Falling In Reverse - "Popular Monster"

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  • čas přidán 19. 11. 2019
  • "Popular Monster" by Falling In Reverse
    Stream & download: fallinginreverse.ffm.to/popul...
    Director: Jensen Noen
    Producer: Nicole Pasminski
    Director of Photography: Justyn Moro
    Production Designer: Eric Hersey
    Production Company: Blesscode Entertainment
    Lyrics
    I wake up every morning
    With my head up in a daze
    I’m not sure if I should say this fuck’ I’ll say it anyway
    Everybody tries to tell me that I’m going through a phase I don’t know if it’s a phase
    I just wanna feel okay
    I battle with depression but the question still remains is this post traumatic stressin’ or
    Am I suppressing rage and my doctor tries to tell me that I’m going through a phase yea it’s not a fucking phase I just wanna feel okay
    Okay yea I battle with this bullshit everyday
    and it’s probably cause my demons simultaneously rage.
    And it obliterates me
    Disintegrates me
    Annihilates me
    Cause I’m about to break down
    Searching for a way out
    I’m a liar I’m a cheater I’m a non-believer
    I’m a popular, popular monster
    I break down falling into love now
    With falling apart
    I’m a popular popular monster
    I think I’m going nowhere like a rat trapped in a maze
    Every wall that I knock down is just a wall that I replace I’m in a race against myself I try to keep a steady pace
    how the fuck will I escape if I never close my case?
    Whoa.
    Oh my god I keep on stressin’ every second
    That I waste is another second sooner to a blessing’ I won’t take but my therapist will tell me that I’m going through a stage it’s not a fucking stage I just wanna feel okay
    Okay motherfucker now you got my attention
    I need to change a couple things cause something is missin’
    and what if I were to lie?
    Tell you everything is fine
    Every single fucking day I get closer to the grave I am terrified
    I fell asleep at the wheel again
    Crashed my car just to feel again
    It obliterates me
    Disintegrates me
    Annihilates me
    Cause
    I’m about to break down
    Searching for a way out
    I’m a liar I’m a cheater
    I’m a non believer
    I’m
    A popular, popular monster
    I break down falling into love now
    With falling apart
    I’m a popular, popular fucking
    MONSTER
    Here we go again motherfucker.
    We’re sick and tired of wondering
    Praying to a god that you don’t believe
    We’re Searching for the truth in the lost and found
    So the question I ask is
    Where the fuck is your god now?
    Site: fallinginreverse.com
    Store: store.fallinginreverse.com
    Facebook: fallinginreverseofficial
    Twitter: / firofficial
    Instagram: instagr.am/fallinginreverse
    Tumblr: / fallinginreverse
    #FallingInReverse #PopularMonster #Epitaph
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  • @francescol9868
    @francescol9868 Před 3 lety +20452

    A lot of songs about depression focus on the quiet sadness of it, but this capture the pure, seething rage of feeling broken beyond repair

  • @devarimekev
    @devarimekev Před 21 dnem +1073

    Anyone here in 2024 ?

  • @ellarogers4257
    @ellarogers4257 Před 2 měsíci +255

    The song is insane and the video is like a movie. Absolute perfection

    • @tylerhiddleston9565
      @tylerhiddleston9565 Před měsícem +4

      I've been listening to him since I was three years old now I'm nine❤❤

    • @AshW0lf666
      @AshW0lf666 Před měsícem

      @@tylerhiddleston9565 That’s awesome! Falling in Reverse is the best!

  • @watchuwant1560
    @watchuwant1560 Před 6 měsíci +311

    I've suffered with depression most of my life, I clearly remember my mom telling me once "Depression is just rage turned inward" and it really changed my perspective on it. Completely true for many of us. Some blame ourselves for terrible actions done against us, some blame ourselves for the lives we've been given, some are angry at the lack of control in their life, shame etc. We just take that rage and fill ourselves with it instead of spewing it at others.

    • @reggie8370
      @reggie8370 Před 6 měsíci +6

      I told my dad the same thing and he said “what are you stressed about? I’m stressed.” That was the turn for me also. I feel it’s also short sighted and dismissive of how others may feel as well

    • @zacharystimson8053
      @zacharystimson8053 Před 6 měsíci +11

      my little girl saved my life, so the part at the end really kills me, like no matter the monster you were, the depression and the drugs and the death, that little girl stopped me from following in my fathers footsteps and not caring if i live or die. she and her mother, my wife, gave me something to live for

    • @gothmummiagain
      @gothmummiagain Před 6 měsíci +7

      Your mum might be a genius

    • @averie8212
      @averie8212 Před 5 měsíci +4

      Did she say anything about Anxiety? Any other wisdom to share?

    • @watchuwant1560
      @watchuwant1560 Před 5 měsíci +10

      Depends on the kind of anxiety. Try to embrace the physiological feelings of stress (shaking, heartrate increase, blood coursing through veins, etc) allow them to move through you, realize it's just your body overreacting, take regulated breathes twice in through nose rapidly and then deeply exhale through mouth for about a couple of minutes if possible (It sounds stupid but has helped me many times, it basically tricks your brain into calming down)
      Remind yourself if the issue is something within your control or outside of your control. "I'm worried WW3 might start" verses "I'm worried about my test next week" Put them in a list of all worries, ones outside your control and ones inside, make lists and break down those issues that ARE in your control. Try to release the issues you can't control. No amount of over intellectualizing or going through them will prevent or help a situation. Try to catch yourself when you start spiraling out and losing it over things you cant fix, do anything to distract yourself (preferably not with drugs lol)
      If you have a doctor discuss with them taking a magnesium supplement, that has also helped me a lot but you have to be careful with it. If they recommend anxiety meds Id say be extremely careful with those too, many of them are extremely addictive and life ruining. I learned that one the hard way
      Sorry this is super long. My mom was kinda my superhero when it came to trying to help with that stuff, she took some psychology classes in college so maybe its from those? They DO help it just takes some practice. @@averie8212

  • @vannitasso1757
    @vannitasso1757 Před 3 lety +4810

    I wish i could listen to Popular Monster for the first time again

  • @halfheart3290
    @halfheart3290 Před 3 lety +3363

    That line “it’s not a fucking phase, I just want to feel ok”, that hits hard.

    • @decoyz.
      @decoyz. Před 3 lety +121

      5yr olds when their roblox gf breaks up w them

    • @masongrant7009
      @masongrant7009 Před 3 lety +11

      It really does

    • @marsha4253
      @marsha4253 Před 3 lety +27

      Or "I wake up every morning with my head up in a daze, I'm not sure if I should say this fuck I'll say it anyway"

    • @bigpat7537
      @bigpat7537 Před 3 lety +11

      My demons have made me into a monster along with backstabbing friends that said they had ur back

    • @brysonxd
      @brysonxd Před 3 lety +15

      Stp trying to be emo

  • @Whodatspoo
    @Whodatspoo Před 12 dny +20

    I know Ronnie and the guys will never see this but if you do, thank you. This song has literally been all i have had to keep going. The lyrics remind in my worst moments of isolation and "no one understands" that there has been at least one other person who does understand.

  • @incitingariot9925
    @incitingariot9925 Před 5 měsíci +75

    8 months later and I am still feeling this. Dealing with my own mental health and this song reminds me to keep it green. Listen to this daily.

    • @evanhawkins6186
      @evanhawkins6186 Před 2 měsíci +1

      Keep strong friend ❤

    • @murkier.murkeri
      @murkier.murkeri Před 2 měsíci

      I love that you share this. FIR is definitely a musical band-aid we all can enjoy. I hope you are doing well. 💗

    • @evanhawkins6186
      @evanhawkins6186 Před 2 měsíci

      @@murkier.murkeri start rope maxxin

    • @djdog6531
      @djdog6531 Před 23 dny

      Bro work on yourself

  • @usmcgregalunas
    @usmcgregalunas Před 4 lety +367

    They should headline a tour called "bars and breakdowns"

  • @guillotinegod2351
    @guillotinegod2351 Před 4 lety +587

    I liked this song alot more than I wanted to.

    • @zleggitt1989
      @zleggitt1989 Před 4 lety +14

      Crazy because this is only the second song I've heard from these guys and really didn't have high expectations but they fucking killed it and I think ima have to go on a F.I.R. binge

    • @AntsInMyHead
      @AntsInMyHead Před 4 lety +4

      Haha, me too! Actually that's why I've done a cover on it 😄

    • @patrickstar6247
      @patrickstar6247 Před 4 lety +2

      @@zleggitt1989 I'm not a vampire, Chemical Prisoner, Drugs and Just like you are all superb choices.

    • @guillotinegod2351
      @guillotinegod2351 Před 11 měsíci

      My interests mostly aligned with their ex guitarist Jacky Vincent. Bury the hatchet tour at the house of blues in dallas was unforgettable.

    • @johnmiller6417
      @johnmiller6417 Před 10 měsíci +1

      I’m with u

  • @jenniferanastasia7855
    @jenniferanastasia7855 Před 7 měsíci +31

    Depression is a major killer. And I’m glad more rockers are talking about it. A reminder you are not alone. And please seek help. People do care about you and love you thank you FIR showing your vulnerable side ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • @moaprecision1828
    @moaprecision1828 Před 5 měsíci +449

    In my mid 40s, been fighting chronic health problems and depression for over 20 years. The frustration and anger of suppressed emotions voiced by Ronnie here are my thoughts given words. Love this.

  • @SaraaBearr1
    @SaraaBearr1 Před 4 lety +1248

    This song... Is everything I've ever wanted in a song.

  • @yuseffmedina6292
    @yuseffmedina6292 Před 4 lety +632

    Daaaaamn, that breakdown hits harder than my depression

  • @laurazucchiatti8761
    @laurazucchiatti8761 Před 7 měsíci +25

    The daughter / girl scene made me cry 😢.. What a song 👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻

    • @romeowandrainbow1040
      @romeowandrainbow1040 Před 2 měsíci

      I didn’t get that bit with the girl ?

    • @laurazucchiatti8761
      @laurazucchiatti8761 Před 2 měsíci +1

      @@romeowandrainbow1040 i think that he saved himself from bad stuff in life for the girl / daughter (dad feeling) 🤔

    • @Hanako_the_Simp
      @Hanako_the_Simp Před měsícem +1

      ​@romeowandrainbow1040 that's legit his daughter

  • @kittan5927
    @kittan5927 Před 5 měsíci +134

    I love that at the end its his daughter that comforts and opens the door for him. That moment hits SO close to home.

    • @raiphhhh
      @raiphhhh Před 4 měsíci +1

      посмотрим

    • @imanangelyouassbutt4963
      @imanangelyouassbutt4963 Před 3 měsíci

      Your children really do keep you going, even on the bad days where you feel you don't deserve to have them.

  • @davidnissim589
    @davidnissim589 Před 3 lety +608

    The perfect blend of metal, rap, and emo rock.

    • @miahi2356
      @miahi2356 Před 3 lety +5

      Yes yes yes yes yes and yes

    • @VANTARTS
      @VANTARTS Před 3 lety +2

      emo ain't a genre

    • @VANTARTS
      @VANTARTS Před 3 lety +1

      @RandomPedestrian there is no such thing as emo rock

    • @user-br0k1ynn
      @user-br0k1ynn Před 3 lety

      Onggggggg

    • @comedicsociopathy
      @comedicsociopathy Před 3 lety +4

      @@VANTARTS en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Emo
      It would be such a great world if stupid people learned to stfu.

  • @rangellowry2585
    @rangellowry2585 Před 3 lety +3251

    Most people think of depression as the deep sadness. They dont realize that there is a underlying rage about being helpless and feeling that nothing will every get better. This song exemplifies that rage.
    Edited: Damn I did not expect this comment to blow up. I appreciate you all taking time to understand what I took from this song. Depression is very real and sucks. If you are going through anything I hope you get through it. I hope you stay strong and beat it.

    • @nathanielbables8652
      @nathanielbables8652 Před 3 lety +65

      Yay that over welming feeling of wanting to punch life itself in the face.

    • @bandit2437
      @bandit2437 Před 3 lety +16

      Exactly.

    • @ziggystardust5185
      @ziggystardust5185 Před 3 lety +15

      I couldn't of said it any better

    • @Synchroo
      @Synchroo Před 3 lety +12

      Agreed

    • @joemoore4266
      @joemoore4266 Před 3 lety +30

      Ive been trying to find a way to word this exact thing to my wife. Thank you for this comment. It might just help me save my marriage.

  • @rmurphree919
    @rmurphree919 Před 14 dny +4

    This song explains in a nutshell what we with depression fight on the daily. The self hate, the desire to be better. It's amazing how few understand and just think you can "snap out of it". i wished those people could listen to this with an open mind.

    • @dyanalynn6698
      @dyanalynn6698 Před 11 dny

      Agree… and we’re the only ones that get his “falling into love with falling apart..” line

  • @sovietbiscuit9918
    @sovietbiscuit9918 Před 4 měsíci +110

    Man, hearing this live was such an amazing experience, I’ll never forget it.

  • @ztony4038
    @ztony4038 Před 4 lety +5356

    Who else has been playing this song over and over again

    • @rwdyrory86
      @rwdyrory86 Před 4 lety +50

      Wish I kept count on how many times I have played it. Cant get enough. Something new every time I hear it through

    • @urbexfever
      @urbexfever Před 4 lety +24

      I’ve been listening it all day lol

    • @hunteromonsters9794
      @hunteromonsters9794 Před 4 lety +17

      On my 2nd day binge

    • @snowrangerx
      @snowrangerx Před 4 lety +10

      @@hunteromonsters9794 about to be on day 3 of the binge

    • @thewaistedchild3822
      @thewaistedchild3822 Před 4 lety +6

      yup

  • @ninaaaaishere
    @ninaaaaishere Před 4 lety +336

    This song's lyrics are relatable to many people... many, many people.

    • @laraworsfold3438
      @laraworsfold3438 Před 4 lety +2

      Yesss

    • @leslieking9657
      @leslieking9657 Před 4 lety +4

      The Zombie Otaku Girl yes. I wanted to cry. I almost cried like I couldn’t concentrate on the video because the lyrics hit hard.

    • @CHRISAKABR1082
      @CHRISAKABR1082 Před 4 lety +1

      Bro why are people so attached to lyrics

    • @leslieking9657
      @leslieking9657 Před 4 lety +2

      CHRISAKABR1082 probably because they relate to people.

    • @K87jk
      @K87jk Před 4 lety +5

      1:53 - 2:10 spoke to my soul.
      We are all just depressed fucks searching for someone to understand us (that will never happen tho)

  • @iampaulied
    @iampaulied Před 7 měsíci +18

    This song is so original , im giving ronnie radke flowers . Honestly he has a great point , no one can admit that they are inspired or can acknowledge other artists and he just says it how it is . Respect 💯

  • @G4M3PI4Y
    @G4M3PI4Y Před 5 měsíci +81

    Seen Ronnie do this song live. Was litteraly the best set I've ever seen. The energy of the crowd was so infectious

    • @jodielynnphillips4690
      @jodielynnphillips4690 Před 5 měsíci +2

      I can imagine .. one of those chills & emotions ur body will nvr forget

    • @Tinable
      @Tinable Před 5 měsíci

      Seeing them two times next year. Can't wait for February. Hoping for another single to drop.

    • @raiphhhh
      @raiphhhh Před 4 měsíci

      потому что понабирают всяких долб

  • @babydoll3243
    @babydoll3243 Před 4 lety +445

    Who else has this on repeat? ✋🏻

  • @priyanshu3899
    @priyanshu3899 Před 2 lety +4786

    He can rap,scream and can turn up into melodious voice...rare singer

    • @realtalk1953
      @realtalk1953 Před 2 lety +107

      Meanwhile Corey Taylor

    • @realtalk1953
      @realtalk1953 Před 2 lety +27

      @@tamenrayy dude haven't you ever heard his song with moonshine bandits. Believe it or not Corey can rap, he can scream and he also have a melodious voice

    • @knotsandkhaos7382
      @knotsandkhaos7382 Před 2 lety +26

      @@tamenrayy I hate rap music this is the only thing close to the rap music that I will listen to. My point is that the rap thats on the radio today has no meaning to it like Cardi B or Megan the Stallion. Talking about shaking their ass and how wet their shit is. I love corey taylor and he is absoutely talented as well as ronnie is. They just have two different styles of "rap" if that makes sense. Both are talented in their own way. I can listen to the old school rap like Ice Cube. Doesn't mean I like it one bit but atleast it is better then what's on the radio today killing the future generations. Nowadays "artists" on the radio just add some beat to the computer and call it a day without knowing a thing about how to write music for an instrument or two. I played viola and piano in middle school and high school. Once I recover from my surgeries I want to take guitar lessons again. I'm not arguing with either of the commenters here because each has a valid point. Just stating what I think about the "rap" industry. Thank you for coming to my Ted talk.

    • @knotsandkhaos7382
      @knotsandkhaos7382 Před 2 lety +19

      @@tamenrayy not to mention that ronnie also has operatic vocals as well and knows how to use his vocal range as well as corey taylor. Both are talented beyond their years. We have to help to save the future generations from the toxicity that is on the radio. This song does speak to myself as well as a lot of others about how we really feel inside. I'm here for it. I was born a metal head and will die a metal head. Rock on 🤘

    • @mrs_stds9069
      @mrs_stds9069 Před 2 lety +48

      So was Chester Bennington

  • @listergamingpnote
    @listergamingpnote Před měsícem +627

    Who’s still here in 2024??

  • @user-fx6qw7ys7z
    @user-fx6qw7ys7z Před 3 měsíci +10

    I literally "break down" every time his daughter grabs his shoulder at the end 😭
    I have been through severe depression for the last 3 years, and how this video and song describes the struggle and at the end the only thing that seems to help him is his daughter, no child should feel the responsibility for a parents well being, but the truth is they so often save our lifes without even knowing it.! 😊

    • @Jayknightfr
      @Jayknightfr Před 3 měsíci +1

      For me the daughter touching her father's shoulder symbolizes the connection to reality that we need when we're in a deep depression state. It sure helped me, yet at the same time when i was at my most vulnerable i felt guilty feeling empty even thinking about my wife and kids. This song helped me too, can't deny that. Hope you're doing better brother.

    • @iinCanada1
      @iinCanada1 Před 2 měsíci +1

      I agree. I've been going through some really bad depression these past few months with periods being really dark. My 6 year old son has been my anchor often bringing me back to the light.
      Even though I try so hard so he doesn't see me break down or sad, I believe he senses it because he had mentioned to me before bed on a really bad night that if I ever needed him I could hug him or if he was sleeping I could wake him up and he would make me feel better. Lo and behold, 2 nights later I had a panic attack and I nudged him to tell him I was feeling sad and he opened his eyes and said "I'm here, just hug me" and he fell back asleep.
      I don't want my son bearing the weight of my emotions but I hope he knows he's stopped me from falling off a metaphorical edge every time. & he's actually the one who starting listening to Falling in Reverse first with Zombified and then Voices in My Head and got me into it and surprised me that he knew the words to the songs. (He has varied tastes in music but he's been listening to rock as a baby before learning to fully walk and between that and Taylor Swift are his top music faves lol)

  • @jacobkeith2132
    @jacobkeith2132 Před 4 lety +3632

    Makes sense, he told us like 8 years ago he was raised by the wolves.

  • @joshuabalsavage4695
    @joshuabalsavage4695 Před 4 lety +549

    When Ronnie sings “we’re falling apart” in that last hook... that shit hits deep!

    • @itzash23
      @itzash23 Před 4 lety +8

      Its "with falling apart". He put the lyrics in the description :)

    • @joshuabalsavage4695
      @joshuabalsavage4695 Před 4 lety +7

      Crazy Gaming2208 oops! Lol. Either way... pretty damn good!

    • @itzash23
      @itzash23 Před 4 lety +1

      @@joshuabalsavage4695 yesss

    • @emiliocristians
      @emiliocristians Před 4 lety +1

      Joshua Balsavage these are facts

    • @jayyo195
      @jayyo195 Před 4 lety +1

      @@itzash23 He does actually say "We're falling apart" On the last hook. All the other parts is when he says "With falling apart"

  • @Brosmasher
    @Brosmasher Před 7 měsíci +8

    One of the best songs out there. Damn he just keeps getting better and better. Watch the World Burn was an absolute masterpiece, this isn't far behind it. Excited to see what's next!

  • @abigailblackday
    @abigailblackday Před 6 měsíci +43

    A music that only people who have had or have depression understand. You feel fully understood. This music brought back memories for me, I really had goosebumps at the end.

    • @kevinatran7818
      @kevinatran7818 Před 6 měsíci +4

      Yea depression sucks

    • @James-kd1kp
      @James-kd1kp Před 3 měsíci +3

      True. And people that have had enough with people and society in general. The monster is not necessarily a bad thing... your dark side.

  • @misfitsdanzig2374
    @misfitsdanzig2374 Před 4 lety +1403

    Everybody talking about Ronnie but can we take a moment to appreciate how much of a fucking amazing job the rest of the band did

    • @dudemandudeman1998
      @dudemandudeman1998 Před 4 lety +2

      What did they do but play basic rock the vocals in the song surpass the band. Learn music fag

    • @hns_dirtyciv
      @hns_dirtyciv Před 4 lety +7

      @@jakerogers6062 just because he's using a rhyme scheme, doesn't mean hes rapping...

    • @caleb5257
      @caleb5257 Před 4 lety

      Really Hairy Bush I’m good.

    • @Darkch4o5
      @Darkch4o5 Před 4 lety

      Thumbs ☝

    • @cloudnineparadoxclp4187
      @cloudnineparadoxclp4187 Před 4 lety +6

      @@jakerogers6062 I agree but he does rapping in songs just to piss you off cause he doesnt give a fuck. Hopsin, Tech, and of course the G.O.A.T EMINEM are best but there rappers. does it seem like Ronnie is trying to be a top rapper or did you even listen to the song.

  • @starwarschickab
    @starwarschickab Před 4 lety +18431

    I love how, in every video, his daughter is his anchor back to reality.

    • @ekfiles8712
      @ekfiles8712 Před 4 lety +863

      Yoda Chick right! Willow is definitely his soft spot im crying 😭❤️

    • @brylee3441
      @brylee3441 Před 4 lety +1226

      I think he does hat because he’s shown that even tho he is clean he still struggles with addiction and willow snaps him back whenever he is struggling

    • @gwenzinsmeyer7446
      @gwenzinsmeyer7446 Před 4 lety +591

      I agree. She's his strength

    • @bennettwarren3357
      @bennettwarren3357 Před 4 lety +671

      Willow is the reason he stopped doing all that bad stuff and is getting better as a person and he's going to be a great dad

    • @gavincardenas3707
      @gavincardenas3707 Před 4 lety +330

      I think this video resembles back when he got separated from his daughter when he got divorced cause of all the shit he did in his life.

  • @itsmedaria2010
    @itsmedaria2010 Před 6 měsíci +36

    I don’t understand why people keep hating on them. They are clearly amazing

  • @labradorgirl8890
    @labradorgirl8890 Před 8 dny +1

    jeeeeeeesus the way he says "disintegrates" 🖤🖤🖤

  • @TallAlexFrancis
    @TallAlexFrancis Před 4 lety +593

    Falling in reverses last few songs have been incredible. Literally head of his time with songs and mixing genres

    • @aMotionless
      @aMotionless Před 4 lety +17

      Definitely not the first guy to mix rap/rock/heavy music together. And definitely wont be the last. But yes the pieces are falling in place and he's definitely tightening up his skill mixing all these styles. Loved Ronnie since the self titled ETF EP.

    • @jamesplaysgames2017
      @jamesplaysgames2017 Před 4 lety

      Your profile picture has been in my phone downloads for 3 years, lmao

    • @keithulhul7540
      @keithulhul7540 Před 4 lety +4

      See : Hollywood Undead.

    • @nightmarekid1986
      @nightmarekid1986 Před 4 lety

      Lol ok kid

    • @rizzaramon7213
      @rizzaramon7213 Před 4 lety +3

      Rap and rock? Linkin park anyone? Haha

  • @xSylehn
    @xSylehn Před 4 lety +1939

    Rip Derek. You'll be in our hearts forever.

  • @janedoee
    @janedoee Před 5 měsíci +8

    i know fusing rap & rock together is probably not an easy process, but it just seems so natural hearing it. Ronnie is a genius

  • @rachelburns5453
    @rachelburns5453 Před 5 měsíci +14

    Ouch I usually listen on Spotify but today watched the vid for the first time and the end has me in tears. Its hard enough dealing with your own shit your whole life, but when you have a kid all of the sudden you feel simultaneously more and less fucked up seeing yourself through their eyes. The imagery at the end with the little girl looking at him stained in blood made me break down. This is truly art on many levels.

  • @billiedee2625
    @billiedee2625 Před 3 lety +700

    I normally don't listen to this kind of music but damn this man just screamed to some dark demons inside of me.. absolutely phenomenal

  • @DVRKSTXR
    @DVRKSTXR Před 4 lety +5390

    2011: I’m Not A Vampire
    2019: I Am A Werewolf
    This is the growth I like to see.

  • @BLSherman84
    @BLSherman84 Před 7 měsíci +5

    This music keeps me alive!! Thank you!! ❤❤❤

    • @nicholasjackson111
      @nicholasjackson111 Před 7 měsíci

      I'm the same I love music myself 😍 and it's so good listing to music

  • @jessicarichardson1062
    @jessicarichardson1062 Před 5 měsíci +34

    I dont get why this band isnt more popular. Ronnie and his band are so good!

  • @tammrablaine579
    @tammrablaine579 Před 4 lety +617

    Does this song hit home into anyone else's soul that it's pretty much just been on repeat for a month?
    Just me?

    • @mhc-madhatterscustoms8621
      @mhc-madhatterscustoms8621 Před 4 lety +2

      I'm in the same boat! This song really hits hard at the moment

    • @jenniferjohnson7956
      @jenniferjohnson7956 Před 4 lety +10

      I wish younger me had been able to hear this.

    • @andrewspears89
      @andrewspears89 Před 4 lety +3

      Goosebumps are at a max for me

    • @jaydossett523
      @jaydossett523 Před 4 lety +6

      Frfr I tear up everytime I listen to this

    • @tammrablaine579
      @tammrablaine579 Před 4 lety +4

      I'm so glad it's not just me. I was late to this party i only found falling in reverse when drugs came out, but I'm a fan girl for life now

  • @EvonyYin2Yang
    @EvonyYin2Yang Před 4 lety +5028

    The range of this dude's vocals....... The rap, switched to rock, and metal seamlessly.... the lyrics..... dude musicians need to start exploring their skill more like this! INSANE!

  • @MeagonHardy-sq3nm
    @MeagonHardy-sq3nm Před 5 měsíci +4

    This song is so relatable. I have borderline personality disorder and PTSD and this song describes these disorders perfectly through words. Thank you Ronnie for this beautiful and amazing song!!!💜💜💜💕💕💕.

  • @RalziReverse
    @RalziReverse Před měsícem +1

    After 4 years, this song doesn't get boring. Falling in reverse is the best. Ronnie perfectly conveyed the atmosphere of depression.

  • @suasionband
    @suasionband Před 4 lety +272

    This is one hell of a catchy chorus

    • @usamahhussein6591
      @usamahhussein6591 Před 4 lety

      It didn't catch me at all

    • @thebaconflapsable
      @thebaconflapsable Před 4 lety +7

      Dude knows how to write really big catchy chorus', same with Danny Worsnop.

    • @Morpion1
      @Morpion1 Před 4 lety +2

      Have you tried their other songs? FiR has SO MANY catchy songs. I just love them all and sing along. Losing my life, losing my mind, drugs, coming home etc.

    • @abdullahhatem405
      @abdullahhatem405 Před 4 lety +2

      @@Morpion1 Losing my life is my fav song ever

    • @suasionband
      @suasionband Před 4 lety

      @@abdullahhatem405 losing my mind is also crazy

  • @MilkshakeEnthusiast1992
    @MilkshakeEnthusiast1992 Před 3 lety +695

    My 10 year old nephew told me he listens to this on his headphones during computer class. I’ve never been so proud haha

    • @iipxelii9713
      @iipxelii9713 Před 3 lety +3

      I~ lol

    • @alyssalitz2967
      @alyssalitz2967 Před 3 lety +7

      Hehe I would be too

    • @Leeknowsfist
      @Leeknowsfist Před 3 lety +9

      I actually discovered this song because my 8 year old told me he loved it. It’s been my favorite ever since...

    • @msarcher1124
      @msarcher1124 Před 3 lety +7

      Keep an eye on him to make sure he's not depressed

    • @shaderose8749
      @shaderose8749 Před 3 lety +2

      Kids going places!
      I would be so proud

  • @user-rf6ic6cd2k
    @user-rf6ic6cd2k Před 5 měsíci +13

    Can’t wait to see them in concert again opening for Disturbed !!!

  • @rachelrivera6327
    @rachelrivera6327 Před 3 měsíci +3

    I grew up when Blink-182 Adam's Song was all the rage. This is that song for me. It literally exposes everything about me. As a combat vet who had ptsd before I even got there at 17

  • @krystalrene6683
    @krystalrene6683 Před 3 lety +453

    I love how his daughter is the one that brings him back

    • @janmejayupadhyay9216
      @janmejayupadhyay9216 Před 3 lety +2

      @@christenw.1726 what the hell!😶

    • @lucyleelilwillowshowshanna8523
      @lucyleelilwillowshowshanna8523 Před 3 lety +1

      same... but i still love both of them in the family

    • @janmejayupadhyay9216
      @janmejayupadhyay9216 Před 2 lety +1

      @@christenw.1726 I'm not judging you bro. In fact you just changed thw whole idea of the song for me.😂😂🙌🏻🔥

    • @namegoteeaten
      @namegoteeaten Před 2 lety

      @@christenw.1726 i think he runs away from her because he doesn‘t want to hurt her and be like.......a good dad?

  • @nichgorman8806
    @nichgorman8806 Před 7 měsíci +2

    This has everything. Everything.

  • @tonygrady5833
    @tonygrady5833 Před 7 měsíci +21

    I'm a old head! so I grew up in that POD/ Limp Bizkit / KORN/ Linkin Park era.. but I like how FIR is keeping his raprock genre music Alive! This shit iz 🔥🔥🔥🔥💯

  • @raysofrosie
    @raysofrosie Před 3 lety +881

    I feel like this song is a physical embodiment of how it feels to live with depression. At first you just talk about it. You try to express yourself with words only the people that are supposed to help you just tell you it’s a phase or you’re just going through a dark patch and it’ll be over soon. Then you start getting aggravated because it DOESNT stop. It keeps growing and growing and getting stronger and you are just completely drowning so you get a little louder, only no one around you helps. Everyone gives you the whole “god has a plan, he has a plan” and you can’t live with the fact that he could do this to you.Then you just snap. You break, you scream, you become the monster you believed you were the whole time, the one thing you were petrified of becoming and completely lose your shit (expressed by the physical change into the monster) and basically black out. When you come to, everything is ruined and you have no idea what you’ve just done and are horrified with yourself.
    This is so fucking powerful and will be something I’ll listen to religiously.

    • @alamgir-nr1zm
      @alamgir-nr1zm Před 3 lety +3

      abombalakaka 💩 😂 😂 😂 😂

    • @lolalynn2428
      @lolalynn2428 Před 3 lety +28

      Ur entire comment hit so hard for me... 100% true ! 🖤

    • @douggloyd2050
      @douggloyd2050 Před 3 lety +9

      Damn,this song moves me.spouse died,fucking holiday season.yeah it got my attention.

    • @tharanidulanjana8824
      @tharanidulanjana8824 Před 3 lety +5

      well this is 😭

    • @milanpokorny1115
      @milanpokorny1115 Před 3 lety +11

      I've been through depression and made it out ok, songs like this motivate me to never go through that again

  • @Phoenix_palmer
    @Phoenix_palmer Před 4 lety +1482

    This is what he meant when he said “I’m not a vampire”

  • @heidelgehr1154
    @heidelgehr1154 Před 2 měsíci +6

    I'm going on 60yrs yes...and still love the feel metal scream lol My 26 yr old thinks I'm crazy because I relate to this beautiful word of music that explains a lot.

  • @deannamaggio7165
    @deannamaggio7165 Před 28 dny +5

    LOVE, LOVE, LOVE,LOVE this song!!! If you ever need to talk, I am free. And keeps secrets. Mental illness is something that needs more light shed upon it. Having lost a few people to suicide, I want to always be there for other people. You life is worth more than you think it is.. And this too shall pass. Your stronger than the illness. (For whomever needs to hear that) YOU ARE LOVED!

    • @kingdavidsmom
      @kingdavidsmom Před 23 dny +1

      Thank you, I battled suicidal thoughts after my brother passed away from pancreatic cancer last year 😢 I had depression before hand Also so I just got worse when I lost Roger 😢

    • @deannamaggio7165
      @deannamaggio7165 Před 13 dny

      @@kingdavidsmom I am so sorry for your loss.. I;ve lost several people to suicide and have lost my entire family except one sister. Mother, Father, 3 sisters and a brother are all gone for various reasons. I lost my nephew last year, not even a year yet due to complications from social anxiety disorder (After serving in Iraq) and it really does hurt more people than anyone realises. Seeking help no matter if your on one end or another, Is the best thing anyone can do to deal. It might take a little while for me to get back to someone but always know. Your life is worth more than you think it is.. YOUR SO LUCKY to still be here, Things and circumstances change. Death is permanent. I attempted suicide once myself and I would never even think about trying that again. Mental Health is so important to keep up with. If you have no one to talk too, please reach out or even call the national suicide prevention line and just vent. Sometimes, that is all it takes is someone who has been there or is going through something like you to talk you off that proverbial edge. And more people go through things like this than you think. No matter how you may feel, YOUR NEVER ALONE!!! xoxo 988 Suicide and Crisis Lifeline

  • @jeremiahjohnson8053
    @jeremiahjohnson8053 Před 4 lety +755

    “Every second I get closer to the grave and I’m terrified” hits hard man

  • @josiepittman9681
    @josiepittman9681 Před 4 lety +545

    I feel like his voice is a lot deeper than normal? Anyone else?

    • @faithmacdonald9914
      @faithmacdonald9914 Před 4 lety +64

      I was very confused because it didn't even sound like him at first.

    • @brandonrunnels9084
      @brandonrunnels9084 Před 4 lety +28

      It’s because he’s got an effect on his vocals when he’s rapping.

    • @loriedsonemma-o3318
      @loriedsonemma-o3318 Před 4 lety +1

      No, a don't think so.

    • @thescreechsquad885
      @thescreechsquad885 Před 4 lety +2

      Auto tune

    • @shadowkidlil
      @shadowkidlil Před 4 lety +25

      No if your a vocalist you can lower your voice, just like you can play a song in higher scale with the same paino. I took music 101 in college.

  • @cmann190231
    @cmann190231 Před 3 měsíci +5

    I’m 50 years old. I listen to this song daily. I’m fucked up in the head with some serious PTSD and anxiety mixed with some depression. And this fucking song describes exactly what I’m going through. I keep it bundled up because nobody listens. So this song and my dog are my out.

  • @sarahclark5170
    @sarahclark5170 Před 4 lety +786

    Ronnie: *was raised by wolves*
    Also Ronnie: *is not a vampire*
    Also Ronnie: *is a werewolf*
    Now that’s what I call consistency 👌🏻

    • @syeduwaissyedhossain8915
      @syeduwaissyedhossain8915 Před 4 lety +3

      very consistent

    • @aaronjames6434
      @aaronjames6434 Před 4 lety +15

      Also Ronnie: is not a zombie

    • @jodywieberg4394
      @jodywieberg4394 Před 4 lety +6

      Also Ronnie: is a popular monster

    • @codygale8254
      @codygale8254 Před 4 lety +12

      I think he's trying to tell us that he's Team Jacob

    • @yvettekalb2775
      @yvettekalb2775 Před 4 lety +1

      He’s a child of god and satan trying to destroy him. Making him mad the more he gets away from god the worse it will be because god is the only one able to protect souls.

  • @straightupdoorknob5670
    @straightupdoorknob5670 Před 3 lety +1477

    Imagine being the therapist that has to write down what this guy rapping

    • @2wentytwoterry196
      @2wentytwoterry196 Před 3 lety +3

      😂

    • @JamieHiggins638
      @JamieHiggins638 Před 3 lety +17

      He's not rapping that fast though... Not hating, just saying.

    • @JamieHiggins638
      @JamieHiggins638 Před 3 lety +12

      @@jenapodaca3072 Writing anything down as someone's speaking would be hard though, even just talking normally...

    • @JamieHiggins638
      @JamieHiggins638 Před 3 lety +3

      @@jenapodaca3072 I know. I originally said he wasn't actually rapping that fast though...
      Again, no hate intended! I love this song.

    • @calumhoodswifey7743
      @calumhoodswifey7743 Před 3 lety +7

      No this is good keep going - the therapist

  • @puertogreekn8675
    @puertogreekn8675 Před měsícem +2

    Ronnie is a musical genius. It's just simply true.

  • @RepeatedNap
    @RepeatedNap Před 2 měsíci +5

    Musical genius. His music videos are an added bonus.

    • @qrazy9869
      @qrazy9869 Před 2 měsíci +1

      These are the worst lyrics that I’ve ever heard 😂😂😂😂

    • @kaciebickel8214
      @kaciebickel8214 Před měsícem

      And you felt the need to make a comment under mine because... Rhetorical.

  • @tdub5585
    @tdub5585 Před 4 lety +611

    Can't deny he seems to be in his element. For what he's going for, he seems to have nailed it.

    • @torqueyt7417
      @torqueyt7417 Před 4 lety +4

      Well worded my friend. Facts

    • @undeadfbgew
      @undeadfbgew Před 4 lety +3

      100% FACTS!!!

    • @ryanmckinney5990
      @ryanmckinney5990 Před 2 lety +1

      I don’t really know Ronnie’s past but how he pours all his emotions into his songs you can easily tell this is coming from his soul. I understand his pain all too well.

  • @devyl3057
    @devyl3057 Před 4 lety +487

    My head was like "nice" at first, then "ooh" and then the chorus hit and my mind explodes

  • @tatazinha__
    @tatazinha__ Před 7 měsíci +7

    Amo demais, pqp... que música boa ❤❤❤

  • @ReneeKingston
    @ReneeKingston Před 2 měsíci +6

    Definitely still gives me goosebumps after a few years🖤

  • @franzjanganieribarbosa4114
    @franzjanganieribarbosa4114 Před 4 lety +2897

    I mean, we might be talking about the best Falling in Reverse song here.

  • @crv3lla
    @crv3lla Před 3 lety +954

    He put his whole heart and soul into this one

    • @summerrose00
      @summerrose00 Před 3 lety +10

      I can feel it.

    • @heathgarton3291
      @heathgarton3291 Před 3 lety +18

      22 years as a paramedic, I was in New York on September 12,2001 with the bravest men and women in the world helping find lost people and loved ones who passed away. 10 years in the Air Force as para rescue (Pedro 1-5) with my brothers and sisters. This song hits me hard because I feel like this every day. Please thank a first responder and the men and women who serve our great country. All we really want is a thank you and a hug every now and then. Thank y’all for reading this.

    • @hoofheartedproductions5676
      @hoofheartedproductions5676 Před 3 lety +3

      @@heathgarton3291 you say you feel like this every day you the need to let go of the past and I am sure you have heard this and you're probably sick of it. As long as the past haunts you, you can't live the life you want to. Think to all the people you saved think only about them not those who you didn't because no matter how hard you try you can't save everyone. You are an amazing for caring about those you couldn't save but they are gone now and you can't change that just live the way you want too. This is just a message to try help you realize that people do care about you even I who is at the bottom of the world so live your life realizing that you have touched people who have touched you as well live live live.

    • @Aric_EPU
      @Aric_EPU Před 3 lety +1

      @@heathgarton3291 Thank you. I was not even a month old when it happened, but I've put myself so deep into finding out everything about that event, every single detail. For something I've never experienced, it breaks me whenever I think about it. I can't imagine how someone like you feels, you were there, on the streets when it happened. Thank you.

    • @georginesteward648
      @georginesteward648 Před 3 lety +1

      @@heathgarton3291 Many Blessings.You are a Warrior.

  • @sofiaciullo2338
    @sofiaciullo2338 Před 3 měsíci +4

    man, this song is so freaking amazing, i heard falling in reverse for the first time, but this band is art, definitely. love them.

  • @haleyrose3407
    @haleyrose3407 Před 4 lety +538

    that scream he did was fabulous, the way he went from softly singing to screaming was absolutely amazing

    • @baileybayer9462
      @baileybayer9462 Před 4 lety +9

      Alright, I just went back and conducted a comparative analysis of the scream at 2:32 in this song and 2:24 of "As Your Falling Down" off of the There's No Sympathy for the Dead (Escape the Fate's EP with Ronnie from '06) and uh yeah, I think it's safe to say that his scream never left and is more powerful now than it ever has been. As an ETF fanatic since ~2009, this is a shock

    • @damiandusk
      @damiandusk Před 4 lety +5

      @@baileybayer9462 ronnies scream wasnt amazing back in the day, it wasnt bad but not great, hed certainly gotten better with FIR

    • @TheShanesousley
      @TheShanesousley Před 4 lety

      Did you even listen to the sleepy tiger version of not good enough for truth in clique? Back in the day he was still learning how to scream. He had good lows by 07 though. Max did a lot of the screaming for the album.

    • @damiandusk
      @damiandusk Před 4 lety

      @@TheShanesousley i didnt even know max did the screams on that album, is that true or is it just believed

    • @TheShanesousley
      @TheShanesousley Před 4 lety

      @@damiandusk it sounds a lot more like max than it does Ronnie. If you listen to the original you can hear it clear as day.

  • @ashleyd337
    @ashleyd337 Před 3 lety +1711

    His Vocal cord range is unbelievable

  • @AshlaStargazer
    @AshlaStargazer Před 7 měsíci +1

    Masterpiece of the struggle within.

  • @wethinkcompany9124
    @wethinkcompany9124 Před 4 měsíci +13

    I found this song today browsing through Spotify, and I fell with love almost immediately, while some may argue the two half’s of the song are not cohesive I say that it serves the song wonders as it helps to encapsulate the chaos of a mental breakdown, also a fan of both Heavy Metal and Rap I say that both are masterfully done here, the rapping has great flow and rhymes and the screaming never gets tired and does a great work as it emphasizes important points to notice on the song. Now on a more personal note this song conveys the feelings and sensations taht come with starting to fall into depression, I’m starting to show many signs myself and I have to say the song encapsulates all my thoughts and feelings in such a personal way that makes me feel listened and acknowledged, the way everyone tells me it’s just a phase, the way I’m desperate to feel decently ok…it’s just so accurate and earnest its honestly wonderful. I dont care if people see this i just needed to express my thoughts on a song that quickly landed a really deserved spot on my Top 10 songs of all time

  • @seansaxon641
    @seansaxon641 Před 4 lety +1511

    I'm a 50 year old driving to work this morning, when this comes on SixiusXM. I usually listen to classic rock, and new music seldom gets my attention. This song hooked me from the get-go. Hope you don't mind an old dude head banging a little to your art. Great tune!

  • @tarapetersen688
    @tarapetersen688 Před 2 lety +1304

    Combining rap and metal, what a masterpiece

    • @ConcreteDream
      @ConcreteDream Před 2 lety +10

      It’s all coming back 100%

    • @weedygoldthug2654
      @weedygoldthug2654 Před 2 lety +6

      More of pop and metal still good tho

    • @gothboy5163
      @gothboy5163 Před 2 lety +13

      metalcore and rap

    • @chrislive1586
      @chrislive1586 Před 2 lety +1

      thousand foot krutch, like 3 decades ago. but YES I love it!

    • @pxe4224
      @pxe4224 Před 2 lety +3

      Very original, has never been done before

  • @user-cl9th3js5r
    @user-cl9th3js5r Před měsícem +2

    i need this
    thank you

  • @user-wo8ve4qq7s
    @user-wo8ve4qq7s Před měsícem +3

    Man it’s crazy how a song can feel so familiar. Love this song 🔥🔥🔥

  • @tralayehayward9282
    @tralayehayward9282 Před 3 lety +1812

    I can’t count how many times I have listened to this song, many many many times. I have fallen in love with this song!!

  • @engineerblitz1223
    @engineerblitz1223 Před 4 lety +362

    why does it feel that he is always singing his heart out?

  • @KarenKd1000
    @KarenKd1000 Před 4 měsíci +14

    I honestly have no idea how I came across this a few minutes ago because I NEVER like remakes of music. WOW!! I'm obsessed. Y'all did an amazing job and I love this. When this song came out my sister's fiance had taken his life and it was just a really bad time. 3 years later my fiance took his life in the same way. This song was a big part of getting us both through one of the worst times. Thank you for this!

  • @Lunnaly11
    @Lunnaly11 Před 6 měsíci +18

    This is a masterpiece. I was deeply in love with Escape the fate, and I had the fear it wouldn't be the same. It's fcking way better, I keep getting surprised of how an human being could improve himself even better each year. Thank you for sharing your feelings, your lyrics, your point of view, your art.

  • @hannakinn
    @hannakinn Před 3 lety +817

    I'm 65, a grandmother, my life's been rough and mostly crappy since I was born. I love this song! 🖤

    • @BATMAN-sf2ku
      @BATMAN-sf2ku Před 3 lety +103

      Rock on Grandma! Metal is for ALL!

    • @brynns305
      @brynns305 Před 3 lety +68

      I’m sorry your life has been rough. I hope you can find some joy and peace. I’m a 57 year old grandma and I just heard this song a few days ago. Love it. My 22 year old daughter said, “you like this? It’s screaming!” I said yes I do I’ve always loved good music no matter the form. If it’s good your body knows it!! 🥳

    • @hannakinn
      @hannakinn Před 2 lety +40

      @@brynns305 I agree about good music. I'm a very kind, quiet type person, very few people know I have a lot of inner rage and anger. Music in which people express their anger and frustrations has always been somewhat soothing and cathartic for me. I don't have to rage or feel the need to after hearing someone else do it. I'm an old rock hippie chick that loves hard rock and most metal, heavy metal, death metal, thrash metal, alternative etc. Good screaming is always great! I'm glad I'm open minded and willing to listen to new stuff. I'm so glad that I didn't get stuck only liking music from my youthful years forever like most of my friends and family did. I do still love, and always will love, some songs from the 60s and 70s but I also love music from every decade since then. I feel really fortunate to be able to have music in my life and to have such easy access to it now. I remember saving my babysitting money to go buy Beatles and Stones 45s, lol.

    • @brynns305
      @brynns305 Před 2 lety +12

      @@hannakinn I’m a HUGE Aerosmith fan and love the oldies, but goodies. I recently found a girl called
      Billie Eilish. Check her out she’s great.

    • @hannakinn
      @hannakinn Před 2 lety +9

      @@brynns305 some of her stuff is already on my playlist. There's also a documentary about her that I want to watch. Thanks for the tip though. I still love Stephen Tyler and his rocker scream! He's still got it.

  • @austinray2138
    @austinray2138 Před 4 lety +422

    This song will be big but probably won’t be played on the radio...shame.

  • @sabrinagonzalez7061
    @sabrinagonzalez7061 Před 4 měsíci +15

    You feel broken but you don’t remember breaking. This song is so brutally honest and gut-wrenching lighting up the darkness within you…searching for a way out.

    • @leeroyvjenkins
      @leeroyvjenkins Před 4 měsíci +3

      This song sounds like my whole life. I suffer for PTSD and OCD

    • @sabrinagonzalez7061
      @sabrinagonzalez7061 Před 4 měsíci +4

      @leeroyvjenkins It can be exhausting as you strive to live intentionally Every. Single. Day. but the pay-off is a meaningful life - seizing fleeting moments of joy/peace. Wishing you liberation from your struggles in 2024.

  • @TheMomTheLegend16
    @TheMomTheLegend16 Před 2 měsíci +2

    Hearing this live is even better! I absolutely love this song!

  • @NikNocturnal
    @NikNocturnal Před 4 lety +28459

    Holy shit that was perfect. The blend of everything they put in here was such a unique mix but god damn did they ever ace it and exceed expectations

    • @TellingSecrets
      @TellingSecrets Před 4 lety +275

      They are KILLING it rn. releasing singles is working for them..

    • @trevorharter1019
      @trevorharter1019 Před 4 lety +155

      i'll give it an hour till you upload that juicy cover lol

    • @TellingSecrets
      @TellingSecrets Před 4 lety +52

      Trevor Harter lol I know you’re taking to Nik but mines already up 😂

    • @trevorharter1019
      @trevorharter1019 Před 4 lety +30

      @@TellingSecrets oh hell yeah brotha, I'll check it out

    • @TellingSecrets
      @TellingSecrets Před 4 lety +12

      Trevor Harter legend 👏🏻

  • @leilalawrence9776
    @leilalawrence9776 Před 3 lety +1927

    "I battle with depression, but the question still remains
    Is this post-traumatic stressing or am I suppressing rage?" This hit close to home but damn the whole song does

    • @charadreemurr7312
      @charadreemurr7312 Před 3 lety +3

      Ouch

    • @madexmagic1677
      @madexmagic1677 Před 3 lety +14

      I know this song hit a deep cord with me and now I can't stop listening

    • @vampirechick813
      @vampirechick813 Před 3 lety +6

      @@madexmagic1677 same. It's on a playlist on my phone I dubbed bipolar badass for pumping me up from depression

    • @MaddyLuvz04
      @MaddyLuvz04 Před 3 lety +6

      watching someone cry that you love hurts because you feel like you relate then they say your fine and that they are faking it you can see the sadness in her eyes , the shine in her eyes slowly start to dissapear and you feel like you can help but you really cant it sucks and then you realize you both have the same issue and also that is why she always go's to you because she relates and she comes to you looking dull in the eyes realizing she lost all courage and dreams and then you realize she is becoming like you so you try to help her but you realize you cant at all because she is like you Then one day she takes his life but you feel like the burden because you couldn't help her at all and you remember she use to put everyone first then you feel worst then you realize she would cry herself to sleep and also listen to the sad music,eat less, Then you want to take your life but you can't because she would be upset because you were the only one there for her. and you realize that little girl is you and the older you is watching over you that's just how it is . That is always how its been realizing you always wanted to be happy like everyone else and it was all a dream . Everyone thinks someone is OK i was someone who would make it so my friends not kill themselves but i can't even not think it myself. I have a bare face of sadness actually no i really don't have emotion anymore. Neglect, rape, parents leaving, friends dying, friends leaving, have no one now, realizing i lost someone like my sister and after a month my parents were fine but its like the forgot, But who am i to say i don't know anything only i have been going trough a "phase" for only 8 years you know. Sometimes i wish i could just scream at someone " I'm Not Okay" at all but whose to say. But one day i don't want anyone to have grief when i end up taking my own life. I have committed a lot of sins in my life and i know its not good and i have tried god but he didn't listen because I'm still like this and still have issues but i try so hard but now I'm starting to feel weak, More than i did when it started , i don't were shorts or short sleeves anymore but who cares again I'm just another person and i cant blame my cat because they don't look like cat scratches and i eat less but when I'm hungry i don't eat, I loose my appetite, i stay up late, and people think i have a great life because i life in a big house but its not like that at all. I feel like a burden, a mistake, I was misplaced here, I have to hold my pillow tighter and tighter every single night, My demons are starting to work more and more. I have daddy issues, i don't have a mom, rape, neglect,abuse,suicidal,demons,not good enough,depression,anxiety,PTSD,ADD,ADHD,etc. But i take to much air from people like people tell me I'm not something to be dwelled on at all. but i feel like I'm on the edge of a cliff. I tried fitting in, and fix it but it doesn't work and it sucks. I'm not a fighter at all. But this world sucks a lot. I had a best friend but i can't talk to him anymore much so i don't have anyone. But who knows I'm just here ,a person, a gazelle getting ready to be eaten by a lion and really big one and i fought it out as long as i could. Until that lion pounced and grabbed my neck and i was dead . Body pale and eyes open, tears , and breathless. in reality no one killed me i killed myself but at least i won't be a burden, or a mistake, I will be burning in the depth of Hell alone but I'm just another person, thing, Wild Animal, But this is how it is oh well can't do much. But thank you for anyone who does care. Thank You.
      I'm Nothing, Always have been nothing. I know i am a mistake you don't have to tell me so much and I'm a burden yes we get it but when i die you cant grieve and you can't say it is selfish, I want to die how i want to, is that really so much to ask honestly because i want to die. I'm selfish,stupid,dumb,retarded,dead inside, ugly etc. But i tried so hard to fit in this world but who knows? well its easy to tel when you are ready to die they say you see a light but what if you don't. I wish i was a snake so when i shed i can look a little different. Everyone has there person but what if i don't. My life is a book so i have to end it, My skin is like paper that why i cut it, and my face is just a mask over me so why can't i hide it, And my heart is like a door so i can lock it if i want to. No one knows what one person go's trough at all but we all assume. i tried to stop myself from crying, one day i started crying so much i couldn't cry anymore and didn't sleep at all. Maybe one day someone will under stand but for now no one does, You have no friends, your family is ..., your ugly, your depressed, your jumpy in your own house, life sucks a lot. the majority vote is that i kill myself so maybe i should so many people said i should. Then if i die i can burn in peace at least, but if i stay i will suffer more and more, i tried carrying on, But why? why should i, I want at least 5 reasons why i should stay honestly, is it to much? i don't think so. I'm just exhausted ha doctors always tell me lets go back to your past it's what causes the present and the future, but what if i don't have a future. I have so much self hate and its annoying. I can't even say i love you to my family at all. But then again every says I'm fine so " I'm fine than" fake it till i don't make it or do who knows. A crystal glass and when the wind blew he broke - Hayami

    • @jollykirby2138
      @jollykirby2138 Před 3 lety +2

      @@MaddyLuvz04 what is this?

  • @user-tm7hw1hs7z
    @user-tm7hw1hs7z Před 5 dny +1

    Right here!! 4 years and 146 million views. Awesome!!

  • @itsokaybroyt
    @itsokaybroyt Před 7 měsíci

    Bro he's so dannngggg talented I can't believe how everything about thing song is soooo good

  • @user-mn1ms9ef1q
    @user-mn1ms9ef1q Před 4 lety +401

    Willow "Daddy, a girl at school called me stupid!"
    Ronnie: '' Say no more...''

  • @glennstrooberg6174
    @glennstrooberg6174 Před 4 lety +339

    I was thinking about it yesterday like: damn haven’t heared about FIR in a while... and here we are.. nice!

  • @davidgriego1297
    @davidgriego1297 Před 5 měsíci +22

    This is one of my very favorite songs not just by Falling in Reverse, but, it may well be my favorite song, over all other bands. these guys are quickly becoming my favorite band since System of a down cashed in their chips. Ronnie Radke is an amazingly talented vocalist, songwriter and showman! can't wait to see what he does next!

  • @user-vr7jo5kp6f
    @user-vr7jo5kp6f Před 5 dny +1

    I listen to this band everyday all day

  • @katthedog8629
    @katthedog8629 Před 4 lety +278

    I love the theme with how his daughter is like the last light of his life. Really feel that

    • @nogrecords
      @nogrecords Před 4 lety

      Meeeeeeee too. I'd be the biggest nothing on Earth without my little girl

    • @navigator_g
      @navigator_g Před 4 lety +2

      I really feel some tingling in my butthole too.

    • @JimmyB2772
      @JimmyB2772 Před 4 lety

      Totally. My son's my existence.

    • @pheonix929
      @pheonix929 Před 4 lety +1

      Yes, I relate to what you said so much! When everything's falling down, she's my light and I push through it all for her now

    • @katthedog8629
      @katthedog8629 Před 4 lety

      @@navigator_g sounds like you need some cream

  • @carsonsquires9753
    @carsonsquires9753 Před 4 lety +972

    Can’t believe that this is the same band that made “Good Girls Bad Guys” that’s one thing I would’ve never imagined

  • @MikeBross-sq6hb
    @MikeBross-sq6hb Před 6 měsíci +25

    This is so underated . They deserve way more credit.