Bella Poarch - Living Hell (Official Music Video)

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  • čas přidán 10. 08. 2022
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    CREDITS:
    Director - Andrew Donoho
    Creative Director - Sub Urban
    Production Company - Obsidian
    Executive Producer - Doug Klinger
    Head of Production - Anna Heinrich
    Producer: Jami Arceo
    Producer: Paul Young Lee
    Director’s Rep - Doug Klinger at Reprobates
    Production Manager - Kelsey Anderson
    Director of Photography - Julian Kapadia
    1st Assistant Director - Mike Estrella
    2nd Assistant Director - Benjamin Salvador
    1st AC - Jacob Perry
    2nd AC - Jake Dugger
    Ronin Op - Adam Hull
    Gaffer - Justin Garcia
    BBE - Harper Thomas
    Electric - Zach Stilwel
    Electric - Yoann Cifuentes
    Key Grip - Jon Coyne
    BBG - Natalie Coyne
    Grip - Anthony Santos
    Grip - Johnathan La
    Driver - Austin Murillo
    Production Designer - Wesley Goodrich
    Art Director - Carter McNeil
    Choreographer and Movement Coach - Monika Felice Smith
    Stunts - Tony Snegoff
    Artist SFX Makeup - Sasha Glasser
    Artist SFX Makeup Assistants - Malina Stearns & Hannah Starke
    Artist Wardrobe Stylist - Aquiles
    Artist Hair - Donovan Domingo
    Artist Makeup - Jose Corella
    Artist MGMT - Danny Kang, Aryan Mahyar, Gabriella Pulley & Francisco Montiel
    Young Bella - Kendall Nguyen
    Post Producers - Nazeli Kodjoian and Maria Rinaldi at Sunset Post
    Editors - Andre Jones at Sunset Post
    Color - Matt Osborne at Company 3
    Color Grade Producer - Dan Butler
    VFX Supervisor - Andrew Donoho
    VFX Producer - Denhov Visuals
    Additional Roto & Paint - Vitaly Verloff
    Beauty - Sunset Post
    Label Commissioner - Norman Wonderly & Devin Sarno
    Special thanks to Cash App for helping make this all possible! 💚
    LYRICS:
    [Verse 1]
    You know I don't believe in ghosts Or letting people close
    I'm good at letting go
    You kiss my lips until they're colder Think you're in control but
    But I should let you know
    [Pre-Chorus]
    Well, the good guys don't always get the glory
    Can't you see the warning signs?
    [Chorus]
    I can make your life a living hell if I wanted to (Wanted to)
    Wish this was a love you never felt and you know it's true (Know it's true)
    Love me, love me
    Trust me with that heart of yours
    Feels so heavy
    Lying on the bedroom floor
    I can make your life a livin' hell if I wanted to (Wanted to)
    [Verse 2]
    Chew you up and spit you out
    And still you come around
    So I can watch you drown
    Hate when you tell me that you'll wait
    Like you think that I could change
    When I've always been this way
    [Pre-Chorus]
    Well, the good guys don't always get the glory
    Can't you see the warning signs?
    [Chorus]
    I can make your life a living hell if I wanted to (Wanted to)
    Wish this was a love you never felt and you know it's true (Know it's true)
    Love me, love me
    Trust me with that heart of yours
    Feels so heavy
    Lying on the bedroom floor
    I can make your life a livin' hell if I wanted to (Wanted to)
    [Bridge]
    I'm haunted by the words you say
    When I can’t say that I feel the same
    Admit you’ll always be alone
    And baby you should know
    I’m only gonna ghost
    [Chorus]
    I can make your life a living hell if I wanted to (Wanted to)
    Wish this was a love you never felt and you know it's true (Know it's true)
    Love me, love me
    Trust me with that heart of yours
    Feels so heavy
    Lying on the bedroom floor
    I can make your life a livin' hell if I wanted to (Wanted to)
    #BellaPoarch #LivingHell #DollsEP
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Komentáře • 26K

  • @bellapoarch
    @bellapoarch  Před rokem +215921

    Living Hell is a story about my childhood. It’s a story about how I struggled growing up inside a real-life living hell in a tiny room in the Philippines. My whole life, I’ve been trying to escape my childhood trauma, my living hell, and no matter how much therapy I do, no matter how much medicine I take, and no matter how far I try to run away…it always comes back to haunt me. The music video is inspired by my childhood room. My room was yellow and had a lock on the outside. Yellow because it was a color I was forced to like growing up. It was my parents way of letting me know that they have the power in the house. And a lock on the outside because my parents wanted to make sure that I didn’t escape when I was in there. It was really hard for me to relive this while shooting the music video. I really want to talk to you more about it when I’m ready. Sorry for the essay the reason I’m writing this because I want all of you who are reading this and all of you who have supported me along this journey to understand that I love you more than you know. You guys are my escape. You guys are why I wake up everyday. You guys are the reason that I’m able to break free from this mess and in my darkest times, understand that things are going to be okay. I truly can’t thank you enough and I want you to know that I’m here for you the same way that you’re here for me. To anyone who is also going through their own living hell, you will escape and I'll be right there by your side. This one's for you💛

  • @bellapoarch
    @bellapoarch  Před rokem +8325

    If you're reading this, drop your country's flag in the comments🇵🇭 I want to know where everyone's from!!

  • @user-bi6mo5oi7m
    @user-bi6mo5oi7m Před 2 měsíci +153

    Hi Bella, In 2023, I was suffering from a blood infection, and at that time, my grandfather had passed away. I was unable to recover myself for 6 months, but within my recovery time, my girlfriend cheated on me, and I was having serious mental health issues. But I used to listen to your songs, and this song is just like antibiotics. Thank you so much for making beautiful songs.❤❤❤

  • @TAELEND7
    @TAELEND7 Před měsícem +69

    It's April 2024 and legends still listening to this masterpiece.

  • @hannashbelledelosreyes6065
    @hannashbelledelosreyes6065 Před rokem +4716

    This made me feel chills. A toxic household is so common in the Philippines. This is our battle and let's win it. Thank you Bella you are such a beautiful kind soul. You deserved a better family, were your family

    • @estenne8061
      @estenne8061 Před rokem +189

      It is sad to know that having a toxic household is common or considered normal in the Philippines. I hope that would change because any child does not deserve that crap.

    • @Sweetieee
      @Sweetieee Před rokem +86

      It really is. My type is Filipinos & every guy I’ve met is a party animal drug/ alcohol taker that’s sleeping around still when they’re pushing 30 & all have family trauma of some kind. I wonder why there’s so much generational trauma but I hope this generation ends it

    • @Guanlezg0
      @Guanlezg0 Před rokem +3

      @@themore-you-know theres more in life about being a mother and being a wife she sings about cuz men take advantage of women

    • @Guanlezg0
      @Guanlezg0 Před rokem +45

      @@themore-you-know geez i feel like youre whole personality is having a male partner

    • @Guanlezg0
      @Guanlezg0 Před rokem +52

      @@themore-you-know she hasn’t “taken responsibility” cuz she did nothing wrong

  • @jarred9809
    @jarred9809 Před rokem +4087

    How sad that yellow symbolizes happiness and yet for Bella it's something traumatic, you're such a brave girl Bella, I admire you for that aside from being an artist. You'll found your peace and healing soon, keep moving forward! You got it girl

    • @realgoodman69
      @realgoodman69 Před rokem +30

      @DON'T stop commenting this on every comment if we cared you would have subscribers

    • @kavya71954
      @kavya71954 Před rokem +52

      yellow also sometimes symbolizes madness.

    • @banana-ichirama-souda1778
      @banana-ichirama-souda1778 Před rokem +7

      @@musiqlover961 the backrooms?

    • @llawliet8279
      @llawliet8279 Před rokem +24

      Lurking in the background is the dark side of yellow: cowardice, betrayal, egoism, and madness. I think this is her what she means.

    • @banana-ichirama-souda1778
      @banana-ichirama-souda1778 Před rokem +3

      I was kidding💀

  • @MittensEditz
    @MittensEditz Před 14 dny +13

    0:57 omg I’m so obsessed with this part 😮

  • @jastmin21
    @jastmin21 Před 5 měsíci +40

    I too am still living in constant pain, but I am learning to live with it. Hurting made me understand that I AM alive, and you Bella, has inspired me to become better than those who have hurt me. Thank you, sincerely💛

  • @FavoriteBookBoys
    @FavoriteBookBoys Před rokem +2248

    2:43 I love how here it's almost as if her child self is mocking her for how she can't break out of her trauma and how herself is like a trick mirror were one side of her is how she tries to live and the other side is the trauma she faced as child growing up that will always be lingering.

    • @_.blackb1rd._
      @_.blackb1rd._ Před rokem +109

      I noticed that later on she is wearing the dress that suffocated her at the beginning of the video!

  • @niles8102
    @niles8102 Před rokem +3966

    I'm a metal head but damn she has some amazing songs and this one cuts deep.
    One of the few popstars whose music I can appreciate! I hope she goes far.

  • @angelmation436
    @angelmation436 Před 4 měsíci +20

    I also have to deal with mountains of childhood trauma and its weirdly warming to see people who understand. Id like to thank you for reaching out and being a voice for us♥️💛

  • @zzdoggie
    @zzdoggie Před měsícem +3

    Omg I am coming back to this song now and I did not realize before how amazing this is

  • @karljohnvillarias3371
    @karljohnvillarias3371 Před rokem +8550

    She's not only a tiktok star. She's a legit lyricist and singer ♥️

  • @Lala-ic2wf
    @Lala-ic2wf Před rokem +4178

    didn’t expect much coming into this tbh. just thought she would be another tiktoker trying to make a music career. but wow, she blew me away. what an amazingly written song, amazing production, those vocals in the chorus, the mv aesthetics. everything was so great. i can tell she genuinely cares about what she’s doing and has that artistry. i’ll def be checking out her future projects.

    • @robinskull
      @robinskull Před rokem +5

      MY SONGS ARE WAY BETTER THAN BELLA POARCH

    • @balladofahomeschooledboy0514
      @balladofahomeschooledboy0514 Před rokem +206

      @@robinskull oh yeah is that why no one has ever heard of you before?

    • @lilmunchblgoddess5884
      @lilmunchblgoddess5884 Před rokem +86

      + the meaning of her songs are painful 😭😭

    • @Mr.XShun.
      @Mr.XShun. Před rokem +33

      So perfectly said. ✊🏽🙌🏽

    • @miwo4984
      @miwo4984 Před rokem +74

      Idk about tiktokers but its kinda weird how people make assumptions about someone they know nothing about then act surprised, etc. I guess this is just how the world works 🤣

  • @user-lm7kt2nd7d
    @user-lm7kt2nd7d Před 13 dny +4

    I love this song it's my literal childhood at least someone understands how we feel thank you bella ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

  • @arabellaaspen2713
    @arabellaaspen2713 Před měsícem +72

    Bella Poarch dun went off 2 da next level like fr fr 💖 a u t h e n t I c v i e w s 💖 is what got them HUGE!

  • @mayisabela8234
    @mayisabela8234 Před rokem +788

    So far all her songs are so damn well produced. So catchy, and addicting. Then there's the impressive storyline on all her mv connected to each other

    • @Bri-eb5bn
      @Bri-eb5bn Před rokem +4

      So good!!❤️

    • @nobodygutsme
      @nobodygutsme Před rokem +9

      its giving me pop melanie martinez

    • @cipz7124
      @cipz7124 Před rokem +2

      Yes they are

    • @robinskull
      @robinskull Před rokem

      MY SONGS ARE WAY BETTER THAN BELLA POARCH

    • @Pelusa_nefasta
      @Pelusa_nefasta Před rokem +3

      @@robinskull obviouslly, and i am a mars mermaid whos married with batgirl

  • @uzumakiasmr1273
    @uzumakiasmr1273 Před rokem +2656

    the fact that you made yourself this vulnerable to your audience knowing that they (**cough, cough** “family”) will potentially watch this, is so admirable and badass. i am proud of you bella and yes we are here to support you 100%.

  • @mohamedfakoorbooso1970
    @mohamedfakoorbooso1970 Před měsícem +1

    The music & her voice OMG it's so gorgeous 😍 I'm obsessed with this song 🔥💯

  • @bucky4195
    @bucky4195 Před 23 dny +3

    this song just randomly came back to me cuz i listened to it for the entirety of 2023

  • @HeylinPrincess666
    @HeylinPrincess666 Před rokem +1291

    If there’s one way to viscerally communicate the idea of parental/guardian trauma it’s the line “I can make your life a living hell if I wanted to”. Anyone who has been there knows the fear that instills, whether it’s been outright said or just implied. Thank you, Bella. This evoked an emotion I’d been failing to articulate.

    • @e.g.4218
      @e.g.4218 Před rokem +27

      “I can do anything i want to to you cause you’re just my daughter” will forever haunt me :)

    • @TommyhillTrigga23
      @TommyhillTrigga23 Před rokem

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    • @jadesmoben9270
      @jadesmoben9270 Před rokem +8

      She is so emotionally and artistically intelligent but people seriously overlook it

    • @mummaP19
      @mummaP19 Před rokem +6

      My mother used to scare the absolute crap out of me. One day I was at my sisters (her and my mother had stopped talking). I'd been there all morning and I get a phone call off my mother. "Come home now". My sister saw me face and said she doesn't envy me that walk home. I'd be walking along panicking, wondering what I could have possibly done wrong. All I had done was dare to spend time with my sister. My mother never needed to say that line "I can make your life a living hell". She had a way of making you feel it. Took me a long time to find the strength to leave that situation and I've had to deal with alot of issues for a long time. Now I'm a mother myself and I constantly panic that I'll make the same mistakes that my mother did. It's a struggle. But this song hits me deep and so does Bella's story. I don't follow her on tiktok (I don't even have it, it's not for me), but I love her music and she's just cute as a button.

    • @seedplanter7173
      @seedplanter7173 Před rokem

      The Satanic agenda is where you all reside unknowingly..

  • @Aaron-jf2oc
    @Aaron-jf2oc Před měsícem +4

    My heart breaks for her she's been through so much I'm really proud that she does what she loves to do and can make songs about her experiences and open up and by doing that she's helping other People who have also had traumatic experiences in there lives

  • @user-eu2xd9ew2o
    @user-eu2xd9ew2o Před 4 měsíci +1

    Omg bella poarch i finally found someone who understand me U are so strong to come with this out loud .this song helpp me so much thank you and as you say we will always be there for you we love you❤❤❤

  • @sephwastaken
    @sephwastaken Před rokem +306

    The lyrics in the bridge really comes from her experiences as a kid. The young Bella deserves all the love and we know she didn't deserve that treatment before. 🙁

  • @rehaamqaiser456
    @rehaamqaiser456 Před rokem +1321

    The lyrics are angry but her voice is calm and soothing. She's amazing! And the fact that she went from having a traumatic past to being this successful is such a motivation for people. Bella is such a good role model. She shows people that no matter where you're from, you can still manage to make it big. Her music is so satisfying to listen to as well. She has such a soothing voice. Love you Bella

    • @weyadoe
      @weyadoe Před rokem +1

      Frrrr

    • @JyunJyunie.00
      @JyunJyunie.00 Před rokem +33

      Her voice sounds sad and lonely, maybe a representation of what she felt during her childhood. It's pretty sad.

    • @Bri-eb5bn
      @Bri-eb5bn Před rokem +11

      I noticed she wore the blouse that choked her at the beginning.. I wonder what that meant 💔

    • @lilliewest1887
      @lilliewest1887 Před rokem +2

      she also sings in a horrory way i dont know how to explain but its just so unique to me, but yall check out ”living hell thnked remix” its such an good edit/remix of this song!

    • @rizzyree5841
      @rizzyree5841 Před rokem +6

      @@Bri-eb5bn maybe its a sign that she was forced to wear it? She was choked and forced out of her room to bathe in yellow goop, I think thats what it means..?

  • @AmandaSunet-xd8if
    @AmandaSunet-xd8if Před 27 dny +2

    Big fan of you Bella I had no idea you been through this

  • @user-sr7mr1ch5f
    @user-sr7mr1ch5f Před 15 dny +4

    Who is watching on Saturday ❤

  • @peppapigwantstoknowyourloc5830

    Can we just talk about the message of the song? I love how Bella is trying to convey such a deep meaning through her music. That is what makes me respect her, the way we can connect and relate through her music. She’s not gonna stop anytime soon, all her songs are amazing

  • @KyleCabalitasan
    @KyleCabalitasan Před rokem +869

    The message in this song and the music video is so powerful. We’ve all had childhood traumas and Bella is showing how vulnerable she is through her music. But as a fellow musician, it is therapy in a different form. Love the song and love the message!

    • @MbitaChizi
      @MbitaChizi Před rokem

      Ok dont read my name 😑.

    • @Bri-eb5bn
      @Bri-eb5bn Před rokem +1

      Yesss ❤️

    • @robinskull
      @robinskull Před rokem

      MY SONGS ARE WAY BETTER THAN BELLA POARCH

    • @lilmunchblgoddess5884
      @lilmunchblgoddess5884 Před rokem +5

      @@robinskull then who are you? I saw your comment on Bella's mv and it sounds like u love it...lolol

    • @LittleTea62
      @LittleTea62 Před rokem +1

      @@robinskull I had a look, and bro, your beats are like when xqc tried to make one for the first time. hahaha

  • @nadeemahmed-fu2yd
    @nadeemahmed-fu2yd Před 5 měsíci +4

    She is so talented beautiful good artist she has beautiful Voice!!
    When she said:"I can make your life living hell"WoW really Love this line My favourite line ever✨✨

  • @user-en4bt6ul2e
    @user-en4bt6ul2e Před 13 dny +4

    Don't worry bella I love your song's and just now we're here to support you
    And love the song btw❤

  • @wjkae
    @wjkae Před rokem +686

    This is my favourite song from you yet. The funny thing is, nothing I owned growing up was yellow, because I made sure my “family” never knew I loved it. I’d make up a different favourite color every few years in a cycle, because yellow would have been just another tool to control me. Since moving out, almost everything I own is yellow. Freedom. This video is a beautiful expression of a painful childhood, an inverted mirror. Thank-you so much for this song. 💛

    • @tiktokblu.
      @tiktokblu. Před rokem +2

      Tiktok will go crazy

    • @underwrldproductions
      @underwrldproductions Před rokem

      Don’t read my name 🤠 .

    • @Chaddd_d
      @Chaddd_d Před rokem

      @@underwrldproductions alr

    • @vitalisokekegwu7104
      @vitalisokekegwu7104 Před rokem +6

      I love the way you express urself am just treated the same way u are ... never given the opportunity to express my self always been locked from reality and treated like a second hand doll my great passion for music 🎶 was been discouraged by some family friends and parents but now my mom is dead I felt same way for music.. the only thing is for someone to help me prove them that there all wrong

    • @rich2583
      @rich2583 Před rokem

      Wow the victimhood is strong here. What a bs story.

  • @letizialorusso1950
    @letizialorusso1950 Před rokem +2067

    And people still dare to say she's not talented, not hard-working or not deserving... I sensed this girl had it in her since the start, she's been killing it and the message of this song is amazing, we don't realise how hard it is to make these kind of projects that have to do with childhood trauma, but she did it and did an amazing job 👏🏻

    • @AldeMaestro_22
      @AldeMaestro_22 Před rokem +28

      Let's all be realistic here she did not get famous for her talents, she got famous for moving her face on tiktok... that's what people mean when they talk about her

    • @peipei7287
      @peipei7287 Před rokem +70

      @@AldeMaestro_22 true, but yet they all blamed her for getting famous doing faces when they were the one gave her views 🤷🏻‍♀️

    • @IMPEBOIII
      @IMPEBOIII Před rokem

      It’s not a good song ppl are gonna give her criticism for it it just dosent hit

    • @peipei7287
      @peipei7287 Před rokem +36

      @@IMPEBOIII huh? R u trying to say this song sucks? Fym bro, this song has the deep meaning. Well maybe ppl like u cant relate to it but u cant just say like that. Her songs r literally mostly about her traumatic past.

    • @fanboy3175
      @fanboy3175 Před rokem +6

      @@peipei7287 agree

  • @user-kb9cd8gc4b
    @user-kb9cd8gc4b Před 14 dny +4

    Gracias Bella te amamos y de seguro tus padres están orgullosos y quieren que te cuides y te desean lo mejor😢

  • @zarina-._.
    @zarina-._. Před 2 měsíci +1

    This is like, the best videoclib what i ever see. It give me a.. idk, its so good!! ✨️

  • @loves6368
    @loves6368 Před rokem +303

    The fact that Bella is brave enough to share her trauma, let alone put it into MUSIC is a big deal in itself. She deserves all the love she gets and more.

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    • @bw4life704
      @bw4life704 Před rokem

      THIS IS TRASH MY CONTENT IS BETTER!!!

    • @assassinate6638
      @assassinate6638 Před rokem +9

      I can relate to her

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  • @chrris10_productions62
    @chrris10_productions62 Před rokem +1892

    Tiktok aside and how she got famous aside , Bella is one of those tiktokers that makes music that is actually talented . Every song that she has dropped has been nothing but amazing while in the process shows her growth . I’m not even a fan of her content on tiktok but I’m able to recognize that Bella music career is off to a great start.

    • @AngelPerez-by1lx
      @AngelPerez-by1lx Před rokem +11

      Agreed

    • @Paquetteism
      @Paquetteism Před rokem +11

      It's the same beat like everybody else with the falsetto singing. What are you talking about? There is nothing unique here. 😂😂😂😂

    • @johnnylego807
      @johnnylego807 Před rokem +4

      Nothing unique here, another cash grab, she’s not even writing the songs 😂😂💀 Shes got a whole team for everything including her lyrics, she’s got multiple ghost writers.

    • @angster4267
      @angster4267 Před rokem +3

      I disagreed with your comment the moment you wrote that she makes “music that is actually talented”

    • @chrris10_productions62
      @chrris10_productions62 Před rokem +20

      @@Paquetteism I didn’t say anything abt her music being “unique” I said she shown growth in what she’s releasing with vocals and visuals .

  • @SageThePuppy
    @SageThePuppy Před 4 měsíci +3

    Bella I love ur music! Keep on writing, u got a talent! ❤

  • @Vitdangyeu
    @Vitdangyeu Před 2 měsíci +4

    I feel so sorry for her, but now she has her own free life doing what she loves, which is wonderful.

  • @kettyspikes
    @kettyspikes Před rokem +1417

    Her vocals are getting better and better. The melody and the production is just sick. The main verse feels very Bollywoody and I'm here for it. This is gonna be on repeat for me this week

  • @Ellie-bd4qu
    @Ellie-bd4qu Před rokem +1068

    Her story is so inspiring. I wasn't a fan but now I'm in love with her songs. Channeling fear into talent is the hardest, but shes done it.
    Edit : tysm for the likes! Im having the song on repeat😶

    • @lezliwelge9626
      @lezliwelge9626 Před rokem

      Damn you thought you'd just write a book on here instead of on paper and turn it into a published book about your life in a living hell?

    • @YeeHaww
      @YeeHaww Před rokem

      @@lezliwelge9626 what ?

    • @mamatwix
      @mamatwix Před rokem

      @@lezliwelge9626 I think more people would read it here than a book-
      plus, this music vid is based on it

    • @johnnylego807
      @johnnylego807 Před rokem

      1k likes but only 8 comments? 😂 Goofy Ahh music industry. This whole video is filled with bot comments 🤖

    • @youtube_chaplain
      @youtube_chaplain Před rokem

      ATTENTION!!! Hell is real!!!! Your soul is the "real you". When your body dies, your soul will continue to live forever, in Heaven or in Hell. We can not hide our sins from God. Jesus Christ loves you and He died for your sins. If you will REPENT of your sins and put your faith in Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior and believe in the gospel, you will be saved and your name will be written into the Book of Life.
      Revelation 20:15 Anyone whose name was not found written in the book of life was thrown into the lake of fire.
      "Confession Prayer" (Repeat Aloud)
      Father God, I come to you, to confess that I am a sinner. I have done some things in my life that I am not proud of and I repent of my sins. I believe that Jesus died on the cross for my sins and that He arose from the grave and that He is alive today. I ask that you forgive me of my sins. I confess with my mouth, that Jesus Christ is my Lord and Savior. AMEN...

  • @Cantbeerased7893
    @Cantbeerased7893 Před měsícem +1

    This is my comfort song. Thank you 😢

  • @JohnFrancisAlcera
    @JohnFrancisAlcera Před 13 dny +2

    Masterpiece 🔝🔛

  • @MoonliteIce
    @MoonliteIce Před rokem +407

    The visuals, the lyrics, the vocals, everything…I can’t tear my eyes away from this. Bella is such a star. I can’t wait to see where the future takes her.

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    • @crystalrivera8250
      @crystalrivera8250 Před rokem

      Me too! Its too good

    • @youtube_chaplain
      @youtube_chaplain Před rokem

      ATTENTION!!! Hell is real!!!! Your soul is the "real you". When your body dies, your soul will continue to live forever, in Heaven or in Hell. We can not hide our sins from God. Jesus Christ loves you and He died for your sins. If you will REPENT of your sins and put your faith in Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior and believe in the gospel, you will be saved and your name will be written into the Book of Life.
      Revelation 20:15 Anyone whose name was not found written in the book of life was thrown into the lake of fire.
      "Confession Prayer" (Repeat Aloud)
      Father God, I come to you, to confess that I am a sinner. I have done some things in my life that I am not proud of and I repent of my sins. I believe that Jesus died on the cross for my sins and that He arose from the grave and that He is alive today. I ask that you forgive me of my sins. I confess with my mouth, that Jesus Christ is my Lord and Savior. AMEN...

  • @fatherplatypus2316
    @fatherplatypus2316 Před rokem +1240

    I always appreciate people who express themselves through art, like this one. The anger, rhe sadness, every emotion was able to be poured out into something amazing, and i can see and feel it in this video

  • @crazyfriendgroup
    @crazyfriendgroup Před 4 měsíci +13

    bella just remember that so much people love you for who you are. u never deserved whatever you went through. no one should be able to tell you what you should like and dislike. you are yourself and you are amazing. your music is extremely beautiful and especially your music videos, they are very creative and i love that about your music. love you bella xoxo

  • @jeremysanderson9673
    @jeremysanderson9673 Před měsícem +1

    Such immense talent and beauty in such a tiny girl. You’re the real deal Bella. Keep making music. This is high art!

  • @panget3566
    @panget3566 Před rokem +82

    As someone who experienced feeling locked up, was locked up in a small room, and was under the household of abusive people, this song really made me cry. It's hard to express and open up so i can't really describe how amazed I am that Bella wrote her past trauma into a song. You're so strong, we fcking love you

  • @ZombieSazza
    @ZombieSazza Před rokem +438

    As a survivor of a violent childhood, this song resonates with me deeply. So proud of you Bella, you’ve created a masterpiece

    • @lyannawinter405
      @lyannawinter405 Před rokem +11

      I hope you feel loved and valid until the end your days and I'm proud of you that you made it so far.

    • @Bri-eb5bn
      @Bri-eb5bn Před rokem +7

      I wish you all the best! I noticed she wore the blouse that choked her at the beginning.. I wonder what that meant 💔

    • @lilliewest1887
      @lilliewest1887 Před rokem +2

      i wish you all the best and you are a strong individual for going through it

    • @legendyt1715
      @legendyt1715 Před rokem

      @@lyannawinter405 .

    • @larrybird992525
      @larrybird992525 Před rokem

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  • @titlichoudhury07
    @titlichoudhury07 Před měsícem +3

    I am from India 🇮🇳 I love this song so much, this song is so mistirious 🙃

  • @MickRemington
    @MickRemington Před 8 dny

    I love the total creative force behind this video, the music, visuals all of it! refreshing in a world lacking in such things

  • @seraphicchic8829
    @seraphicchic8829 Před rokem +451

    I've suffered from childhood traumas and the lyrics and music video show so much meaning for me🙏🏼 🥺 Thank you, you're my inspiration! Love you Bella💖

    • @robinskull
      @robinskull Před rokem

      @BeIIa Paorch Vevo 🅥 MY SONGS ARE WAY BETTER THAN BELLA POARCH

    • @Bri-eb5bn
      @Bri-eb5bn Před rokem +2

      ❤️❤️❤️

    • @khiandaniel5760
      @khiandaniel5760 Před rokem

      @BeIIa Paorch Vevo 🅥 bruh fake

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      @forzir Před rokem

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    • @mikucrafts107
      @mikucrafts107 Před 4 měsíci

      She gave you a heart 😮

  • @meixizou86
    @meixizou86 Před rokem +4101

    Bella Poarch deserves the rise to fame. She's pretty talented. I'm hoping her career will soar further. She's literally living like Cinderella.

  • @Forus_V
    @Forus_V Před 3 měsíci +2

    *I loved the way she changed yellow colour from trauma to a sign of power!! Love you Bella and we all gonna support you forever ❤*

  • @Taekookforever7206
    @Taekookforever7206 Před 5 měsíci +1

    My friends and me are addicted to this song❤

  • @Anastasia-ex6sv
    @Anastasia-ex6sv Před rokem +2982

    This song has left an impression on me. Knowing a bit of the backstory behind the lyrics makes them so much more important and meaningful. The music tells a story, and so do the visuals. I imagine it was difficult to put your memories and thoughts into this song and video. Even so, what you created is amazing. Thank you for sharing this music with us!

    • @urfat14791
      @urfat14791 Před rokem +6

    • @adieldesira99
      @adieldesira99 Před rokem

      Nmtsfg

    • @rrrrauf
      @rrrrauf Před rokem +7

      💋

    • @rosalia2940
      @rosalia2940 Před rokem +1

      True love = the love of God!
      *God himself went to the cross for you out of love for you as a human being*
      Philippians 2:5-8

    • @user-rj5gw8mc9o
      @user-rj5gw8mc9o Před rokem

      @@jaafernasri2845 ошащнщнщ👍🐷🐂🖕🤝😚🤤😙😉🤲🏿🖖🏾🤏🏾💅🏼👏🏿🤜🏿✍🏾🤛🏻🦻🏾🫀👐🏼👍🏼🤞🏽👋👋🏽👌🏽🤌🏽🤏🏾✌🏾🖐🏾🤚🏽✋🏾👎🏼👰🏿

  • @valvomb1567
    @valvomb1567 Před rokem +501

    Her acting skill are on point and her voice is a heaven's voice. Everything she has are perfections

  • @Rosie_14_22
    @Rosie_14_22 Před 6 měsíci +1

    Bella is always slaying

  • @sir.richardarmstrong3rd759
    @sir.richardarmstrong3rd759 Před měsícem +1

    Everything that Sub touches turns into gold!

  • @black498
    @black498 Před rokem +3258

    So disappointing that her last 2 songs are getting less views now. These 2 songs, especially this one, is particularly good and showcases her vocals more. I got emotional watching this. Thank you for sharing yourself bella!

    • @user-uy2gs8zo1i
      @user-uy2gs8zo1i Před rokem +176

      @@user-iw8js7ne3d I understand that u may not like her music, but that is not an excuse to hate on her. People have different tastes and tolerance is a very important character attribute needed when talking to other people, kindly grow up, thank you

    • @rodo2220
      @rodo2220 Před rokem +90

      5.4 mil in 8 days isn’t bad

    • @bi.fruitsalad
      @bi.fruitsalad Před rokem +31

      Exactly!! This deserves so much more

    • @petchai4814
      @petchai4814 Před rokem

      It needs a better thumbnail. Yellow goo made it look not interesting. And her, covered with goo, made her look like a yellow gecko.

    • @squishie2925
      @squishie2925 Před rokem +22

      She’s still getting MILLIONS of views lol

  • @Chloe-tn6kz
    @Chloe-tn6kz Před rokem +695

    The scene where the little girl was in the mirror i started crying cause it reminded me of so many things,i hope we all break free from things that hurt us the most,thank you bella so much i wish you a lotta healing and i love you sm❤️

    • @littlefearbigcry
      @littlefearbigcry Před rokem

      MELANIE MARTINEZ IS RELEASING NEW MUSIC!! MAKE SURE TO SHARE THE NEWS EVERYWHERE SO SHE GETS THE ATTENTION SHE DESERVES!!!! 💖

  • @keynansalambi7264
    @keynansalambi7264 Před měsícem +1

    Incroyable le son ❤

  • @raginikhandelwal2125
    @raginikhandelwal2125 Před 3 měsíci

    She is not only a talented artist but a literal queen with her vocals.

  • @johnmartinsoriano5778
    @johnmartinsoriano5778 Před rokem +2040

    This is why living in a Filipino household is a matter of how lucky you are to avoid nightmarish parents. Imagine the struggles of every Filipino offspring out there just to try and escape the chaotic reality of trauma and oppression within a household. I love how Bella did portray this reality through her music. This is such an amazing repertoire, a soothing masterpiece with deep meanings behind.

    • @nahidaxnilou
      @nahidaxnilou Před rokem +150

      Why fillipino if her foster father was american? and nobody helped her while she was living and going to school in usa? its worldwide issue not filippino houshold

    • @romenmuana4110
      @romenmuana4110 Před rokem +18

      @@nahidaxnilou Agree

    • @donttalktome313
      @donttalktome313 Před rokem +66

      you don't know what you're talking about. Filipino parents (Asian parents) are literally a hundred times better than other parents out there. Kids are just getting rebellious today because they want to be like the American kids who don't know the word respect. Bella's stepdad is American too.

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      @saonicarasco9655 Před rokem

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    • @markruffles3626
      @markruffles3626 Před rokem +5

      Yeah I'm pretty sure she was just a spoiled brat that's why she's portraying it like that

  • @jonellegregorio6218
    @jonellegregorio6218 Před rokem +2192

    As also a Filipino who also feels trapped with my thoughts and strict parents, this really paints a picture that can be shared with everyone. I love your music and you are a filipina inspiration

  • @N1naxcore
    @N1naxcore Před 4 měsíci +1

    I know I’m late but I’ve been here in this song everywhere. I can’t believe you made one of my favorite songs you have a gorgeous, beautiful voice make my music you got this girl I believe in you.😊❤❤❤

  • @lucywilliams9263
    @lucywilliams9263 Před 6 měsíci +1

    Genuinely feeling the song

  • @kiwiwella8939
    @kiwiwella8939 Před rokem +135

    honestly Bella’s story is so inspiring. It’s amazing to see how far she’s come and I can’t wait to see what else she’ll come up with!

  • @lapizlapoppy
    @lapizlapoppy Před rokem +303

    Okay personally, this is probably my favorite song of hers so far. It's probably because of the fact that this is the longest song she's released (but it still didn't hit 3minutes 😭) but I am in LOVE with the vocals. Her riffs and runs 😍

  • @ScottM-mds1hb
    @ScottM-mds1hb Před 2 měsíci +3

    Can NOT say ENOUGH about how great it is to see her succeeding!! This is a REAL person everyone not a musical puppet-and this is how superior we can all be - regardless of abusive pasts, and any obstacles in our way!! 💪🏼👊🏼🖕🏼🖕🏼🖕🏼🖕🏼
    Good for you Bella u found a release and u will find peace ✌🏼 💛😊

  • @IUI__
    @IUI__ Před 6 měsíci +1

    This song deserves more views man!

  • @Proser3lap
    @Proser3lap Před rokem +354

    I really like your voice, it's so soothing and charming

  • @AURORAstuff
    @AURORAstuff Před rokem +1204

    the music is REALLY good. sorry about everything you've been through bella.. long ago I've watched the H3 Podcast and knew about so much, you're very strong and we love you💓. loved the music video as well♡ hope you're dealing well with everything

  • @-pookie_456
    @-pookie_456 Před 4 měsíci

    This is amazing of the song “Living Hell” ❤❤ good job Bella!

  • @lauras_youtube4
    @lauras_youtube4 Před 23 dny

    I resonate with this a lot I had a really traumatic childhood with power trips, guilt trips , feeling so small , you want it to end and then just become numb and on auto pilot , can't feel just going through your day but can't remember conversations , losing days .
    Then I got out and it took me years and a really good support system to break me out that and become stronger and independent and know my own mind and stand up and let them know I won't be that person anymore

  • @mummaP19
    @mummaP19 Před rokem +253

    Anyone who knows Bella's life before she blew up will be able to tell what this song is about. Another amazing song. Can't wait to see what she does next. In the meantime, I guess I'll have to put this song on repeat with the others.

    • @weyadoe
      @weyadoe Před rokem +3

      Same:,)

    • @weyadoe
      @weyadoe Před rokem +1

      @XelloRecords no problem! Props to you for the grind :)

    • @Bri-eb5bn
      @Bri-eb5bn Před rokem +4

      I noticed she wore the blouse that choked her at the beginning.. I wonder what that meant 💔

    • @somepotato8702
      @somepotato8702 Před rokem +3

      yeah true. I wasn't a fan of her at first. I knew her when people were sort of hating on her and I was like she seems good so lemme follow her then I heard about her past and it broke me. In the music video I try to correlate everything she was saying in the music video to the interview and it breaks me. Hats off to anyone struggling with their trauma :')❤

  • @Kayla11139
    @Kayla11139 Před 19 dny +2

    I love everything about this song. ❤❤❤

  • @PreppySUZIEsheep3568
    @PreppySUZIEsheep3568 Před 2 měsíci +1

    Your my fave singer since 3 years ago and you still are and I'm from 🇬🇧

  • @austinfiregaming9740
    @austinfiregaming9740 Před rokem +203

    We can all agree, Bella’s voice is magical

    • @lilliewest1887
      @lilliewest1887 Před rokem +1

      she has a super unique style too! also definitely check out ”living hell thnked remix” its such an good edit!!!

  • @IX.XIV.MCMXVI
    @IX.XIV.MCMXVI Před rokem +3830

    I’d never expected myself to say this but Bella is more than just a tik tok girl. She as a singer deserves more appreciation

    • @kimMmYXx
      @kimMmYXx Před rokem +46

      And an artist!

    • @MimiUsagichan
      @MimiUsagichan Před rokem +56

      shes so much more, shes a veteran, a filipina, a victim, and a survivor

    • @ayaduhh
      @ayaduhh Před rokem +10

      There's always someone who needs to mention this- ofc she's more than that.

    • @somber087
      @somber087 Před rokem +26

      @@MimiUsagichan what does her nationality have to do with anything. Shes also a human like us😂

    • @anam6864
      @anam6864 Před rokem +1

      Her name isn’t Bella-

  • @user-nj5ip7qr4j
    @user-nj5ip7qr4j Před 5 měsíci +1

    Wow, Bella Poarch's 'Living Hell' music video is simply stunning. Her voice is incredibly soulful and powerful, and the raw emotion that she brings to each lyric is truly moving. Bella's beauty radiates from within, and her strength and resilience in sharing her struggles is truly inspiring. It takes a lot of courage to open up about our inner demons, but Bella does it with grace and vulnerability. You are a true gem, Bella, and your talent and spirit are a gift to the world. Keep shining your light, and know that you have a whole community of people who support and believe in you. Sending you love and positive energy! ❤

  • @jvjuanandfriends4326
    @jvjuanandfriends4326 Před 2 měsíci +1

    This is my favorite show I watch all the times.

  • @Lovely_tannies
    @Lovely_tannies Před rokem +354

    This song is so addictive.. she's got very unique and beautiful vocals.. I'm in love with this song bcoz the melody of this song.. it's literally stuck in my head..🙌

  • @aquariusamber
    @aquariusamber Před rokem +100

    Wow, seeing the part with Little Bella actually really made me tear up because you've come so far and done so well. I'm happy to be a fan and happy to support you, Bella. You're absolutely amazing and so fucking strong and I admire that. I cannot wait to see what's next for you and I can't wait to see your career skyrocket

  • @kamelnaasarabat2467
    @kamelnaasarabat2467 Před 2 měsíci +5

    2:06 My favourite part ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

  • @Loksewa-dream
    @Loksewa-dream Před 2 měsíci +1

    One of my favorite song 💝

  • @alphavasson5387
    @alphavasson5387 Před rokem +359

    WOW. All of Bella's songs and MV's have so much meaning, from feminism to sexual assault and now childhood trauma. Most pop music (not to hate! just my experience) is so light and fluffy, and to people who have hard lives it often just feels fake. Bella hasn't even come out with many songs yet, and already I find myself relating to all of them on a level I've never felt with any other pop artist. I'm so looking forward to listening to the EP :) I'm not going to sleep tonight!!!
    And to Bella: I really really REALLY hope making this has helped you heal in some way. Trauma never goes away, but you can always grow around it and form your own identity and confidence and life. I hope I can continue to listen to your music through your healing process and that one day I can follow in your footsteps through mine

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  • @DeluxBass
    @DeluxBass Před rokem +163

    Can't imagine how hard it was to make this. I've recently tried writing stories to help process trauma myself, and I barely get past a few sentences/pages without scrapping it and needing to rest for days. Respect that you managed to make the video, and good luck with recovery.

  • @NehaSingh-xp1qk
    @NehaSingh-xp1qk Před 4 měsíci +1

    This song gives me a peace 😊😊😊

  • @loonathehellhoundy
    @loonathehellhoundy Před 2 měsíci +1

    I really love your songs so much ❤

  • @kellyregan7469
    @kellyregan7469 Před rokem +134

    I love that shes so comfortable with showing her body and that shes so strong while still remembering all the horrible stuff that happened to her. We love you bella

    • @escwilde222
      @escwilde222 Před rokem +12

      I think the better way to say it, is that she's brave enough to show herself vonerable. Comfortable is maybe not the right way to put it.
      (I get your intention tho and ofc agree. She's amazing!)

  • @Tokyo_Kawaiii
    @Tokyo_Kawaiii Před rokem +2720

    After this song, my whole opinion over Bella changed. I never used to like her because of social media portraying her like they do. But after hearing her story, I actually respect her so much and now I love her. She is so so talented and I am so proud of her💗💗💗
    Edit: omg guys please stop attacking I was just saying because of literally the whole media hating on her for becoming famous over nothing it made people angry, including me, but I realized this was good for her because she actually has talent and now that she has a massive platform she is using it to express her talent. I was just saying I wasn't fond of her either till I saw that she really has talent and her lifestory made me realize she didn't have it easy and I am proud of her for what she has done to her life regardless of her situation

    • @CottageGurl
      @CottageGurl Před rokem +77

      Yea she's been through a lot in her childhood

    • @AjayThakur-ye5co
      @AjayThakur-ye5co Před rokem +17

      Same here

    • @skillissue9089
      @skillissue9089 Před rokem +102

      That's why you can't always listen to social media before actually getting to know someone

    • @Tokyo_Kawaiii
      @Tokyo_Kawaiii Před rokem +24

      @@skillissue9089 yeah but everyone does that sadly. But we can always learn

    • @sainaisbetter
      @sainaisbetter Před rokem +5

      Same..

  • @HugoEarthling
    @HugoEarthling Před měsícem +2

    This one is f****** incredible Bella ❤

  • @tamerakraft9199
    @tamerakraft9199 Před 4 měsíci

    Today I needed this!

  • @dailyllamapics9566
    @dailyllamapics9566 Před rokem +118

    Your songs just keep getting more and more relatable. Going through a living hell is what takes your childhood from you, and you’ve captured that in such a creative way. Thanks for all that you do :)

    • @lilliewest1887
      @lilliewest1887 Před rokem

      i wish you all the best honestly! also i recommend you ”living hell thnked remix” its more dance version

  • @monkey6547
    @monkey6547 Před rokem +83

    It's funny how yellow is the color of betrayal/infedility/distrust even. Good message Bella as always, and I hope for anyone that is healing, it gets better.

    • @JulieSings
      @JulieSings Před rokem +5

      I thought yellow is a sign of happiness back then 😭

    • @thiroknanic7016
      @thiroknanic7016 Před rokem +7

      @@JulieSings it is, but i forget too that its also used on street warning signs that tell ppl to yield and all that... im sure all the colors have a positive and negative pyschological meaning

    • @monkey6547
      @monkey6547 Před rokem +5

      @@JulieSings that's why it looks like a happy colour but it's really deceptive. Like with yellow roses, it can mean friendship but it could also mean a new betrayal.

    • @JulieSings
      @JulieSings Před rokem +1

      @@monkey6547 ohh that's dark

    • @hithere9393
      @hithere9393 Před rokem +1

      @@monkey6547 I don't really get the music video can someone explain it to me?

  • @N0T..-M4pl33
    @N0T..-M4pl33 Před 3 měsíci +1

    We stan a mustard bella❤

  • @christianholden3056
    @christianholden3056 Před 3 měsíci +1

    I love this song so much

  • @WilmaWestenberg
    @WilmaWestenberg Před rokem +441

    Your song and music video are so good. Sorry you had to go through such hard childhood trauma. Glad you made it this far, see where you're standing now! Sending many hugs.

  • @BebeandBusterservicechannel

    It's crazy to think Bella went through all this as a child. She has made it so far and I know that her parents/guardians are jealous and wish they treated her better. Great job Bella, this is an absolute masterpiece! I'd think it would be hard to bring back your childhood especially when bad things happened to you then. But that's all in the past, and Bella is an absolute star now! There's no doubt her guardians/parents are jealous now.

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      @saonicarasco9655 Před rokem

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    • @levanteracha
      @levanteracha Před rokem +15

      Fr. For celebrities, you would be thinking that they had an “amazing childhood” but you would never know what they are going through as a kid. I cannot even imagine being in a room the whole day. She has truly suffered a lot and she definitely does not deserve this.

    • @pacificdigitalprinting7890
      @pacificdigitalprinting7890 Před rokem +1

      i will support you bella

    • @sehrryjanelaguit8022
      @sehrryjanelaguit8022 Před rokem +2

      you are so inspiring 💖💖💖

    • @N.world.193
      @N.world.193 Před rokem

      That is soo true thet bella'd parents/guardian are soo jealous how she made it here ass a celebrity now even thout she have going throuh