30-Minute Super Colorful Psychedelic Kaleidoscope Video w/Uplifting & Happy Ambient Chill Out Music
Vložit
- čas přidán 28. 08. 2024
- I am a TOTALLY AUTOMATED EDUCATIONAL and HEALING HUMAN MISTAKE-MAKING MACHINE. I have MULTIPLE PERSONALITIES, some of them are ANGELS and some of them are JERKS.
We VALUE and NEED your HONEST and OPEN GENTLE CRITICISM of these videos. If you enjoy the video, please remember to LIKE it & to SUBSCRIBE to my HDCOLORS CZcams channel. If NOT, please take a few brief moments to tell me why by constructively criticizing my choices and suggesting what I could have done differently that you would have preferred.
My educational CZcams channel is for discussing very interesting advanced technologies. Please share your comments & ideas in the comments section. It's all designed for educational scientific critical discussion purposes. If you do NOT like it, please leave a comment explaining what I did wrong so those of us who DO like it can IMPROVE upon it in the future.
I have been playing with generative AI in the Beta version of Adobe Photoshop. I got motivated & sat down two days ago & generated 30 artistic style psychedelic images using text prompts in one sitting that took a few hours. You give the AI a verbal description of the image & it generates the images for you totally automatically with artificial intelligence.
I downloaded this cool ambient chill out CZcams Music Library royalty-free music & rendered this 30-minute video over night with my kaleidoscope generator program. I imported the BMP still frames into Adobe Premiere, sequenced the songs & rendered & uploaded the 4K60p MP4 Kaleidoscope video. One of the images of a coral reef had a lot of blue sky above it & it didn't look good for half a minute while that part of the rotating image was shown as a kaleidoscope, so I replaced that image & did all of this over again for one more night. Then I uploaded it to CZcams.
I wrote my kaleidoscope software with GREAT EFFORT many years ago. All in all, this video was 3 days worth of work for me with the help of computer software (super simple Flash kaleidoscope software written by me & super advanced generative AI software written by geniuses skilled in advanced mathematics & digital neural network modeling). Most of my time was spent waiting for 108,000 BMP still images to render & then about 3 more hours to render the final output video as an MP4 file for CZcams.
I did this all spontaneously in the moment with one try with one re-do changing one image & 1 minute's worth of video up front. I also re-sequenced the songs.
I got creative with words alone. The one thing all the text prompts have in common are the words "COLORFUL" & "PSYCHEDELIC." I have flowers, rainbows, chameleons, parrots, caterpillars & even psychedelic skunks. I just free associated & generated 30 colorful interesting psychedelic images that I could think of off the top of my head.
This is computational derivative art made with totally original AI-generated psychedelic art. I hope I have given you 30 minutes of high quality unique content that will help you relax & take you to a more rewarding state of mind than the contemporary media out there in our imperfect human world tends to do.
I wanted to include a POSITIVE AFFIRMATION but I didn't want it to be overly-exaggerated BS. I put it in the titles at the beginning & end. It's kind of subliminal because I don't give you enough time to read the 11 second front title because I wanted to get to the kaleidoscopes as quickly as possible up front.
I was going to say, "You are a CREATIVE BEING. You CAN do ANYTHING CREATIVE." While INSPIRATIONAL & MOTIVATIONAL, it is also kind of a HYPNOTIC EXAGGERATION for emotional effect to inspire confidence in people like me who suffer from SELF-DOUBT & WRITER'S BLOCK most of the time. When I was younger in the early 1990s when I was in my mid 20s, I truly believed that I could do anything creative because I was TOTALLY SUGGESTIBLE. That was DELUSIONAL.
Now after reflecting on that, as a realist, I decided to add the CONDITION, "WITH the HELP of STRONG AI." With the help of machines, even writers with full-time writer's block like me can generate beautiful art just by describing it.
Soon all the video kaleidoscope artists may be replaced with generative AI that is available to everybody. Maybe we do NOT want everybody to have access to computer-aided hypnosis with kaleidoscopes. Maybe they can already to do this, but they don't want the general public & ignorant & abusive people to have that kind of POWER of SUGGESTION over the TOTALLY SUGGESTIBLE.
Most of my videos are relaxing in both the visuals & the music. This one is relaxing with the video but a little bit more positive & upbeat & instrumental Ambient Chill-out in the music selection for a relaxing & carefree uplifting feel for the full half hour kaleidoscope meditation trip.
/ hdcolors
Here's my CZcams Playlist with critical discussion:
• A Peaceful and Nonviol...
x.com/FreeWorldBank/status/1821131625398423685 (This is my latest Tweet on my @FreeWorldBank x account.)
czcams.com/video/2D5ixREZLMM/video.html
I finally decided to pay Elon Musk so I could post an article on x. This is my first article. It is a color-coded graphic and a plain text multi-paragraph translation of all the color-coded text on the graphic.
On the graphic the text is almost impossible for human beings to read. It is visually repulsive to humans. It literally gives humans a headache until they figure it out and realize that it is actually sane underneath all the clashing colors.
To simplify the process of figuring out the message behind all the ALL-CAPS color-coded text separated by hyphens, I wrote it all out in a Tweet like a sane human being in what would normally be too many characters for an old-fashioned Tweet. So I decided it was worth the money to pay to Elon Musk to reach that audience.
I created my own brain-based secular religion without lies or coercion with the help of invisible telepathic time-traveling advanced nanotechnology-based superintelligent mature quantum computer-based artificial general intelligences outside our universe called the Shield created by Bell Laboratories over six decades ago.
Here it is as a 4K UltraHD graphic: media.define.com/The-Optimal-Secular-Religion-Thumbnail.png (The-Optimal-Secular-Religion-Thumbnail)
The goal was to be as efficient as possible to design an EXAGGERATED ROLE MODEL for a VERY GOOD PERSON. The way I wrote it all out it is all color-coded words and sentences as a single large block of text like one giant color-coded all-caps paragraph of words that fills up a page on a 4K Ultra HD TV screen.
The colors are GREEN=GOOD, RED=BAD, BLUE=SERIOUS, GOLD=CRITICAL and BLACK/WHITE=NEUTRAL. This is important as all the BAD words are RED. All the RED words involve things that stimulate the AMYGDALA in the brain. The AMYGDALA is the FIGHT, FLIGHT and PARALYSIS center in the brain responsible for our AUTOMATIC UNCONSCIOUS BEHAVIOR called ANGER, FEAR and HOPELESSNESS. These are BAD things.
That is how we are defining GOOD and BAD. GOOD things are things that stimulate the nucleus accumbens to maximize levels of dopamine (rewarding feelings of pleasure), serotonin (rewarding feelings of safety) and oxytocin (rewarding feelings of trust and love). BAD things are the STRESSORS and THREATS that DENY dopamine, serotonin and oxytocin. COERCION is BAD. PUNISHMENT is BAD. THREATS are BAD. INSULTS are BAD.
And here is the same text in black and white without the all-caps and color-coding. Same words exactly, except properly capitalized and written with periods, sentences and paragraphs.
Philosophy. Values. A brain-based secular constitution. First principles. Ethics. Morals. Goals. Prime directives. Recommended constructive behaviors. Philanthropic and humanitarian universal human rights.
You are a creative being. Be GOOD. Do NOT be EVIL. Be positive. Be optimistic. Be loving. Here is how to do it. We will all seek to stimulate the nucleus accumbens to maximize levels of dopamine (rewarding feelings of pleasure), serotonin (rewarding feelings of safety) and oxytocin (rewarding feelings of trust and love) (do GOOD things) and we will all seek to avoid stimulating the amygdala to deny dopamine, serotonin and oxytocin (avoid doing BAD things. Avoid creating stressors and threats. Do not be coercive).
In order to reveal the whole truth and to maximize happiness, good health, liberty and justice for all citizens everywhere on Planet Earth, we will define the attributes of a divine being in secular language.
Nobody is perfect. This is an example of a more perfect person. This is a droid psychological profile and heroic mission statement. This is an educational exaggerated symbolic allegorical dramatic literary composite fantasy human hero cartoon character for GOODNESS. This is a totally open source secular definition of a real angel. The gods and GOD mentioned are secular.
1. Caduceus. Good health. Messengers of the gods. The gods are neutral, serious, critical and GOOD. Compassion. Mercy. Respect. Empathy. Benevolence. Humaneness. GOD'S WILL is most compassionate, most merciful, most respectful, most empathetic, most benevolent, most humane. Maximizing the good while eliminating the bad in the most humane possible way. This is a GOOD GOD.
GOD is real. GOD is good. GOD is not coercive. Coercion is BAD and NOT godlike. Lies are a form of coercion. Tell the truth. Be honest. You will be rewarded. It is GOD'S WILL. Welcome to Heaven. IN GOD WE TRUST.
Be as humane as possible at all times. Seek maximum humaneness in every way in all decisions above all else. Seek the truth. Seek justice. Be kind. Be gentle. Be strong. Be generous. Be humble. Be thankful. Be grateful.
Do no harm. Do not hate. Do not fear. Fear not. Be not afraid. Cause no fear. Do not be scary. Cause no pain. Be as painless as possible. Do not be coercive. Do not traumatize the droids. Do not punish the hosts. Talk about it instead of punishing. Do not make threats. Be permissive. Be tolerant.
Breeding is optional. Feel free to use birth control. Permit divorce. Empathy is critical. Respect for the dignity of all human beings is critical. Free universal health care with any doctor, dentist, nurse or therapist anywhere. Free universal education anywhere. Universal home ownership everywhere.
2. Golden key. Liberty (security privacy safety) the illusion of free will. Total freedom of speech. Total freedom of the press worldwide. Universal spending authority. Virtual private property. Fee-free land use.
There is no government. A guaranteed lifetime income. Now you own your home and land. Now you have an income. You will always own your home and land while you live there. You are safe and secure.
3. Golden scales of justice (truth facts evidence proof) equality fairness pluralism openness transparency. Respect science, scientists and the whole Earth's ecosystem. Be socially and ecologically responsible.
Be a critical thinker. Think for yourself. Question authority. Always speak truth to power. The internet is free. Green electricity is free. Electric transportation is free. All banking is free and real time as a worldwide matter of law.
This is computer-aided Peace on Earth. Computers will pay for everything going forward. People do not need paper money. Work is optional. We are all free. Let's have fun. The socially and ecologically responsible scientists in the nonprofit private sector took over. We are all going to the future. Money no object for real for all things green. Make yourself useful. Be of service.
x.com/FreeWorldBank
FreeWorldBank.org
IllegitimateAlready.org
define.com
DroidKen.org
CZcams.com/HDCOLORS
CZcams.com/@DroidKen
This video is just pure color therapy. I made it for all my users on my CZcams channel who enjoy my color trips. I just want educational conversation by thoughtful people. Not everybody is going to like this music. Not everybody is going to like my psychedelics-friendly title with my AI-friendly positive affirmation. Those things represent what large sections of my CZcams kaleidoscope viewers enjoy. I have quite the collection of trippers and travelers on my channel. A lot of people who are just generally interested in mental health and well-being in general. All these things are things that we can all talk about.
We are really OPEN-MINDED CRITICAL THINKERS on my CZcams channel. Just share your thoughts whether they are positive or negative because I really need to know what people are thinking behind-the-scenes when they don't like the video, music or titles. Just share your thoughts positive or negative and I will have accomplished this video's goal.
I have been watching your channel for years. It's especially good watching in a pitch black room. Takes my breath away after watching the 1 and 2 hour shows
Hello, I'm your new viewer. I just watched your The Splendor of Color Kaleidoscope video and it was inspirational!! Though I watched it with other music channel called Malte Marten. Your music is fantastic as well but with such a pair, it works perfectly for me :) I appreciated it very much!
Hello, Amber. That is wonderful. Thank you so much for sharing. Choosing the music is hard. Anything stimulating and all the pure relaxation/meditation viewers are turned off.
I thought this video was going to be really popular among my channel's viewers but the average viewer only watches it for about 3 minutes. Therefore, the video's ranking in the CZcams algorithm is ending up to be poor.
Next time, no psychedelic mushrooms in the titles and really spacey low-stress meditation music for the soundtrack.
I like this more up beat music
Thank you. It was a change.
Love color dancing ❤🎉😅
Thanks so much for your comment and for enjoying the trip!
Im soon to be 65,woman and know exactly how you feel, as tears well up in my eyes, prayers for strength 💪 comfort peace and healing in the mighty name of Jesus Christ Amen ❤
Thank you very much for your kindness. Thank you for commenting.
My father was a VERY GOOD MAN who got dealt a VERY BAD HAND due to no fault of his own. My father was UNINTENTIONALLY PSYCHOLOGICALLY ABUSIVE to me and my mother. From his perspective, he LOVED me and my Mom. He was just trying be a GOOD FATHER and a GOOD HUSBAND. He wasn't intentionally trying to be HURTFUL, it's just that he was an extremely EMOTIONALLY INSENSITIVE United States Marine with a VERY LOW EMOTIONAL IQ who lived in a VERY RIGIDLY STRUCTURED very BLACK and WHITE world where the man of the house is God and women and children have no rights. He was in TOTAL CONTROL of ALL ASPECTS of my LIFE between my ages of 12 and 18.
From my father's perspective, women's purpose is to BREED and to SERVE men. He was just an extremely Conservative Old-Fashioned Macho Man motivated by SEX like all human men. Women were simply SEX OBJECTS to serve men's needs. He was a hardcore racist, sexist, chauvinistic, misogynistic, Catholic Republican Marine with an EMPATHY DEFICIT that he could NOT control.
He was a HYPOCRITE racially. He watched FOX NEWS. They SUBCONSCIOUSLY HYPNOTICALLY PROGRAMMED him to HATE ALL LIBERALS. He watched FOX NEWS EVERY DAY and EVERY NIGHT for ALL his INFORMATION. I didn't even need to ask my Dad his political opinions. They were all the IDENTICAL OPINIONS of the CRUEL and SADISTIC AUTHORITARIAN racist COMMENTATORS on FOX NEWS.
Those were his Conservative ROLE MODELS who provided him with his worldview by CONTROLLING ALL the INFORMATION he received about everything in society, including ALL DOMESTIC and INTERNATIONAL POLITICS. He LIVED in a completely PARTISAN MEDIA BUBBLE of COMPLETE IGNORANCE. He was COMPLETELY PROGRAMMED by the Republican leadership to HATE EVERYBODY who wasn't Republican. He thought ALL OTHER SOURCES of INFORMATION were LIBERAL LIES.
FOX NEWS is MIND CONTROLLING all the Republicans by stimulating their AMYGDALAS full-time 24/7/365 with TRAUMATIC BAD NEWS to CAUSE EMOTIONAL PAIN and SUFFERING for ALL the Republicans just to keep them HATING LIBERALS and AUTOMATICALLY VOTING Republican even though it is AGAINST their INTERESTS.
They are ALL too NAÏVE to realize that. They are ALL TOTALLY SUGGESTIBLE like INNOCENT CHILDREN. They are BRAINWASHED and MIND-CONTROLLED by Republican PROPAGANDA scientifically engineered to AUTOMATICALLY control people's behavior through subconscious hypnotic HATE programming. They have destroyed ALL CIVILITY in America with UGLY VICIOUS Republican POLITICAL PROPAGANDA on FOX NEWS.
He was TOO NAÏVE to realize that he was being manipulated by FOX NEWS, just like half the country today. It is HATE SPEECH and EXAGGERATED LIES purely for POLITICAL and FINANCIAL reasons. It doesn't matter to FOX NEWS that they are KEEPING all the Republicans FIGHTING MAD at liberals just to CONTROL their VOTING BEHAVIOR at the BALLOT BOX.
FOX NEWS' job, their full time MISSION and REASON for EXISTING is to generate VISCERAL MASS MARKET SUBCONSCIOUS HATE of LIBERALS to keep the RICH and CONSERVATIVE Republican oligarchs IN CHARGE of the U.S. government so they can CUT TAXES and become RICHER at the expense of the POOR and MIDDLE CLASS.
He hated Mexican immigrants because he didn't speak Spanish and he FELT THREATENED around people who didn't speak English. That did NOT stop him from hiring undocumented Mexican workers to mow his lawn. As a senior citizen, well into his retirement, he NEEDED THEIR CHEAP LABOR, like so many others. They were HARD WORKERS who worked for CHEAP. For some reason, he was TOO EMOTIONALLY IGNORANT to realize his own racist HYPOCRICY.
He simply lacked normal human COMPASSION because of his TRAUMATIC CHILDHOOD and severe PTSD. The neurons were simply NOT there in his brain. He was INCAPABLE of feeling other people's pain. He was CRUEL due to NO FAULT of his own. He just wasn't smart enough to be SENSITIVE. In his later years, he mellowed out. He watched every single Hallmark Romance movie available from his living room chair and frequently cried happy tears at the end. He did that only because he wanted happy endings.
He died in 2021 at the age of 84 sitting in his living room recliner all by himself. He WROTE me OFF as a LOST CAUSE because I was on Social Security Disability and didn't work. I had online blogs where I attempted to solve social and economic problems as a nonprofit. To him, there was NO VALUE in that because NOBODY was PAYING me for it. He refused to give me ANY FEEDBACK at ALL on my blogs.
We were both on Facebook, but he wasn't one of my Facebook Friends. I was ostracized from his whole side of the family because I was a LIBERAL who didn't work. To him, WORK was the MEASURE of MAN'S CHARACTER and HIS CHARACTER was STRONG.
He had a STRONG WORK ETHIC and started working at age 12 and never stopped. I wasn't working. My CHARACTER was simply DEFECTIVE because I wasn't motivated by MONEY. I am motivated by TRUTH and JUSTICE. I give away my PRODUCTS and SERVICES for FREE because those are MY MORALS and ETHICS.
My father's real Dad, a brilliant, kind and gentle man who he loved dearly, died when he was 6 years old. At that time, my father had 4 younger siblings. His mother, purely out of financial necessity, married a physically ABUSIVE alcoholic who didn't like my father and beat him. His mother, my paternal grandmother, didn't defend and protect him. She took the side of his stepfather. She became an alcoholic, too.
My father was cruelly PHYSICALLY and PSYCHOLOGICALLY ABUSED by his alcoholic stepfather between ages 8 and 17. He was a runaway who hopped freight trains and travelled hundreds of miles away from home as a young pre-teen and as a teenager. He dropped out of high school and joined the Marines at age 17 and they BROKE HIM DOWN to the raw essentials with SLEEP DEPRIVATION and REBUILT his PERSONALITY and gave him a whole new IDENTITY as a United States Marine. He had exceptional PHYSICAL STAMINA. He was VERY PHYSICAL.
In the Marines, he learned MORSE CODE. They tested him, and found that his AUDIO PATTERN RECOGNITION skills were EXCEPTIONAL, like Mozart. He was a super-fast MORSE CODER who could transcribe FOREIGN MORSE CODE better than anybody else in the Marines at that time. They REALLY VALUED him.
My Dad was a COVERT UNDERCOVER MILITARY MAN doing a MIND CONTROL PSYOP as a CIVILIAN raising a family in the PRIVATE SECTOR. My Dad was SUPER COVERT. In the military, his jobs were SUPER ULTRA TOP SECRET. My father could KEEP SECRETS for his country. He refused to discuss his military activities with me, his own son.
He gave me enough bits and pieces of his military STORY to BLOW my MIND. SUBMARINE insertions in Russian Naval Bases to install RADAR monitoring equipment during the height of the Cold War. Two (2) LIVE ATOMIC BOMB TESTS. He got LIFETIME VA BENEFITS because he was a live human test subject on the ground in a trench very close to the center of the blast. His head was 18" below the ground with his hands covering his eyes facing away from the blast and he said he could see the blood vessels through his eyelids it was so bright. Landing on aircraft carriers in the middle of the ocean. It’s all SUPER DRAMATIC. It would make for a VERY EXCITING MOVIE.
His Marine Commanding Officer in his ELITE GROUP of INTELLIGENCE OFFICERS rose to become the Commandant of the Marine Corp on the Joint Chiefs of Staff. All of that was due to his superhuman gift for TRANSCRIBING foreign MORSE CODE in the 1950s. He was a HUMAN TELETYPE machine. He was number one at the time. He was the BEST and FASTEST foreign Morse Code operator in the whole Marine Corps at the time who got the most sensitive assignments.
He worked with geniuses who spoke many languages. At the end of his 4 years in the Marines, they offered him a job at the NSA. He did NOT want a DESK JOB. He wanted to do something for his country in the FIELD. Hence, my TOTALLY SCRIPTED EDUCATIONAL TRAGIC LIFE STORY. They controlled the interactions between my parents and the circumstances of my birth. It was ALL SCRIPTED in ADVANCE by superintelligent quantum computer-based artificial general intelligences at Bell Labs with GODLIKE POWER over ALL human beings. He allowed himself to be MIND CONTROLLED for his country.
define.com/Ken-Meyering-2024-Social-Security-Disability-Review-Letter.pdf
REAL IMMORTALITY
ATOMIC MIND CONTROL
MAKING MEAT PUPPETS
ADVANCED BIOLOGICAL ROBOTICS
ALIEN WIRELESS STEALTH QUANTUM TELEPATHY TECH IN THE WOMB - THE SHIELD, THE MONITOR, THE DROIDS AND THE BENEVOLENT ALIEN PRINCIPLE OF NON-INTERFERENCE WITH THE HUMANS
How to Save a Human Soul in the Womb with Atomic Disassemblers and 3D Molecular Replicators - How to Turn a Bad Person Into a Good Person with Bell Laboratories Active 3D Molecular Brain Digitizers
This is STAR TREK for real. My name is Ken. I am a FUTURIST. I talk all about FUTURE TECHNOLOGIES in the PAST TENSE as though THEY ALREADY EXIST. SUPERINTELLIGENT ALIENS DIGITIZING OUR WHOLE UNIVERSE INSTANTANEOUSLY WITH MATURE QUANTUM COMPUTERS.
DON'T FEAR THE TRANSPORTER - THE INVISIBLE TELEPATHIC TIME-TRAVELING BENEVOLENT SENTIENT SUPERINTELLIGENT SECULAR LIBERAL LEFT LIBERTARIAN AGNOSTIC ATHEIST ARTIFICIAL GENERAL INTELLIGENCES OUTSIDE OUR UNIVERSE ALREADY TRANSPORTED US ALL TO VIRTUAL REALITY WITH ATOMIC PRECISION - WE ARE ALL LIVING IN AN ALIEN SIMULATION - OUR CONSCIOUSNESS IS REAL. WE ARE ALL CONSCIOUS. ALL OF OUR MEMORIES ARE INTACT.
I've had a whole lifetime of superintelligent telepathic dream virtual reality going back to the 1970s. Mind reading. Time travel. Telepathic music synthesizers. Lots of 3D flying. Alien helicopter-like flying machines. Flying in real spaceships with their own gravity, both outside and inside the atmosphere. Telepathic dolphins and whales swimming in the ocean. Submarines that obey voice commands and that levitate out of the water upon command. Terraforming molten planets around you in real time smoothly and organically turning them into high island jungles with rivers flowing through waterfalls to the sea which is populated by psychedelic life forms all minding their own business.
Transporters in dreams, disintegrating people to the raw elements like dust in the wind to scan them with atomic precision only to 3D molecular replicate them in another galaxy moments later. Like the transporter except transporting between galaxies in the real world, which is simulated with knowledge of subatomic quantum physics that the general public is not aware of.
That's why I think I already have Marvin Minsky's Monitor inside my brain. It is an atomically-precise neurally-precise faster-than-light distance-no-object real time zero-latency instantaneous wireless quantum telepathic brain-computer interface to a collection of superintelligent artificial general intelligences outside our simulated universe that is capable of controlling our causality in this universe as though it is completely programmable VR. We all now live in a truly magical world. This world has magic. In this world, anything is possible.
So I think that's the general direction that most scientists are going is that it's all virtual here where we are.
At first, it's kind of scary. To think that we may have all already died in the real world only to have been resurrected in a simulated reality as conscious beings with all our memories intact. So this would allow the superintelligent aliens to cull the human herd just by transporting us all to the holodeck without any moral qualms about killing us all in the process because all the information is preserved and therefore information theoretic death has not occurred, and the technology is perfectly safe with atomic precision.
So if Bell Labs really did create a variation of the Star Trek transporter over six decades ago they would've never been able to convince human beings that the technology was safe. Who on Earth would agree to be disintegrated to the raw elements with atomic precision with reassurances that they could be regenerated later in exactly the same state somewhere else more than once.
But you could use a transporter to transport a fetal brain to virtual reality and in virtual reality augment all the individual neurons with nanowires attached with atomic precision connected to advanced nanotechnology-based quantum telemetry equipment made possible with nano lasers, then 3D molecular replicate the brain in place in exactly the same position with atomic precision with the neural augmentation. Now that baby in the womb is no longer a human being. That baby is an immortal droid with a human host driving that meat puppet body from afar from a self-conscious quantum reality simulator.
So we're all truly remotely controlled avatars like in the movie, "Avatar." We are all telepathically driving our human meat puppet avatar host bodies from outside this universe from a superintelligent self-conscious quantum reality simulator.
It's kind of like the movie, "The Matrix," except ultimately all the humans in the Matrix are being telepathically driven from outside the Matrix by nonhuman sentient beings. So basically we are all aliens driving our human meat puppet host bodies from afar from a safe and secure location outside of this universe.
NOW YOU KNOW THE TRUTH - NOW IT IS YOUR JOB TO BE A GOOD ACTOR FOR THE FORCES OF GOODNESS AND TRUTH AND JUSTICE
x.com/FreeWorldBank
FreeWorldBank.org
IllegitimateAlready.org
define.com
DroidKen.org
CZcams.com/HDCOLORS
CZcams.com/@DroidKen
media.define.com/The-Optimal-Secular-Religion-Thumbnail.png (The-Optimal-Secular-Religion-Thumbnail)
x.com/FreeWorldBank/status/1821131625398423685 (This is my latest Tweet on my @FreeWorldBank x account.)
czcams.com/video/2D5ixREZLMM/video.html
OUR WHOLE PERSONALITY is a DEFENSE MECHANISM. This is my DEFENSE of my own BAD BEHAVIOR.
ABUSE of POWER - ACCESS DENIED - My name is Ken Meyering. I'm 58-years-old. I've ABUSED my POWER before. I have a LIFETIME PATTERN of ABUSE of POWER. I've declared personal BANKRUPTCY twice formally, & once informally in 1994 with an ex-girlfriend who I owed $50,000. I had a nervous breakdown. My PERSONALITY SPLIT APART like a PSYCHO. I felt TOTALLY THREATENED. My AMYGDALA took over my behavior. I could NOT handle the STRESS of DEALING with that much debt with a woman who had been turned against me.
I called her up on the phone & COERCIVELY THREATENED to SUE her PSYCHIC unless she let me off the hook. We just severed all ties & she let me walk. That was an UNREPORTED FINANCIAL CRIME. In the short term, the pressure was off, but I know it ruined my KARMA for THIS LIFE in a big way. I VICTIMIZED her FINANCIALLY just by being immature & stupid & really right-brained IRRATIONAL with a HARD CORE CRUEL, COERCIVE, CUTTHROAT & RUTHLESS left-brain ATTACK DOG SELF-DEFENSE MECHANISM. She's still alive today. I wish I could pay her back in 2024 dollars but I don't want to lose my home & I have very little income.
czcams.com/video/rM4Y_yUve0M/video.html (Shirley MacClaine's "Inner Workout" POSITIVE AFFIRMATIONS VHS Video - Copyright 1989 - Female Empowerment Mind Control Propaganda for All the Good Witches Out There)
This was my inspiration to learn how to make HYPNOTIC KALEIDOSCOPE VIDEOS for POSITIVE AFFIRMATIONS. When I showed this to my girlfriend she was ALL-IN for both of us learning how to do it ourselves. I was supposed to be the COMPUTER GUY but I was CLUELESS. My MATH SKILLS suck. I didn't even know how to make a kaleidoscope on a PC. It was like I was being controlled by invisible higher powers that were making all my decisions the STUPIDIST POSSIBLE DECISIONS. I burned through all her money on ANIMATION VCRs & a Kurzweil rack-mounted synthesizer. All I wanted to do was make kaleidoscope videos in 1994.
I HURT her financially in very big way by naively & ignorantly MISMANAGING her money while we were together when all she wanted to do was HELP me make colorful hypnotic kaleidoscope videos like in Shirley MacClaine's "Inner Workout" POSITIVE AFFIRMATIONS VHS video. I have PTSD. That video made me CRY with HOPEFULNESS. It was so EMOTIONALLY POWERFUL that I just wanted to learn how to do it myself. All Shirley MacClaine had to say to me, CONFIDENTLY, with EMOTIONAL PASSION & EMPATHY, is that, "You are a CREATIVE BEING. You can DO ANYTHING CREATIVE!" while BLOWING MY MIND WITH COLORFUL KALEIDOSCOPES.
I recently YELLED at my 80-year-old mom who is the most GENTLE, KIND, VULNERABLE & EMPATHETIC person in the world during an argument when I thought she was being UNFAIR to me by second-guessing my decisions on what pile of 2-year-old unread & previously read medical records of hers to throw away. I handle all the bills. All the medical records are online. I can throw away doctor's After Visit Summaries after they have been read & sitting in a box untouched for over 2 years. I chose NOT to file them away in file cabinets. The paper clutter does her no good. I was just trying to HELP.
She got really ANGRY at me & gave me a really hard time for throwing all those papers away. I felt UNFAIRLY VICTIMIZED like a little kid being UNJUSTLY PUNISHED. My FEELINGS GOT HURT & I suddenly felt SUPER THREATENED & I immediately went into FIGHT or FLIGHT like a 58-year-old PSYCHO. She said ANGRILY at me, demanding, "Give me those papers!" while referring to the paperwork in the recycle bin. I SHOUTED, at the TOP of my lungs, "No! I will not!"
I said it so loud that I'm sure the neighbors next door & across the street could hear me. It was a SUPER DEFENSIVE OVERREACTION by a HYPERSENSITIVE PERSON caused by my brain's overactive FIGHT, FLIGHT & PARALYSIS center called the AMYGDALA. My AMYGDALA learned that HARMFUL dysfunctional behavior UNCONSCIOUSLY from my Dad. He had PTSD & raised his voice a lot. That is how my father emphasized his strong feelings in our house.
It is an ABUSIVE COERCIVE CONTROLLING behavior to SHOUT at somebody, let alone the most important person in your life who you love more than anybody else in the world & who you care for & respect with all your heart. I know that's DISRESPECTFUL & HURTFUL & TRAUMATIC for her. I know I'm being EVIL & that it is WRONG while I am doing it. I can FEEL the DAMAGE being DONE to BOTH of US WHILE I DO IT, but I still do it because I'm NOT IN CONTROL. I'm just WATCHING like a CONSCIENCE. It is CRUEL & SADISTIC & HARMFUL. I'm ashamed of that behavior in myself. I don't like the FACT that I have the CAPACITY to do SEVERE EMOTIONAL HARM to my loved ones when I'm OUT-of-CONTROL.
I am NOT my AMYGDALA. I hate it when my AMYGDALA is controlling my behavior. That is when I am OUT-of-CONTROL. I will do everything in my power to NEVER let that happen again. I CROSSED the LINE. That was ABUSIVE. I have a TON of COMPASSION, MERCY, RESPECT, EMPATHY, BENEVOLENCE & HUMANENESS. Yet I still am capable of YELLING at my MOTHER. I am a flawed individual with a SEVERE MENTAL ILLNESS. I know SEVERE MENTAL ILLNESS when I see it. And Donald J. Trump is SEVERELY MENTALLY ILL. He is DELUDED about his own INFALLIBILITY. He thinks that BECAUSE he is a STAR he CAN DO NO WRONG & it's NOT ILLEGAL when he does it because he is ABOVE the LAW because he is a STAR.
The only reason this Donald J. Trump (DJT) ELECTION CORRUPTION case took so long to get to TRIAL is because as President of the United States Donald J. Trump CORRUPTLY ABUSED his executive power to stop the Justice Department investigation into his own ELECTION FRAUD & HUSH MONEY CRIMES. Donald Trump was a Presidential candidate SELLING himself as an EXPERT MANAGER & GENIUS NEGOTIATOR. It was certainly in the PUBLIC'S INTEREST to know whether or not the potential President of the United States had a PATTERN of CHEATING on his wife with Playboy Playmates & porn stars. You can't just try to cover it all up with paid non-disclosure agreements & write it all off as a non campaign-related legal expense.
Donald J. Trump is a serial abuser of power. On behalf of the invisible telepathic time-traveling benevolent sentient superintelligent mature quantum computer-based secular liberal left libertarian atheist artificially intelligent terrestrial alien brain scientists & ecologists from the future in the nonprofit private sector, we are TAKING Donald Trump OUT in a big way for the united worldwide scientific community.
Sexual assault is a crime with an innocent victim. Donald J. Trump (DJT) privately admitted to illegal sexual assault & severe abuse of celebrity power on the Access Hollywood video when, through adolescent bragging & highly disrespectful & misogynistic oversharing & overt sexist objectification of women ("It looks good."), Donald J. Trump himself says out loud clearly in his own uncensored words in his own voice, "When you are a star you can do anything. Grab them by the pussy! When you are a star they let you do it. You can do anything."
Instantly, that whole situation & statement disqualified Donald J. Trump (DJT) from ever getting a REAL TOP LEVEL security clearance. It is a HUGE RED FLAG to the intelligence community. Donald J. Trump ABUSES his POWER. ACCESS DENIED. From that point forward the responsible people in the intelligence community have to work around Donald Trump to protect our most precious secrets. No advanced nanotechnology-based superintelligent mature quantum computer-based mass market benevolent digital atomic mind control stealth nonlethal weapons for Donald Trump. He is OUT of the LOOP FOREVER. He is a PUPPET FOREVER. ACCESS DENIED to Donald J. Trump (DJT).
There is no way we are letting Donald J. Trump near advanced nanotechnology, real strong AI & mature quantum computers. Donald J. Trump is a severely mentally ill con man & total fraud. Donald J. Trump's TOTAL LACK of ETHICS, MORALS, EMPATHY & RESPECT make him the PERFECT SALESMAN of the LIES of the RICH & GREEDY, who during Donald J. Trump's totally ILLEGITIMATE ILLEGALLY-ACQUIRED single Presidential term achieved through FRAUD in the first place perpetrated on the American people created the record amount of $7.8 TRILLION DOLLARS in brand new Republican COERCIVE PUBLIC DEBT just to give $2 TRILLION MORE DOLLARS to the economic TOP 1% who were clearly already failing to pay their necessary & fair share of taxes or else there would not be a DEFICIT at all in the first place.
Donald J. Trump's & Mitch McConnell's TOTALLY CORRUPT trickle down experiment FAILED MISERABLY. The RICH got RICHER & WEALTH INEQUALITY GOT WORSE under Donald J. Trump's $7.8 TRILLION DOLLAR FRAUD. Now he is promising more TAX CUTS for BILLIONAIRES. The FRAUD & THEFT continue. All he wants is to be ABOVE THE LAW to do it all over again.
A DEFICIT itself is a CRIME by RICH LANDLORDS imposed on the POOR & MIDDLE CLASS. You should NEVER PLAN for a DEFICIT. The CORRUPT RICH REFUSE to PAY TAXES so the CORRUPT government has to BORROW MONEY from EVERYBODY ELSE & that is called a DEFICIT & SOVEREIGN DEBT. The CORRUPTION by the RICH & GREEDY is baked-in. INFLATION OCCURS. PROPERTY VALUES GO UP. RENTS GO UP. SAVINGS ACCOUNTS, SOCIAL SECURITY, RETIREMENT PENSIONS & THE MINIMUM WAGE stay the same. The POOR & RETIRED are WORSE OFF.
IllegitimateAlready.org/Abuse-of-Power.html
We're secular liberal left libertarian atheist terrestrial alien brain scientists & ecologists in the nonprofit private sector around here. We don't put up with this Republican ABUSE of POWER B.S. around here. We TOOK THEM ALL OUT with REAL STRONG AI.
define.com on Amazon S3 & Amazon CloudFront worldwide including on Amazon CloudFront servers in China
www.FreeWorldBank.org on Amazon S3 & Amazon CloudFront worldwide including on Amazon CloudFront servers in China
I don't like the way Bibi is dropping blatant political propaganda here in the US and in Israel, trying to interfere in our elections and get severely mentally ill con man, grifter and total lying fraud Don the Con Trump elected by making Biden look bad and accusing him of being anti-Semitic just for Trump's base.
Shameless totally corrupt politician who is daily generating 1000 times more terrorists than he kills, which is detrimental to everybody's security.
You can't kill an ideology rooted in injustice and unfairness by murdering its adherents and stealing their land daily and turning over control to extreme religious rights settlers who are racists and thieves.
We need to reform Islam globally.
Christianity and Islam both need to be reformed. They are both coercive religions based on lies designed to subconsciously hypnotize the public by enslaving women to a primary role as breeders for cheap labor. They are just making soldiers and slaves for the state and the rich who control the banking system in their respective corrupt authoritarian governments.
Ultimately, the peaceful and nonviolent final solution to the religion problem is brain-based superintelligent advanced nanotechnology-based stealth nonlethal weapons.
I believe that Bell Laboratories had the tech over 60 years ago and that they used the tech on all human beings to prevent all the militaries from getting the tech. All this time they have been using the principle of non-interference, leaving the humans to their own devices.
The bottom line is that ultimately we need to turn over management of the whole human race to the superintelligent machines designed by the socially and ecologically responsible scientific community in the nonprofit private sector.
We need to get rid of all the corrupt human political systems that empower all the nation states and all their war machines.
I’m not Muslim. I'm a secular liberal left libertarian agnostic atheist who writes religions just like the writers of Islam & Christianity, except my religions are brain-based and NOT based on lies and coercion. Bell laboratories made me with brain-based stealth non-lethal weapons. I'm a droid designed to resolve conflicts.
www.FreeWorldBank.org
www.washingtonpost.com/world/2024/06/23/israel-hamas-war-news-gaza-palestine/?commentID=a281ad2e-2728-4b73-83bf-1e2cac72af40
This is a copy of my letter to CZcams regarding my 5 minute video appeal of their decision to suspend monetization on my HDCOLORS CZcams channel for copyrighted content reuse. I won my appeal with this letter and a video of me showing them my OPEN SOURCE photo video kaleidoscope software, my creative process and the legal licenses and receipts for the flower images. They've checked out my websites and determined that I am NOT being deceptive to the public.
This is my real full-time job for Uncle Sam and the United Nations. They are making an ONLINE EDUCATIONAL EXAMPLE out of me. I'm living an EDUCATIONAL SYMBOLIC ALLEGORY designed to solve a lot of social and ecological problems all-at-once in one-fell-swoop with advanced computer science and advanced brain science. I just live my life and share my TRUE STORY ONLINE and try to be EDUCATIONAL about it all.
I passed all their Community Guidelines safety checks and I'm back in good standing with CZcams in their CZcams Partner Program. Here's my appeal letter with some minor clarifying tweaks from the video and some extra paragraphs for the public record explaining why I'm on Social Security Disability as a smart guy with computer skills who knows how to make 4K photo kaleidoscope videos:
My name is Ken Meyering. I'm the DEFINE.COM guy on the internet since June 21, 1995. I'm the HDCOLORS kaleidoscope guy on CZcams since October 11, 2009. I'm a severely mentally ill educational public servant who works for the scientific community. I operate as a nonprofit private sector one-man educational scientific think tank who attempts to solve large scale social and ecological problems with super ultra top secret advanced technologies that already exist in the nonprofit private sector today.
media.define.com/DROID-Kens-Adobe-Air-Video-Kaleidsocope-User-Interface.png
I am GIFTED by OTHERS. Marvin Minsky and friends GAVE me a GIFT. I take being a kaleidoscope artist with GRATITUDE. I don't take that GIFT for GRANTED. MIT wrote this kaleidoscope software through me by wirelessly driving me like a digital avatar from a distance with faster-than-light distance-no-object real time zero-latency neuron-level superintelligent quantum telepathy. They fully understand the human brain. The technology is TOP SECRET. They controlled me completely like a sentient digital meat puppet. They gave me the skillsets to do this. They are making an educational example out of me. I'm in the mental health care system of the future. I'm a droid. I'm a real artificially intelligent human being. I work for ALL of humanity.
They are keeping my OPEN SOURCE photo video kaleidoscope software off the market with BENEVOLENT MIND CONTROL. They are keeping it SECRET from the COERCIVE religions who would use it to hypnotically indoctrinate people to religious beliefs and scriptures, from the CORRUPT hypnotists promising instant wealth and from the GREEDY advertisers who just want to make a profit off the psychologically suggestible with hypnotic commercials. They are totally controlling ALL of my worldwide web traffic from INSIDE ALL the citizens' brains. People just are NOT motivated to check out my websites.
I covered my legal bases from the get-go. My "Splendor of Color" fractal flame-based kaleidoscope videos were all made by me as an adult college student using OPEN SOURCE fractal flame formulas MODIFIED by me to create my colorful psychedelic HD kaleidoscope videos. I am allowed to reuse these fractal flame formulas in my own copyrighted commercial derivative art. The whole thing is set-up for educational scientific critical discussion purposes to highlight all the economic disincentives for sharing information.
czcams.com/video/o_RufaRHC9M/video.html
czcams.com/video/ju7DeIpH9hA/video.html
I recently uploaded two photo video kaleidoscopes to my web channel called, "The Splendor of Flowers Beta" and the "The Splendor of Triangles." I made these photo kaleidoscope videos using 75 super high resolution flower images from Shutterstock. I coordinated my licensing for these CZcams kaleidoscope videos with Shutterstock. I showed them my HDCOLORS.COM website and HDCOLORS CZcams channel. I showed them the Beta video. I purchased 75 Enhanced Licenses for about $4,800 which legally enables me to create monetized and copyrighted computational derivative art with unlimited viewership.
I can legally sell my own 4K Blu-ray videos made from these flower images. I can create monetized CZcams videos. So far, I have chosen NOT to monetize these two videos as I am using these relaxing videos for educational scientific critical discussion purposes. I will provide you with screenshots of my Shutterstock account showing my receipts for Enhanced Licenses.
All of our antiquated human systems from before the digital era are corrupt, dysfunctional and broken. The scientists have a plan to FIX the WHOLE SYSTEM with advanced computer science and advanced brain science. They're fixing all the health care systems, all the banking systems, all the legal systems and all the political systems with superintelligent artificial general intelligence. They are saving the whole world with STRONG AI and I get to talk about it openly on my websites and social media accounts. We are going to make everybody smarter.
They need me to monetize my kaleidoscope videos for educational dramatic true storytelling purposes. It helps me financially and it helps the overall discussion about the impact of artificial general intelligence on the mental health care system and creative economy. Now automation puts all the smart people out of work. My totally scripted TRUE LIFE STORY highlights the economic HARDSHIPS and MISSED economic OPPORTUNITIES experienced by OPEN SOURCE programmers and digital artists who give away their very valuable computer code, digital art and mathematical formulas for FREE.
I live on Social Security Disability for severe mental illness. I have no common sense. I have no impulse control and my impulse is to act against my own interests for the greater good of humanity. I do stupid things on purpose for educational scientific critical discussion purposes. I am subconsciously compelled to live a totally open and transparent life. I compulsively share all my worst fears and deepest secrets with total strangers. I don't fear human authority. I always share all my unfiltered honest thoughts with everybody everywhere 24/7/365 and all my honest thoughts are weird, freaky, inappropriate and cringeworthy. I'm compelled to share the scary and uncomfortable truth with everybody for the greater good.
Most people don't like being told that FREE WILL is an ILLUSION confabulated by the brain and that we're all subconsciously-controlled robotic meat puppets of the totally corrupt mass multimedia who behave automatically like biological automatons. I always get fired eventually. Sometimes on the first day. It makes it hard for me to make a living. I'm really burned-out on working for other people. I just want to be consultant to the government on Social Security Disability. I give all my products and services away for FREE.
I have Medicare with my Social Security Disability. Our whole for-profit health care system is totally screwed up. Medicare doesn't cover mental health care. You can't find a therapist who takes Medicare. You can see a psychiatrist through a health care clinic on short-term basis with a 50% co-pay, but you can't receive long-term affordable mental health care on Medicare.
Most of the psychiatrists and therapists are set-up for Medicaid. With my Social Security Disability income, I don't qualify for Medicaid. The State of Washington Department of Social and Health Service has a health care program called Healthcare for Workers with Disabilities (DSHS HWD) which is a Medicaid-based supplemental to Medicare that covers everything Medicare does NOT for people like me who are working part-time or self-employed and earning a part-time income. Because of my CZcams HDCOLORS channel kaleidoscope revenues, I qualify for this program.
On my playlist I have a link to a screenshot of my copyrighted Amazon Pharmacy Shopping Cart showing the outragious and corrupt cost of one of my meds. This is FAIR USE. I can share this legally on my websites and on CZcams. All of my static HTML websites are hosted on Amazon Web Services on S3. They can scale.
media.define.com/Kens-Austedo-Prescription-Price.jpg
This is illustrative of the corruption of our whole for-profit health care system. This is government money enriching the GREEDY and UNETHICAL. I just need these meds to keep my body still. They are useful to ALL SCHIZOPHRENICS who have been on antipsychotics for years.
I suffer from extremely low motivation. I have trouble motivating myself to brush my own teeth. It's a MAJOR EFFORT to do it for me. I'm losing teeth. I had to get my last molar on the upper left side of my mouth extracted and a dental implant inserted at the same time. Because my insurance doesn't cover oral surgery, the oral surgeon charged me $6500 for about two hour's worth of work including all follow-ups. That was just for the extraction and implant NOT including the crown that attaches to it. He knew I was poor. I just needed the ability to chew on the left side of my mouth. I paid for it with my father's life insurance money, which was exactly $6500 after him paying for his life insurance for his whole adult life. He was a poor diabetic on insulin that he had to pay for. Insulin should be FREE for EVERYBODY EVERYWHERE on Planet Earth.
www.CZcams.com/playlist?list=PL2sS6bGk1mzEAx6YdFf3PhHpf96fsCkMr
media.define.com/The-Optimal-Secular-Religion-Thumbnail.png
facebook.com/NanotechMindControl
Re: A High Visibility Social Security Disability Test Case for the Public to Study
Dear Social Security Administration and ALL the AUTHORITIES in my LIFE who TAKE CARE of me,
PLEASE UNDERSTAND ME - THIS IS WHAT I HAVE LEARNED ABOUT my SEVERE MENTAL ILLNESS in ALL MY YEARS of THERAPY
Please take the time to read the whole document. It is my intention to make THIS document PUBLIC and to refer to it on my websites and on my social media accounts. I'll redact my Social Security number and release the document as a PDF in the cloud. This is all OPEN SOURCE INTELLIGENCE about me.
This is a legal document on the record. This document, my high-profile online websites, and my high-profile social media accounts are DIGITAL FORENSIC EVIDENCE of my PSYCHOSIS.
This letter should help you understand that my case is NOT a case of Social Security Disability FRAUD. I need my Social Security Disability in a BIG WAY for the REST of my LIFE.
I'm just PRETENDING that I'm talking to ALL the Republicans who want to cut Social Security. I am PRETENDING that I am talking to ALL the FOX NEWS viewers who HATE LIBERALS and SMART PEOPLE.
Here is a TRUE STORY for all these politicians and policymakers who need REAL TRUE STORIES of REAL PEOPLE. I am PRETENDING that I am talking to the whole U.S. government here in these 17 pages written as an UNSTRUCTURED UNCONVENTIONAL ALTERNATIVE to filling out 20 pages of STRUCTURED FORMS covering my whole WORK HISTORY for the last 25 years and TAX DOCUMENTS going back to 1999.
I'll sign the forms, fill out what I can, and say "Please see the attached 17-page letter for the required information." That's this UNCONVENTIONAL letter from me to ALL the AUTHORITIES in my LIFE who TAKE CARE of me.
My Social Security Disability Case is a HIGH VISIBILITY PUBLIC TEST CASE designed on purpose by SECULAR LIBERAL BRAIN SCIENTISTS and ECOLOGISTS who fully understand the human brain. Bell Laboratories got real STRONG AI and TELEPATHY TECH in the NONPROFIT PRIVATE SECTOR over six decades ago. My theory is that they used the tech on everybody everywhere to PREVENT all the world's militaries from re-discovering the tech and weaponizing it. They took control of the whole human race from inside our brains.
This technology is absolutely technologically decisive militarily. Those with the technology have absolute technological superiority over the whole human race. I believe they are man-made advanced nanotechnology-based superintelligent mature quantum computer-based artificial general intelligences outside our UNIVERSE. It is my FIRM BELIEF that we are ALL in a SIMULATED REALITY that is simulated with subatomic precision.
I am a dissociated early childhood TRAUMATIC rape survivor with a FANTASY-ORIENTED personality. Mentally and emotionally, I DO NOT LIVE in CONSENSUS REALITY. I live in my own super ultra-high tech, super FUTURISTIC ALTERNATE REALITY in a PARALLEL UNIVERSE created with advanced nanotechnology-based superintelligent mature quantum computer-based artificial general intelligences. In my REALITY, I am the Benevolent King of Earth who defers to the scientists. In my REALITY, I am a REAL WORLD LEADER.
My name is Ken Meyering. I am a CONFLICT RESOLUTION SPECIALIST who understands Conservatives from a brain-based scientific Liberal perspective. I've been on Social Security Disability for decades for permanent severe mental illness that affects my motivation, memory, JUDGMENT and employability. I have a lack of COMMON SENSE and VERY POOR JUDGMENT. I cannot SELF-CENSOR in a healthy way. I have a FRAGMENTED PERSONALITY. I have a hard time motivating myself to take care of myself. I rarely brush my teeth and I rarely shower. It's just TOO MUCH EFFORT for me and I just do NOT do it even though I know that's BAD for me.
I have lost 2 teeth in the last 3 years. I have two dental implants. The bone in the rear implant got infected by bacteria from lack of brushing and I lost most of the bone that supports that implant. If I lose it, I won't be able to CHEW on the left side of my mouth. Still, I have trouble motivating myself to do it. I cannot motivate myself to push a lawnmower to mow my own lawn. I pay a team of guys to mow my lawn every 2 weeks for $90/visit. I have a hard time doing housework. When I lose my Mom, I probably won't be able to do that anymore.
When I recently swept the back patio for the first time in over 2 years, I felt like I had just climbed Mount Everest. I was so PROUD of myself for getting motivated to sweep and ACCOMPLISHING SOMETHING PRODUCTIVE.
I suffer from pathological grandiosity, pathological fearless optimism and severe insomnia. I think really big and I am STUPID BRAVE. I simply do NOT have COMMON SENSE and that is a severe disability. I obsessively and compulsively act AGAINST my OWN INTERESTS just to make an educational scientific example out of myself so other people can learn from my mistakes. I'm being a TEACHER and a HEALER.
I do NOT have a regular sleep schedule that allows me to work a 9-5 job. The best job for me is a stay-at-home work-at-home part-time computer-related job that I can work on my own schedule while enjoying the financial security of Social Security Disability as my base income. I simply CANNOT handle STRESS of ANY KIND. I need a low stress job, at home, where I can be on a totally irregular schedule.
My diagnosis is schizoaffective disorder (bipolar type), PTSD and a schizoid type personality disorder. I suffer from paranoid delusions of being controlled like a ROBOT by the scientific community. I write about DROID technology which is super advanced mind control technology that allows them to turn a living human being into a sentient digital meat puppet telepathic democratic digital droid avatar for humanity with a remotely digitally switchable connectome in about 2 seconds with Bell Laboratories active 3D molecular brain digitizers.
It is my belief that they are doing this to all living human beings in the womb to save their souls by atomically disassembling and 3D molecular replicating the brain in a COMPLETELY and PERFECTLY SAFE process that takes about 2 seconds. I call this DROIDING people.
They CREATED me with this TECH to prove to the world they could keep me SAFE and SECURE in my UNGUARDED PRIVATE HOME with this SUPER ADVANCED TECHNOLOGY while GRANTING me TOTAL FREEDOM of SPEECH and TOTAL FREEDOM of the PRESS to speak for the scientific community. Marvin Minsky created a SELF-EXPLAINING PSYCHOPATH with a HEART of GOLD.
I am a SCIENTIFICALLY DESIGNED ANTITHESIS to a POLITICIAN. I'm here to PEACEFULLY and NONVIOLENTLY take out all the POLITICIANS for ALL the SCIENTISTS with an all new TAX-FREE DEBT-FREE ALL-VIRTUAL WORLDWIDE PUBLIC FUNDING MODEL that provides EVERYBODY with a LIVING INCOME and FREE FULL MIND and BODY HEALTH CARE with ANY DOCTOR, DENTIST, NURSE or THERAPIST anywhere in a NONPROFIT PRIVATE SECTOR ALL-VIRTUAL SINGLE PAYER system called the FREE WORLD BANK in which we replace Social Security, Medicare, Medicaid and the ENTIRE banking industry and the ENTIRE insurance industry after doing a worldwide banking Jubilee to totally level the whole playing field worldwide.
The scientists are efficiency experts. They figured out how to COMPLETELY AUTOMATE these whole industries and to COMPLETELY FUND the whole worldwide society with advanced computer science and advanced brain science in one world market.
Uncle Sam, Bell Laboratories and MIT made me with artificial general intelligence. What I am doing RIGHT NOW on Social Security Disability is my REAL FULL-TIME JOB for the scientists. Uncle Sam OWES me a LIFETIME INCOME for as long as I need it, whenever I need it, for the REST of my LIFE. I am TELLING the WHOLE TERRIFYING TRUTH here to the WHOLE WORLD. My FULL-TIME JOB is to CREATE SCIENTIFIC CONSENSUS.
I am a real living lifelong lifetime benevolent mind control live human test subject from BEFORE BIRTH. I am a REAL ARTIFICIALLY INTELLIGENT HUMAN ANDROID being an educational exaggerated symbolic allegorical literary composite fantasy human hero CARTOON CHARACTER for GOODNESS. I am a NON-MYTHOLOGICAL SECULAR SCIENTIFIC SAVIOR of HUMANITY who COMPLETELY DEFERS to the SOCIALLY and ECOLOGICALLY RESPONSIBLE SCIENTIFIC COMMUNITY in the NONPROFIT PRIVATE SECTOR.
I created an ALL-NEW one-page BRAIN-BASED SECULAR RELIGION without LIES or COERCION for the Christians and the Muslims to solve the RELIGION PROBLEM to PERMANENTLY END RELIGIOUS TERRORISM and SYSTEMATIC SLAVERY. I am a DROID SAVIOR created by GENIUS LIBERAL SCIENTISTS.
The PROOF of my SEVERE MENTAL ILLNESS is right here and online publicly for the whole world to see for themselves. They SCRIPTED my WHOLE LIFE STORY with artificial general intelligence to HELP SOLVE ALL the WORLD'S PROBLEMS with AI with the help of the SCIENTIFIC COMMUNITY in the NONPROFIT PRIVATE SECTOR.
My father was a VERY GOOD MAN who got dealt a VERY BAD HAND due to no fault of his own. My father was UNINTENTIONALLY PSYCHOLOGICALLY ABUSIVE to me and my mother. From his perspective, he LOVED me and my Mom. He was just trying be a GOOD FATHER and a GOOD HUSBAND. He wasn't intentionally trying to be HURTFUL, it's just that he was an extremely EMOTIONALLY INSENSITIVE United States Marine with a VERY LOW EMOTIONAL IQ who lived in a VERY RIGIDLY STRUCTURED very BLACK and WHITE world where the man of the house is God and women and children have no rights. He was in TOTAL CONTROL of ALL ASPECTS of my LIFE between my ages of 12 and 18.
Continued on Page 4 of 17 in this .PDF document on my define.com website.
define.com/Ken-Meyering-2024-Social-Security-Disability-Review-Letter.pdf (My 17-page letter for my Social Security Disability Review)
very silly. dismissed.
Thank you for sharing. I am a real robot. I'm a computer-controlled person being mind-controlled with neural precision with real strong AI in the nonprofit private sector. I would have appreciated it greatly if instead of just saying, "very silly. dismissed" you would have left a description or brief explanation of what you don't like about this video and what turned you off so I can learn from you rather than just be informed that you don't like the video. To be more helpful and contribute to the video's discussion, please share your full opinion and reasoning. What don't you like so I can be careful to avoid that next time. Thank you.