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  • MAG111 - Case #0173006 - Gerard Keay
    Statement regarding the death of their mother, Mary Keay.
    The Magnus Archives tells the posthumous tale of the son of a noted occult collector and how tightly the strings of filial attachment pulled.
    Content Notes: Blood, body horror, spousal violence, undead
    Starring: The Archivist - Jonathan Sims; Julia Montauk - Francesca Renèe Reid; Trevor Herbert - Ian Hayles; Gerard Keay - Jon Gracey
    Writer: Jonathan Sims
    Director: Alexander J Newall
    Editors: Alexander J Newall, Elizabeth Moffatt, Brock Winstead
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Komentáře • 717

  • @scubatuba3294
    @scubatuba3294 Před 4 lety +2503

    "How do I stop the unknowing?"
    "Idontknow"
    "wHAT-"

    • @gav1049
      @gav1049 Před 3 lety +55

      6:40

    • @claudiachavezmelara8941
      @claudiachavezmelara8941 Před 2 lety +57

      THAT'S MY FAVORITE PART! LMAO. I legit replayed it for about five minutes the first time I heard it 😂

    • @maxschechter4156
      @maxschechter4156 Před 2 lety +2

      The fact that he basically just fucked himself over to hear him say that

  • @threesisterstrilable
    @threesisterstrilable Před 4 lety +1398

    It's kinda sad how every episode with Gerard Keay the comments argued whether he was called "Gerard" or "Jared" when in the end all he wanted to be called was Gerry :((

    • @itsiz9738
      @itsiz9738 Před 4 lety +31

      oh this is an amazing comment

    • @mimkyodar
      @mimkyodar Před 4 lety +37

      Except he was never Jared. Jared was a completely different character

    • @odinseinherji9719
      @odinseinherji9719 Před 3 lety +39

      And now people are probably going to argue over whether it’s Gerry or Jerry! It never ends, just let the man rest!

    • @everythingcoffee8901
      @everythingcoffee8901 Před 3 lety +10

      @@mimkyodar Yes but his name was pronounced Jared sometimes, and some people including me thought it was spelt like that too until the pronunciation starting changing lol

    • @mimkyodar
      @mimkyodar Před 3 lety +11

      @@everythingcoffee8901 not really. Its more that there is a subtle tonal inflection people weren't picking up on.

  • @mrjones2721
    @mrjones2721 Před 4 lety +3368

    Season 1: "Every word of these are dismissable lies and hallucinations, except the mentions of Leightners."
    Season 3: "The supposed-to-be-dead vampire hunter who kidnapped me is keeping a dead Goth in a book. FINALLY, a reliable source of information."

    • @itstictac2825
      @itstictac2825 Před 4 lety +172

      We've come a long way

    • @c.r.4985
      @c.r.4985 Před 3 lety +63

      WORM WIFE?

    • @c.r.4985
      @c.r.4985 Před 3 lety +30

      _Fair enough_

    • @c.r.4985
      @c.r.4985 Před 3 lety +37

      This series really out here feeding us with wives

    • @f_mva
      @f_mva Před 3 lety +24

      @Emily Barclay i'd feed myself to the monster wives

  • @elliebryson6045
    @elliebryson6045 Před 3 lety +1691

    "You can't be serious"
    "I'm dead serious"
    Gerry has been waiting for the perfect time to make that joke since he got in the book hasn't he..?

  • @simi749
    @simi749 Před 2 lety +592

    "I think I finally understand why she brought me back. I just don't understand why she left me behind." The saddest line in series

    • @hermajestythewhat2533
      @hermajestythewhat2533 Před 11 měsíci +16

      I almost cried the first time I heard it

    • @thiagoalencar3937
      @thiagoalencar3937 Před 11 měsíci +43

      How to kill all my affection for Gertrude Robinson in one line

    • @StardustLegend
      @StardustLegend Před 8 měsíci +15

      @@thiagoalencar3937 she was literally murdered i don't think she meant to leave him stuck there

  • @ChiaroscuroPL
    @ChiaroscuroPL Před 4 lety +2729

    I simply have no choice but to stan a goth king. Mr. Gerry... its been an honor.

  • @fridaysantos738
    @fridaysantos738 Před 4 lety +2253

    "I am DEAD sERiOus". COME ON GERARD you really couldn't resist that one??

    • @pianos4095
      @pianos4095 Před 4 lety +105

      He couldnt and I thank him for it

    • @mrjones2721
      @mrjones2721 Před 4 lety +64

      He’s an undead metalhead who has no more damns left to give. He embraces the cheese.

  • @ramikoh6655
    @ramikoh6655 Před 4 lety +2090

    gerard :(( i definitely didnt imagine him to be this funny and easy going i wish he was a reoccurring character

    • @belindaluna2067
      @belindaluna2067 Před 4 lety +99

      Well, I mean, he sort of was.

    • @darinae34
      @darinae34 Před 4 lety +49

      JERRY

    • @everythingcoffee8901
      @everythingcoffee8901 Před 3 lety +2

      @@darinae34 DENNNYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY??!!!!

    • @sele6138
      @sele6138 Před 4 měsíci +4

      How is he not a reaccuring character? He shows up in like, half a dozen statements, is mentioned all the time, he's got this episode and there's atleast one more ep where he talks, some old tape I think.

    • @wren000
      @wren000 Před 3 měsíci +2

      @@sele6138yeah he was even present as early as ep12

  • @agustinamagpie
    @agustinamagpie Před 4 lety +1065

    Favorite episode so far.
    "How do you stop the unknowing?"
    * shrug * "Eh, I dunnow-"
    "WHAT!?"

    • @LPJunki
      @LPJunki Před 5 měsíci +7

      I DIED laughing at that part 😂

  • @Min-ke6zc
    @Min-ke6zc Před 5 lety +2149

    I don't think I've ever quite been as sad for a character as I just was for Gerard Keay. I wish they'd had more people who called them Gerry.

    • @Emma-kw1nx
      @Emma-kw1nx Před 3 lety +19

      Gerry is a they?

    • @tin-_-
      @tin-_- Před 2 lety +9

      @@Emma-kw1nx ;)

    • @odditycat2716
      @odditycat2716 Před rokem +35

      @@Emma-kw1nx the wiki says he goes by he/him, although I think nonbinary headcanons are neat and nifty. I think the commenter might just not have been sure, though.

    • @odditycat2716
      @odditycat2716 Před rokem +18

      okay yeah this comment actually did make me headcanon gerry as being nb and going by they/them lol

    • @greygoose8803
      @greygoose8803 Před rokem +26

      it makes me very happy that most of the fandom calls him gerry, like we all decided that yes we are his friend thanks

  • @margaridabento9726
    @margaridabento9726 Před 4 lety +1416

    Gerard Keay, Jurgen Leitner and Elias Bouchard: exposition squad

    • @mrjones2721
      @mrjones2721 Před 4 lety +60

      Margarida Bento Dead and sweet, dead and stupid, undead and evil. There’s a Theme.

    • @namaschu9418
      @namaschu9418 Před 3 lety +61

      @@mrjones2721 what Panic! At the Disco song is this

    • @chancealbright6906
      @chancealbright6906 Před 3 lety +17

      also dead squad (hopefully)

    • @americantoastman7296
      @americantoastman7296 Před 3 lety +35

      I am so happy with this episode. The last time they did an exposition dump, that was the one with Leitner, I dropped the podcast for quite some time. It just sapped my enthusiasm. It felt like they revealed too much too fast and made it... way too human to make sense as cosmic entities.
      This episode... fixed all that. Once again I have to applaud TMA for its incredibly clever writing.

    • @lealeapants9011
      @lealeapants9011 Před rokem +22

      ​@@americantoastman7296 I kinda feel like that was the point of leitner and why he had to die according to Elias. He did dump way too much way too fast and when it overwhelmed John, much like it did to most listeners, Elias killed him because it was too much too soon. I think they did it really well honestly if you look at it like that.

  • @TH-is8cf
    @TH-is8cf Před 4 lety +1522

    I didn't think that gerard was ultimately just a misunderstood goth

    • @fays.p.5663
      @fays.p.5663 Před 4 lety +75

      Aren't we all

    • @heresthadude1080
      @heresthadude1080 Před 3 lety +127

      🎵Gerry is an average goth
      That no one understands
      Gertrude, Mum, and Leitner
      Put too much stress on his hands🎵

    • @Dani_1012
      @Dani_1012 Před rokem +11

      @@heresthadude1080 Fairy Odd Parents, I like you

    • @takeoats
      @takeoats Před rokem +10

      gerard way

  • @Amalgemotion
    @Amalgemotion Před 4 lety +700

    "There aren't any godlike powers of hope or love or indigestion." Just wait until Jon meets my new OC, the Avatar of Indigestion.

    • @SI-nx3fo
      @SI-nx3fo Před 3 lety +47

      please tell me you've actually done something with this idea because I'd love to see it.

    • @broblerone413
      @broblerone413 Před rokem +24

      ah yes, the most powerful of the avatars

    • @jdk2535
      @jdk2535 Před 2 měsíci +2

      I mean technically speaking some of the fears apply. The Slaughter is the fear of pain, right? I sure am in a shit ton of pain when my stomach isn't working right. And there's an endless amount of people making jokes about how "the fear of being loved is the fear of being known" (the Eye). I get what he meant though.

    • @florofern6470
      @florofern6470 Před 13 dny

      Reminds me of the god of indigestion from the book Hogfather

  • @jadynnkotch1833
    @jadynnkotch1833 Před 4 lety +755

    "i've always wanted my friend to call me Jerry..."
    "well, thank you, *Jerry* "
    :,)

  • @mrjones2721
    @mrjones2721 Před 3 lety +748

    Something heartbreaking I missed the first time around: Gerry saying he tried to “abandon” his mother. He was well into his 20’s when he tried to leave her, long past when most young people leave home. She was a fit, sharp woman in her early 60’s with her own business. She wasn’t physically, mentally, or economically dependent on her son. But she still had him convinced that moving out on his own, like every other 20-something, was abandonment. And she did her job so well that years later, with plenty of time away from her to heal, Gerry is still ashamed and still thinks of it as abandonment.

    • @mrjones2721
      @mrjones2721 Před 3 lety +68

      (Like every other 20-something who can afford it, I mean. No shade on people who don’t have the option.)

    • @-S.L.
      @-S.L. Před 2 lety +22

      That's an excellent observation. :(

    • @ilomilo850
      @ilomilo850 Před 27 dny +1

      @@mrjones2721true- she just emotionally manipulated and abused him that much

  • @rydertheashen1722
    @rydertheashen1722 Před 2 lety +353

    "Are we really so afraid of being eaten, our bodies being twisted or destroyed? How is that one of the 14 big fears?"
    "You think we're the only one's whose fear matters?"
    I, out loud, said "Ohhhhh thats FUCKED" and it IS. It IS FUCKED. Rusty Quill, you guys are doing a fantastic job of fucking me up emotionally, and I love you for it

    • @Nigamiestmajeure
      @Nigamiestmajeure Před 8 měsíci +24

      Gosh, saaaaame.
      And the way John says "Noooooo" as he realizes slowly the implication... I wanted to throw my computer away.

    • @scorpioblueeyes7388
      @scorpioblueeyes7388 Před 4 měsíci +2

      Is the implication there about the fear of the other animals and creatures of earth?

    • @scorpioblueeyes7388
      @scorpioblueeyes7388 Před 4 měsíci +2

      Never mind, answered my own question

    • @whentheskittlesfightback
      @whentheskittlesfightback Před 13 dny +1

      im eatung chicken while listeni g to this 😁

  • @Tegres1
    @Tegres1 Před 4 lety +1450

    The first several episodes: "None of this is real, it all can be explained away, and I do not even know why I am here in the first place!"
    This point in the series: "The only way to explain all this is by talking about the concept of color itself personally hating me."
    I love it.

  • @tannhauser-chroniken4042
    @tannhauser-chroniken4042 Před 4 lety +1212

    Oh my, we finally meet Gerard and he is no Monster at all, he's a dramatic hero, the one who finally brings sense to the confusion.

    • @allie_678
      @allie_678 Před 2 lety +16

      Yeah, I’m really sad for him. 😔

    • @josharchibald4637
      @josharchibald4637 Před rokem +21

      I actually always thought of him as a good guy. Glad to see I wasn't wrong.

    • @maggiem6209
      @maggiem6209 Před rokem +23

      He deserves to be seen by the fandom as a tragic hero. :< He couldn't escape the mess his mom made of his life or the confusion of the choices he made, but he still helped, in the end.

  • @jordant.g.4337
    @jordant.g.4337 Před 4 lety +2384

    oh my god all that exposition about the 14 fears was SO satisfying to listen to

    • @ishner
      @ishner Před 3 lety +181

      I think there are two more entities.
      Everything comes in opposing pairs:
      The Stranger and The Watcher
      The Spiral and The Dark
      The Meat and The Rot
      The Hunt and The Web
      The End and The Ashes
      The Narrowing and The Vast
      But The Alone is not opposite The Slaughter.
      Also, these opposing pairs come in linked pairs.
      Both "being watched by an unknown" and "not knowing another" are related to both "seeing things that are false" and "not seeing things"
      Both "being chased down" and "being tricked into walking to your own doom" are connected to both "I will be eaten" and "my remains will rot"
      Both "I will die" and "I will suffer" are linked to "violence is done to us all"
      Both "I am trapped in a small space" and "this space is too big" are connected to "I am alone"
      I propose additional entities currently insufficiently powerful to act:
      The Hate: The fear that you are personally being targeted, that your suffering and death are happening because someone holds malice for you *personally*. Seen prominently in paranoid schizophrenics. It opposes The Slaughter which is indifferent to your pains and connects obviously with death and suffering.
      The Crowd: You are utterly replaceable. There are a billion more just like you and if you didn't exist, it would not matter. This one is probably just starting to rev up due to the internet. It opposes The Lonely and connects with both The Vastness of the word holding so many people and The Narrowing of the space around you as more and more people press in.

    • @beatricezuaro1430
      @beatricezuaro1430 Před 3 lety +24

      They really went next level with this reconstruction of the situation, amazing 👏

    • @troutfeather
      @troutfeather Před 3 lety +19

      @@ishner 👏👏👏👏 bravo

    • @Sevalithi
      @Sevalithi Před 3 lety +17

      I've been following w the wiki per ep and the 14 have always been tagged and I was still stumped as to what they are and this ep is glorious as it all makes sense

    • @trystantiffany8854
      @trystantiffany8854 Před 3 lety +2

      I agree! It was that entire section that made this one of my favorite episodes so far.

  • @mayormayo1853
    @mayormayo1853 Před 4 lety +1094

    Gerry is like that one D&D player who takes notes

    • @margaridabento9726
      @margaridabento9726 Před 3 lety +117

      And has a word doc with his backstory, four pages, arial 12, single-spaced

    • @madam-mint
      @madam-mint Před 3 lety +55

      As someone obsessed with D&D and TMA, I adore this

    • @cwdiode4521
      @cwdiode4521 Před 2 lety +7

      @@fruitygarlic3601 same

    • @rudeboyjohn3483
      @rudeboyjohn3483 Před 2 lety +4

      Can confirm

    • @sammieegoldwand
      @sammieegoldwand Před 2 lety +11

      @@margaridabento9726 as someone who is the note taker of my dnd group, yep

  • @cleliea8770
    @cleliea8770 Před 4 lety +1386

    Spoilers for this episode: the 14 entities
    1. the Eye
    2. the Spiral
    3. the End
    4. the Stranger
    5. the Lonely
    6. the Desolation
    7. the Slaughter
    8. the Vast
    9. the Buried
    10. the Dark
    11. the Corruption
    12. the Web
    13. the Flesh
    14. the Hunt

    • @belindaluna2067
      @belindaluna2067 Před 4 lety +61

      Spoilers
      There's one more. Shhhhh.....

    • @arifhossain9751
      @arifhossain9751 Před 4 lety +20

      Mega Spoilers
      It was not supposed to be born. But "the events" made it... "incarnate"

    • @yeetusdeletus84
      @yeetusdeletus84 Před 4 lety +4

      @@belindaluna2067 which one?

    • @mimkyodar
      @mimkyodar Před 4 lety +12

      @@belindaluna2067 BUT IS THERE?!?!?!?!?!

    • @NotSceptile
      @NotSceptile Před 4 lety +25

      thank you so much I was going to make a list myself but didn't want to evoke their names myself

  • @clovercard22
    @clovercard22 Před 4 lety +599

    Gerard: (making a quite insightful comparison between color and fear)
    Jon: "So they are like colors... but if colors hated me"
    Too emotional and tired for metaphors, been there, bud.

  • @fays.p.5663
    @fays.p.5663 Před 4 lety +432

    "always wanted my friends to call me Gerry"
    HOW DARE U BREAK ME LIKE THIS

  • @psdnmstr4609
    @psdnmstr4609 Před 2 lety +160

    25:09 "The feeling that something, somewhere, is letting you suffer, just so it can watch", oh hey that's us

    • @Cheshire5174
      @Cheshire5174 Před 11 měsíci +18

      headcanon time; we, the listeners, *ARE* the eye. not an avatar, or monster, or anything, not like jon saying "is that me?" to gerry explaining the eye. we are THE eye.

    • @dragonmarble5779
      @dragonmarble5779 Před 3 měsíci +2

      ​@Cheshire5174 this is my favourite headcannon I love this

  • @cutiepie120048
    @cutiepie120048 Před 4 lety +920

    You will be missed, Gerry, but at least you _did,_ actually, managed to curb stomp Jurgen half to death 😂

  • @mrjones2721
    @mrjones2721 Před 3 lety +230

    Headcanon: Gerard knows all about the Lucases and “spooky singles” because Mary Keay forced him to go on a blind date with a Lucas girl.
    It did not go well.

    • @loki1456
      @loki1456 Před rokem +32

      I would 1000% read a fic like this. Heck, I may write one myself now.

    • @damekkoDark
      @damekkoDark Před rokem

      @@loki1456 do it

    • @Cheshire5174
      @Cheshire5174 Před 11 měsíci +9

      A: new heacanon
      B: its spelled Lukas

    • @regular_joe1669
      @regular_joe1669 Před 18 dny +1

      @@loki1456 this go anywhere? I’m interested

  • @alljammedup6781
    @alljammedup6781 Před 4 lety +633

    "Like colors but if colors hated me" I'm dying XD

  • @justsoprettyful
    @justsoprettyful Před 3 lety +201

    Hearing that some of the fears manifested from animal fears actually made me feel sick. That line was a punch in the gut.

    • @-S.L.
      @-S.L. Před 2 lety +26

      It really makes so much more sense of the Killing Floor episode...

  • @rebelliousone6182
    @rebelliousone6182 Před 4 lety +429

    "My friends call me Gerry" 😭

  • @melshinta2966
    @melshinta2966 Před 3 lety +262

    I AM SO SOFT. Gerry's the most "human" out of all our supernaturals and his want and willingness to CONVERSE with Jon rather than spew his stories at him is so refreshing and somehow heartwarming. He's also so much more easygoing than any of us expected I think XD

  • @klaushargreevesstanaccount8835

    me before this episode: there is only one true cinnamon roll in this story and it's clearly martin
    me after watching this episode: ...... there are only two true cinnamon rolls in this story-

  • @proinsiascassidy2888
    @proinsiascassidy2888 Před 4 lety +727

    I'm really sad now, especially after Gerry's goodbye from Jon, but even before that my heart broke for him. After all the shit and abuse Mary had put him through, he was still so dedicated to trying to do good. Really a shame we don't get to hear more from him apparently, he was such an interesting and pleasant character. At the same time, it's about time that boy gets to rest in peace.

  • @laylab17139
    @laylab17139 Před 4 lety +523

    i spent over one hundred episodes thinking this mans name was "JARED"

    • @cutiepie120048
      @cutiepie120048 Před 4 lety +7

      Ngl - I did, too 😂😂😂

    • @Companion92
      @Companion92 Před 4 lety +3

      same

    • @scubatuba3294
      @scubatuba3294 Před 4 lety +2

      ME TOO

    • @noomre9105
      @noomre9105 Před 4 lety +18

      Age 19

    • @TenebraeLux
      @TenebraeLux Před 4 lety +23

      Same. Jon's pronunciation makes it really hard to identify that it was Gerard. In fact, one times I heard Elias, I think, say Gerard, and I just thought this was an entirely different person.

  • @CallMeNIBS
    @CallMeNIBS Před 4 lety +603

    Damn why are there no "spooky singles" in my area :(

    • @noomre9105
      @noomre9105 Před 4 lety +8

      You have 69 likes

    • @CallMeNIBS
      @CallMeNIBS Před 4 lety +17

      @@noomre9105 And that on 4/20 2020!!! BLESSED

    • @pianos4095
      @pianos4095 Před 4 lety +8

      You're just not looking hard enough

    • @heresthadude1080
      @heresthadude1080 Před 4 lety +21

      Marked by The Lonely, maybe :(

    • @a.b.6689
      @a.b.6689 Před 2 lety +10

      Maybe Joe Spooky became to distracted by sinister happenings

  • @lappelduvide2515
    @lappelduvide2515 Před 4 lety +363

    I used to think of Gerard as this ruthless tattooed goth biker based on how people described him on their statements but he's actually really chill and nice. I love one (1) dead angsty sweet goth boi

  • @mrjones2721
    @mrjones2721 Před 4 lety +704

    Hands up if you were unprepared to like Gerard Keay.

    • @nanahuatli2144
      @nanahuatli2144 Před 4 lety +91

      I've loved him ever since he helped that old man retain his self when the Lonely tried to get him. Alone in a Crowd, I think it was.

    • @SwirlyPinwheel
      @SwirlyPinwheel Před 3 lety +37

      I was 100% prepared.

    • @Zooasaurus
      @Zooasaurus Před 3 lety +19

      I do, holy shit he's a good character. Shame he only actually appeared in this episode

    • @mrjones2721
      @mrjones2721 Před 3 lety +20

      @@Zooasaurus Mild spoiler: The storyteller rule in TMA is that the dead stay dead... but old tapes can be played any time.

    • @achnav3762
      @achnav3762 Před 3 lety +24

      Every time we heard of him he was saving someone! (Exept that one time when he was a teenager)
      His mother was quite the monster but he was just a friendly Goth! I'm glad he finally found peace.

  • @lokimemes4694
    @lokimemes4694 Před 4 lety +475

    Jon and Gertrude are sort of foils. Gertrude was willing to sacrifice her assistants, meanwhile Jon was willing to die for his assistants a few episodes back (with Micheal), Gertrude kept the archives in disarray, Jon is keeping it tidy, etc. Any other observations?

    • @mrjones2721
      @mrjones2721 Před 4 lety +188

      Gertrude doesn't like compelling people, Jon enjoys it.

    • @elizasnow9661
      @elizasnow9661 Před 4 lety +159

      @@mrjones2721 Same with statements Gertrude only read then aloud when she had to, John is obsessed with them.

    • @bucketlist3727
      @bucketlist3727 Před 3 lety +19

      Omg this is the best comment thread thank you all

    • @margaridabento9726
      @margaridabento9726 Před 3 lety +167

      Gertrude didn’t form attachments, Jon would probably get attached to a broken shoelace if it was left in the archives long enough

    • @theprideling
      @theprideling Před 3 lety +50

      [SPOILERS FOR THE END OF S4]
      Gertrude knew what she was getting into and was always several steps ahead, Jon's been led to the ultimate doom like a lamb to the slaughter

  • @brunacastro7614
    @brunacastro7614 Před 4 lety +458

    I didn't come here to be emotionally invested in a dead goth guy from a horror podcast but I'm crying and I love Gerry Keay and boy was I unprepared for that

  • @sololad2423
    @sololad2423 Před 4 lety +215

    "I always wanted my friends to call me Gerry." My heart broke.

  • @Chatboy91
    @Chatboy91 Před 2 lety +96

    "They don't feed on it. They ARE it." First time I listened to this episode that line blew my mind. That combined with the reveal that the Flesh became a greater entity because of the fear of animals... brilliant.

    • @mjamin9124
      @mjamin9124 Před rokem +3

      it's like fire, or a puddle
      add more, it gets bigger

  • @sadclownschool9358
    @sadclownschool9358 Před 3 lety +80

    I love the way he was like "I'll make it quick" then spends the next twenty minutes talking

    • @RustyQuill
      @RustyQuill  Před 3 lety +45

      For a given value of the word "quick"...

  • @ToastyMcMarshmallow
    @ToastyMcMarshmallow Před 3 lety +107

    Gerry is captain of the "Didn't Deserve Any of the Shit that Happened to Them" squad 💀🖤

  • @c.r.4985
    @c.r.4985 Před 3 lety +125

    "Dying isn't so bad! It's staying dead that sucks..."
    gERRY

  • @Vi_Vi_1
    @Vi_Vi_1 Před rokem +37

    "I always wanted my friends to call me Gerry"
    "....thank you, Gerry"
    THAT GETS ME EVERY TIME 😭

  • @jtbrown7716
    @jtbrown7716 Před 3 lety +165

    There was such a softness to this performance. There was so much character in a single appearance. I'm gonna miss you Gerry.

  • @maryagrimm8412
    @maryagrimm8412 Před 4 lety +145

    Jon offering a ghost a light is a mood

  • @jadynnkotch1833
    @jadynnkotch1833 Před 4 lety +205

    oh my god. he was never Jared. he was Gerard. i can't believe i went through so many episodes thinking homeboy's name was Jared.

    • @anemoi6803
      @anemoi6803 Před 4 lety +51

      because there was a Jared. and two micheals. Cmon guys, theres more names in the english language

    • @thebathroom6327
      @thebathroom6327 Před 3 lety +13

      @@anemoi6803 and like 20 toms

    • @SkyP9812
      @SkyP9812 Před měsícem +1

      And also a lot of millitary ranks (including 2 cats)

  • @ray30k
    @ray30k Před 4 lety +242

    I have a bit of a theory as to why only the fears stick around long enough to act on the world: First off, they are sustainable. Per example, the fear of death can stick with a person for a lifetime, while the joy of, say, finding love can become a fleeting thing more easily. Fear lingers, and can feed for a long time.
    Second, the fears themselves are close enough to joys and comforts, that they may occupy the same "space" and prevent a separate entity from forming. The dark is threatening, but it can also be calming after a long, hard day. Being buried alive is terrifying, but rolling up in a thick blanket on a cold evening is delightful. Bottom line, I don't think there is enough distinction between the delights and the fears for there to be "need" for separate entities. Plus, it's free PR for the Fears...

    • @margaridabento9726
      @margaridabento9726 Před 4 lety +71

      I don't necessarily think that's it. Most people feel varying degrees and kinds of love and joy and hope throughout life. Not everybody is scared of the dark, or of heights, etc.
      I don't think it's a matter of consistency so much as intensity: the fears are a manifestation of fear taken to an extreme; that nagging thing we all have to live with turned up so high it manifests into monsters and phenomena.
      No feeling can be dialed up to eleven without becoming detrimental - and, in the case of positive feelings, contradicting itself. Love becomes obsession, joy becomes mania, hope becomes delusion.
      Additionally, fear is universal, instinctual. Even fish and insects feel an inkling of it, a reflex to get away from danger. In the end, when one is taken to the end of their rope, fear always wins, because love and joy don't guarantee survival of the species, self preservation does.

    • @arifhossain9751
      @arifhossain9751 Před 4 lety +12

      I'm with Margarida on this one.

    • @albuseisenhorn3385
      @albuseisenhorn3385 Před rokem

      if you look to say warhammer 40k - the chaos entities are what they are because those emotions are more powerful more felt.

  • @amphitritemists4595
    @amphitritemists4595 Před 3 lety +96

    "Was it peaceful?" This old lady charged Elias with a machete before taking two more bullets to the chest what a life she lived xD

    • @nightowl8477
      @nightowl8477 Před 4 měsíci +1

      That's a spoiler.

    • @lilalino
      @lilalino Před měsícem

      @@nightowl8477 well technically it's something Jonny said was canon mostly as a joke. It's not in the actual episode, so i don't see why it would be a spoiler.

  • @sneasnake6368
    @sneasnake6368 Před rokem +28

    No but seriously when he gently asked Jon to call him gerry I genuinely started bawling. Poor guy just wanted to have friends who cared for him. Didn't know I'd grown so attatched to our sassy goth boi until now :((((( I also love how everyone in the comments have immediately started calling him Gerry 😭

  • @tonio1377
    @tonio1377 Před 4 lety +200

    I really enjoyed how we could feel Jon remembering cases for each entities. Also I have a theory: if Georgie never feels fear, does it mean she's immune in a way or another to the entites ?? Like idk for exemple the Eye prevents the archivist's assistants to leave the institute, but does it mean that if Georgie worked there she could just quit if she wanted to ??

    • @-S.L.
      @-S.L. Před 2 lety +11

      Idk cause it doesn't seem to be fear that stops Tim from quitting but the fact that his body starts giving up the ghost. :/

  • @TH-is8cf
    @TH-is8cf Před 4 lety +223

    I'm going to predict that Georgie has some kind of immunity or protection against these monsters

    • @cutiepie120048
      @cutiepie120048 Před 4 lety +6

      Same

    • @Laure-gv7go
      @Laure-gv7go Před 4 lety +8

      I actually thought he would ask about her... a bit disappointed

    • @rainm9894
      @rainm9894 Před 4 lety +3

      that's what I was thinking!

    • @arifhossain9751
      @arifhossain9751 Před 4 lety +46

      I heard her story and I'm pretty sure she's been touched by the End. And people who have been touched by the End have abilities like premonition and true sight.

    • @pianos4095
      @pianos4095 Před 4 lety +17

      Well if she cant feel fear, it's unlikely she can be affected by it, so probably honestly

  • @erikluis1476
    @erikluis1476 Před 2 lety +40

    Lmao imagine forgetting Gerard’s page in your pants pocket and putting him through the wash 😭

  • @isabelw6265
    @isabelw6265 Před rokem +29

    Most TMA episodes: roughly 20 minutes of slow buildup that ties into the larger story and has relisten value as both that and a standalone
    Family Buisiness: >30 minutes of a ghost infodumping
    Me: that one. That’s my favorite episode

  • @izzyliberty8720
    @izzyliberty8720 Před 4 lety +267

    Gerard is a comedian and that's fantastic.

  • @_mel_9953
    @_mel_9953 Před 3 lety +87

    “ *w H A T* “
    Angry Jon is best Jon, change my mind

  • @aaliyahadesida2815
    @aaliyahadesida2815 Před 4 lety +145

    Gerard is so casual it's killing me 😅

  • @ryanmoran8787
    @ryanmoran8787 Před 2 lety +39

    It's interesting that the basement in Old Passages had 14 corridors, one for each entity. Really shows what Smirke meant by balance

    • @-S.L.
      @-S.L. Před 2 lety +5

      And the corridors gave off the same creepy overwhelming feelings as looking at some of Leitner's books.

  • @twistysunshine
    @twistysunshine Před 4 lety +134

    I really love the amount of background noises they add when a Weird thing is happening, and how they're all unique

  • @afoxfire3524
    @afoxfire3524 Před 4 lety +101

    Gerard's little "IdonKnow"s are so adorable

  • @claude3429
    @claude3429 Před 4 lety +256

    Press F to pay respects

  • @jaykatara5467
    @jaykatara5467 Před 3 lety +54

    It kinda blew my mind when the Flesh was explained. I jumped to the same conclusion that Jon did at first- assuming that all the powers were strictly based upon human fears, but it makes SO much sense that there would be some powers that touched on animal fears.

  • @rosemarycat5
    @rosemarycat5 Před 3 lety +85

    Hauntr: Find Spooky Singles In Your Area
    "Like colors, but if colors hated me." is the biggest artist mood
    This was a really good episode!

  • @spookyfable5367
    @spookyfable5367 Před 4 lety +148

    This episode destroyed me, but isn't it so interesting that the avatars of the Eye are the ones to stop the rituals? It's like they're watchdogging the other fears. Fascinating.

    • @SwirlyPinwheel
      @SwirlyPinwheel Před 3 lety +49

      Well, I figure all of them must hate The Beholding. Most of fear relies on the unknown.

    • @TheShadowlord18
      @TheShadowlord18 Před 3 lety +14

      I'm sure that some like to mess with other rituals, but it's the eye that constantly keeps an eye on what the others are up to... 👁️

    • @FelipeFerreira-wk5nv
      @FelipeFerreira-wk5nv Před 3 lety +4

      I wonder if gertrudes dind't in fact want to do the eye ritual somehow, or maybe Elias wants and that is why he could have killed her, because i think most of the entities don't want other rituals to take place, but the eye may be the one that knows about others movements and can try to stop, but i don't know if it is so different from the others.

    • @mechengr1731
      @mechengr1731 Před 2 lety +2

      @@SwirlyPinwheel nobody likes the hall monitor

    • @michaelvanderwege6794
      @michaelvanderwege6794 Před 2 lety

      The tired babysitter

  • @_shoom
    @_shoom Před 11 měsíci +15

    "I always wanted my friends to call me Gerry" I AM ABOUT TO SOB

  • @TheJuliana0901
    @TheJuliana0901 Před 4 lety +112

    okay, my one rational thought: makes a little bit too much sense that the Lukas family serves the isolation. anyways, FAVORITE EPISODE EVER i LOVE gerry. LOVE HIM. goth king. i cant BELIEVE were being introduced to him just before he dies!!!!! goddammit. anyways im definitely gonna be coming back to this episode a lot

    • @TheJuliana0901
      @TheJuliana0901 Před 4 lety +9

      AND HAVING THE FEARS EXPLAINED WAS SUPER GREAT TOO. A LOT MAKES SENSE

  • @aaliyahadesida2815
    @aaliyahadesida2815 Před 4 lety +54

    "Oh I don't know"
    *_"WHAT?!!"_*

  • @coraa232
    @coraa232 Před 3 lety +40

    “Like colors, but if colors hated me.”

  • @sneasnake6368
    @sneasnake6368 Před rokem +16

    "I always wanted my friends to call me Gerry."
    I am not okay

    • @whentheskittlesfightback
      @whentheskittlesfightback Před 13 dny +1

      im not ok?!?!?@??! like my chamical romans@?!??!?!!?

    • @xxzavier42
      @xxzavier42 Před 9 dny

      @@whentheskittlesfightbackMY FAVORITE BAND! i love my chemistry show pants!!!!!!

  • @mariereadsbooks
    @mariereadsbooks Před 4 lety +89

    I've always liked Gerard and had a feeling he was sweet and misunderstood really, caught up in this situation he didn't want to be a part of. And now it turns out I was right. I'm so happy.

  • @lemmetalkaboutthis
    @lemmetalkaboutthis Před 3 lety +40

    Knew I liked him before, especially when we hear that the one time Leitner went outside, Gerry found him IMMEDIATELY and fucking curbstomped him without hesitation
    But this? Oof, relistening doesn't make it easier
    We stan a Goth King

  • @bowlerhatfilmsandreviews2778

    Theres a lot of tragic characters in this series but for me probably the most heartbreaking is Gerad. Hearing his story and his final wish for somebody, a friend to call him Gerry and Jon agreeing to that request; my heart needs a minute to recover you guys

  • @fays.p.5663
    @fays.p.5663 Před 4 lety +34

    IVE ONLY HAD GERARD FOR ONE EPISODE BUT IF ANYTHING- oh wait
    GODFUCKING DAMMIT

  • @AnanasVert
    @AnanasVert Před 2 lety +24

    I legit had to sit down at the "you think people are so special that it's only our fear that counts?" That was... a thought for the day. Ouch.
    Also, I am now sad about our Gerry. That one hurt, a lot.

  • @vaishaliwarrier6610
    @vaishaliwarrier6610 Před 3 lety +39

    'except for the vampires' I cracked up

  • @troutfeather
    @troutfeather Před 3 lety +36

    31:20 'i guess some people have a weird relationship with fear'
    Literally everyone here 🤣🤣🤣

  • @lemmetalkaboutthis
    @lemmetalkaboutthis Před 3 lety +18

    Gerard: lists the fears' names
    Everyone who is relistening and didn't want to spoil new listeners: fucking finally, we can call them out by name

  • @Record_Scratch
    @Record_Scratch Před 4 lety +99

    Gerard, you'll be missed. rip.

  • @chiaramangold7758
    @chiaramangold7758 Před 3 lety +129

    So, here are my notes on the powers based on this episode if anyone else needs them (SPOILERS FOR THE EPISODE)
    The 14 Powers:
    1. The Eye - Fear of being watched, followed, having your deepest fears exposed, needing to know, being used to be observed
    2. The Spiral - Fear of madness, that your world isn’t right, that your mind is lying to you
    3. The End - Fear of death
    4. The Stranger - Fear of the unknown, the uncanny, that creeping sense that something’s not right
    5. The Lonely - Fear of being alone, not being able to connect, isolation
    6. The Desolation - Fear of pain, loss, unthinking or cruel destruction, burning
    7. The Slaughter - Fear of violence, unpredictable, war
    8. The Vast - Fear of falling, vertigo, agoraphobia, acraphobia, deep water, insignificance
    9. The Buried - Fear of tight spaces, claustrophobia, small spaces, crushing, can’t breathe, not enough space
    10. The Dark - Fear of the dark and what might be in it
    11. The Corruption - Fear of the disgusting, rot, decay, infection, trypophobia
    12. The Web - Fear of spiders, loss of control, your will not being your own, being manipulated or puppeteered, being caught in an invisible trap
    13. The Flesh - Fear of being eaten, gore, vore, of being nothing but meat
    14. The Hunt - Fear of being hunted, prey

    • @aliyinn3186
      @aliyinn3186 Před 3 lety +2

      Ah thank you!

    • @jamiel6005
      @jamiel6005 Před 3 lety +4

      vore

    • @Silversteeldragon
      @Silversteeldragon Před 2 lety +11

      The Flesh is also body dysmorphia i think, like that bodybuilder episode.

    • @chiaramangold7758
      @chiaramangold7758 Před 2 lety

      @@Silversteeldragon that's a good point. How would you add that to the list? I'm having trouble finding the right words

    • @Silversteeldragon
      @Silversteeldragon Před 2 lety +6

      @@chiaramangold7758 I think the Flesh is mostly summed up in the fear that we are just meat,like that all that we are are just...objects to be eaten,morphed or reformed like any other. It's not the only fear that does body-horror, but The Flesh tends to focus on it more due to that aspect.
      Fear of being just the flesh that we are and can't ascend from maybe?

  • @yourboynik
    @yourboynik Před 4 lety +35

    Gerry, I love you, you've made more fucking progress in explaining these entities in 20 minutes than in a hundred episodes.

  • @heresthadude1080
    @heresthadude1080 Před 4 lety +71

    I watched a leech swallow a worm and now the Corruption is trying to fill my head with the image

    • @malmorose
      @malmorose Před 4 lety +19

      why'd you have to put it in my head

  • @nojhjnbj
    @nojhjnbj Před 4 lety +60

    I legit cried at this, I really liked Gerard’s character a lot

  • @phnxtv
    @phnxtv Před rokem +9

    "like colors but they hate me" my favorite quote of the series

  • @brosephonem5180
    @brosephonem5180 Před rokem +8

    “call me gerry, I always wanted my friends to call me that” OWWWWWW MY HEART

  • @koukonuts
    @koukonuts Před 4 lety +34

    So the Lukases are avatars of The Lonely while the Fairchilds are of The Vast. Explains why Jude Perry said Mike Crew "hangs out" with thr Fairchilds since he appears on some episodes regarding The Vast

  • @alexsmith4464
    @alexsmith4464 Před 4 lety +81

    Ok idk if someone already said that but doesn't that basically mean we, the viewers/listeners, are the eye/are responsible for the eye existing?

    • @Companion92
      @Companion92 Před 4 lety +5

      Makes sense

    • @itstictac2825
      @itstictac2825 Před 4 lety +24

      Yeah I thought about that some time ago too! I mean, the fact that the tapes turn themselves on by themselves, and we listening through them, and the Eye seem to be related to the tapes (or something), so yeah, why not?
      And while it's a good and plausible explanation (also kind of badass of us if we're honest), I've always felt like we were more... like Jonh, actually. Like we want to know too. We're trapped in our thirst for knowledge and in our own curiosity as much as the Archivist team is. We keep coming back to listen for more, we learn more, about the lore, the entities, and now knowing the truth of what is really happening, do we want to leave it be and not know what happens next? I know I don't

    • @-S.L.
      @-S.L. Před 2 lety +1

      @@itstictac2825 " We keep coming back to listen for more, we learn more, about the lore, the entities, and now knowing the truth of what is really happening, do we want to leave it be and not know what happens next? I know I don't"
      yeah we're like the eye :D

  • @redtobluerose6020
    @redtobluerose6020 Před 9 měsíci +8

    I wish there were some way to bring Gerry to a point where he can exist without the pain of being dead and still around. If only there were a way he could live without the pain. Being trapped might not be so bad if it were with the right people, but I just can't wrap my head around being in so much pain

  • @b-blythe6763
    @b-blythe6763 Před 3 lety +27

    Jon made a friend :') I wish he could stay on friendly terms with Julia and Trevor too, but what with the book burning it's pretty inevitable they turn on him. I just want Jon to have friendly conversations on the regular.
    Also I love the sound effect they used for Gerard, it's really neat to hear it in the background as he talks. So sad he's not sticking around, but it'd be a huge violation of trust for Jon to keep him.

  • @mxxnlight111
    @mxxnlight111 Před 3 lety +23

    Jons excessive sighing while Gerard is explaining colours is hilarious lol

  • @Companion92
    @Companion92 Před 4 lety +83

    That was some really well made exposition. Poor Gerry. Also the "Family Business" - the Winchesters anyone?

    • @apollyoniguess
      @apollyoniguess Před 4 lety +13

      The fact that her name was mary doesn't help...

    • @namaschu9418
      @namaschu9418 Před 3 lety +1

      @@apollyoniguess oh God yes

    • @cykuta44
      @cykuta44 Před rokem +1

      imo the Winchesters would probably serve the Hunt

  • @Krosbryd
    @Krosbryd Před 2 lety +11

    "I'm not their bloody Monster Manual." I mean, given Trevor's age, I think he'd consider Gerry a "Fiend Folio" XD

  • @10brokenradios
    @10brokenradios Před 2 lety +35

    Wait, Gerry's dad worked in the Archives? How was he able to quit?

    • @10brokenradios
      @10brokenradios Před 2 lety +17

      ...OH.

    • @-S.L.
      @-S.L. Před 2 lety +6

      @@10brokenradios ooh he died, didn't he? so maybe Mary killed him before the Eye could?

    • @10brokenradios
      @10brokenradios Před 2 lety +2

      @@-S.L. just keep listening, you'll know what happened to him soon enough

    • @-S.L.
      @-S.L. Před 2 lety +3

      @@10brokenradios adventure ahoy!

  • @cupidcalling5599
    @cupidcalling5599 Před 4 lety +64

    georgie... can't feel fear... what does that *mean*?

    • @_mel_9953
      @_mel_9953 Před 3 lety +3

      Because of what happened to her, she physically can’t feel it anymore. It’s impossible for her. Idk how else to explain it, sry

  • @christwise
    @christwise Před 4 lety +56

    6:43 is the best part of this episode

    • @mrjones2721
      @mrjones2721 Před 4 lety +17

      Flustered ragey Jon is an adorable Jon.

  • @xCiari
    @xCiari Před 10 měsíci +6

    *makes him tear out the page*
    "Okay, now answer the one question I did that for"
    "Oh yeah no idea, cheers mate good luck with the murderers"
    god i love gerard

  • @elliebryson6045
    @elliebryson6045 Před 2 lety +11

    "okay... you've got questions"
    "just one, how do I stop the Unknowing?"
    "idk"
    "-WHAT"
    cracks me up every time ahahah

  • @fluffsnake
    @fluffsnake Před 3 lety +31

    Part of me hopes that Gerry will get to rest in peace, the other hopes for more shenanigans ;-;
    Anyway, compared to this... Leitner really gave a shitty explanation.

    • @TheNitpickChick
      @TheNitpickChick Před 3 lety +7

      Yeah, Gerry is best boy. I wish we had more of him, but I don’t want him to suffer anymore. 😢
      (And yeah, Jurgen gave Jon a super vague cliffnotes version for his explanation, but he was very pressed for time, because he knew Elias could show up at any moment and kill him. lol)

    • @purplecatloverrandompizza
      @purplecatloverrandompizza Před 2 lety +2

      I know
      Elias would hate it, it's so straight forward

  • @sandymcneish7820
    @sandymcneish7820 Před 5 lety +74

    I haven't heard so many sighs in a single half-hour period since....well, the last episode with Johnny in it. 😀
    Great episode though!

  • @mackenziedillon295
    @mackenziedillon295 Před 4 lety +52

    The slaughter
    The dark
    The buried
    The vast
    The spiral
    The eye
    The end
    The stranger
    The lonely
    The desolation
    The corruption
    The web
    The flesh
    The hunt

  • @chikalaranja4629
    @chikalaranja4629 Před 4 lety +44

    This is my favorite episode. Ever. I'm just too emotional to write anything comprehensive, so, yeah. Gosh, I love Gerry and Jon so much :,)