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  • čas přidán 27. 08. 2024
  • Sorry for the watermark :) but I made this video and it took quite a bit.
    The song is- built a home

Komentáře • 76

  • @madderthanthehatter263
    @madderthanthehatter263 Před 3 lety +129

    0:21 Shameless
    0:28 In the Dark
    0:38 Lucifer
    1:26 Euphoria - Rue
    1:36 Euphoria - Maddy & Nate
    1:47 Shameless
    2:25 Euphoria - Maddy
    3:05 ?
    4:06 Shameless
    5:12 Breakfast Club

    • @irisenjambo6816
      @irisenjambo6816 Před 3 lety +5

      3:05 One tree hill

    • @madderthanthehatter263
      @madderthanthehatter263 Před 3 lety +1

      @@irisenjambo6816 Thank you

    • @joelle.k3756
      @joelle.k3756 Před 3 lety

      Which episode of Lucifer was it?

    • @jesussavedme6260
      @jesussavedme6260 Před 3 lety

      You are not a failure. You do not have to deal with depression, give it all to Jesus, He can heal you and He wants to😊 Jesus loves you 😊😊 Jesus loves you all, He can remove your emptiness and pain if you let Him. He loves you with a love you didn’t know existed. Give Him a chance, please. He loves you. Do not end your life, please stay. You are so precious, wanted and loved. If you don’t want your life - give it to Jesus. All these lies and torments you hear - flip it and it is the truth! Listen to “Voice of God” and “As you find me” on youtube. Also please listen to: Dan Mohler, Kenneth Hagin, Todd White and Kathryn Kullmann. I hope to see you in heaven one day😊😊

    • @vdog5160
      @vdog5160 Před 2 lety

      @@jesussavedme6260 hi no hate or anything but please don't say Jesus and say God instead because people believe in different gods.
      Edit: to fix spelling error

  • @maggie498
    @maggie498 Před 2 lety +46

    I feel like everything i do, it just makes everything worse. like when i get in trouble for literally just breathing.every time i get in trouble i feel like my heart is breaking into millions of pieces. “you know the thing about depression, it kinda collapses time” it sure as hell does. i just want a big hug and to tell people how i really feel

    • @hearttouchingedits5569
      @hearttouchingedits5569  Před 2 lety +1

      i’m so sorry love. 🖤 i will always be here to listen if you need it.

    • @maggie498
      @maggie498 Před 2 lety +1

      @@hearttouchingedits5569 thank you 🥺 this means a lot for me to hear. at least i know one person wants to listen to me and my fucked up life :/

    • @angelacavon6408
      @angelacavon6408 Před 2 lety +1

      I feel the same exact way. Every time I get in trouble I feel like it's for no reason.
      me: "WHAT DID I DO?!"
      my mom: HA! WHAT DID YOU DO? YOU WERE DISRESPECTFUL AND TALKING BACK TO ME LIKE A BRAT!
      being "disrespectful and rude" means talking back to my parents when I"M NOT TRYING TO TALK BACK! 😭 I'm just trying to give them my opinion and they don't listen to me they just yell louder and go over my words then they tell me they're not yelling I'm the one who's yelling, but I'm not I'm just trying to say what I wanna say...then my dad physically abuses me when my mom has nothing else to say or do why? because she treats him like a fucking puppet. He has a mind of his own. She gets to say what I can and can't do isn't that my dad's job? The last time my dad hurt me was when he grabbed me by the neck and through me against the wall. He chocked me a little I just breathed through my nose until he let go. You're not the only one who goes through this shit. I actually miss having my brothers at home, I miss my oldest brother being the golden child being the scapegoat and golden child at the same time is exhausting. First I get spoiled rotten and my parents loved me so much, then I get all this shit dumped on me. It messes with my head when they do this to me...I wish my family wasn't dysfunctional at all. I look out the window and imagine living in a place where my family cared about my feelings and wasn't this harsh. Then I snap out of it and come back to what my family's really like.

    • @ericwilliams235
      @ericwilliams235 Před 4 měsíci

      ​@angelacavon6408 This is super late, but I hope things are going better for you ❤️ .

  • @mckayleem3098
    @mckayleem3098 Před 3 lety +237

    “Everything that I am today is because of what happened. And I hate what happened, so I hate myself. I hate myself because I hate what made me this way. But I don’t know how to be anybody else.”
    -Me to myself

    • @hearttouchingedits5569
      @hearttouchingedits5569  Před 3 lety +7

      I hope it gets better love.

    • @mckayleem3098
      @mckayleem3098 Před 3 lety +1

      @@hearttouchingedits5569 thanks.

    • @jay.washereeee1136
      @jay.washereeee1136 Před 3 lety +3

      Can I borrow this for a poem Im writing

    • @mckayleem3098
      @mckayleem3098 Před 3 lety +2

      @@jay.washereeee1136 sure lol. Mind sharing it here when you’re done?

    • @jay.washereeee1136
      @jay.washereeee1136 Před 3 lety +9

      @@mckayleem3098 It doesn’t have a name and I don’t think it’s quite finished but this is what I have so far ..
      “Everything that I am today is because of what happened. And I hate myself for what happened. I hate myself because I hate what made me this way but I don’t know how to be anybody else. I don’t know how to not be myself and I hate that. I look at myself and I’m honestly ashamed and looking at myself .. my body, the scars, the acne, the fat, the stretch marks, ... all of it makes me insecure. I hate that I feel insecure. I hate the way I look. I sit in the mirror starring at all my flaws and imperfections and cry silently. I stare at myself horrified and in disgust. How could anybody think I’m beautiful 😕 ? How can anybody look at me and want to love me? I don’t think I even want to look like these other girls .. I just want to be pretty and actually pretty because I never do.”

  • @jordeannmunroe1633
    @jordeannmunroe1633 Před 2 lety +54

    I love my mom so much but I can never open up to her without it blowing up in my face...🙂

  • @shelfruity
    @shelfruity Před 3 lety +94

    Yeah...why do I hate myself so much?

    • @jesussavedme6260
      @jesussavedme6260 Před 3 lety +2

      You are not a failure. You do not have to deal with depression, give it all to Jesus, He can heal you and He wants to😊 Jesus loves you 😊😊 Jesus loves you all, He can remove your emptiness and pain if you let Him. He loves you with a love you didn’t know existed. Give Him a chance, please. He loves you. Do not end your life, please stay. You are so precious, wanted and loved. If you don’t want your life - give it to Jesus. All these lies and torments you hear - flip it and it is the truth! Listen to “Voice of God” and “As you find me” on youtube. Also please listen to: Dan Mohler, Kenneth Hagin, Todd White and Kathryn Kullmann. I hope to see you in heaven one day😊😊

    • @jakobemmel2255
      @jakobemmel2255 Před 2 lety

      Bc u post stuff like this

  • @kellyoliphant9746
    @kellyoliphant9746 Před 2 lety +13

    Lucifer trys to figure out everyone but him self

  • @kearagonzalez7637
    @kearagonzalez7637 Před 3 lety +111

    I love how frank defended Fiona no matter what

    • @ac_edits8532
      @ac_edits8532 Před 3 lety +23

      He always argued against Fiona...he always backs up Monica even though she put those kids through so much

    • @akp8210
      @akp8210 Před 2 lety +11

      @@ac_edits8532 he argued against Fiona only when sticking up for Monica, the one person frank truly loved. He always stuck up for Fiona when it was against another one of the kids.

    • @KateJn
      @KateJn Před 2 lety

      Um I'm sorry but may I ask what movie or series is that ?

    • @marissab4484
      @marissab4484 Před 2 lety +2

      @@KateJn shameless

    • @kearagonzalez7637
      @kearagonzalez7637 Před 2 lety

      @@ac_edits8532 that’s different she was the love of his life and he was an idiot when it came to her but for everyone else he defended Fiona

  • @abbyraffin7421
    @abbyraffin7421 Před 3 lety +6

    I’m sorry but am I the only one that laughed at “SHUT UP BITCH!” at the end lmao? Idk what it was but in the mist of just bleh I’m now cackling at 3 in the morning lmao

  • @theeuzu6918
    @theeuzu6918 Před 3 lety +38

    This got me wanting to watch shameless again😪 and lucifer

  • @shelfruity
    @shelfruity Před 2 lety +16

    why am I a failure ? why am I a horrible person? why do people love me? why do I deserve to be alive? why do I deserve to eat... why do I deserve to be alive?

  • @charliemorningstar7251
    @charliemorningstar7251 Před 2 lety +8

    I hate myself too Lucifer... I hate me too.

  • @tsumi_the_hapa4009
    @tsumi_the_hapa4009 Před 3 lety +13

    Why DO I hate myself so much

    • @jesussavedme6260
      @jesussavedme6260 Před 3 lety

      You are not a failure. You do not have to deal with depression, give it all to Jesus, He can heal you and He wants to😊 Jesus loves you 😊😊 Jesus loves you all, He can remove your emptiness and pain if you let Him. He loves you with a love you didn’t know existed. Give Him a chance, please. He loves you. Do not end your life, please stay. You are so precious, wanted and loved. If you don’t want your life - give it to Jesus. All these lies and torments you hear - flip it and it is the truth! Listen to “Voice of God” and “As you find me” on youtube. Also please listen to: Dan Mohler, Kenneth Hagin, Todd White and Kathryn Kullmann. I hope to see you in heaven one day😊😊

  • @mathildelecreq9597
    @mathildelecreq9597 Před 3 lety +29

    waw... made me cry... what is the tv show of the first scene plz ?

    • @hearttouchingedits5569
      @hearttouchingedits5569  Před 3 lety +7

      It’s called in the dark 🖤

    • @mathildelecreq9597
      @mathildelecreq9597 Před 3 lety

      @@hearttouchingedits5569 thank u so much 💓

    • @jesussavedme6260
      @jesussavedme6260 Před 3 lety +1

      You are not a failure. You do not have to deal with depression, give it all to Jesus, He can heal you and He wants to😊 Jesus loves you 😊😊 Jesus loves you all, He can remove your emptiness and pain if you let Him. He loves you with a love you didn’t know existed. Give Him a chance, please. He loves you. Do not end your life, please stay. You are so precious, wanted and loved. If you don’t want your life - give it to Jesus. All these lies and torments you hear - flip it and it is the truth! Listen to “Voice of God” and “As you find me” on youtube. Also please listen to: Dan Mohler, Kenneth Hagin, Todd White and Kathryn Kullmann. I hope to see you in heaven one day😊😊

  • @avinavpradhan2753
    @avinavpradhan2753 Před 3 lety +14

    0:28 please tell me the name of this clip?

    • @hearttouchingedits5569
      @hearttouchingedits5569  Před 3 lety +2

      It’s called in the dark ! It’s about this blind girl that tries to play detective. You should watch it !

    • @jesussavedme6260
      @jesussavedme6260 Před 3 lety

      You are not a failure. You do not have to deal with depression, give it all to Jesus, He can heal you and He wants to😊 Jesus loves you 😊😊 Jesus loves you all, He can remove your emptiness and pain if you let Him. He loves you with a love you didn’t know existed. Give Him a chance, please. He loves you. Do not end your life, please stay. You are so precious, wanted and loved. If you don’t want your life - give it to Jesus. All these lies and torments you hear - flip it and it is the truth! Listen to “Voice of God” and “As you find me” on youtube. Also please listen to: Dan Mohler, Kenneth Hagin, Todd White and Kathryn Kullmann. I hope to see you in heaven one day😊😊

  • @bjaradat2005
    @bjaradat2005 Před 4 lety +14

    💔💔💔💔

    • @jesussavedme6260
      @jesussavedme6260 Před 3 lety

      You are not a failure. You do not have to deal with depression, give it all to Jesus, He can heal you and He wants to😊 Jesus loves you 😊😊 Jesus loves you all, He can remove your emptiness and pain if you let Him. He loves you with a love you didn’t know existed. Give Him a chance, please. He loves you. Do not end your life, please stay. You are so precious, wanted and loved. If you don’t want your life - give it to Jesus. All these lies and torments you hear - flip it and it is the truth! Listen to “Voice of God” and “As you find me” on youtube. Also please listen to: Dan Mohler, Kenneth Hagin, Todd White and Kathryn Kullmann. I hope to see you in heaven one day😊😊

  • @dajke9678
    @dajke9678 Před 3 lety +10

    3:40 what series is this or movie

    • @hearttouchingedits5569
      @hearttouchingedits5569  Před 3 lety +3

      Shameless 🖤 it’s a series.

    • @dajke9678
      @dajke9678 Před 3 lety +2

      @@hearttouchingedits5569
      thank you so much

    • @jesussavedme6260
      @jesussavedme6260 Před 3 lety

      You are not a failure. You do not have to deal with depression, give it all to Jesus, He can heal you and He wants to😊 Jesus loves you 😊😊 Jesus loves you all, He can remove your emptiness and pain if you let Him. He loves you with a love you didn’t know existed. Give Him a chance, please. He loves you. Do not end your life, please stay. You are so precious, wanted and loved. If you don’t want your life - give it to Jesus. All these lies and torments you hear - flip it and it is the truth! Listen to “Voice of God” and “As you find me” on youtube. Also please listen to: Dan Mohler, Kenneth Hagin, Todd White and Kathryn Kullmann. I hope to see you in heaven one day😊😊

  • @vishakhagadade4195
    @vishakhagadade4195 Před rokem +1

    I feel nothing ..
    I hate myself....... I me don't deserve life
    I don't ......

  • @Sarah-my9zg
    @Sarah-my9zg Před 3 lety +4

    4min03 ? What’s the movie pls

    • @hearttouchingedits5569
      @hearttouchingedits5569  Před 3 lety

      Shameless

    • @jesussavedme6260
      @jesussavedme6260 Před 3 lety

      You are not a failure. You do not have to deal with depression, give it all to Jesus, He can heal you and He wants to😊 Jesus loves you 😊😊 Jesus loves you all, He can remove your emptiness and pain if you let Him. He loves you with a love you didn’t know existed. Give Him a chance, please. He loves you. Do not end your life, please stay. You are so precious, wanted and loved. If you don’t want your life - give it to Jesus. All these lies and torments you hear - flip it and it is the truth! Listen to “Voice of God” and “As you find me” on youtube. Also please listen to: Dan Mohler, Kenneth Hagin, Todd White and Kathryn Kullmann. I hope to see you in heaven one day😊😊

  • @Pesketh
    @Pesketh Před 11 měsíci

    show at start?

  • @Pesketh
    @Pesketh Před 3 lety +1

    show at 0.05?

    • @jesussavedme6260
      @jesussavedme6260 Před 3 lety

      You are not a failure. You do not have to deal with depression, give it all to Jesus, He can heal you and He wants to😊 Jesus loves you 😊😊 Jesus loves you all, He can remove your emptiness and pain if you let Him. He loves you with a love you didn’t know existed. Give Him a chance, please. He loves you. Do not end your life, please stay. You are so precious, wanted and loved. If you don’t want your life - give it to Jesus. All these lies and torments you hear - flip it and it is the truth! Listen to “Voice of God” and “As you find me” on youtube. Also please listen to: Dan Mohler, Kenneth Hagin, Todd White and Kathryn Kullmann. I hope to see you in heaven one day😊😊