeral tbh. If I’m alive right now yet alone everyday with nobody to talk to, then why am I gonna have hundreds of fake people crying over my dead body when they couldn’t do nothing to make me feel wanted right now?
@@annyeonghaseyo_agent_21_here I feel the same way. I feel like my mother neglects my feelings and only cares about my older brother. Which freaking sucks. Cuz I like to help people understand me or how im feeling though videos instead of me explaining it. So I tried sending her some she wouldn't even look at them. All she said was "I really don't want to know what your going through." She said it like it was some kind of germ. And she never apologizes for all the nasty things she says to me. I almost attempted suicide twice and she kinda just swept it under the rug. Right now I'm trying to get back on antidepressants cuz these feelings suck. Sometimes if other people won't help you. You gotta do it yourself and find people you connect with. A connection with someone will take you places you thought were impossible. I'm here if you want talk about anything btw. See you later alligator.
This is what I right now. I feel restless and anxious as if there is an inner voice telling me that I am tired of you and your soul only my death. No one will care about your death. If they worry about you and cry, it is not really important because they are part of your death. Just make your soul free from this misery and all this pressure that no one will understand until now. I suffer from hallucinations and nightmares and seeing scary misleads around me 💔💔.....
“don’t spend the night alone” i literally cannot show any affection at all i’m so afraid and i resent it. i really wish i could be more affectionate but i’m a coward.
Hello, friend. Do you know that there’s a God in heaven who loves you? Literally the only reason you exist is to know Him and spend forever with Him in heaven. That is why He made you. Heaven is not too good to be true. HEAVEN IS HOW GOOD GOD IS!!! God became flesh in the historical person of Jesus of Nazareth and died on the cross to take the punishment for your sin and my sin so that we could spend forever with Him. THIS IS LITERALLY THE ONLY REASON YOU EXIST!!!! Heaven is not too good to be true. That’s how good God is that He wants that for you. Hell is not too terrible to be true. That’s how just God is. Jesus made the way for you to spend forever with Him in heaven, rather than go to hell. If you put your faith in Him for forgiveness of your sins, you will be saved. God did not design this life to satisfy us or make us happy or be fair to us. But this life is just temporary. THAT IS WHY HEAVEN IS WHAT WE OUGHT TO BE LIVING FOR. Here is Gods wonderful promise to you: Jeremiah 29:13. Please look up the verse and take God up on His promise. I took God up on this promise when I was 18 and found Him. If you doubt Gods existence, please contact me and I can give you good reasons to know He is there. I love you. Please talk to me any time.
I’m basically asexual and any type of affection disgusts me.. I’m with you there. Tbh I don’t feel like anything helps when I wanna die. I know this isnt helping but i understand how you feel
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I'd have less thoughts like these if I wasn't so alone.
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..you will find someone. There are so many people in the world who probably need company from amazing people like you. You are special and no one can say otherwise ❤️
Recently, (about a month ago) a very dear friend of mine passed away due to suicide. It's not a joke people, if you're feeling this way please please get help. It's not weak, it's not stupid, it's your life. You deserve more. Please remember that. Remember that you will be deeply missed. I had ten years of love with this person, ten years of hardship together with this individual. To see that leave you in just a moment leaves me in a pain I've never felt before. I will never blame her, or be angry at her. Please, if anything use my example to get the help you deserve. Love you all 💖💖💖
I here the word 'deserve' and I think 'isn't that the same as "entitlement"? I've been led to believe that having an "entitled" attitude is a bad thing.' Someone explain the difference.
@@jackchatham3947 "I've been led to believe that having an "entitled" attitude is a bad thing" You have been duped then. No one on this entire planet doesn't want a better existence. The people selling the idea of just living with bad stuff instead of trying to improve or fix it are deluded or malicious. NO ONE deserves pain.
Finally, someone who addresses the affordability issue about therapy. I'm tired of being told "Just get therapy" from online content about suicide, don't they know we would if we could? But you guys gave a little insight on how to combat that issue and it's appreciated a lot. Anxiety makes it hard for me to call people or especially companies but it might just have to be the thing I need to do.
I was abused by my mom for the first 6 years of my life. I now struggle to even stay alive mentally. Thanks to all of the people that helped me, I'm ok ish now, but not completely suicidal.
9: I believe I have advice similar to this. Allow them to play realistically in your mind. Imagine _actually_ falling from a high place or bleeding out. If you feel fear, then that's the end of it. Stop thinking those thoughts immediately and remember that fear when they resurface. If you don't feel anything, seek immediate help from someone you know and hold close. Contact a clinic. Suicide is a terrifying experience. You regret it halfway through, believe me.
I wish my boyfriend had the courage to not do it half way thru. I still see him in dreams and i think he is stuck somehow and it is scary. Glad u are here, you helped me today. 💜💙💪🙏
Ive had depression, anxiety and overthinking and it kinda got better for a while until something triggered and it feels like im back to square one and whats even more annoying is that what triggered me was some simple stupid thought
Me too, I've been having anxiety for a month, I hate my heavy breathing and I just want it to go away, but just remember were not alone in this world and suicide is never the answer.
The worst thing is when you’re depressed not because of anyone or anything that’s happened to you. But just life itself. The state of your life, having no friends but making no attempt to making them because you feel like you can’t relate to them, not even wanting a boyfriend because you’re so depressed and low in self esteem because you hate your fat body so you push them away from you. And being depressed because you see your life going nowhere and you achieving nothing that you’ve ever wanted. Feeling completely hopeless with your life because everything you do seems meaningless and nothing interest you anymore. Sleep is what you look forward to the most. That’s the worst kind of depression, where the only reason for your depression is you. You’re the worst enemy you’ve ever had.
School is rough. I honestly don't think I can take it anymore. All my teachers are giving me so much stress with assignments. I cant keep up with them and my parents are mad at me. I feel useless.
Same man, school is making me want to kill my self every single day. My parents get pissed off when I get a bad grade but don’t care when I get good grades. There’s no point in school anyway because most of the stuff you learn you will forget, i just want to have a good life without having to go through this everyday.
you probably are kid and still in basic school all you need to do is just continued it and just keep alive when you are grown up your mental probably became stronger and all those depression won't affect it
1: I have no choice. Besides, I would not want to trouble anyone. 2: I am the toxic person. 3: The list is empty. 4: I already lie to myself, I don't want to lie any more. 5: No. I don't want to go through that. I have no strength for it. Besides, I'm not worth it. 6: Rather not freak the family out. 7: No motiviation. No point. 8: I've been hoping for hope for the longest time. It hurt. I stopped and it helped, for a brief while. Now I'm dying for a bit of light, a bit of warmth. There are no stars for me.
I’ve felt the same way, but always remember, the people you hurt would rather you live and turn a new page than end it all. I isolated myself and was told I was an embarrassment to be around, and now I realize that I’m still worth it, and you are too. You are gods gift to the world and never be ashamed of that. You just have to make it though each day and try and reach out and change will come. It may take a really long time, but it will come.
Having these thoughts right now. As a guy in my 30s, i feel its harder because your wife and family will sometimes think you're weak if you tell them about these thoughts. They'd want you to be strong about it immediately but you can't. I feel tired trying to make everything work. I feel helpless that people around the person dear to me tries to brainwash her. I feel tired trying to make my family now, and the people who raised me work. I feel tired of trying to make everyone dear in my life happy. I feel tired of hearing "you're not used of hardships" but I've been dealing with it ever since. I feel tired of shouldering all the financial load. I feel tired of trying my best to be a good husband but there's always something missing which becomes an argument. There are times that i just want to ram my car while driving on the freeway onto the barricades. Times where i'd look down and think, is this height enough to kill me? Times where i'd just want to hang myself by the window in my room. I'm writing this so i won't do it. I just want to air it out because it's sucking me in. I want to be strong about it. I feel helpless. I know i'm not alone but I feel alone.
Lol that moment you were very suicidal today and then this video came up Edit: I haven't checked in on this comment for a while and I see some people being like "don't joke about suicide" Jokes are my way of dealing with my shit so And for anyone suffering with suicidal thoughts I wish you guys all the love in the world and all the help, stay strong!
Heh I called the cops when I was getting emotionally abused by my mother and they just hung up on me. The only thing I can do is run away when I'm 18 and just go live with my father.
Lmao mood. In reality though I'm sure you do! Simply existing and getting through everyday is a huge accomplishment. Millions die every die, but YOU made it through. That alone is the greatest thing a human can do
"i dont wanna die, i just want the pain to go away" is something im gonna tell myself when i wake up, when i go to bed, anytime i feel hopeless. thank you.
Yea had that ... feels really good to see how afterwards everybody still treated me the same toxic way or even more when u knw ... you would kinda think they maybe finally care or som - rlly thought 4 a while that I will never do it again bc of that experience but haha 2 years later here I am telling myself I just have to do som that will 💯 work :(
Don’t kill yourself, I love you and so does others. Suicide is a horrible thing, and truly suicide is a thing everyone who has committed it or tried to regrets. I know you probably had a lack of love in your life, no peace, stress, anxiety but just know that I love you. I’m just a stranger but I truly care about you. All I want is for you to know, life does get better no matter how cliche it sounds. Because our troubles are just light and momentary troubles. Think to yourself when your 60, do you really think you’ll even care about this? No. Stay strong man, I love you so freaking much honestly, remember God holds your hand and is with you. ❤️❤️❤️❤️
Tough times don't last, tough people do. Everybody wants to be a diamond, the more it is cut, the brighter it sparkles. Remember, diamonds are created under pressure from dirty coal!
Diamonds are also a commercial lie given their abundance that is withheld so as to increase price should demand rise or remain the same. In other words, if you're a diamond, you have _perceived_ value but are actually worth very little. Be platinum and shine.
Can I just say that I like the message but saying, “the more it is cut, the more is sparkles” reminds me of actually cutting yourself. Just a bad choice of words... And I have to admit... kind of want to now
@@linksey Oh really? How can a stranger on the internet, who can communicate with another stranger on the internet purely through text, help, other than, let's see, THROUGH TEXT? That metaphorical bs is literally them, us, helping others, because *that is all we can do.* Furthermore, suicidal people see the internet as a haven from reality. "Are you okay? How can I help?" "Oh, maybe fly intercontinental and help me not kill myself? and help others along the way? and make sure you do it before I hang myself?" Ha. Ever thought about your step 2?
@@linksey Well, there's your point which is correct, but you're missing my point as well. In the internet, we are all strangers, but we are also a community. Suicidal people often flock here as a respite from reality, and the best and only way we can help them is by praise. Saying "you're wonderful", "the world will miss you" "you have a great life ahead" etc. CAN make a difference, no matter how small. Those assurances like "how can I help you?" however, merely make them scoff. If you're offering physical help rather than praises, make good on them. Which you can't, because you don't know where on earth that anon is.
@@Sportcat01 I know how it feels, at some point because everyone deals with their problems differently. But believe me when I say that all you need is the first step 💪
What if the reason that I’m always having suicidal thoughts is that I have no one that cares about me and I find my self lonely everyday will little human contact
Pomi same here, my family relatives all all left me alone closed doors on me and I am so in pain body got old no money no life desires what so ever, all I think how can I leave this world?
Even if the ones you know don’t care, know that we care, and that is all that matters, advice, and comments. Climb up that latter to happiness, if you get bullied, ignore it, because it is not the truth, the human mind is gullible. Easily fooled, but hear this, if you kill yourself, your pain won’t go away, it will move on to others. Don’t let that happen, lock your sadness into a cage, you will walk by it at times, but just ignore it, we care for you, don’t be solo, talk to others, make friends, and- wait. See that dream you thought of as a kid? That is what you’ll miss if you commit suicide, just know you are not alone.
Hello, friend. Do you know that there’s a God in heaven who loves you? Literally the only reason you exist is to know Him and spend forever with Him in heaven. That is why He made you. Heaven is not too good to be true. HEAVEN IS HOW GOOD GOD IS!!! God became flesh in the historical person of Jesus of Nazareth and died on the cross to take the punishment for your sin and my sin so that we could spend forever with Him. THIS IS LITERALLY THE ONLY REASON YOU EXIST!!!! Heaven is not too good to be true. That’s how good God is that He wants that for you. Hell is not too terrible to be true. That’s how just God is. Jesus made the way for you to spend forever with Him in heaven, rather than go to hell. If you put your faith in Him for forgiveness of your sins, you will be saved. God did not design this life to satisfy us or make us happy or be fair to us. But this life is just temporary. THAT IS WHY HEAVEN IS WHAT WE OUGHT TO BE LIVING FOR. Here is Gods wonderful promise to you: Jeremiah 29:13. Please look up the verse and take God up on His promise. I took God up on this promise when I was 18 and found Him. If you doubt Gods existence, please contact me and I can give you good reasons to know He is there. I love you. Please talk to me any time
@@kb24crazylaker please pray for me i am very distressed and stuck in life and please for my family to come to the Lord and protection & fellowship with Him so i can hear His voice and trust Him
Why are you always like this, you always upload a video that i need at the right time. Its weird! (Oh and wait, was this re uploaded? Ive watched this before.)
My family isn’t there for me. My friends don’t care. I don’t know how much more of this I can take. Thank you for the video though, it doesn’t erase it but it helped.
I had a haunting childhood. I never had real friends in my school, I was always focused on scoring good because that was the only way my parents ever cared about me. Now that I in the final year of college, I have come to realise that all this time I was just distracting myself. Every single day is a struggle to keep myself together. I have such abusive and toxic family and I feel like all my friends are dealing with their own shit so I don't feel like bothering them. I just hope that i die asap because there is no point of just existing.it's been more than 5 years and I can't take it anymore.
Same, I don't have a toxic family thank God, but ever since I was a kid my parents had tought me how important school is. And my social life wasn't going well so I thought y not be good at something so I made sure my grades were as high as I could. I studied 247 but then I just realised I was only studying to hide from my pain. I was studying to get away from my troubles. It felt so good to have something to look forward to like high scores that it defeated my mental healty issues. However I realised my entire school friendship was based on a lie. They all were around me so they could use me.
if you need help go talk to your friends, family and people you trust, life can be great and will get even better after the pandemic ends so do not waste it and life have a lot of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people who tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are happy to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet and if you can afford it call a therapist "ending your life is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" also do not be shy to call for help...
Hey Rishika, plz never think of harming yourself. As a fellow indian who has toxic parents I can understand what u r going through R8 now but hang in there. Do u want to talk about it ?
Never thought I'd find myself wanting to get in a car and drive into a tree. After an abusive father, a near-death experience, and one of my closest friends dying, found myself in that situation tonight. I'm 22 years old, thought I'd gone through the worst ups and downs of feeling depressed. It's hard to imagine things getting better when I know similar things will happen in the future. Honestly, it's true. I don't personally want to die, just want to escape the pain. It helps to imagine a brighter future, even though I know this situation will likely happen again. Understand that when you get better, demons will come back to test you. Just stand on the hope that nothing lasts forever, and try to find solace in that.
@@msmomama6557 Oh nah, there were plenty of times I wanted to die prior to this year. I was struggling with depression from middle school onward. I sympathize with you on the struggle, though. There truly is no hate like self-hate.
Everybody says to tell people but... all they’ll say is “Your overreacting.” Or “Get over yourself!”. I don’t want to burden anyone but I can’t help wanting to tell someone, even if I know they won’t care.
I'm feeling guilty about something I don't even remember doing. I feel like my world is falling apart. I had expectations which don't get fulfilled ever. Am I overexpecting Or it's the world that letting me down. I'm lost. Nothing feels real anymore. I need help but afraid to ask for it. I don't even know how to overcome my inner demons. I'm trying so hard not to give up. Everyday seems a little harder than yesterday. I feel like if I ask for help the world will think I'm just asking for attention.. I don't even know what to do at this point..
I once had suicidal thoughts from being bullied. Since then, I've been struggling with depression and anxiety for the past 3 years. I'm healing. When I watched this video, I cried because it was triggering my past and it made me wish I had this advice long ago.
I went to a new school got bullied and I was depressed, I was not suicidal though or not sure if I was or not ,but I was just.confused felt stuck and lost so don't worry@Lana Alem I am here if you wanna talk
I just want to let everyone know that getting through another day or not hurting yourself even when you want to is a accomplishment, it’s a huge accomplishment! Take this from a 21 year old woman who sleeps all day(in her parents bed) and bearly eats. My biggest accomplishment is that I’ve gotten through 6 and a half year of depression and three patches of suicidal thoughts though I’m not trough the last one yet but I’m planning to get trough it. I have certain things I need to see like the new sims pack and my brothers graduation. Dealing with mental health problems is super hard so always remember to remind yourself that everything you do is a accomplishment especially when you’re struggling.❤️ Lets keep going and hopefully we will eventually feel better.❤️❤️
In my household, if someones depressed, ppl just leave them be until they're “out of depression”. I have been dealing with sucidal thoughts for about a year or two but I know I can't go up to my family and tell them that because even if I did I'm pretty sure it wouldn't do anything. I am almost constantly judged for my weight by my own family members and relatives. I'm Muslim so it's haram in my religion to commit sucide and trusts me when I say that I tried to everything I could not to kill myself. I tried to choke my self a lot of times and whenever I would get a small cut i would always think that it would be much better of it was on my wrist and a lot deeper. In 2020 my grandmother died due to natural causes and I think she was the only person who never judged me for anything. I mistreated my grandmother so many times now that I think about it I feel so good damn guilty about it.
Hello, friend. Do you know that there’s a God in heaven who loves you? Literally the only reason you exist is to know Him and spend forever with Him in heaven. That is why He made you. Heaven is not too good to be true. HEAVEN IS HOW GOOD GOD IS!!! God became flesh in the historical person of Jesus of Nazareth and died on the cross to take the punishment for your sin and my sin so that we could spend forever with Him. THIS IS LITERALLY THE ONLY REASON YOU EXIST!!!! Heaven is not too good to be true. That’s how good God is that He wants that for you. Hell is not too terrible to be true. That’s how just God is. Jesus made the way for you to spend forever with Him in heaven, rather than go to hell. If you put your faith in Him for forgiveness of your sins, you will be saved. God did not design this life to satisfy us or make us happy or be fair to us. But this life is just temporary. THAT IS WHY HEAVEN IS WHAT WE OUGHT TO BE LIVING FOR. Here is Gods wonderful promise to you: Jeremiah 29:13. Please look up the verse and take God up on His promise. I took God up on this promise when I was 18 and found Him. If you doubt Gods existence, please contact me and I can give you good reasons to know He is there. I love you. Please talk to me any time
Hi there. I'm going through similar issues except I'm lucky I have understanding parents but even they don't get it sometimes. I believe that no one gets it if they haven't gone through it themselves. Just like any other illness. I'm also Muslim and one thing I can tell you is saying that committing suicide is haram doesn't make it any better, because we already know but we just can't control our thoughts. And I'm sure they wouldn't say that if they only knew how much pain it takes for someone to end their life. All I can say is, I understand you and there are many more people who do as well. Apparently it's been a year since you've commented. I hope you're doing ok now. Even if you're not, its ok not to be ok :)
My friend wants to commit suicide. He's really serious about it as well, saying he's going to do it today. I sent him the hotline and comforted him (and I sent him this vid too!). I also told my Mother and Teacher. Let's hope he won't succumb to the suicidal thoughts.
What about just going there and merely sitting there; you don't even have to do or say anything; your mere presence should be enough. It'd be much harder and more awkward to do it in front of someone. Then there's always 5150 (or your locality's counterpart)…
Hello! Its me again. I have realized how I was feeling throughout these four months of devestating feeliings. I was having holiday blues all because of family members I have lost, and things have changed. And I was disapointed in myself because of that. It was all due to the fact of beliving in the symbol of Christmas " SANTA". As a child, I continuing to believe in Santa throughout my whole life. And now Im strong, expressive, beautiful, positive, confident and ready for what the world has in store for me. Thank You so so much Psych2Go, I could not have done my individual thinking without you all. And once again, Thank You Very Much. You Are All Very Helpful!!! ❤❤❤❤😆😆😆😆😁😁😁😁😊😊😊😊
"The situation will never last forever" But all my adult life so for has been this. So to me it will last forever. Nothing is going change. I cant cut out the toxic people around me because I'm forced to live with them. Or I will be homeless . I feel more lonely and anxious at my partners house and i dont feel safe . I have no escape from feeling anxious and depressed . Work is a shithole who has 0 care for me . 3 places that I'm forced be and I hate them all .
I agree...... I cry myself to sleep... A home is a place where u can relax and be at peace but for me its just a prison......i can do nothing and just watch as my depression gets worse day by day..
I’ve only actually had suicidal thoughts a dozen times. I just don’t take care of myself in the way that I should because it wouldn’t be so bad if I died from a accident, ya know? I don’t look both ways before I cross the street, I don’t put on my seatbelt, I don’t wash my hands before meals like I used to. I don’t have suicidal thoughts; I just *don’t* think it would be so bad if I left
I know this but you have to consider that if you may have a car accident for example, the chances of you living with a severe disability might be bigger than the chance that you die a fast and painless death.
@@sskuk1095 "the chances of you living with a severe disability might be bigger than the chance that you die a fast and painless death." Is that supposed to make existence less worthless?
I was doing research on sleep the other day, sleep tends to regulate the hormones which also include Ghrelin (which makes you hungry) or Leptin (which makes you full).
Oh I just got out of it (finally, one year later !) but it's very personal so... Do you eat emotionally ? Because during my compulsive eating phase, I started eating emotionally and it made it even harder to get rid of it. But like the comment before, try having a clear sleeping pattern. It helps so much ! I actually had a much better time getting rid of my ED when I started going to sleep and getting up at the same hours (WE included). Stop beating yourself up, and start eating things you actually like ! I used to put so much pressure on myself if I gave into a McDo or something like that... Stop and enjoy your food. If you can't stop yourself... well it's maybe a sign you shouldn't. Try eating without TV, or any distractions. Focus on your food. It's actually something I struggle with, but it helps SO DAMN much. Instead of eating, and eating, and eating... I actually appreciate what I eat, and don't feel the need to eat more. I have a lot of other tips, so if you wish we can discuss and I can tell you what I learned worked best for me. But you'll have to try everything out and decide for yourself what works best. Anyway, hoped it helped a little ^^
i’ve had suicidal thoughts ever since i was 8 years old, my childhood was ruined because of them and now my adulthood is about to go through the same thing, i feel like my mind is against me, i hate confrontation and get defensive when confronted cuz i feel unsafe and like i’m in a fight and it often results in upsetting the other person that confronted me, then i feel immense guilt about the way i acted that i immediately withdraw myself from the situation and just wallow in the guilt of my actions, this makes my mind go haywire, my thoughts are immediately sent to suicide mode “ you’re an absolutely horrible person how could you say this” “ you are a bad person, now that person is upset because of you and because of your childish actions” “ nothing can save you from this, you’re beyond repair, only death is your answer” “maybe if you go jump from the balcony you’ll end both your and other people’s suffering because of your childish behaviour” i don’t know how to stop these thoughts from forming and eating me up, i just find myself crying because i feel so terrible about the way i am and about the way my brain is wired, i wish i could get a break from this agony that my mind puts me through, i just want to be happy, feel loved and stop being a burden on people’s live and causing them distress, i’m so tired, so so tired and i just wanna rest i for once want to have a day without feeling my heart being too heavy on me, and each day i fear more more that i might actually do something to end my life and a little part of me doesn’t wanna die, that part wants to see how my futur will look like but im scared one day that part will disappear
It you are scrolling through the comments, stop to read this. We are here for you, if your going through this because of a loving person you know’s death, don’t think about it, think about how you have a long life ahead of you, killing yourself isn’t the key, what if what you are expecting after death, isn’t what you want, you wasted your life, your loved ones cry about your death, this is what you will do to others if you do this, I am going through this panicking phase as well, but tomorrow is a new day, for you, and for all who go through this, one step closer to a life of joy, love, and beauty. Don’t do it, think about others. MCZG, signing off.
im a 12 year old who actually thought of killing myself many months ago, even though i didn't have much courage to end my life, i didn't care if i lived or died. sometime my mind would think how should i die like purposely stay still at a highway, waiting for a fast and incoming truck or car to hit me and etc. then a month early, my mind was like: just live through it, just don't do it even though im still on the pressure of self doubts, self hate and insecurities, im just glad im alive and i do have a friend who i always open to about my insecurities. and remember, im 12, so this was a lot to take in.
As someone who has dealt with depression most of my life and now in my 60s, I can tell you that no matter how bad things are at the time, it will eventually get better. I realize that's hard to believe at the time, I've been there. But you have so much life ahead of you. I grew up in a different time, people seem so cruel now, at least on social media. But I also know that there are many good people out there. If you feel comfortable with it talk to a teacher or counselor at school and they might have some suggestions for help. Please do not give up, I'm glad I didn't. Hugs
I'm glad you're alive 💕 you seem very mature and self aware, but remember you're only 12...you have so much to experience and a whole life ahead of you. I'm 19 now (only 6/7 years older than you) but when I was your age I wasn't in a good place either. I was very insecure and lonely. And even in the past few years I went through very bad times and was very unhappy and hopeless, but I also had very good times. I've experienced so many things, learned a lot of things and met some really amazing people and non of this would've happened if I ended my life 6 years ago...whenever you're going through a hard time, remind yourself that it's not going to be like this forever and you're not going to feel like this forever, even if it's hard to believe. So much can change and it will change, and like I said you have so much to experience, don't give up! Sending you love ❤
I just want to say thank you. I've been dealing with depression, anxiety, and suicidal thoughts for a few years now. And lately, it's gotten even worse. Watching these videos really help me realize I'm not alone. Thank you so much.
Pretty similar to me. I read a couple of your comments. My world changed when I was left alone in the family after mom passed away. Have no siblings either and I can't fathom the thought of going to relatives continously like an unwanted burden. However, I also feel I still can watch a bit more of the circus while alive. There would be no I, therefore no peace or sorrow once I am gone? Idk what happens after but I just shared with you an honest picture of my Contemporary life with whatever little knowledge I have. You are most welcome to write back to me, don't think you are alone!
One thing has kept me going, the pain I would bring on the people who care. I’m glad I’ve made it through all these times. Anyone struggling can do it I believe in you
having no one is so bittersweet. it’s the cause of my depression, yet it comforts me slightly :/ i like knowing if i do hurt myself no one will actually be bothered, in fact i feel as if i’d be doing some in my life a favor. it’s a very strange feeling.
For all of us struggling out there: let you curiousity be greater than your dispair. I've beem thinking of taking itfor 3 years now, day in day out and tnoight just told myself " you're still a little young to do so, dont worry you still have time." My point is a way to cope sometimes is to postpone it. I hope it could help you. I was saved tonight
It’s 6am and I’m sitting here alone in my car with a gun in my lap ready to let it all go. I have no real Family nor friends to talk to about my struggles here (6months) and everyday it becomes more intense by the day. I just want the sadness and pain in my heart to go away. I’m tired of covering up my pain with the Makeup and smiling faces. I’m truly hurting on the inside and ready to go where Peace and Love at. 😭
I don't really think this is helping me with my situation. This kind of depressed me. I've reached out in some of the stated ways, but no one really cares
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There are plenty of people who cares. Life will be rough, but trust me, you'll get through this. If you need someone to talk to, I'm here.^_^
In recent months, I’ve been dealing with thoughts of suicide. I want to bring it up to my mom, but every time I have a conversation with her, she always talks over me and I contribute very little to the conversation. But if I bring it up to others, they’ll bring it up to her. I feel like I’m trapped. I’m tired of hiding.
Stay strong, please!! I know what you mean. I don't talk to my family about it, or my therapist. I don't think anyone would understand. There will be times when it won't be so hard. Just today I was really upset and having the thoughts, but I found some courage to keep going!
honestly that's what's happening to me as well. They always have a mindset that if a child has problems, the parents can help but the problem is what if the parents are the problem? What if their the reaskn why the child feels trap in the first place. (I'm not talking about trap as in forcing you to not make friends or strict rules or anything like that. I'm talking about the child's fellings that are trapped within that said child :V)
God bless the humans who work on this amazing channel. That's really the most hopeful channel I've ever found since I got severely depressed and wanted to take my own life at some points. Thank you so much for everything. I really can't get enough of your sweet voice and talks and your cheerful ideas ❤❤❤ Psych2Go forever Wether depressed or not...
Now im actually not suicidal i just like to watch this so i know something more Also seeing comments makes my soul break and keep on giving this advice you are probably saving lives
I am currently having a rough time with my love life and abusive friendships to the point where I am honestly telling myself "The world would be a better place without me. I just annoy people." This video was really helpful in teaching me what to do to get out of that state of mind. Thank you.
I tried to write down my accomplishments and the only thing I was able to write was how I managed to keep myself alive while struggling for last nine years. But however good it looks, I can't call it an achievement because my worth in this world is not going to be judged based on this. But I appreciate your effort to put this video❤️
I searched up this video because I was thinking about ending it all tonight but, this video really helped me think about not going through with it and I just want to say thank you for making this video. :)
I was diagnosed with borderline personality disorder, sometimes I am very happy and friendly and then the depression consumes me completely and I self harm,I faced childhood trauma,nd my father passed away a year ago,it just feels like I am somehow broken and can't be fixed,I have started meditating evryday and started going to the gym,but every night becomes difficult to pass,if anyone's reading this, I love you and you are not alone, you will be ok one day
I don't know why I cried but I always say this to myself, "I don't wanna die, I just want this worthlessness to end." I don't want to die. I just want myself to not live because maybe the sources and facalities I have, someone else would not waste it like I did. He would not disappoint his parents. He did not disappoint the efforts they put on him. But I did. And I hate myself for this more than ever.
I've been through therapy twice. Once with meds. It's hard, but sometimes you must remember that it's not you, it's your brain messing up with your ideas. I really love this channel, you have amazing videos and make me think how can I improve myself and the way I see life.
This video is much needed to watch! ❤️ Every person who struggles with depression deserves a huge loves and supports! You are strong no matter what and keep fighting!
The thing that is frustrating is that I love life and try to remind myself of how grateful I am able to experience all this, but I often feel like any negativity or depression that creeps into my life is not taken seriously or is ignored.
For all who read this, you are worth it and loved. I feel everything in this video in 2018 (my depression has been around since 2014). I did it to get out from the dark side. Someone told me that I was loved, worth it, happiness is a choice and he said that I have a good future, i need to out from my comfort zone (depression and try to isolation my self from other) because i also need courage so my self-esteem is not trampled on by other people, I'm strong girl, other people who experience like me (have a suicidal thought) still need me (they need help). So I tried to get out from my dark side and tried changed my live to be a better person so I could help others and make them feel happier and be able to smile again. 💕
@ThePodgeAroo 232323 yes you still have to get help from professionals such as psychologists, even though your close person helps you out of that phase but they cannot found the cause of your current feelings and maybe that you may not even realize it (the cause of depression or being over sensitive and dramatic) because that is already in your unconscious mind. It is very good if you go to a psychologist faster because they will help you to get rid of those feelings before the feeling gets worse. ^^
@ThePodgeAroo 232323 I know the cost is quite expensive, but it will be worth it in the end, you can feel your life is more meaningful and happier and will reduce feelings of over sensitivity and over dramatic, most of your burden will be lost and most likely you will be free from that feeling, mental health is also important for your life ^^
@ThePodgeAroo 232323 tbh, your feeling it's not gone, it's still there but you don't realize that you depress all those feelings in your unconscious mind, maybe you can see the illustration in the picture "iceberg freud", when everything in your unconscious u "can't" feel that but it'll still there and it's like a "time boom" , some psychologist can help u to make your unconscious mind up to the subconscious and then go to conscious mind and they can help u to cure that
@ThePodgeAroo 232323 I feel that too, are there someone you really trust? if it's not, you can find someone from another country who you don't know and tell them what u feel after a few times send a message, because I also tell everything to people I don't know after a few days, I just feel that he is someone I can trust and change my perspective about life, and he don't blame me at all
It feels bad having to look up videos to help cope. Ive had mental health problems and ptsd for over 4-5 years now, i however was afraid to ask for help, im currently in a very stressfull period so im acting up again, doing shit i shouldnt. I am going to speak to a psychologist next month but the waiting list was so long that now im in such a terrible situation, i cant really cope normally anymore. Im having constant panic attacks and i just want them to stop, to live a normal life without wanting it to end. I know i am not alone in this with these thoughts. I hope others will like myself look for help and know they arent alone.
Hey, if the creator of this video sees this I want to say thank you for helping me get out of my depression that I’ve had for few years. Not only that but now my suicidal thoughts are gone. Thank you so much for everything
I dont know who needs to hear this today, but you are loved. If by no one else, by me. Keep walking I know it's hard I promise I know. Internet stranger, I see you, I hear you, I feel you. Take it slow, one day at a time. You are worthy, you are good enough, you are better than your past, your struggles. You matter. Theres so many reasons to live and I know everyone says that it gets better, and It probably won't I'm not going to lie. Not for a long long time and I know you want the pain to end. How many times in your life has something good happened when you least expect it, it can definitely happen now. If my hasent happened to you, theres certainly a first time for everything. I know you're strong I do. You won't see it now but if you arent on this earth it will end everything, the amazing days ahead that you havent even experienced yet! Theres people who will miss you there are people who WILL cry and wont get better if you werent here. I know that you can do this I know that it's hard but I believe In you. I love you. Stay strong xx
My social anxiety is so bad that I feel like I can’t even have a connection with people. In addition, my parents don’t love me and left me even through they’re programmed to love me. I don’t see the point honestly.
I have been feeling suicidal since I was 8. My grandma screams at me when I try to speak to her about my thoughts. I try to cope with these thoughts by writing them down. It hurts to live, but I still do for my young sister. I hope whoever is reading this has a nice day.
Well my friend, you found the right place, so here is what I’m gonna do, I’m gonna say what will happen if you do it. Your family and friends will be devastated, your parents will cry for days, your friends will think about you, and ask the question, “why?” You won’t get rid of your sadness, you’ll just pass it on to others, I beg you to stay safe. Socialize with people, talk to somebody you know is nice. And have a good life. Just know that your not the only one.
I do not feel suicidal because I’ve lost my loved ones or have been wronged, but because life is just so boring that I think, even if there is no heaven or afterlife that awaits me after death, at least I can be unconscious and not have to think or suffer, or better yet, not exist at all. My curiosity for it grows by the day.
if you need help go talk to your Friends, family and people you trust, life can be great and will get even better after the pandemic ends so do not waste it and life have a lot of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people who tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are happy to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet and if you can afford it call a therapist "ending your life is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" also do not be shy to call for help.
There are a lot of things that keep me going or prevent me from even thinking about killing myself. But again, there is too much I don’t want to live for. And some days my anxiety ruins the things that keeps me going. My family won’t understand and their mad at me. Social anxiety from a bad part of my childhood eats at me. Sometimes I have fantasies of people hurting me or hurting myself. And yet I wouldn’t want them to do it irl. But I’ve realized that I have a chance. Hopefully I can get through it. I don’t want anybody else to feel like I do or worse. Everyone deserves to be happy no matter what. Please don’t die. If you feel like nobody loves you at least know that there are some people that value you. Even if people scream at you, the real ones always love you no matter what :)
It's even harder when your family don't understand and your friends ignore you
Or if you don't have them at all
That’s depression talking
i just want to go
It sucks when you do cry for help but no one listens. Instead they tell you you are dramatic or if you are depressed its your fault
These ain't friends then
The scariest moment ever is when you're crying your eyes out and you hear the footsteps of someone coming to your room. And you wipe your tears so fast and swallow that lump in your throat worried that they'll notice that your eyes are a little bit redder than usual and that you sound stuffy. Worried that you'll have to tell them you hate yourself.
I can tell you how much I relate to this.
@Fajjat 420 you want to actually know? Nobody has ever cared.
Same I get scared and worried they'll notice l was crying. :(
Yes…😞
@@EzequielMartin55vf Same
"I don't want to die, I just want the pain to end" is my new mantra
it will, your mind is your enemy, you have to tame it
Everyday I wish it was my last and when I go to sleep I wish I could never wake up
@@mika-eelhoven7306 i understand you 😭
@@GSsquad5 man you got me crying 🥲
It’s the same for me, except I deserve all the pain that comes with it
The most painful is when the ones who you thought would care does not care at all
exactly
This is where I am right now
Things get more worse when they are also manipulating you and abusing you instead of care
_I've had depression, anxious, ptsd for 6 year's. But now, I'm slowly getting better. If you read this. I love you, even though I don't know you._
I got you
Keep working at it! Everyday can seem like a pain but you can get through it! I believe in you! ^-^ ❤️
You’re strong my love
I love you too!
🙏😘🙏💜💙🌼✌💜😘💪💪💪
"Look at how far you've come" I've literally just aged.... thats not an accomplishment
me: made it through kindergarten yay
It is :) sum people cant
Bro I lost all my friends 5 years ago I didn’t have no one, my father left me fatherless, but trust me it will get better nowadays i got lot of friends and made the basketball team, IT WILL GET BETTER
hey i'm so proud of you
but i dont care about goal or achievement anymore 😂 it would be better if i could just end my life today or my life be taken away today.
It's really hard when you're alone.
I am that Lone Wolf.
Being alone makes it 10x worse
Hi!
It is
you are never alone, i'm here !
1. Don't spend the night alone
2. Cut off all ties with toxic people
3. Make a list of your accomplishments
4. Practice positive mantras
5. Find a therapist
6. If it's urgent please call the police
7. Find out whats hurting you and make changes to it
8. Whatever you do, please don't lose hope.
No money. No friends. No electricity. No water. Depression. Anxiety. Shitty body. Porn addiction/sex addiction
And all of you are saying that things will get better.
@@sam5919smoke the devils lettuce you will see how good it gets
But what if you’re parents are the toxic people
I don’t know but I know it’s the same and I literally want to die because of them and I’m young-ish so it’s not like I can run.
I don’t have a good relationship with my mom
I cant stand when people say that Suicide is the most selfish thing a person can do, especially when you have no idea what that person is going through. What’s selfish is forcing that person to live a life that they no longer want to live.
2005 :
X : I'm hurting badly
Friends and Family : get over it you are overreacting.
2006 :
X : I'm hurting badly
Friends and Family : get over it you are overreacting.
2007 :
X : I'm hurting badly
Friends and Family : get over it you are overreacting.
2008 :
X : I'm hurting badly
Friends and Family : get over it you are overreacting.
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2019 :
X : I'm hurting badly
Friends and Family : get over it you are overreacting.
2020 :
X : commits suicide*
Friends and family : omg how could you do this to us how could you hurt us like this you are so SELFISH people who commit suicide are SELFISH.
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Exactly, nobody listens to what you want to say because they’ll think we’re faking the pain and ask questions like why are you so sad , you have everything. When the person is need for help they’ll shove it off saying it’s nothing and when the person takes their own life , everyone will be confused why the depressed person took their own life.
Yep, and especially when some people don’t even have anyone to go to. Who exactly is there to be selfish towards? People don’t consider all the possible reasons that a person could be feeling hopeless. Im sure it’s easy for them to assume everyone has someone to spend time with and turn to about their problems.
True words here. Often people will feel in some way accountable. And unfortunately, many societies havent taught us how to deal with that. So people shift blame or badly cope.
Love you everyone ❤️
I never thought a day would come that I will find myself so hopeless and lonely that I will have to look up for videos online to save my life. For everyone going through this, I hope we all survive this and come out of this dark place like a bright ray of positive light!
Update: I am happy, over whelmed and also a little sad looking at the comments that so many of us are fighting a silent battle. A year back I was going through a lot ( lost my father, lost my job, lost who I thought was the love of my life and lost my close friends) and now I am happier than I have ever been. I want to tell each and everyone that we all have someone or something to look forward to. So many out there pray for what we all have. DO NOT give up and know that you are loved. Be happy and do what makes you happy. Sending you all love and light. 🌸✨
I dont know if I will survive. Every moment I feel death is closer. I think i will die in a foreign country away from my family.
Yes same
I found this just now because I am going through the exact thing at this very moment.
You’re all loved.
Me too
Depression is definitely worse when alone, because then I have to spend time with the only person that I hate.
READ THIS PLEASE
life isnt about reasons to find, the only way i stopped being suicidal was when i made clear to myself that whatever happens and no matter how many people i loose, i need to be there for myself, i cant hurt myself, because i have been given myself, i have myself, one thing i need to do is be there for myself if not anyone else in need, no matter how many people betray me, no matter how much money i loose, i need to be there for myself because i can be there for myself, no matter how much i get hurt, i still can be there for myself and i think thats enough of a reason to live, to live for myself, to enjoy life for myself, if someone says something hurtful how does it even matter, they dont know the things i have gone through, is it logical to take something personal from someone u dont know personally? i believe in tomorrow too, i believe that if i adjust myself and be there for myself and live life only for myself and for what i want to, i believe in a better tomorrow because i believe that i have been strong till now and i can be strong tomorrow again, something that will kill your happiness is overthinking, when u cant yourself overthinking just say "stop things will be fine u have me" be mindful of life, half of the time we live here goes by in our own mind, so live for you and with you, also dont fall in love with anything, because when u fall in love then that thing is in the center of your heart, u can love things like i love pizza it will always have a place in my heart but if im in love with pizza then it will be in the center of my heart and that can be dangerous, in the end you dont need anyone to love you really, kiss on the forehead*, share this u never know who else needs to hear it.
I feel this on too many levels... Having heard all my life that I'm the problem, trying my hardest to be kind and understanding to others then still being told I'm a issue. Losing all of my family. Of course I'd begin to hate myself..
@@baddieasf7802
It’s nice to hear that someone suffering like me was able to find a solution
I will try doing that despite the fact that i have self criticism
(Sorry if my English is bad :p )
I came here out of desperation when I was feeling really, really bad, saw the first step where they say to call up your friends, family or lover, and it immediately just made me feel way worse since I didn't have any friends or lover, and didn't feel comfortable talking to my family.
Are you reading my mind
You know something is wrong when you can't make it 2 minutes through a video like this without silently bawling your eyes out, even when smack in the middle of work.
Same
when i started watching this i already was about to cry, either im too emotional or its normal
It hurts when you cry out for help but they tell you you're being dramatic and it's your fault you're depress.
It NOT your fault, and counselors will help you.
Exactly 😢
Is it my fault
"don't spend the night alone" my family literally never asks how I am and I have no friends so.....uhhhhmm thanks anyway I guess. I just go to sleep early and cry.
Exactly the same here..
Same here. I just wonder when things will change. I am writing this comment at night wishing someone to keep me company.
Same but I have friends
you can text me
Same
The main thing that kept me going was that if I died, my cat would be sad, confused, and wait for me to come back
Don’t. It will most likely eat your face.
Hope that helps!
Good thing I dont have a cat
This is what keeps me alive too.
its okay, i will kill your cat for you
What no
Currently crying my eyes out and laying on my bed I was planning on committing tonight this video and the comments helped me so much I hope we can all get through this together
Stay strong please.....
Please stay with us. We'll make it through this!
I hope you're a little better
does it ever get any better.
This is the same thing for me... Stay strong we're all in this together, you will get through this!
I’ve been dealing with suicidal thoughts for a while. They worsened during the pandemic. But, my mom is the reason why I’ve held back. I would hate for her and my family to live with the aftermath of my actions. I just hope that, someday, I and you (the person reading this) will eventually overcome this together.
Same. It has been 4+ years
Yea there's definitely better times to come, we just need to keep on keeping on as they say.
I understand this completely
Im living for my family by now💔
Sending you love. Stay strong, dear one.
ur timing never could've been more perfect...….
@Ze'ev what
Are you ok??
Love this channel. Happy to see another upload. Your work is great and helpful.
I have deja vu about this video. Is this repload?
@@principleshipcoleoid8095 Seems to be but it might have been taken down since CZcams will block videos that involve suicide or even talking about it.
Does anyone even bother to read video descriptions? 🙄 It clearly says "This is an important topic, so we thought we'd reupload it so more people can see it." ¬_¬ (Which for the record is against the CZcams TOS, so don't do it often because Google doesn't care about reasons. 🤫)
I have my own way to deal with suicide thoughts
My way to deal suicide thoughts, is talking to my imaginary friend, and myself. Even though I'm already 12 years old, I still have my imaginary friend with me, my class mates know about this and some of them have imaginary friends too😊
"Cut off toxic people" okay I'll just quit my education leave my parents and live on the streets.
"Don't spend the night alone" ig I'll just break into some stranger's house and get in their bed while they sleep 😐
Suicide isn’t selfish them telling you to stay and suffer is
@@ava-lech fuck off dude
@@ava-lech can u stop plz?
@Devine Rose i think you're so brave! please hold on guys and stay strong
Staying alive out of guilt IS selfish
This is absolutely true. I’ve spent years trying. But ultimately I feel all I’m doing is delaying the inevitable.
"if i die, my family just gonna do my funeral and then my existence is not going to be a burden anymore" that's what I've been thought but luckily i keep being sane.
if you need help go talk to your friends, family and people you trust, life can be great and will get even better after the pandemic ends so do not waste it and life have a lot of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people who tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are happy to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet and if you can afford it call a therapist "ending your life is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" also do not be shy to call for help
100% agree with this. I feel like my passing would be a relief to my family. I'm Worried that when I tell them they won't get it. They will think that I am really just going through a moment. I think some family will be happy that I'll be gone, and that makes me want to end it more so I won't be as much of a burden on my mom. Or whoever. I hate myself everyday and wish there was a way out of this. Just to stop thinking. To stop it all.
I’m not even gonna have a funeral tbh. If I’m alive right now yet alone everyday with nobody to talk to, then why am I gonna have hundreds of fake people crying over my dead body when they couldn’t do nothing to make me feel wanted right now?
@@annyeonghaseyo_agent_21_here I feel the same way. I feel like my mother neglects my feelings and only cares about my older brother. Which freaking sucks. Cuz I like to help people understand me or how im feeling though videos instead of me explaining it. So I tried sending her some she wouldn't even look at them. All she said was "I really don't want to know what your going through." She said it like it was some kind of germ. And she never apologizes for all the nasty things she says to me. I almost attempted suicide twice and she kinda just swept it under the rug. Right now I'm trying to get back on antidepressants cuz these feelings suck. Sometimes if other people won't help you. You gotta do it yourself and find people you connect with. A connection with someone will take you places you thought were impossible. I'm here if you want talk about anything btw. See you later alligator.
This is what I right now. I feel restless and anxious as if there is an inner voice telling me that I am tired of you and your soul only my death. No one will care about your death. If they worry about you and cry, it is not really important because they are part of your death. Just make your soul free from this misery and all this pressure that no one will understand until now. I suffer from hallucinations and nightmares and seeing scary misleads around me 💔💔.....
.. I just don't want my family to be angry and sad at the same time after I commit suicide. So. I'll just not
Same but let's hope for bettee future
I know right every time I want to do it but then I think about my cousins, mom, sister, aunts, and uncles, grandmas and grandpas
Tht is the only thing keeping me here atp
you wont do it
I have nothing like that 😞
"Why fear death,when life is the one that hurts you the most"
-Death
“don’t spend the night alone” i literally cannot show any affection at all i’m so afraid and i resent it. i really wish i could be more affectionate but i’m a coward.
Hello, friend. Do you know that there’s a God in heaven who loves you? Literally the only reason you exist is to know Him and spend forever with Him in heaven. That is why He made you. Heaven is not too good to be true. HEAVEN IS HOW GOOD GOD IS!!!
God became flesh in the historical person of Jesus of Nazareth and died on the cross to take the punishment for your sin and my sin so that we could spend forever with Him. THIS IS LITERALLY THE ONLY REASON YOU EXIST!!!! Heaven is not too good to be true. That’s how good God is that He wants that for you. Hell is not too terrible to be true. That’s how just God is. Jesus made the way for you to spend forever with Him in heaven, rather than go to hell. If you put your faith in Him for forgiveness of your sins, you will be saved.
God did not design this life to satisfy us or make us happy or be fair to us. But this life is just temporary. THAT IS WHY HEAVEN IS WHAT WE OUGHT TO BE LIVING FOR.
Here is Gods wonderful promise to you: Jeremiah 29:13.
Please look up the verse and take God up on His promise. I took God up on this promise when I was 18 and found Him.
If you doubt Gods existence, please contact me and I can give you good reasons to know He is there. I love you. Please talk to me any time.
@@kb24crazylaker i appreciate the concern and comment very much but i am not christian. but i’m glad you have a god to be there for you :)
I’m basically asexual and any type of affection disgusts me.. I’m with you there. Tbh I don’t feel like anything helps when I wanna die. I know this isnt helping but i understand how you feel
@@ry7774 are you familiar with any of the contemporary philosophical arguments for God's existence?
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You have a God to be there for you too. But He doesn't force Himself on anyone. You have to want Him
@@racmune NOOOO BC UR SO RIGHT
I'd have less thoughts like these if I wasn't so alone.
..you will find someone. There are so many people in the world who probably need company from amazing people like you. You are special and no one can say otherwise ❤️
Exactly
Same 😔
Same.
Agreed but when you have no one to talk to what do you do...
Recently, (about a month ago) a very dear friend of mine passed away due to suicide. It's not a joke people, if you're feeling this way please please get help. It's not weak, it's not stupid, it's your life. You deserve more. Please remember that. Remember that you will be deeply missed. I had ten years of love with this person, ten years of hardship together with this individual. To see that leave you in just a moment leaves me in a pain I've never felt before. I will never blame her, or be angry at her. Please, if anything use my example to get the help you deserve. Love you all 💖💖💖
Lmao no. Im fine ok. I'll get over it
So, what if you don't have access to the help you deserve?
@@SpiceyYT no you won't... Not without help
I here the word 'deserve' and I think 'isn't that the same as "entitlement"? I've been led to believe that having an "entitled" attitude is a bad thing.' Someone explain the difference.
@@jackchatham3947 "I've been led to believe that having an "entitled" attitude is a bad thing"
You have been duped then. No one on this entire planet doesn't want a better existence. The people selling the idea of just living with bad stuff instead of trying to improve or fix it are deluded or malicious. NO ONE deserves pain.
Finally, someone who addresses the affordability issue about therapy. I'm tired of being told "Just get therapy" from online content about suicide, don't they know we would if we could? But you guys gave a little insight on how to combat that issue and it's appreciated a lot. Anxiety makes it hard for me to call people or especially companies but it might just have to be the thing I need to do.
I was abused by my mom for the first 6 years of my life. I now struggle to even stay alive mentally. Thanks to all of the people that helped me, I'm ok ish now, but not completely suicidal.
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Hey are you still using this account if yes then how are you now ♥️
@@mortem602 a bit better thanks to a ton of therapy, but I probably won't ever heal completely. Thank you for checking in on me.
@@preposteroustoast take care ♥️
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9: I believe I have advice similar to this. Allow them to play realistically in your mind. Imagine _actually_ falling from a high place or bleeding out. If you feel fear, then that's the end of it. Stop thinking those thoughts immediately and remember that fear when they resurface. If you don't feel anything, seek immediate help from someone you know and hold close. Contact a clinic. Suicide is a terrifying experience. You regret it halfway through, believe me.
I wish my boyfriend had the courage to not do it half way thru. I still see him in dreams and i think he is stuck somehow and it is scary. Glad u are here, you helped me today. 💜💙💪🙏
I agreed. We will in fact regret it half way through.
I lost all my memory when I tried to kill myself so I didn’t really regret it cuz I don’t remember feeling anything
OK, but what if you already are scared of dying, but still don't want to live?
@@meghnalekshman4137 everyone is different and so it depends
Ive had depression, anxiety and overthinking and it kinda got better for a while until something triggered and it feels like im back to square one and whats even more annoying is that what triggered me was some simple stupid thought
Me too, I've been having anxiety for a month, I hate my heavy breathing and I just want it to go away, but just remember were not alone in this world and suicide is never the answer.
Same
I just got triggered by a pretty girl on tiktok. I feel so dumb I understand how you feel at least in the sense of being triggered by something small😭
The same thing happened to me today.
How you handle that?
The worst thing is when you’re depressed not because of anyone or anything that’s happened to you. But just life itself. The state of your life, having no friends but making no attempt to making them because you feel like you can’t relate to them, not even wanting a boyfriend because you’re so depressed and low in self esteem because you hate your fat body so you push them away from you. And being depressed because you see your life going nowhere and you achieving nothing that you’ve ever wanted. Feeling completely hopeless with your life because everything you do seems meaningless and nothing interest you anymore. Sleep is what you look forward to the most. That’s the worst kind of depression, where the only reason for your depression is you. You’re the worst enemy you’ve ever had.
School is rough. I honestly don't think I can take it anymore. All my teachers are giving me so much stress with assignments. I cant keep up with them and my parents are mad at me. I feel useless.
Same man, school is making me want to kill my self every single day. My parents get pissed off when I get a bad grade but don’t care when I get good grades. There’s no point in school anyway because most of the stuff you learn you will forget, i just want to have a good life without having to go through this everyday.
My parents take away my games and my phone which are the only things that only bring me joy at this point.
yesterday I lost my friend, he was took his life I'm sorry 😭 and yeah probably one of the factors is that thing
You are not useless! You are amazing
you probably are kid and still in basic school
all you need to do is just continued it
and just keep alive
when you are grown up your mental probably became stronger and all those depression won't affect it
pepole: this helps
me: I actually want to die more
@Joshua Livingston I couldn’t agree more
@Smart Anonimous lmaooo
Same
Same here☺️
Not to be stalker like but I looked at your CZcams profile Andrea. You are way too young to be having feelings like this if you really are.
1: I have no choice. Besides, I would not want to trouble anyone.
2: I am the toxic person.
3: The list is empty.
4: I already lie to myself, I don't want to lie any more.
5: No. I don't want to go through that. I have no strength for it. Besides, I'm not worth it.
6: Rather not freak the family out.
7: No motiviation. No point.
8: I've been hoping for hope for the longest time. It hurt. I stopped and it helped, for a brief while. Now I'm dying for a bit of light, a bit of warmth.
There are no stars for me.
Same here... hope things are getting better for you
I'm so sorry you're going through that. that's so sad and I'm still praying for you
I relate so hard, i guess life is really not everyone's cup of tea, but death is already inevitable, I'd rather live
I’ve felt the same way, but always remember, the people you hurt would rather you live and turn a new page than end it all. I isolated myself and was told I was an embarrassment to be around, and now I realize that I’m still worth it, and you are too. You are gods gift to the world and never be ashamed of that. You just have to make it though each day and try and reach out and change will come. It may take a really long time, but it will come.
But death won’t make it better won’t it? I hope things will get better for u :)
Having these thoughts right now.
As a guy in my 30s, i feel its harder because your wife and family will sometimes think you're weak if you tell them about these thoughts. They'd want you to be strong about it immediately but you can't.
I feel tired trying to make everything work. I feel helpless that people around the person dear to me tries to brainwash her. I feel tired trying to make my family now, and the people who raised me work. I feel tired of trying to make everyone dear in my life happy. I feel tired of hearing "you're not used of hardships" but I've been dealing with it ever since. I feel tired of shouldering all the financial load. I feel tired of trying my best to be a good husband but there's always something missing which becomes an argument.
There are times that i just want to ram my car while driving on the freeway onto the barricades. Times where i'd look down and think, is this height enough to kill me? Times where i'd just want to hang myself by the window in my room.
I'm writing this so i won't do it. I just want to air it out because it's sucking me in.
I want to be strong about it. I feel helpless. I know i'm not alone but I feel alone.
Stay strong!! It's not weakness if you're just admitting things sometimes are too hard! Asking for help it's not weakness!
find good things and focus on them and not your bad ones. I wanna let you know your a good person and never gonna be bad!
@@loueptus5265 Thanks! We all must try to do that everyday!!
me too
Soo sad
Lol that moment you were very suicidal today and then this video came up
Edit: I haven't checked in on this comment for a while and I see some people being like "don't joke about suicide"
Jokes are my way of dealing with my shit so
And for anyone suffering with suicidal thoughts I wish you guys all the love in the world and all the help, stay strong!
Yup that's me
Legit, stay strong fam. U ain't alone aight. Hugs dude
relatable
Much love
Same!!
Heh I called the cops when I was getting emotionally abused by my mother and they just hung up on me. The only thing I can do is run away when I'm 18 and just go live with my father.
ik you commented this a year ago, but ai felt that.. im being emotionally abused by my mom and its getting physical.. should I call the police..?
@@spookypeaches please call the police if there getting physical
Just know that even if people here don't know you in person, they care about you. If you're being abused, call the cops. I hope you all are safe now.
I hope you are better
Are you okay now?
"Make a list of your accomplishments"
Me: Wow look nothing
Red The First anything can be an accomplishment, u made me laugh..
So u good now?
"Wow, such empty"
You can do something
Lmao mood. In reality though I'm sure you do! Simply existing and getting through everyday is a huge accomplishment. Millions die every die, but YOU made it through. That alone is the greatest thing a human can do
"i dont wanna die, i just want the pain to go away" is something im gonna tell myself when i wake up, when i go to bed, anytime i feel hopeless.
thank you.
Try prayer ..
Jesus said .
Come to me all who are weary and I will give you rest ...Mathew 11-28
Try prayer ..
Jesus said .
Come to me all who are weary and I will give you rest ...Mathew 11-28
“What do you do to keep going and stay inspired?”
Be afraid of surviving if I try to commit suicide
Totally
Yea had that ... feels really good to see how afterwards everybody still treated me the same toxic way or even more when u knw ... you would kinda think they maybe finally care or som - rlly thought 4 a while that I will never do it again bc of that experience but haha 2 years later here I am telling myself I just have to do som that will 💯 work :(
Don’t kill yourself, I love you and so does others. Suicide is a horrible thing, and truly suicide is a thing everyone who has committed it or tried to regrets. I know you probably had a lack of love in your life, no peace, stress, anxiety but just know that I love you. I’m just a stranger but I truly care about you. All I want is for you to know, life does get better no matter how cliche it sounds. Because our troubles are just light and momentary troubles. Think to yourself when your 60, do you really think you’ll even care about this? No. Stay strong man, I love you so freaking much honestly, remember God holds your hand and is with you. ❤️❤️❤️❤️
Tough times don't last, tough people do. Everybody wants to be a diamond, the more it is cut, the brighter it sparkles. Remember, diamonds are created under pressure from dirty coal!
Diamonds are also a commercial lie given their abundance that is withheld so as to increase price should demand rise or remain the same.
In other words, if you're a diamond, you have _perceived_ value but are actually worth very little. Be platinum and shine.
Can I just say that I like the message but saying, “the more it is cut, the more is sparkles” reminds me of actually cutting yourself. Just a bad choice of words... And I have to admit... kind of want to now
Tired of metaphorical bs. Don’t say: omg you’re so beautiful don’t be sad
But instead say: Do you need help? Do you want my help? How can I help?
@@linksey Oh really? How can a stranger on the internet, who can communicate with another stranger on the internet purely through text, help, other than, let's see, THROUGH TEXT?
That metaphorical bs is literally them, us, helping others, because *that is all we can do.* Furthermore, suicidal people see the internet as a haven from reality. "Are you okay? How can I help?" "Oh, maybe fly intercontinental and help me not kill myself? and help others along the way? and make sure you do it before I hang myself?" Ha. Ever thought about your step 2?
@@linksey Well, there's your point which is correct, but you're missing my point as well. In the internet, we are all strangers, but we are also a community. Suicidal people often flock here as a respite from reality, and the best and only way we can help them is by praise. Saying "you're wonderful", "the world will miss you" "you have a great life ahead" etc. CAN make a difference, no matter how small.
Those assurances like "how can I help you?" however, merely make them scoff. If you're offering physical help rather than praises, make good on them. Which you can't, because you don't know where on earth that anon is.
To anyone struggling
Stay strong my friend, we got this ❤️
i really am 😥i get lots of mental issues and i am too scared to tell my parents or anyone. i need some serious help😥😥
@@Sportcat01 I know how it feels, at some point because everyone deals with their problems differently.
But believe me when I say that all you need is the first step 💪
@@Sportcat01 same it’s so hard I don’t know anymore
I hope that you're right.
❤❤❤ I Hope we do it I‘m maybe going to do it soon or tell my mom probably the second option
I hope everyone gets over the depression
What if the reason that I’m always having suicidal thoughts is that I have no one that cares about me and I find my self lonely everyday will little human contact
I care about you!!! I’ll be here if you want to talk. You’re not alone I promise you are loved 💗
Pomi same here, my family relatives all all left me alone closed doors on me and I am so in pain body got old no money no life desires what so ever, all I think how can I leave this world?
Even if the ones you know don’t care, know that we care, and that is all that matters, advice, and comments.
Climb up that latter to happiness, if you get bullied, ignore it, because it is not the truth, the human mind is gullible. Easily fooled, but hear this, if you kill yourself, your pain won’t go away, it will move on to others. Don’t let that happen, lock your sadness into a cage, you will walk by it at times, but just ignore it, we care for you, don’t be solo, talk to others, make friends, and- wait. See that dream you thought of as a kid? That is what you’ll miss if you commit suicide, just know you are not alone.
@@atashakgem the same goes for you too, just know that leaving this world is not the answer, living life to the fullest, is.
I care
“Cut off ties with all toxic people” me: *picks up suitcase* looks like imma be homeless B))
Hello, friend. Do you know that there’s a God in heaven who loves you? Literally the only reason you exist is to know Him and spend forever with Him in heaven. That is why He made you. Heaven is not too good to be true. HEAVEN IS HOW GOOD GOD IS!!!
God became flesh in the historical person of Jesus of Nazareth and died on the cross to take the punishment for your sin and my sin so that we could spend forever with Him. THIS IS LITERALLY THE ONLY REASON YOU EXIST!!!! Heaven is not too good to be true. That’s how good God is that He wants that for you. Hell is not too terrible to be true. That’s how just God is. Jesus made the way for you to spend forever with Him in heaven, rather than go to hell. If you put your faith in Him for forgiveness of your sins, you will be saved.
God did not design this life to satisfy us or make us happy or be fair to us. But this life is just temporary. THAT IS WHY HEAVEN IS WHAT WE OUGHT TO BE LIVING FOR.
Here is Gods wonderful promise to you: Jeremiah 29:13.
Please look up the verse and take God up on His promise. I took God up on this promise when I was 18 and found Him.
If you doubt Gods existence, please contact me and I can give you good reasons to know He is there. I love you. Please talk to me any time
@@kb24crazylaker please help me
@@joannabiebs What can I do, Joana?
@@joannabiebs I am here if you want to talk
@@kb24crazylaker please pray for me i am very distressed and stuck in life and please for my family to come to the Lord and protection & fellowship with Him so i can hear His voice and trust Him
Why are you always like this, you always upload a video that i need at the right time. Its weird! (Oh and wait, was this re uploaded? Ive watched this before.)
no one knows
Yea I think so
They have czcams.com/video/W0x-7El07iw/video.html
It is reuploaded, read desc
(maybe u really need to watch it...again.......)
My family isn’t there for me. My friends don’t care. I don’t know how much more of this I can take. Thank you for the video though, it doesn’t erase it but it helped.
I had a haunting childhood. I never had real friends in my school, I was always focused on scoring good because that was the only way my parents ever cared about me. Now that I in the final year of college, I have come to realise that all this time I was just distracting myself. Every single day is a struggle to keep myself together. I have such abusive and toxic family and I feel like all my friends are dealing with their own shit so I don't feel like bothering them. I just hope that i die asap because there is no point of just existing.it's been more than 5 years and I can't take it anymore.
Same, I don't have a toxic family thank God, but ever since I was a kid my parents had tought me how important school is. And my social life wasn't going well so I thought y not be good at something so I made sure my grades were as high as I could. I studied 247 but then I just realised I was only studying to hide from my pain. I was studying to get away from my troubles. It felt so good to have something to look forward to like high scores that it defeated my mental healty issues. However I realised my entire school friendship was based on a lie. They all were around me so they could use me.
if you need help go talk to your friends, family and people you trust, life can be great and will get even better after the pandemic ends so do not waste it and life have a lot of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people who tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are happy to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet and if you can afford it call a therapist "ending your life is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" also do not be shy to call for help...
Hey Rishika, plz never think of harming yourself. As a fellow indian who has toxic parents I can understand what u r going through R8 now but hang in there. Do u want to talk about it ?
@@nikhilkp2665 thanx for the concern but I am visiting a therapist now and maybe things would get better.
@@rishikasolanki2676 it's actually great that u are going to a therapist. I hope u get out of depression 😀
Never thought I'd find myself wanting to get in a car and drive into a tree. After an abusive father, a near-death experience, and one of my closest friends dying, found myself in that situation tonight. I'm 22 years old, thought I'd gone through the worst ups and downs of feeling depressed. It's hard to imagine things getting better when I know similar things will happen in the future.
Honestly, it's true. I don't personally want to die, just want to escape the pain. It helps to imagine a brighter future, even though I know this situation will likely happen again. Understand that when you get better, demons will come back to test you. Just stand on the hope that nothing lasts forever, and try to find solace in that.
Atleast you're 22 years old, I'm 18 and I already want to die.
@@msmomama6557 Oh nah, there were plenty of times I wanted to die prior to this year. I was struggling with depression from middle school onward.
I sympathize with you on the struggle, though. There truly is no hate like self-hate.
@Cody Welborn Thank you for your kind words ❤️
@Cody Welborn I can't afford it, but I'm doing better now
@Cody Welborn Okay, thank you.
Everybody says to tell people but... all they’ll say is “Your overreacting.” Or “Get over yourself!”. I don’t want to burden anyone but I can’t help wanting to tell someone, even if I know they won’t care.
Exactly same.
Relatable
So true!
My fucking dad says “I was depressed once. You just gotta pull yourself out.” If I could do that I WOULD
i love you, you are enough and you are worth loving
I'm feeling guilty about something I don't even remember doing. I feel like my world is falling apart. I had expectations which don't get fulfilled ever. Am I overexpecting Or it's the world that letting me down. I'm lost. Nothing feels real anymore. I need help but afraid to ask for it. I don't even know how to overcome my inner demons. I'm trying so hard not to give up. Everyday seems a little harder than yesterday. I feel like if I ask for help the world will think I'm just asking for attention.. I don't even know what to do at this point..
This came right When I needed this I was going to Ask for help but It did not work out my life is a mess nothing is positive thanks for making this
I know how difficult life can be. I know I don't know you, but if you need to talk, feel free to talk to me. I'm glad that you're still here :)
I just realized I don’t have a friend or a family member that I can talk to-
wow
U can talk to me
@Icy Craft u can talk to me i dont judge
Yup
Same man, its frustrating
literally me
I once had suicidal thoughts from being bullied. Since then, I've been struggling with depression and anxiety for the past 3 years. I'm healing. When I watched this video, I cried because it was triggering my past and it made me wish I had this advice long ago.
I went to a new school got bullied and I was depressed, I was not suicidal though or not sure if I was or not ,but I was just.confused felt stuck and lost so don't worry@Lana Alem I am here if you wanna talk
All of that has happened to me
Me too,you will get through it,accept your past
I never thought I’d come to CZcams for suicide help. I feel trapped, anxious,depressed and unimportant. I just want the pain to stop
Get help from a professional
I just want to let everyone know that getting through another day or not hurting yourself even when you want to is a accomplishment, it’s a huge accomplishment! Take this from a 21 year old woman who sleeps all day(in her parents bed) and bearly eats. My biggest accomplishment is that I’ve gotten through 6 and a half year of depression and three patches of suicidal thoughts though I’m not trough the last one yet but I’m planning to get trough it. I have certain things I need to see like the new sims pack and my brothers graduation. Dealing with mental health problems is super hard so always remember to remind yourself that everything you do is a accomplishment especially when you’re struggling.❤️ Lets keep going and hopefully we will eventually feel better.❤️❤️
In my household, if someones depressed, ppl just leave them be until they're “out of depression”. I have been dealing with sucidal thoughts for about a year or two but I know I can't go up to my family and tell them that because even if I did I'm pretty sure it wouldn't do anything. I am almost constantly judged for my weight by my own family members and relatives. I'm Muslim so it's haram in my religion to commit sucide and trusts me when I say that I tried to everything I could not to kill myself. I tried to choke my self a lot of times and whenever I would get a small cut i would always think that it would be much better of it was on my wrist and a lot deeper. In 2020 my grandmother died due to natural causes and I think she was the only person who never judged me for anything. I mistreated my grandmother so many times now that I think about it I feel so good damn guilty about it.
Hello, friend. Do you know that there’s a God in heaven who loves you? Literally the only reason you exist is to know Him and spend forever with Him in heaven. That is why He made you. Heaven is not too good to be true. HEAVEN IS HOW GOOD GOD IS!!!
God became flesh in the historical person of Jesus of Nazareth and died on the cross to take the punishment for your sin and my sin so that we could spend forever with Him. THIS IS LITERALLY THE ONLY REASON YOU EXIST!!!! Heaven is not too good to be true. That’s how good God is that He wants that for you. Hell is not too terrible to be true. That’s how just God is. Jesus made the way for you to spend forever with Him in heaven, rather than go to hell. If you put your faith in Him for forgiveness of your sins, you will be saved.
God did not design this life to satisfy us or make us happy or be fair to us. But this life is just temporary. THAT IS WHY HEAVEN IS WHAT WE OUGHT TO BE LIVING FOR.
Here is Gods wonderful promise to you: Jeremiah 29:13.
Please look up the verse and take God up on His promise. I took God up on this promise when I was 18 and found Him.
If you doubt Gods existence, please contact me and I can give you good reasons to know He is there. I love you. Please talk to me any time
Hi there. I'm going through similar issues except I'm lucky I have understanding parents but even they don't get it sometimes. I believe that no one gets it if they haven't gone through it themselves. Just like any other illness.
I'm also Muslim and one thing I can tell you is saying that committing suicide is haram doesn't make it any better, because we already know but we just can't control our thoughts. And I'm sure they wouldn't say that if they only knew how much pain it takes for someone to end their life.
All I can say is, I understand you and there are many more people who do as well. Apparently it's been a year since you've commented. I hope you're doing ok now. Even if you're not, its ok not to be ok :)
My friend wants to commit suicide. He's really serious about it as well, saying he's going to do it today. I sent him the hotline and comforted him (and I sent him this vid too!). I also told my Mother and Teacher. Let's hope he won't succumb to the suicidal thoughts.
I hope everything getting better ! 😁
Ayan D A thank you..! I'm really trying!
Vania Callista thanks so much! I hope everything gets better as well!
Stay strong fam, he's really lucky to have you in his life 🎶❤️
What about just going there and merely sitting there; you don't even have to do or say anything; your mere presence should be enough. It'd be much harder and more awkward to do it in front of someone. Then there's always 5150 (or your locality's counterpart)…
Hello! Its me again. I have realized how I was feeling throughout these four months of devestating feeliings. I was having holiday blues all because of family members I have lost, and things have changed. And I was disapointed in myself because of that. It was all due to the fact of beliving in the symbol of Christmas " SANTA". As a child, I continuing to believe in Santa throughout my whole life. And now Im strong, expressive, beautiful, positive, confident and ready for what the world has in store for me. Thank You so so much Psych2Go, I could not have done my individual thinking without you all. And once again, Thank You Very Much. You Are All Very Helpful!!! ❤❤❤❤😆😆😆😆😁😁😁😁😊😊😊😊
"The situation will never last forever" But all my adult life so for has been this. So to me it will last forever. Nothing is going change. I cant cut out the toxic people around me because I'm forced to live with them. Or I will be homeless
. I feel more lonely and anxious at my partners house and i dont feel safe
. I have no escape from feeling anxious and depressed . Work is a shithole who has 0 care for me . 3 places that I'm forced be and I hate them all .
I'm similar
"So to me it will last forever." Makes sense.
I felt all of that 💯💔
If you feel lonely and unsafe at your partners house than its time to find someone new who makes you feel safe. Good luck ❤
I agree...... I cry myself to sleep... A home is a place where u can relax and be at peace but for me its just a prison......i can do nothing and just watch as my depression gets worse day by day..
I’ve only actually had suicidal thoughts a dozen times. I just don’t take care of myself in the way that I should because it wouldn’t be so bad if I died from a accident, ya know? I don’t look both ways before I cross the street, I don’t put on my seatbelt, I don’t wash my hands before meals like I used to. I don’t have suicidal thoughts; I just *don’t* think it would be so bad if I left
I know this but you have to consider that if you may have a car accident for example, the chances of you living with a severe disability might be bigger than the chance that you die a fast and painless death.
Sound like passive suicidal ideation tbh
Same I really need help
Same here.
@@sskuk1095 "the chances of you living with a severe disability might be bigger than the chance that you die a fast and painless death." Is that supposed to make existence less worthless?
Can you pls do a topic for how to get rid of obsessive/compulsive eating disorder
I was doing research on sleep the other day, sleep tends to regulate the hormones which also include Ghrelin (which makes you hungry) or Leptin (which makes you full).
It would be so helpful
Oh I just got out of it (finally, one year later !) but it's very personal so... Do you eat emotionally ? Because during my compulsive eating phase, I started eating emotionally and it made it even harder to get rid of it.
But like the comment before, try having a clear sleeping pattern. It helps so much ! I actually had a much better time getting rid of my ED when I started going to sleep and getting up at the same hours (WE included).
Stop beating yourself up, and start eating things you actually like ! I used to put so much pressure on myself if I gave into a McDo or something like that... Stop and enjoy your food. If you can't stop yourself... well it's maybe a sign you shouldn't.
Try eating without TV, or any distractions. Focus on your food. It's actually something I struggle with, but it helps SO DAMN much. Instead of eating, and eating, and eating... I actually appreciate what I eat, and don't feel the need to eat more.
I have a lot of other tips, so if you wish we can discuss and I can tell you what I learned worked best for me. But you'll have to try everything out and decide for yourself what works best.
Anyway, hoped it helped a little ^^
@@dianafossi1295 yeah :3
@@lohdanasva6252 please share a little more of your knowledge with us🙇
i’ve had suicidal thoughts ever since i was 8 years old, my childhood was ruined because of them and now my adulthood is about to go through the same thing, i feel like my mind is against me, i hate confrontation and get defensive when confronted cuz i feel unsafe and like i’m in a fight and it often results in upsetting the other person that confronted me, then i feel immense guilt about the way i acted that i immediately withdraw myself from the situation and just wallow in the guilt of my actions, this makes my mind go haywire, my thoughts are immediately sent to suicide mode “ you’re an absolutely horrible person how could you say this” “ you are a bad person, now that person is upset because of you and because of your childish actions” “ nothing can save you from this, you’re beyond repair, only death is your answer” “maybe if you go jump from the balcony you’ll end both your and other people’s suffering because of your childish behaviour” i don’t know how to stop these thoughts from forming and eating me up, i just find myself crying because i feel so terrible about the way i am and about the way my brain is wired, i wish i could get a break from this agony that my mind puts me through, i just want to be happy, feel loved and stop being a burden on people’s live and causing them distress, i’m so tired, so so tired and i just wanna rest i for once want to have a day without feeling my heart being too heavy on me, and each day i fear more more that i might actually do something to end my life and a little part of me doesn’t wanna die, that part wants to see how my futur will look like but im scared one day that part will disappear
Dont give up sister,keep moving forward,life is beauthifull,your life is precious,have a nice day sister and dont overthink too much
It you are scrolling through the comments, stop to read this.
We are here for you, if your going through this because of a loving person you know’s death, don’t think about it, think about how you have a long life ahead of you, killing yourself isn’t the key, what if what you are expecting after death, isn’t what you want, you wasted your life, your loved ones cry about your death, this is what you will do to others if you do this, I am going through this panicking phase as well, but tomorrow is a new day, for you, and for all who go through this, one step closer to a life of joy, love, and beauty. Don’t do it, think about others.
MCZG, signing off.
Thank you so so much
You too take care of yourself 💙
im a 12 year old who actually thought of killing myself many months ago, even though i didn't have much courage to end my life, i didn't care if i lived or died.
sometime my mind would think how should i die like purposely stay still at a highway, waiting for a fast and incoming truck or car to hit me and etc.
then a month early, my mind was like: just live through it, just don't do it
even though im still on the pressure of self doubts, self hate and insecurities, im just glad im alive and i do have a friend who i always open to about my insecurities.
and remember, im 12, so this was a lot to take in.
As someone who has dealt with depression most of my life and now in my 60s, I can tell you that no matter how bad things are at the time, it will eventually get better. I realize that's hard to believe at the time, I've been there. But you have so much life ahead of you. I grew up in a different time, people seem so cruel now, at least on social media. But I also know that there are many good people out there. If you feel comfortable with it talk to a teacher or counselor at school and they might have some suggestions for help. Please do not give up, I'm glad I didn't. Hugs
i have it worse im 10 and my first suicidal thoughts is when i was 7
@@CuPcAkE-cx6bf have you sought professional help?
I'm glad you're alive 💕 you seem very mature and self aware, but remember you're only 12...you have so much to experience and a whole life ahead of you. I'm 19 now (only 6/7 years older than you) but when I was your age I wasn't in a good place either. I was very insecure and lonely. And even in the past few years I went through very bad times and was very unhappy and hopeless, but I also had very good times. I've experienced so many things, learned a lot of things and met some really amazing people and non of this would've happened if I ended my life 6 years ago...whenever you're going through a hard time, remind yourself that it's not going to be like this forever and you're not going to feel like this forever, even if it's hard to believe. So much can change and it will change, and like I said you have so much to experience, don't give up! Sending you love ❤
@Cody Welborn thank you! I still struggle sometimes with my mental health but I'm definitely happier now. 💓
I just want to say thank you. I've been dealing with depression, anxiety, and suicidal thoughts for a few years now. And lately, it's gotten even worse. Watching these videos really help me realize I'm not alone. Thank you so much.
Hope you’re doing okay
I’ve lived with depression for the last 6 years. I’m tired of feeling like this. It’s never going to end. I’m gonna give myself some permanent peace
Pretty similar to me. I read a couple of your comments. My world changed when I was left alone in the family after mom passed away. Have no siblings either and I can't fathom the thought of going to relatives continously like an unwanted burden. However, I also feel I still can watch a bit more of the circus while alive. There would be no I, therefore no peace or sorrow once I am gone? Idk what happens after but I just shared with you an honest picture of my Contemporary life with whatever little knowledge I have. You are most welcome to write back to me, don't think you are alone!
One thing has kept me going, the pain I would bring on the people who care. I’m glad I’ve made it through all these times. Anyone struggling can do it I believe in you
having no one is so bittersweet. it’s the cause of my depression, yet it comforts me slightly :/ i like knowing if i do hurt myself no one will actually be bothered, in fact i feel as if i’d be doing some in my life a favor. it’s a very strange feeling.
For all of us struggling out there: let you curiousity be greater than your dispair.
I've beem thinking of taking itfor 3 years now, day in day out and tnoight just told myself " you're still a little young to do so, dont worry you still have time." My point is a way to cope sometimes is to postpone it.
I hope it could help you. I was saved tonight
It’s 6am and I’m sitting here alone in my car with a gun in my lap ready to let it all go. I have no real Family nor friends to talk to about my struggles here (6months) and everyday it becomes more intense by the day. I just want the sadness and pain in my heart to go away. I’m tired of covering up my pain with the Makeup and smiling faces. I’m truly hurting on the inside and ready to go where Peace and Love at. 😭
hey plz dont! i know how it be😢😢 hold on tight we will get threw this
Are you still alive?
Dont give up my friend,your life is precious,never give up my friend,you are a warrior,keep movin,keep movin,have a nice day and take care.
@@RedaReda-vl9ff thx you
I don't really think this is helping me with my situation. This kind of depressed me. I've reached out in some of the stated ways, but no one really cares
There are plenty of people who cares. Life will be rough, but trust me, you'll get through this. If you need someone to talk to, I'm here.^_^
@ Yeh but by the time you are damaged
Jamal Washington same here
You can always reach me. Or talk to people at 7 Cups apps. It helped me
Maybe try talking to Samaritans (can't remember the number but it's online) or to a GP? They can help a great deal x
In recent months, I’ve been dealing with thoughts of suicide. I want to bring it up to my mom, but every time I have a conversation with her, she always talks over me and I contribute very little to the conversation. But if I bring it up to others, they’ll bring it up to her. I feel like I’m trapped. I’m tired of hiding.
Can I help you sister please
Sounds like a toxic situation, I hope you have the help you need now.
Stay strong, please!! I know what you mean. I don't talk to my family about it, or my therapist. I don't think anyone would understand. There will be times when it won't be so hard. Just today I was really upset and having the thoughts, but I found some courage to keep going!
honestly that's what's happening to me as well. They always have a mindset that if a child has problems, the parents can help but the problem is what if the parents are the problem? What if their the reaskn why the child feels trap in the first place. (I'm not talking about trap as in forcing you to not make friends or strict rules or anything like that. I'm talking about the child's fellings that are trapped within that said child :V)
Oof my "reason" turned to "reaskn" xd
God bless the humans who work on this amazing channel. That's really the most hopeful channel I've ever found since I got severely depressed and wanted to take my own life at some points. Thank you so much for everything. I really can't get enough of your sweet voice and talks and your cheerful ideas ❤❤❤ Psych2Go forever Wether depressed or not...
Now im actually not suicidal i just like to watch this so i know something more
Also seeing comments makes my soul break and keep on giving this advice you are probably saving lives
"Don't spend the night alone"
I don't think most people get a choice... Even I live almost a thousand miles away from my friends and family.
Frrr
Oh I wish I would live very very very far away from them , I've just had enough
I am currently having a rough time with my love life and abusive friendships to the point where I am honestly telling myself "The world would be a better place without me. I just annoy people." This video was really helpful in teaching me what to do to get out of that state of mind. Thank you.
I tried to write down my accomplishments and the only thing I was able to write was how I managed to keep myself alive while struggling for last nine years.
But however good it looks, I can't call it an achievement because my worth in this world is not going to be judged based on this.
But I appreciate your effort to put this video❤️
I searched up this video because I was thinking about ending it all tonight but, this video really helped me think about not going through with it and I just want to say thank you for making this video. :)
r u a bot
If you are reading this, I want you to know that you are so special, and in the best way! Embrace it. 😍
Love from a medium Australian CZcamsr! 🐻😚😘
Thanks so much we are all special have a nice Day
This comment just made me cry... Thank you
Nope
It's not practical
I wish there was more love, hope and peace on this world. 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖🌎
If you're a Muslim, make dua for me and my family. And I ask Allah to give you relief and for him to help you with all your struggles in life.
Thank you 😭💜
I was diagnosed with borderline personality disorder, sometimes I am very happy and friendly and then the depression consumes me completely and I self harm,I faced childhood trauma,nd my father passed away a year ago,it just feels like I am somehow broken and can't be fixed,I have started meditating evryday and started going to the gym,but every night becomes difficult to pass,if anyone's reading this, I love you and you are not alone, you will be ok one day
Just get close to God and pray to Him. Everything will change for the better,he is only capable healing you and helping you.
I don't know why I cried but I always say this to myself, "I don't wanna die, I just want this worthlessness to end." I don't want to die. I just want myself to not live because maybe the sources and facalities I have, someone else would not waste it like I did. He would not disappoint his parents. He did not disappoint the efforts they put on him. But I did.
And I hate myself for this more than ever.
Can relate 😖😭
Can relate way too much...
I've been through therapy twice. Once with meds. It's hard, but sometimes you must remember that it's not you, it's your brain messing up with your ideas.
I really love this channel, you have amazing videos and make me think how can I improve myself and the way I see life.
This video is much needed to watch! ❤️ Every person who struggles with depression deserves a huge loves and supports! You are strong no matter what and keep fighting!
The thing that is frustrating is that I love life and try to remind myself of how grateful I am able to experience all this, but I often feel like any negativity or depression that creeps into my life is not taken seriously or is ignored.
I cried watching this because it’s sad to know how me and a lot of other people are going through thoughts like this...
For all who read this, you are worth it and loved. I feel everything in this video in 2018 (my depression has been around since 2014). I did it to get out from the dark side. Someone told me that I was loved, worth it, happiness is a choice and he said that I have a good future, i need to out from my comfort zone (depression and try to isolation my self from other) because i also need courage so my self-esteem is not trampled on by other people, I'm strong girl, other people who experience like me (have a suicidal thought) still need me (they need help). So I tried to get out from my dark side and tried changed my live to be a better person so I could help others and make them feel happier and be able to smile again. 💕
@ThePodgeAroo 232323 yes you still have to get help from professionals such as psychologists, even though your close person helps you out of that phase but they cannot found the cause of your current feelings and maybe that you may not even realize it (the cause of depression or being over sensitive and dramatic) because that is already in your unconscious mind. It is very good if you go to a psychologist faster because they will help you to get rid of those feelings before the feeling gets worse. ^^
@ThePodgeAroo 232323 I know the cost is quite expensive, but it will be worth it in the end, you can feel your life is more meaningful and happier and will reduce feelings of over sensitivity and over dramatic, most of your burden will be lost and most likely you will be free from that feeling, mental health is also important for your life ^^
@ThePodgeAroo 232323 tbh, your feeling it's not gone, it's still there but you don't realize that you depress all those feelings in your unconscious mind, maybe you can see the illustration in the picture "iceberg freud", when everything in your unconscious u "can't" feel that but it'll still there and it's like a "time boom" , some psychologist can help u to make your unconscious mind up to the subconscious and then go to conscious mind and they can help u to cure that
@ThePodgeAroo 232323 I feel that too, are there someone you really trust? if it's not, you can find someone from another country who you don't know and tell them what u feel after a few times send a message, because I also tell everything to people I don't know after a few days, I just feel that he is someone I can trust and change my perspective about life, and he don't blame me at all
@ThePodgeAroo 232323 u can send me a message if u need a friend to talk about it, cheer up ! ^^
I'm sick and tired of people putting me down and bullying me. They make me feel worthless!
Well know it isn’t true.
It feels bad having to look up videos to help cope. Ive had mental health problems and ptsd for over 4-5 years now, i however was afraid to ask for help, im currently in a very stressfull period so im acting up again, doing shit i shouldnt. I am going to speak to a psychologist next month but the waiting list was so long that now im in such a terrible situation, i cant really cope normally anymore.
Im having constant panic attacks and i just want them to stop, to live a normal life without wanting it to end.
I know i am not alone in this with these thoughts. I hope others will like myself look for help and know they arent alone.
I was recently having suicidal thoughts and this video came up perfectly in time. It has given me great advice and hope. Thank you.
It's okay to be a lighting stick. Sometimes you have to break before you shine.
Hey, if the creator of this video sees this I want to say thank you for helping me get out of my depression that I’ve had for few years. Not only that but now my suicidal thoughts are gone. Thank you so much for everything
I dont know who needs to hear this today, but you are loved. If by no one else, by me. Keep walking I know it's hard I promise I know. Internet stranger, I see you, I hear you, I feel you. Take it slow, one day at a time. You are worthy, you are good enough, you are better than your past, your struggles. You matter. Theres so many reasons to live and I know everyone says that it gets better, and It probably won't I'm not going to lie. Not for a long long time and I know you want the pain to end. How many times in your life has something good happened when you least expect it, it can definitely happen now. If my hasent happened to you, theres certainly a first time for everything. I know you're strong I do. You won't see it now but if you arent on this earth it will end everything, the amazing days ahead that you havent even experienced yet! Theres people who will miss you there are people who WILL cry and wont get better if you werent here. I know that you can do this I know that it's hard but I believe In you. I love you. Stay strong xx
My social anxiety is so bad that I feel like I can’t even have a connection with people. In addition, my parents don’t love me and left me even through they’re programmed to love me. I don’t see the point honestly.
I have been feeling suicidal since I was 8. My grandma screams at me when I try to speak to her about my thoughts. I try to cope with these thoughts by writing them down. It hurts to live, but I still do for my young sister. I hope whoever is reading this has a nice day.
I hope you have a nice day too. I’ll think about you and hope for a better situation for you. Stay safe ❤️
Well my friend, you found the right place, so here is what I’m gonna do, I’m gonna say what will happen if you do it.
Your family and friends will be devastated, your parents will cry for days, your friends will think about you, and ask the question, “why?” You won’t get rid of your sadness, you’ll just pass it on to others, I beg you to stay safe. Socialize with people, talk to somebody you know is nice. And have a good life. Just know that your not the only one.
Stfu. Fake ass depression.
@@wedoalittletrolling1546 shut up fatherless kiddo
I do not feel suicidal because I’ve lost my loved ones or have been wronged, but because life is just so boring that I think, even if there is no heaven or afterlife that awaits me after death, at least I can be unconscious and not have to think or suffer, or better yet, not exist at all. My curiosity for it grows by the day.
if you need help go talk to your Friends, family and people you trust, life can be great and will get even better after the pandemic ends so do not waste it and life have a lot of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people who tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are happy to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet and if you can afford it call a therapist "ending your life is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" also do not be shy to call for help.
There are a lot of things that keep me going or prevent me from even thinking about killing myself. But again, there is too much I don’t want to live for. And some days my anxiety ruins the things that keeps me going. My family won’t understand and their mad at me. Social anxiety from a bad part of my childhood eats at me. Sometimes I have fantasies of people hurting me or hurting myself. And yet I wouldn’t want them to do it irl. But I’ve realized that I have a chance. Hopefully I can get through it. I don’t want anybody else to feel like I do or worse. Everyone deserves to be happy no matter what. Please don’t die. If you feel like nobody loves you at least know that there are some people that value you. Even if people scream at you, the real ones always love you no matter what :)