Pursuing Art at 35
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- čas přidán 4. 06. 2024
- I'm pursuing art with the goal of becoming a professional artist at the ripe age of 35 - and this is my story. I'm very close to the finish line and I want to share my journey in the hopes that I can save you from the challenges and mistakes I've made. Anyone who wants to pursue a creative path like drawing or painting can relate to the rollercoaster of thoughts and emotions we experience.
As artists, one of the most toxic things we do is tie our skill and the quality of our work to our own value. This, along with many other forms of resistance, is why many artists struggle to move forward with their work. This video explores those struggles and how I worked through them to develop a healthy & happy relationship with my art. I hope I can provide a way forward for you to do the same.
00:00 Intro
01:19 A Magical Moment
02:47 Aspiring Artist
04:10 Resistance
05:32 Improvement
08:17 Revival
10:10 Internal Battle
05:22 Focused Consistency
13:44 Happy & Healthy
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I'm 45 and I have a 5 year plan to pursue my passion to be a fine artist. This has been a dream of mine for almost 20 years. I am unsure if it will work but I'm going to do it anyway. Let's do this! I'll see you in 5 years! Goodluck!
I am 40 and just enrolled in community college to pursue art education and be a better artist. Here's to us all pursuing what we love.
get the book THE WAR OF ART by Steven Pressfield you wont regret it. GOOD LUCK
Stay healthy and happy!
Me also. After leaving a no end job in I.T. Due to carpel tunnel. I started perusing this 18 years ago in 2003 with out support. Even now only my husband supports me.
@@designedwarrior very good book.
I didn't start writing again until I internalized three important concepts:
1. You need to systemize in order to normalize. Do something small each day at a set time for a predetermined amount of time, until it's routine.
2. Failure is a problem for editing.
3. It's okay to let yourself sit there, and allow yourself to do nothing. No distractions, just stillness. Eventually doing your art becomes more interesting than simply being.
Twitter ''artists'' would rather write a book about their pains and constant whining around art, rather than actually draw and improve.
I love that, those concepts are great 😁 That last one especially is overlooked but also because people don't like sitting in silence. Rather than feeling forced to do something interesting you start to allow yourself to think before you act - which you usually try to drown in distractions. Which likely leads to your conclusion as well, eventually you do the art because you want to - it's interesting and fun!
@@xPhantomxify I can empathize with people stuck in this loop. If I were an ancient Greek I'd probably withhold my offerings to the muses in favor of quietly muttering vows to strike them down with my idle hands
These are some golden tips!
@ZephyerArt is practic8ng 5or 6 hours a day enough to make significant progress? And if I may ask wasn't the support pf family.snd friends besidesyour wife enough before you met her? If not why not if I may ask?
I'm 33 and did so much art when I was in high school but stopped once I got to college. I felt like it was a "waste of time" because I couldn't make money from it. After working in corporate for 12 years I yearned for a change and I have slowly been improving my art in hopes of becoming fully employed on my art. It is never too late! Thanks for your video, definitely makes me feel less alone (and all these comments too!)
/fistbump My 12 year career was still art related (graphic design), but recently I've made the leap to full time ceramicist because I enjoy it more. Just wildly more fulfilling. Wish you the best of success with yours ^^
It is never to late! We can still make our art dream come true❤
You will never improve as an artist if you keep complaining, whining or crying about art instead of focussing entirely on drawing and learning the fundamentals. Stop caring what the world has to say and focus on drawing. Twitter would be a much better place if all of those so called artists did this. We would see the quality of art improve by tenfold.
Fistbump to all you wonderful humans! 34 here! Had a career as a Doctor (brown over achieving family) with med school and 10 years of working. Hated every minute of it. My entire family blew a fuse everytime i even discussed art. But here I am after 10 years of medicine changing my career. My husband and my in laws have been the most supportive and driving force. Its a very slow start. But I am back at it running home everyday to get a few hours of drawing in. And it is SO TRUE. Having a little project to work on goes a long way. The drawing will come naturally. Iv been drawing the same character over the past few qeeks. Different poses and expressions, I believe i see improvement everytime! I wosh you guys all the best too!!
I'm heading towards 34 and I struggled with committing to art because I felt like I would never succeed at it. I would mainly draw anime style stuff and still do sometimes, but after I lost my cat last year (hardest thing I've lived through) I want to paint a portrait of her, to honor her and everything she taught me. I don't have much skill when it comes fine art or painting but I'm working on it! Hope to offer pet portrait services down the line after achieving my goal of painting my cat, would love it if what I do could help lessen the pain of someone who is grieving a furry friend even if just by a little.
I'm 36 and quit my 9-5 to pursue becoming a children's picture book author-illustrator. I'm starting from scratch whilst looking after my two year old and have been sharing my art progress on youtube weekly since taking it seriously. It’s my 6th month & I’m determined more than ever!
It’s so wonderful to discover you and see there’s so many of us feeling very similar. I struggled with time, feeling not good enough and scared of judgement too, but we got this! Also if anyone else is sharing their art journey on youtube too, please reply with your channel name, I'd love to see your progress and cheer for you too!
@SpottedJournal it would be cool to check out your CZcams channel if you feel comfortable posting it. 😊
Im just posting reels for now. Its tough to post everyday or stay consistent. Im just going around and looking at how people actually shoot their videos.
@marissatims6980 i thought i had already replied, but I can't see. Sorry if I've duplicated it's spotted journal 🤗
@artardtreasures keep digging for sure! I found it's important to find your own way, you'll def get there if you keep trying, redlecting and be specific about what you like and dislike & what to do next time 💛
Just subscribed to your channel! I'm on a similar path, and I struggle with feeling isolated from my previous 9-5 work and insecurity in every aspect in this pursuit. Even though our pace may be different, I already feel encouraged with a sense of comradery from your documented journey. I'll be sure to follow your "breadcrumbs" and root for you from afar. I wish your 2024 is off to a hopeful and fruitful start!
the title itself hits home, i am currently 27 and the dread of getting to 30 without that much progress to drawing the things i want is an everyday battle i struggle with. i wish i could just do it without compromising myself or the others around me. great video and i hope i your journey reaches a lot more people like this video did. thanks!
I started at 31 and made crazy progress in 1 year. Don't give in to the doom thoughts
I'm 30 and completely regret not sticking with it back when I started drawing more seriously when I was 25.
Hard to get back on the horse to be honest but with practice I think it can get done!
You can make INCREDIBLE progress in short amounts of time. If you’re here and watching this, your already conscious of your desire to improve and making the steps to do it! There’s no need to rush, just take it one step at a time and enjoy the journey. ☺️
30 here, don't fall for the FOMO it does no exist, we are all pushing.
@@10XSeigaHow’d you do it? I know that motivating yourself to improve is one of them which I’m struggling with right now, but what resources did you use?
After changing my diet, exercise, and a whole host of other habits, I realised that not being able to draw was just the bit of the iceberg sticking out of the water. I really relate to your revival in your life and your art. I think happy artists make good work. I'm turning 40 in a month, going all in on art, and it feels right.
Hehe I love that. If it feels right, you're on an exciting path for yourself! Taking care of your body and mind is really going to benefit you on this journey. You're a step ahead already
I am lucky enough to have a flexible job that I can work part time, plus I'll be alright for a while. I hope to be supplementing my regular income with my art, which includes a bunch of different mediums and formats. I'm aware of the typical difficult journey of art. It's what I've wanted my whole life. I'm gonna be 40. I see a real opportunity to learn and grow for myself.
I am a 53 year old woman that just graduated with a BFA in Graphic Design but self teaching in illustration and painting. Regardless of what this world throws at me, I plan on making the 2nd part of my life a good one, God willing! Thank you for sharing your video! I refuse to let this ageist world label me and hold me down.
I'm just speechless. It's so weird to actually hear someone else to articulate all the thoughts and insecurities I'm battling right now. Thank you a million for this video.
I just turned 33 and never was thinking about being an artist until few years ago. I wasn't the kind of kid who always had to draw, but was creative in other ways (knitting, crocheting, paper creations, ...). But lately I had this inner urge to express what I perceive as beautiful, all the little daily stuff we pass almost blindly. I want to surround myself and others with these casual beauties. So I started learning how to draw. And as one does, I turned to youtube, which probably messed my head a little. Seeing all the successful artists, creating all the amazing art is intimidating. I ended up just watching tutorials, but being super scared to try them out. I guess my biggest fear is to create something original and not just copy someone style. And as you said, the fear is basically crippling to the point where I stopped drawing, just admiring others and wishing I had their lives, but not working towards it for myself. There is some comfort in hearing that others struggle with this too. So thank you for this, and please keep going on your journey ❤
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Hey, I feel for you! I also experienced (and still experience) the same struggles from discouragement and fear of failure. I kept procrastinating and pushing off creating art because if I stay here, I can remain in the purgatory of "having potential." It's still super scary to apply myself and actually face my current skill set. I'm not particularly a "New Year, New Me" person, but as this year began, I'm trying harder to come out of my shell. I wish your 2024 is off to a hopeful start where you exert forward regardless of self-doubt and any insecurities. We got this. You got this.
I'm currently 32. I want to publish my comic books within a year. I'm learning to draw again after 10 years. It has been 4 months since my journey, I'm glad I managed to improve faster than I thought I could. Thanks to all CZcams gurus and everyone who post art on the Pinterest.
As someone who lives in Brazil, i can tell that pursuing art as a carrear is know as "craziness". I know that all over the world is already hard enough, but here it seems even more impossible. Normally, just like my family, parents don't approve this kind of path and will say that classic "Art don't make money" and "You'll be poor" blablabla.
I'm trying hard to self study since i have no money to invest in courses or classes, the all A.I garbage around the internet sicks me, not support from family members or friends are really depressing... but i keep going. Wish me luck, hope you all achieve your dreams.
Finally a relatable voice in all this. Though I am fortunate to live in north America, I also live with no support, no money for school, and the burden of being alive in this hell while loving art.
Unfortunately for you and I, and many like us, we are invisible to the many who live with comfortable privileges. They attend expensive school after expensive school, buy piles of drawing books and have anything money can buy at their fingertips. They are painfully unaware how successful they already are with stable home lives, reliable careers, or loving families.
Your sentiment is kind, but wasted on them. They are already pursuing their dreams everyday, but are unfortunately brain-washed to see a lacking where there is abundance. Capitalism is very powerful in this way.
Still; I offer you my support and well wishes. We may not have much but to pursue art in your circumstances is very noble and deserves recognition. Good luck my friend.
Oi. Eu também sou do Brasil, sei o que está sentindo. Espero que dê tudo certo!
You only have one life and should do what you want to do. As long as you have food and a place to life it’s more than enough to start a career in Art.
I'm 36, and I quit my job at 35 to coast for a bit. The goal was to find myself and discover my passion in life. Which I've discovered over this last year is art.
This video resonates with me so much, especially the "aspiring artist" bit. It's true I am counting myself out before I have the chance to succeed.
When people are like "oh, that's really good" I have like 15 caveats I toss out to discredit myself.
"Oh the base model was a trace so I really didn't do anything special"
"This is something I made from an example in a book"
Or I'll just point out all the tiny flaws they didn't even notice. But I need to stop this.
I AM an artist. And thank you for helping me see that.
This message came at the perfect time. I'm turning 30 in a few days time, have been trying to improve my art skills over the years and I was struggling with feelings of self-doubt and despair because I'm not where I thought I "should" be at my age. But watching your video gave me a solid reminder to not beat myself up and always remember that with every drawing I make, I'm growing. Thank you so much ❤
Hell yea, I love that. Happy early birthday! 🥳 You don't need to rush this journey at all, keep making progress and be kind to yourself along the way.
I used to work at the zoo with a sketchy art company and dated one of the caricature artists who showed me his progress. No joke, his original sketch book was similar to that of a 7 year old and he was very enthusiastic about how ANYONE can do art with enough time and effort. His approach was to literally fill a sketchbook with ANYTHING and to fill it up completely in a week. He did this over and over until he was the fastest artist at the zoo. He worked doing designs at a company who made shirts for target and wal Mart, creating a fully digital art piece in less than a minute where the other artists were talking 20-30 per design. It was wild.
Where you ''should'' be around your age is entirely dependent on how much you are dedicated to drawing and learning the fundamentals. Are you drawing every day for hours or would you rather write a book about your self-diagnosed anxieties as an artist on Twitter for some followers and likes?
@@xPhantomxify ...why are you all over this video? Your comments read like someone that would get angry over an artist taking money for a commission. No one believes you're good. You're just peeing into the wind, bro.
HEY, SAME HERE! Happy birthday. :) I just turned 30 on October 4th! Lol.
I'd also been feeling so lost & depressed lately, mostly due to my lack of artistic output since last year. Those feelings of self-doubt and despair you mentioned resonate with me, especially when it comes to my own perception regarding society's superfluous expectations.
I've always had a starry-eyed idea of where I should be, relative to my age. For instance, I'd always told myself that, if I wasn't a professional composer or musician by the time I was 24, then I'd just give up on music entirely, or if I didn't have x amount of money by the time I was 30, then I'd just pull the plug. Now, I'm aware this all sounds so outlandish & harsh, because it is. Sadly, these are the types of expectations that are perpetuated & sold, particularly by mainstream media and by companies whose entire purpose is to capitalize on our despair and self-doubt. It's disgusting, but it's all the more reason to learn how to identify and accept your shortcomings, and only change the things that *can* be changed.
Unfortunately, the negative thoughts surrounding our self-perception never fully dissipate; however, they do eventually lose their ability to fully take the reigns of our lives, especially when we construct & maintain good habits.
I hope things go well for you, and always remember: sometimes, the biggest growth we experience is felt after long periods of inactivity.
I apologize if this comment comes off as preachy and cringeworthy in advance lol. Much love to you all
I'm 50 yrs old and I just started learning (about 4 years ago), so I can relate. But you have a lot years ahead of you to pursue your dreams. Nice message and advice. BTW, your wife is beautiful.
LOL thank you, she appreciates that ☺️ she’s amazing! Wow, that’s awesome you’re starting at 50. I keep telling my Dad to start because he loves coming up with comic ideas and he’s in his 60’s. Anyone can make this journey for sure ☺️
I turned 45 on the 12th of september this year and I taught I was the eldest. And I'm back at it again: exploring arts (writing, drawing and painting). I've just discovered Fresco and I don't care about my next job as long as I am free to create.
@@ZephyerArt tell your dad he will be in good company.
@@ZephyerArt Look up Helen Bradley. She went to art school young but mostly started painting in her 60s. She became v popular, I have some of her illustrated books. I think Grandma Moses also has a similar story of starting painting on her 60s. Her art has been a huge influence on many modern day artists and illustrators who love folk art.
This was a much needed video for me. I turned 36 this year and its the year I decided to jump into graphic design and now animation and its a constant struggle of learning and being excited along with feeling so behind watching all the younger kids who have already figured it out. Good luck to everyone starting something new later in life and finally having the courage to follow their passion! ❤
Oh my goodness! I feel the same way!! I am reaching 35 and have been exploring animation and design and I feel so discouraged when I find out multiple X person starting animation in high school OR middle school and already having mentorship with Nickelodeon by highschool. What I keep reminding myself is that with age, we have so much to offer in storytelling. I can learn the technical aspect of any younger person but they can't learn (yet) what comes with life that shapes animation. In the end, what makes animation good or any film good are the stories and stories have so much depth as we age.
@@cymph1157 so true. Just hope i can do my best and find an audience that loves my work
@@cymph1157you just spoke my mind. I think we seniors should have a tribe where we cheer each other on.
37 here. Attended college for graphic design after high school ..stopped at 21 n joined corporate America 9-5, in dec 15 I graduate with my BA in graphic design. It’s never too late! My professor said it right.. as a mature student I have more experience in being a manager and working with people. More experience in life and so have a step up from the younger students. Age was always my worry and kept me from pursuing my degree but in the end it was my strength. Hope everyone thinking about going back or pursuing your passion makes that leap!
I think everyone forgets how young 35 is. You got this. 🎉
I just turned 34 and while I do work professionally (though... not really in the art field I'd like to YET...) this video really captured that universal feeling, I think... Anxiety, inability to truly focus, doubts about finances etc. It helped so much to realize that most if not all artists I really admire are actually older than me, often by a decade or two minimum, and that there's still time. Mid-thirties isn't too late to learn new things or develop more in-depth skills. No age is. :)
I'm excited to see what you'll do next and love your art!
I heard a statistic while in school that most designers get their start in their 30's so I guess it's pretty common lol. I hope you continue to pursue the art field. And happy belated birthday! 🥳
Same here!! Turning 35 at the end of this year, I feel like I need to deal with this now or it's going to keep haunting me.
I am 43 and still struggling to break in! I work in the film industry have all the awards and stuff but could never manage to move over a few cubicles to story or character design. This video helps a lot knowing others are struggling with the same thing. I am at the end of my rope lately and really feel like giving up.. Thank you for making this and I am very happy to discover you!
1980 best year !
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I'm sorry to hear about your struggle Alfie, but it's pretty incredible you've won awards and stuff! I hope you continue with the things your passionate about and know you're not alone
To become an amazing character designer, you have to have mastered art and require originality and good imagination. It seems you don't have either of these. Tough luck.
@@xPhantomxify It seems you don't have any qualities to be an amazing person.
I started architecture school at 30 and it's been such a game changer for my mental health and mindset. I'm still a wreck but at least I feel like I have a purpose now instead of working my mind numbing sales job. I took drafting and design classes in high school and I was so passionate about it it, but I never pursued it because I felt like I needed "more talent". Now here I am at 31 about to finish my associates soon! I love spending my day drawing things and using modeling software
I am 35 and decided to start painting in July on the back of a moment of inspiration. It was a multi canvas piece (7) depicting the spiritual journey I had been on for the past 5 years. It was finished after about 2 months and I cried finishing the last piece and cried even more when I put them on the wall up my stairs. It has awoken something in me that I must pursue.
35 here as well. I have not made any artwork in years. What you accomplished starting in July is my wish before year end. Thank you for posting this comment.
This is wonderful. Stay the course. You’ve got this!!! ❤❤❤
You are the nearest with me. I am 34 and just started draw on June 2023 😊
i am 28 started following my dream to become a game character artist its been 4 months now i have been practicing 8 hours a day to learn as fast as i can i hope whoever is reading this comment may success
How is it going?
@@justsimo8884 stopped for 1-2 month due to loosing someone started again but the pace is slow but i have decided to go full berserk mod from tomorrow and bring the dicipline i had 6 months ago
I'm not an artist in the sense that I draw or paint, but I write. And pretty much everything you mentioned here applies to writing as well. Thank you, you managed to give me that kick in the ass that I need for today! And, btw, how fun that you studied some time in Sweden! I'm Swedish, though I live in Norway for the moment, and you're absolutely right; it gets *really* dark in the winter! :) Good luck with your journey! You are great, and this video was a masterclass in both editing and how to effectively present a subject!
Oh I love writing, it's another creative skill! You're very sweet, I hope your writing journey keeps getting better and better. Good luck as well
Omg wow! Sweden was a lot of fun lol it was just that tough winter. I was also poorly prepared and had a tiny jacket. Thank god for the warm public transportation. It kept me sane and very toasty.
Writing is art you are a artist
@@blackvirgo09 Correct, writing is indeed an art as well. I'm not so great at art (I used to be into art a bit before I got into writing but I was never that great, but I could sketch a little bit; but I love creative writing. I've written a feature film and a miniseries but obviously neither of them have been picked up for production and I doubt they ever will but at least I have a couple of finished works-I hope the rise of A.I doesn't kill off the human element of the creative arts because as humans we need a creative outlet amongst working jobs we don't like for so many years and to escape the humdrum aspects of life; A.I's impact on the creative arts needs to be heavily regulated, especially as time goes on. Wishing you all the best.
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I love and appreciate that you are sharing your journey with us. Art is something that many people don't ever stop being insecure about (is my art good enough?). Making art and putting it out there for the world to see means to be vulnerable. The fact that you are additionally showcasing your journey on CZcams for an even wider audience is really commendable. You're showing us who you are literally and through your art. This is something I hope to do as well, just as a way to share and have fun doing it. I feel like a large part of the youtube art community is actually more conducive to learning and growing compared to other social media sites. I appreciate your video shorts that include art tips and videos like these. I hope it helps inspire more people who want to learn to draw to actually do just that.
Thank you Kokoro! I realized that I was kind of holding back and hiding the struggles of this journey and I hope to be more transparent moving forward. I struggle a lot too and I think it's good for other artists to see that it really is a rollercoaster of thoughts and emotions - but you can make it through it! I hope I can help you learn and grow here. I definitely have to do a tutorial or something soon. Maybe figures in perspective or something. Let me know if you have any subjects you want help tackling 😁
“You have to be frustrated enough in your own life, that you’ll require change” speaks volumes
I spent the working years of my life, working hard for other people. I’m 28, now working casual and I’ve been painting on my days off. I actually made something I’m really proud of. Wish me luck 🍀
I relate to this video so heavy, I just started art at 30 and it took me 12 years to figure it out this is my passion. I started 4 months ago, this video meant a lot to me. Thank you for this
That's awesome! That first part of the journey can be the most exciting. Keep up the momentum, start it the right way, and you'll do great things
As someone who had and still has the problem of procrastinating drawing for years now, even though I know art is the one thing that makes me the happiest, this video was really comforting. Especially since getting older and closer to thirty the fear and feeling to have to make up for "lost time" sometimes becomes crippling. I wish you a lot of fulfillment in getting where you want to be. On a side note: How cute is your dog? Adorable!
omg he's too adorable, I need cuddles from him all the time ☺One thing I discovered about that making up for "lost time" feeling is forgiving yourself helps a lot. You can't do anything about the past and it only weighs you down. You have to let it go, forgive yourself, so you can move on and meaningful progress now! I wish you a lot of fulfillment as well, we can do this
I feel like I was meant to stumble across this video today. I'm currently 33, and this video hits really close to home. I spent my 20s jumping around between creative pursuits. I would start one, pursue it for a while, get frustrated at my lack of progress, then quit and try another. At 31, I decided to reinvent myself as a graphic designer and illustrator. This morning, I had a meltdown about my lack of progress. This video is really inspiring and motivating. Thank you for sharing your experience!
P.S. Having a wonderful and supportive partner is definitely a major plus. Super thankful for mine. :)
So I'm 41 and for the past 25+ years, I've been going back and forth on my art dreams. I am again, going back to art school this year with hopes to stay in this time and finish my bachelor's in 3 years. You can do it! Hang in there.
I left university about 6 years ago in the attempt to learn on my own since the university I was at did not have the knowledge I was looking for, I became independent, I told my parents and they supported me, I feel that time passes very quickly. fast and my path in art seems more and more distant, today at 27 unemployed I have had time to return, to learn things that I had no idea I could learn, in a few weeks I have improved more than in many years, it is something I don't want it to stop, sometimes I feel very pressured since people my age usually already have some kind of security in their life, sometimes I want to give up and just live a normal life, but I also feel that it is something that makes me It has been calling for a long time and I am not going to give up, I thank you very much for sharing your experience, this video came at the time when I needed it most, I know it is not going to be easy perhaps, but I decide to continue striving along that path, I thank you and I hope May you also achieve the goals you have set for yourself, sorry if it is written wrong, my native language is Spanish, but you have really encouraged me a lot to be sure on this path. I wish you good luck and always the best for you and your family. Greetings from Mexico.
This is written perfectly, thank you cinchofull I don't know if you saw but I married into a Mexican family and I love them so much! Viva Mexico! (my abuelita always loves when I sy this lol) You and your journey definitely strike a chord with my own experience. You have those feelings where it would be so easy to just give up and play video games every day but when you see some amazing artwork that dream comes roaring back and you want to see it through. You're still young and you can definitely make it. I hope to see you achieve the goals you set for yourself as well 😁
I’m 28 and i related to so much of what you said. Especially when you spoke about how levelling yourself up outside of art boomerangs back and gives your art this sort of passive buff. Creeping up to 30 without anything substantial to show for myself is awful - but this video really helped show me that I’m not alone out here and that this is normal.
It really doesn't, I've actually gotten worse over the past few years lmfao. Every second I spend coding or working my dead end IT job is time I could have spent drawing and every second we don't spend drawing is time others are using to get ahead. The successful/pro artists are just widening the gap between themselves and those of us who have to do other things just to get by, and the longer it stays that way, the wider the gap gets.
You gotta come at yourself in a more positive way. You don't need to have anything to show for yourself. That perspective is what's making you feel awful. If you forgive yourself for that and simply create because you enjoy it, you'll lose that guilt that's hanging on you. It took me a long time to get over that but you have 7 years to get ahead of that before I have ever did. You can give yourself all sorts of passive buffs 😁
fair enough that pro/sucessful artists that have all the time just for art have an obvious advantage, but they've probably also went through a phase of working another job+pursuing their passion. Building up your resume, skills and experience is an inifinitely better option than just not doing anything to go after what want at all. It's either you let disavantages kill your dream completely or you keep going after it no matter what, in which case eventually people are able to make the transition from job they don't really want to do to a full time artist. This is most cases i believe.@@thiccada
Growing up, I drew A Lot. I was constantly complimented. One day, I discovered that I was an adult with a job who could buy video games. My passion took the back seat for many years. Coming back to it, was hard. Knowing what I didn't know - knowledge that I didn't have all those years ago - kept me from reviving my passion. I couldn't enjoy myself anymore. After viewing this, it's time I get back to it. For me. I'll be 50 come March 17th. This video taught me that my passion can be reignited at any age so long as I'm willing to be uncomfortable and make the necessary changes. Not the whole point of the video, I know, but still. Thanks, Zephyer.
I am commenting out of appreciation and in hopes this helps the algorithm keep promoting this amazing video. This isn’t just a man preaching from a soap box this is humility. I respect this!
I think almost every artist, beginner or seasoned pro will always have this "chronic illness" in them. Its literally a curse that theyll deal with for who knows how long. But once they conquer it I believe theyll be unstoppable.
Hell yea! That’s how I feel too. The pros out there now have conquered it and we’ll be there to meet them soon 😁 Everyone can get past this with the right tools.
Wow, I almost teared up when you brought up almost the *exact* thoughts I've had. Trying desperately to find the "best" way to learn, that I've never just committing to doing it. I have dozens of courses downloaded, I have a stack of art books beside me, and yet I've watched and read so little. I draw each day, but don't push myself to really improve. There's a strange fear I have about really just getting into it and drawing... It's incredibly hard. I work in tech, yet I wish I could draw and work in the art industry.
@@ELENAOttawa I'm not sure I agree with that, but I do agree the industry is hard to break into. I have a good few friends that make pretty good money doing what they do. However, if you want to compare it to effort=money, then yes, I believe I can absolutely spend time elsewhere.
Saying that though, I work in tech and make decent money, but it's not what I'm passionate about anymore.
How big is your art collection? The one from your favorite artists saved on your PC? Oh you don't have one? An artist needs a huge visual library. Then study it. Practice to do it like them. Again and again.
Thank you for this!! I'm 34 and in almost the same exact boat as you. For my entire life art has been my passion, yet I've been too afraid to pursue it. Now, after two different full-time jobs that made me realize art is actually my real calling, I'm making the decision to putsue it seriously. I turn 35 in September. I want to give it my all, and you helped motivate me!! Thank you!! And good luck on your own journey!!
Everything you said hit home. I turned 35 in December and have gone through all the feelings and resistance you have spoken about. Even after finishing a visual art and design degree when I was 27. I think this is what I needed to hear and hopefully I can take some of the things you talk about and put them into action.
Not the CZcams algorithm genuinely sending me a gem. This is such a lovely video and I'm so glad it popped up in my recommended. I'm a writer and it been the biggest dream of mine to be a career author since before I could really write lol. I went from 0 to 13k on my third draft rewrite in August and just...haven't written since. I'm a caregiver, but my caregivee is doing well and has limited appointments now and my mental health has been pretty good (for me) minus only a couple days so I've been wondering like 'why am I procrastinating so intensely?' So that resistance segment really, really spoke to me too. Thank you so much for making this!
Hehe I'm glad you found your way here 😁 I'm happy to hear your mental health is doing good! That resistance can show up anytime, even when we're successful so I think it's just a constant battle that's fought with a lot of self-love and compassion. Forgiving yourself for not writing when you wanted to or even allowing yourself the break and finding comfort in that helps you move forward to make that creative journey again and again. I hope you write again soon and love it even more
@@ZephyerArt Thank you so much! I really appreciate it. You are so, so kind!
Wow, this is exactly the video for me. I'm 37 and I've pretty much done the same thing. 15 years ago graduated from a HND in Graphic Design and I was just DONE with it by that point. The passion I had for art and design had been driven out of me by the pressure to perform and be the best. Where was I going to find this skill everyone else just seemed to posses? Now I see old friends landing jobs in the field and they hadn't even studied back when I did & it makes the mesage of this video resonate even more. I still enjoy art and design, I understand the prinicicples I just need to find that passsion again, apply it and get out of my own head. Thanks for the boost dude.
I'm the same age as you and I'm going through the same thing. I got BFA in Graphic Design about 12 years ago. Trying to focus and start studying art and design again
I'm 24 and always was drawing since i was a kid. The thing i struggle with is finding my own form and style of art. There has always been a thin line between being inspired and copying from what already is... I am now becoming a tattoo artist still in the pursuit of that one spark that makes my art ME! Being able to put my art permanently on someones body is a blessing and such an eyeopening experience to see that what i create is worthy of that. Thanks for this video. And everyone goodluck!
Dear God I needed this today as I procrastinate making my graphic novel. It's crazy how similar our journey has been beat for beat.
I just turned 30 and officially announced that I'm professionally an artist. It's the best decision I EVER made! Thank you so much for sharing your story. :)
Yes, I love that! Own that title of being an artist!!
Wow, watching this video felt like listening to my own story. Just turned 35 a month ago and want to get back into art after about 15 years of pursuing another career. Still caught in this draining anxiety and procrastination stage. The daily battle where you want to but just cannot draw. Knowing that others are/were in the same boat is giving me hope to overcome that at some point. Thank you for your video :)
Happy belated birthday! 🥳 Definitely check out that book, Atomic Habits. It really helps with that daily battle so you can be consistent. Another great one is The Mountain is You (if you like reading).
@@ZephyerArt Thank you! Will check them out!
i stumbled to this vid , i resonated with all the anxiety and self doubt that you have. Im 45 now and i still have regrets of not following through with the art and lessons i learned in school. It is the commitment and struggle , most of all the motivation to pull yourself through just to make sketches and drawing ,not even for success but to prove to yourself that this is the path you have commited to and work through it. Thank you and hope most of the younger artists here get motivated by this vid.
I'm not all the way through this video yet, but I had to stop and comment. It's crazy how you're articulating everything that I've been struggling with for the last 15 years. It's amazing how universal this issue of procrastination is for artists. For me, I fear actually putting everything that I have into an art career and still failing, so instead I put it off; that way, I at least still have the dream of success to hold onto. I know intellectually that refusing to go after said dream will in fact ensure that it never happens, but man is it hard to internalize that emotionally. It's really cool to see that you're setting out on your journey. I'm doing the same (just turned 37 lol). Best of luck to you and I can't wait to follow along!
This video hit home! I'm turning 37 on Oct. 21 and have been battling with self doubt for so long that I haven't created much. When I was younger, I took every art class I could up until I graduated from high school. I enjoyed video games and anime and pursued going to AIS (The Art Institute of Seattle). My peers had created amazing works of art and so many were more talented than me. I wanted to be like them. But felt, lazy in the process. I felt stuck and couldn't draw as well. But I did graduate with a animation degree. I envisioned myself being a animator and illustrator, but didn't really pursue the dream. I've felt like for many years that being an artist is my calling. I've only had 2 jobs that were art related but didn't continue my journey because I lacked self discipline, consistency, wasn't driven to really create much. I felt bad for not pursue my art years ago and now I really want to enjoy and fight for that calling. Thank you for video as I feel better about not being alone and I wish you and everyone else well on their art journey. :)
Start small and work your way up. It seems like an impossible wall to climb but you can get there, we both can. 😁
I pursued art after changing my major. At first it was so much fun to draw, seeing myself improve. At average I was drawing like 7-8 hours a day. But after seeing not so much improvement self-doubt started to emerge. I felt like I was not drawing enough if I wanted to make drawing ma career. Imposter syndrome or burnout I dunno what to call it. I was going college regularly but I started taking break thinking that it could help me get back to drawing. But it didn't and the break continued to grow. Felt like I am breaking people's trust and expectation by not drawing so, I got scared going to college and I started to take break like a week once a month thinking that it would help me but it didn't. Watched so many podcast, improvement video and so on. It has been more than 8 months since i felt like this like I have forgotten how to have fun while drawing. Even though I am pushing myself to draw everyday, I can't even draw 20 min straight.
Nowadays I am afraid of drawing ig.
You know, you're not alone feeling like this. This is like an echo for how I felt and many other artist's struggle too. That improvement in the begining is so huge because you have nowhere to go but up. And when that rapid development starts to slow down it feelsl ike you're doing something wrong. And then like you said, you start getting imposter syndrome, burnout, you start feeling guilty for not meeting your expectations, and so much more. I may not be able to touch on all those feelings in one video (I feel like you would need a novel to represent it all lol) but everything I talk about here is what you've felt. Finding that healthy relationship with my art, so I wasn't afraid to draw, so I was consistent in my pursuit of it, that's what can bring you back to it. I really hope this video can help you find your way back to having fun while drawing. My first suggestion, if you don't mind me making one, would be to read that book Atomic Habits. I feel like it would be a good start with a fresh perspective.
You can do this. And if it's something you still want, you deserve it.
@@ZephyerArt Like you said I found this video most relatable to me. And thank you for you suggestion. I will try reading it.
@@user-lg3lp4iy1p I hope you find your way forward. If you enjoy reading, I also found “The Mountain is You” very encouraging as well ☺️
The aspect of constantly learning and not taking much action is something that resonates with me. This is such a wonderful story, that clearly shows it’s never too late to get started or to pick up where you left from and keep going.
Every once in a while a message pops up which is not only well done, but just what I needed in the moment. This is one of them. Thanks!
I can't tell you how much I appreciate you taking the leap and sharing this. I started my art journey in 2010 as well and I'll be turning 36 in February and have been struggling just as you had identified with yourself, watching others succeed in their dreams while I busied myself in just trying to keep a roof over my head and glance over at my art dream from time to time. Recently, I have been trying to push myself into do more of my art, trying to get myself into practiced habits...not so well either. I am currently pushing myself into things again and being more adamant about it as well, my husband and I will be doing a big move in about a year, and I don't want to let myself fall into "just another office job because it's what I could get to pay the bills." So, with m present efforts, coming across this video was a treasure I absolutely needed and when you got to the part about Resistance...I started to cry, you had put into words the internal struggle I had been fighting with for years, I showed that section to my husband. It means so much to have what I have been struggling with to be laid out in such a fashion, I knew I wasn't alone but had no idea how to identify any of it. Your growth and willingness to share it has helped put something solid behind this. Thank you so much!
thank you so much for making this video! i'm turning 31 in a few months and definitely went through this process where i drew every day for fun as a teenager, and as soon as i hit college and started doing art for class and moving into graphic design, i lost the will and motivation for it. there was a period around 2016 where i tried really really hard to get back into it, and i've only really committed to drawing more regularly these past couple of years. however, progress is slow, i don't draw every day, and i don't entirely enjoy the process even though i want to, so badly.
i've been doing the artists way (idk if you've seen that 'challenge' floating around in the art community) and what it has managed to get me to do is journal every day. (almost.) if i could just channel that energy into drawing, i think i would be all set. i appreciate your perspective on your art journey and do agree with you-there's something so important in having a healthy relationship with your own creativity.
i'll get there, slowly but surely!
I'm happy to hear you're still going for it! That healthy relationship with art I believe is critical, even more so to the people who struggle to apply themselves or are extra hard on themselves. You know when I started making a habit for drawing I had to start at drawing for 30 minutes at a time because I couldn't bring myself to do more. And part of it was just allowing myself to draw in this small way so I could do it much more in the future. You may start out at 5 minutes or an even shorter amount of time but as you show up for yourself you gain the confidence you need to pursue it more. That's part of developing that healthy relationship.
You can definitely enjoy the process, you just gotta get past those internal resistances. It sounds like you're on your way there with the journaling and I can't wait to hear how your journey progresses
The artist's way, is that just a book or a challenge ? I'm interested !
Thank you for being honest and vulnerable.
I have been going through a simmilar patch and couldn't articulate what's going on even to myself. I feel seen,heard, supported, inspired and encouraged from this video.
Thank you.
Grateful for the path that led you here and the path that is yet to come 🙏
Thank you for your video. Everything you spoke about hit home. I'm struggling with the self doubt and fear of not being good enough to put my work out in the world for people to see, judge, deny or accept. Your video helps. You've made me realise that I have to be standing in my corner, cheering myself on. Heartfelt thanks for your thoughts. Good luck on your art journey.
As a fellow 35 yr old, I really needed this. I can feel the passion wanting to come through and tell my stories, I just never knew how. This video has been most helpful~
Stop trying to write a book about your constant whining around art and actually start drawing non-stop. Learn the fundamentals, drop the stupid fanfics. You would improve significantly faster if you did...
I’m 31 and I’ve been jumping back in the artist train recently between painting and poetry. I’ve had dreams of being an artist for a long time but I felt like I had to put it aside for so long because it wasn’t “profitable”. It wasn’t until I recently started my gap year after my masters graduation that those dreams are still very much alive and I need to pursue them. Knowing that another agemate is going through this with me is reassuring because that means I’m not alone in my journey and my dreams are valid. Thank you so much for sharing your story and best of luck in your journey too! ❤
This is literally the same struggle I’ve had, my friend! I didn’t draw for a year after graduating art school. Congratulations on continuing your journey, and thank you for this video! It’s encouraging to see you push through it 🖤
I had to pause a few times because you struck so many chords with me and my own story multiple times. I just turned 30 and I've been doubting myself on and off since I was 20 but I keep creating even through the doubt. But the mental challenges are ever present and this last week was especially bad.
Thank you so, so, SO much for putting yourself and your journey out here for us because I think this came at the exact right moment for me. Truly.
At 35 I finally got through the mental obstacles and started drawing again... My only goal at the moment is to be consistent and full up the many sketchbooks I own. Thank you for this video. I'm also hoping to find a wife but that's another issue for another day lol
lol you can take your time doing both! It sounds like it would make you happy to draw and have a great partner. Don't think you have to give up one for the other. They'll feed each other for strength - your pursuit of art will make you more confident and draw someone towards you, and your pursuit of a partner will make you want to be more consistent as a valuable partner yourself. It all helps 😁
I’m 33 and a professional athlete but my health is failing. I need to pivot to a new career. When I was younger I got accepted to the academy of art in sf but it was just too expensive. Now I’m back to it. This was so nice to see. Thank you
Bende 33 yaşındayım ve bu sene resimle daha çok zaman geçirmeye başladım. Umarım sonunda hayallerimize ulaşabiliriz
Thank you for making this video im going through this rn and was feeling very alone. You just gave me the motivation to keep going💪
Thank you for this. Thank you for making it so real and relatable. I used to draw but it has been years since I drew or paint because I lost the passion and the meaning on why I ever loved art. I’m thankful for your advice on having a good relationship with art and I’m kinda excited now to start again.
It's comforting to see someone else having come to realise these things as well. When I was 16 I was obsessed with drawing and the film/ animation industry but due to something things happening at college (high school in US) I stopped drawing for 7 years until a serious stunt injury and Covid I started drawing again and came to realise I don't have to put so much pressure on myself and art all in all is an opinion, its created to make you feel something no matter what that is, it is a form of expressive interpretation, just like story telling and music. Few years on and I'm 27 now taken to leap to have left my life draining job to pursue working in animation and games wanting to be a Visdev artist and massively working on world and story building. Not a clue what I'm doing and I'm absolutely bloody terrified but every fibre says I made the right choice no matter what. It's been 3 months and my skill has grown but more that anything I've changed a lot mentally and having my Hubby and friends has made a big impact especially on that bad days. We all have stories inside us and Art is a beautiful thing that lets us tell those stories 🙂
Man, this really touched my heart. Thank you for sharing your story. I'm 25 years old and I've been feeling immense amounts of shame and guilty from giving up on my dreams of becoming and artist/filmmaker. The shame is soo consuming sometimes that it becomes a cycle of avoiding doing art. I'm going to start again. I've been reading the Artist's Way by Julia Cameron and it is changing my relationship with myself as an artist.
I’m 33 right now and your story is EXACTLY, word for word, like how mine went. Around the same time too. 2011 for me was when I was first inspired by a digital artist and decided to take art seriously. I was about to graduate college then too. Thanks for making this video, it really is nice to know we’re not alone in the struggles. We’ll get there. Cheers!
29 here. For my whole adult life, I've always felt something is missing. Two days ago, I realized being a digital artist is my TRUE passion, and I will chase and improve myself regardless of countless of failures. I've seen them coming, but this won't stop my determination and dedication to ART.
That's why I purchased a Samsung tablet for the first time for this very reason. I bought it without a second thought, ZERO hesitation. And heck, I can not wait to get started. Good luck y'all future champions! 🏆🙏🏼
I’ll be 28 in March, I’m going to be starting college for 3D modeling and animation next week. I’ve never taken a college course in my life, and I haven’t taken a formal art class in 14 years (high school drawing class) and I couldn’t be more excited. Just like you said, to get to where you want to be, you have to get frustrated enough to make the changes to take what you want from life. Thank you for creating this video, you’ve gotten me all the more inspired and excited for the future!
I too am trying to pursue an art career. I'm 34, I don't have a formal education like you do, but I have had a love for drawing since I was a kid. This past year, I have started to dedicate myself to my art studies and have seen a significant improvement in my skills. The problem is I'm still not at that point where I can make money off of my art to support myself, my wife, and my cats. So now I'm at this point where I double down on my art, or I go back to the trades and make money. I can't remember seeing your videos before, but this morning this video was in my feed. So thank you.
Thank you for being this open and sharing your experience. I am not drawing but have decided to follow my own creative project. I struggle so hard with sitting down to work on it, even though I have a deep love for my project. Being in classes at uni, having conversations about art, philosophy or about my project gives me a huge boost in energy, which I always struggle with putting into my project, which is very confusing to me. I found myself a lot in your video, and it's good to know that you did push through.
I cannot explain how much of your journey parallels my own atm. So many peers have gone off and been successful while I feel stuck and “left behind”. Thanks so much for sharing this! It can feel like an isolated struggle but stumbling on this was such an unexpected surprise and I feel less alone. Your work is great! Rooting for you and your art journey!
I love your work so much, and this video was absolutely awesome. From the production quality (which was INCREDIBLE) to your message was so heartwarming and insightful, i'm looking forward to improving my art, one step at a time. keep it up :)
Omg thank you robot This one was a ton of work, I want to keep improving my videos too (but I had fun with it!) Hell yea, you keep pursuing your art, you and I are gonna make it 😁 and thank you again!
@@ZephyerArt im looking forward to your next uploads and streams ^-^
Thank you for putting this into words and sharing it. The desire to make art will always stay with us, but as we get older that gap between where our skills are and where we think they should be gets more and more intimidating.
I'm in my thirties as well and slowly starting to draw again after years of being too scared - your video and these comments made me realize just how much I'm not alone in this :)
Heck yea, you're not alone! It helps to know even when you have to ultimately draw and improve alone. When you know countless others have made this journey successfully, you know you can do it too. Happy to hear you're drawing again and I hope you continue
Yes! This describes the struggle I have had with writing. I've frequently burned myself out trying to write or work while also fighting myself....it was like driving with a foot on the brake for years! Thank you for giving voice to that pain. And sharing a lot of sage advice.
You're the most insipiring person i saw today, i've been complaining to myself about not having started when was a child but you persuing it just insipires me by a lot. Thank you
34 in a month and finally pushing myself to create (cinema/videography), this video is relatable enough to make you a version of me in the multiverse. I’ll be here watching your journey 😁
I am in my 30s and I just came back to my art after many years of pursuing other hobbies. I’ve been looking for signs that art is the thing I should pursue fully now… Crazy that you mentioned Charlie Bowater, we attended the same class at university. I admired her drawing style back then but our class was not very well organised as the university had only just been built 😅. I left feeling very lost but it’s great to see other students there have done very well in their art careers!
I’ve been quite depressed the past few years as I haven’t really been motivated to do art. I’ve been doodling this past week and I’ve never felt happier? 😅 I am so excited to push through and see what I can do.
So much of your journey resonates with me. I’m 28 and I’ve been struggling with feeling like I should be further in my skill level and career as a creative. Now that I have a clear direction and have been taking the proper steps to grow in those areas for the past year, almost daily I feel bad for not taking them sooner because I feel like I’m behind. Before, I would constantly let the fear of success, procrastination and resistance get the best of me and those things stopped me from making the progress I’ve made just this past year. I really appreciate you being open about your struggles, journey and giving words of encouragement. They’re exactly what I needed to hear👏🏽
I’m 36 still don’t know what I want to do in my life but I have always loved art and I have been doing art for a while. I can resonate with your shared story and made me emotional. I wish the best for you and anyone who are struggling or even just get started.
I’m turning 29 on a few days and I’ve finally found the courage to try again at a tattoo apprenticeship.
I looked around for years.
some requirements were having tattoos (even if they were terrible ones), having a tattoo portfolio which that’s why I was there or paying to learn…
I was turned away multiple times.
Well I left one of my jobs and decided to look again and in that same day I found a shop that believed in me. It’s been 3 months now in my apprenticeship and just in my first month I learned a lot!!
It is strange hearing from some artists it’s all about money, I just want to leave my mark LITERALLY. On this world and others.
If you ever have that feeling in your heart, TRY TRY TRY AGAIN!!
I believe in you and you will succeed.
It may not be tomorrow, but I promise you if you put yourself out there trying different things or other mediums or a totally different media others will see you.
This may sound dark, but I told myself I don’t want to be old doing shit I don’t like. So I’m going to pursue at my dream one more time or I’m ending it all before it’s too late.
But don’t think like me, stay POSITIVE AND PUSH!!
I'm really glad youtube recommended me this. I've always had a great love for music and digital art, but until recently, did practically nothing to pursue learning them for myself. My first worry was that I had a late start at 23, and I see people my age (including the person who inspired me to start) that are so much more skilled, and it makes me feel like I'm stuck playing catch-up. I know that comparisons are to be avoided at all costs, but it's still hard because they're a natural behavior. Recently, something unfortunate happened related to my pursuing art, and it sapped my motivation to keep practicing. It's been about 3 weeks since I practiced, but I can feel the energy coming back to me now, which is good. Two things *really* stood out to me with your story. The first was the idea that, the *more* something matters to you, the more you'll act avoidant towards it, because it matters so much that it becomes a source of fear and anxiety. I'd been questioning if that were the case, so it helps a lot to see that it's not just me! The second thing, was when you mentioned having someone you really wanted to improve for being an important factor. I find that very reassuring, because I have 2 people as of right now who I very much want to improve my art for.
That's so lovely, I'm happy to hear you have people in your life that drive you to improve yourself 😁 That comparison stuff can really get you down - there's always someone younger and way better than you and it can suck feeling like you're behind. You have to bring that focus back to you and it sounds like you're doing just that. I look forward to hearing about your journey ☺
this is so relatable, especially when you mention getting inspired from panels and when came back home felt not going to draw, the fear of failure. i felt that. i felt frustrated at times but still loves it. instagram was the most ups and downs i had with art.
Hey Zephyer, First of all it's so brave of you to share your story so honestly. It really shows how hard you've worked on yourself to be where you are now. I could really relate to your struggle period. I have gone through the exact same mental obstacles and very surprisingly, in the same order. And I'm gratefully on the other side of it now. It feels nice to know that I'm not alone in my experience. Thanks!
Really appreciate sharing this personal story with us. As someone who is picking up art at 30 it goes to show that if you put time and effort you can achieve things if you only put your mind to it and are consistent and persistent. Please keep us updated on how your journey goes on the professional level.
Absolutely will keep you updated! Good luck with the start of your journey. I'll try to come up with some video or shorts for beginners who are just getting started as well 😁
Yeah, this certainly hits home man. I've had a very similar experience with some slight variations. I'm currently 43 years old and considering what I could do to make art a career for myself. While I've drawn most of my life as kind of a side thing, mostly with friends who took it more seriously, I was into sports, my "Talents" were in my physical abilities and that's how I saw myself. While I never ended up pursuing athletics after high school it still took me well over a decade to come to terms with the fact that I was not that person I thought I would be growing up. During my 20s art was something I did, mostly for some friends and a gaming project we were all working on. But I had stopped drawing for myself for a very long time and looking back I think it was because I just didn't know what I was, I'd never truly settled myself into this idea that I was and could be an artist. Anyway, when I was 35 I picked up a sketchbook and pencil for the first time in well over a decade (I was just doing digital art for all that time) and I fell in love with making art, and slowly I've found my way out of different ruts in life, and found a true passion in making art, I look at myself today and think of myself as an artist, not just some guy who has a knack for making art. NOW, I think about art as a career, is it possible? I went to college for 3D modeling and Animation way back in 1998-2001 but even then I don't think I really believed in myself enough and I let that resistance basically own my ass for far, FAR to long.
Anyway, this was a great video to watch as I sit here at work and contemplate how I could possibly do some kind of art for a living. I should say I do side work for my Brother In Law and I did do the original concept art for the Grabber Mask from the film THE BLACK PHONE with Ethan Hawke, which was cool. This is the work I get through my Brother in law as he makes masks and props for all kinds of stuff and uses me on the side for concept art. So, in a sense I am a professional working artist, just not full time, very part time. My wife and I also sell our art at Emerald City Comic Con which is an absolute blast. Oh yeah, my wife is also an artist and much like you has played a huge role in revitalizing me artistically. So congrats on finding someone you love who loves you, it's freaking great. I'm giving your channel a follow, this video really hit home and it's good to hear this kind of stuff.
No pressure to take a look, but my Instagram has pretty much been my last 7 years of making art and is kind of a story in and of itself which is kind of neat if you want to take a look at what I do. @levisimpson55
Thanks so much for sharing! As someone who is currently learning about design at 31, this has been very encouraging to watch. Looking forward to reflecting on this. Great inspiration.
Thank you for making this. I can't tell you how much I needed to hear some of this and resonated with the sentiment in your story. So amazing and so awesome for you to share! Thank You, Thank You, Thank You, and keep at it! Wishing you nothing but the best!
This speaks volumes to me. I’m 34 and just graduated a 3D Game Art Diploma last year🎉. All year I’ve been looking for work and what let’s me down is my portfolio. Making models for my portfolio feels like a chore even when it’s things from some of my favourite games and such. It’s also because there were graduates who were over 10 years younger then me producing work that was “into the stratosphere” quality and so I felt like my work would never be “good enough”. I’m getting to the point of desperation where I NEED to start making progress so I can get a job and start making something of myself instead of skating through life with nothing to show for it…
OMG, watching this was like a life preserver thrown to me. I've struggled with these very things my whole life. I wish I was 35 again! I am 58 and still trying to figure it out. I am drawing every day now and I still have plans to make a living as an artist, however that looks. Thanks so much for being vulnerable and talking about your struggles. This is the first time I've heard an artist articulate this clearly and openly.
That's amazing, I'm glad I reached you at 58! You have so much more life to live as an artist and I hope every bit of it is a happy and healthy journey 😁
I’m 61 soon to be 62. And I am starting this journey now. It’s never too late 😊
Thank you so, so much for this. You just helped a lot of people believe more in themselves to keep going.
3 minutes in and i love your outlook already. its everything i ever needed, and i only realised it recently.
Glad you are sharing your journey cause I am in the same boat, here I am 39 and pursuing art hoping to make my way into gaming industry learning both 3d and digital. I've been at it seriously starting this year. At this moment I am debating about going to art school, but something is telling me to not too and keep pushing to learn on my own cause the resources out there is unlimited. I had the same issue you had starting off and that was to make myself study and draw and just last month I finally was able to put myself on a schedule to practice and what made me do that was following all the artist I love on there social media and participate in #dtiys now I can study the artist I love while participating in community art challenges. I do hope you keep pushing yourself and keep drawing. Once again thanks for making this video i really needed to see it.
Ahh going to art school or not is a really tough decision now. If you can navigate the self-taught journey it's probably a better route but taking classes where you have people to interact with can help a lot. There's honestly no replacement for having a great teacher because feedback is critical to improving and you miss things when your self-taught that a teacher or student might show you. It's not an easy decision for sure.
I hope you keep pushing yourself as well! That community sounds like it's doing great things for your journey
Thank you for making this video! As a very, very young artist (who perceives themselves as decently skilled by now) I’m always scared of discouraging older artists. Art is the best thing that ever happened to me, and I want others to be able to experience that. No matter how old or how young. I just know people are going to see this and be inspired. As a very young artist, thank you. From the bottom of my heart.
You're not going to discourage anyone, get that idea out of your idea! Focus on your journey and the only thing you'll do is inspire them ☺
Absolutely. If anything, you’re inspiring to us for sticking with it and not giving up. ❤
I can relate 100%. I'm 33 and I'm just getting back to my art now after about 10 years. Life through me some curveballs and I didn't know how to handle it all. Fear is still a huge thing for me to get over. I have to remember things don't need to be perfect. Thank you for you message! It was definitely needed today!
Flabbergasted by your honesty, it takes a lot of balls to come and express all those sentiments to all of us who want to do the same and expose yourself to the world on CZcams. I am so glad you did, as at 42, i feel like it's my time. Thanks for showing us the path.
I’ve been chasing this dream as long as you have buddy I’m 38 now and totally relate to your journey
Omg I'm sure you have a incredible story of your art journey as well! And HOLY hell my friend, you've interviewed some incredible people. I'll have to pop on over and have a listen 😁 I hope you continue to chase your dream too!
@@ZephyerArt haha yeah I’ve defo had an incredible journey so far I’ve been lucky to have some epic conversation
i am quite literally a minor artist, (im so very funny) and in the first few months of me taking art seriously, I was struggling. I still do have periods were im like "why cant i do this or that", but only recently have I decided to get outta my comfort zone, draw more dynamic things, take my time with my art, practice and not get to sad if i dont like a piece. Like i made a piece a few weeks ago where i spent 10+ hours over many weeks creating it and in the end i hated it, I didnt like how i did it and started to feel bad about art, but then i decided to go in at a diffrent angle experimenting with how i did things and it helped alot!
one thing that helps me stay motivated is thinking about it as if im grinding for something in a video game, 0.001 xp per pencil stroke will eventually make you level up after a year or so lol
im 26 and i resonated with youre expirience so much. thank you for posting this. youve earned a new subscriber and fan!
i have always wanted to pursue visual art but never felt comfortable enough or good enough. i also had the belief that you had to have talent or go to the best schools in order to become a professional. now i am watching stories like yours and i have so much hope for my dreams and my future. i turn 34 soon and so i'm glad that someone close to my age is also growing and learning. thank you so much for sharing this, it's helped me so much. i want to help uplift the communities i'm apart of and share my voice. it's through art that i've felt absolutely defeated but ultimately saved.
your dog is adorable and i'm so happy you have your wife! i found my partner a few months ago and he's really helped me feel more at peace and whole within myself. having support is important for me and not feeling alone is essential for me to not spiral into pessimism. i am so grateful to other creative people for putting their stories out there like you have. you have shown so much growth and progress over the years and i hope to see more of your work.
thank you again!
peace to everyone in the creative fields!
let's all learn and grow together!
That was such an inspiring video! Thank you for making this!! 🫶
@ELENAOttawa It's actually very possible to make money off of art. There's enough room at the table.
Ok, I’ll be that guy. I’m at 7:47. Years of studying - academies, courses, panels - but no professional work in the field. A family that will support you as you change your major at the very last minute - sounds like flexibility, and no particular concern for which professional/academic path you choose to follow. I can’t help but wonder, as I watch this: how did you sustain this for so long, economically? This sounds very much like those success stories of ‘perseverance and passion’ that the internet is full of - to then end up being more like ‘I had money anyways so I could take all the time in the world’.
I’m very, very sorry if this isn’t the case. I understand the feeling of ‘waiting on hold on yourself’ - except, when you can’t afford that, something’s gotta give, and I’m honestly fed up with all the survivorship bias in this type of content. And that’s largely because as much as I’ve tried in my field, as much as my work has been praised by the people I’ve met and worked with, it’s never been enough, never been a ‘final’ step. And something’s gotta give.
I’m sorry for the negativity - if you’ll see this comment at all - but struggling and seeing all these videos in this format is contributing heavily to my breaking down, and maybe this might be welcome for those like me who might appreciate a counterbalance. Sorry for the rant.
huh what do you mean?
thank you for sharing your story. marking this on my playlist as a lovely reminder. i relate so much with the struggle and I agree that most of the hurdles come from within.
I'm so glad that youtube recommended me your video. Your process and thoughts regarding this subject ressonates with me. I guess that means were late bloomers but its comforting to know we're not alone in this and we relate to eachothers struggle, we can still achieve what we truly love to do. Whoever is reading this I hope you the best and dont give up! We got this! 💙✨