Complete Rational Fear

Lyrics:
I once wished for an empty house
please can I take it back?
I don't just want a quiet house,
I want it to be alive
I had a horrible dream last night, you were dying
and you were alone
I wasn't there, why was I not there?
Could I not bare to look at a face
that isn't perfect and human?
A loud noise woke me up
"don't get up, I'll call an ambulance"
and then silence, I thought I imagined it
But why would my mind conjure such terrors?
So I hid under my sheets, convinced it was a trick
A light flickers,
are you there?
Please answer,
but don't be scared
I have a complete rational fear
that one day
one day you wont be here
When I looked out your window
our car wasn't there
you had spilled your coffee
from the sink to the stairs
what had caused such urgency
that you couldn't clean
what you usually would immediately?
Couldn't even finish your milk
A light flickers,
are you there?
Please answer,
but don't be scared
I have a complete rational fear
that one day
one day you wont be here
When you came to
got up and said you're alright
but even a stubborn heart
stops eventually
I once wished for an empty house
please can I take it back?
I don't just want a quiet house,
I want it to be alive

[@musicartists7107]

Your songs always bring such a nice vibe, keep up the amazing work!

[@emy1674]

holy shit this is heavenly

[@Palkpilk]

For me, I have one rational fear. Its the fear of being alone. Alone in an empty space with only me and my thoughts. My thoughts tear me apart. I don't really think I've ever told anyone that. I just keep my self always constantly busy and distracting my self, and when I show up to work in the morning I guess I do just the same with a smile.
I guess I'm just weird like that, I've been trying to be better, I just don't how much better I can be. I don't know if Ill be satisfied with how far I've come, I guess I just don't know if I can see it. See any changes in me. I always look the same to me.
Idk. It's my second worst fear. My worst fear might only be rational to me. And I hope I never have to face it.

[@Rhynae0451]

I once had a vivid dream where I died in a car crash, and I had woken up in some sort of heaven which is built by everyone's conjointed imaginations. I remember waking up and crying for minutes in the bed I woke up in, knowing that everyone that I knew and loved had to suffer the loss, having had experienced loss before. When I actually woke up, I felt so much relief, a level at which I had not experienced.
At that moment, I realised just how much I really feared death.

[@emy1674]

The way you're more worried about how the others feel than the fact you're literally dead is so beautiful

[@Gracie-atnine]

I love this one so so much!