My Paranoid Thoughts And Dreams
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- čas přidán 3. 10. 2016
- This is a video that i kinda didnt want to make but felt it was important to. I want to be 100% honest with everything i post about my life and this is a big part of my life, i need to get some sort of control over my paranoia otherwise itll rule my life in such a big and bad way!
- Jessy x - Zábava
Hi. All the "safety" things you talk about, locking the house, the dog leash, I do the same, I don't see anything paranoid about it, it's just safer. And saying goodbye to your horse, that's just sweet.
Thank goodness im not the only one! :)
I have the same exact worries but I think it's more of an anxiety thing!
I have been paranoid with last baby. She is 2 now but I had her sleeping in a bassinet next to my bed until she was 1 yr old. I couldn’t sleep because between feedings when I should be sleeping, I had to keep check to see if she was breathing. Then when she was in her own room, I had to check so many times a night. Then I would have panic feeling if I didn’t hear her that something was wrong. I would dream that she was choked by her blanket and wake up in a panic. I still get that once in awhile. Now I have paranoid thoughts that she is going to drown in a pool. I couldn’t leave her at my mother inlaw house because she had a pool. That’s just one of my paranoia. It got worse after my Mom past away suddenly from sepsis. Worst day of my life. So I have this fear of losing my kids, family to sepsis. Lately it has been better until I talk about it.
I've put many clips I use at once on my dogs lead and harness. Same issues here with me *hugs*
Thank you for making this by the way!
love your videos.i myself have aspergers,taking 25mg abilify and 300mg seroquel xr.it is calming alot.my english is not as good as i come from germany.i got diagnosed at 24 wish i got help as a toddler already.greetings louis
Good luck...👊 your husband is one lucky guy😂
Candid and well spoken, thank you again for your vids. ((Hugz))
Damn I had a whole big comment typed but then the videos switched and it disappeared lol. Anyway I think its totally normal and SMART that you lock the front door at all times, especially locking up things while you are alone and taking a shower. MY home was broken into when i was about 11 years old and the people/person who did HAD TO HAVE BEEN watching the house because it was timed perfectly when my mom had gone to the store and the house was empty. Its always smart to lock things up! Also, it hasn't happened recently, but when I notice a car following me and it begins to bother me, I just find a way to let them pass so that they are in front of me and I an relax more. Mostly I get that when police are behind me, even though I have not committed any crime.
I personally have pretty strong anxiety/paranoia when I go out that I will bump into someone that I know. I don't understand it but its been that way for a while. I don't want anyone to recognize me in shops or anything. Sometimes I will purposely not look into peoples faces if I'm out shopping or something just to make sure that I dont recognize anyone that I know. There have been times when I DO see someone that I recognize and I will make sure my path in the store avoids them!
I also in general feel like people are looking at me and judging me. My posture, my look, my actions etc. Sometimes its not even there, and other times it certainly is!
I enjoyed this video, and I know you said you didn't really want to make it but if you ever decide to make more like this that would be awesome. I could relate with a lot of it.
WeAreLivingMagic thank you for taking the time to watch this and to comment, it means the world! I am glad you can relate to this, even though I didn't want to make it, it's so important that I did because I want people not to feel alone in the way they act or feel or think sometimes, for everyone there is someone out there that they can relate to and that's so great! It's nice to hear from you Richie :) have missed you!
Did this all resolve with seroquel