STORYTIME: My 3-Year GAY Affair with a Married Straight Woman
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- čas přidán 5. 09. 2024
- Listen up to my latest Storytime in which I share a tale from 20+ years ago about a torrid, anguished, and consequential affair I had with a married straight woman. It was always going to end in pain. And, it did, for both of us, but I wouldn't change a thing.
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Has nobody realised how amazing her story telling skills alone are? :O most youtubers rabble on and it makes me lose interest quick.
Thank you so much!
Yes very keeps you interested
And in a 40 some min video at that
@Simon Wyatt *Hugs*
Yes she is such a talented speaker
Now I understand why Julia loves you so much. You are very bright, so smart about many topics, beautiful and very commited to everything you do.
Thank you so much. That's really kind of you to say. ❤️
Agree!!
i was thinking this exact thing
Eileen De Freest I just started following you and Julia by accident really without prejudice. I am captivated by your stories. I see Julia’s emotions and your compassions when you are together. I now understand love have no barriers and really the age gap is just human perception. Blessings from Toronto.
@@EileenDeFreest i been having affair with my friend she is married to her wife for 19 years but she fell in love with me now we been together for 3 mouths beline her wife "s back why she been spying on me and get really jealous of me being with another woman ??.
The way you tell stories is absolutely captivating. 40 minutes feels like 10!
Thanks so much!
wow, I'm shocked, I just read your comment and realized it was 40 mins :D now I'm late
I agree I can listen to you for hours
Eileen is such an bright spot for LGBT community setting
Thank you so much, Stephen! That means a lot. 🌈❤️
Yes I agree! Just wish there was more bi visibility, I don’t think a straight woman would be in a 3 year long gay relationship? But love your storytelling, Eileen! Xx
Causing people to engage in betrayal is a bright spot? Wow... just wow... explains alot about the community.
I am a straight woman but I could listen to you talk forever and ever . You are very smart and there’s something about you that is comforting . Keep up the amazing videos :)
Thank you so much for your beautiful message and your kind support!
I’m straight as well and I throughly enjoy her videos. She is very well spoken and clear.
Why does it matter your sexual orientation? If you enjoy someone's content it should need an explanation , it seems like you are insulting lesbians. Like " I'm surprised I like you and what you have to say because I'm not gay"
@@heatherfeather5583 😂😂 I’m confused too. Why do you have to mention the fact you’re straight? 🤨 wth.
@@heatherfeather5583 that was my initial though too lol
I'd love more interesting storytimes like this! I love how coherent and detailed this was.
Thank you so much. I'm new at CZcams so I'm honing my style and I've found that Storytimes are the best fit so far. Thank you for your support! ❤️
I'm sorry if this seems weird. But you remind me so much of my mom who passed away a few years ago. She was calm, smart, and always full of stories from her past. I always get filled with excitement when I see you upload a new video.❤ Thank you
Aww, thank you, that's a profound compliment. I'm happy I remind you of those qualities in your mom. I'm sorry you lost her but I'm glad you got to know and love her. Thank you again!
I was zoned out and then I heard Eileen say “Jennifer” and I answered “yes?” 😂😂😂
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Lol so cute
Your vocabulary is amazing, I’m 24 & my girlfriend is 52. I respect you and Julia’s relationship so much 💜
you can remember all these details from 25 years ago, I don’t remember what I did 2 days ago lol
ikr
Rachel Urbano LOL I'm on the same page!🙈😂
I forgot why I walked in this room :p
Cuz she rubs her bean to the memory.
Normally I wouldn’t be able to sit through a 40 minute video of someone talking but there is SOMETHING about the way Eileen speaks that just keeps me entranced. You’re very charming through and through
Thank you so much, Coolio Cat! 😘🤗
Post pics when you were Julia’s age!
Yes
I am a 47 year old woman who was married to a man for 20 years. I always knew i was gay but did the right thing.the situation and unhappiness in my heart was untolerable.i left my marriage and my privileged life.within months i met a lady 15 years younger. We are inseparable, my soul mate,my love. We are getting married next year.i just wont to say you and julia give me so much hope.i love watching your life unfold.i send you both best wishes.it is never too late xx
Congrats on finally finding happiness! 🌻
so you essentially wasted 20 years of mans life and youth with a marriage built on a lie? I'm sorry but that's a really selfish and downright cowardly act. The right thing to do is not waste his time when he could have got to spend his life with someone who genuinely loved him. stories like yours do not deserve respect at all as you leave someone else to pick up the pieces because of your cowardice.
@@geraltofrivia3242 she could have been religous at the time, you never know
@@chocolateprincess2656 that no excuse. Say I was poor and needed money and robbed people being in a tuff position doesn’t excuse taken others down with you.
@@geraltofrivia3242 what a horrible false comparison
I've got a constant problem with Eileen's vlogs. My brain thinks I'm listening to an audiobook and runs imagination like craaaazy! Thank you for sharing your stories in such an amazing, vivid way 😍
What your doing is SOOO important! Just want you to know how appreciated you are!
I’ve been going through a rough patch with my mental illness lately and the content you and Julia put out have been my go-to videos to watch when I’m having a rough night because you’re both so soothing and kind. It’s almost like being with old friends when I watch your videos.
Thank you for your beautiful message. I'm sending hugs and wishes that you find the right help and support to help you through this difficult period.
i see why julia is in love with you! you are a beautiful soul ♥️
Thanks so much, Ana!
♥️
41 minutes straight to camera without a break. That's a real skill (and I talk for a living).
Thank you, Jo! That means a lot. ❤️
Yess my favorite gay icon back at it😂😂❤️❤️❤️❤️💕 love u so much
Thanks for sharing Eileen something so personal. I never comment on youtube but felt I had to this time. Thank you for being so brave and sharing your stories with us. Sending you and julia a warm hug from AZ, US. ♥️
Thank you so much, Mercedes. That means a lot to me. ❤️
Thanks for your heartfelt reply! Sending ♥️ from Tucson.
I’m from Tucson too 👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼
I really love your channel as me and my beautiful girlfriend have a substantial age gap she is 14 years younger. She started watching your fiance's CZcams channel and I started watching it with her and I think it's so great that you have one as well. This story was very moving and I had somewhat a similar situation in my past I just want to compliment you on your storytelling I think it was very beautiful.
I love how she expresses herself!!! I have not skipped one bit. It feels like I have a movie playing in my head
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Thank you for being so raw and honest. Thank you thank you. Thank you. This helps so much.
How you tell a story tell is so elegant - could listen to you for ages.
Two witches with power .....you told the story so elegantly. Brava!
You should have a podcast, you're just amazing to hear!
Thank you so much! When I have more time I plan to give it a go at podcasting. 🤗🌹
I discovered you and Julia when I was going through a very bad period. I love listening to your stories. You are the wise friend we needed for a long time. You both make me feel much better and I am also so happy for your wedding! I wish you both the best!!!
You should make podcasts or read things out loud for audible. I just found myself listening to your story without even watching the video and whilst I was doing my chores. You have such an articulate and soothing voice. One of the best story time youtubers I'd say I've watched!
This is definitely your thing Eileen! Well done! ❤️
Your storytelling skills are amazing. I am at work right now just marathoning your talking videos and it is making me completely lose track of time. I could relate to this story time in many ways, and it just feels so cool to see someone openly explain their "taboo" relationship. 10/10 quality content.
Thanks so much, Saoirse!
I watched this 3 times , the way you tell a story is like reading a beautiful book....please do a book on your experience, i would love to read this.!
Thank you so much, Yahaira! ❤️
Heyyyy!!!!!!! I'm so happy to see you today!! I'm not sure you remember but I'm the one recovering from surgery. You really make my day...the way you tell these stories of your life is mesmerizing. You are so soothing and calming. Bless you and Julia with all good things that life can offer!!!!💛💜
Wow, yes, I sure do remember! How are you feeling and recovering? I hope you're comfortable and happy! ❤️
@@EileenDeFreest I'm getting there!! Slowly!! My age really caught me!!! I'm 53 and boy let me tell you I'm feeling every year of it!!! Thank you so much for your concern!!! Much love to you and Julia!!!!💛💜
Honestly ,Eileen is the only CZcamsr who's storytimes I actually enjoy listening to
I really enjoy your stories. Your voice is very calming, it’s nice to press play and cook. I would really enjoy it if you shared some pictures of you in your youth.
Youre amazing at telling stories, really. You help my anxiety because I can just chill and relax while you paint a story in my head with your colorfully detailed stories :) love u so much!!!
Eileen you need to write a book or come up with your own podcast!!!! Your words are so captivating I could listen or read your words forever
I listened to this closing my eyes, it really felt like you took me to 1995, you are pretty good story teller🙌🏼🔥🔥😍
Thank you! 🤗
So excited for your video!!! You look absolutely stunning in this video as well! Love ya! 🌈❤️
The way you speak is so captivating! You are an excellent storyteller.
I know this is weird but hearing your sotries makes me excited to grow older?? Like literally i can't wait to be your age to have so many deep life experiences and adventures and stories to tell.. while still having a lovely present life and many other adventures to look for. Like you are goals.
What a beautiful, kind thing to say and to feel. It's precisely this attitude that will give you a rich, worthwhile life. I wish you the best. It sure appears you're going to live a great life! xoxo
@@EileenDeFreest thank you so much for your kind words, You really made my day!! i can't wait to see more videos! Wish you the best. Much love to you and Julia!
@@91loveismyreligion Aww, you're lovely! Thanks again! 🤗
Eileen I absolutely love listening to you speak. It’s like reading a good book; You’re such an eloquent and worldly woman.
Thank you so much! I appreciate your kind words. 🤗🌹
Love your stories and the way in which you tell them, a syntactic goddess. Your intelligence is intoxicating. You and your wife are amazing! 🤗
My wife and I have been together for 12 years. What a ride it’s been! Well wishes to you both!
Let the magical storytime begin!... Eileen, thank you very much for sharing with us, I could listen to you forever 🤗
Eileen you are such an
honest woman and I am so very grateful for you. Thank you for sharing such intimate times in your life. I have been so moved by your spirit and I wait anxiously for your next video. So much love to you and your beautiful fiance Julia. ❤❤❤❤
I’m a Libra also, I really resonated with the fact that you’re driven by your emotions and your feelings about love. Amazing video Eileen 💗thank you for sharing x
Really love these long story times! You are so articulate and a great story teller. I listened to this on my commute home kinda podcast style as I didn’t want to be looking at my phone while driving. You have a great “radio” voice and a soothing tone. Definitely look forward to more stories! Much love to you and Julia! 💕
Thank you so much, Calleigh!
You are very articulate and captivating! I find myself drawn to your stories. I really enjoy hearing you speak. It is evident what Julia sees in you! Thank you
I’m so late and I want to cry😭 I keep rewatching your videos! I think I may be a fangirl over you
I enjoyed the story very much and I thank you for the length as I watched it during my work out session and I found it very beautiful and sad at the same time. Being able to experience a love like that is special, but finding a love that is for you alone, the way it is with Julia, is even more so. I am glad you and julia found one another. Hope it is an everlasting love, for you both.
Thank you for your beautiful message. I agree with you about finding a true, singular love like I have with Julia. They just don't compare. My relationship with Julia is the culmination of all of my relationships. It's the best ever. Julia is the best ever! ❤️
The way you tell stories is so engaging, I could listen to you talk all day!
You're such an interesting, eloquent person. I love hearing you speak. Thank you for telling your stories!
Thank you for sharing your story, Eileen. It was like watching a novel unfold but this was very real. You have taught me that things happen for a reason and pain should be embraced, as you always come out stronger on the other side. I am glad you have Julia now and can have true happiness ❤
I really feel like you could make it big. You’re so so amazing at telling stories. I felt like I was watching a movie the whole time.
Thank you SO much! That's kind of you to say. I hope you're right. 🤗🌹
For over 3,5 years I had a wonderful, deep and strong relationship with my ex boyfriend. it was magic, we loved each other so intimately and it was, at leat for me, the first relationship where I could be who I really am.
but as you said, sometimes it does not work out with some things and thats what happend to us. we were trying so hard to work together and after 2,5 years we broke up. after 3 months we tryied it again and after one more year we broke up again.
so my story is not in any way the same as yours, but seperation is hard and it hurts so bad. especially when there is this magical, super strong and intimate love.
thank you so so much for shareing your story! you are a wonderful, amazing and inspiring woman and I lovelovelove your videos!! 👏😍
Thank you so much for your live message, Estelle. You definitely "got" what I was trying to get across in the video. Some relationships are intense but untenable. They just can't survive.
I'm sorry for the pain you suffered yet I bet you don't regret the experience. 🤗🤗🤗
You are such a good storyteller. I love it, so refreshing!!!!
I also got in a relationship to someone 20 my senior who was married and was straight. It was such a passionate affair and I deeply fell in love with her, but I soon realized she was never going to fully go gay no matter what she said. It was so hard to let her go, but my life got so much better after. I was miserable with her but didn’t realize until I got out of the relationship.
Wow, very interesting! I'm glad you got out of it to discover you felt better without her. ❤️
As a gay person whats the point of going after someone who is straight anyway? Seems wasting your time and you know it before hand...
Chubby Gainer I never intentionally went after her. It just happened. You fall in love with who you fall in love with. We were in love once. She just didn’t want to leave her husband. She kept promising she would, but never did. It would be confusing if you never went through it.
@@Woopthereitis93 same as my situation now with my married straight gf😪
Can we just call this for what it is it’s homewrecker behaviour.
Eileen I admire you so much! You are so humble. I enjoy watching Julia and your journey through life. Wishing you both nothing but happiness ❤️❤️
I absolutely love listening to you. You are so present and aware in your stories. Thank you for not erasing bisexuality. We get erased way too often. Lots of love!
I love listening to your stories at night when i can't sleep! Your voice is so soothing! So relaxing and your story telling is amazing! Keep doing you!
You make every story so captivating and beautiful! I really enjoyed listening to this tonight. It was like a perfect relaxing podcast to rewind and disconnect at the end of the day. You are a really beautiful and strong woman Eileen❤️
Thank you so much, Gisella! ❤️
you are such a bright, bubbly and just a lovely person Eileen, thankyou for sharing this story with us- Love from Spain xxx
you have a beautiful way with words. this was a really raw and painfully eloquent story time. coming from someone who's felt passion knowing it's transient, this hit home.
Loves your stories Eileen. I normally would see 40 minutes and click another video. But I seen yours and got excited.
Aww, thank you so much, Nat!
@@EileenDeFreest ur so welcome, I just died when I seen u commented back ppl never usually do but I know y'all are busy!. U guys are seriously awesome! This made my day, thank you!
Eileen, you're so articulate and captivating. I'm glued to your chat!! I'm Irish!!! You're an amazing story teller.
Aww, thank you so much! I really appreciate your support! 🇮🇪🤗
Love your stories Eileen. I bet the girl where your teeth falled never forget you, lol.
Makeup on point..i love hearing your stories you are so engaging and smart! I am so glad you made a youtube channel of your own! And its awesome to hear things about the woman that Julia loves so much ;D
That was so interesting. I love hearing your stories, you speak with such conviction but in such a warm way. What a difficult situation, so glad you have Julia now to spend your life with. Thanks for sharing.
You tell stories so unbelievably well! It really is amazing to listen to you talk with such colour about things
Eileen, when you were talking about how you tend to feel everything so deeply, I completely identified with that in every way! I have always felt things so deeply- and then you said you were a Libra! Well, so am I. I’m a Virgo/libra cusp (my birthday is sept 23) but I think I almost exclusively identify with Libra traits. I thought it was so interesting that you described “Jennifer” in the ways it seems you come off to most of your audience. I love hearing you speak & from the comments I often see on your videos, it seems everyone loves the ways you have with words. ❤️
Thank you so much, sweet Kristen! 😘🤗
Eileen, yet another video that’s moved me to tears because of the poetic way you speak. Thank you so much for being present here and I hope you know how much you are valued. You have a gorgeous light/energy about you. Sending my best wishes and love
You are such an amazing storyteller and you do it with such eloquence and such a nice calming voice! I subscribed, can’t wait to hear more of your stories.
I love listening to Eileen’s videos, they are so wisdomful and your story telling skills are amazing!
Thank you for sharing these stories with us Eileen. I really appreciate your realness in an unreal world
Eileen! Thank you so much for your story. I have been through a similar situation twice (electric connection with married woman..) so I totally feel your pain. It's taught me that love isn't enough but that I am. :) Look forward to hearing more. Wish I could chat with you in person!
Thanks so much. And I love what you said that "love isn't enough" but you are. That's true and it's wonderful to realise that. ❤️
Thank you for sharing 🙏 you are an amazing Storyteller! My ears and eye's kept glued to the screen from beginning to end!
finally a storytelling youtuber that knows how to tell stories
First ever storytime that I can’t put my phone down, you have a beautiful way of telling stories❤️
Thank you for your beautiful message! It means a lot to me. 🤗😊
I so enjoy your storytimes! You speak so eloquently and from the heart. Love the hair!
This was such an immensly interesting story! 40 minutes just flew by, I could listen to your stories all day everyday. Keep it going 💗
I could listen to you talk or tell stories all day. You stay on tract and word it so well. ❤️
I love the way you tell stories!! Your voice is so soothing and your words are poetry.. powerful story. ❤️
You are so unbelievable vulnerable!
MAD PROPS.👏🏻Thanks so very much for sharing.
That’s brave to do that and walked away🥺💔
You have a big and lovely heart.
Much love 💗
Your story telling skills are so GREAT! Beautifully told!
Eileen you are just so lovely! I love watching your videos, you’re so calming 💕
You have a beautiful way of making a 40+min video a joy to watch.
Soo I remember when Julia did this hair dye that was a bluish purple, I really feel that is your color. You should definitely give it a try and since you have dark hair under, it’ll fade quite nicely. Just make sure to get rid of the leftover green or blue. So then it doesn’t mess up the color.. you look amazing with dyed hair and normal colored hair! Makes your eyes look beautiful and Julia is a lucky girl!
You have to bleach hair to get colors like that. If she puts blue or purple on her hair it'll look like shit
I love your stories. They’re so powerful and inspiring. I’m so glad you started this channel💕
Eileen is sooo well spoken!! I could listen to these stories all day
Your makeup looks lovely. So excited to watch this video!💞
Thank you, Bobbi!
Loving the videos. I never really sit watching videos for too long but you have me hooked with the way you tell your life stories.. Keep them coming! X
You have such a calm and soothing voice, you are a truly amazing story teller and you should do a story telling podcast. You have a beautiful soul and you can tell you're genuinely lovely person. ❤ xxx
Thank you for your beautiful message. It means a lot. 🤗🌹
You are an absolutely beautiful story teller. I love the way you describe people and situations to the point that I feel like I know them or was there. Your vocabulary is untouchable. I could watch you talk forever.
Thank you so much, Stefanie! Thank means a lot. xoxo
You are such a beautiful, interesting person. And the way you articulate your stories are so captivating. I always get so excited to see your videos! ❤️
I really enjoy your videos! The way you are telling a story is just exquisite really.. lol guess who I’m referencing..! But truly, you are always able to leave me fascinated, and really, just give me some wonderful life advices, as well as a whole new perspectives on matters through your stories. Plus, you are one of the few things that help me fall asleep, so thank you for that and for you being you💕
Get so excited every time you post a video!
I'm a Libra too! We are very emotion driven and passionate and it takes a special partner to recognize and appreciate this depth about us 🥰 Blessings to you and Julia!
Cool! Thanks you, very much ♥️
You are a breath of fresh (literally) to the lesbian community 😊
You should make a video on general relationship advice, you seemed experienced in everything
Seeing a 41 minute video I grabbed the popcorn 🙌🏻 you’re so inspiring when you talk Eileen. I love you and Julia! 💖
omg... i have a paper due at midnight but it's ok if I take a short break right? lol! Eileen youre such a vibrant person
Hah! Thanks so much and be sure to enjoy your break then get back to your paper. 🌈❤️
Eileen, you’re one beautiful, classy lady. You deserve all the happiness in the world. Btw, I’m a Libra, as well, & I understand you so well. I’ve found myself in situations such as this one b/c I’m also driven by my emotions. It’s a blessing & a curse.