The Amity Affliction - All F*cked Up [Lyric Video]

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  • čas přidán 23. 06. 2017
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    All F*cked Up by The Amity Affliction
    This Could Be Heartbreak (2016)
    Roadrunner Records
    Language warning
    This Could Be Heartbreak - Tracklist
    01. I Bring The Weather With Me
    02. This Could Be Heartbreak
    03. Nightmare
    04. Tearing Me Apart
    05. O.M.G.I.M.Y
    06. All F*cked Up
    07. Fight My Regret
    08. Some Friends
    09. Wishbone
    10. Note To Self
    11. Blood In My Mouth
    I do not own this song or the lyrics or artwork therein. This video is made purely for enjoyment. All credit respectfully given to artists/writers/designers.
    Enjoy & subscribe! x
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Komentáře • 375

  • @when_does_it_end7453
    @when_does_it_end7453 Před 5 lety +546

    It's ironic how those who battle depression and anxiety feel like there's no one there for them. But it's those who are suffering, who are there for one another. Even the people here on CZcams. We don't know each other, but we always have the most beautiful words to say to someone else who suffers. I love you guys 🖤. Others may not hear what you say, but we do, because we understand.

    • @RealMike02
      @RealMike02 Před 5 lety +16

      I agree with you, I'm battling through it too (not winning yet) and I'm here for anyone that needs any help in feeling better.
      I do understand the pain that other people go through and I just want to make sure that everyone is feeling loved and cared about because there's someone that cares about every person that is alive now and in the future.
      You have written quite a powerful and truthful comment just then, I'm proud of what you've just said and I know you are too.
      If you're going through it too then I know you'll be fine and you will find a way out of it. Stay strong and hold your head up high.
      I'm here if you or anyone else needs it.

    • @C_Cosmic_
      @C_Cosmic_ Před 5 lety +10

      Usually the kindest hearts know the most hurt. I've been fighting this war against myself for as long as I remember and every day is a little darker then the last. I don't know if I should feel relieved that I'm not alone, or terrible because others are suffering as I have. To anyone reading this, don't give up hope, no matter how bleak it may look. Afterall, the darkest nights make the brightest dawns.

    • @austingonzales3282
      @austingonzales3282 Před 4 lety +8

      I fucking felt this not everyone knows (excuse my French) but those who help others who are fighting inner fights are angels in disguise thank all of those who care and take the time from their own fights to help out others like us you mean the world!!!!!

    • @ryanc.641
      @ryanc.641 Před 4 lety +7

      everyone only likes me because i help others a lot. no one likes me as a friend. i have no one to lean on. i don’t know how i made it this far but i think it’ll end soon. i’m so tired of it.

    • @Heavymetal16
      @Heavymetal16 Před 4 lety +4

      This made me tear up! Thank you

  • @zacharygilmore6462
    @zacharygilmore6462 Před 6 lety +127

    Will you save my life? Or just say goodbye? Gave me the chills

  • @jordanbonilla4540
    @jordanbonilla4540 Před 2 lety +18

    This band, this song helped me get through some dark times. Helped me learn that depression doesn't define me, nor does how people treat me. Never alone and never apart, we're all in this together.

  • @chanellmcclerkin984
    @chanellmcclerkin984 Před 6 lety +102

    They're coming to Warped Tour this summer and I won't even be able to mosh to their songs. I'll be in the crowd crying and thinking about the countless times this band has saved my life and helped me through my darkest times🖤🤘☠

    • @cragman2142
      @cragman2142 Před 6 lety

      same

    • @cragman2142
      @cragman2142 Před 6 lety

      same

    • @ItsMartinez141
      @ItsMartinez141 Před 6 lety

      Me and a few friends are going too, I can't wait to hear them live next month

    • @brecsatari456
      @brecsatari456 Před 6 lety

      Chanell McClerkin i saw them back in 2015 and i cried like a baby

    • @weslu313
      @weslu313 Před 5 lety

      They were amazing in Denver, I cried my eyes out while singing my heart out

  • @ANTHNYYY
    @ANTHNYYY Před 2 lety +17

    “I wake up, I'm thankful I slept through the night
    'Cause that is the only time I feel alright” MAN THIS HIT SO DEEP💯💔

  • @ayusam3858
    @ayusam3858 Před 5 lety +25

    "All the panic, depression, the hurt and regret
    Lying to myself: "I don't think of Death"
    All the ups, all the downs, all the petty concerns
    My whole world's imploding, I can't find the words
    'Cause the truth is, I'm fucked up"
    💔💔💔💔

  • @diynreviewguy8992
    @diynreviewguy8992 Před 5 lety +26

    Fr though..... sometimes a soul is too tired, too beaten down, all the physical, mental, and emotional pain, depression, anxiety, sometimes is too much. A person's soul can only take so much before they're done....

  • @jordanprangan
    @jordanprangan Před 5 lety +27

    Depression is no joke. I tried to o.d a couple of weeks back. And i wonder why im still alive. But this song hits fuckn deep.

    • @RealMike02
      @RealMike02 Před 5 lety +3

      You're right, depression isn't a joke and I'm glad that you're still here. Don't let depression beat you, there's people that care about you and people that can help you.
      I know how hard it is to tell someone because I haven't told anyone. Just stay strong and think positive.
      I'm here for anyone that needs help, even if I don't know the person. Just don't do anything that risks a chance of injury or death. You'll come out of this alive, I know you will.

  • @delilahmay4316
    @delilahmay4316 Před 6 lety +348

    I'll hurt everyone if I leave. But I'll hate myself even more for staying

    • @Mutantb3A
      @Mutantb3A Před 6 lety

      I need someone to do it with over FaceTime I’ll off myself with u please this is not a joke

    • @iatechimes
      @iatechimes Před 5 lety +14

      Fuck... This comment...

    • @krillpok4898
      @krillpok4898 Před 5 lety +6

      kyle Musgrave you still here? Sorry i get worried easily and i couldn't bear to live without knowing if you were still with us

    • @JamieSuffers
      @JamieSuffers Před 5 lety +6

      Sometimes this thing called life doesnt know when to stop kicking you when your down and out...I hope to one day find that way out of the beating.

    • @johnestrada1338
      @johnestrada1338 Před 5 lety +3

      kyle Musgrave Yoo man if your still hear hmu plz it’s not worth it imagine all the people that you’ll lay that burden on if u need someone to talk to message me

  • @johnmeadows4708
    @johnmeadows4708 Před 4 lety +115

    This is my go to band for those nights when i can't quite bring myself to end it but can't break out of the thoughts to do so. Amity affliction if you ever read this, thank you for making it easier to cope with my depression in ways no therapist has to date.

  • @lastpatriot7506
    @lastpatriot7506 Před 6 lety +141

    I'm not depressed..but I wont lie I do feel lonely at times

    • @leonardosanchez3131
      @leonardosanchez3131 Před 5 lety +2

      You strong, never give up💪 I believe in you!

    • @okbro1324
      @okbro1324 Před 5 lety

      Last Patriot I’m the exact same way brother

    • @RealMike02
      @RealMike02 Před 5 lety +2

      Just be careful, I know more people are going to get depressed in their life but if one less person does then that will be great.
      Stay strong and be positive, and if you do get depressed then don't give in and let it beat you.

    • @ashpumpkin7813
      @ashpumpkin7813 Před 5 lety

      Same feeling...

    • @newclearrice4344
      @newclearrice4344 Před 3 lety

      It’s natural for everyone. You just got to learn how to deal with it and understand it will pass.

  • @shawngilligan87
    @shawngilligan87 Před 6 lety +307

    Is this my... my life in a song?

  • @TaskFRCNews
    @TaskFRCNews Před 5 lety +12

    my demons of war haunt me....this is my heart calling
    all i am is getting weaker.
    all i have to keep from falling.
    my heart crys with this song on the verge of ending it all. thank you for your music

  • @lanehughes711
    @lanehughes711 Před 5 lety +43

    This song hits me deep. So many thoughts of suicide, od'ing, the list really goes on for me. There's so many people that have so much to be thankful for and the only people keeping me from ending life right now I barely see. And the bad part about it is they don't know that they are the reason I'm still able to post this comment and go on to further my career to help overdose patients and attempted suicide victims. "Mainly the second one here" but they encourage me to finish emt class and when I need to talk to someone or just need someone to hold, they always seem to be there for me. Funny how some friends are there more then family...

    • @Trending_Usa
      @Trending_Usa Před 5 lety

      hey man, im in the medical field also. Rrt so i get your frustration. I dont know you but i want to atleast let you know you're not alone. Peace and love.

    • @RealMike02
      @RealMike02 Před 5 lety

      I have never attempted it but don't get me wrong, I still have thought about it.
      I seriously don't see a way out of my depression any time soon. I don't want to say a word to my family and I don't have many friends anymore as we all go to different colleges since we split apart last year from highschool.
      The only thing that I feel that I'm living for right now is the people that I talk to online. They are the only light at the end of this long, dark tunnel of mine.
      But I hope that you two are doing better, I'm probably not going through the exact same thing as you but I still know how you feel and I always try to understand someone before I do or say anything.

    • @yt-tz5db
      @yt-tz5db Před 4 lety +1

      Stay strong brothas 💪

  • @14x20fan
    @14x20fan Před 3 lety +13

    Sleep doesn't help. I spend hours just trying to go to sleep. That's when my mind starts going into overdrive.

  • @Naaaahhhhhbruh1972
    @Naaaahhhhhbruh1972 Před 4 lety +5

    Battling depression for 6-7 years now and it gets worse every day. I’m 22 now and I know, I’m still young, I still got a lot left to go, but that doesn’t hide the depression. It literally fuckin eats me alive. I’m an active alcoholic now. Use to weigh 155 a year ago, now I’m over 207. I’ve lost a lot of people I thought I’d never lose. I’ve made terrible choices. I’ve hurt many people. It never gets easy for me. Whoever reads this just know you are not alone. And people like us do exist. We are here. We are still breathing... “happiness is only real when shared.” -Christopher Johnson McCandless

  • @Tiger561996
    @Tiger561996 Před 6 lety +51

    Did I just find my theme song? This is legit my life in song form

  • @dylanbennett5910
    @dylanbennett5910 Před 6 lety +18

    when he screams will u save my life or just say goodbye that shit really get to me I've been in heart break for more then 4 5 years and it seems like it'll never end and I'm gonna be 22 this year

    • @aaronlenchak5234
      @aaronlenchak5234 Před 6 lety +3

      Dylan Bennett I can say by far you're the first person I've come across to blaintly say that and exactly do I know how that feels after only 6 1/2 years with someone was I left with a feeling that resides in a part I can't cut off from staying in my heart and mind
      Weither good or bad times I regret nothing I was glad she let me be a part of her journey, for letting me be me and for being a part of her life
      Yet almost the same amount of time, not a day has gone by she hasn't been on my mind and making a terrible impact on my emotional and mental health severely and even wanting to move on yet stay is so fucked I just stopped functioning like the old me who was alot happier and looked onward instead of who I am now who is but blindly at a sea of vast open with no compass knowing how to survive but choosing little to least effort at all to say most because anything doesn't make me feel happy it's just something that is added to the "things that are positive"
      Separating the "tired of being fucked in ways that don't end in an orgasm type of things"
      I can't tell if it'll end and I just turned 22
      I promise just bear it and find only the non orgasm pile goals
      Shit is unreal how humans can change because of the attachment they grow fond of over time, and how shortly it can be take without pause
      Keep pushing and just know you can't stay still keep fighting
      Keep waking up
      Keep finding the old you
      I promise you'll find him or at least I hope to think Ill find the old me
      Chin up
      Nut up
      Push on

    • @anarchyamp
      @anarchyamp Před 3 lety

      @@aaronlenchak5234 don't think I can

  • @GroggyFive59180
    @GroggyFive59180 Před 3 lety +11

    I hope that everyone here is okay. Please be safe and remember that people care about you, even if it may not feel like it sometimes. If you are feeling troubled, maybe professional help is the answer, or talking to a trusted friend about what you are going through. Wish you all the best.

  • @cvldamtea4524
    @cvldamtea4524 Před 5 lety +15

    Life is precious, life is all we got. Sometimes we cry, sometimes we laugh, nothing last forever... Everybody's got the problems like you, better fight than giving up till the sun comes up..

  • @Draconikk
    @Draconikk Před 4 lety +2

    Every day living with PTSD because of my sons traumatic passing is literal fucking hell.
    I just want the flashbacks and nightmares to end.

  • @Van_bya_river
    @Van_bya_river Před 4 lety +13

    This music while depressing helps me through my dark times. I'm a failure at life. I have ran away from home when i was younger. tried to kill myself. Gone to prison. Am an alcoholic and been mixed up with other drugs. I'm losing my wife and family as we speak, but I know there is a upside and something out there that has me in mind

  • @user-hx5sj4pg2s
    @user-hx5sj4pg2s Před rokem +4

    As a person who struggles daily with depression this song really hits home. First time it's been written down with my battles. Luckily it's never gotten to the point of abusing drugs and alcohol. There has been however times of sitting in a chair with a pistol in my lap trying to decide if today's the day or not. Fight on people!!

  • @user-mj2es5ey6v
    @user-mj2es5ey6v Před 4 lety +16

    For everyone who is struggling you can do this ❤

  • @taylorwalker5436
    @taylorwalker5436 Před 6 lety +16

    This is the first song to make me cry in a while cus it hit so hard. 🖤🖤🖤

  • @izzydizzy9759
    @izzydizzy9759 Před 2 lety +1

    it's funny. I've been battling my growing depression for a few years now, lost the light of my beliefs and am stuck with nothing but hopelessness, that nothing matters. People are trying to help me but it feels like it's not doing anything, and to them it looks like i'm not even trying to get better. But they don't seem to understand that i'm too tired of living to have that energy, that spark, to lighten up. I have fun moments, but when i don't i'm stuck and lost in my thoughts of darkness.

  • @philmills132
    @philmills132 Před 6 lety +12

    I get to see them at Warped Tour and I'M SO EXCITED

  • @lpchester5161
    @lpchester5161 Před 3 lety +2

    ฉันฟังเพลงนี้ตอน2ปีทีเเล้ว ตอนนั้นฉันป่วยเป็นโรคซึมเศร้า ฉันรู้รู้สึกเคว้งคว้าง ไม่อยากมีชีวิตอยู่บนโลกใบนี้เเล้ว เเต่ฉันก็ผ่านช่วงเวลานั้นมาได้ เเละยังฟังเพลงนี้เเทบทุกวัน

  • @Mrcrispy4014
    @Mrcrispy4014 Před rokem +1

    Idk why but this is the only song that makes me cry

  • @patrickgriffin3829
    @patrickgriffin3829 Před 2 lety +3

    I seriously didn’t know I was suffering from depression and anxiety until the last couple days and this music has changed the way I walk out the door every day it’s hard just to put a normal face on

  • @deliahbeavis3259
    @deliahbeavis3259 Před 3 lety +5

    Couldn't say it any better thank you for musicians with talent like use so we're not alone with these feeling 💯💞😔🤗

  • @michaeltirado3982
    @michaeltirado3982 Před 6 lety +9

    Cause the truth is..... I’m fucked up. THE TRUTH IS WERE ALL FUCKED UP

  • @ElHombreMuerto86
    @ElHombreMuerto86 Před 3 lety +2

    This is how I feel so many days but taking my life would hurt those the closest to me

  • @winonawest9367
    @winonawest9367 Před 3 lety +2

    Thank you caleb Byler for telling me about this song I'm in love with it ❤🥺

  • @thomasrehder9608
    @thomasrehder9608 Před 4 lety +5

    When your depression and anxiety become physical is when shit gets real....

  • @caseyzombie8751
    @caseyzombie8751 Před 6 lety +63

    This song and Bring Me The Horizon's Drown seems like they're connected in my head

    • @winterlord1124
      @winterlord1124 Před 6 lety +2

      CASEY ZOMBIE hi

    • @kodii8834
      @kodii8834 Před 5 lety +1

      CASEY ZOMBIE so I’m not the only one??

    • @destinygaffney3653
      @destinygaffney3653 Před 4 lety

      I hear it and I actually love it tbh I love bmth

    • @rushpatriot2866
      @rushpatriot2866 Před 4 lety

      All of you have good taste in music. Y’all aren’t alone in the struggle remember that! ✊

  • @paulieffanciulli7032
    @paulieffanciulli7032 Před 3 lety

    Have terrible anxiety, and this helps relax me I get so anxious about everything I feel like giving up I’m always sweating and feel uncomfortable lord if you take me before I’m old thank you you did me a favor... much love amity ❤️❤️

  • @jaeleighjarvis8488
    @jaeleighjarvis8488 Před 3 lety

    My friend recommended me this song because I've been hurt recently and this song brought me to tears. I honestly relate to it.

  • @mrdurp2u
    @mrdurp2u Před 3 lety +2

    Going through these messages makes me so sad. Anyone who’s going through anything believe me when I say it’ll get better and there’s brighter days on the horizon. Push through and I promise you that you’ll be happier and look back and be glad you came as far as you did.

  • @Yeahthatsright717
    @Yeahthatsright717 Před 5 lety +3

    Perfect song for new years day!

  • @mitsu8650
    @mitsu8650 Před 3 lety +7

    I really wish i could go back to my old life so I could fix everything 😭

  • @nhielalbano4051
    @nhielalbano4051 Před 4 lety +4

    Alone we might be lost, but together we stand tall ✊

    • @FREEZING115
      @FREEZING115 Před 3 lety +1

      Ahhh for all those sleeping love em their song the reason changed my life lol jk but follow my voice is good

  • @sportszelet893
    @sportszelet893 Před rokem

    Never heard of this group, CZcams recs have done a good job

  • @XbryceX
    @XbryceX Před 4 lety +1

    Probably my favorite Amity breakdown 😭😤🤟🏼 so deep

  • @focus.faith.freedom3912
    @focus.faith.freedom3912 Před 3 lety +1

    I love all of you and keep fighting to see the sun ever day for I'm still recovering from past struggles and I have a heart to keep going. Stay in the fight your all heroes to everyone you encounter.

  • @corvoattano6999
    @corvoattano6999 Před 3 lety +2

    That moment when depression hits you hard and the loneliness multiplies it tenfold. The need and want and desire to be close to someone battling with the indestructible isolation because of being hurt from reaching out.

  • @stephaniereyes3028
    @stephaniereyes3028 Před 4 lety +3

    I've listen to this song for so many years all ready and it gets me to my feelings because my bf left me and I just went into depression all over again 😔💔

    • @davidmyre842
      @davidmyre842 Před 2 lety +1

      Its hard to let someone go in order to better oneself...just did it today and I feel empty and hopeless...the change I needed though to grow

  • @yurixruz
    @yurixruz Před 6 lety +26

    *_Will you save my life?_*

    • @RealMike02
      @RealMike02 Před 5 lety +1

      I'd save anyone's life if I were able to, whether I like them as a person or not. Nobody deserves to die earlier than they should.
      I'm not even joking when I say that I don't care how I feel as long as everyone else is okay. You just need to stay strong and I'm sure if everyone were strong and stayed positive then they would all find a way out of their problems whether it's depression, suicidal thoughts or whatever they are suffering through.
      I would be there for literally anyone and everyone one way or another.

  • @sabastianwatson9353
    @sabastianwatson9353 Před 3 lety +1

    I'm pretty sure at one point we're all depressed it just never goes away so life feels normal with it because we have it for so long

  • @jaxkramer2704
    @jaxkramer2704 Před 3 lety

    I have been battling severe depression for over 4 years. I don't see the light at the end of the tunnel yet. Idk if I'll ever get through it. Over the last few years, I've felt like I have nobody to go to, and to this day whenever I ask someone for help, I feel like a burden and that they have better things to do than listen to my dumb problems. I have thought about suicide a few times. I even almost attempted it once. But before I tried, I thought about all those who I'd hurt by leaving: my sisters, my brother, mom, dad and other family and friends and was able to coax myself out of the attempt. I lost my best friend almost 5 years ago and it's been extremely rough for me. I'm still trying to process that he's gone. This song opened my eyes. It may end up and be a crutch to help me climb out of this life-sucking abyss I'm trapped in, and helpe to escape the void inside my head. It's going to be a long journey, but I at least know who I can go to to help me along

  • @ayeyogravity9598
    @ayeyogravity9598 Před 6 lety +5

    By far my favorite song 😏

  • @annaroman4811
    @annaroman4811 Před 3 lety +2

    Ah yes the time my parents found my suicide note and i wasnt supposed to wake up, but did.

  • @sineadmc-roberts2731
    @sineadmc-roberts2731 Před 2 lety +1

    Any body else use songs to try and tell the people close to you how you feel but nobody seams to make the connection. We listen to songs to express how we feel.

  • @sambrayc
    @sambrayc Před 6 lety +7

    All the feels...

  • @danieldimalanta4370
    @danieldimalanta4370 Před 5 lety +1

    next album please .... this song is great and a nice message to all of us !

  • @SanshinglerScottie
    @SanshinglerScottie Před 6 lety +1

    Gets me screaming at the top of my lungs everytime that's some next level real life

  • @teebee364
    @teebee364 Před 5 lety +1

    This is all I have to say is... Thank you jayden

  • @matthewpearson6440
    @matthewpearson6440 Před 3 lety +3

    I’ve been hurt a few times and there has only been one time I really fell for a women, she rejected me saying we should only be friends and now I haven’t spoken to her in a year even though I see her a lot but the thing is I never got over her and I just can’t you know

  • @graverobberzz
    @graverobberzz Před 5 lety

    The thing I love about this song is it feels like thru the song its sounds like the thoughts are slowly become more hence why at the end starts screaming because he gets more just done with everything on the last stitch for revival I know this was deep but I see this song that way

  • @mnava19
    @mnava19 Před 5 měsíci

    This song hits hard 😢

  • @conner3542
    @conner3542 Před 3 lety +2

    What scares me the most is even when I can think of a million reasons to stay, they all seem insufficient. I don't want to die but I don't want to live. Fuck this curse man. I just bet my life daily on the prospect of having a better day than the last, thats the only thing that keeps me going.

  • @ataraxiant128
    @ataraxiant128 Před 2 lety

    I miss her so goddamn much… thought she was really gonna be the one and now she’s gone it’s like I don’t even know how to live anymore. It’s like I’m starting over and idek where to start much less want to start again. Sometimes I feel like maybe it’s just over and my life is done and I should save myself the pain and suffering

  • @MrSHiVvLeS
    @MrSHiVvLeS Před měsícem

    This song almost pushes me off the edge every time i here it..

  • @rylirikmusik7908
    @rylirikmusik7908 Před rokem

    Thanks ❤️

  • @danieldimalanta4370
    @danieldimalanta4370 Před rokem

    The lyrics are meaningful and inspirational I hope this will be the new beginning of my life and my career and for my partner in life i will always love you and support you 😘 thank you for the understanding that you gave to me .

  • @Gear1993Head
    @Gear1993Head Před 3 lety +1

    Boy has this song pulled me out of some shit let me tell you.

  • @twisstermetaltoxic3426
    @twisstermetaltoxic3426 Před 3 měsíci

    I should be dead many times over. Metal has saved me over and over again in life...I seen these guys with Parkway Drive last year. Amazing show... The songs and Lyrics from the band hit on many levels. Many great songs, Ivy(doomsday) is another good one. Hope everyone enjoys and these songs and bands save lives

  • @loneroracing459
    @loneroracing459 Před 5 lety +2

    This song hits me every time where was it when it 14 years ago when I was going through hell

  • @carolynn3699
    @carolynn3699 Před 6 lety +1

    oh my god... this is so...true.

  • @peeposad5412
    @peeposad5412 Před 6 lety +8

    I played it for 20 times already and I'm still crying. :'(

    • @RealMike02
      @RealMike02 Před 5 lety

      I know the first time I listened to this song I cried. It hit me really deep and I still cry to it whenever I let my thoughts get the best of me. This song is rather a deep song, it's one of the deepest I've ever heard.

  • @to0blu4maya54
    @to0blu4maya54 Před 5 lety

    .. Literally my mood rn

  • @user-io2mb7be1r
    @user-io2mb7be1r Před měsícem

    I’m 14 and this band has helped me through some deep shit

  • @shogieameda
    @shogieameda Před 3 lety +3

    i like This Song, my life in a song. I From Malaysia

  • @TheGrapeJuiice
    @TheGrapeJuiice Před 5 lety

    This made me sob.

  • @adamsadamz
    @adamsadamz Před 4 lety +1

    This song he helped me. Enough said.
    Love you all. ❤️

  • @stareAtWall
    @stareAtWall Před 6 lety

    Great lyrics

  • @skaterman0871
    @skaterman0871 Před 5 lety

    I relate to this to much....

  • @stylisticrocket6417
    @stylisticrocket6417 Před 6 lety +34

    Okay i used to cut like alot and really deep like a few times i would hit the vein but not puncture i thought at the time there was no way i was gonna go on in then i met my best friend 4 years ago and one day i hope to turn her into my girlfriend i love her she saved my life IM FUCKED UP

    • @AlabamaMemeBoi
      @AlabamaMemeBoi Před 6 lety +7

      hope your dream becomes reality dude. lord knows love is hard to find.

    • @stylisticrocket6417
      @stylisticrocket6417 Před 6 lety +2

      Koro Sensei thank you

    • @noway2330
      @noway2330 Před 6 lety

      Same

    • @fourlokoslammer
      @fourlokoslammer Před 6 lety +3

      I love you

    • @RealMike02
      @RealMike02 Před 5 lety

      @Stormvainia Animations I hope someone is there for you. You're fine just the way you are, the bullies need to change their ways. I know they won't, they just want to make people feel bad about themselves.
      People need to care about the pain you're going through, you're hurting inside and need to be helped.
      I'm happy they are not bringing you into the darkness, karma will get back on them sooner or later and you'll feel better, I just know you will.

  • @iamsquishybizzness7331
    @iamsquishybizzness7331 Před 3 lety +1

    Someone who I looked up to as a mother was murdered last night by her own husband ... She loved this song, I will listen to this now once a year as tradition I love you and miss you, may you rest in peace, I'm so sorry I didn't get to say goodbye ♥️🖤

  • @bobbydennis1743
    @bobbydennis1743 Před 4 lety +2

    The day you find out everyone loves you but nobody likes you will be the loneliest feeling in the world.

    • @davidmyre842
      @davidmyre842 Před 2 lety

      Or the day you finally look in the mirror and realize that your the one that needs to love...it starts with yourself

  • @GoofyOnYT
    @GoofyOnYT Před 2 lety +2

    I make sure everyone is ok. Allow myself to be mistreated and abused. Literally fight to be with someone who has told me they hope I die. But the brokenness I feel I can’t even put it into words I’m sure my 2 kids are the one reason why I still wake up and fight everyday but I am getting tired. Tired of feeling alone tired of doing everything but told I do nothing tired of just never feeling good enough for someone I give all of my time and love to what’s sad is hearing her say she hopes I die was one of the most relatable things she’s ever said because there has been times I’ve sat in my car and literally begged for death …. Life isn’t easy and it is short why did this world make it so difficult to just be happy for our short lives instead we spend most of it going through hell just to possibly get a couple years of happiness …. The system is like me … broken

  • @michaelschoeff3408
    @michaelschoeff3408 Před 3 lety

    No one told me depression and suicidal thoughts were a life sentence. My first suicidal attempt was when I was 13. Been battling depression for about 10 years now. It only ends when you want happiness. Then again, there's alot of things that happen to us that can't change.

  • @waterassassinboy4747
    @waterassassinboy4747 Před 5 lety

    this is my life all over again

  • @ashleymehlhoff8735
    @ashleymehlhoff8735 Před 6 lety +4

    My life right now...

  • @dijemonyet3100
    @dijemonyet3100 Před 19 dny +1

    Intan, u saved me❤

  • @mitsu8650
    @mitsu8650 Před 3 lety

    This song made me cry again 😭 fml

  • @literaltrash9144
    @literaltrash9144 Před 6 lety

    This song reminds me of someone I lost he showed it to me and I would give almost anything to talk to him one more time just to say goodbye

  • @saigenakamura9837
    @saigenakamura9837 Před 6 lety

    The only song that gets me where I need to be when I'm feeling helpless cause I'm all fucked up like you, its true.

  • @nickflores5555
    @nickflores5555 Před 4 lety

    First song to turn me on to theses guys! Never stopped since

  • @jimmythomas5979
    @jimmythomas5979 Před 8 měsíci +1

    The most dangerous place to be is left alone in your own head .

  • @codysmith4759
    @codysmith4759 Před 3 lety +1

    This song cuts to the feels when your psychology damaged.

  • @drksimms
    @drksimms Před 4 lety

    Song hits deep.... it's so easy just being all fucked up... trying to find a light in complete darkness now that's the hard part.

  • @itsbellanviii
    @itsbellanviii Před 6 lety +1

    Why is this my life in one song

  • @LightmyWay23
    @LightmyWay23 Před 5 lety

    This is just too real.

  • @sabastianwatson6116
    @sabastianwatson6116 Před 6 lety

    This song dope

  • @cronalastbraincell_
    @cronalastbraincell_ Před 4 lety +1

    Damnit I was trying to find a song then I stumbled on this. How dare ya make me cri

  • @r3myton916
    @r3myton916 Před 3 měsíci

    “If I wake up tomorrow,just know I tried to find a way out without saying goodbye”

  • @xxslipknot4life33xx
    @xxslipknot4life33xx Před 6 lety +1

    🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

  • @firechickcaitlyn
    @firechickcaitlyn Před 6 lety +1

    I'm fucked up. I've got depression and anxiety. Now my mom is fucked up by cancer. I wish someone can save her. I feel like I fucked up everything in my life and disappointed her. Now, she is dying and I can't show her I've done well. I hate myself right now. :'(

    • @RealMike02
      @RealMike02 Před 5 lety

      Don't hate yourself, it's not your fault. Cancer can strike anyone, anywhere and at any time. She's not gone yet (I hope), she can survive cancer. You are not a disappointment to her, I know you're not. No-one should be a disappointment towards anyone because everyone is special and smart in their own way.
      And it's not just cancer that comes to anyone, depression can too. Depression makes you think all of these bad things about yourself. I know myself, same as anxiety too. Trust me, I do know it's difficult for you right now but you and everyone will come out of this just fine, I'm sorry that you feel this way right now but you'll regret not enjoying every moment you have.

  • @codymyers7447
    @codymyers7447 Před 5 lety

    This. Song is my go too. When my depression takes the fuck over