༺♡༻ time stamps ༺♡༻ 0:00/3:44 cave town - this is home 3:45/5:14 jagger fin - vas 5:15/11:23 salvia palth - i was all over her 11:24/16:37 lamp - yume utsutsu 16:38/19:41 wilbur - jubilee line 19:42/22:30 tv girl - not allowed
inbetween i was all over her and jubilee line theres actually a song called she likes another boy, i believe, but great playlist and thanks for the stamps :)
Just do what I do, roll onto the floor once the person up top falls asleep 😌 ooh and make yourself a cozy little area. So you aren't just on hard carpet, tile, whatever you have.
Yup this is me every night on a weekend. I stare at my ceiling with both of my headphones in ,my mind going into overload or just having nothing in it at all. Also I am definitely going to listen to this tonight!:)
This happens to me every night and I’m only going to high school next year. Idk how hard it’ll be but at least I’m not doing as bad as I was a couple months ago. I keep on doing this thing where I stay up watching things and playing games, doing whatever, so that I can go to sleep without having any energy to be upset or think at all. And it ruins my sleep schedule all the time and idk what to do. I have anxiety attacks at school and always have to fake a smile. I definitely understand you..
there's a feeling that comes with this. Not sad, definitely not happy. A slight sorrowful itch, slowly spreading up over your shoulders, covering your chest, wrapping around those little scars on your arms and legs, reminding you that no matter how much better you get, those memories remain. You stare at the blank white ceiling above you, tears filling your eyes. Its escapism, listening to the songs that fill you with so much pain. Yet you come back to this, you cherish this, this awful, horrible, beautiful feeling. And who are they to make you remember? don't forget, even if you don't feel good around those you think of, there are thousands of other people like you, with stories like yours, and we can fins solace together.
falling in love doesn't just mean to fall in love with a person, you can fall in love with anything fall in love with art,music, traveling, the way new books smell, fall in love with life even if it sucks sometimes find someone or something to help you throughout those times And even if it feels like it will never get better. It does just believe and fight with all the strength you have even if it feels like you don't have any it's deep down inside of you, you just need to find it Even though it feels like the end of the world out your back against the world and show it nothing can stop you and keep going Run and run and fight and fight and it's ok if you need to stop and rest, it doesn't make you weak..it makes you stronger so you can keep going and trying And if that something or someone is trying to hold you back don't let it get to you don't listen to them cause someday they'll be looking up to you and begging for forgiveness We all have problems and we all have different paths of life some can start off good or others bad but no matter how it starts everyone has strength and faith,yes there will be bumps along the way big and small but no matter what there is no reason why you should stop believing in yourself cause you are you and the you is perfect the way it is Everyone is perfect in there own ways doesn't matter if your black or gay or purple who cares what anyone says about you. And if you feel you have no one by your side just know you have yourself and that's all you need encourage yourself it might be hard but you can do it And I believe in you so go on out there and chase your dreams, tell that one girl/boy you like them, go to Hawaii, apply for that job, but that outfit cause after all you only live life once so enjoy the moments and the people who have helped you along the way -love Lyla Sky Rodriguez
I appreciate that you took the time and effort to type this. You didn’t need to but you did. Thank you for sharing your wisdom, knowledge, and affection. Some people really need to hear these sorts of things. ❤️🩹✨🙃
To all the girls (and me) who wear makeup this is for you You know at the end of the day your looking in the mirror after brushing your teeth and hair you wet your face and grab makeup remover and wipe you the makeup away you are slowly taking the illusion we call makeup off to show our real selves that we hide away because of Beaty standers sometimes I wish I never discovered make up cuz once i take it off I feel ugly TvT
i like to call this Spending time with my emotions. i just stare at the ceiling while in my bed and just feel.. maybe cry, feel sad, any anger or frustration, i just let out emotions i have been pushing back or hiding from others since i dont really talk to people about my issues. i just notice the emotions i feel and let them out without judging them, sometimes i just talk to myself quietly as if i were talking to someone about my issues. This helps me feel a little bit better. even when im feeling happy i still do this sometimes. you should try this. :)
I always listen to this vid when I go to bed because I can't sleep and I need to listen to something and distract myself and I fall asleep so thank you
i’m currently sad bc my best friend is moving in less than two weeks. i’m really excited for her but also i’m really sad. maybe i’ll come back to this video in a few weeks and update how everything is going. i know for a fact i’m going to cry when she leaves omg i am literally crying right now bye i am so emotional ok i’ll update y’all in a few weeks if i don’t forget lol :)
Dude I heard it and I thought I gave up on pronouns and gender but apparently not and now I want a pixie cut and a different name but my mom would *not* let me cut my hair that short I could barely convince her to let me cut it shoulder length and now she wants me to grow it out again
Yep here I am, listening to this while looking up in the deep darkness of my bedroom thinking to myself if anyone will remember me in the end. I have no friends and I never get a text without starting a conversation. The deep hopelessness of darkness in my head is unbearable
vent: I wish you’d understand that i wasn’t fighting over our other friend. I was only so small to not understand what u were doing, I had to cry everyday at school. You made my life a living hell. I hope you know that you’ve ruined my childhood, actually I never had one because of you. You bullied me everyday. You would switch on who you would treat better and I pray everyday that it’s me. But no, the pattern is irregular. You treated her better. I felt no equality. I was left out, manipulated, guilt tripped, bullied etc. I had NO ONE, literally no one to company me while you stabbed me in the back. You were my first ever friend. I thought i could trust you but after some time I never expected you to be THAT type of person. (She’s a person who treats her friends like SHIT, very toxic too.. All her previous best friends left her bc they couldn’t take her attitude and how toxic she was. But i was the only one who stayed.) The only time i felt like a child was when i was 3 - 5/6 When I was 6 or 7 that’s when she transferred here. And we became besties, but you manipulated her into treating me the same way you do. (PS:- I’m GREAT friends now with the other person who also used to bully me but it was my best-friend’s fault why she acted like that) -**This shows that people around you determines how you act too.** She still continues to do this to me, today. but i’ve gotten over it. i think. i’m more braver now. i never want to be in a shitty, toxic trio. being in a trio with my best-friend is like sleeping in lava. She always treats one of the friend like shit. and somehow that friend was always me. I don’t want to explain too much for over the years cause it was all the same. I can’t leave her but i wish for her to change, but i know that’s NEVER gonna happen :) thank you for reading, ig..
Sorry if someone already said something but the song you labeled Salvia Palth - I was all over her is actually Oh no she likes another boy by Oscar Lang.
I'm here listing to this so I'm going to tell you my thoughts:I think all of my friends will leave me cause we are I'd different classes and I the mostly everyone in my class so I won't have anyone,if I tell my dad and step mom that I'm bi will they accept me I mean they will be the first adult that will only kids know, will they hate me will they never talk to me again,I hope my mom won't get back with her ex his creepy and I don't like/trust him, should I tell my aunt I'm bi, if I tell a adult will the accept me that I'm bi, also lots of people said the want my life but no you don't you mom won't get you a spiderman hate cause it's for boys he it's accusing me cause I guess I'm the reason for moms and her bfs fights she called me ugly and fat and also a bitch and said I don't know that I'm fat and keeps calling me fat but my brother always punches me and I'm going to the docs so they might see my arms and legs and you know my stomach nothing bad but I have over 19 burshes on my body also my aunt keeps yelling at me and my older brother is the worst why was I even made u mean my brother wanted a sister but me as their sister someone else they locked me out of the house once and I was wearing shorts and a tank top and it started to rain and snow so plz never say you want my life it's horrible but I was I even born like what's my reason I'm alive now.im unless and a mistake so yeah also have a good day or.night if you reading this and drink water and eat
༺♡༻ time stamps ༺♡༻
0:00/3:44 cave town - this is home
3:45/5:14 jagger fin - vas
5:15/11:23 salvia palth - i was all over her
11:24/16:37 lamp - yume utsutsu
16:38/19:41 wilbur - jubilee line
19:42/22:30 tv girl - not allowed
Love this! ❤️
Thank you for this. 🙌❤
inbetween i was all over her and jubilee line theres actually a song called she likes another boy, i believe, but great playlist and thanks for the stamps :)
She likes another boy- 7:56
Not me staring at the top bunk bed🪦🚶🏽♀️
Absolute pain I want my own bed and room🏃🏽♀️
Same
Same but I’m in top bunk😃
I feel called out lmaoo
Just do what I do, roll onto the floor once the person up top falls asleep 😌 ooh and make yourself a cozy little area. So you aren't just on hard carpet, tile, whatever you have.
@@leslie4868 thanks for the tip-
You Started with Cavetown huh...
*inaudible sobbing*
*jubilee line starts playing*
Me: *CRYING GOES BRRR*
i didnt think it was actually wilbur soot at first-
Ikr
@@4musketeers642 HOWWWW
@@sxmnotfound3725 I thought it was a song named wilbur- ngl I’m kinda stupid :”)
@@4musketeers642 your not stupid you just think you are cause you make so many mistakes
JUBILEE LINE??!!! OMG I LOVE THIS PLAYLIST
I can’t wait to have my own room so I can cry without having to hide it.
Me: plays "staring at your bedroom ceiling - a playlist"
.
. .
too bad i cant see the ceiling since i have a bunk bed blocking my sight
Oof.
Yup this is me every night on a weekend. I stare at my ceiling with both of my headphones in ,my mind going into overload or just having nothing in it at all. Also I am definitely going to listen to this tonight!:)
and when the lyrics sink in i get even more depressed
Vibes
This happens to me every night and I’m only going to high school next year. Idk how hard it’ll be but at least I’m not doing as bad as I was a couple months ago. I keep on doing this thing where I stay up watching things and playing games, doing whatever, so that I can go to sleep without having any energy to be upset or think at all. And it ruins my sleep schedule all the time and idk what to do. I have anxiety attacks at school and always have to fake a smile. I definitely understand you..
I understand . . .
@@bingus5 a lot of this hit home.
I hope you are alright. Stay strong, I love you ♡
there's a feeling that comes with this. Not sad, definitely not happy. A slight sorrowful itch, slowly spreading up over your shoulders, covering your chest, wrapping around those little scars on your arms and legs, reminding you that no matter how much better you get, those memories remain. You stare at the blank white ceiling above you, tears filling your eyes. Its escapism, listening to the songs that fill you with so much pain. Yet you come back to this, you cherish this, this awful, horrible, beautiful feeling. And who are they to make you remember?
don't forget, even if you don't feel good around those you think of, there are thousands of other people like you, with stories like yours, and we can fins solace together.
This is beautiful ♡
I have been thinking, and I figured out, I'm bi :] I feel that sharing personal things are easier sharing to strangers, then friends and family
falling in love doesn't just mean to fall in love with a person, you can fall in love with anything fall in love with art,music, traveling, the way new books smell, fall in love with life even if it sucks sometimes find someone or something to help you throughout those times
And even if it feels like it will never get better.
It does just believe and fight with all the strength you have even if it feels like you don't have any it's deep down inside of you, you just need to find it
Even though it feels like the end of the world out your back against the world and show it nothing can stop you and keep going
Run and run and fight and fight and it's ok if you need to stop and rest, it doesn't make you weak..it makes you stronger so you can keep going and trying
And if that something or someone is trying to hold you back don't let it get to you don't listen to them cause someday they'll be looking up to you and begging for forgiveness
We all have problems and we all have different paths of life some can start off good or others bad but no matter how it starts everyone has strength and faith,yes there will be bumps along the way big and small but no matter what there is no reason why you should stop believing in yourself cause you are you and the you is perfect the way it is
Everyone is perfect in there own ways doesn't matter if your black or gay or purple who cares what anyone says about you.
And if you feel you have no one by your side just know you have yourself and that's all you need encourage yourself it might be hard but you can do it
And I believe in you so go on out there and chase your dreams, tell that one girl/boy you like them, go to Hawaii, apply for that job, but that outfit cause after all you only live life once so enjoy the moments and the people who have helped you along the way
-love Lyla Sky Rodriguez
if your name is Lyla Sky then why does it say Javier-
yes
@@leikari8113 maybe there using a different account but good question 💀
I appreciate that you took the time and effort to type this. You didn’t need to but you did. Thank you for sharing your wisdom, knowledge, and affection. Some people really need to hear these sorts of things. ❤️🩹✨🙃
@@simplemori is that heart sponsored by coca cola what the heck-
omg a lamp song tysm they need more global recognition
OMGGGG this whole playlist brings me nostalgia 😞😞😥😥😥😥😩🌌🌌🌌
OKAYYY LITERALLY BEST PLAYLIST
TY
LOVE YOUR PFP
@@rinny290 YESS! ITS KARLLL :]
@@kaiabacalso YEAAHH HE LOOKS SO SWAGGY IN THAT PICTURE, AS PER USUAL :]
@@rinny290 YESSS :]
wilbur = amazing taste
I'm tired but I also can't fall asleep.
The second last song's instrument is jus like how i get an anxiety attack out of nowhere, but this instrumental makes it seem so beautiful
I literally was scrolling threw my fyp and laying down looking at the ceiling so perfect lol
Not me silently crying in the beginning 🦦
To all the girls (and me) who wear makeup this is for you
You know at the end of the day your looking in the mirror after brushing your teeth and hair you wet your face and grab makeup remover and wipe you the makeup away
you are slowly taking the illusion we call makeup off to show our real selves that we hide away because of Beaty standers sometimes I wish I never discovered make up cuz once i take it off I feel ugly TvT
no bc same ^_^
I fell in love with it
But..I cry win i listen..
Even though I don't love anyone
☺
Hahah... I was literally crying about my father, he decided to come back after he left me and my brothers.
im sorry that happened to you :(
I loved this playlist, you have amazing taste 👌
thank you
Btw, i love your omori pfp.
@@xdsofairy7314 It’s an amazing game, I love it to death. Thanks!
literally me everyday-
Love this playlist
i loved this sooo much i swear u are soo under rated
thank you!!
I discovered this song back in 2018
cavetown - this is home I mean lol
^u ^ ; )
thanks. this made me smile a lil bit while thinking about my childhood problems, thank you so much.
OKAY HELLOOOO UHM EXCUSE ME Y'ALL FORGOT TO SUBSCRIBE CUS THIS PLAYLIST IS FCKING AMAZING THAN MY LIFE NO CAP
ILYSM FOR MAKING THIS
i like to call this Spending time with my emotions. i just stare at the ceiling while in my bed and just feel.. maybe cry, feel sad, any anger or frustration, i just let out emotions i have been pushing back or hiding from others since i dont really talk to people about my issues. i just notice the emotions i feel and let them out without judging them, sometimes i just talk to myself quietly as if i were talking to someone about my issues. This helps me feel a little bit better. even when im feeling happy i still do this sometimes. you should try this. :)
I'm gonna do this now.
Thank you :')
I hope that you are alright.
I love you ♡
I always listen to this vid when I go to bed because I can't sleep and I need to listen to something and distract myself and I fall asleep so thank you
ive listened to this playlist to many time its so gooddd
thank you!
You really had to start with cave town huh?
Good playlist!
Beautiful and lovely songs thank you bjs from 🇧🇷
not me looking at all my old family pictures from like 2012 to 2014
Me when ever I think of them:
This was amazing I loved it so much
ty!
I need friends that will rant to me and vent and let me do the same i need someone who understands
wanna be friends?.
I can be your friend :> ❤️
I mean, we could be friends !?!??!
everyone: **vibing**
**jubilee line**
*GASPPP*
Hey thanks for this! If u don’t mind I added it to my play list! I’m def a new sub! Keep up the great work
thank you
I loved this.
I'm crying a lot...
sometimes i come here to cry..
sometimes i come here to sing..
sometimes i come her to stay..
because this is home..
luv u
Omg the first song brings me nostalgia 😞😥😥
Ur pfp...I wuv mikasa too and her maturity 💖
i’m currently sad bc my best friend is moving in less than two weeks. i’m really excited for her but also i’m really sad. maybe i’ll come back to this video in a few weeks and update how everything is going. i know for a fact i’m going to cry when she leaves omg i am literally crying right now bye i am so emotional ok i’ll update y’all in a few weeks if i don’t forget lol
:)
omg hey guys everything is good she loves it there she really misses everyone but i’m really excited for her to continue staying there!!
@@urmom-eg3qq hope you're doing okay! ♡
New favorite playlist
AMAZING TYSM
OFC
wiburs and cavetowns songs are something different. i can listen them all day. The melody, the lyrics. They hit different
this is perfect
_best playlist_
Im listening to this spacing out looking at the ceiling
He left me today.
A video with nice pictures. Thank you Good luck and success❤️
*cave towns this is home starts to play* ... My trans heart.
Dude I heard it and I thought I gave up on pronouns and gender but apparently not and now I want a pixie cut and a different name but my mom would *not* let me cut my hair that short I could barely convince her to let me cut it shoulder length and now she wants me to grow it out again
Yep here I am, listening to this while looking up in the deep darkness of my bedroom thinking to myself if anyone will remember me in the end. I have no friends and I never get a text without starting a conversation. The deep hopelessness of darkness in my head is unbearable
Hey, sorry I'm late, but I hope that you are alright. Stay strong. I love you ♡
yeah no u just got a new sub
Instant sub because of Wilbur
pov: you slowly notice that you keep on repeating your mistakes and you wished you could be better but despair is swarming over you like anxiety…
vent:
I wish you’d understand that i wasn’t fighting over our other friend. I was only so small to not understand what u were doing, I had to cry everyday at school.
You made my life a living hell. I hope you know that you’ve ruined my childhood, actually I never had one because of you.
You bullied me everyday. You would switch on who you would treat better and I pray everyday that it’s me. But no, the pattern is irregular. You treated her better. I felt no equality. I was left out, manipulated, guilt tripped, bullied etc.
I had NO ONE, literally no one to company me while you stabbed me in the back. You were my first ever friend. I thought i could trust you but after some time I never expected you to be THAT type of person.
(She’s a person who treats her friends like SHIT, very toxic too.. All her previous best friends left her bc they couldn’t take her attitude and how toxic she was. But i was the only one who stayed.)
The only time i felt like a child was when i was
3 - 5/6
When I was 6 or 7 that’s when she transferred here. And we became besties, but you manipulated her into treating me the same way you do.
(PS:- I’m GREAT friends now with the other person who also used to bully me but it was my best-friend’s fault why she acted like that)
-**This shows that people around you determines how you act too.**
She still continues to do this to me, today.
but i’ve gotten over it. i think.
i’m more braver now. i never want to be in a shitty, toxic trio. being in a trio with my best-friend is like sleeping in lava. She always treats one of the friend like shit. and somehow that friend was always me.
I don’t want to explain too much for over the years cause it was all the same.
I can’t leave her but i wish for her to change, but i know that’s NEVER gonna happen :)
thank you for reading, ig..
Me the last 6 weeks of summer break
Was scrolling through the songs and I saw wilbur and I knew this was a good playlist 😌 👍
amo esta playlist 😩😩
Totally didn't just get done writing in my venting book ( I got tears on the pages and I wrote in sharpie :,)
I used to listen to this is home all the time and not know what it meant. But now I realate to it 😕
This is what I do every night,put my leds on blue,put in my headphones,and just stare at my ceiling
This is such a good Playlist but the ads are driving me crazy 😭
i have ads???
@@iheartu8454 yes😭
Pov. The intruding thoughts came back again to haunt you.
do you a have a spotify playlist like this /gen
I do not, but I’ll gladly make one!
@@iheartu8454 remind me pls
I haven't gotten off my bed in a while
Life sucks rlly bad
Sorry if someone already said something but the song you labeled Salvia Palth - I was all over her is actually Oh no she likes another boy by Oscar Lang.
Underrated
Thank you!
Fr
the 9 dislikes were from people who miss-clicked with tears in their eyes after crying over their own thoughts
id like to think so(:
лучший плэйлист💖
6:15
Im gonna sleep with this under my pillow if IT work +1 sub
This
Oh god im being sucked in that hell hole again
I saw ur comment on the Playlist crying at 3 am, are u ok?😕
Ik it's a very hard question
@@kumijx9759 im okay, just getting into depression all over again. Nothing too serious, just the usual happening. Thank you ❤️
I stare at my celing and think: how can a celing be more perfect then me?- 🤨
I'm here listing to this so I'm going to tell you my thoughts:I think all of my friends will leave me cause we are I'd different classes and I the mostly everyone in my class so I won't have anyone,if I tell my dad and step mom that I'm bi will they accept me I mean they will be the first adult that will only kids know, will they hate me will they never talk to me again,I hope my mom won't get back with her ex his creepy and I don't like/trust him, should I tell my aunt I'm bi, if I tell a adult will the accept me that I'm bi, also lots of people said the want my life but no you don't you mom won't get you a spiderman hate cause it's for boys he it's accusing me cause I guess I'm the reason for moms and her bfs fights she called me ugly and fat and also a bitch and said I don't know that I'm fat and keeps calling me fat but my brother always punches me and I'm going to the docs so they might see my arms and legs and you know my stomach nothing bad but I have over 19 burshes on my body also my aunt keeps yelling at me and my older brother is the worst why was I even made u mean my brother wanted a sister but me as their sister someone else they locked me out of the house once and I was wearing shorts and a tank top and it started to rain and snow so plz never say you want my life it's horrible but I was I even born like what's my reason I'm alive now.im unless and a mistake so yeah also have a good day or.night if you reading this and drink water and eat
How do you use copyrighted music in your videos?
I just use it lol, I don’t get ads either way
@@iheartu8454 oh...btw love your videos :)
@@lunaxo1275 thank you!
Its not "this is home"
Its, "this was home"
😕.
you okay?
@@iheartu8454 Yes, thanks for your interest
I chew ice cream
Werd
Can u help me with sumn please??🙏
sure!
@@iheartu8454 how to upload a playlist without getting blocked
@@xyv5k343 blocked?
The ads are making me hate CZcams more and more
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