How God set me free from maladaptive daydreaming: my testimony

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  • čas přidán 26. 03. 2023
  • As you guys can tell, I was very nervous about making this, as it is my first video. I truly hope that this video encouraged you to call on God, because He is the God who sets the oppressed free!
    For anyone who doesn't know, maladaptive daydreaming is a mental illness that is characterized by obsessively daydreaming. People who struggle with this might have imaginary characters and storylines in their head. In my particular case, I would pace and rock back and forth in my bedroom for hours, putting myself in an almost trance-like, hypnotized state. I would whisper dialog that the characters were saying in my head out loud to myself when I was alone. Thank you Lord for the Blood of Jesus that set me free!
    He is Lord over all. He is Lord over any mental illness or diagnosis you may have received. He is the King of Freedom.

Komentáře • 146

  • @Truth_teller724
    @Truth_teller724 Před 5 měsíci +87

    hey can u guys pls pray for me? i struggle with maladaptive daydreaming and it rlly inhibits my ability to focus and be productive, especially during school. i usually spend hours in my head and i'm constantly pacing/acting out scenarios. it even gets to the point where if i do smthg in my head (such as laughing or thinking of something funny) then i'll laugh irl too. ik. crazy. but i don't fully blame myself for this, since i had a traumatic childhood and used MD as a coping mechanism. however, i truly feel like it has gotten severe and i don;t want to be ostracized/shunned in the real world for this when i go off to university and have to share rooms w ppl. again, i would rlly appreciate it if u guys prayed for me. tysm. God bless everyone reading this.

    • @BB-mp2dz
      @BB-mp2dz Před 2 měsíci +11

      I will be praying for you sister or brother in Christ. I have struggled with this for so long, the lord has shown me the way out for when I am temped ( 1 corinthians 10:13) pray on it everyday and every time your temped. also when the Bible says flee from sin it means physically flee so when you feel tempted turn away from all the triggers and turn to Jesus If you feel so tempted that you feel like you can’t not do it get on your knees and pray to him it’s better to stay still and do nothing but pray than to do anything else when so tempted ❤ with much love and understanding

    • @shenazwahid2863
      @shenazwahid2863 Před měsícem +7

      Pray for me too please

    • @user-hf8yx1vz3w
      @user-hf8yx1vz3w Před měsícem +3

      I'll pray for you❤. But remember to stay in prayer, read God's Word and fast👏🏽

    • @user-hf8yx1vz3w
      @user-hf8yx1vz3w Před měsícem

      ​@@shenazwahid2863okay🫂

    • @neethi768
      @neethi768 Před 25 dny

      ​@@shenazwahid2863dear Lord please hear my prayer as I offer supplication for your daughter. Please help her and set her free from the shackles of daydreaming and whatever is troubling her Father so that she may glorify you through her freedom in Christ. Please uplift her with your righteous right hand and lead her through the storms she Is facing. Help her o Lord and have mercy. Hear my prayer Lord. In Jesus name Amen.

  • @Yazminsingleton
    @Yazminsingleton Před 6 měsíci +82

    This video was very encouraging I know that God will completely heal & deliver me in the name of JESUS 🔥⚔️ thank you for sharing sister !!

  • @allme2547
    @allme2547 Před 5 měsíci +23

    My last fast, I didn't really expect or know what I needed deliverance from. Part of my fast included, no non-essential communication with people (calls, texts or social media). It turned out I really needed to end an unhealthy connection I had with this girl. I found myself completely freed from any compulsion to interact with her at all. It sounds simple, but I really needed to be freed from her. She had this weird manipulative power over me, but it was completely gone & God delivered me!

  • @DREAMSTATIONQ
    @DREAMSTATIONQ Před 6 měsíci +61

    Girllll Iam literally crying when you said that you saw 3 and then saw that god is guiding you through it cuz I struggle with daydreaming and making up scenarios in my head MY WHOLE LIFE and i didnt know that this is NOT from god since I though oh I have ADHD which is like a mental "sickness" but then I realized WHY WOULD GOD GIVE YOU THAT IF HE WANTS YOU TO BE IN THE PRESENT AND THIS IS CAUSING THE EXACT OPPOSITE? so yeah 2 days ago i realized the same as depression that these are NOT FROM GOD so now iam learning how to fast correctly cuz I need Help from God to overcome this too (ノ´ヮ`)ノ*: ・゚💓

    • @AnissaGraham-wm9mt
      @AnissaGraham-wm9mt Před 4 měsíci +1

      Do u hsve insta?

    • @MariaDonkova
      @MariaDonkova Před 3 měsíci

      I feel like saying stuff like this is a little invalidating since mental illness is a very real thing. We live in an imperfect world so naturally some people are gonna struggle. And it doesn’t make you a bad christain

    • @user-hf8yx1vz3w
      @user-hf8yx1vz3w Před měsícem +2

      ​@@MariaDonkovathey're not from God, it's just normalised things the enemy made up

    • @anayaj7163
      @anayaj7163 Před 21 dnem +1

      @@MariaDonkova Somethings God will allow you to go through while HE may deliver you form others, in order to show His glory. Mental illness is from the devil, do not think the opposite. I will pray that you see the truth but please remember that all good and perfect gifts come from God (James 1:17).
      So if it's not good and perfect, who can it be from, AKA God allowing you to have a mental illness to show that you can still live in Christ despite an illness the devil gave to you! When the enemy can't harm you physically, he attacks your mind. What's the difference between a broken arm and broken heart? They both need healing and both can be done miraculously/swiftly through Christ. As someone who struggles with mental illness, studying the Bible and truly surrendering and devoting your life to Christ, while believing HE WILL, will truly change your life. God bless!

  • @kaycihay1885
    @kaycihay1885 Před 7 měsíci +58

    I’ve been daydreaming since I was a young kid- it was manageable up until COVID happened- and then it became maladaptive.
    Currently- I am trying to recover from Maladaptive Daydreaming. I am 14- the age you said you were when you were delivered. It gives me hope to know you were set fee at my age. I’ve tried so many times in the past to stop, but I haven’t been successful yet. Most likely because I’ve given up so many times. This time- I’m not going to give up.

    • @gorile6944
      @gorile6944 Před 7 měsíci +6

      Hey, I'm just a year older, but ik what you're going through. I recently stopped md'ing. But it's becoming hard.
      I barely watch anything to cause that temptation.
      I mean, when I first stopped, I couldn't even watch tv.
      I couldn't think straight.
      Now, it's not good. But also not the worst. But just know, God will never you be tempted beyond what you can bear. (1 Corinthians 10:13 NIV)
      It's really a painful change, but as youths of Christ, we can make it.
      We can do it.
      Yes we can, in the name of Jesus Christ, Amen.

    • @gorile6944
      @gorile6944 Před 7 měsíci +4

      Also, just for future purposes, write down when your Maladaptive thoughts dwindle, and then write down the date of your current life
      Ok like basically journal your journey..like a diary!
      I did that, and it helps, bc whatever that future purposes are, you will NEED a journal.
      Idk if how I said it makes sense

    • @armani.5055
      @armani.5055 Před 6 měsíci +2

      im the same age as u and am experiencing the same!! we will make it through

    • @DREAMSTATIONQ
      @DREAMSTATIONQ Před 6 měsíci +4

      SAMEEE SINCE 2020 IT GOT EXTREMELY WORSEEEE LIKE I AM HAVING CONVERSATIONS WITH "PEOPLE" IN MY MIND ALL DAY 😭😭😭

    • @BB-mp2dz
      @BB-mp2dz Před 2 měsíci +1

      I will be praying for you sister or brother in Christ. I have struggled with this for so long, the lord has shown me the way out for when I am temped ( 1 corinthians 10:13) pray on it everyday and every time your temped. also when the Bible says flee from sin it means physically flee so when you feel tempted turn away from all the triggers and turn to Jesus If you feel so tempted that you feel like you can’t not do it get on your knees and pray to him it’s better to stay still than do nothing but pray and to do anything else when so tempted ❤ with much love and understanding

  • @oscarace650
    @oscarace650 Před 2 měsíci +7

    I was used to daydreaming since childhood, it was a way for me to escape pain from my family. As I grew up, if relationships failed I fell into the daydreaming and fantasizing. I accepted it as a form of self-soothing. I'm a 60-year-old man now and Jesus is still setting me free from this . Yes, not much daydreaming is left but surrender to him is a must. thank you for sharing, more will come out and ask for prayer and deliverance.

  • @Reverie_reveals
    @Reverie_reveals Před měsícem +9

    CZcams keeps recommending me a lot about Maladaptive Daydreaming these days. I always noticed that Holy Spirit is teaching me through videos, very organized. Maladaptive Daydreaming is really tough to control. Self-control is part of the fruit of the Holy Spirit. After recognizing my other sins, I tried so hard to change my ways. Maladaptive Daydreaming is lustful, idolatry and vanity. I keep reminding myself about 2 Corinthians 10:5. I'm extremely imaginative when I was a child, but I think Maladaptive Daydreaming already begins, it's my coping mechanism due to unhealed wounds and complex trauma. Oftentimes I create a false reality, that's why whenever I'm in public I can't take off my mask, fear of losing control and acting out because of too much fantasy, daydreaming. I suffered from vanity and perfectionism. But I keep reminding myself that I must walk in the narrow path, stay here. I must crucify my flesh, obey God's commandments, scrutinize His every word, even the tiniest details. And must live a holy life like Jesus. Sanctification, renunciation, obedience, repentance, purification, etc. We must take up our cross and follow Him. We must die with Jesus.

  • @creativechristiancontent
    @creativechristiancontent Před 6 měsíci +101

    Don’t be ashamed to show your face you’re a blessing to so many people you don’t even know I’m proud of you for giving your testimony God bless

    • @thatsauce882
      @thatsauce882 Před 5 měsíci +34

      If she doesn't wanna show her face that's fine. She doing something that fits her comfort zone.

    • @TMCT2
      @TMCT2 Před 5 měsíci

      Weirdo comment. I thinks it better that she doesn’t show her face. Makes the video more about the topic.

    • @allme2547
      @allme2547 Před 5 měsíci +24

      There are many reasons why someone might want to Value their own privacy. The important thing is she shared what was on her heart & that's all that matters.

    • @Faithandseekerofchrist
      @Faithandseekerofchrist Před 15 dny +3

      If I was a CZcams Creator I would be doing the same thing not because I am ashamed but I like my privacy. The important thing is her heart and sharing her testimony in the gospel.

  • @newheart1040
    @newheart1040 Před měsícem +6

    I’ve been attacked with maladaptive thoughts

  • @christianknickerbocker604
    @christianknickerbocker604 Před 6 měsíci +13

    "Not by might, not by power, but by my spirit saith the Lord" that is the movement of God in this time, that you have exactly right, I encourage you to hold fast to it, relying upon nothing but the miracle working power of the holy spirit, as I see you have done.
    Sister this is a beautiful testimony and I encourage to you continue claiming your part in the glorious work God is unfolding to reach the lost. God bless you and may you continue to grow in Jesus and in the knowledge of Him.

  • @lordisthetruthrepentandrej5494
    @lordisthetruthrepentandrej5494 Před 6 měsíci +11

    Thank God for the Truth! It’s beautiful to know that the God of the Universe cares about me enough to convict me so that i can repent and draw near to Him. He is Greater than we understand.

  • @NatashaShaw-do8ow
    @NatashaShaw-do8ow Před 2 měsíci +7

    I have the exact same problem now as a teenager. Same lustful thoughts and stuff it's so embarrassing and i get depressed and anxiety . I know God will help me too. Pray for me plz

    • @user-hf8yx1vz3w
      @user-hf8yx1vz3w Před měsícem

      Praying for you🫂. Remember to stay in prayer, read the Word of God and fast👏🏽

    • @HealthWyze
      @HealthWyze Před 12 dny

      Having lustful thoughts and urges in the teenage years is completely normal. It's a good sign. The unhealthy thing that you're experiencing is the undeserved shame for being a human being. Your natural feelings are nothing to be ashamed of. God made us this way. We're supposed to be attracted to people, and to someday make babies. This was essentially the first commandment ever; back in Genesis.
      Some churches, especially the Romanist one, constantly twist the Bible to make sex into a sinful thing. Of course it can be sinful, but it's also one of God's greatest gifts to us. The Bible needs to be read in perspective, and understanding it usually means ignoring the priests. They lie. Uncontrolled lust is indeed sinful, but letting it loose with the right person is okay whenever the time is right. It's why marriage exists, and it's one of the most wonderful parts of a marriage. The same sort of religious perversion exists with the topic of alcohol for another example. Drunkenness is sinful, but drinking is not forbidden. So, while many churches falsely proclaim that drinking is a sin, Jesus himself often gave people wine and drank himself. Turning water into wine for a group was one of his miracles. Technically, every communion should be utilizing real wine to properly perform the ceremony of remembrance, as he asked his disciples to. Anyway, back on topic, a sad fact is that many marriages stay forever damaged due to the false teachings of religious organizations, so that a healthy sex life is never possible. Break free from the lies while you are young, and try to find a better (more Christian) church, if yours is like this. You're better off without a church if you can't find one. The good churches won't tell you that sex is always bad, but physically abstaining from sex until marriage is the Christian ideal, or that you should marry anyone you give into the temptation with. I realize that it will probably be impossible for you to follow the ideal considering society now, but it is nevertheless the ideal. It's a good thing for us that Jesus is known to be forgiving.

  • @CoveredEmpress
    @CoveredEmpress Před 12 dny +1

    Praying to be freed from this as well.

  • @hoppingrabbitbeats91
    @hoppingrabbitbeats91 Před rokem +34

    May God richly bless u for your testimony for it has shown our Lord's Jesus Christ glory,praise be.Just days ago I was struggling nd relying on my strength to stop it nd I was wondering if God would ever help(I have struggled with mdd since I was a young child and it taken so much from me).But hearing ur testimony has brought hope in my life.ill surely update u after my deliverance for trust in our Lord nd the Holy spirit's guidance.🙏🙏🙏

    • @IjustloveJesus
      @IjustloveJesus  Před rokem +8

      I am so grateful that my testimony was able to bless you with hope! And I would just like to encourage you that God isn't a Father that sees His children struggling in their sins and leaves them where they are; He is such a good Father that He is dedicated to our freedom, and He is filled with such compassion and empathy! That's why He sent us Jesus!! I love to reflect on the words of Paul. "And I am sure of this, that he who began a good work in you will bring it to completion at the day of Jesus Christ." Philippians 1:6. He will always finish the good work He has started in us. God bless you, my friend!

  • @alario5192
    @alario5192 Před 3 měsíci +7

    This video is incredibly amazing. I don't want to say too much but truly this was delivered to me at the perfect most amazing time. God moves in amazing way. GLORY To GOD. Thank you so much for this video!!!

  • @shannilove2801
    @shannilove2801 Před 6 měsíci +17

    I found out that there was a spirit in my room , specifically the spirit of fear. And to escape it's presence i would daydream for hours before i fall asleep. Please guys read your word and pray that God grants you the holy spirit

    • @BaaraInawa
      @BaaraInawa Před měsícem +1

      Do you have scriptures you recommend?

    • @shannilove2801
      @shannilove2801 Před měsícem +1

      @@BaaraInawa yes Proverbs 3 vs 24

  • @ana_v2
    @ana_v2 Před 5 měsíci +9

    Thank you so much for sharing

  • @ndelwalushaba4931
    @ndelwalushaba4931 Před 2 měsíci +2

    Blessing upon you , thank you for sharing ypur testimony, in the past i was also maladaptive daydreaming, i would rather spend time making up scenarios than be with actual people but also complain that i dont have friends... GOD said focus on the present and in time He has allowed me to dislike maladaptive daydreaming

  • @Heyitsvickkk
    @Heyitsvickkk Před 6 měsíci +1

    Thank you for sharing 💕 God bless you love !

  • @caro_reynolds2005
    @caro_reynolds2005 Před 3 měsíci +3

    I've been a maladaptative daydreamer all my life. And you know what's funny now? Listening to your testimony triggered another fantasy in my brain to stick to my 'routine,' but I immediately caught myself and was like: gotcha! you don't like hearing this, do you?
    I'm starting to become aware that I'm in the midst of a spiritual warfare and that the enemy has been with me since I was a toddler
    If it's not too private and personal for you, I'd like to know what you told God, what prayer or in what way you prayed... I also want Him to set me free 💔

  • @EileenMurphy-gd8xs
    @EileenMurphy-gd8xs Před 6 měsíci +4

    This was so helpful. I’ve been dealing with this for 14 years. Thank you

  • @Maliaa510
    @Maliaa510 Před 4 měsíci +1

    Thank you so much for sharing this. It makes me feel understood and less alone in this.

  • @aseatatthekingstableminist3923
    @aseatatthekingstableminist3923 Před 5 měsíci +2

    Thank you for sharing your testimony and allowing God to use you!

  • @Princess-ci9ho
    @Princess-ci9ho Před 6 měsíci

    I am so happy you post this and I hope u post more let the Lord lead you to do so thank you

  • @b.enshira885
    @b.enshira885 Před 6 měsíci

    Thank you for sharing your testimony🙏🏾 This honestly needs to be talked about more, so thanks for your courage.

  • @Solomon.R
    @Solomon.R Před rokem +15

    God bless you for your courage. I've had a storied life, daydreamed a lot of it away as a coping mechanism since I was young. Only recently did I find God again, but even so I'm not so decided on one prophet over another. When you said "God spoke to me" I laughed. I know how crazy it sounds, but in our worst moments he does give us the answer we need. Even if only barely, and maybe a part of why it comes that way is so we'll keep those words humble with a grain of salt.
    Or maybe I'm just crazy ;)

    • @Solomon.R
      @Solomon.R Před rokem +2

      Also, I thought about it, and go look at Proverbs 17:17.

    • @IjustloveJesus
      @IjustloveJesus  Před rokem +9

      I am so glad that you've found your way back to Jesus, that truly is amazing! And I wouldn't call myself a prophet at all, but I believe that God speaks to all of His children. There are times where we hear Him wrong, but it is a process of learning His voice through fellowship and intimacy with our Creator. In John 10:3-6 it says, "'To him the doorkeeper opens, and the sheep hear his voice; and he calls his own sheep by name and leads them out. And when he brings out his own sheep, he goes before them; and the sheep follow him, for they know his voice. Yet they will by no means follow a stranger, but will flee from him, for they do not know the voice of strangers.' Jesus used this illustration, but they did not understand the things which He spoke to them." The more we spend time with Him, the more that we learn His voice and can be led by the Holy Spirit, and I have to say, it has made God as real as a friend to me. Although I completely agree when you say we should be humble about hearing the voice of God, because a lot of harm can come if we go around saying, "God said this!" when it really wasn't God at all. And be encouraged that there is hope for all addictions and sins through Jesus Christ! The desire of God is that we are all walking free from bondage on this earth! God bless :)

    • @IjustloveJesus
      @IjustloveJesus  Před rokem +5

      Also, I have to admit, I read the verse you gave to me, and I'm not entirely understanding the correlation. I'm sorry! Could you maybe elaborate a little bit?

    • @Solomon.R
      @Solomon.R Před rokem

      @@IjustloveJesus Sorry, that is a bit cryptic, 17:17 is the length of your video, maybe I'm reading into it too much. It seems like a fitting passage for your testimony, which in your coment you kind of repeat with having a fellowship/friendship view of God and/or Christ. If I recall, it was also Jesus's last instruction to his disciples that they were no longer disciples, but Friends of Jesus and to Love one another.
      Not calling you a prophet, lmao. I'm actually saying I'm not a Christian (yet?), but I do believe in the word.
      Thank you for your kind words.

    • @IjustloveJesus
      @IjustloveJesus  Před rokem +1

      Actually, that verse fits perfectly now that you explain it! It's really awesome to hear that you're getting into the Word. I hope to hear that it turns into a beautiful, unforgettable journey with Jesus

  • @FeelTheesynce
    @FeelTheesynce Před 3 měsíci

    THIS IS AMAZINGGGG PRAISE GOD

  • @user-dn5ol6fb7i
    @user-dn5ol6fb7i Před 4 měsíci

    Thank you I’m happy that your have been set free ❤

  • @JustGiveMeJesus51400
    @JustGiveMeJesus51400 Před 6 měsíci

    This testimony is very anointed. Thank you for sharing. ❤

  • @Doa-ye2mb
    @Doa-ye2mb Před 5 měsíci +1

    Peace is with you, praise God.

  • @tonitalks1212
    @tonitalks1212 Před 6 měsíci +4

    Thank you so much for your testimony and being totally honest transparent in the fact that we are a work in progress or process, You are such a light and can deliver many ppl who could not put there finger on their affiliation and stronghold otherwise. If you seek and you shall have find. I feel your struggle and know your pain and shame so keep on, you are brave, Thank U and may God truly Bless!

  • @pageandink
    @pageandink Před 6 měsíci +1

    I just love this video. I love that it’s just hands. I love the softness and vulnerability in the voice. ❤❤❤❤ I love the TRUTH of it

  • @JosephBrownlee-dh9cs
    @JosephBrownlee-dh9cs Před 8 měsíci +8

    May God's grace and peace keep you sister

  • @Tmaria-wn3hc
    @Tmaria-wn3hc Před 5 měsíci

    Thank yo so much for this i have been struggling with this for year and this has just encouraged m and many others too
    Thank you May God bless you and your family

  • @ThandananiMshololo
    @ThandananiMshololo Před 6 měsíci +2

    Thank you sis ,your testimony has helped me so much may the Lord continue to work in you and give you the spirit of boldness so you can proclaim His goodness to the nations ❤

  • @jbmadd7040
    @jbmadd7040 Před 5 měsíci

    Thank you for sharing! Your testimony was soo helpful.

  • @jasmynsjourney6495
    @jasmynsjourney6495 Před 5 měsíci

    Very powerful testimony 🙌🏽

  • @WaitingOnGod
    @WaitingOnGod Před 6 měsíci +8

    Love this. I felt your excitement and made me teary eyed when you were talking about 3:33. 😆 I felt it with you sis! Do not be ashamed. This has blessed me and will bless many.

  • @natashaparker8128
    @natashaparker8128 Před 6 měsíci +1

    Thank you so much for this video . Jesus saves for sure ! Glory to God ❤🔥🥰

  • @estheraiyelabola6933
    @estheraiyelabola6933 Před 5 měsíci

    Thank you so much for this! Although I have childhood trauma which made me do this, I know through prayer and therapy it will get better! ❤️✝️

  • @angeleanadavis20
    @angeleanadavis20 Před 4 měsíci

    This really encouraged me tonight. Thank you very much for sharing this. This touched my heart in such a deep way . Your pure desire for God and his help, it's beautiful ❤️ please make more videos !

  • @sophoniedeliazard8628
    @sophoniedeliazard8628 Před 3 měsíci +3

    I’m really happy the Lord freed you hun. This spirit is soo strong and invasive, but the Lord is stronger. I’m waiting for the Lord to free me as well, and I know he will💙💙

  • @kitty_bear_love_xoxo
    @kitty_bear_love_xoxo Před měsícem +1

    Thank you for putting a name to this , and for sharing your testimony . I've been struggling with this and I'm grateful there's a way out . Praise God!

  • @terrybingwa6506
    @terrybingwa6506 Před 3 měsíci

    Love thisss😌😌thank youu for sharing🙏🏾🙏🏾

  • @rachaelmolene
    @rachaelmolene Před 6 měsíci +4

    God bless you for sharing this. I wish i had this video or something similar when I was 14 lol. I don't daydream that much anymore but I'm a very imaginative person, which is a strength and a weakness because even in my adult age i still struggle to keep myself in my reality and like focus. But asides your testimony about how you overcame maladaptive daydreaming, i'm amazed at how God came through for you at such a young age and also how much freedom God is bringing to so many young people with your testimony (reading the comments got me almost emotional). God is so good. He loves all His children (young and old), He see sus all and He's always creating ways to bring us to complete freedom and liberty. God bless you for this dear. God bless you. ❤

  • @dreamchaser2549
    @dreamchaser2549 Před 25 dny

    Thank you for sharing!!! And being obedient and sharing!!!

  • @JustSooNoraa
    @JustSooNoraa Před 3 měsíci

    Thank you so much for sharing, I thought I was the only one who was struggling with these thoughts…REALLY THANK YOU SOO SOOO MUCH💗 I’m literally crying.

  • @Rosie33Sophia
    @Rosie33Sophia Před 4 měsíci

    You’re amazing and I definitely understand the not showing your face thing. I wouldn’t do that either because I’m a little shy/uncomfortable for anyone near me to know what I do (MD). You’ve done a great thing by sharing this, I truly appreciate you and so does everyone else. Take care and stay connected to Jesus ❤

  • @tastehisgoodness
    @tastehisgoodness Před 8 dny

    Thank you so much sister for uploading this testimony!! You don't have to feel ashamed, for so many Christians so this struggle! But God delivered me too! In fact, God digged deeper and helped me understand the root😢.
    Daydreaming was for me like a form of wanting to control people/situations, and often to my own profit - like being my own god.
    Sometimes, I catch myself beginning to daydream, then by God's grace I stop and move on with the life He has for me!❤😊😊

  • @patriciaerving1071
    @patriciaerving1071 Před 5 měsíci

    Thank you for sharing your testimony. It is freeing to others, and it gives hope that God will help others, too. Don't be scared of ashamed to share your deliverance story. God bless and keep sharing.

  • @me.shyann
    @me.shyann Před 5 měsíci

    Thank you for sharing this with me 🙂😊👏🏾❤️

  • @TeereniK
    @TeereniK Před 6 měsíci

    God bless you!

  • @frutas1145
    @frutas1145 Před 2 měsíci +1

    I know God has a plan for me. I trust Jesus amen.

  • @wehvxnwee
    @wehvxnwee Před 5 měsíci +2

    hey, thank you for sharing ur testimony ✨💜 i dont comment much in social media in general but your testimony really moved me
    I believe God led me into deliverance back at December last year when someone prayed over me.When I was being prayed over, they started pointing out about "the voices in my head" which is a perfect description of my Maladaptive Daydreaming. I NEVER told anyone about it so I was really surprised when they started casting out spirits.
    Over the course of January, God has been leading me to testimonies about how people were set free from Maladaptive Daydreaming (which is surprising since they just started popping up in my feed)
    Hearing such testimonies about it just really encourages me. I feel like this is also one way of God reassuring me about it too-?
    Cuz lately I've been so hurt over the fact my own mentor in Church doesn't understand my struggle with it. My own godly friends don't understand the depth of it either. It felt like my horrible experiences were just invalidated (in still trying to forgive them for it tho)
    Im just really happy to know the fact that im not alone in this struggle of Maladaptive Daydreaming so yeah. I don't feel so alone anymore about it now 💜

  • @Maria87874
    @Maria87874 Před 22 dny

    God bless you ❤

  • @kudzai_mlambo
    @kudzai_mlambo Před 7 dny

    I love it here God. Jeremiah 33:3 Let your cry come to me, and I will give you an answer, and let you see great things and secret things of which you had no knowledge.
    This has been the verse on my mind today ❤

  • @SleepyBoomBox-fn8jj
    @SleepyBoomBox-fn8jj Před 4 měsíci

    Thanks alot. This really helped me❤

  • @HFB180
    @HFB180 Před měsícem

    God bless you❤❤

  • @roses-rhoda
    @roses-rhoda Před 6 měsíci

    Thanks for sharing ❣

  • @JxcqulineS
    @JxcqulineS Před 5 měsíci +1

    Praise God ❤

  • @i_am_gods_child
    @i_am_gods_child Před 21 dnem

    hope everyone watching listens to the end. wonderful what you have shared about how freedom only comes by the blood of Jesus Christ who took on all of our sin and shame and guilt, and the Father’s wrath in our place, and rose again so we are forgiven and set free from sin. Praise the Lord for your testimony and your love for Him and your obedience to Him by putting this video on here. This was so encouraging my sister, that freedom IS possible in Jesus! Lots of love to you and everyone that is reading this!!

  • @jaylove7ful
    @jaylove7ful Před 6 měsíci

    Thanks for sharing...I was going through the same thing.

  • @Goodness101
    @Goodness101 Před 5 měsíci

    Thank you very much ❤

  • @Duda0703Miranda
    @Duda0703Miranda Před 6 měsíci

    Thanks to much that's really help me❤

  • @333god_is_true
    @333god_is_true Před 6 měsíci +5

    Yes he is real. 3:33, 3 is all over his deity truine God just like we are body soul and spirit he is also 3 in one. An egg has three parts, avocado so on he is everywhere

  • @sarahspeed5239
    @sarahspeed5239 Před 6 měsíci

    thank you

  • @soreya22
    @soreya22 Před 10 měsíci +4

    Please post more!!

  • @Light_Kid
    @Light_Kid Před měsícem +1

    I was recommended this video yesterday, but put off watching it until now. I am completely shocked at how much I relate to this- characters and plotlines, whispering their conversations when I was alone, not having any friends in school- well I used to but I think that when I lost them that might have made things worse.
    I've never heard of maladaptive daydreaming... And frankly from the way you describe it, it sounds a lot like what I've done for most of my life. I remember sometime in 3rd grade I was frustrated with myself for not being able to 'live in the moment' and not knowing why.. I experienced a lot of those frustrations when I was younger, especially due to my lack of proper social skills.
    I actually was going to type a really long comment detailing every instance that stands out to me- it's very extensive. But I will just say I'm very confused- I would really want to talk to someone about this who understands.. I have so many questions and concerns. These thoughts happen before I sleep and when I wake up. This has happened for years. Crazy thing is, now that I'm older (same age as you mentioned in the video)- I seem to put myself in a position to where I can daydream more easily- if that makes sense.
    Part that is most confusing to me is that I actually like creating stories and characters, writing and creating art. I know part of it is that it's a gift God has given to me.. But a lot of the more lustful imaginations just completely being me to shame and frustrate me. I know that if I pray before bed they don't show up, but I do forget sometimes, and then it comes back. I haven't dealt with a lot of my problems, really- but I do have an advantage over my younger self- so to speak. I know that God listens to and loves me.. I'm still just so confused. I think a lot of it is fear, too.
    Whenever I had to make a big decision- even it just being to talk to someone (yes that was big to me), I would just completely shut down, and freeze. And then I'd forget about it until it came up again. I genuinely have thought something is very wrong with me because of all this. I don't really know what to do. Drawing these characters brings me joy- and at some point I realized that I didn't want them to get in the way of God- but I still have to figure out how to deal with that. But also to the extent that one of them in particular was visible to me years ago (not like a hand in front of a face, but like in a very strong mental picture) walking around and talking to me- and I would create this- but it was also seemingly real. Kind of scary now that I think about it. I'm not sure if it made a difference compared to then (I don't think I was truly saved then, now I think I might be- I complicate things too much.) But the characters I imagine are pretty different. But I think it still is a problem. I don't know what to do, this actually scares me.

    • @tastehisgoodness
      @tastehisgoodness Před 8 dny +1

      Woah thank you for sharing this! It reminds me a lot of my younger self! Do you have at least a church that you regularly attend? Or a Christian community, so that they can pray for you too? 😊

  • @tarirotagar
    @tarirotagar Před 5 měsíci +1

    Thank you for sharing your testimony. I feel encouraged and increased in faith that I too will be delivered in the name of Jesus.

  • @urikavikunua5616
    @urikavikunua5616 Před 5 měsíci +1

    How come you only have one video? Please put out more content ❤

  • @preciousangelica4095
    @preciousangelica4095 Před 5 měsíci +2

    Thank you so much for sharing this! It's not an accident this stumbled in my feed, it really opened my eyes. God spoke me through your testimony. I realized that I'm also going through this. Please pray for me. God will deliver me. I rebuke all these thoughts in the name of JESUS!

  • @susanmo3137
    @susanmo3137 Před 4 měsíci

    😮😮 oh my God my lord Jesus help me. I didn't know and have been going through this since I was a child and now ..now in THIS moment I realized this is thee main cause of my increased tardiness to work. I get to work at noon instead of 8am it got like this when I experienced heartbreak last June and I thought I was depressed which I was but the daydreaming increased and my zeal to work and live decreased greatly. I'm stuck in my head a lot. I thought daydreaming was my only way to have sunshine in my life and staying positive so I talk to myself a lot. I still don't think it's bad but now I see today that it has been a drug to me. I am sorry God and I really really need help. I've been feeling lost and not knowing what is wrong with me and how to fix me and now I see this video and recognize that this behavior is one of the reasons for my work ethics taking a horrible dive. I ask you God for healing from this and help me to live in the present moment. Amen

  • @lone-welf
    @lone-welf Před 4 dny

    i also need your sweater.

  • @Dulcee3_
    @Dulcee3_ Před 5 měsíci

    ❤❤✝️

  • @cameronelliott9709
    @cameronelliott9709 Před 25 dny

    Happy for you to find help young. God hates my guts since 1977, god knows why (pun intended). I figured I’m just a prototype he made which early on he knew wouldn’t work out.

  • @openlybookish
    @openlybookish Před měsícem +1

    I wonder if this is what I've been doing for years. 🥺 Like being partially present if that makes sense.

  • @yourlifereimaginedwithJacob
    @yourlifereimaginedwithJacob Před 5 měsíci

    😊

  • @silindiledlamini9468
    @silindiledlamini9468 Před měsícem +3

    I pray that God would complitly deliver me as well in Jesus mighty name

  • @tfhrs
    @tfhrs Před 6 měsíci +1

    Im glad god helped you!! He never helped me though so i I stopped believing it exists

    • @armani.5055
      @armani.5055 Před 6 měsíci +13

      u waking up everyday is him helping u!!! he loves u so much and if draw near to him he’ll draw near to u

    • @tfhrs
      @tfhrs Před 6 měsíci

      @@armani.5055 no it's not and as I said drawing near him didn't work

    • @creativechristiancontent
      @creativechristiancontent Před 6 měsíci

      Did you try fasting sometimes theses a block and fasting can quiet the soul and allow the spirit to take centre stage

    • @tfhrs
      @tfhrs Před 6 měsíci +1

      @@creativechristiancontent you missed the point of the comment I think you should read it again

    • @estheraiyelabola6933
      @estheraiyelabola6933 Před 5 měsíci +2

      So sorry that you feel that way. There are many techniques online that can help with maladaptive daydreaming as well as therapy! God still loves you and sees you! Try reading the Bible for guidance! Maladaptive daydreaming could stem from unresolved childhood trauma. Again as a Christian I am trying to focus on God more and I am also using many therapy if techniques I have seen from psychologists which has been helping me gradually! I pray that things work out for you! God bless you! ❤️✝️

  • @lone-welf
    @lone-welf Před 4 dny

    you may want to look up the meaning of 3AM.
    3 can also represent the holy trinity
    but isn't always a good sign.
    glad things are looking positive for you tho.

  • @TMCT2
    @TMCT2 Před 5 měsíci

    What type of fast was it? A water fast?

  • @Heritagemissionary
    @Heritagemissionary Před 3 měsíci

    How do I know which method God is telling me to do , it’s hard

  • @openlybookish
    @openlybookish Před měsícem

    Also isn't this kind of day dreaming a coping mechanism?

  • @rosezplays1806
    @rosezplays1806 Před 2 měsíci

    Amen sister you are free in His Name.❤

  • @AbenathiGeorge-ik7qf
    @AbenathiGeorge-ik7qf Před rokem

    How do I contact you I wanna ask you questions please 😭😭😭😭

    • @IjustloveJesus
      @IjustloveJesus  Před rokem +1

      Of course! You can email me at iputintoomucheffort@gmail.com
      I'd be happy to answer any questions you've got :)

    • @goodnewsforyou4156
      @goodnewsforyou4156 Před 11 měsíci

      Thank you so much for your testimony, I resonated a lot with this! would it be okay if I could email you also and ask some questions about how to overcome this? or would you prefer on YT? thank you!

    • @IjustloveJesus
      @IjustloveJesus  Před 10 měsíci +1

      @@goodnewsforyou4156 sure, you can send me an email at the address above! I will try to respond when I can! :)

    • @goodnewsforyou4156
      @goodnewsforyou4156 Před 10 měsíci

      thank you for your kindness!

    • @eloisemartinez5301
      @eloisemartinez5301 Před 6 měsíci

      Would it be okay to email you as well

  • @Aishwarya_0310
    @Aishwarya_0310 Před 2 měsíci +1

    God bless you for your courage to speak about this. What an awesome testimony. So much of it resonated with me so specifically, I was defintely meant to see this video today! May you continue to use your voice & make more videos like this. Amen🤍

  • @luisrosario738
    @luisrosario738 Před 2 měsíci

    Do you have a Instagram

  • @sugarfly456
    @sugarfly456 Před 5 měsíci

    I worry about the same thing you did. My mother cooks every day and I don't want them finding out. 😂 So this video being recommended to me is just so amazing and funny to me because our experience is similar and I had just got done praying to God to help me with the sin 🫣 I can't imagine what life would be like without mld because I've had it since I was a child. It kindof destroyed my academics I could never study in peace. You did good by sharing your testimony.

  • @tates.faithh
    @tates.faithh Před 4 měsíci

    This is so beautiful and inspiring thank you for your testimony it's helping so many people 🥹🥹❤❤