@@MatthewGarcia-hp1ob In ur experience, most ppl are good. It all depends on where u from and where u been. Ive been to 3 countries and ive lived in a poor neighbour hood for the first 13 years of my life. I was raised ghetto or as yall say it, i was raised in the hood. I can say, most ppl here is NOT good at all. And in those 3 countries i been to, sht was the same, ppl there was trash too. It got to the point where i started to hate all humans in general. We're jus greedy mfs that wants everything that makes us feel good both mentally and physically. Thats the biggest reason ima introvert, ion fw ppl. So what im tryna say is, its different for everyone depending.
I've been watching these interviews non stop. There is an underlying theme in all these stories and that is compassion. A little compassion can change a life.
@Scott Alleman my father was an addict and changed when my mother gave him an ultimatum. The drugs or your family. My father chose us and he’s been sober for 36 years. My brother has been an addict for almost 20 years and has 4 children and he could care less about them. He does not want to change. I was an addict for seven years and stopped because I realized how much I was putting my parents through and I hoped by stopping that I could maybe inspire my brother to do the same. But I learned that you can’t want something for someone more than they do. At the end of the day you have to want it and most importantly you have to respect yourself enough to change. If you can’t respect or love yourself how can you love another person to change for them? And when your an addict self respect is almost impossible to have. It’s a hard situation.
When I was in my early 20s I started to become very paranoid. I would sit for hours writing out diagrams on how everyone I knew was plotting against me, who was at the center of it and why. It got worse as I then started to think they were always speaking in code around me and were mocking me. I thought they could read my thoughts. This began to extend to the television and radio as well. I did hear a voice calling my name a few times but never any visual hallucinations. I had been in a very bad car accident when I was 19 and it got to the point where I thought I had actually died in that car wreck and I was in hell and that everything existed just to torment me. This went on for years and years. I don't know why it went away but eventually it started to become less and less, when I realized it mostly stopped. Once in a while I slip back into it but it never lasts very long. I'm still given to a bit of paranoia but I don't really think anyone can hear my thoughts any more. I can't imagine living my entire life like that. If it had continued much longer no way I'd still be here.
With age, it'll return. It's best you report to a psychiatrist now so that the management starts early. I also advise drinking a lot of water to prevent more damage to your brain cells. Good luck!
I can relate. I am diagnosed with schizophrenia. I always think people are talking about me in code. They never say anything directly but always making fun of me.
That stranger probably doesn't even realise the impact he had on this guys life. You never know what battles people are fighting daily. Being kind doesn't cost anything but in this case it saved a life.
Thats why everytime i see someone looking over a bridge i stop for a quick chat. I deal with it too and we all know how bad the thoughts and sounds become when you're alone with noone to talk to. Never know if you might save a life, because if you were in the same situation you'd want someone to come talk you down
It’s so wild because just looking at him, you’d expect that he has it all. He looks very handsome and charismatic. You’d never suspect the ongoing internal battle. Respect to this wonderful man!
gonna be honest, as a person with a psychotic disorder, this is kind of a backhanded compliment… i understand you were well meaning! and it can be a genuine compliment for some, but generally it’s seen as a little mean to speak or use phrases like that as though people with psychosis have a certain look (IE; crazy, violent, etc), anyone can have psychosis (or something similar), and a lot of people are on the spectrum without having any idea.
@@yikesmydude5641 damn man u need to relax xD u perfectly understood his intent but just chose to twist his words into something negative :P top tier projecting on ur part
Im a 33yo male and I was diagnosed with Schizophrenia around 10 years ago. I Just want to say, I could not keep hold of my emotions when watching this. The ups and down with this Illness is probably the toughest battle I have had to deal with, but it puts great peace to my mind that im not fighting this war alone. Stay strong brother.
Man, I feel this. I had my first psychotic episode when I was 11, dealt with positive and negative symptoms for about 10 years until I got my diagnosis when I was 21, they immediately started me on quetiapine. Got diagnosed autistic at 22. Spent most of my 20s stoned out of my mind to the point where I couldn't really think or express a lot, while still dealing with positive and negative symptoms as well as intermittent catatonic states. I'm 32 now, unmedicated, I work as an expert by experience in the mental health field, supporting people with autism, ADHD, psychotic disorders, depression, PTSD, etc. I realised when I was 28 that stress, any kind of stress, sets me down the path of psychotic breaks, and unfortunately due to being autistic... stress comes to me very easily. Social stress, sensory overloads, emotional stress, all ultimately leads to a psychotic break. As long as I maintain my stress levels, I'll be fine, I know when I'm not okay when I get paranoid and start hallucinating, know to simmer shit in my life before the delusions really start to settle in, kinda like balancing on a tightrope. It's exhausting to constantly watch yourself, but I guess the easy alternative is being medicated into a vegetable and not having any sort of life at all, lol. One of the voices in my head woke me up the other day, had the audacity to ask me if I was doing okay. 💀
@@brito7175 I can see where you may think that, but many mental illnesses have overlapping symptoms (i.e., auditory hallucinations in the form of voices is both part of the psychotic spectrum and often part of DID), but lacking any other symptom of one type and more of the other makes the difference. As well as, for instance, response to treatment. Unfortunately, all my other symptoms and response to treatment indicates a psychotic spectrum disorder opposed to DID.
Everytime I see someone with schizophrenia speak about their experience I'm struck by how deeply they feel life. Sending huge love to this guy and everyone with schizophrenia ❤
And there very caring and good people my husband is schizophrenic it's a sad disease but he's never angry or aggressive like they make them be out to be
@@FriedEggSarnie yes they are my hub has his moments u know but the meds he's on really helps he went from everyday full blown schizophrenic to 8 yrs later he only has attacks every few months. But yes people think there insane and angry and scary but there really not.
Also for anybody that wants to read more about his story, Jonny wrote a book called “The Stranger On The Bridge. My Journey From Suicide Despair To Hope” and it is amazing!!!
For me it was a combi of stress/substance abuse toxic environment and almost no sleep. It lasted about 2/3 weeks before i got back to normal. Its really important to have good people around you at that time. I was 17 at the time but again im a stronger person today its a life experience and now i have to deal with it but thats only one of the major things in my life that made me the person i am today. 👍
TheInfiltrator101 thanks man. I have to say i never was really strong mentally because i was bullied and stuff like that. But when you grow up its really important that you dont have a toxic environment. And you dont have to be ashamed to ask for help. Im glad i have good friends and family that helped me true it. Mental health is really important just as important as your physical health
I’m 14 and have been in a psychiatric hospital for over a year now. I am anorexic, depressed and suspected skitzophrinia (sorry spelling) I have been in a similar situation as the bridge,multiple times and just hearing “don’t be embarrassed “ really does make me stop and think so thank you Also feeling like self appreciation and inner peace was so out of reach. Again thank you ,you have made me feel less alone xxxxx
I'm glad you've seen this, I've seen so many young people make a great life despite mental illness. Please say to yourself every day that great things are coming, and then do something towards the future you want. On bad days, just do one thing - cook some food, take a shower, watch an online class...that means even in a bad year you did 365 things 😊 Wishing you lots of wonderful times.
Psychosis isn't fun and I'm glad this guy made it through. I had a nasty one in 2019 where I reasoned that if I showed how mentally unwell I was to the invisible cameras they'd understand that their presence is harmful and stop. I still felt their presence so I made sure I was even more unwell and it was just this positive feedback loop that seemingly never ended. I entertained every theory I had for why things were 'off' simultaneously. One prevailing theory was that I was in a karmic purgatory after dying and not realizing it so I had to make sure to suffer harder to get out faster.
The scariest part about psychosis is what happens when a person you elect as a leader to represent you becomes psychotic. Suddenly the world is going to end because of the coronavirus and you have to wear a mask all day or stay indoors for this person. Aliens are going to take over the Earth and you are a soldier working for this guy´s regime. A country which has never done anything to you has suddenly become your enemy cause this guy said it. During the worsening stages of psychosis, if I remember right, you become perceived as an existential threat, an outside other. No matter how you try to convince the psychotic otherwise, he, or she is not going to believe you. Fortunately, Stephen D. Krashen has a good advise to reduce psychosis in your life. All you have to do is expose yourself to enough information in many enough languages and the more, the better. When people start recovering from psychosis, they stop believing things like moon landings, a worldwide pandemic caused by a constantly mutating virus and so on. Hope this comment helps. Regards from Ásgeir.
I have often felt like this life is some kind of Purgatory, It can be beautiful and yet so awesome. Earth is right in the middle . Hell is where is very low and dark . Heaven is much higher and brighter ! I battle on a daily with Bipolar disorder and believe it’s tough , I just want to stay happy . Stay in one consistent mood , there always changing . Just like the seasons 😢 I’m strong tho , I know everything will be alright . My best attribute is my ❤ seeing others happy , makes me happy .
People that do that are.human, it should be a very basic human duty, anyone whom wouldn't stop and talk to him are little more than parasites. Suicide due to mental health issues is always preventable. Not a hero , just a human fulfilling their duty
To whoever this man is. Thank you. You’ll probably never really know the impact sharing your story has made but it’s been a life changing 9 minutes for me and I wish I could hug you and thank you for doing it.
Handsome, honest, brave, hopeful, introspective, intelligent, resilient. That’s the man I see in this video. He also happens to have schizophrenia, but in my opinion, that doesn’t define him from what I’ve seen in this very short clip. My uncle had paranoid schizophrenia and for many years of his life he did not so well,...however for many years of his life he had his own home, a job, a car, had friends, took vacations, bought Christmas gifts for family members. His life was good. He passed away two years ago and I watched this video to try to understand him a little better. Tank you for sharing your story.
It's so important to see someone as an individual and not a walking illness. This man seems like he would be a terrific friend to have. He is a man who happens to have schizophrenia. He is not schizophrenia itself
Funny you say all that. People have described me as all of the above. It’s nice to admire someone with it from a distance. No one will ever want to get close or be with someone who has this, they’ll be kind to satisfy their moral compass but the reality is it’s not easy to live with and no one wants that in their life. Women will want to fuck you because they think they can fix you the second they realise they can’t then they’ll ditch you and leave you in a worse state than before.
@@Face_The_Void I relate so much to your comment. Especially with women. Sometimes they even act magnanimous for months only to then mock you when they get bored of you, even after saying how much they love you and how attractive they think you are. And I'm not even schizophrenic, I have other mental health issues, but it works with the same principle.
Hi all, thanks for the many kind and insightful comments on this video. Jonny, the subject, has asked us to deliver the following message: Hi i'm Jonny-the guy in this video. Thanks for all your comments. I'm really touched by them. Shortly after making this clip I had a relapse and ended up back in hospital. It was really tough in there to be honest with the covid restrictions. I then spent the end of 2020 taking time out and trying to get back on my feet. Thankfully as i sit here and write this in April 2021 I'm in a better place. I've got a youth mental health charity called Beyond which is now doing really well and a new book about to come out called The Book of Hope. I just want people that might be struggling to know that it always gets better. Relapses can be unbelievably hard but i firmly believe in the Japanese Proverb, "Fall down 7 times, stand up 8"-there is nothing we cannot overcome. Be kind and gentle and patient on yourself if you're in that position. And please talk or have an outlet above anything else. Sending you love, light and most of all, strength. Jonny x jonnybenjamin.co.uk My second book, The Book of Hope, is published this spring www.amazon.co.uk/dp/1509846379/ref=cm_sw_em_r_mt_dp_3VAKJ0JC6HV05ZYMNHW2 Our youth mental health charity, Beyond, held it's first festival for schools and colleges in February nowandbeyond.org.uk/ A link to my charity and the book is: wearebeyond.org.uk/ www.amazon.co.uk/Book-Hope-Voices-Overcoming-Adversity/dp/1509846379/ref=nodl_
It is so sad to hear this young man’s pain. His moment on the bridge must have been very special to him, especially when he was told that everything is going to be alright and to not be ashamed. Everyone, especially men, need to hear that it is not shameful to have mental health issues.
It's incredible (and sad?) how a stranger helped more than a hospital that's supposed to be professional and informed or to have the knowledge necessary to treat and help people in these conditions. Lucky he found him on that bridge!
The hospital is there for saving lives and they do a great job at that. However for a more "human" approach (like the guy on the bridge) it's better to get in touch with a crisis centre with social workers or a suicide hotline.
@@esha349 yea, lol found the hardcore atheist. They can never let comments about God or angels go. They gotta hit you with that neckbeard reddit moment shit.
my name is levi, im 19, and i am struggling with every single thing that he is talking about in this video. my words cannot describe the way that i feel, but im glad that his do.
Hi Levi, I'm really sorry to hear that. But I'm glad you found this video. Just know that if he can do it, if he can get through it, so can you. Best of luck!
I thought it was just me. Reading the comments I never realized just how non relatable every single thing he said is. Stay positive, I don’t mean optimistic, I mean give yourself assurance of who you are, who’s in control, what you stand for, what you’ve been and what you’ll become. It may seem like nonsense or simplistic but I’ve found that a little sliver of self belief and introspection has prevented me from doing many horrible things.
Levi, you are still worthy of so much love and understanding despite your struggles (which don’t define you, by the way) it is very hard to come to terms with things like this and talk about it on any platform. You will still be successful, happy, and enjoy life. Let yourself accept love and healing from all sides, it will open you up. I send you good vibes. 💛
I'm a person who struggles with mental health, there's also depression suicide and anxiety that runs in my family, I thought I was schizophrenic without hearing the voices, I even fit 8 out of 10 schizophrenic traits, but after talking to my mom she figures it's aspergers, the hardest thing about this is, you see the world through the eyes of a 6 year old, you're happy, life can be magical, but then you see the reality of how life really is, the darkness the evil, sometimes I ask myself why am I here.
Fuck, every time he fights breaking down I have to as well. I hate seeing people feeling that way. Even if it's just a memory for him at this point it still, obviously, brings him pain to think about. It's written all over his face and in his posture, and it's breaking my heart. I'm really happy he knows that he can talk about it now, and that he knows this isn't something he should ever, ever be afraid to speak about with someone. I always try to keep in mind that I don't know someone's life, and that my kindness may be the difference between someone deciding whether or not they're gonna hurt themselves. It's better to make someone feel a little more human for a few moments than to treat them as if they don't exist, right? I hope he's doing well.
Massive respect for this guy telling his story and that lad on the bridge. This can only help other people who are going through something similar or who randomly meet someone who is.
@@sharondanya I see another comment in this video from someone else saying they came to an awareness event together. Appears to be true - look at Rachel Leyshon’s comment
Mental health is my biggest enemy. I’m 16 and I’ve been in care for my illnesses since I was 13. I’m hopefully going to be able to leave in 5 months. I was originally diagnosed at 11 with depression and anxiety after being involved in a terrorist attack. At 12 I started hearing voices and everything spiralled, I started to find unhealthy ways to cope ( I won’t name these ). I was taken to hospital by my dad after he said he couldn’t keep me safe anymore and I stayed for 2 weeks. After those 2 weeks I was taken straight to a home for children across the country. I couldn’t see anyone for a long time. I was eventually diagnosed with emerging bpd (not able to diagnose fully bc of age) and psychosis symptoms and was put on different medication/ antipsychotic meds. Fast forward 1.5 years I was sent back down to my city and in another unit, they revoked all diagnosis making it hard for me to get help once I leave the system in 5 months. I’m still hearing voices and have struggled with bulimia, prolonged psychosis and psychotic episodes, attachment issues, severe separation anxiety, agoraphobia, disassociation and depersonalization. And when I leave the system in 5 months time, it will be hard for me to access the help I need because they took me out of the mental health act for children and the waiting list is 6 months to 2 years long, and they won’t put me on the list now because im still in their care. People still think mental health is not real and people do it for attention, if I wanted attention I would have given up a long time ago because I have been neglected and ignored in the system. All of this has happened to me before I turn 17 in May 2023. When will it get better?
The pure emotion, it really shows how hard parts of his life have been, and also how much it means to him to be happy and to feel happinesses. My heart goes out to him❤️
It's truly crushing and heartbreaking to watch a loved one spiral in an episode. Ups and downs with medications, hospitalisations, these are hard roads to travel. It's touching to see a genuine interview like this. More people need to see that people who live with these conditions, aren't just crazy people 24/7 like tv portrays. A very large majority are just normal people leading everyday lives, who have an illness that happens to catch up with them every one and a while!!
What a touching story. It’s so sad to see how quickly people can dehumanize others over what they cannot control. Jonny, you are absolutely incredible and we are rooting for you always
Whoever this guy is in the video, if you're reading this, I feel so much love for you. I don't know you personally but I know it takes some major balls and courage and strength to go through what you've gone through. You're a warrior
Reminder to anyone watching who’s about to get diagnosed (with anything): a diagnosis is supposed to HELP YOU and help doctors know the best way to treat you. It might feel like your life is over but the reality is actually that it’s about to begin because it’s the first step in recieving the correct treatment. You can only go up from here and it DOES NOT define you. Treatment has saved my life and it will save yours too if you CHOOSE to accept that help. Hugs guys💜
Damn, all I can say is this hits home, my brother has been gone for over a year but it just feels like yesterday. As a schizophrenic he did not want to be admitted in hospital again and go through the whole "recovery" cycle busting up his life for yet another undefined period of time having to rebuild everything. I feel overwhelming sadness watching this, be strong, and hopefully there will be a cure for this messed up disease one day...
Who tf dislikes these videos honestly? This guy is opening up to the world and being utterly vulnerable. Something that is incredibly difficult and admirable to do. Whats there not to like about such a wholesome thing such as this?
We are talking about 1 in 80 dislikes to likes ratio, my guess is that a large portion of that is misclicks (they do happen) and some others are due to people not wanting it or similar videos turning up in their recommended. And then probably a few crazy people.
I've schizophrenia as well. It's debilitating. Nothing on Earth can scare me more than I can scare myself. Completely incomprehensible to someone not afflicted with it. It's so frustrating. Being insane while you're very much aware that you are insane, yet it still lingers. There's nothing that can suppress it. The feeling of something lurking near you. Eyes gazing through walls. Shadows stalking. It is constant. My eyes are permanently stained from sleepless nights crying about the nonexistent entities attempting to do something to me. I'm not sure what it is, all I know is they are there, in my head, not actually here. As I said, completely incomprehensible. Absolute madness.
I do not have schizophrenia. Although I have dealt with a panic disorder, which is a mild version of "nothing can scare me more than I can scare myself". I've also had close friends with other mental illnesses and have witnessed their psychotic breaks. There have been a few times in my life when I've been extremely overtired (and as someone with ADHD, my unmedicated state is one of perpetual overtiredness. On those occasions when I've been extremely overtired, I have experienced sleep paralysis. This is probably the closest thing I can imagine to what you describe. I was awake, I knew I was awake, yet I couldn't will my body to move. It manifested as a crushing sensation at times and was maddening because I knew it was all in my head. I couldn't go back to sleep but I couldn't move either. I was suspended in a purgatory. I guess if I could combine the experience of sleep paralysis with a panic attack, it might possibly get me in the ballpark of living with schizophrenia. Perhaps what you live with is incomprehensible in a full way, but perhaps its parts are more relatable and comprehensible than you realize.
@@jessicasheehan2292 i have overcome my panic attacks by inhaling exhaling sloowly, my claustrophia and fear of small narrow windowless spaces , fear also of heights ..i have conquered them all. I d been thinking i got these fears when i moved to city to work, i grew up in an island where spaces were open and vast we walk, play and the tallest bldg was my late parents three storey house.which is the tallest i can climb. Then fear upward Now i lived in a farmland of veggies and forest in a big two storey house with endless windows and these attacks ended
Some days I'm thoroughly convinced that I'm in something like the Truman Show, where everything around me is orchestrated. Also I get the feeling people around me can hear my thoughts very often. I know it's all in my head but that still doesn't help me shake the feeling. This has been going on about a decade. Glad to know I'm not alone
It’s a miracle. God sent that man to speak to you. God speaks through others when needed. That conversation saved your life. This is not a coincidence. It’s a miracle and a sign that God is not done with you and your purpose will be revealed to you through pursuing a relationship Christ. Not a religion. A relationship.
@@ogrimzyz8643 It could also be both. I believe God speaks through peoples actions, and that man saved his life. That wasn't a coincidence, and he was indeed a good person.
Jonny and Neil (the man on the bridge) came into my workplace back in 2019 during Mental Health Awareness week (which is, coincidentally, this week - probably why it came up on my explore page) as guest speakers, and I remember being so touched by both of their stories and version of events. The biggest thing that stood out to me though was how kind and caring they both were. To look at, you would never ever know they’d both been through such a thing together. It just really changed the way I perceived mental health diagnosis’s and it’s helped me gain a deeper understanding and empathy towards all mental health issues. ‘Everyone is fighting a battle you know nothing about; be kind, always.’ Glad to see from the comments that Jonny is still doing well ❤️ all the best to him and Neil.
Great to see that they didn't ask him about what he sees or hears, or if he is having those visions right now. It was much more real, more personal. You don't get to see such interviews too often.
Thanks Johnny for letting me hear your story. I'm now 59 and Of the 3 brothers who were my closest friends growing up, one has had to cope with schizophrenia since his late teens and as you explained from your experience he has coped better w/it the older he has become. Hang tuff bro try and stick w/your meds and try and not self medicate because when we self medicate we tend to lose focus which often causes an out of control spiral which none of us need in our life. Staying focused will keep you better balanced and a happier man. Thanks again for your time and insight. G
The most harrowing part of this interview is that he panicked after his diagnosis because "the media portrays people with schizophrenia as dangerous and violent". Something has to change
Fully agree: Put out accurate descriptions of things. This is a similar BS as with cannibus. Stop the lies already...lost respect for authority and questioning things that come up now. My relative diagnosed with this is not violent or dangerous. He's trying to live everyday with a huge disturbance no one can see!
@@IwasBlueb4 You're thinking of sociopaths. Psychopaths often end up in prison for their actions because they don't care about committing violence. Not all psychopaths are violent, but the majority end up in legal troubles at one point or another.
I would rather walk around with some pain than to stuff my body with chemicals to pretend I have no pain. I think this guy still needs to figure out that there is no pill that can solve his problem.
@@AlexVerbruggen There speaks a person lucky enough to never have experienced a serious mental health crisis. The meds aren't to numb the pain. The pain never leaves you and never will. The meds are to provide a chemical balance, which your brain happens to do perfectly well on its own. Trust me, when you have been in this mans shoes, and I've been in a very similar situation. You would do anything/take anything to stop the pain, torment and turmoil that mental health disorder forces you to live within. Speak what you know about my friend. It will make you seem more intelligent. 🙂
@Anthony Barker You want to see the medical records where they performed electro shocks on my brain because they couldn't figure out how to fix this chemical imbalance with all the drugs they said I could take? You should never approach me talking like that.
@@AlexVerbruggen If what you say is entirely true, then all the more reason that you should be a little more empathetic towards his situation. Mental Health has been stigmatised for too long. By this man doing this interview, it could prevent another dying or taking their own life, or suffering their mental torment alone. Your comment lacks compassion and I would expect far more from somebody who has lived a similar experience. Be an advocate for change. Change the system, change opinions, change medications, change therapists and Dr's, change your attitude. But your negativity is unnecessary, discouraging and very sad to see given your direct experience of the subject.
Reminder to anyone watching who’s about to get diagnosed (with anything): a diagnosis is supposed to HELP YOU and help doctors know the best way to treat you. It might feel like your life is over but the reality is actually that it’s about to begin because it’s the first step in recieving the correct treatment. You can only go up from here and it DOES NOT define you. Treatment has saved my life and it will save yours too if you CHOOSE to accept that help. Hugs guys💜
Getting a diagnosis was the worst thing I ever did, I was misdiagnosed, treated like a dangerous and unpredictable monster because of the apparant diagnosis, forced medication which made me suicidal and unable to take care of my kids for the first time in my life, broke my spirit and left me in a much worse place. Worst experience of my life, those people had no interest in my wellbeing whatsoever.
@@nihil8436 I'm so sorry that happened to you! I'm only referring to getting correct treatment which is as your story shows, not always the case. I hope you've found better doctors or other coping mechanisms that help
@@clarazennaro-mansson7672 The correct treatment is getting ffd in the a$& so you start figuring out that the entire system is designed to teach you what not to do.
This series is incredible, this episode in particular really got me. This guy's pain is visceral. I hope he holds on to the words from that kind stranger for the rest of his life. Stay strong fella.
Man this was so good. My friend has schizoaffective disorder too , but not to this degree. I hate how schizophrenic people are portrayed in the media as violent psychos. He's my best friend, been there for me through a lot, and this guy seems like a genuine nice human being, too.
It's not just schizophrenics in the media. It's mental health in general. I've had people outright accuse me of faking mental illness for whatever the hell gain they think you would get from pretending to have a condition with a massive stigma attached to it, but all because the way I act isn't the same as the way a person who's depressed or anxious or bipolar might act in a TV show or movie.
@nothing\ the media and people don't understand either that there is 200 different mental health diagnoses. Possibly many more we still know nothing of. Someone with psychosis can easily just shut down and stop speaking because the voices tell them too. Media and society are scummy sometimes
@@ArtsyStudios I'd argue they're scummy more than just SOME times, but I guess that's subjective, and depends upon your own personal morals and values. But ultimately, their goal is the same as any other company/corporation and that's to make money at any cost. Even human lives and wellbeing. Even the very stability of society itself. They (corporations in general) don't care so long as they churn a profit. Because that's what they're designed to do. Film studios are just corporations that happen to make media. Which perhaps puts them in a much more powerful spot than most other corporations since they can DIRECTLY influence how people think and feel. It's like a less extreme version of Facebook. I'm sure you've heard arguments about how Facebook does the same thing. Even taking up a project a few years ago where they would selectively show users specific content in order to make them feel happier, or angrier. It's scary because it's so effective, and people are unwittingly letting this be done to them. And there's no government oversight for sites like this. Even though the US senate is very much aware of it. But of course, money talks. And Facebook certainly has no shortage of that.
This guy makes me feel so warm inside, as he spoke I felt so content and it felt so real, I can’t explain it. Thank you for making my day and making me happy to see that you’re now doing better. Especially when you talked about the moments of pure hapiness!
I can totally relate when he said he’d mention anything to do with suicide to the psychiatrists and they would go straight to the medication…. The best thing that had ever happened to me in those suicidal times was someone just giving me a great big bundle of love and affection and a “let’s go get some food and hot drink and talk about things” 🥺❤️
There is no such thing as “normal” normal is just another word for average, and, at that, it’s just the *perceived* average. Every human is on a spectrum of various mental health stresses with a dozen variables at play. Some visible and some invisible. Vulnerability is commendable. It’s easy to make judgements. Be patient and kind with yourself and take baby steps to just be your best you.
Thank you post being honest and doing this interview. Also thank you for the honest update I see here in the comments. As someone with mental health issues, it feels good to be 'seen' and see others also surviving. We aren't always thriving but you get back up when you fall down, even if you need help.
One of the best videos I think I've ever watched. So emotional, I felt for him so much. Thank you for your story and thank you for bringing it to us LAD.
Man, this was hard to watch. Brave guy. He’s got a lot of courage, and it’s a great thing that he’s shared his story. I hope he’s continuing to live and grow.
I just want to hug him. I can't imagine the turmoil he must have been through and will continue to go through. Nothing but love for him and anyone dealing with this.
Ya it is, except it's not wrong in my opinion. The entire Chakra system extends larger than your body which is why it is like the truman show. The ones who get scared of it and can't handle it get medicated. It's got a lot of different things to it, but it is a true perspective. I still think Truman show is true, so are almost all other movies. It's the way to the top. Everything let's you jump off the path it's a really hard path. Pharmaceuticals kill the thoughts. Doctors tell you you're insane. Everything against you. Make it to the top you know the way.
You don't suffer from psychosis if you describe life as being on the Truman Show. Everyone around you that is wearing a mask is probably suffering from psychosis. Mass psychosis to be more exact. They are holding on to their material world as if their life depended on it. Just look at the ones who are driving around all alone with their mask on in their car and tell me again that you are the one that is psychotic. People like you and me are waking up to the fact that life is more than the physical reality of death and taxes. This is what is scaring the shit out of people around you and me. Not a silly virus.
@Lamar Nealy you mean take something that puts him into the same sleep state you're in? No thanks, rather be awake than waste my life worrying about what product I'm gonna buy next.
Thank you for talking honestly about this, so many people must be watching this in tears recognising symptoms from themselves or people close to them. This video could really help people. Having someone talk about this issue out loud allows others to know it’s not just them going through it.
You can tell this guy has a genuine soul. People like this are some of the most valuable as they remind you of how lucky you are while instead of moaning about trivial issues. I hope his support network continues to reinforce his worth to this world 👏🏾
That's probably the lousiest way to think about people with mental illnesses, as some sort of consolation for healthy people to realize how well they're doing.
If given the oppurtunity to walk away from my schizophrenia,I would not,it's part of me,I have grown and built character from the struggles it has brought (and continue to do)
My gosh what an eye opening, heart wrenching episode, what a beautiful individual and what a journey, i just wanted to hug him.. thank you so much. I love these interviews. Thank you..
my ex refused treatment. she was delusional,had extreme hallucinations and became violent. i had to leave when she assaulted me with a club while i was sleeping because i "had demons inside me" it hurts so much seeing someone you love losing their mind.
@@mikkkimouse09 Unfortunately, it’s not anyone’s responsibility but their own to get treatment and work on themselves. If they’re refusing that, it’s not an excuse to hurt the people around them. You need to get the treatment, and nobody can force you. It hurts enough to separate yourself from someone you love, no need to rub it in.
I've had similar experiences with my own mother. She had a similar condition and refused treatment. As a result I would get beaten endlessly over the course of my childhood. Now I have moved out and work on ways to get her back on track but lack the resources still. I hope all suffering from this tragedy of a disease recover sooner or later.
It's so tough to almost watch him cry, I really hope he never considers taking his own life again, he seems like such a good person! One of my best friends has suffered a psychotic break before I met him & almost had another one a year back (When I'd known him for a couple years). I know how hard it is for the person in question, but also for the loved ones. I just wanna wish strength to this person!
Imagine not knowing what is real or just in your mind, that must be terrible.. Well, thanks for this video, I loved the stories shared by the guy and the old woman behind him.
I was diagnosed with a scizophrenic illness and the one thing i'd say to do is to give up the drugs. It's harder than it sounds i know but It really does help. I probably exacerbated a lot of my symptoms by getting high and i have abstained from everything besides a small amount of alcohol for 5 months now and i feel leagues better. I've also been off medication for three months and my clarity and quality of life has improved greatly. Beat the bad habits and you'll find a new lease on life!
I've had patients who also thought they were in the Truman show. This one person was super positive and happy, but was convinced he was in a Truman show scenario and knew all these celebrities. Was interesting to see him get better. Supernice guy.
I had the thought that I could read minds, hear messages of the radio, etc. The brain is capable of doing some terrifying things to cover up mental pain.
I had an extereme psychotic episode on weed I was 14 and it’s been almost a year but still ill hear people describing bad people as “psychotic” but I don’t think they realise being psychotic isn’t being a psychopath. For me it was like losing everything. I never hurt anyone. I’m struggling so so much still.
I had an episode when I was this age. From smoking weed too. It was a harrowing few months but eventually life started returning to normal. I’m sure it will for you too 💕
You are not alone. I had a similar experience at 15 and it was such a dark time in my life. I thought I'd messed up my mind forever and was going to be stuck having terrifying panic attacks every day. Luckily I'm 26 now and can honestly say I don't remember the last time I had a panic attack. When anxiety does creep up I now have tools that help me stop it in its tracks. Talk to someone. Don't keep it in. Don't settle for people who won't listen or support you. Things will get better, I promise.
Society has a lot of catching up to do with misunderstanding mental illnesses. I would not wish psychosis on my worst enemy. Everyday was a waking nightmare before I got help. Hope, meds, therapy, and a great support system is what kept me going. I live on my own with a full time job and a pet despite my diagnosis. This man wrote several books and started a charity. Recovery is possible over time.
I can feel his heart and the pain in his voice. I hope he is doing much better, he is very self aware which is great for his mental health. Sending love. ❤
I had a similar diagnosis. It has been recently revised but it is definitely a hard road in general. I am frequently open about my illness because I am not what people expect when hearing this type of diagnosis. I want them to know that wonderful people with serious mental illnesses are out there doing wonderful things. I am so grateful for this series and this specific story.
Holder, looks could play a part in how people are surprised to hear you are schizophrenic. if you are a conventionally good looking lil' dude.. people could be chill and not fully grasp he extent of which the condition/illness affects you.
Being scared of yourself sounds like the most terrifying thing
I'm scared of myself when I see a mirror.
It is
@@remissiveslave ever tried mask?
@@bramdingemanse6345 nah, just try not to obsess.
@@remissiveslave you're right But that comes easier to some rather than others.
shoutout to the lad on the bridge, world is better with you in it homie
People are so good. We can do difference.
@@rg1696 and the opposite. Ive seen sum shit ppl that jus makes the world worse. But thats how life is, every plus got a minus
@@Takumiiii I would say most people are good, society makes honest people liars for pay.
I prayy he gets to see this mann.
Not all hero’s wear capes..💪🏼
@@MatthewGarcia-hp1ob In ur experience, most ppl are good. It all depends on where u from and where u been. Ive been to 3 countries and ive lived in a poor neighbour hood for the first 13 years of my life. I was raised ghetto or as yall say it, i was raised in the hood. I can say, most ppl here is NOT good at all. And in those 3 countries i been to, sht was the same, ppl there was trash too. It got to the point where i started to hate all humans in general. We're jus greedy mfs that wants everything that makes us feel good both mentally and physically. Thats the biggest reason ima introvert, ion fw ppl. So what im tryna say is, its different for everyone depending.
I've been watching these interviews non stop. There is an underlying theme in all these stories and that is compassion. A little compassion can change a life.
I totally agree. Compassion, humanity and intelligence are ongoing themes. Now my favourite yt channel.
Which means that humans are fucked, as humans are the least compassionate species in existence!
I watched for an hour and then got to the holocaust dude…these are getting boring and repetitive
@Scott Alleman my father was an addict and changed when my mother gave him an ultimatum. The drugs or your family. My father chose us and he’s been sober for 36 years. My brother has been an addict for almost 20 years and has 4 children and he could care less about them. He does not want to change. I was an addict for seven years and stopped because I realized how much I was putting my parents through and I hoped by stopping that I could maybe inspire my brother to do the same. But I learned that you can’t want something for someone more than they do. At the end of the day you have to want it and most importantly you have to respect yourself enough to change. If you can’t respect or love yourself how can you love another person to change for them? And when your an addict self respect is almost impossible to have. It’s a hard situation.
Im binge watching now
When I was in my early 20s I started to become very paranoid. I would sit for hours writing out diagrams on how everyone I knew was plotting against me, who was at the center of it and why. It got worse as I then started to think they were always speaking in code around me and were mocking me. I thought they could read my thoughts. This began to extend to the television and radio as well. I did hear a voice calling my name a few times but never any visual hallucinations. I had been in a very bad car accident when I was 19 and it got to the point where I thought I had actually died in that car wreck and I was in hell and that everything existed just to torment me. This went on for years and years.
I don't know why it went away but eventually it started to become less and less, when I realized it mostly stopped. Once in a while I slip back into it but it never lasts very long. I'm still given to a bit of paranoia but I don't really think anyone can hear my thoughts any more. I can't imagine living my entire life like that. If it had continued much longer no way I'd still be here.
You are very lucky to have gotten through that! Best of luck going forward, and stay strong. Thanks for sharing.
How do you recommend people that are going through something similar seek help? Would you have trusted a doctor?
With age, it'll return. It's best you report to a psychiatrist now so that the management starts early. I also advise drinking a lot of water to prevent more damage to your brain cells.
Good luck!
I can relate. I am diagnosed with schizophrenia. I always think people are talking about me in code. They never say anything directly but always making fun of me.
Probably because you got away from the people who are harassing you.
That stranger probably doesn't even realise the impact he had on this guys life. You never know what battles people are fighting daily. Being kind doesn't cost anything but in this case it saved a life.
the "stranger" does know...name is Neil Laybourn, this happened back in '08
Sooo true!
Wish people would show this kind of compassion to all sentient beings that experience pain and suffering instead of just humans
that is what compassion is
Thats why everytime i see someone looking over a bridge i stop for a quick chat. I deal with it too and we all know how bad the thoughts and sounds become when you're alone with noone to talk to.
Never know if you might save a life, because if you were in the same situation you'd want someone to come talk you down
"Don't be embrrased" "don't be ashamed" Words that can really help to heal.
Femme Narrans of course the lady is
And “it’s going to be okay”
"i am good enough" saved my life
It was like an angel came at that bridge to help him when he needed help the most🙏💗
We love you, none of us are perfect would be so much better .Instead of making dude center of attention .
It’s so wild because just looking at him, you’d expect that he has it all. He looks very handsome and charismatic. You’d never suspect the ongoing internal battle. Respect to this wonderful man!
gonna be honest, as a person with a psychotic disorder, this is kind of a backhanded compliment… i understand you were well meaning! and it can be a genuine compliment for some, but generally it’s seen as a little mean to speak or use phrases like that as though people with psychosis have a certain look (IE; crazy, violent, etc), anyone can have psychosis (or something similar), and a lot of people are on the spectrum without having any idea.
@@yikesmydude5641 wow thats not what op said at all. Try not to get offended do easily.
@@yikesmydude5641 you could also decide to not only focus on the negative
@@yikesmydude5641 damn man u need to relax xD u perfectly understood his intent but just chose to twist his words into something negative :P top tier projecting on ur part
@@ozthyvel In his defense, projection is empathy and most people are born with that, unfortunately.
The guy on the bridge You're a hero. What you did was amazing.
Neil Laybourn is his name, Johnny and him have since worked together
Im a 33yo male and I was diagnosed with Schizophrenia around 10 years ago. I Just want to say, I could not keep hold of my emotions when watching this. The ups and down with this Illness is probably the toughest battle I have had to deal with, but it puts great peace to my mind that im not fighting this war alone. Stay strong brother.
stay strong too :)
stay strong mate
All the best to you mate! Stay strong and healthy!
So you were diagnosed at 23? I'm 21 and wondering if I have it, but always thought you'd know already when you're much younger
You sir are a legend.
what a lovely guy
Noah
Noah i love you videos
👋 so are you
Wow what a small world lol
We are lovely!!
Man, I feel this. I had my first psychotic episode when I was 11, dealt with positive and negative symptoms for about 10 years until I got my diagnosis when I was 21, they immediately started me on quetiapine. Got diagnosed autistic at 22. Spent most of my 20s stoned out of my mind to the point where I couldn't really think or express a lot, while still dealing with positive and negative symptoms as well as intermittent catatonic states.
I'm 32 now, unmedicated, I work as an expert by experience in the mental health field, supporting people with autism, ADHD, psychotic disorders, depression, PTSD, etc. I realised when I was 28 that stress, any kind of stress, sets me down the path of psychotic breaks, and unfortunately due to being autistic... stress comes to me very easily. Social stress, sensory overloads, emotional stress, all ultimately leads to a psychotic break. As long as I maintain my stress levels, I'll be fine, I know when I'm not okay when I get paranoid and start hallucinating, know to simmer shit in my life before the delusions really start to settle in, kinda like balancing on a tightrope. It's exhausting to constantly watch yourself, but I guess the easy alternative is being medicated into a vegetable and not having any sort of life at all, lol.
One of the voices in my head woke me up the other day, had the audacity to ask me if I was doing okay. 💀
hug
Ok I'm not an expert and I do not know much about this stuff but the last thing you said kinda sounds like DID(Dissociative identity disorder)
@@brito7175 I can see where you may think that, but many mental illnesses have overlapping symptoms (i.e., auditory hallucinations in the form of voices is both part of the psychotic spectrum and often part of DID), but lacking any other symptom of one type and more of the other makes the difference. As well as, for instance, response to treatment.
Unfortunately, all my other symptoms and response to treatment indicates a psychotic spectrum disorder opposed to DID.
@@GHOST-in-the-MACHINE Oh I see thanks for the information
Hey if you’re hearing voices at least yours are nice?
Everytime I see someone with schizophrenia speak about their experience I'm struck by how deeply they feel life. Sending huge love to this guy and everyone with schizophrenia ❤
And there very caring and good people my husband is schizophrenic it's a sad disease but he's never angry or aggressive like they make them be out to be
@@skitznditz3335 Schizophrenic people have been done so dirty in the media :(
@@FriedEggSarnie yes they are my hub has his moments u know but the meds he's on really helps he went from everyday full blown schizophrenic to 8 yrs later he only has attacks every few months. But yes people think there insane and angry and scary but there really not.
@@FriedEggSarnie love your Trixie pic
@@skitznditz3335 She's a work of art 🙌
Also for anybody that wants to read more about his story, Jonny wrote a book called “The Stranger On The Bridge. My Journey From Suicide Despair To Hope” and it is amazing!!!
Thank you for recommending this!
He came to speak at our school hes amazing!
Wow! Such a perfect name for this book, maybe I should get it. I just hope maybe he will meet this stranger again :)
This needs to be pinned!
Thanks for sharing!
Had a major psychotic episode once. Most terrifying thing I ever experienced. You're brave and you're strong, mate. All the best.
Same here bro, it was really scary and i could not control myself. But looking back to it now it made me a stronger person today💪🏼
What happened if you don’t mind me asking? Did you hallucinate?
For me it was a combi of stress/substance abuse toxic environment and almost no sleep. It lasted about 2/3 weeks before i got back to normal. Its really important to have good people around you at that time. I was 17 at the time but again im a stronger person today its a life experience and now i have to deal with it but thats only one of the major things in my life that made me the person i am today. 👍
D Unknown congratulations on getting through it bro. Can’t imagine how scary something like that must be...glad to hear you’re doing better
TheInfiltrator101 thanks man. I have to say i never was really strong mentally because i was bullied and stuff like that. But when you grow up its really important that you dont have a toxic environment. And you dont have to be ashamed to ask for help. Im glad i have good friends and family that helped me true it. Mental health is really important just as important as your physical health
I’m 14 and have been in a psychiatric hospital for over a year now. I am anorexic, depressed and suspected skitzophrinia (sorry spelling) I have been in a similar situation as the bridge,multiple times and just hearing “don’t be embarrassed “ really does make me stop and think so thank you
Also feeling like self appreciation and inner peace was so out of reach. Again thank you ,you have made me feel less alone xxxxx
don't give up, keep going. you never know whats around the corner of life. big love.
keep going champ ❤️
I'm glad you've seen this, I've seen so many young people make a great life despite mental illness. Please say to yourself every day that great things are coming, and then do something towards the future you want. On bad days, just do one thing - cook some food, take a shower, watch an online class...that means even in a bad year you did 365 things 😊 Wishing you lots of wonderful times.
Don’t give up. Someone loves you and they don’t know it yet.
It's schizophrenia. ;)
Psychosis isn't fun and I'm glad this guy made it through. I had a nasty one in 2019 where I reasoned that if I showed how mentally unwell I was to the invisible cameras they'd understand that their presence is harmful and stop. I still felt their presence so I made sure I was even more unwell and it was just this positive feedback loop that seemingly never ended. I entertained every theory I had for why things were 'off' simultaneously. One prevailing theory was that I was in a karmic purgatory after dying and not realizing it so I had to make sure to suffer harder to get out faster.
The scariest part about psychosis is what happens when a person you elect as a leader to represent you becomes psychotic. Suddenly the world is going to end because of the coronavirus and you have to wear a mask all day or stay indoors for this person. Aliens are going to take over the Earth and you are a soldier working for this guy´s regime. A country which has never done anything to you has suddenly become your enemy cause this guy said it. During the worsening stages of psychosis, if I remember right, you become perceived as an existential threat, an outside other. No matter how you try to convince the psychotic otherwise, he, or she is not going to believe you. Fortunately, Stephen D. Krashen has a good advise to reduce psychosis in your life. All you have to do is expose yourself to enough information in many enough languages and the more, the better. When people start recovering from psychosis, they stop believing things like moon landings, a worldwide pandemic caused by a constantly mutating virus and so on. Hope this comment helps. Regards from Ásgeir.
I have often felt like this life is some kind of Purgatory, It can be beautiful and yet so awesome. Earth is right in the middle . Hell is where is very low and dark . Heaven is much higher and brighter ! I battle on a daily with Bipolar disorder and believe it’s tough , I just want to stay happy . Stay in one consistent mood , there always changing . Just like the seasons 😢 I’m strong tho , I know everything will be alright . My best attribute is my ❤ seeing others happy , makes me happy .
That hero on the bridge though 😭
Yeah god damn whoever that is deserves a medal
People that do that are.human, it should be a very basic human duty, anyone whom wouldn't stop and talk to him are little more than parasites. Suicide due to mental health issues is always preventable. Not a hero , just a human fulfilling their duty
Sometimes angels comes by in the most peculiar ways.
@@ZahraLowzley but could you imagine if he decided to not go out that night?
That man on the bridge is no stranger...💕🙏
The guy on the bridge is Neil Leybourn after a 6 year search they have become good friends
yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Good to know
Lovely!
I am so incredibly glad that you still exist. You are helping so many people by telling this story. I’m in awe of how strong you are.
To whoever this man is. Thank you. You’ll probably never really know the impact sharing your story has made but it’s been a life changing 9 minutes for me and I wish I could hug you and thank you for doing it.
Handsome, honest, brave, hopeful, introspective, intelligent, resilient. That’s the man I see in this video. He also happens to have schizophrenia, but in my opinion, that doesn’t define him from what I’ve seen in this very short clip.
My uncle had paranoid schizophrenia and for many years of his life he did not so well,...however for many years of his life he had his own home, a job, a car, had friends, took vacations, bought Christmas gifts for family members. His life was good. He passed away two years ago and I watched this video to try to understand him a little better. Tank you for sharing your story.
@Tommy Saxondale Tommy, can i ask how long ago that was, what caused it and how long did it take for you to recover? I hope you are well. Namaste
It's so important to see someone as an individual and not a walking illness. This man seems like he would be a terrific friend to have. He is a man who happens to have schizophrenia. He is not schizophrenia itself
Funny you say all that. People have described me as all of the above. It’s nice to admire someone with it from a distance. No one will ever want to get close or be with someone who has this, they’ll be kind to satisfy their moral compass but the reality is it’s not easy to live with and no one wants that in their life. Women will want to fuck you because they think they can fix you the second they realise they can’t then they’ll ditch you and leave you in a worse state than before.
@@Face_The_Void I relate so much to your comment. Especially with women. Sometimes they even act magnanimous for months only to then mock you when they get bored of you, even after saying how much they love you and how attractive they think you are. And I'm not even schizophrenic, I have other mental health issues, but it works with the same principle.
Hi all, thanks for the many kind and insightful comments on this video. Jonny, the subject, has asked us to deliver the following message:
Hi i'm Jonny-the guy in this video. Thanks for all your comments. I'm really touched by them. Shortly after making this clip I had a relapse and ended up back in hospital. It was really tough in there to be honest with the covid restrictions. I then spent the end of 2020 taking time out and trying to get back on my feet. Thankfully as i sit here and write this in April 2021 I'm in a better place. I've got a youth mental health charity called Beyond which is now doing really well and a new book about to come out called The Book of Hope. I just want people that might be struggling to know that it always gets better. Relapses can be unbelievably hard but i firmly believe in the Japanese Proverb, "Fall down 7 times, stand up 8"-there is nothing we cannot overcome. Be kind and gentle and patient on yourself if you're in that position. And please talk or have an outlet above anything else. Sending you love, light and most of all, strength. Jonny x
jonnybenjamin.co.uk
My second book, The Book of Hope, is published this spring
www.amazon.co.uk/dp/1509846379/ref=cm_sw_em_r_mt_dp_3VAKJ0JC6HV05ZYMNHW2
Our youth mental health charity, Beyond, held it's first festival for schools and colleges in February
nowandbeyond.org.uk/
A link to my charity and the book is:
wearebeyond.org.uk/
www.amazon.co.uk/Book-Hope-Voices-Overcoming-Adversity/dp/1509846379/ref=nodl_
Good Luck Jonny 🏴
I just want to say that you’ve got this. It’s amazing how you’ve been through all of this and I’m sure you’ll do great things. I wish you the best 💜
Johny! I send you love
You are awesome 💜
God bless you
It is so sad to hear this young man’s pain.
His moment on the bridge must have been very special to him, especially when he was told that everything is going to be alright and to not be ashamed. Everyone, especially men, need to hear that it is not shameful to have mental health issues.
It's incredible (and sad?) how a stranger helped more than a hospital that's supposed to be professional and informed or to have the knowledge necessary to treat and help people in these conditions. Lucky he found him on that bridge!
The hospital is there for saving lives and they do a great job at that.
However for a more "human" approach (like the guy on the bridge) it's better to get in touch with a crisis centre with social workers or a suicide hotline.
The guy that helped him on the bridge is honestly an angel, what an amazing human being
I know 🙏🏻❤️ wow
said the same thing, it sure was
Except he wasn't. Keep things real. A real man saved this guy. Angels are fantasies.
@@icm3523 i didn't mean a literal angel wtf? i literally called him an 'amazing human being' after lmao, ur comment was very unnecessary.
@@esha349 yea, lol found the hardcore atheist. They can never let comments about God or angels go. They gotta hit you with that neckbeard reddit moment shit.
my name is levi, im 19, and i am struggling with every single thing that he is talking about in this video. my words cannot describe the way that i feel, but im glad that his do.
Hi Levi, I'm really sorry to hear that. But I'm glad you found this video. Just know that if he can do it, if he can get through it, so can you. Best of luck!
I thought it was just me. Reading the comments I never realized just how non relatable every single thing he said is. Stay positive, I don’t mean optimistic, I mean give yourself assurance of who you are, who’s in control, what you stand for, what you’ve been and what you’ll become. It may seem like nonsense or simplistic but I’ve found that a little sliver of self belief and introspection has prevented me from doing many horrible things.
I'm not good at saying supportive things, all I can say is be strong, brother/sister!
Your friends and family love you more than you know ya boi! Don’t be ashamed or embarrassed !
Levi, you are still worthy of so much love and understanding despite your struggles (which don’t define you, by the way) it is very hard to come to terms with things like this and talk about it on any platform. You will still be successful, happy, and enjoy life. Let yourself accept love and healing from all sides, it will open you up. I send you good vibes. 💛
I'm a person who struggles with mental health, there's also depression suicide and anxiety that runs in my family, I thought I was schizophrenic without hearing the voices, I even fit 8 out of 10 schizophrenic traits, but after talking to my mom she figures it's aspergers, the hardest thing about this is, you see the world through the eyes of a 6 year old, you're happy, life can be magical, but then you see the reality of how life really is, the darkness the evil, sometimes I ask myself why am I here.
"A man with schizophrenia" (not a schizophrenic). I like that
I said the same exact thing to myself. Hope one day mental health illnesses are just known like physical illnesses.
Fuck, every time he fights breaking down I have to as well. I hate seeing people feeling that way. Even if it's just a memory for him at this point it still, obviously, brings him pain to think about. It's written all over his face and in his posture, and it's breaking my heart. I'm really happy he knows that he can talk about it now, and that he knows this isn't something he should ever, ever be afraid to speak about with someone. I always try to keep in mind that I don't know someone's life, and that my kindness may be the difference between someone deciding whether or not they're gonna hurt themselves. It's better to make someone feel a little more human for a few moments than to treat them as if they don't exist, right? I hope he's doing well.
Just by reading your comment i can tell that you're a good human being which is always a pleasure to see in todays world.
well said brother
Thank you for sharing this. I feel the same.
I’m going through a tough time myself. This was super heavy for me. Much respect to this gentleman.
@@brendanlesinski I'm sorry you're going through a tough time. I hope you have people to talk to and lean on.
I felt particularly annoyed by the midroll ads on this one
Yup
Same.
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Gotta put food on the table.
Production work needs funding
What a brave guy you are. I hope your moments of happiness far outweigh the tough times pal.. Keep punching x
Massive respect for this guy telling his story and that lad on the bridge. This can only help other people who are going through something similar or who randomly meet someone who is.
This is what the internet was made for. Its so important to share stories like this. What a beautiful human.
#stopthestigma
Hashtag stopthestimga #letsgetittrending #youtubecomment #ongod
It is what the internet is made for. Bit of a shame theres more hate than love on it, and SJWs !
Jonny and the guy on the bridge are now best friends and together go around raising awareness for mental health. Isn't that amazing!
How do you know this,?
@@sharondanya I see another comment in this video from someone else saying they came to an awareness event together. Appears to be true - look at Rachel Leyshon’s comment
@@monicarenee7949 i wasnt questioning more inquiring. But i hope they do good work together
Are they together?
@@Marquis-Sade no
Mental health is my biggest enemy. I’m 16 and I’ve been in care for my illnesses since I was 13. I’m hopefully going to be able to leave in 5 months. I was originally diagnosed at 11 with depression and anxiety after being involved in a terrorist attack. At 12 I started hearing voices and everything spiralled, I started to find unhealthy ways to cope ( I won’t name these ). I was taken to hospital by my dad after he said he couldn’t keep me safe anymore and I stayed for 2 weeks. After those 2 weeks I was taken straight to a home for children across the country. I couldn’t see anyone for a long time. I was eventually diagnosed with emerging bpd (not able to diagnose fully bc of age) and psychosis symptoms and was put on different medication/ antipsychotic meds. Fast forward 1.5 years I was sent back down to my city and in another unit, they revoked all diagnosis making it hard for me to get help once I leave the system in 5 months. I’m still hearing voices and have struggled with bulimia, prolonged psychosis and psychotic episodes, attachment issues, severe separation anxiety, agoraphobia, disassociation and depersonalization. And when I leave the system in 5 months time, it will be hard for me to access the help I need because they took me out of the mental health act for children and the waiting list is 6 months to 2 years long, and they won’t put me on the list now because im still in their care. People still think mental health is not real and people do it for attention, if I wanted attention I would have given up a long time ago because I have been neglected and ignored in the system.
All of this has happened to me before I turn 17 in May 2023. When will it get better?
The pure emotion, it really shows how hard parts of his life have been, and also how much it means to him to be happy and to feel happinesses. My heart goes out to him❤️
Amazing how his facial expressions reflect a massive amount of suffering.
Its internal suffering.
@@davehenderson3739 As opposed to external suffering? Everything is experienced internally.
@@silverlake973 I mean the suffering of the mind.
That was my exact thought. It must be so devastating living with this illness.
@@Klein101 Yes it is, 1 in 5 people have some sort of mental illness.
Everyone needs a guy on the bridge sometimes.
That was Jesus.
I would much more appreciate everyone burn their mask or send me a loaded handgun.
@@AlexVerbruggen edgy
@@AlexVerbruggen edgy
@@wizardrapier232 No worries, looks like I wised up. I apologize for saying all these crappy things. We all need a good future, not no future.
It's truly crushing and heartbreaking to watch a loved one spiral in an episode. Ups and downs with medications, hospitalisations, these are hard roads to travel. It's touching to see a genuine interview like this. More people need to see that people who live with these conditions, aren't just crazy people 24/7 like tv portrays. A very large majority are just normal people leading everyday lives, who have an illness that happens to catch up with them every one and a while!!
What a touching story. It’s so sad to see how quickly people can dehumanize others over what they cannot control. Jonny, you are absolutely incredible and we are rooting for you always
i hope this man, whoever he is, knows he's loved.
Jonny Benjamin is his name
@@Bjoern_1897 i just read the description and his name was right there lol. thank you!
people with schizophrenia are pretty numb to any kind of feelings you know
@@tormendor8585 not all the time
@@easybakeoven3624 from what i've heard and read yes
Whoever this guy is in the video, if you're reading this, I feel so much love for you. I don't know you personally but I know it takes some major balls and courage and strength to go through what you've gone through. You're a warrior
well said. mental health is dismissed so much, especially in men. this must have taken so much bravery
Reminder to anyone watching who’s about to get diagnosed (with anything): a diagnosis is supposed to HELP YOU and help doctors know the best way to treat you. It might feel like your life is over but the reality is actually that it’s about to begin because it’s the first step in recieving the correct treatment. You can only go up from here and it DOES NOT define you. Treatment has saved my life and it will save yours too if you CHOOSE to accept that help.
Hugs guys💜
Damn, all I can say is this hits home, my brother has been gone for over a year but it just feels like yesterday. As a schizophrenic he did not want to be admitted in hospital again and go through the whole "recovery" cycle busting up his life for yet another undefined period of time having to rebuild everything. I feel overwhelming sadness watching this, be strong, and hopefully there will be a cure for this messed up disease one day...
This is a prime example of how being kind and just saying hello to someone can literally save their life. ❤
Who tf dislikes these videos honestly? This guy is opening up to the world and being utterly vulnerable. Something that is incredibly difficult and admirable to do. Whats there not to like about such a wholesome thing such as this?
We are talking about 1 in 80 dislikes to likes ratio, my guess is that a large portion of that is misclicks (they do happen) and some others are due to people not wanting it or similar videos turning up in their recommended.
And then probably a few crazy people.
Imagine all other people giving dislike to videos which they would not want to watch if youtube hadn't recommend them.
..and bots, thres likely a number of automated ones in there too.
I tend not to take nay notice of the likes/dislikes
Google why people put dislikes on videos, it's really weird. Some of the people downvoting here are probably homophobes.
@@McShag420 that's why I disliked it
Never underestimate the power of asking someone if they're alright...
Just make sure that you're not wearing a mask when you do it.
@@AlexVerbruggen What the fuck dude
That is so true. And we are doing it to scarcly
I've schizophrenia as well. It's debilitating. Nothing on Earth can scare me more than I can scare myself. Completely incomprehensible to someone not afflicted with it. It's so frustrating. Being insane while you're very much aware that you are insane, yet it still lingers. There's nothing that can suppress it. The feeling of something lurking near you. Eyes gazing through walls. Shadows stalking. It is constant. My eyes are permanently stained from sleepless nights crying about the nonexistent entities attempting to do something to me. I'm not sure what it is, all I know is they are there, in my head, not actually here. As I said, completely incomprehensible. Absolute madness.
I do not have schizophrenia. Although I have dealt with a panic disorder, which is a mild version of "nothing can scare me more than I can scare myself". I've also had close friends with other mental illnesses and have witnessed their psychotic breaks. There have been a few times in my life when I've been extremely overtired (and as someone with ADHD, my unmedicated state is one of perpetual overtiredness. On those occasions when I've been extremely overtired, I have experienced sleep paralysis. This is probably the closest thing I can imagine to what you describe. I was awake, I knew I was awake, yet I couldn't will my body to move. It manifested as a crushing sensation at times and was maddening because I knew it was all in my head. I couldn't go back to sleep but I couldn't move either. I was suspended in a purgatory. I guess if I could combine the experience of sleep paralysis with a panic attack, it might possibly get me in the ballpark of living with schizophrenia. Perhaps what you live with is incomprehensible in a full way, but perhaps its parts are more relatable and comprehensible than you realize.
*hugs*
@@jessicasheehan2292 i have overcome my panic attacks by inhaling exhaling sloowly, my claustrophia and fear of small narrow windowless spaces , fear also of heights ..i have conquered them all. I d been thinking i got these fears when i moved to city to work, i grew up in an island where spaces were open and vast we walk, play and the tallest bldg was my late parents three storey house.which is the tallest i can climb. Then fear upward Now i lived in a farmland of veggies and forest in a big two storey house with endless windows and these attacks ended
Some days I'm thoroughly convinced that I'm in something like the Truman Show, where everything around me is orchestrated. Also I get the feeling people around me can hear my thoughts very often. I know it's all in my head but that still doesn't help me shake the feeling. This has been going on about a decade. Glad to know I'm not alone
That stranger on the bridge sounds like a genuinely kind person.
Could have been Jesus, or a manifestation of what he needed at that time or genuinely a kind hearted dude passing by. Makes u think 🤔
It’s a miracle. God sent that man to speak to you. God speaks through others when needed.
That conversation saved your life. This is not a coincidence. It’s a miracle and a sign that God is not done with you and your purpose will be revealed to you through pursuing a relationship Christ. Not a religion. A relationship.
Or it was just a dude being a good person
@@ogrimzyz8643 It could also be both. I believe God speaks through peoples actions, and that man saved his life. That wasn't a coincidence, and he was indeed a good person.
What are all these god comments just because someone does something nice doesn't mean some magical sky man made it happen lol
Jonny and Neil (the man on the bridge) came into my workplace back in 2019 during Mental Health Awareness week (which is, coincidentally, this week - probably why it came up on my explore page) as guest speakers, and I remember being so touched by both of their stories and version of events. The biggest thing that stood out to me though was how kind and caring they both were. To look at, you would never ever know they’d both been through such a thing together. It just really changed the way I perceived mental health diagnosis’s and it’s helped me gain a deeper understanding and empathy towards all mental health issues. ‘Everyone is fighting a battle you know nothing about; be kind, always.’
Glad to see from the comments that Jonny is still doing well ❤️ all the best to him and Neil.
What a fantastic story! You sound like a lovely person. 🤗🙌🏻❤️
Great to see that they didn't ask him about what he sees or hears, or if he is having those visions right now.
It was much more real, more personal. You don't get to see such interviews too often.
Thanks Johnny for letting me hear your story. I'm now 59 and Of the 3 brothers who were my closest friends growing up, one has had to cope with schizophrenia since his late teens and as you explained from your experience he has coped better w/it the older he has become. Hang tuff bro try and stick w/your meds and try and not self medicate because when we self medicate we tend to lose focus which often causes an out of control spiral which none of us need in our life. Staying focused will keep you better balanced and a happier man. Thanks again for your time and insight. G
The most harrowing part of this interview is that he panicked after his diagnosis because "the media portrays people with schizophrenia as dangerous and violent".
Something has to change
Exactly. I have a cousin who's paranoid schizophrenic and he's never been violent. He's mostly sad and tortured. Never violent
Fully agree: Put out accurate descriptions of things. This is a similar BS as with cannibus. Stop the lies already...lost respect for authority and questioning things that come up now.
My relative diagnosed with this is not violent or dangerous. He's trying to live everyday with a huge disturbance no one can see!
Well he said himself he was violent. I know not everyone with schizophrenia is but he said himself he was
They say the same about Psychopaths....some re violent...MANY are NOT
@@IwasBlueb4 You're thinking of sociopaths. Psychopaths often end up in prison for their actions because they don't care about committing violence. Not all psychopaths are violent, but the majority end up in legal troubles at one point or another.
I hope that man on the bridge has the most beautiful life ever.
I love this series, I don't know how many I've watched now, please keep making them, they are amazing. People need to tell their stories!
Thank you for sharing! All of the best to you!
Not all heroes wear capes, some simply ask how you are.
I love that he said he would tell his 15 year old self that it’s “only human.” What an amazing thing to say. Such a brave man.
that guy can move mountains with his story. I hope I see him again online talking about his experiences. incredible video.
You produce and show such important stuff. Thank you 😊
He looks like he has seen such pain. Hope he feels happiness in the future
I would rather walk around with some pain than to stuff my body with chemicals to pretend I have no pain. I think this guy still needs to figure out that there is no pill that can solve his problem.
@@AlexVerbruggen There speaks a person lucky enough to never have experienced a serious mental health crisis. The meds aren't to numb the pain. The pain never leaves you and never will. The meds are to provide a chemical balance, which your brain happens to do perfectly well on its own.
Trust me, when you have been in this mans shoes, and I've been in a very similar situation. You would do anything/take anything to stop the pain, torment and turmoil that mental health disorder forces you to live within.
Speak what you know about my friend. It will make you seem more intelligent. 🙂
@Anthony Barker You want to see the medical records where they performed electro shocks on my brain because they couldn't figure out how to fix this chemical imbalance with all the drugs they said I could take? You should never approach me talking like that.
@@AlexVerbruggen If what you say is entirely true, then all the more reason that you should be a little more empathetic towards his situation.
Mental Health has been stigmatised for too long. By this man doing this interview, it could prevent another dying or taking their own life, or suffering their mental torment alone.
Your comment lacks compassion and I would expect far more from somebody who has lived a similar experience.
Be an advocate for change. Change the system, change opinions, change medications, change therapists and Dr's, change your attitude.
But your negativity is unnecessary, discouraging and very sad to see given your direct experience of the subject.
@@tonyb4729 If what I say is entirely true? You are one of those are you? Keep referring to the stigmata. I'm sure he'll appreciate it.
Reminder to anyone watching who’s about to get diagnosed (with anything): a diagnosis is supposed to HELP YOU and help doctors know the best way to treat you. It might feel like your life is over but the reality is actually that it’s about to begin because it’s the first step in recieving the correct treatment. You can only go up from here and it DOES NOT define you. Treatment has saved my life and it will save yours too if you CHOOSE to accept that help.
Hugs guys💜
This is so important! Thank you❤️
Getting a diagnosis was the worst thing I ever did, I was misdiagnosed, treated like a dangerous and unpredictable monster because of the apparant diagnosis, forced medication which made me suicidal and unable to take care of my kids for the first time in my life, broke my spirit and left me in a much worse place. Worst experience of my life, those people had no interest in my wellbeing whatsoever.
@@nihil8436 I'm so sorry that happened to you! I'm only referring to getting correct treatment which is as your story shows, not always the case. I hope you've found better doctors or other coping mechanisms that help
I chose to accept help. Then they fried my brain with elektroshocks... Not doing that again.
@@clarazennaro-mansson7672 The correct treatment is getting ffd in the a$& so you start figuring out that the entire system is designed to teach you what not to do.
thankyou for sharing and bless the man on the bridge
This series is incredible, this episode in particular really got me. This guy's pain is visceral. I hope he holds on to the words from that kind stranger for the rest of his life. Stay strong fella.
Man this was so good. My friend has schizoaffective disorder too , but not to this degree. I hate how schizophrenic people are portrayed in the media as violent psychos. He's my best friend, been there for me through a lot, and this guy seems like a genuine nice human being, too.
It's not just schizophrenics in the media. It's mental health in general. I've had people outright accuse me of faking mental illness for whatever the hell gain they think you would get from pretending to have a condition with a massive stigma attached to it, but all because the way I act isn't the same as the way a person who's depressed or anxious or bipolar might act in a TV show or movie.
@nothing\ the media and people don't understand either that there is 200 different mental health diagnoses. Possibly many more we still know nothing of. Someone with psychosis can easily just shut down and stop speaking because the voices tell them too. Media and society are scummy sometimes
@@ArtsyStudios I'd argue they're scummy more than just SOME times, but I guess that's subjective, and depends upon your own personal morals and values. But ultimately, their goal is the same as any other company/corporation and that's to make money at any cost. Even human lives and wellbeing. Even the very stability of society itself. They (corporations in general) don't care so long as they churn a profit. Because that's what they're designed to do. Film studios are just corporations that happen to make media. Which perhaps puts them in a much more powerful spot than most other corporations since they can DIRECTLY influence how people think and feel.
It's like a less extreme version of Facebook. I'm sure you've heard arguments about how Facebook does the same thing. Even taking up a project a few years ago where they would selectively show users specific content in order to make them feel happier, or angrier. It's scary because it's so effective, and people are unwittingly letting this be done to them. And there's no government oversight for sites like this. Even though the US senate is very much aware of it. But of course, money talks. And Facebook certainly has no shortage of that.
caused by cannabis
But this guy said himself: "I was quite violent". I don't understand your comment
This stranger is someone we all need.
This guy was very lucky that the dude was there.
I wish him all the best, I hope he does well
What if the dude on the bridge was in his head the whole time
This guy makes me feel so warm inside, as he spoke I felt so content and it felt so real, I can’t explain it. Thank you for making my day and making me happy to see that you’re now doing better. Especially when you talked about the moments of pure hapiness!
I can totally relate when he said he’d mention anything to do with suicide to the psychiatrists and they would go straight to the medication…. The best thing that had ever happened to me in those suicidal times was someone just giving me a great big bundle of love and affection and a “let’s go get some food and hot drink and talk about things” 🥺❤️
"you'll be alright, mate" words which have been saving people for roughly 70'000 years (era of the modern human).
There is no such thing as “normal” normal is just another word for average, and, at that, it’s just the *perceived* average. Every human is on a spectrum of various mental health stresses with a dozen variables at play. Some visible and some invisible. Vulnerability is commendable. It’s easy to make judgements. Be patient and kind with yourself and take baby steps to just be your best you.
i don’t think anyone could have said it better
Straight up well said
Very well said 👍👏
It's easy putting labels on people. What is normal?!
This is 100% true
Very very well put.
Thank you post being honest and doing this interview. Also thank you for the honest update I see here in the comments. As someone with mental health issues, it feels good to be 'seen' and see others also surviving. We aren't always thriving but you get back up when you fall down, even if you need help.
One of the best videos I think I've ever watched. So emotional, I felt for him so much. Thank you for your story and thank you for bringing it to us LAD.
I'm schizoaffective. Nice to see it talked about.
Im ryan
I saw this ss on reddit yesterday. Are these the original comments or parody?
My friend is too,she is schizoeffective BPD. Hope your okay bro♥️
@@sauravVocals dude you just stumbled across the original comment
Saurav Gaur This was on reddit? Can you link me
Man, this was hard to watch. Brave guy. He’s got a lot of courage, and it’s a great thing that he’s shared his story. I hope he’s continuing to live and grow.
Had me in tears. I have my own story and this was hard to watch. It’s encouraging to see someone strong enough to keep going.
I just want to hug him. I can't imagine the turmoil he must have been through and will continue to go through. Nothing but love for him and anyone dealing with this.
Crying but so grateful for this interview. Thank you 🙏
This guy is a legend. Hope he finds happiness.
I suffer from Psychosis and I've always explained it as like being on the Truman Show.
Understand this man's struggles.
Ya it is, except it's not wrong in my opinion. The entire Chakra system extends larger than your body which is why it is like the truman show. The ones who get scared of it and can't handle it get medicated. It's got a lot of different things to it, but it is a true perspective.
I still think Truman show is true, so are almost all other movies. It's the way to the top. Everything let's you jump off the path it's a really hard path.
Pharmaceuticals kill the thoughts. Doctors tell you you're insane. Everything against you. Make it to the top you know the way.
You don't suffer from psychosis if you describe life as being on the Truman Show. Everyone around you that is wearing a mask is probably suffering from psychosis. Mass psychosis to be more exact. They are holding on to their material world as if their life depended on it.
Just look at the ones who are driving around all alone with their mask on in their car and tell me again that you are the one that is psychotic. People like you and me are waking up to the fact that life is more than the physical reality of death and taxes.
This is what is scaring the shit out of people around you and me. Not a silly virus.
@@AlexVerbruggen "Material world" you are spot on. Welcome to the kali yuga
@Lamar Nealy you mean take something that puts him into the same sleep state you're in? No thanks, rather be awake than waste my life worrying about what product I'm gonna buy next.
@Lamar Nealy comply with the government otherwise you're crazy then, yeah?
Thank you for talking honestly about this, so many people must be watching this in tears recognising symptoms from themselves or people close to them. This video could really help people. Having someone talk about this issue out loud allows others to know it’s not just them going through it.
He deserves all the happiness! Such a sad story but he's so strong. It's inspiring ❤
You can tell this guy has a genuine soul. People like this are some of the most valuable as they remind you of how lucky you are while instead of moaning about trivial issues. I hope his support network continues to reinforce his worth to this world 👏🏾
That's probably the lousiest way to think about people with mental illnesses, as some sort of consolation for healthy people to realize how well they're doing.
@@hasselett Only if you twist it how you're doing John
If given the oppurtunity to walk away from my schizophrenia,I would not,it's part of me,I have grown and built character from the struggles it has brought (and continue to do)
*Just shows how words even simple ones can make or break somebody’s entire world or life*
Takes a lot to open up like this god bless him 🖤🖤🖤
I was deeply moved by this video, and generosity in which it was shared. Thank you xxxx
I have a feeling he is still really struggling, I wish the best brother, never be embarrased.
Had me in tears just how raw the poor dude still feels.
Thank you for sharing your story! 💕
My gosh what an eye opening, heart wrenching episode, what a beautiful individual and what a journey, i just wanted to hug him.. thank you so much. I love these interviews. Thank you..
my ex refused treatment. she was delusional,had extreme hallucinations and became violent. i had to leave when she assaulted me with a club while i was sleeping because i "had demons inside me" it hurts so much seeing someone you love losing their mind.
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I am sorry you had to go through that and I hope she gets the help she needs :)
How did you deal with the anxiousness and worry when you left her?
@@mikkkimouse09 Unfortunately, it’s not anyone’s responsibility but their own to get treatment and work on themselves. If they’re refusing that, it’s not an excuse to hurt the people around them. You need to get the treatment, and nobody can force you. It hurts enough to separate yourself from someone you love, no need to rub it in.
I've had similar experiences with my own mother. She had a similar condition and refused treatment. As a result I would get beaten endlessly over the course of my childhood. Now I have moved out and work on ways to get her back on track but lack the resources still. I hope all suffering from this tragedy of a disease recover sooner or later.
It's so tough to almost watch him cry, I really hope he never considers taking his own life again, he seems like such a good person! One of my best friends has suffered a psychotic break before I met him & almost had another one a year back (When I'd known him for a couple years). I know how hard it is for the person in question, but also for the loved ones. I just wanna wish strength to this person!
Thank you for sharing. Respect!
Good interview, I really appreciate him sharing this video with us. Thank you Jonny
Imagine not knowing what is real or just in your mind, that must be terrible.. Well, thanks for this video, I loved the stories shared by the guy and the old woman behind him.
Dats fucked up
I know right. How lovely is she! So withered looking, but wise.
To be fair, the times we live in now begs the question, wtf is or isn't real
I had the worst experience on ACID and I experienced this feeling briefly. Wouldn’t wish it on anyone. If it’s anything like that .
Exceptionally lame
The man on the bridge, cleaver and literally a superhero that doesn't need a cape
Thanks for your authenticity. Best of the best to you!
I was diagnosed with a scizophrenic illness and the one thing i'd say to do is to give up the drugs. It's harder than it sounds i know but It really does help. I probably exacerbated a lot of my symptoms by getting high and i have abstained from everything besides a small amount of alcohol for 5 months now and i feel leagues better. I've also been off medication for three months and my clarity and quality of life has improved greatly. Beat the bad habits and you'll find a new lease on life!
I've had patients who also thought they were in the Truman show. This one person was super positive and happy, but was convinced he was in a Truman show scenario and knew all these celebrities. Was interesting to see him get better. Supernice guy.
Everyone is in the Truman Show scenario, there’s a video called Truman Show Decoded that kind of touches on it
@@larsonfamilyhouse Literally makes no sense
@@el34glo59 it is true
I had the thought that I could read minds, hear messages of the radio, etc. The brain is capable of doing some terrifying things to cover up mental pain.
I had an extereme psychotic episode on weed I was 14 and it’s been almost a year but still ill hear people describing bad people as “psychotic” but I don’t think they realise being psychotic isn’t being a psychopath. For me it was like losing everything. I never hurt anyone. I’m struggling so so much still.
I had an episode when I was this age. From smoking weed too. It was a harrowing few months but eventually life started returning to normal. I’m sure it will for you too 💕
You are not alone. I had a similar experience at 15 and it was such a dark time in my life. I thought I'd messed up my mind forever and was going to be stuck having terrifying panic attacks every day. Luckily I'm 26 now and can honestly say I don't remember the last time I had a panic attack. When anxiety does creep up I now have tools that help me stop it in its tracks. Talk to someone. Don't keep it in. Don't settle for people who won't listen or support you. Things will get better, I promise.
Katie, take care. Trust me, things will get better. People do care!
Society has a lot of catching up to do with misunderstanding mental illnesses. I would not wish psychosis on my worst enemy. Everyday was a waking nightmare before I got help. Hope, meds, therapy, and a great support system is what kept me going. I live on my own with a full time job and a pet despite my diagnosis. This man wrote several books and started a charity. Recovery is possible over time.
I can feel his heart and the pain in his voice. I hope he is doing much better, he is very self aware which is great for his mental health. Sending love. ❤
I had a similar diagnosis. It has been recently revised but it is definitely a hard road in general. I am frequently open about my illness because I am not what people expect when hearing this type of diagnosis. I want them to know that wonderful people with serious mental illnesses are out there doing wonderful things. I am so grateful for this series and this specific story.
Holder, looks could play a part in how people are surprised to hear you are schizophrenic. if you are a conventionally good looking lil' dude.. people could be chill and not fully grasp he extent of which the condition/illness affects you.