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I was supposed to die last year :( nobody actually liked me my whole life. I was close to dying till I met someone who changed everything, my dad was drinking, I was bullied. All my life this. So last year, I grabbed a knife and almost stabbed myself.. but the person I met stopped everything. :(
Hey think about the people who care about you and love you there is a reason you live you can change the world if you tried hard enough and that person who stopped you clearly cares and loves you❤️
I have been depressed since 5th grade. It got worse when my bestie came along. She was diagnosed not so long ago with eating disorder and the frustration of not knowing what to do makes it even worse. Like i dont wanna be there and reminding her all the time but at the same time i dont want it to be like nothing happened cause something actually happened. BTW Sorry for my English lol. Im from Sweden. Thats why.
Listen to my story: I got bullied, abused, I starved my self, and I used to cut, but never do that cause then u end up in a hospital, to talk to someone about your problems call the suicide prevention hotline😭 I did and it helped😊😍 just know u always have SOMEONE to talk to, and if u feel down it will get better😊😍
Yay finally a msp music video in no girl version finally I hate the girl version ANYWAYS LOVE YOUR VIDEO VERY sad ;( but nice video and never commit suidice
Appreciate everything u have cause on hot days like this and ur AC dies not work just think of what was good about your day besides the AC breaking down/electricity!😍
I can relate....my friends say why don’t I just wake up happy? It’s not that easy I tell them but they don’t Understand. I’ve been depressed since 6th and I’m in 7th now. Its getting worse, my mom telling me to go outside but every time I go outside I feel even more empty and feel as if millions of eyes are watching me. I normally cry myself to sleep it’s very rare for me to be happy.
I feel the same, people at my school keep making fun of me I hide my feelings but at home I express them only to my niece because I can trust her and the worst part is that my boyfriend, the person I love is making fun of me
alicia padilla if ur bf is making fun of u he isn't worth it trust me. ppl at school Thier only jeoulous ignore them. Ik how u feel tho in my school I have been used ,abused,and betrayed but I am here for u
I'm so sorry that they've done that to you. I'm here for you too, and yes he isn't worth it that's why I broke up with him, he wasn't worth my time anyway. Honestly it's going to be hard to ignore them because we go to the same classes, which sucks. All I know is that I have my friends with me so they have my back. So if he does anything bad I can just tell his cousin about how he has been treating me lately.
alicia padilla and if he starts to phiscally hurt u don't be afraid to tell the police or ur parents I am always gonna be here for u and Anyone else who needs it ,it's gonna hard to ignore them trust me ik that experience but stay close to those who care and block out those who hurt u it's better for u ,I have been to a mental hospital bc of depression and susdial thoughts so I can help u with coping skills and exc don't worry ur not alone ,
Thank you for the advice, if he physically hurts me then I could tell the teacher on him or I can tell him aunt that goes to my school to tell his parents of what he's doing to a girl.
Here’s a little story... iv been depressed for about 10 or so years.. and getting worse and worse I’m anorexic.. my best friend moved away from me... a while back and I miss her..... I really love this it relates to me... as I tried to find more friends, I got bullied by them. Iv been cutting a lot overdoes... etc etc. the moral is to try to be as happy as posible
This reminds me of my life expect my parents didn't hit me it was only my sister.2 years it was for,over a year after I told my best friend and he was always there for me.But he told people on the 15th January 2018 but I forgave him and I didn't tell anyone he wanted to kill himself like me.I still get bullied and my best friend went.I would go through hell and back just to have him back,don't care what I would have to do as long as he was here but he isn't.Stay strong for the people who are getting better and tell some H.O.P.E means hold on,pain ends.So please hold on and tell someone and then the pain ends but it won't straight away.I am still getting bullied but it happened less.Thank u for reading this if u did if u didn't that was ur choice.
Now i feel lucky that im in middle school and it's not a high school with lockers and such. I think if it was a actual high school I'd get bullied. Idk why I think that.
I can relate this song every time I feel like I don’t wanna be alive I just wanna die but no understands how it really hurts it’s like where the point is right now is like I’ve had enough like it’s not fair people don’t know how it feels no one has ever been my friend in my whole life I don’t wanna be alive it feels life isn’t mine like honestly I don’t want to even be alive because of school and my parents and especially me .. Please help I’m scaring myself I had depression when I was atleast 9 now I’m 16
This is the most thoughtful thing I've ever seen. It's sad and a great message to all the people out there! This is great, excellent, amazing, and, and, I have no idea what to say or how to describe it. XD STORY TIME BITCHEZZ!! So, when I was in 3rd grade, there was this bully and she told the whole class who I had a crush on. It was my first year in that school and it was horrible. But I got over it. I decided that I don't care because GUESS WHAT? She had a crush on that same boy and she was mad that I liked him too. And I was like. BITCH. all the girls in the class like him, bruh. She was literally MENTAL. I was shook. And she always used to be mean o me. One time, I bought my mood changing ring that I got recently for my birthday. So she's like, she acts innocent, and then she does something like a bully. Like, what the f? So she was begging me and she wouldn't stop. She was being annoying AF so I was like. U know what? Take it bish. So I gave it to her. She told me she will give it to me at the end of the day, but guess what. I forgot. And I.didnt. Come. To.school. Tomorrow because I was a bitch and I didn't want art class because the teacher was REALLY MEAN. so when I cam the other day, I asked her for my ring. She said that she gave it to her friend, and then I asked that girl for my ring and she said that she gave it back to the "bully". I told her what she said and she said " she didn't give it to me?" And I was PISSED OFF AS HELL. I told the teacher and they said the exact same thing that they said to me. It was obviously a lie. I could actually tell. She was pretty bad at lieing. And then I went to home. Crying. My mom tried to make me feel better because she knew her. She told me she would buy me another one. But I didn't ask her because, 1, it would've been a waste of money. And 2, I realised that I didn't want another one and that I would get something Much better than that. So, yeah. THATS MY STORY YA'LL!! I TALK WAY.TOO.MUCH
Please anyone thinking about suicide read this Life really does have ups and downs But I promise things will get better it might take a month or a year but I promise. This time next year you will be happy I've had my ups and downs and felt like you. Just be patient and happiness will find its way to you Now stop reading and think you are on this planet for a reason even if you are called a mistake you are not cause why would god put you here if you don't belong here Stay strong and reply to this if you need more help and I'll talk to you ❤️ Nobody should go through this alone ❤️❤️❤️
I don't have any friends anymore, 'cause my ex friends, were bullying some kids, and I felt bad. Now I'm the one who is getting bullied in school, but I really don't care.
I don't really care how you react to my little story of my life (mostly about when I became deppresed),here i go. I was only six when my sister had a boyfriend and she wanted to talk to him and she was grounded from her phone, so I allowed her to call him and talk to him,she accidentally made him cry because of his past, she really loved him because she ended the call and came to me and gave me a big hug ,which you would think it would be sweet but it wasn't,she told me that she loved me for the very first time with tears in her eyes ,then she went to the kitchen and got a knife then,when she was about to kill herself I had to persuade her to stop,now at that time I was only six,you'd think a six year old would be happy and joyful. not me. I was so deppresed,I couldn't look my own mother in her eyes.I tried so hard to keep the secret but when I had to look my mother in her face I cracked.I kept thinking to myself "what if i didn't stop her" or "what if I wasn't there would she still do it or it would have never happened " and to this day I have nightmares that she killed herself , and my depression has gotten even bigger. And that was how I became deppresed. And yes it happened,its real
My life. I always regret having friends because at the end they will just trash me and hurt me they kill my life and this is so like my life im not crying.. :(
One day I loved my friends and family and bf then my friends and bf left I started cutting my arm I would lay bed and think of how to kill myself my ex bff asked if I did I said it was my dog years later I begain to get my life together my sister killed herself and I didn't have anyone my mom said it was my fault that she died my old friend Ava said sorry and now I have a bf and 4 bffs
well i almost took my life, because of my bestfriend, but my other bestfriend told me not to tell, so i didnt but she was my bully too turns out :c This video made me realise im not alone bc of the comment x ly
*hey I'm french but I understand your cilps msp but the images x'D breff I just wanted to tell you that I use the translation x ') ch'ui funny I know: D breff I congratulate you on behalf of a French*
Three years ago my parents got divorced and I lived with my dad then I found out that he was an alcoholic and did drugs that ruined my life then the next year I got bullied,I almost stabbed myself but there was one person in my life who loved me and stopped me from stabbing myself. If it wasn't for them I wouldn't be alive right now
I got bullied since 5th grade because there was a popular bitch in my class and everyone loved her and she once told me I was ugly and crazy cause I'm not like other people (I don't even want to be I mean I'm just myself come on jeez) and everyone loved her so they all started bullying me but I never gave up hope...until I was in highschool (now) and people were still bullying me so I gave up my hope. Then it got a bit far and I was in a depression, I actually had a little bit of depression (not that much tho) in 7th grade because of the bullying. But the first day in highschool I met someone and we became best friends, I was so happy oh my god. A few months later I told him that I think I'm bi (still think it, don't know it for sure) then he told me ''ew you're so gross oh my god get out of my life eww'' so my depression got worse and worse cause he was the best I've ever had. I never spoke to someone again and my world was so dark that I couldn't see the light anymore. I never spoke to someone again, until someone came to me and I was super nervous. We became friends and now we're bestfriends and she told the bullies that if they ever told me something again, doesn't matter what, she would kill them all and the bullies stopped bullying me and I can't thank her enough for this. She even made my world brighter and my depression is getting better and better and I made more friends and I'm not scared anymore :D I'm so happy oh my f-ing god. sorry for this much text lmao and I'm sorry for my bad English, I'm from Holland so...
But I want to be alone. Its easier I only have to worry about me. Its easier to hide the pain, but somehow I always have somebody who is always there. its so much harder for me to have someone. there is always someone I have to put a fake smile on for, while on the inside I'm dead. Why won't people let me die? I seriously want to die, but nobody will let me. Why?why do they care if i die? Its not their life to decide what to do with. But seriously why do they care If I died. I'm only a nobody 😞
I was supposed to die last year :( nobody actually liked me my whole life. I was close to dying till I met someone who changed everything, my dad was drinking, I was bullied. All my life this. So last year, I grabbed a knife and almost stabbed myself.. but the person I met stopped everything. :(
Lollipoprosyx u have me aswell now
Lollipoprosyx if that person is your lover then don't die again if he breaks your heart pls x
Hey think about the people who care about you and love you there is a reason you live you can change the world if you tried hard enough and that person who stopped you clearly cares and loves you❤️
Mhm. Totally believable.
omg how sad
I have been depressed since 5th grade. It got worse when my bestie came along. She was diagnosed not so long ago with eating disorder and the frustration of not knowing what to do makes it even worse. Like i dont wanna be there and reminding her all the time but at the same time i dont want it to be like nothing happened cause something actually happened. BTW Sorry for my English lol. Im from Sweden. Thats why.
Mamma Scans Köttbullar ik how u feel I got my depression from 4th grade I understand how u feel and I am here for u
Thaaaanks!
Mamma Scans Köttbullar ofc
I know we probably all do
I fell the same it started in 5th grade but I'm trying :)))
Listen to my story:
I got bullied, abused, I starved my self, and I used to cut, but never do that cause then u end up in a hospital, to talk to someone about your problems call the suicide prevention hotline😭 I did and it helped😊😍 just know u always have SOMEONE to talk to, and if u feel down it will get better😊😍
HeyItzLexi XD yess i’m with u! and glad that u got help. everyone should know that they could talk to someone.
Do a part two of her parents seeing how good her life is and then regret it!!!
*I'm speechless....* ❤️
Marina Sophie who isn't 😂😂💕
Øreio 😂 ungrateful and dumbass people
Marina Sophie trueeeeee ;D
Øreio 😂😂lol
Man I luv this song but I cri every time ;c and I cannot EVeR go anywhere without crying while listening to this song ❣️
SOOO GOOOOODDDDDDD
*Likes 1000000 times*
WHY DOSENT IT COUNT AS A MILLION LIKES ;c
Edit:THANKS SO MUCH FOR 82 LIKES it’s the most I got :D
It’s broke ;c
83 likes❤️
90 Likes💞🤙🏼
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xXGachaWolfXx much love❤️❤️
Im reading all these comments and crying. I never knew how horrible ppls lives are. I wish u all the best and know I will always want yall ❤️❤️
Yay finally a msp music video in no girl version finally I hate the girl version ANYWAYS LOVE YOUR VIDEO VERY sad ;( but nice video and never commit suidice
the amazing 5 hahah thank you❤️
Finally someone who doesn’t use a cover version of this
Appreciate everything u have cause on hot days like this and ur AC dies not work just think of what was good about your day besides the AC breaking down/electricity!😍
Joslyns World love youuu
I can relate....my friends say why don’t I just wake up happy? It’s not that easy I tell them but they don’t Understand. I’ve been depressed since 6th and I’m in 7th now. Its getting worse, my mom telling me to go outside but every time I go outside I feel even more empty and feel as if millions of eyes are watching me. I normally cry myself to sleep it’s very rare for me to be happy.
*Goes out and cheats on her*
Emilleya Elda lol
Emilleya Elda lol dat would be funny
Stacey Gorrell haha
I'm not Stacy Gorrell, but ok
RuDe
And tysm!!! For making it the real song and NOT skipping verces!!
IM SO JELLY OF YOU EDIT SKILSSS BABES ❤️
Subscribed good Text evidence on no bullying Like the effort the most
One
Person
Can
Change
A
Life
Because
Their
The
Only
Ones
That
Know
It’s
Precious
This made my day.
xx faithmsp yessss!!!!!!!!!!
this has a better story/love plot than twilight ever did
This entire video just felt like a knife to the heart. Damn that was deep.
I feel the same, people at my school keep making fun of me I hide my feelings but at home I express them only to my niece because I can trust her and the worst part is that my boyfriend, the person I love is making fun of me
alicia padilla if ur bf is making fun of u he isn't worth it trust me. ppl at school Thier only jeoulous ignore them. Ik how u feel tho in my school I have been used ,abused,and betrayed but I am here for u
I'm so sorry that they've done that to you. I'm here for you too, and yes he isn't worth it that's why I broke up with him, he wasn't worth my time anyway. Honestly it's going to be hard to ignore them because we go to the same classes, which sucks. All I know is that I have my friends with me so they have my back. So if he does anything bad I can just tell his cousin about how he has been treating me lately.
alicia padilla and if he starts to phiscally hurt u don't be afraid to tell the police or ur parents I am always gonna be here for u and Anyone else who needs it ,it's gonna hard to ignore them trust me ik that experience but stay close to those who care and block out those who hurt u it's better for u ,I have been to a mental hospital bc of depression and susdial thoughts so I can help u with coping skills and exc don't worry ur not alone ,
Thank you for the advice, if he physically hurts me then I could tell the teacher on him or I can tell him aunt that goes to my school to tell his parents of what he's doing to a girl.
alicia padilla good and I promise to always be on ur side
I’m not lying but, usually I don’t cry during MSP music videos and other music videos but this made me cry omg so good I am subscribing
I can't count how many times the music video made me cry
Ouch i needed this. Yesterday i dont wanna live anymore but this song helped me! Ty😚
EmmaTheBee yessss❤️❤️❤️im so happy that it helped u
Here’s a little story... iv been depressed for about 10 or so years.. and getting worse and worse I’m anorexic.. my best friend moved away from me... a while back and I miss her..... I really love this it relates to me... as I tried to find more friends, I got bullied by them. Iv been cutting a lot overdoes... etc etc. the moral is to try to be as happy as posible
AMAZING BUT SO EMOTIONAL 😭 I ACTUALLY CRIED
i love this song so much
Oh my god
I was listening to this song while I was listening to another song
But they sound so good together
This reminds me of my life expect my parents didn't hit me it was only my sister.2 years it was for,over a year after I told my best friend and he was always there for me.But he told people on the 15th January 2018 but I forgave him and I didn't tell anyone he wanted to kill himself like me.I still get bullied and my best friend went.I would go through hell and back just to have him back,don't care what I would have to do as long as he was here but he isn't.Stay strong for the people who are getting better and tell some H.O.P.E means hold on,pain ends.So please hold on and tell someone and then the pain ends but it won't straight away.I am still getting bullied but it happened less.Thank u for reading this if u did if u didn't that was ur choice.
This video actually made me cry. Thats the first time omg
ouch.. my heart has been touched
Girl amazing
TIDE PODS ❤️
Now i feel lucky that im in middle school and it's not a high school with lockers and such. I think if it was a actual high school I'd get bullied. Idk why I think that.
Empty Souls x nooo don’t think like that. i like highschool :) and i’ve been bullied but i’ve just rolled my eyes for them
That’s such a beautiful message just earned a sub
LOGIC ;O
I can relate this song every time I feel like I don’t wanna be alive I just wanna die but no understands how it really hurts it’s like where the point is right now is like I’ve had enough like it’s not fair people don’t know how it feels no one has ever been my friend in my whole life I don’t wanna be alive it feels life isn’t mine like honestly I don’t want to even be alive because of school and my parents and especially me .. Please help I’m scaring myself I had depression when I was atleast 9 now I’m 16
At the end I almost cried +not the people the words+
Her bf at the end is like boi don't u get close to mah girl
i don't wanna cry anymore.
.-. The end message makes me think WHY TF DOES NOBODY CARE ABOUT ME not even my mom cares if I’m sad or depressed
This is the most thoughtful thing I've ever seen. It's sad and a great message to all the people out there! This is great, excellent, amazing, and, and, I have no idea what to say or how to describe it. XD STORY TIME BITCHEZZ!!
So, when I was in 3rd grade, there was this bully and she told the whole class who I had a crush on. It was my first year in that school and it was horrible. But I got over it. I decided that I don't care because GUESS WHAT? She had a crush on that same boy and she was mad that I liked him too. And I was like. BITCH. all the girls in the class like him, bruh. She was literally MENTAL. I was shook. And she always used to be mean o me. One time, I bought my mood changing ring that I got recently for my birthday. So she's like, she acts innocent, and then she does something like a bully. Like, what the f? So she was begging me and she wouldn't stop. She was being annoying AF so I was like. U know what? Take it bish. So I gave it to her. She told me she will give it to me at the end of the day, but guess what. I forgot. And I.didnt. Come. To.school. Tomorrow because I was a bitch and I didn't want art class because the teacher was REALLY MEAN. so when I cam the other day, I asked her for my ring. She said that she gave it to her friend, and then I asked that girl for my ring and she said that she gave it back to the "bully". I told her what she said and she said " she didn't give it to me?" And I was PISSED OFF AS HELL. I told the teacher and they said the exact same thing that they said to me. It was obviously a lie. I could actually tell. She was pretty bad at lieing. And then I went to home. Crying. My mom tried to make me feel better because she knew her. She told me she would buy me another one. But I didn't ask her because, 1, it would've been a waste of money. And 2, I realised that I didn't want another one and that I would get something Much better than that. So, yeah. THATS MY STORY YA'LL!! I TALK WAY.TOO.MUCH
This is such a meaningful song and vid
Girl:I don't want to live anymore
Me:it's ok I felt the same why once
the quality has me shook to the core
Please anyone thinking about suicide read this
Life really does have ups and downs
But I promise things will get better it might take a month or a year but I promise. This time next year you will be happy
I've had my ups and downs and felt like you. Just be patient and happiness will find its way to you
Now stop reading and think you are on this planet for a reason even if you are called a mistake you are not cause why would god put you here if you don't belong here
Stay strong and reply to this if you need more help and I'll talk to you ❤️
Nobody should go through this alone ❤️❤️❤️
Me I need more help plz
I relate to the charter so much
ahhhhh my heart this was so goooooooddddddddd
Lida and The Dude was already meant for each other.
Omg this made me cry almost❤❤❤
Ik this is a different song but I watched this 1,2,3,4,5,6 thousand timesssss XD .-.
Part 2 PLZZZZ
I DONT KNOW WHAT TO WRITE SO I WROTE THIS when i read your comment i first read part 2 pizzaa xd
ARMYYYYYY
I don't have any friends anymore, 'cause my ex friends, were bullying some kids, and I felt bad. Now I'm the one who is getting bullied in school, but I really don't care.
I was about to cry and I am just subbed!
3:23 his face was like DUDE DON'T STEAL MY GF
The edits tho there so good!
Cutestuff 373 ❤️
This maked me cry❤️
0:40 I thought he was gonna push her off at the naked eye 😖
Trigger warning:
This could trigger your depression if you have it
it could cause sad/life threatening thoughts.
Like when i was younger i had depression and i had a bestie and she knew that i had depression.And wow, she left me ;-;
i have depression and anorexia, none of my ‘friends’ know...the constant thought of suicide fills my head...advice?
I don't really care how you react to my little story of my life (mostly about when I became deppresed),here i go.
I was only six when my sister had a boyfriend and she wanted to talk to him and she was grounded from her phone, so I allowed her to call him and talk to him,she accidentally made him cry because of his past, she really loved him because she ended the call and came to me and gave me a big hug ,which you would think it would be sweet but it wasn't,she told me that she loved me for the very first time with tears in her eyes ,then she went to the kitchen and got a knife then,when she was about to kill herself I had to persuade her to stop,now at that time I was only six,you'd think a six year old would be happy and joyful. not me. I was so deppresed,I couldn't look my own mother in her eyes.I tried so hard to keep the secret but when I had to look my mother in her face I cracked.I kept thinking to myself "what if i didn't stop her" or "what if I wasn't there would she still do it or it would have never happened " and to this day I have nightmares that she killed herself , and my depression has gotten even bigger.
And that was how I became deppresed.
And yes it happened,its real
I always been bullied but i dont really care and i did do cuts before like maybe 10 or 9 cuts but im used to it but i always love my life :3
This made me cry so much because is so mean to me EVERDAY AND SO MY MOM AND DAD. but they love me except my sister and.. My parents do anything for me
your mom 1234 well it’s good that u got somebody that loves u. its very important
so good its just sm also means short movie XD
If you only say "hey friends?" Can change sombody's life 💗🌈💕😘
Janet Bakker yes!
My life. I always regret having friends because at the end they will just trash me and hurt me they kill my life and this is so like my life im not crying.. :(
Blxssomss Msp no :((((( u should get new friends and throw the old ones away if they b like that
Omggggg soooooo good 😱 new subscriber 🙋🏼♀️
You know the song is called “logic” but good music vid
I cried so hard omg my glasses are blurry now xd
Even if I try there’s nothing tht well make me happy I also wanna die.depression is real :s
Favorite depressed song
One day I loved my friends and family and bf then my friends and bf left I started cutting my arm I would lay bed and think of how to kill myself my ex bff asked if I did I said it was my dog years later I begain to get my life together my sister killed herself and I didn't have anyone my mom said it was my fault that she died my old friend Ava said sorry and now I have a bf and 4 bffs
Luna Games well u can count me as a friend I am here for u
Thank you!
Luna Games ofc
I've had a tough life my brother had started self harm and my "friend" was talking behind my back
something like this happend to me at school so i moved and they didint even give a dam
what "great" people right?!
*My house is soaked in tears*
Even If Someone bullied Someone Who Was Gay They Would still be gay even if they said being gay is bad...;c
I love this video!💖💖
I LUV THIS
Friends is better than alone
I might cry because this is sad
It is sad
I cried
SOOOOO HARD 😥😥😥😭😭😭
well i almost took my life, because of my bestfriend, but my other bestfriend told me not to tell, so i didnt but she was my bully too turns out :c This video made me realise im not alone bc of the comment x ly
*hey I'm french but I understand your cilps msp but the images x'D breff I just wanted to tell you that I use the translation x ') ch'ui funny I know: D breff I congratulate you on behalf of a French*
Three years ago my parents got divorced and I lived with my dad then I found out that he was an alcoholic and did drugs that ruined my life then the next year I got bullied,I almost stabbed myself but there was one person in my life who loved me and stopped me from stabbing myself. If it wasn't for them I wouldn't be alive right now
thats love.
That was a good message at the end
*sigh * I've been depressed and bullied for 4 years and I'm 7 no one ever helps :(
just a lil quote made by me ;) : You don't wanna be the reason why they died, You want to be the reason why they're alive
All the haters and bullies gonna dislike but ofc i liked 👍 ♥
I WANNA CRY
Sure like this helped me I'm the one left out my bullies should be the one watching this😷🤕🤐🤒
I was in the hospital twice because of them
I actually cried like fr
I know what depressed people are going though.. so do my arms
3:33 i aint getting no help when i get bullied lmao
Part 2
ive never been bullied yet my family doesnt mean it i know but they call mean words so uh i feel adopted i look like them but idk
I almost cried
i love this video
This made me sad ):
I got bullied since 5th grade because there was a popular bitch in my class and everyone loved her and she once told me I was ugly and crazy cause I'm not like other people (I don't even want to be I mean I'm just myself come on jeez) and everyone loved her so they all started bullying me but I never gave up hope...until I was in highschool (now) and people were still bullying me so I gave up my hope. Then it got a bit far and I was in a depression, I actually had a little bit of depression (not that much tho) in 7th grade because of the bullying. But the first day in highschool I met someone and we became best friends, I was so happy oh my god. A few months later I told him that I think I'm bi (still think it, don't know it for sure) then he told me ''ew you're so gross oh my god get out of my life eww'' so my depression got worse and worse cause he was the best I've ever had. I never spoke to someone again and my world was so dark that I couldn't see the light anymore. I never spoke to someone again, until someone came to me and I was super nervous. We became friends and now we're bestfriends and she told the bullies that if they ever told me something again, doesn't matter what, she would kill them all and the bullies stopped bullying me and I can't thank her enough for this. She even made my world brighter and my depression is getting better and better and I made more friends and I'm not scared anymore :D I'm so happy oh my f-ing god.
sorry for this much text lmao and I'm sorry for my bad English, I'm from Holland so...
But I want to be alone. Its easier I only have to worry about me. Its easier to hide the pain, but somehow I always have somebody who is always there. its so much harder for me to have someone. there is always someone I have to put a fake smile on for, while on the inside I'm dead. Why won't people let me die? I seriously want to die, but nobody will let me. Why?why do they care if i die? Its not their life to decide what to do with. But seriously why do they care If I died. I'm only a nobody 😞