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- Toxic kdrama study motivation - ft. Brutal by Olivia Rodrigo | FMV
"They say these are the golden years
but I wish I could disappear.."
A song with lyrics that might relate to you and to remind that it's absolutely not happening just with you was the purpose behind this video. I don't know if this could satisfy the criteria of toxic "motivation", but this video is surely not made to discourage any one us. so step ahead & give yourself, your student life & your goals a new chance. fighting!!!
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Actually it's kinda true, I am 16 years old running after a Doctors degree, but I don't even know whether being a doctor is my dream or not. My parents don't force me, they are very cool, but it's like I don't have any other choice or any other talent except for studying..
@Black ice I can feel you. my situation is exactly the same. now I'm thinking whether to drop a year or join in any other courses. my parents don't force me but because of my surrounding I developed my passion towards mbbs but idk deep down of my heart what I like,no one is there to help me out...I kinda feel like everything is over 😔
@Black ice çok teşekkür ederim,yorumunuz bana da çok yardımcı oldu:)
why why why do i feel like this comment explained the thing i was confused bout? its the same with me legit same. god whattf
LMAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO SAMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE I DONT KNOW WHAT TF IS GOINGGGGGGGGGG ONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN
same :/
To the persons who are watching this video to get motivated,
You're brave enough that you are still willing to study while someone is still on their bed and using social media!
You're strong enough becuz you are here to get motivated so that you can study more !!
My friend, never compare yourself to anyone, because you're enough for you !!
Thanks bruhh 💜😌
I'm the one on the bed using the social media 😃😃
Im willing to study while I'm on my bed using social media.
@@noemilofranco3698 you can change it!!! It is never too late to start!!
Thanks 😍
It's brutal out here! But we have to keep fighting! We have to make ourselves believe that we are stronger, and stronger than we think. We don't need to prove it to anyone, we don't need acknowledgements from anyone. All we have to see is our goal. Aim it. Target it. Get it. 💪
Wow you are so cool
Hedef alındı 👍🏻🌙
Ppp
I like this
Anya how are you on Internet ? Should I tell Loid about it ? XD
I got 99.73% GPA and now I'm in pre-med school working so hard to be a med student. Wish me luck ♡
UPDATE: I GOT IN! I'm officially a med student now!
I envy you
@@blinkeau5312
You can do it too, it seems hard but you'll get used to studying believe me. If you're here looking for motivation then you already have what it takes. Go beyond
@@uchihasaki8785 can I have your Instagram 😭
@@uchihasaki8785 ty 💗
@@blinkeau5312 ah I would love to do that but unfortunately I've deleted Instagram cause it's exam month. I'll redownload again so meanwhile, do you want another way of communication? Maybe something on CZcams?
I hate that I can relate to this so much,I’m 17 and in my last year if high school,I studied for this one exam I had few days ago so hard ,I was up for days like literally studying 12-15 hrs a day , worked so hard yet when I got the paper I blanked out in a lot of questions because I was so nervous and anxious..I hate how every elder goes around me and talks like they know everything about that subject and I don’t know shit ..like I have been trying man yet it hurts so bad …teenage life like is not how it looks like in movies,it’s not fun,people are a hell lot competitive and it’s hard to achieve good grades when u are an average student…
that's truly relatable!
this year I'll be 20, and when I just remember how my teenage life was, I couldn't help but believe that we teenagers should grow stronger than anyone in this world, because every single elder treats us like a child but expects us to be an adult. Meanwhile we as teenagers are just in the process of transforming from a child to adult. We are new to adult world, we are still learning new skills about this world, and moreover our career goals are sitting on top of our head.
When I was 18, no adult except my parents understood and supported me. As you said, every single elder came and talked as if they knew everything about me, every single elder tried messing up with my mentality because they were somehow happy that I had failed in my intentions (scoring __ marks in an exam). Now I'm running for a Hackathon from a national university, and those elders who underestimated me because I was an introvert (i didn't expressed or show off'd as much as other kids in my family did), now their mouths are nowhere to be found.
So it's just a matter of few years we have to put with them, if you consider that this all is somehow going to make you stronger for the future, you'll be less hurt.
Lastly, do what you want if you know that it's right for you.
I'm sorry if I took your time, but I really wanted to tell this to you, because I could just see my situation in your comment :')
I'm sure you'll heal from your nervousness and anxiety and do great and greater in the future. Fighting!! 💕
@@jeonlight ur literally the sweetest, my eyes almost teared up reading this, thanks alottt ilyy
I truly understand U. I studied so much and so hard for an exam but when the exam started… I had a black out! No remember! I was so scared so I just started to cry…. In the damn middle of the exam. I think u guys know how stupid I felt :/ I never had something like this before…. It makes me just crazy
you're not alone at all. Im compeltely average academically - i have to work my butt off to get the grades I have. I don't easily do well on tests or understand material or strategize like other kids do, but it still feels like the societal pressure forces you to outperform yourself and base your value on your academic success.
Same.
I just had my final results for 10th grade. I got 85% and my parents are still saying that it should be higher and that I didn't study enough when I was literally studying 10 hours a day. But I'm happy with my results because it's my own hard work.
Sen akıllı birisin
congratulations 💗 it's nice to see you happy with your results! that only means how confident you are in yourself and how strongly you believe in yourself, which is a positive trait! fighting! we've got a lot more ahead 💗
Which stream
Same I also got 86% in my tenth and my result also came few days ago
be proud of you🥸
The line "it's brutal outta here" suits kang soojin very well
this is what I'm going through right now. I've an exam on 18th sept. I've studied so hard but the expectations of my parents my friends and my teachers are making me feel like I don't know a single word about what i've already studied. No one literally wants to understand what I'm feeling right now and i just can't share it with anyone. i don't know what's gonna happen but one thing for sure if i failed my life won't be the same anymore..
I am telling from my experience just dont listen to anyone and even if u fail u can always do something or the other afterall its ur life there's always a door open when one closes you just need to search for it and no one's gonna listen to you trust me I have felt this before you are only person who have to fight through this all alone!!!!!!!!
Don't worry dear everything will be fine..
All we can do is try our best, I'm sure good things will come to us soon if we keep trying :)
let's trust ourselves & our efforts! praying & wishing for all of us here 🤍
fighting!!
Same buddy I've got an exam on 18th too. But trust me, listen to them from an ear and let go from another. You perform how YOU studied so I suggest u better focus on preparing, don't give a damn to anything.
Don't think about failure.
Be positive. Failure without trying is a big failure. Atleast you tried then it is a big achievement. If you win or lose. Nothing is going to change the world . It only belongs to our feeling. this is not the last point or last exam in your life. Failure is the first step to success.. So be positive. We have to achieve more. Best of luck.
It's only 7-8 month for my NEET, Let's goooo guys we can do it!✌️😤
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@@jananijanu2347 no, Fresher!
@@agustd9703 av kitne aarhe hai mocks me ?
@@arpita8416 500+ hai abhi toh ,😩
@@agustd9703 konsa mock dete ho ? i mean kha dete ho ?
All the characters here -
Kang Ye Seo, Cha Seo Joon, Cha Sae Ri, Kim Hye Na from Sky Castle,
Kang Soo Jin from True Beauty,
Baek Seung Yoo from Melancholia,
and our Hwang In Yeop from every single drama 🤧
had a brutal life, but the lesson we all can learn from here is that they all stood strong and survived for a happy life. Kim Hye Na got nothing by ending her life at 17 , but people who fought for a better life, people who even enjoyed simple things in their circumstances, eventually won & paved their way for a good life.
We are mere teenagers and yes we can make mistakes, we might regret some as well, but now that we have got time to correct them, or time to start again, we can do so right..?
Quoting the last part is my favourite thing,
"Don't wait for the right time
There is no such right time
Whatever has to be done
Has to be done now"
Jeonlight, your fmv are literally one of the best. They always give us motivation and help us risen our self motivation. They always give us self confidence ❤ and I always love how your try to improve your editing even though you are amazing and stunning at it. Your new styles or your similar styles are always worth watching! 🔥
Agreed! we should fight to live & not give up. We are BLESSED with life for a reason. Let's not take it for granted 💚
@AB right I meant to say that it was a pity that her life ended at the age of 17.., maybe I should improve my sentence formation & will check the drama again :) thank you for reminding
Cha Ki Joon too
What is the movie's name
@@noor-mv7uf sky castle?
A 17-year-old girl passed by here, struggling for her future and for her dream, which was determined by serious study (medicine).
I was one of the topper in my high school with almost 100% marks but Idk who I am rn, I just seriously can't study my parents don't force me or anything but they just can't understand my situation. Everyday I feel down for nothing,I don't enjoy what I love anymore, I can't smile or do anything I just feel not myself but they don't care about my condition even though I told them what's happening to me they just laughed it off. I seriously don't know what's happening to me,I'm just living lifeless rn.
me too.. im feeling down for no reason.. idk wht to do honestly
I hope you are fine now , and i told my condition to my mom but I don’t even want to talk about it or how to talk about it ……
I feel like exams are the wars of this era. It requires just the same mental and emotional preparation, and somewhere it is also sort of do or die, pressure, expectations, goals and dreams, anxiety, the fear of failing, it all comes at you from every end.
I read this recently in a book call "shortness of life- seneca" along the lines that we are either living in the past or preparing for the future, but life is in the today. I know its used up and cliched but if you dont strive to make your present count by working hard at whatever task is at hand, time is not going to favour you later and that future you keep waiting for to happen, wont become reality. Who cares if you fail, atleast you would have tried your best. Lets the fates beat you down, dont do that job for them.
Thanku JEONLIGHT for giving me this platform to share our feelings yesterday I failed in exam and i cried a lot now today i am happy because I am giving exam again because FAILURE ISN'T OPPOSITE OF SUCCESS IT IS A PART OF SUCCESS 😞
I'm glad to hear that you are giving it an another try :)
you'll definitely learn something greater from this phase of your life.
fighting!! ❤
*This toxic motivational video gave me goosebumps🖤🔥*
_Your edits never let us down 🤍🌼 ..Thanks for this toxic ...video ✨_
A vent,
All my life I was always an honor student. The downside of being one is people expect too much from you, it's draining and suffocating. I can't even remember the last time I was relaxed. My goal every time is to graduate with honors and high grades but I didn't have any dream or the thing I want to do the most. I sometimes envy other people who found their passion and dreams in life. Studying is the only thing I'm good at that's why I was afraid to fail because I feel like if I do I will be useless. As of now, I'm still figuring out my life.
To everyone, I wish all of you the best I hope you find happiness. We will all make it someday.
I can relate to your situation for most of my life studying was my hobby and it was what I did in my free time and sometimes I still failed. We are human we aren't meant to be perfect so I hope you know failure is okay sometimes. And sometimes it's okay to take a step away from studying to try something new that you might have a passion for I tried dancing and now I think I may want to pursue a career in dance. Life will go up and down and I believe you'll find your passion it definitely takes time but don't give up!!❤❤
@@Jennifer-le8yh Thank you so much for this, it means a lot for me. I wish you happiness and success in your choosen field : )
Definitely. There is no right time to do something. What needs to be done now must be done now. Thank you very much jeonlight.❤️❤️
thank you too, fighting!! 💗🌱
I am from india....16 y.o and preparing for NEET.....and trust me this is how i feel every single day especially when i have to study on avg 16 hrs a day and somehow this is not enough.......i literally cried at the part where the father said "just study a little bit more".......cause thats what i get to hear after every mock test when my cousins score higher then me
As a NEET aspirant, I painfully relate to this video.
As an A/L student, me too.
@@Youknowwho910 what is A/L ?
@@arpita8416 advaced level exams
Uni entrance
@@Youknowwho910 which country ?
@@arpita8416 sri lanka
Thanks a lot my pre board are coming and i get confident from this video 🙂🤗
omgggg ilysm for using Olivia's song, she's a goddess
Yupie I love Olivia's songs too 😫💕💫
Indeed!! 💖
Her songs are so relatable...
@@Kpopiverse frfr
I really like this video concept, you really pointed out a universal psychosis for a lot of children and young adults. Sometimes I feel like I'm the only one worried about it. But I don't think we have to endure this constant stress throughout our lives. But I haven't found the solution yet. Thank you for your video, I wish you a lot of happiness, take care of yourself okay ? ❤️
Thank you so much jeonlight 😌💙.
I really appreciate you 😊💜
When i was young my mother used to compare me to every living person +physical abuse she made me a compititive perfectionist what honestly totaly destroyed me..now I'm 18 yo ,2nd year in medical university no personality,hardly passing my years and trying hard to stop comparing my self to my friend
It's amazing! Thanks for it!! I don't want to believe you said you weren't going to upload this!? Damn I would have missed a masterpiece 🔥
does anyone else feel like no matter how hard they study its not enough? i have exams tomorrow and i don't feel prepared, its like all the effort is gone to waste
Ohh!!!! Perfect timing 😱🥺 I was really in need for this🤧 .... Tomorrow is my first exam science😞...
Hope everything goes well 😔🤞...
And all the very best whose exams are going to start 👍
All the best for your exams, and don't worry :)
Let's pray everything goes well ✨
@@jeonlight thx🥰
Yesssss thank you! You gave me motivation to quit my frenship with toxic freinds❤️🔥
The quote at the end, LOVE IT!!!
I'm a medical student and sometimes it feels just so much tiring to keep on studying and studying and when I'm aware that there's more to look into, more studying too but then a spark from somewhere lights everything and back to the race
Such videos maybe toxic but they also show the reality that actually exists in real world . So it's good to make such videos seldom to keep us reminded of the reality too:)
just wow I have been searching for this kind of toxic motivation from kdramas I love it and I am gonna survive this brutal world thanks and u just got a new subscriber. I hope you will make these kinds of more videos
I'm preparing for a Pre-Med test!! Thanks for the motivation! Let's keep fighting!!!❤
Thank you really needed this.
I love the day I came across you .
I have exams soon . But I was feeling to low . Your 1st channel I follow avidly. Thank you so much
Your always fan 💞
thank you!! it always means so much 💗 best of luck for your exams :)
Me too
@@annikalobo6459 yep that's Eric nam 💞
That's the best one I've seen in my whole life, especially the ending
I don't know about you but I really like such Toxic motivation~! Eagerly waiting for part 2.. And thank you for giving me strength and motivation for my sopho year semester exams 🔥
Fr :)))
Ahhhhhhh. I met Obs stan @Shravan.
Omg i love this masterpiece 🥰🥰
Thanks for making this video when I watch this video I get fully motivated
yes, I'm 17, and I have mid Sem exams from today (17 Sep). I haven't started learning for my exams, but this video gave me motivation to study. let's see how my exam goes if I study the night before the exam! ✊✊✊
How was your exam
@@user-ro4ny3gu2c well i aced courses like eng, engineering graphics whereas for other courses like math, phy, i am just hoping for average score.
Ohhh but I'm proud in math(even tho I'm not supposed to) that I completed 16 lectures out of 19 lectures over a night.
Even i can't believe my ability , it happened without me knowing
@a_common_person wow that's good to hear and I can understand that feeling when you finish it in a time that you thought you couldn't
Ya we want more video like this plzz!! Its not toxic motivation its supreme motivation!!
My fav vid of Jeonlight :)
What a masterpiece it is!🤩
Can you tell the name of this drama plz plz
*I love❤️ study motivation videos of drama.*
This is my favourite video from jeonlight
Good luck to everyone on their exams , you can do it!
Wars are coming friends
Let's get started and fight
Study .....cause if you won't no one will value you .......no one!
aap video bahut aachi bana the ho .after watch your video my focus on study is like doubled trippled
BRO make more like this pls!!! I think i have watched it more than ten times as i dont get anything good as this one!!!!!!!!plsssss
In fact, I see that this shows me my life every day I study 8 hours and when I finish at 8 p.m. my parents come and tell me all kinds of painful words they don't see how tired I am and even after my average was 96 they didn't shout a word just work harder
Same here,they say hurtful words and even said I'm an irresponsible kid like I'm not I'm studying soo much and also helping my classmates nothing will be enough to them no one say such words to me like they do everytime.
Jeonlight can make sweet motivations better than toxic one! Still I love this video
Okay now i need to watch all these kdrama
It was really a description of us!
Jeonlight can be renamed as "The Best Channel ever".
Why does this song so touching. Every teen can just relate to it.
Go Go Go everything is under your feet👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻
I love it to learn but it turned into forcing myself to be the best in every subject. It went that far that I pushing myself to my limit. I don’t eat, I don’t sleep and I insult myself if I don’t get the best scores. Soon I‘ll study law so I can make my parents proud
This is so good
Sevgili jeonlight, bana ve daha binlerde kişiye yardım ettiğiniz için ne kadar teşekkür etsek azdır. Umarım daha da büyürsün, teşekkür ederim
thank you,
& fighting!! 💖
@@jeonlight fighting!!
Really don't know why I love this song. Every tim e I isten this song I loose control and start vibing with it. I Specially listen to this song when I study it makes my mood sooo good. Really love this song.......
This video has been in my watch later for 2 months now-
its just so toxic that i cant take it anymore😢 ...... we are humans too but still at the end of the day we need to face the competition and complete the target, you know what guys how it gets more brutal when people taunt you even when you tried so hard . we need a change 😮💨😕😟
Excellent edith to a beautiful and good song 💔💔💔Literally, I'm now... Exams coming soon!
Tomorrow is my last exam !!! Wish me a good luck 🤞 fighting !!!! 😆😄 Btw nice motivation video ☺️
a very good luck to you :)
fighting!! 💜
Thank you 😊❤️
I am currently studying for an exam next week
This vid is motivating me to study though it's toxic,I need ANY kind of moti to study 💀
Honestly, having a fake dream seems to be better than having no dream at all.
Gente no se estresen, duerman sus 8 horas diarias, no olviden alimentarse bien, Manténgase Hidratados y recuerden... UNA NOTA NUNCA VA A DEFINIR TU INTELIGENCIA! Y para los padres que leen esto, ustedes ya vivieron su vida, dejen vivir y ser felices a sus hijos.
I'm studying mathematics at university,
I don't feel a thing, I have no interest in common things, I have no friends to hang up with, I just don't care about everyday's bullshit.
all I do is studying relentlessly and grasping knowledge from every where for the sake of it because it is a hell of fun. I just keep pushing forward like a machine because it's nice to have challenges, I think that me and the teacher in the video would make a great pair, I liked it when he said " solve it in four minutes ".
The song is crazy stuff, it just feels like reality out here, a jungle where you have to relentlessly fight and dominate.
THIS EXPLAINS MY SITUATION RN
Goosebumps ah
I need this
This song is depicting the harsh reality and inner feeling of every teen.i feel the auther just wrote it at her 17. Cause no words to say .
I will come back after 3 mounth (ljihawi ) 17 ranjibha 3lax rankhaf rankhdm orbi raykon m3a ibtiisam keep it up good luck ❤❤
Today will come neet result. My head is full of tension now 🤕🤕🤕
Whatever happens just don't lose faith in yourself. Wishing you all the best in life🥰
I have my board (final) exam within a week and my mind just block this video really helped me
You are the best
0:48 I cried seeing that scene..... It hit me deeply...
Kdrama?
I'm just trying to be correct and perfect because my emotional stability depends on a grade and if I'm not the best I fall apart
i am 21, but i am still studying for my finance degree, i am not demotivated but it makes me kinda feel bad about myself when i see most successful entrepreneurs already working hard to serve a purpose and provide value at large, i know instead of thinking about the end result i should focus on learning how to have peak efficiency, but i find myself only cutting off things from life because i do not have time for anything other than studying i often get agitated for no reason and then i just sleep to calm down. i am trying hard but i keep beating myself up for falling asleep again and again and wasting time. without a proper mentor i find it hard to understand whether i am on the right direction. i like what i am studying it was a conscious decision i made but its the thoughts which i can't stop and which keeps my brain flooded i think i am not doing my best
I love this song
As a person who used to be like the ones shown in the video, i have to say it is not worth it. Not at all!!!
I got into computer engineering degree after such suffering and its just … i dont know how to explain this but it is not satisfying. It felt good when i got in cuz my parents were really expecting me to , but after a week it just became nothing to them. They forgot about it. And all that suffering i did to get in ruined the experience and now i am not excited at all about uni.
So guys i know family pressuring its tough, cuz trust me been there done that but please try to stand up for yourself or reason with your parents. Even if you get accepted even if you dont they will always have different goals for you so its better to put an end to it at the beginning.
And if cant do that and end up not getting accepted , trust me they will move on. They always do.
Kdrama is more motivating than anything else!!!
Lyrics :
I'm so insecure I think
That I'll die before I drink
I'm so tired that quit my job , start new life
And they'd all be so disappointed
Cause who am I if not exploited
And I'm so sick of 17
Where's my fucking teenage dream?
If someone tells me one more time " enjoy you youth"
I'm gonna cry
And I dont stick up for myself
I'm anxious and nothing can help and I think I'd done this before
And I wish people liked me more
All i did was
Try my best
This is kind of thanks I get?
Unrelentally upset
They say these are golden years
But I wish I could disappear
Ego crush is so severe
It's BRUTAL OUT HERE 💀
All the best everyone , do the things you want to make yourself happy
Im literally just 13 but the amount of pressure everyone has on me drives crazy, i wake up at 3 am go to skl at 7 come back at 3pm, go to tuition for 5 hours, study quran for 2 hours i barely have time for my health and my parents are never happy. Im trying so hard to make them happy. And guess what? I cant do anythinf they dont care abt my mental health never showed affection and never appriciated me. I actually have so many dreams but they are gonna make me become a doctor, marry a random guy and live my fucking life.
Hey girl how are you how your life going😊
best hit kdrama have this some of vibe to
100% accurate. I'm only 14, but I feel like I have to be smart all the time since I don't have the "looks". Learn new languages, play instruments, talk about general knowledge, get the highest grades... But there's always someone better than me. It's pretty exhausting. My parents never pressure me to do anything, it's just myself.
exactly .. i feel the same and im in ur situation too
Yeah my parents don't force me too, but it just feels like it's my responsibility to be the best
study motivation from k-dramas gave more motivation to watch more study motivated k-videos
I’m completing my A levels a year late because of COViD and also my own lack of time management and it’s really stopped me from studying and being motivated bc I feel like such a bum compared to other people and that’s my biggest setback, however I’m trying not to let it stop me anymore, it’s just a year anyways
Finally I can relate to " I'm so sick of 17"🧖🏽♀️
I can feel the lyrics..
don't study cuz you have to, study because knowledge is power. because no one can take it away from you.
Got my exams coming up ;-) here to get myself motivated
So, i've read almost all of the comments nd i just felt like i wanted to say how i feel too, actually im 20 nd i fail a lot, im 20 and im just trying to make an effort this year to get into university,, i don't wanna studying or get a job or living :") idk what i wanna actually.. i trying to study just for fun, idk how i get a fun but im trying to do a something.. Somedays i feel that its too late to make a decent life BUT all the time I feel that the time is now starting to achieve something.. IM LOST.
My final exams "BAC" in "11 JUNE", and im studing only in my home i just hope to succeed cause im really work hard this time..
I don't know what to do but like everyone is complement me that puts so much pressure I want just happy life
This video will change me I swear .
When you try but still can't learn enough 🤞but atleast I'm trying isn't that enough
I've always wanted to be a doctor. My parents never told me anything about that they're always like do what you wanna do but now I think my mindset has change and I wanna study business....I'm kind of so puzzled right now as what to do.
Honestly 0:45 and 0:59 is what hits the hardest for me. I would die for good grades.
studying one thing everyday and every time is hard but there is no way to escape from it , i feels like to vomit everytime just to studying 1 more hour every day..... just 16 years old things
Im preparing for my entrance exam for a medical college and god its so stressful because i only have less than 6 months until it and im so scared
i was the studious kid until 9th but ever since covid struck i have gotten into such a slump that im not good at anything related to academics
being a doctor is my biggest dream since i was a kid (my parents didnt force me at all) and god when i think about how there might be a chance i dont get it it scares me so fucking bad
the exam im gonna give also has rlly less amount of seats and it scares me what if i didnt get admission in any college and also the cut off is high too...
im gonna give it my best and come back here to give an update to u guys after 6 months