Suicide Note - *SAD* XXXTENTACION Type Piano Song
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- čas přidán 28. 10. 2017
- Sad XXXTENTACION Type Piano Song Composed by Jurrivh.
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#SadPiano #Jurrivh #Emotional - Hudba
Rest in Peace X, you will be missed..
I am so heartbroken. He was the only artist that I felt honestly so connected to and he was so smart and bright and so ahead of his time and just I am pissed at whoever killed him. And its killing me that I can't do shit about it.
R.I.P X. You'll be forever missed...❤His songs were inspirational, and one of his songs even cured my depression. I felt safe and secure with one of my favortie songs, "Changes" out of most of them, it changed my life. Thank you X for everything you done to others, and me...
Jurrivh oh I can't believe that I so hurts I hot of crying 😭😭😭😭😭 RIP I can't believe I can't believe 😭😭😭😭
Jurrivh bro he ain’t dead
Emily Franklin Yes he is
“Just because I’m *breathing* doesn’t mean I’m *living* ...”
So true...
I feel u
That's sad...
I relate
Waiting for my last breath, Set me Free
The saddest feeling is when u have a lot to talk about but you just can't. Only tears falling down and you cried so loud but no voice...
Vella Arcenciel or a lot to talk about and no one to talk to in my case. Hope things get better for you
Elzira El Filali hey there! Please my instagram is @xdepressedmemesx. I’m helping people with a lot of problems. Please come talk to me. Ily❤️
@@ElleLove1998 i love talking with people but im shy.. Im scared with people's reaction. I wanna talk and share everything with my friends but i dont have anyone to talk to eventho i have many friends. It hurts me. I care a lot about their feelings but they just called me selfish without knowing me who struggle with my inner self everyday.
We can heal ourself with music ❤
Vella Arcenciel thats me right now😭😭😭😭
'Just because I make u smile doesn't mean I'm always happy"
Definitely sad still we have to live for help to someone in the world who broken like us
😭
😞😭😭 I dont want to be exaggerating, but why it really hurts, when you don't want to admit that fact, I always show a smile, everyone thinks I'm fine, but doesn't ask me If I am, it's sad when everyone have their friends and put you apart, 😢 😔 when you can stay there more longer, but you need to do it, because you're scared of what they'd think
True
I don't understand 😭
A sad feeling is when:
You are used to being sad so when you are felling happy you feel weird.
You cant feel anything
You want to do something but you are stuck...
You dont socialize enough and when youre old people dont even notice you. and even if they do they think you want to be alone.
You want to be alone, you wanto feel sad, its like somethings pulling you down... An anchor..
I know how that feels so very well.
I have the same problem😭
I don't know if i Will be happy again😭
Raïssa of course you will. If you don’t give up
Really??😢😢thx
Relate also with people treating you so badly all the time your used to it so your feel uncomfortable when people act nice to you
R.I.P Mac miller
R.I.P Paul walker
R.I.P Jonghyun
R.I.P Lilpeep
R.I.P Avicii
R.I.P xxx
R.I.P Cheester
R.I.P Stan lee
R.I.P Juice World
R.I.P Cameron Boyce
R.I.P Kobe bryant
R.I.P Black panther
_ ' Thanks for everything '_
R.I.P LilPeep
R.I.P. Jadiel
Lil Peep😭
😭😭😭
Edanın pandası Chester😭
I live a life of joy and happiness. Just in my imagination.
u don't have to only in yur imagination, u can outside
@@aquamarine2416 I wish it was that easy 💔
You're not alone buddy
So do I. I imagine that just to go on with Life😔
Make that happiness REAL cuz YOU CAN Never Give up CUZ THE HAPPINESS IS WAITING FOR You just have to find it SO DONT GIVE UP!!
the saddest thing is when no ones gonna be sad or miss you when you're gone..
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The thing U said Is not true
When we Are with people... they don't yltink about us
But once we R gone forever EVERYONE WILL TALK ABOUT US
JUST LIKE MY FRIEND
NO ONE THINKS ABOUT HIM HE SHARES EVERY PROBLEM WITH ME AS A BROTHER
BUT ONE DAY HE DID SOMETHING
.. THAT MADE EVERYONE THINK ABLUT HIM....
@@adityagagra1814 Well.. some people really have no one who will remember them even of they die. No one.
@@justsomeone3343 Yes .... I still Miss Him
I totally understand. Everything about me is unneeded - I love but no one wants it from me. Sad to know my death will be alone and even no one to even attend my funeral
I just realized something I can't get out of my head.
_Why can't I love myself?_
Same i hate, myself i dont deserve no one i am a mistake
You should fix that as fast as you can..you're so beatiful..your soul is the life..your heart is pure ..and you didn't give up ..What are the reasons to make you don't love yourself yet ?..no reasons..Just love yourself..it deserves 🖤
@@vanessatzita6640 no you are not, you are an amazing person and nobody can change that
I know it might be hard but don’t give up like that, try something new?
@Ali khan she said she can't idiot
Listen ppl I love you all okay!!! I love you
If you are here and listening to this.. I'm so sorry.
Be strong.
Kevin Bakonyi im trying...i just feel...lost
💘.
Chels Silva ❤️
I'm ok I just like depressing music
Lost..
My brother passed away recently from suicide. It has been a really tough pill to swallow, we were very very close. It feels like he was a part of me that has now died. There was no note, or any explanation. He just wanted a way out and took it. When I first found this song I started bawling my eyes out, as it brought a lot of memories up. Rest in peace, William 2002-2021.
Please, if you are having suicidal thoughts call someone, if you don't have anyone to talk to, call a hotline! Your life doesn't have to end now, even if things are really bad now doesn't mean it's going to be like this forever.
So sorry to hear that😢😢
I also have a little sister that we are very close and also.... i have to tell sorry about your brother and another thing that i can say is ... you brother couldn't bear everything i know him i had many unsuccessful socied ... i can t live anymore for why ? Why ... i hope my sister after my death won t be sad like you
I'm sorry to hear that😢
you still there ?
I am truly sorry to hear that
If you’re freaking sad and completely broken and you came here to hear something painful to cry out on then im so sorry dear ♥️💔 life is really painful
2020?
Wow, what a rough start to the year,
Creativity Dragon especially with Juice WRLD passing... 😔😢 RIP 999 ♾
pq porra
rip seu cu
of corse
@@bt-cheki4125 seu cu
I show my best to the people that it’s around me, Smiling and saying that everything it’s okay.
But I don’t really confess my concerns to anyone.
I’m behind a mask
I keep asking to myself
* Why I’m here?
* What I should do to be okay?
* What’s my purpose?
I consider myself as a dreamer and I say that all my dreams will became come true, and I will make it happen
But people are blocking me, I just want them to let me go and give me my wings to fly away from here.
I don’t want to be in this world
I know it's hard . Believe me i know what i'm talking about . But suicide is not the solution . Yes it may be a choice , it may be a way to end the pain . But it won't take the problems . It will just pass the pain to others . And if you don't believe me . I was in a mental hospital , i was locked there because my parents and my friends were scared that i might kill myself . I didn't care ' bout anyone . I just wanted the pain to end . I am not better . But I know that if I 'd take this path I 'd just make more problems , not for myself , but for my friends and family . I don't want you guys to suffer . Please seak help and stay strong .
Same here...
Stay strong. I promise you will get through this. From: Natasha.
I feel how you feel. Like, I bottle up my negativity as well. It hurts me to do so, but if I can keep it from the people that I love and care about, then I will. Pessimism tears you into pieces, but just keep the optimism on the other side. And when you begin to meet new people and form relationships with them, you realize that everything you put into holding that pessimism inside, it was worth it, and the thought of that changes you. And in the end, you find that inner peace of mind, that balance of emotions that you wanted to acquire for the longest, and the war with your optimism and pessimism ends. Your burdens become lighter than you've ever known since you have had them, and your universe finally balances.
same....
Never thought I'd come here just to cry my eyes out.
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Me too
Hope u are okay now
Wow
Q triste...tu comentario..va en toda la realidad...no solo lo hacen los débiles también los fuertes...pero llega ese momento
En dónde te vence
You are not alone 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔
I am literally crying alone, in the dark. Not having anyone around me sucks, especially when going through a rough time.
if you need help go talk to your friends, family and people you trust, life can be great and will get even better after the pandemic ends so do not waste it and life have a lot of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people who tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are happy to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet and if you can afford it call a therapist "ending your life is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" also do not be shy to call for help.
I hope you’re ok
Stay strong!! "Send hugs"
I'm sorry to hear about that. I hope you feel better.
reading that breaks me
**** I WROTE THIS WHILE LISTENING TO THIS PIECE***
I ask myself why.
Every time I pick up the phone I cry
You don't see the way my heart breaks
You don't see every day how this pain aches
every bone every vessel
You made a mess out of someone
who was down for you till her last breath
Every promises broken
Your words unspoken
I look up to the sky asking Him why.
Why.
Why did I let a man break my heart a thousand times?
And then maybe I thought I wasn't broken
that it was my head making up the stories shaken
Anxiety and stress and depression takes over
Now I feel the weight of the world on my shoulder
I just wanted you to sacrifice
Not adding up another lie
Still I ask myself why.
Why.
Why did I let you in my life?
I can't blame you for the pain that you caused
I let you in my life we were both in distraught
You should've let me be
Till you can figure out what you're meant to be
Cause I don't know if you even believe in me
or in you. You don't see the way I see you.
I see marvel, I see grandure
I see lights in the stream its like mother nature
made you perfect, all the cells in your body
made you a somebody but for a nobody
like me. Why.
Why.
Why did I ever call you mine?
Rianne Faye Senining I would like to sing this over this beat and I’ll send it to you after I’m done, I will not post the song publicly unless you allow me to though
Febreze feel free! Hopefully i can sing it with you haha. You can post it if you want.
Isabella DeRusse would love to see the video
That's so good
Rianne Faye Senining daaaaaamn that is sooo good sad but good you got me in the feels ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
2019? 👼💔
Me!
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Eu 🇧🇷
Here
❤➡💔
Who Comes Here Just To Cry?
Me 😞
Me😢
Me too, get it all out, and feel better.
Me
Me too😢
The sad thing is that everybody saw you as a strong person, and you lend a shoulder to anyone to cry on, but then no one, lend a shoulder for you to cry on, cause everyone thaught your fine, strong and cheerful, not even an "Are you okay?"
Yess ty for understanding how i feel
@@darealone1766 your welcome, just to tell you, I'm proud of you going through the day and I hope you would be happier over time😊
I really know what you feel, bro, I know how it's feel to be the strongest person, but this world is made that way that even the strongest people will have a sholder to cry when we really need to but we are so strong and able to solve our problems by ourselves that we just have fun to control our lives and help others. It's the way for us to be needed. It's our biggest dream (I feel like that).
Verse 1: She, she is strong
She is loved
She is kind
She is nice
But she will never know
She will never know ohh
She losing hope
She a home
But it's so cold
Her heart is out of control
People think she's fine
But maybe just listen to her one time
One time,
She needs help
I reach out my arm
I reach it out
But she doesn’t take it
No she doesn’t take it
If only they knew
If only they knew
Maybe then they help her get thru x2
Verse 2: she gets so stressed
She doesn’t sleep at night
She is depressed
She is putting up a fight
I hope she doesn’t let go
Of hope
Cause its all she holds
People just let her go
Life feels slow
I wish they help
I hope she knows i help
I’m here for you
I will listen to you
I will not judge you
I will not judge you
Yes it isn’t easy
But i'm here if you need me…..
If you need me…
If only they knew
If only they knew
Maybe then they help her get thru x2
Cj Games it makes me cry. This is an art
jiminnie wife thanks.
Oml i loveeee this sooo damn much it really did touch me i felt every word u typed there yeah maybe she will get through 💔😭
@Dandy D thanks
@@mdadala8151 thinks
I'll never forget the day, the day you left.
I woke up feeling this heavy weight on my chest.
I knew something was wrong, but I never thought
Something was wrong with you, more or less.
As the day went on, still had this feeling.
I felt like all of my insides were bleeding.
I tried ignoring it, but the feeling wouldnt fade.
Something was wrong, didnt know you had stop beleiving.
The day was almost over, I began to forget why
I felt so tense, all I could do was sigh.
Then that night I rememeber getting a call from you.
I picked up the phone, and it wasnt you.
It was your mom on the other end, crying and sobbing.
She couldnt find the right words to say to me.
I was confused, my mind was racing.
All she could get out was, "Im sorry."
I started to cry, for I knew then and there.
You were gone from this world, it wasnt fair.
I threw my phone down, I was in peices.
You wrecked me, I hope youre happy knowing that you cant erase this.
I couldnt even make it to your funeral,
I guess you could say I was angry.
I talk to some people who went and they said it was beautiful.
But that doesnt change the fact that you left me.
Many months later, your mom found a note.
It was written for me, and I choked.
I opend it expecting it to answer "Why."
But all the note said was a mere goodbye.
How could you do this to me? How could you leave me here without even talking to me?
I dont understand why you had to go out this way!
Didnt even ask if I wanted to go with you or stay!
You never even told me you were suffering!
I wish I knew, than maybe I couldve stopped this from happening!
But you just kept it locked away, huh? Didnt you?
I thought we were close and I had nothing left to prove to you!
Why did you have to leave me? I may never see you again, not even in the next life.
Once was blind to it all, but now I see!
I wish I could've been there, but I guess you buried yourself in strife!
Why did you do this, man, why did you do it?
You had your whole life ahead of ya, but you blew it!
I guess we honestly will never know why.
Unfortunately, all I can say is goodbye.
Link to song: Goodbye - soundcloud.com/lumin808/goodbye
IJDK Productions bro this is beautiful I’m kinda crying is this true?
DAILY HYPEBEAST yeah, happened two years ago.
My goodness...this made me cry so bad :'( love it...❤💖💓💗💝💟
Musket Pawz thanks, I already recorded this song with this instrumental, turned out really good
IJDK Productions that is amazing... don’t stop writing
"when i die i will be remembered for the life i live not for the money i make"
#AVICII :) , YOU DID IT BROTHER.
The nights 😔
I lost my daughter a few months ago, and this music captures my grief perfectly. The emptiness I feel is unreal.
Sorry for your loss. I wish you strength and courage to be brave enough to get through it!!!
I will pray for you 🙏
I'm sure when I was younger I never wished to become a dead person. An artist? Sure. A teacher? Yes. But never dead. Oh how I wish I could go back to those days.
You can't change the past but you can live you present well and change your future
You know what i lived in the past for so many years regretting, blaming myself and crying over what i did lose
My life was like a living hell but now i treat my past like my ex friend
Una amiga se quitó la vida hace unos días.
Y porque digo esto, porque
el suicidó es cosa seria, por más que muchos dicen que solo los cobardes hacen eso, dejenme decirles que no es verdad, sentirse vacío, sentirse mal consigo mismo, tener problemas de sobra con los que cargar, son varias de las razones que traen consigo depresión, ansiedad, trastornos, mala salud, etc. Después de tiempo esas cargas se vuelven más pesadas, es difícil controlarlo y simplemente creen que su vida no tiene sentido, cuando uno no sufre de eso, ojalá que no les pase, tiene la costumbre de criticar a los demás pero acaso sabes que es estar en su lugar, tener los problemas que tiene, unos son más fuertes que otros, cada quien tiene su manera de reaccionar, así que antes de decir algo que puede dañar alguien, escuche se primero y piensen que como tú vives tu vida, no es como lo viven los demás.
No copies intelecto de otra persona.
No he copiado nada, solo he dado mi opinión.
Ame tu comentario con todas las fuerzas de mi alma.
Esta es mi humilde opinión, creo que mucha gente se da el tiempo de críticar conociendo solo una parte de la historia.
No sé si te sirvió de algo pero espero que asi sea.
Me sirvió enormemente, como me gustaría que el mundo estuviera lleno de personas que pensara igual que tú. Me caiste bien, me gustaría hablar contigo por alguna red, por interno si no hay problema?
The saddest feeling is when.... When you know you've been used :^)
So true 💔
They were the bad guys in your story ..at least be better than them and don't be tha bad guy in others story ..because you have a beatiful heart💖
In my case... She used me, this past 2 years were fake, she didn't Love me, and 1 week ago, she left me sad and confused, cuz she suddenly said "i don't Love you anymore" ... So she left to live happy with her new "boyfriend" and took with her our 9 years old kid... And what is The worse part of it? I still Love her 😭😭😭
When I was young, my mother told me that even when I was older, she would still love me. But now I'm older and My mother doesn't love me any more
I'm really sorry for hearing that
This fucking hits bro…
She does love you. She doesnt love the person you became. Maybe some changes will fix your situation :)
i love you
R.I.P. Xxxtentacion
R.I.P Avicii
R.I.P Chester Bennington
R.I.P Paul Walker
😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😦😦😦
RIP Mac Miller
RIP lil peep
RIP Tupac
Paul Walker 😣😢
and mac miller🖤
I hate life why? Because I lost my dad. I just can't forget him. In past I always said "I can't live without you dad ". But I live. I'm dead. But I am alive. Impossible yeah? I hate everything. My dad always said " I won't leave you alone " And now where are you dad? This is not fear you can see me but I can't see you. I just want to hug you. But I can't. I miss you dad. I love you MY HERO.😳😔
i understand you...be strong! we are not crying for them,we are crying for us because we will not going to see them! they are angels now! and they are fine! everybody lose someone one day,this is life! remember...they are next to us so be strong!
Thank you 😇💙
Aylin Gokmen I'm so sorry...Be strong.. I've lost someone also but not like my father... It was my Best friend of suicide... But we got to be strong... 😤😧
I want to die... To be with them again....😢
stay strong
people love u
Be strong.. Your dad always see u and he want to see your smile. I'm sure. Love from Vietnam
The older I get the more I say goodbye too...family....friends...loves.... some time soon I will look to see nothing left but an old man. Growing old doesn't just take our age, it takes our life.
Este instrumental forma una parte muy importante de mi vida, con el me desahogaba y con mis lágrimas en las mejillas miraba al techo pidiéndole a Dios que me ayudara a salir de ahí, a salir de donde estaba, no lo entendía y solo quería morirme, lo intenté varías veces, por suerte nunca funcionó o tal vez no tuve el valor, hoy la escucho y me hace llorar porque me viene a la mente todos esos momentos que solo Dios y yo sabemos como los pase, fue duro, pero aquí estoy, Orgullosa de no haber perdido la batalla!.
Proud of you 👍
every time I listen to your music my sad memory embraced me and my tears started to fall endlessly... I feel the pain.. The wound is still there it never heal.. I'll be a prison of my dark and lonely past.. 🍃🍃🍃
Same like me 😢😭😭😭
No dears, you guys aren't alone. God bless you. One day you will be succeed. Lonliness is a state of mind.
Yeah ...ur right...
If I can help you, I will
Shut up
Big fan of X, already wanted to make a piano song dedicated to his songs for a long long time. Let me know if you feel it!
Jurrivh Hello, already on that I have commented often in your videoes, I do not do it uselessly: thank you for this music, now, I hope that you continue growing in youtube. Regards.
Jurrivh he quit music apparently
Will Rogers yep he said he was quitting... Hope it's only a break, guy can hype it up yeah but hes a genius for 17
yea i felt ut from the start
are you tring to make people kill thenselved
Hello,
Sad girl from Indonesia who always feel lonely and alone 😞😞
08 Sept 2021 🥀
People who are depressed... Know that somewhere in the world every minute that passes someone thinks of you, someone want you to be in the arms 💖💖
No one wants me
No
@@crybaby7085 why not?
@@m3g4st0rm5 Knowing something like this wouldn't comfort me bc they're not with me right now
then show me who they are
(0:16)
All I can see is flashes in my head,
memories of back when we were kids,
the world was so different,
we were just living for the hell of it,
no pain, no depression, nothing to regret,
and it feels weird talking to you now,
the way you are it really breaks my heart
and I just cant....I just can't understand,
why you called and I didn't answer shit,
it's been years since we last spoke,
the last words you had for me
you left on that note
and I don't know if I'll ever be able to cope with that
I could of been there to stop you
but I wasn't and that's the fact,
I was feeling bad for myself when you needed me most and that's the hardest part,
and I still regret it,
even now while I'm screaming at you "why'd you fucking do it?"
while you're laying in a box,
I'm sorry I don't mean to scream but I just want to know the answer now
I cant even see your face, only thing i got left is pictures now
and tears always falling down my face,
I saw your dad and I didn't know what to say
I've never seen a man break down that way,
fuck what the others say to me you'll always be more than a memory to me,
Never thought it'd end this way,
Now I'm thinking to myself as they lay that dirt on your grave,
there's so much more to her than they'll ever say,
I saw perfection in your flaws,
I saw heaven in your heart,
even when you were fighting hell in your head,
even though you had demons catching up quick,
even though you listened to what they said,
I forgive you, I miss you, and I wish that I could see you again,
came close a few times just to be with you,
but I forever live on in your memories
think about the times we had when I finally have a family
and hopefully grow up to be everything you'd thought I can be.
I just can't stand to let you down,
rather make you smile,
wherever you are now,
I hope you got everything you wanted,
I hope it's better on the other side now,
hope the pains gone,
hope the scars all faded,
hope you don't have to drink to get away
and just know I will ll see you eventually,
I can't pretend it doesn't hurt to see you go this way,
All I can see is flashbacks and memories,
in a world that's changed so much since you and me.
If I could turn back time I would,
Picked up the phone just to hear your voice,
maybe this all could have been avoided,
I don't know,
I just wonder what you would have said if I answered the phone
Jay S wow thats deep
Jay S @ Thats deep bro, I felt that
That was really good
I want to cry but I can't I've been thinking the same ever since my very close friend ended it all
This is good , got me crying 💯
RIP DAD
RIP MUM
RIP UNCLE ERIC
I’m sorry, if you ever want to talk let me know. I’ll be there for you❤️
iam so sorry
hello from México
(hola desde México)
I'm so sorry, you can always text me if you need someone to talk to
RIP DAD OK ASSLAMUIKUM AKU BUSNIAS JD
Kevin Kakumbi I’m sorry for you
When you realized that they only need you when they're down or having a problem. Besides that... you're just a statue.
I like the sad side so much make my feel strange feels
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So beautiful....
I'm crying so hard now...
Army
I've lost so many people in the past few years...
I wish I could have heard their last thoughts before they left, none of them left notes...
Everyone loses people in life. Many people put guilt on themselves because they felt like they could have contributed in some way. Although it is easier said then done, it's best to move on. Doesn't mean you have to forget about it entirely.
They left love.
Snickercole just know they are at peace now and can watch over you, always near x
I love these types of piano pieces. As someone who feels this way on the inside often, knowing I'm not alone in these feelings helps me feel less broken.
❤
Years have passed
Still tears of the past
I knew i was healing
But you kept on reminding me of the trauma
You are the vilain of my past
I get lost inside the pages
To Forget the agony
You made me cry! U were my friend
But still you choosed temporary people over me
You decided to hurt me
You didn't think about me
Yet when i defend myself you say i'm tripping, that i should watch my words i still cant breathe
I knew i was too sweet
😶
instead of friend it is my big brother in my story
life is a choice
if you want to give up or not
if you want to be happy or not
if you want to move on or not
everything is a choice
and all choices in life has consequences
this choices can be very difficult sometimes
when there is someone involve
because if you make a wrong choice
it could be the end of ones life!
choose to be with GOD
choose to love
choose to forgive
choose to be happy no matter how sad your life is.......................
choose to help other people
choose your own path!!!!!
and choose to be alive no matter what! even wen life always knock you down ,
even if they betrayed you so many times, even if they hurt you countless times,
even if you feel that there is no hope in life. always choose to be alive
because nobody cannot take that away from you! life is a gift from GOD!
Never Give Up!!!!!
You are right.. you can choose your own decision... but its just that.. not everything you want is something that you get... you may want to be happy but how can you be happy when you can't see any reason to become happy?
lol when you say path, i'd say that's more of a taoist thing than a God/Christian thing. when it comes to God/Christianity, it's more so about accepting and overcoming whatever God puts in front of you, then say choosing, unless you count things like "choosing to live (since suicide is bad)," and "choosing to believe in God," which if you think about it is more of a "the answer is there, all if you have to do is choose it" rather than "whatever you do, it's your choice" kind of way and it's the latter people in general link with the concept of Choice. which of the two is the right "answer"? we don't know for sure, especially when applied to life. we're just people. but then again, God doesn't quite give the set in stone solid answer either. you know why? because God knows the world of humans is gray rather than black-and-white. or maybe that's just my "God." In that case my "God" would understand us and bless us for a better future whatever choice we make. even suicide.
Even to die ????
You cant just...ugh nvm
YES
Me pone a pensar y pues yo afuera de mi casa soy uno pero cuando regrese a mi casa soy alguien diferente😞 pues afuera de mi casa hablo normalmente, me rio, hago locuras y pues cuando llego a mi casa es todo lo contrario😞
Afuera finjo que todo va bien ago reír a la gente que conozco pero no saben q detrás de mi cara feliz ay una llorando😭😭😭
Te comprendo...
Yo era así incluso intente suicidarme. Pero comprendí que necesitaba ser salvada, necesitaba ser feliz. Ser yo de verdad ya no quería ser feliz por fuera y por dentro estar rompiéndome a pedazos
TheLegend 27 estamos completa mente igual creo que hacemos esto solo para ocultar nuestro dolor y sufrimiento 😔
Depresion....... patetico gente sin ambicion solo estais depresivos porque veis y escuhais cosas depresivas pero si buscais ambiciones en vuestras vidas a llegar a ser una mejor version de ti veras que la vida es mejor de lo que piensas, empieza hobbies canta,toca el piano,haz deporte,investiga sobre lo que quieres ser o simplemente sal a pasear en bici o andando etc.... pero recuerda siempre una cosa
Las cosas depresivas solo te hacen estar mas deprimido
Me pasa lo mismo
Be happy don't despair
If you stop at the world, it won't leave you happy
So fight it and live the rest of your life
Making you smile baby doesn't mean I'm happy
Years passed, tears of the past are still
I am a prisoner of the past
Be happy, don't despair
This music reminds me how everything changed in my life when I turned 11. At the start of this year my mum was abusive.. ever since I turned 11 things have changed.. all because of Corona. I feel like I'm just.. the hated child.. what is worse is I'm the youngest out of my siblings.. I dont understand what I've done to make them treat me like this.. once my dad almost kicked me out of the house. They often embarrassed me.. made me cry.. they just left me to cry.. feel broken.. worthless.. alone.. they treated my brothers a lot more different, one of them was autistic.. like my parents even told me they hated me a few months ago.. I just don't understand.. my best friend also tried committing suicide once.. I dont even know why I'm telling this.. people probably wouldnt care anyway.. I don't have anybody to talk to.. :)
Don't worry😊
You can talk here with us who have some sad or tragic events in life...
The best thing you must do now is to leave your abusive parents because you will never be sad
@@user-yx3gb2hz2v I tried to do that once.. They saw I had packed stuff.. I got my shoes but they just.. they would just lock the doors so I couldn't leave..
@@Dreamyy._Llxma2410 hey
im so sorry to hear that, and im sorry that you had to go through this all.
if you wanna, i can give you my instagram @ maybe, so you could talk to me anytime
wish you all the best❤
@@KSara-fb7js I'd like that, my insta is lil_llama35
I'm so sorry 🥺, I wish you feel better soon!! I care about you..
This is life is shocking sometimes, but this is what makes us strong, I don't know who you are but I wish you have happiness and hope, we share the same pain but in a different way..
Es difícil seguir adelante cuando alguien ya no esta a tu lado , ya que no podrás volver el tiempo en donde esa persona siempre te apoyaba 😞
Cierto
Apegate más a tu familia. No vengas al mundo como una personas más del montón. El propósito de esta vida es convivir con tu familia hasta el final pase lo que pase y no alejarte de tus seres queriendo hacer tu vida de lejos.
Tal vez no puedes regresar el tiempo a esos momentos tan felices donde una persona importante en tu vida te apoyaba, pero... Puedes tratar de recrearlos con esa persona que tanto quisiste o con una persona distinta, con el mismo amor pero... Diferentes maneras
Tu sigue adelante, yo sé por lo que estás pasando tal vez no por lo mismo pero entiendo tu dolor no del todo pero un sierra parte
Sabes... Me gustaría platicar con tigo, si quieres platicar sobre tus cosas como problemas etc...
Este es mi WhatsApp
8132325774 sigue adelante, la vida es solo una y problemas son muchos, los problemas son parte de la vida, por favor mándame un mensaje o algo para ver si te puedo ayudar en algo
Tal vez no en todo pero al menos tendrás a alguien que te puede y te quiere escuchar
Jeferson Araiza [f]
@@jefersonaraiza7563 Gracias por eso 😊
Muy sierto quisiera devolver el tiempo y tenerte a mi lado Arley Suárez
You know, guys, life is just a big challenge for all of us out there. It challenges us dealing with really hurting problems as well as with good aspects of life and how we handle them. But in my case, life just hurts me more and more.
I recently dreamed about the early death of my lovely grandma, then it happened after the night... ._. (R.I.P. Grandma 2019)
After 1 month, my two little kitten died and the pet-doctor couldn't tell me, my brother and my parents, why... (R.I.P. 2019-2019)
I just hate my life.
I am crying every single night. ._.
If you don't care about that, why would you read through this? ._.
I care 💕
I'm so sorry I do care 💗
Cause some of us really do care so of us are going through the same things. Or just wishing to die in thier sleep. Leave this world forever cause its does seem no one cares. Yeah there are people out there that do. But if those are not the people you need caring than no one cares. But keep your head up I know it's hard. Tearing up as I type this. A year ago I lost my home. It burned to the ground, forced to move to a state I have never been and know nothing about. With nothing. 700 miles away from everyone I love and care for. Stuck in the middle of no where no way to go anywhere no way to get a job and work my self out of this place. Times I wish to die as I slip into dreamland. But you have to keep going you have to keep trying. I may never know your name. May never get to meet you. May never get to see your face. But I love you. I love you. Always remember that.
God has many ways to care and love you ! Losing close ones to death doesn't mean they no longer exist
Souls are wondering this world praying for your sake
Know that they are in a much better place and we are only visitors to this realm !
We are soon to fade and we will be joined by our beloved in heaven .
I love you friend. Just hold on to your heart and you'll be ok in the end.
"just because I'm smiling.... Doesn't mean I'm happy..."
The saddest Part of Life is when Someone you had much memories whit becomes and Memory RIP grandpa but if Someone you loved die doesnt mean its over it just means the live in your Heart and they will always stay there Till your ready to See them at the Gates of heaven ik you dont know me but trust me things will get better stay strong i am here for you just know That
Please play this at my funeral.
Rt
I will play it if he is unavailable
Okey
I will
Todo cambió, desde que nuestra sonrisa se apagó...
Si....
Todo a cambiado :"v
Sí
Si........
Pero siguemos soportando este dolor, pocos han logrado superarlo, pero aqui estamos... hundiendonos en el abismo de nuestras almas...
Sitting at night at 3 AM watching the sky ....with all the pain in your heart n tears in your eyes ....
Wanted to talk about...but no one to talk to ....and so this eternal feeling of mine continues. 🙃
Thank you for this song I really love to listen to it when I was sitting alone and nearly 5 day more i will die so I leave this messages that I'm still here for support your youtobe I really miss this world of sadness in my whole life and I really hate myself that I can't found my happiness and even can't with parents , I'm just a shawdol but after 5days I'm completely desapear..😊
Beautiful. I think X or NF could go on this
Thanks bro!! I agree, NF could be on this one as well
Contrary Beats NF could totally go off of this
nf definitely
Contrary Beats NF would probably be a better choice
Contrary Beats nah I prefer X
You know.. you really making me move on.. when I lose someone within my heart someday, i started to think "is this the end for me?" Then going all alone in the night, talking to yourself, saying "why did this happen for me?". Then I go home, go to the bedroom, starting to lose myself. But then I found the sad music, i started crying hard, now I know why did this happen because I was wrong... so I really thank you ;)
it’s so sad to be not able to decide but them deciding most the things , I really wanna know what freedom feeling is
The song I needed, my cat passed away at my dads house recently, I stopped living there abt a year ago and never got to say goodbye to my cat, rest in peace Ramsey, you where a good boy and deserved the catnip stash you constantly broke into
His eyes look so sad... his expression he look so numb and lifeless you can tell this is something he has experienced for himself
Man, this really hit home run with me. I mean, if you think hormones run high, my emotions skyrocketed. I felt everything from numbness to an emotion that can’t be described with words, only tears. With every key, some sort of feeling set itself in my chest. It choked me, if I’m being completely honest. Thank you for those emotions.
I lost my brother this past year. Each day that passes by makes me think of all the things we could have done. It pains me even more not knowing what he was dealing with.
This song always brings me back to some horrible memories of my depression... I’m relapsing hard right now..
R.I.P Paul walkee
R.I.P Avicii
R.I.P XXXTentacion. :'8
slo paul y avicii
Sami Tahar Benlalam RIP junior
And Chester from Linkin Park
Sami Tahar Benlalam 😩😢😢😢😢legends
And peep
Estoy sad😔.....quien la escucha en 2019
yo
ALV yo me corto las venas
@@Limonada_RC vaya, y lo vas soltando por ahi como si fuera algo normal...🙄🤦🏻♀️
@@Limonada_RC jsjs
Yo
It is better to be lonely than being with someone who leaves you alone at such a time when you need to be with them rather than Being alone and... That really is something people need to understand.
The most beautiful sound I've ever heard in my entire life feels like I'm flying to the space 🛸✨
Es increíble cómo una simple melodía trasmite Miles de cosas...
Sea como sea es increíble la verdad!!!
I just wanted to say that if you are going through anything please stay strong, the pain the you’ve been feeling can’t compare to the joy that’s coming ROMANS 8:18. If you are going through something and you don’t want to be like that anymore please seek God, trust me when you look for him you will find him and your going to have peace and happiness in your heart ❤️ please stay strong guys. I know I don’t know you or don’t know what you are or have gone through but I love you!! I really do and please know that there is people who truly care and pray for you everyday 💙💕✨✨
thank you very much!!!!!
JAHA pro you’re welcome :) 💙 if you ever need someone to talk to, my instagram is januarylit70
So beautiful, God bless you❤️
you're*
Ali J Thank you, and God bless you too!! 💙
Lyric:
Một lúc nào đó cơ thể trở nên rã rời
Tâm trí bên sâu bộ não chi muốn dừng lại cả đời
Anh ngồi rủ rựi góc phòng không đèn tin nhắn về tới cũng chẳng buồn bận để xem
Vì biết ngóng chờ cũng chẳng phải em!
Tối nay nóc nhà ngó xuống dòng người từng đôi đi qua
Phồn hoa náo động thế nhưng hồn anh ưu tư ở một nơi xa
Cảm thấy chán nản bản thân chẳng thể vui cười đã từ bao giờ
Trở nên tự kỷ cách biệt ngoài kia
, trãi lòng dạt dào “buồn là cơn sóng vô vờ”
Rồi ta nhìn mây, buồn đang bủa vây
Rồi , ta nhìn mây buồn, đang bủa vây
Phải khóc một lần để biết mình chẳng còn gì hối tiếc
Phải khóc một lần để mà mạnh mẻ đối diện trao lời được tạm biệt
Có một tình cảm chỉ thể âm thầm chúc phúc mà chẳng thể nào đuổi theo
Không cần ép buộc, nụ cười của em
sáng cả vùng trời hò reo
Em không phải nghĩ, không cần biết anh là ai
Em không cần siết không cần thiết, em tự quyết đi ngày mai
Không phải là anh, đâu phải là anh
Em đâu chọn anh, em đâu chọn anh
Tất cả như được sắp đặt hai ta gặp nhau anh tin duyên phận
Em đến giết chết tim ta, đau thương trong anh trở nên vô tận
Bầu trờ lại trôi không còn buồn không còn đau
Rồi ngày lại qua không còn chờ không còn nhau
Anh nhớ những ngày mình còn yêu thương quên cả ngày và cả đêm
câu truyện trên trời dưới đất lấy đâu ra mỗi khi người ở bên
Buồn vì người trót bỏ tất cả ở lại
Dang dở một thời mấy ai có thể trở lại…
Khí trời vào đông , có lạnh không em
Bàn tay ấy giờ có phải có ai ở bên
Anh vẫn lang thang chỗ củ bởi chẳng gặp ai tốt hơn
Hoặc cũng có thể , anh tự khép mình để chẳng thể nào tốt hơn
Đã bao lâu rồi mình chẳng thể yêu được ai
Đã bao lâu rồi mình chẳng thấy được nụ cười tòa nắng ngày mai ngày ta quyết chọn cho nhau 2 lối là ngày anh thấy thiên đường và cả địa ngục
Quỷ vương có một bí mật trái tim của người đã bị khuất phục
Tắt đi tất cả những mảng màu buồn
Tắt đi hơi thở yếu ớt ngọn lửa phải buông
Yêu nào thể hiện chỉ qua vài câu nói suông?
Ttắt đi tất cả những mảng màu buồn
Ttắt đi hơi thở yếu ớt ngọn lửa phải buông
Yêu nào thể hiện chỉ qua vài câu nói suông?
“Anh có từng tin, mở mắt ra mặt trời sẽ không tóa nắng không?
Ừm, anh nghĩ em rời đi là ngày mặt trời không tỏa nắng.”
….
Và cũng đã 4 năm trời không tỏa nắng….
its painful feeling 😭😭😭, real deep feelings, that you're losing hope, loosing everything in your life, the hardest part of being human is being in pain that no one will understand you 😭😭,,
R.I.P Sulli :")
March 29, 1994 - October 14, 2019
Yes , could feel a lot of hurt and sadness in this song. You captured the moment and the sudden ending drifted and ebbed away like in real life.
🌸 R.I.P 🌸
Sushant Singh Rajput
Thank For Everything. We All Will Miss You.
The notes reverberates just like how empty my heart is. I feel overwhelmed by sadness but I can't cry anymore. Everything seems dull and colorless.
He sits down so quite he can't speak, use to be strong now so weak, feeling so empy incomplete, Use to feel like he was winning now the only thing he sees is defeat,fuck listen to his lungs he can barley breathe, trying to reach out yet nobody sees, say depression is nothing but its a disease, cry out for a helping hand with nobody to reach, leave a note a final speech,maybe this will help to teach, but its too late gone 6 feet,
Mom comes home calls out for her dear little boy, doesn't know her whole world is about to be destroyed, calls out several times no answer starts to get annoyed, mom walks down the stairs step by step, not realizing about her son's regret, opens the door the sight is hard to accept, standing beside her little boy was death,
Tears running down her face yelling at the top of her lungs, hers sons battles over but hers has just begun, looks for her phone to call 911, it's too late you lost your son,Operator says hello only thing that she hears, just the sound of mubbles and mom whipping her tears, mom says hello I lost my son, he came home early and I found him hung, his skin turn blue I know he's gone, no pulse and his eyes are rolled into the back of his head, Is my son gone or can you bring him back from the dead, Operator alright I need you to remain calm someone is on the way, Alright thank you the only thing she had to say,
Mom feels a cold touch on her arm, its her little boy realizing what he did wrong, never thought his mom cared so he didn't belong, freeing himself never thought he'd bring this much harm,
He puts his lips up to her ear, says mom don't worry you have nothing to fear, Im sorry for everything I wish I seen things more clear, Stay strong mom I have to go they're here,
The door rings mom gets up to open, still feeling in her heart hopen, they can bring him back motion, they knew it was already to late when she started showing, one comforts her they already knew where he was going, black bag, toe tag, off to a better place,
Copyright@MikeSoul
Is there more?
Ruth Rustiq i can write more literally just heard this a couple of minutes ago lol.
Ruth Rustiq i wrote more not sure what i think but eh what the hell.
I like that shit finish it
Patrick Coney Alright i did more nit sure what to think lol
R.I.P Xxxtentacion 💔
A star can't shine without the darkness. You have the precious gift of music. Thank You for sharing this with us.
This 2:39 point where there's silence, and then a different kind of melody starts
This reminds me of the time when my pet rock died...
RIP pet rock 2017-2017
one like : one person who cares
Road to becoming the best golfer I can ..... I'm so sorry for your lost. I recently lost my pet fly... It was tragic he flew into the fan... Rip little dude
thx for feeling my pain dude
I miss my pet chicken, he sacrificed himself so i could get some protein after a workout, Rip Lil Chick
Saddest story of 2017...made me cry
My pet grass recently died and I’m struggling to get out of bed 😔R.I.P grass🙏
In the title it says suicide note and I can imagine someone sitting at a desk writing on lined paper crying
elchile_relleno don't have doubt she or he stopped you and that means they care about you so so much. They love you and want you to feel good and be safe. Don't have doubt live and have a happy life. Everybody loves you so much I don't even know you and i care about you
elchile_relleno that's sweet of you but sometimes you need to care for yourself and be selfish. I don't think it's a bad thing to be selfish just be selfish in important matters
elchile_relleno
I know what you are feeling I feel the same I don't tell my friends about it because I think it will wreck our friendship
elchile_relleno
I bet she's the best.
Grace C That is the thing that I want to do but I'm so coward to do this
I feel your emotions in all the songs "sad" I am now going through a bad time in my life, I ended a relationship of years and, somehow, your songs accompany me... thanxs for playing
..no te rindan aun..tienes toda una vida por delante ¡chicx xfavor!tu eres fuerte puedes lograr salir de eso que te duele,que te lastima,y que tanto te hace daño,solo tienes que intentar e intentar una y otra vez y no rendirte,cuando caigas,levántate,se que es difícil,nada es fácil..lose..se loque se siente tener un gran peso en tus hombros,se loque se siente que tus lágrimas caigan y caigan como una catarata y no las puedas parar..solo no te rindas..estoy orgullosa de ti..MIRATE! LO ESTAS LOGRANDO! SIGUE ASI! NO TE RINDAS
Tears don't come out anymore.....my face remains plain....😐😐
Expressing our words and emotions through music is god gifted...so only least people can do that...i m not gifted so that that makes me unlucky
Anyone can express there feelings through music. It's just if you have the motivation to find the right words. Stay strong man things will go your way
You are unique. Everyone has a gift. You too. You don't have to be someone else. You only have to find your identity. You can be who God created you to be.
in this blue journey of my emptiness life your music is the only thing I feel like it does understanding & talk to me sometimes, thank you for that
One Thing I learned at a very young age. Hope Only Comes Once. *Once.*
And When Its Gone. *Its Gone*
Yesterday was history, tomorrow is a mystery, and today is a gift thats why its called present.
esta musica cuando la escucho nose es como que si estuviera en otro lado . ¿cuanto de ustedes le pasa esto ? ..
😔😔🙁😔😔
Yo igual 😭
@@nicolacosta4316 si
@@pilarramossea548 que triste
Hello
Grandpa, I will always remember you at all times, your memories, looks, advice, I miss you more than ever, I miss you, my grandpa 😔
Imagination is a sweet lie,whereas reality is the bitter truth😢
se me hace imposible escuchar esto sin llorar :(
THIS IS EPIC BRO! XX Should jump on this!
Beats With Hooks - Rap Instrumentals too bad he’s locked up
My man tunna long time bro 😉
I'll like this bit it's at 666 likes
He's dead now
Holly Willis bro
I've often thought about the ocean's refusal to hold onto anything too long, constantly pushing and pulling. It reminds me of how some people are like that too, unable to let certain thoughts or feelings settle deeply within. They surface again and again, like an ever-restless sea.
Rest in peace man you brought this world hope and happiness but I'm still left in the dark when dealing with break ups it's hard man I love rest your soul
Oh it's so beautiful, I love this sad music😍
THIS MADE ME CRY IT'S SO SAD BTW I THINK THAT THIS IS A GREAT VIDEO agh capslock sorry
R.I.P XXXTENTACION 💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
MARI FLORES I wish he didn't die he was a good men and no one would kill him
Vai com deus xxxtentation 😇😇😣😓😢😭😭
MARI FLORES n
MARI FLORES 👍😢
R.I.P XXXTENTACION 😭😭💔💔
I wish I can sleep like people this insomnia kills me every night
Me too.
My whole life.
It helped to destroy my relationship of 17 years.
I'm going to exit in a few days.
No one can do anything about it.
I look forward to finally sleeping.
@@drgoodspd6382 don't give up..recite Astaghfar.. Pray pray pray... Talk to almighty at night cry to him.... Suicide isn't the solution.. Hell is much dangerous...Life is a gift of Allah..We don't have the right to quit it
@@rosefat6099
Still in pain. Holding on. But for what? I cry every day.
Is it really "a gift", if I don't want it?
@@drgoodspd6382 What for ur crying ?? This life is test for believers....This is just a test..We need to be patient in this journey... Seek help from Lord of the world's... Their is a solution for every problem...Plz don't despair don't give up...
@@drgoodspd6382 If u become attached to this fake world.. You'll suffer for sure....Stop expecting good things from the world...Stop running after this world... This is definitely going to hurt you....Just love urself... Love ur family....And go with the flow....
Especially the moment when depression is killing me 😭 I cry and smile to make myself Happy and sad at the same time... Life hurt...