I Talk About My Isolated Life, Pray For Me & The World.
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- čas přidán 31. 12. 2023
- I felt like I had to get my negative thoughts, feelings and emotions surrounding my loneliness off my chest.
I find it helps me to ‘vent’, and be honest about how I am feeling on a video like this.
We are living in the middle of a loneliness epidemic, so pray for this entire generation and every to come worldwide to be helped with this.
I am not the least bit needy, and like I said in the video, I like my own company, but we all have our limits.
So, pray for those who're without even one good friend, and the long term lonely.
As well as those without family, and the involuntarily single people who can't find anyone for various reasons.
Aside from living an isolated life, because I don't want any children of my own, it's put most women off on dating sites.
And, because I have always lived on my own, the idea of living under the same roof as someone is alien to me, I could happily see someone part time forever.
I even put on my dating site, that I am looking for friends too.
I thank you for watching this video.
All the people I mentioned in this video I forgive, even though it doesn’t make me feel any better, I still forgive, Amen. - Hry
I can empathise with you. At the moment I am still dealing with depression from losing my sweet Mamma- she died 3 years ago and I still miss her every single day. I go to sleep at night crying wishing I could see and talk to her and ask God to take me home to heaven so I can see her again. Also when i was in high school and even in college i was so lonely i thought i would die. I didn't know how to talk to people or make friends I would sit in my dorm room with a knot in my stomach and ache until the other guys came back and I could hear their voices in the hall. I am a slow reader and was a history miner- i didn't have time to go to games and try to hang out and make friends i had to stay in my dorm and read or i would get behind in my reading. In High school i remember being in my back yard and in the distance I would hear other young people playing riding motor bikes and i felt such loneliness i didn't know what to do. I was bullied terribly in high school and was very withdrawn. As I got older I learned how to talk to people and make friends but it took a long time for me to be able to do it As an adult i do feel lonely at times and don't really have a lot of friends but i'm ok with that- I live with my elderly father looking after him so i stay busy with work and taking care of him. I chat online with friends- I used to go to the gym and talk abut now I stay close to home especially after Mom died- I worry about my Dad. I believe Jesus is coming soon and so i do my best to spend time with the Lord- I don't feel the pain as much during those times of prayer and study. I so look forward to the day Jesus comes to take us all home. We will then never be lonely again. Will be praying for you brother. God loves you and so do I- keep your chin up- God know the desires of your heart- He will give you what you need if you only ask Him. Keep the faith!
Thank you for telling so much about your life, we all have a story to tell, I sometimes wonder how much more time I have left with my parents.
I’m not really an introvert but I am not extroverted either, for example, I tend to limit how much I talk on the bus, or talk quietly because it’s more respectful.
I’m a quirky person lol, if I ever do walk out with my phone, I have to stand still to look at my phone because I don’t like walking with my phone out in front of me😅.
I am a misfit but so are a lot of people, I may look ordinary at first glance but appearances are deceptive 😂.
And despite my loneliness I am used to living on my own, so the idea of living with someone is alien to me, which is crazy considering how lonely I am.
I’m like a walking contradiction, I could see someone part time for years and years while most other people would get sick of that after a while.
Anyway, I hope you had a good Christmas, and will have a good new year. I hope you find other content here you like too, may God bless you brother.
*Very sorry about your mother.*
Thanks@@thewaywhatistruth5470 God bless you also.
Same here. My mother died a little over 3 years ago and I'm really messed up over it.
Hi brother in Christ, Happy New Year. I saw you got 323 subscribers, these are the people who are your fans and followers. Keep doing the things you love brother, please stay encouraged. My prayers with you and all your subs are praying too. I wish you The Best!
Most of my subs are from when I had a gaming channel. Have a great new year, and bless you and everyone you care about throughout their lives.
Praying with you brother - you are NOT alone. Are there any activities you like to do or, better yet, are there any Church related volunteer activities you get involved in? Your awareness that there are other lonely people out there shows you care about your fellow man and maybe you can use that to focus on/help other people. Do that, and I think the friends/friendships will come on their own.
I did fill in a volunteer form at the salvation army church but never heard anything back (early-ish last year.)
I am kept busy being a care giver for my mum too, I have in fact done volunteer work years ago in two special needs schools, a hospital, a library and two different charity shops.
The last place was at Oxfam but I left because I couldn't face going in, I lost my enthusiasm for it.
I have tried to reach out to lonely people on here also, anyway, I hope you had a good Christmas and a good new year.
I hope you find other content on here you like.
Oh yeah, I have gotten into the habit of telling people my name so they can find me on facebook, it's Pass Peter on there, but my full name is Peter Passarelli. Just in case.
💔💔💔💔💔💔 I am sorry you feel that way. I hope and pray things change for u.
Hello, whoever you are I appreciate your comment, and I hope you have a great new year.
I am also dealing with the loss of my Aunty right now, so I am not in a good frame of mind.
If you ever need a friend or someone to chat to I am here, my name is Peter Passarelli on Facebook (well, Pass Peter on FB) just in case…
I also hope you find other content here that you like, I have a community page too 👍.
God Bless you have people on your side. God is protecting you until he sends those people who are right for you. Don’t give up! God is using your strength to help others. Praying that God will send you Godly friends. The Lord is near the broken hearted.
I wasn’t expecting this video to get so many views and comments, so thank you.
To be frank, there’s a lot of ignorant and judgmental people out there, it’s nice to know there’s still good people out there.
I hope you find other content you like here, I have a community page too. I haven’t spoken about it much on this channel, but I am going through a crisis of faith right now.
A lot makes no sense to me in this life, I only did one video about that anyway. I hope you have a good new year.
There are many Christian believers that are alone and lonely at this time. It definitely feels like torture at times. I don’t like or do most social media, but maybe you could start a Lonelyhearts chat for people who find this channel? Cheers to you, my friend. You are alone, but you are not alone. ❤
Same here, I don’t like social media but I am on facebook, although I don’t really upload much on there.
We are living in an age where it’s never been easier to contact people yet being lonely is at an all time high.
I have to go now as Sylvester is baring his Snaggle tooth and snarling at me right now 😅.
Again, I have a community page also if you are interested, hope you find other content here that you like. Have a great new year too.
There's lovely prayers on Awakening you youtube. Keep telling the universe you enjoy people in your life and it will bless you. I just discovered Italian poetry helped relax me when I get stressed.
A part of my depression that I don’t talk about much, is caused by how unbalanced the human sexual experience is.
Everything I said on the video at the top of my community page is true.
Sorry I blurted this out just now but it’s on my mind this morning so.
It’s because of how unbalanced human relationships are, that got me to reconsider evolution.
As I just can’t reconciliate a God who has created human sexuality as one sided as it is.
I have written poetry myself btw.
Poetry is a big help and opens the heart to new love
@heatherthornhill2964 New love?
I only had the one relationship at 34 that lasted for 6 months, we got on very well, but because I couldn’t move in with her she ended it. I was happy seeing her part time though.
It makes me wonder if it's even worth me trying to find someone?
Aside from this, because I don't want children, that lessens my chances of ever finding anyone, aside from the fact that I don't mix and have no friends.
*I am half Italian btw.*
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This is what I was referring to, about how unbalanced the human sexual experience is.
Men mostly have a very limited experience compared to women.
I hope your day got better. I do suffer with lonliness myself , i will try to help you.
My name is Peter Passarelli on social media, including the one you mentioned. Anyway, it’s a nice sentiment so thank you. I have interesting shorts you may like on here too, I’m sure you have watched some already.
We must ask God to give us the grace to see the bright side of each season in our lives and embrace one by one, because there is something for us to learn in the process. Being more patient, supportive, caring etc, but above all this, being thankful to God for our lives no matter what, because deep down we know He's in control and always will be. I've been lonely for 10 years now since my last relationship and I am 33 now, happy, healed from the trauma and pain of something that wasn't meant to be...this made me actually begin to appreciate loneliness in a way I never thought was even possible...(cuz I used to hate it really bad)
In addition, he has blessed me in other areas of my life, I have a good sense of accomplishment regarding my professional career...I'm more aware now to what's going on with people around me so I can pray more and harder for them...
So hang in there, God changes lives overnight. Praying for you here 🙏🙌, Btw....thank you for showing to so many that we're on the same boat.
God bless (praying for your neighbor as well)
Until God makes it clear to me why human sexuality is so unbalanced, I won’t be uploading one more video.
(The link that goes to my video about this topic.)
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I apologize for not commenting earlier about your life experience you shared with me, thank you for sharing what you have been through with me, it means a lot.
We can all learn something from everyone in this life, it's easy to get together with the wrong person especially when we are young and relatively naive, life is a tough lesson for everyone.
My name is Pass Peter on Facebook if you ever want to add me?
@@thewaywhatistruth5470 Book of Job, chapters 38 through 40. God bless you. Praying that you'll stay in the light, in Jesus's name 🙏
It strikes me you have several things going for you..your physically fit your caring i get the impression you have a good sense of humour..buy a bycicle or even better a motorcycle and get out there and show how worthy you are.all the best.
Hey, thanks, it's funny you should say that because I was thinking of getting a bicycle.
Exercise helps a lot it's a natural mood lifter, I hope you have a great new year, if I had no sense of humour I wouldn't be here right now, good observation.
def just prayed for u bro god is going to lead your steps and heal u with his love filling the void just hold on all longer .... Jesus struggled to your due diligence is to find peace in the struggle brother trust me you're not alone in this ok I promise . just know god is struggling right with u you're not doing this alone ok trust me I love you big time and I'm here to let u kn ow that things are going to change I promise .....go easy on yourself I feel the same way ..... crackj open the bible that's how god communicates to us .... I LOVE YOU BRO DONT BE SAD
Thank you brother, it means a lot. A lot of the time I feel neither happy nor sad, just taking it one day at a time.
My name is Pass Peter on Facebook if you ever want to add me brother?
that's the way to do it bro just know I feel the same way sometimes , u got this u should look up a song called go with it by chrome whenever u feel down , its sure to lift your spirits !! @@thewaywhatistruth5470
❤ My friend and brother, loneliness that increases or is exemplified or seems expounded is God saying my son I created you in my perfect image and I love you and I want you to take this time to learn to love you and to enjoy and to self discover to challenge all the negative self-talk that we that we have either by environment circumstance whatever you have what I'm experiencing now is a loneliness from years of trauma from several types of abuse but we won't even get into that I'm not saying that you're loneliness isn't feeling like God is pressing you and says it's time learn to Love yourself what is that look like doing one thing to care for yourself even if it's like a facial routine reading one paragraph out of a book some sort of self-care and meditate or you are so kind to do these videos you're getting out of yourself and helping❤ I love you
Wow, I shall have to read your comment again later.
I have to go out now but yes, I got the gist of it. Bless you, will be back later.
Yes, thank you for your thoughtful comment, in truth I really don’t know if this video serves any ‘good’ purpose, but I suppose I did it because it’s such a big part of my life.
Far too many see these types of vids as pity parties, but nothing could be further from the truth.
It’s my reality whether people like it or not, anyway I hope you have a great new year. I pray that God helps you with all of your life issues too, Amen.
❤hugs lovely 🌹 I was never meant to use voice to text!!! Far to passionate and moved by your video!!
I'm sorry about the comment I'll try to edit it or just delete it and then really just I wasn't made for voice to text I'm far too passionate especially seeing your video because what you're doing is something that I have great admiration and respect for.
First of all it takes a it takes Moxie it takes guts to do what you're doing to share honestly about feeling lonely and you're a man and you did it with such Grace in eloquence that I could watch your video over and keep posting keep updating!!!!
Why is it so hard why does it hurt so bad because it's long overdue that you love you fall in love with you God said he fell in love with you making you and it breaks his heart that you haven't even the faintest clue how amazing you are that's what I was trying to say in that run on sentence
Yes, empathy is lacking these days, whatever grace I have, it’s thanks to God. I’m glad you appreciate my honesty too, and I hope you find other content here that you like. I appreciate your support.
You may want to start watching wholesome things it may put you in a better space.
Like my dad always said, everything we see and hear has an affect on us. I hope you have a great new year, blessings to you and everyone you care about throughout their lives.
Please consider getting a pet or two. They provide unconditional love. You seem like you would be so good to them.
I do have a cat, and funnily enough I uploaded a short video with him in it recently....
People feel lonely bcs he is not connected to himself, they thought is be like others or other's accepting me
It's no need it, you don't need to be happy every single day, what you need is a peace in ur heart
If anything, I am too connected to myself, there's no need for a lot of things in life... Most days I am not happy but I don't expect you to know that, I hope you have a great new year.
I don’t care about others accepting me, or being like others, I have always been my own man. What I don’t like is people’s apathy, self righteousness and taking the easy way out (just doing what suits them) while people like me pay the price for it. People can think what they like it doesn’t concern me.
Friendship, human communication and yes, romantic relationships also, is what I have been starved of.
God bless you Brother. Please start reading or hearing Hanuman Chalisa by Gulshan kumar. Lord hanuman will protect you. Chant Ram Ram jai shree Ram.🙏🙏🌹🌹🌹
I used to use tarot cards myself, and I know they work, but not anymore. I realized that what I was doing was wrong, I hope and pray you are well. Have a great new year.
@@thewaywhatistruth5470 god bless you
I rescued a senior dog out of the shelter. She gets me out walking and observing nature and other humans. Everytime I try to be social, it backfires on me. All humans are insane. Yes, I wrote ALL.
You know what is really insane?
Human sexuality, as it’s all one sided and God has made it this way, or so I used to believe, but I am considering evolution now.
It’s a part of my depression, thinking about why God sees the human sexual experience as fair, balanced and equal when it’s not.
It matters not that the vast majority of people don’t agree with me, because the facts speak for themselves.
My video at the top of my community page explains how things are.
@@thewaywhatistruth5470 I absolutely agree. I'll go check out that video.
I tell people "I'm on the monk path." It works because people don't know how to respond to that so they remain quiet and leave me alone. And oh, I'm a female so saying "I'm on the monk path" really confuses people. 🤣
Thank you very much, it’s things like this that make my loneliness a little bit more bearable.
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What has shook my faith and my understanding of God, is how unbalanced and one sided the human sexual experience is.
It’s what caused me to consider evolution, as I am seriously struggling to reconcile God with human sexuality.
I won't be uploading anymore videos until God makes it clear why things are like this?
(It’s no one’s fault either, because we can’t help what sex we are born, or how our bodies work.)
*I am talking about what the vast majority of men and women experience, not everyone obviously as we are diverse.*
May I ask do you drink much coffee you look weird for 3am . The world is tough and lonely place a lot a people are not nice keep going my friend try gaming online you are bound to find someone on a game you like 👍
It wasn't because of coffee, it's called years of built up misery caused by people not caring. At the least, not caring enough to get in contact at any rate. I hope you have a great new year. And no, in case you was wondering, I don't do drugs or drink I never have, many would have done in my situation however.