Some things can't be unseen - Prison Stories - 1.1
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- čas přidán 13. 09. 2018
- Badger has spent over 20 years inside the California State Prison System and has seen what humans are capable of while incarcerated. Luckily, he is free and able to share these stories with you, in hopes that you don't have to experience them yourself.
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My brother took going to jail really badly. He refused all offers of food and drink, spat and swore at anyone who came near him, and smeared the walls with his own feces. After that, we never played Monopoly with him again.
LOL best comment
🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
@seeburgmusic You stole that joke from some guy named Graham Johnson that commented on Death's 23 and 1 CZcams channel. I mean it's a funny joke but you should give credit to the person that said it and not post it on somebody else's page claiming that it's yours.
Brad Hall best work on plagiarism I’ve seen
😂😂😂
"The world's full of good people - if you can't find one, be one."
Really powerful stuff, man. Thank you for this. I needed it.
@GuildBankLooter Only be tough when you have to, professional fighters are super nice, but they wouldn't let themselves get walked on
@GuildBankLooter being good and fighting to defend others (or yourself) are not mutually exclusive.
Yeah, that's a good comment, alright, Yom.
I've actually tried to be a good person during much of my life, although I have met a few good people over the years (very few, sadly). But it does get hard, especially when people don't _want_ you to be a good person, mostly they just want you to play the role as an evil psychopath, even if you can explain to them that it is possible to do good deeds and to want to be a positive contributor to society even if you are a psychopath. They just don't want to hear it.
And I've found out that when somebody who sticks to a behavior of integrity and keeps trying to have a good influence upon kids and teens and their surroundings in general, people feel offended because they feel you're trying to show them that _they_ are no good, and that makes them aggressive because who am I to behave like a saint and make them look bad. I noticed this long before I was diagnosed as a psychopath, before I had killed anyone or committed other crimes and went to prison, so... well, I've always been good at reading people, and sometimes I'm wrong, of course, but I'm still certain that I'm right about this.
Why people generally can't imagine that someone doesn't have any other motives for being a good person than simply to be a good person, that is something I still don't understand fully. It's a bit the same way that I don't understand that people believe there are people who have killed one or more persons, in prison or elsewhere, but if somebody they know tells them they have killed one or more persons, they don't believe you. I've never really been able to understand why it's so difficult to understand that unusual things can occur in people's own social circle, township or whatever.
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Channel Owner,
"The world's full of good people - if you can't find one, be one." ... I'd like to join YomYestreen and thank you for this comment.
@GuildBankLooter Exactly,Good people get used like doormats at the end of the day.
You have to be cold blooded,and take what you want in this world,you have to willing to be violent too.
If you want to be a good person...
Then just know that one day your going to get cheated on by your girl.
Just know that you won't always get the job.
Just know that you will always be a doormat to everyone else in this world.
There's good people in this world,but the world is full of savages.
You pick your poison.
Me too
Im not a gang member or any trouble maker im just a regular guy wanting to listen to some stories.
Wow that’s amazing
No one cares
I care
okay?
No shame in that
Same here dude. I can tell you with 100% certainty, that I couldn’t make it in that life.
Two years later and being called a nutsack again makes me humble. Thank you dudes for staying on the path and keeping it real.
I appreciate what you are doing. I'm a 50 year old father of three. I have been getting my 18 year old son to watch you lately. Just so he knows what happens if you make the wrong decisions in life. Keep doing what you are doing your saving more people than you know !!!!!!
I’m 17 gonna be 18 but I f*ck with it these videos , I don’t know why but i like them , I like hearing the perspective of an OG who’s been thru it
Tell him to join the Marines then, it's better and more fulfilling than serving time in prison.
Well said man.
Blizzard that could be worst. 3 of my friends all had similar stories of killing families because they had no choice. You won’t have to kill kids in prison
Blizzard Joining army is dumb.Why ? Because you risk your life for someone elses money.You could rob a bank and get more money.The risk of getting shot is the same.
“We are trying to keep you nutsacks out of the penitentiary” best line ever..
Greg M ? You must a terribly sad life.
Karma Global TV use grammar bitch
I don’t think people wake up wanting to go to prison.
@@blackgirlmagic9827 believe it or not as a young man we were made to believe that going to prison was the coolest thing ever.
@@mannyclav lmaooo speak for yourself, I never heard about that dumb shit ever
“The world is full of good people, if you can’t find one, be one”
Hands down the best peace of advice I’ve ever heard! 😎
Bruce Lee
*piece = piece of an item, like piece of an apple *peace= a feeling you feel or are wishing for others
The world is not full of good people, only a fool would think that. But yeah be a good one, that's the problem with most.
Kibibi what a smartass go to hell
@@kibibi4765 Lol, the guy below proved your point.
Honestly bro, I’ve never been to jail but you guys paint a picture that scares me to ever go. So thank you.
I've never been to prison but I've been to jail and I can tell you right now that you have nothing to worry about in jail, literally got along with everyone there.
I was in jail like 2 days. Longest 2 days ever from bordem. No other people around me but the bordem alone is enough to say fuck the extra shit that also come with prison.
So I'm glad I kept my held on my shoulders ever since then.
@@robertfarquhar2780bro don’t encourage him
If you ain’t super soft you’ll be fine broski, respect is key.
Same here bro
I didn't know thanos went to prison
Thanos was splitting wigs and busting cheeks.
Endless Bliss
?
Samir Al-hafzi Said Mohammad Abou 😂😂😂😁
@@gravekeepersven82 more like thanos was busting wigs and splitting cheeks
It's good to be strong.. cause you never know what will happen in there.. ya need to be in shape. BUT.. it's not everything. I saw a HUGE guy .. and i mean fucking gigantic and muscle bound.. get destroyed by a guy that was probably 5 " shorter and 70 lbs lighter. Happened right in front of me . The big guy thought he held the keys.. that's a term for pod boss of your race. Everybody was intimedated because the guy just looked like he could smash you like Hulk smashed Loki. He said something to the smaller guy and i heard the smaller guy say"You don't give me orders. fuck you' then Thanos leaned over him to try and scare him i guess and the little guy hit him so hard and fast i swear it echoed of the tile walls. On my life the thanoses nose was ripped half way off. it was hanging on by a nostril and you could fucking see his NOSE HOLE . Like looking at a skulls nose whole. Afterwards the big guy had lost such respect for being all talk the entire pod rolled him out. He had to request to leave or his health was in jeapordy. It was crazy.
Everyone is a tough guy until one shows up lol
Breast Lasagna
Don't be a tough guy mang.
😂😂😂😂
That is the truth.
And there's always someone tougher.
Screw this. I'm not even getting a parking ticket from this point forward.
"Killa was bumping his gums and got his cheeks took viciously"😟
“And i mean viciously”
"Gray matter"
Das Right!
It's not supposed to be funny but man I died laughing lol
I wonder how true this story was 🤔
One thing I learned in this video is
Do not go to jail . Ever ...
And if you have to go, especially if it's just jail (county lid a year) and if you're in there with violent people (big difference between jail time and prison time) ... then go once and don't go back. lol. Huge difference with who you're around and the politics at level 3 than level 7
Depends which state your in
I think for just having survived 23 years in them prisons and to get on with your life is a massive achievement, a heart and mind of steel to survive all that. Thanks for the yarn Badger, all the best.
Don't be weird man. If you went to jail for that amount of time on separate occasions you were already about that life and on the streets surrounded by people just like there are in jail. If it was something like involuntary manslaughter you behind the wheel of a car and had to do that kinda time, first offense, that's different. I don't know what he got that time for but if it's separate charges on separate occasions, consider that part that part that part
Kudos to that now stay out lol
@@sagechris4742 some folks just hard headed kudos if they straighten up though
sagechris Driving on a suspended turned into 23 years for this guy...
I am a burned out social worker. So frustrated with the mental health system and “criminal justice” system. I went through the mental health system myself as a young person and I’ll never been the same. Thank you for the lived experiences you guys are sharing because they need to see examples of changing and contributing to changing these systems. It keeps me going in my own recovery and the work I feel I’m called to.
How are you doing?
Bummed out social worker ,strung out social worker
My dad served 15 years and the stories he told me are absolutely spine chilling. He always told us to remember there’s always someone who’s more heartless than you
I was a prison guard for 30 yrs in Texas and Wish I could unseen what I saw
I did 11.5 years in NY prison. Been out 25 years so far, Thank God. But I saw things in there myself, glad it's no longer a part of my world. Used to have nightmares at one time.
@DJ Maier cool story bro
@DJ Maier your damn right, all we have to do is segregate everyone by race, gang, and association. Then withhold all mail and visitation. Hire private contractors for all the food and laundry, and randomly screen everyone and everything with xray, dogs, physical search. Then pass laws allowing for the summary execution (that means no trial cause no one has time for all that)of anyone who gets caught with contraband worse than booze, and any attacks on staff. You might curtail the violence rate at that point, but probably not that much.
@@profetintraining42 glad u staying out big bro hope u doing good bro much love
@DJ Maier inmates will get to their families though no? Theyre gonna make sure they get their dope and such.
OG Badger really keeping it real. Mad respect.
Thats the difference between OG and wannabe
I love how he says "we're not promoting Wigsplitting..." then scroll down and theres a bunch of gear and shirts with the word "Wigsplitter" on it.
I like this
He's a snitch
Badger would definitely bust ya cheeks and split ya wig bruh
Thank you for calling us "nutsacks".
We who are nutsacks salute you.
Tough love
When badger says "nutsack" you better answer with "yes, sir", punk.
@nicegaming 60 Yes, dog
He was once a nut sack. But he survived prison and now hes anti nut sack
Someone in the army for 10 years will probably see less people die than someone in the joint for 10 years. War isnt a game and being inside isnt a game. No matter where in the world, prison is no joke. Love Badger and Big H. Keep it fresh! Peace out!
My strategy for surviving prison? Never go in the first place.
what if they put you in there anyways? it's not really up to you
@@Shroomov product of the environment is BS. im 30 and i spend last evening playing hearthstone with my wife. you wouldn't guess the shitty neighborhood and family i came from. my dad sold me to my mom. i was arrested just for hanging out with my crazy friends. got strip searched and beaten at the station for nothing time after time. all ways smiled and knew that this is not me. my friend choose to fuck up the officer and got 4 years. because this is who he choose to be.
@@Shroomov Typically doesn't happen.
Dreyhov actually it is
After hearing what he said at 4:15 I think I'd string myself up before I'd go there, or pull someone's gun and take my chances.
"Not that I'm a tough guy, but I tell you what. When you're behind the wall, there's a lot of things that change; and you're one of them."
Nice name! Hahaha
stfu punk
Sobering statement
Grant Ziz very!!
@@MaxG-sx5vd facts!! 😂
You can tell he’s been through a lot through his voice and eyes
He sounds like some of us war vets, when we’re discussing our military war moments! That stuff affects any human being.
Yea he is a Warrior Savage....That made it out...That's crazy you can get PTSD from going to Prison never thought about Prison could have that Effect on u
@@michaeljennings8383 you can get PTSD from any situation that creates high stress and mental suffering.
He lying
I never want to see the version of myself that could survive prison....if that version even exists.
you will probably get your cheeks busted
you will get your cheeks busted on your first day for being a cowboys fan
A Guitar come on bruh 🤣🤣🤣
@@briancarpenier7024 Just remember a you're stuck in a cell with me. A good cellie sleeps on his belly!
@briancarpenier7024 that's not the worst thing that can happen😂😂
Badger got his beard split
Sukrat Singh this comment deserves a thousand likes
Lmao
that's hilarious
twice
😂😂
I ain't about that life. Thank you.
I know that’s right!!!
Good! There's nothing good about that life, there's fun, but you always pay more than its worth.
Me neither bro
You aint bout dat cheek bustin lyf? U soft homie
Nah bro me either prison ain't for me that's for sure but I do enjoy these stories
Wow the pencil story was absolutely insane I can't even imagine how that must have effected you man and thanks for the burtal honesty and the view on the unwritten laws on the inside and thank you badger
I heard another guy at rikers saw a dude get stabbed in the head with a scissors
Not many things make me physically cringe, but that story was definitely one of them. I think it's a very valuable thing to be shared oh, and I know it isn't easy to revisit so thank you.
"Pop!"
✏️👂
@@DanB1987 I can see and hear it in my head man JESUS ! That’s some scary shit, pencil punched into his ear ?!
yes!! he was probably a good guy that snaped...worst scenario when that happens..
As a man that never was on the inside..I commend you and B.H ..Thank you for making these videos
Thanks Big H ..God Bless and keep doing what your doing
I thought I was tough until I went to jail. Life changing experience I’ll never forget.
You got them cheeks busted
You probably are tough but also intelligent and therefore have more to live for than the next guy willing to throw it all away
It takes a real man to admit that respect bro
Winnebago county jail is easy afffff
Shit, jail was no different than the group home.
Having served 10 years in state prison, I couldn't agree more with what's said in this video...
Hope youre doing ok out of prison
I would not be able to survive prison, I have anxiety and I hate people
You'd end up in p.c.
Protective custody ...
Also known as
PUNK CITY !
Prison would turn me into sociopath because that is what it would take for me to survive and thrive. Unfortunately, the damage to the soul from that experience is something I never want to experience. I could kill other people, but it's something you can't take back. When I was active duty military, I signed up to possibly die or kill for my country. Prison is different. Nobody volunteers for that...
I don’t think it’s a bad thing to be able to admit that you wouldn’t do well in prison.
Give up coffee and weed then tell me in 2 weeks how your anxiety is.
@@DevilsAvocado69 lmfao I feel like I needed that comment more than the dude ur talking too lol
I knew exactly what you guys are trying to do by telling these stories. I've been to prison myself. You are doing many great things. Hopefully people don't want to go because of these stories and make lifestyle changes. For people like me it's fellowship I get from you guys, we've shared in this experience. Bless you guys stay free and thank you.
The most Noble and honorable thing a human being can do is use their lessons in life to teach others so that they may avoid those situations all together. If you guys save just one person from the hell and horror y'all speak of, then it's worth it on some level.
I was going to say this, but with much less eloquence, so instead I'm gonna say I agree wholeheartedly
I quit a horrible job with a ballbuster of a boss yesterday...
Had a better one by that afternoon .
Thanks Badger ,
Much respect
Herc, Another great episode my friend.
Badger,
"Cattle die and kinsmen die,
thyself too must die,
but one thing never will die,
the fame of one who has done well."
Stay well and may the Gods give you their blessing.
"Four on one is fun when you ain't the one".
That's a real pussy thing to say!
Kevin McGann fair fights only happen in the ufc
@@kevinmcgann8752 it ain't a pussy thing to say its true, no one likes 4 people beating them up, no matter how strong you are 4 somewhat fit guys can easily beat anyone
@@gravecreations8673 Your logic is correct, but you're looking at it from the wrong angle. It's pussy to think jumping someone in a 4-on-1 fight is fun in the first place.
When living in fucked up places like a prison, people dont give a fuck about fairness. People dont give a fuck about morality or bravado bullshit. All they have to do is whack that dude so that they wont end up getting whacked.
It's sad that there's people in the comments that are trying to be tough but never seen the inside of a cop car
I just cannot fathom what these people think they are accomplishing beyond jerkin themselves off in comment sections. This is some seriously good advice and knowledge these guys are offering up for free, to strangers no less. What's with the lack of respect?
Cheek busting crew checking in
its sad you think being inside a cop car is more reputable than not being in one. Just means you're bad at whatever you did my man
You have to be a criminal to be tough?
Hahaha... sure thing, chief.
It's sad that you equate "tough" as being in the back of a cop car. Some people obviously aren't tough enough to work 5-6 days a week until they retire. Being in a job that you fucking hate but you are "tough" enough to keep waking up every morning and go to work because you have a family that is relying on your income. Most criminals may be street "tough" but they aren't tough enough to say no to drugs, alcohol or commit a crime for money because they can't hold down a job.
When you go to Prison do not get high, DO NOT gamble and do not play any sports, spend your free time working out and minding your business and you'll be fine
Mike Jones a bit easier said than done... but... possible. 💯
do guys bust your cheeks if you beat them in 1 on 1 basketball
@@cdwag23 yes
Best comment I did 3 and that's very true. Also I should add just stay out
@@cdwag23
And if you lose.
Best bet is to either never play or hope to keep a draw over n over until your or his time is up.
"Life is full of good people. If you can't find one- be one."
Great advice.
That story about the pencil creeps me out to the max. I've seen that crazy face when someone loses it.
Thank you OG Badger and Hurc! Love you guys, nothing but respect!
EXCELLENT TAG TEAM !!!!!!!
Danny weak bait.
Glad to see this video getting the response that it is getting.
Listen to the stories that will follow, imagine yourself in that position and how shitty that would be.
Can you imagine sleeping and all of the sudden a pencil gets rammed into your brain??? Hopefully you would die quick, but what if by some chance you didn't. That is something you NEVER want to experience or worse yet, turn into the person that does it.
This is what you get to look forward to in prison. It's nothing nice, live your life, appreciate all that you have, even if you have nothing, being FREE is better than being Locked up!!!
Be sure to give OG Badger some love and check out his channel and subscribe! czcams.com/channels/_pojdqSWYU9DvAQrkRU30w.html
We appreciate all of our people and wish them the best success in life!!
man, the shit in this video makes me want to be good noodle for the rest of time
Great Video speaking Truth 👍
Time to join the Patreon and shoot u a Email for a Trip to NYC from Home on leave in the Military to Rikers island never told my Story on Camera! Keep speaking the Truth Herc 😎
Please do some interviews with females that have done prison time! My niece needs to hear them, because she's headed down path as Mom & she's gonna end up in prison too!
Mad respect Big Herc!!
Did you and badger take turns taking each other's cheeks?
"Big Bird from Westside Sesame Street" LMAO!! Thank you for the knowledge brother. You and Herc, and Wes are droppin BIG knowledgable things on us, and anyone that talks tough on the keyboard is a fool. Keep up the great work!
Ask any Military member that was in a combat MOS. Strength in numbers. And even the baddest guy in the unit has made friends with people that can help them out.
I was in juvie when I was 17 and watched a giy get stabbed by 4 inmates for cheating at spades and he paid the price. That changed my life forever. It was 26 yrs ago and I can still see it as vividly as if it just happened.
Did he die??
Aye homes I went to county right after turning 18, I decided in the pod that day, prison isn't for me. I went to county one more time after that.
Talk about how older guys manipulate the young. If you think you're accepted, you are only being used.....
Shoutout to Christina Randall who introduced me to Wes who introduced me to Big Herc. Now I’m on Badger whhhhhat up brotha!!! ✊🏻
I was the other way. Badger, Herc and then wes.
I found Wes first too. Lockdown 23&1 is dope too..
Badger is my first
Herc introduced all those cats on his channel first!
First of all I want to say thank you. When I first got out, it was really hard for me to adjust to the outside world and I felt so alone like nobody understood what I was going through but then I saw your videos and it made me feel a lot better, so thank you so much for teaching people and letting them know that it's not glorious and it's not something to be admired. I lost my brother and my father while I was up state, and I know so meny guys there who lost a lot while they were in there. I know I've said it twice already but just thank you, thank you, thank you man. I appreciate you.
I'm a drop out, I thought I was gonna change my life when I dropped(no I didn't snitch), but got to the streets and did the same old shit. I finally hit bottom Iv'e been sober for almost 4 years now, it hasn't been easy especially lately. I appreciate everything you say, it resonates with me and helps to get my thinking back on track. Please keep it up.
Good onya m8
Nobody likes a quitter.
For the uneducated, what do you mean by a drop out? Obviously you're not talking about high school.
Q X he dropped out of his gang.
Sober life can suck and be boring sometimes ... downright depressing as well sometimes ... but just keep thinking of your worst days and appreciate you and your health if you can and roll from there, day in day out ... maybe even one minute at a time like I have to do most of the time ... the idea is replace bad addictions with positive addictions that boost your dopamine levels ... since addiction is in our DNA, why not use it to our advantage.
Good people. "If you cant find one be one".
Perfect
Word 👍
@Smegead>>>IKR??? I'm gonna try and follow it.....
Thankyou man, and Big Herc you guys stories have genuinely impacted my way of thinking before I act in a positive way! Happy Holidays💪🏼
Thank you, I stayed out of trouble because my dad and uncles went through this stuff in the Texas prison system. I could tell you guys were real because I've heard the stories and have seen how people come back.
TDCJ is the worst. No A/C inside most of the buildings and you really have to watch yourself. They have Prison Rape Elimination Act, but that doesn't cover your 6 at all times in prison.
He ain't lying, prison is not a joke, unless ur a monster, don't count on surviving a long bid!
Facts!
Big faxx
Even monsters can get got.
Bigger facts
That's str8 facts right there. No matter how big and bad u mite b, there's always sumone bigger, badder, and crazier. Especially when u get sumwhere with people who have nothing to lose.
Well said. Badger needs to be a regular on here.
He is!
He is
He is my neqqa
If he wasn't racist. Get that AB tat off then we talk on that. This fool coulda been got it off he been out for years
He’s the reason I watch. Nothing against the black guy, he’s cool too, but I come to hear Badger. I’m from SoCal and know some bad motherfuckers like Badger. I almost fell into this life as a young man. Grateful I got my act together.
“If you’re nit enjoying life, start enjoying life”. Good advice. A lot people need to pay heed to that
I really appreciate you taking the time to share this with us. I have a brother that is a habitual offender and has done time repeatedly. Unfortunately my dad and mom were both incarcerated at one time in my life as well. I lived out in Montrose CA. and my dad had warrants in IN at the time for DWI and was arrested in CA drunk driving and IN extradited him back here for the warrants but anyway my family has a history of addiction and some legal issues. I just wanted to thank you for sharing the hope and being so honest. I think it’s wonderful that you are now being of service to others thru treatment, no better way to be humble and show gratitude in my opinion. My brother is finally for the first time since he was a Juvinile no longer on paper and he is not behind bars, he isn’t a free man though. He is a prisoner to drugs, it’s a loss of freedom like no other! The grips of addiction and the shame and struggles that come with it are pure hell that are indescribable, unless you have lived it or watch someone you love suffer it you will never know what heroin and many other drugs will do to your life. I will be trying to turn my brother on to your vids. Thanks a lot.
OG Badger has been my favourite guest. Hes gone through some bad shit, I'm glad hes making something of his life.
Me as a father not wanting my son to ever go to the concrete jungle appreciate and respect your words along with herc. Thank you
Just an FYI, 'concrete jungle' refers to a sprawling, urbanized city, not prison
@@rickeykoga2312 my guy you really gonna try to correct me on a comment I made thanking these guys for speaking? Wtf lol thanks for the advice
Concrete Jungle? Lol you have no idea what that means, do you?
you for real dont want your son to see new york city?
New York isn't that bad 😂
Self care. That’s what it’s all about. I appreciate this great content. You guys are the best! Thanks
You can tell Badger has been through Mental Health Counseling because we promote self-care and live it!
One of the wisest things I’ve heard on CZcams in awhile. Going to county once in west Texas and once in Ft Worth was enough for me to give up any type of criminal life and work hard to care for my family. Thank you for the wisdom, courtesy, and honesty.
Same here but in NY, county was all I needed to see this aint worth it. Is as Badger put it, you are surrounded by animals, pure savages. I dont mean that in a bad ass way, I mean in a violent, idiotic, mental health sociopathic way. The stupidity I saw in there was unbelievable and also the hopelessness. Im not gonna comment on of the violent shit i saw in there, but speaking hopelessness and stupidity I remember this dude was in there for some stupid shit and his bail was 300 dollars and when I spoke to him he had been there over a week (at that moment I thought "u still in here for 300 dollars?? wtf, I will bond u out, thinking he was just some poor bastard but i kept my mouth shut) then I found out his sister is a cop from a BX precinct and i told him yo tell ur sister to bond u out and this guy goes nah im good and it hit me, some plp LIVE this shit, like they actually enjoy it there and sometimes u hear it from an interview or something but when u actually start meeting mfers like that, u go "fuck this shit"
Man I've been watching big herc now for a minute now and this is one of his best vid yet freaking badger speaks the truth
You can tell Badger has been through a lot. Even when he speaks on certain events, you can still see that it effects him. Much respect to you, and I like what you said in this video “If you’re not enjoying your life right, go out and do that.”
Thanks for sharing your truths, I don’t think any of us understand how much it actually matters.
You guys bring hope; the story of humanity is adversity in dealing with oneself, and to be how you were into how you now are is a testament to what we all can achieve.
not even gonna lie, i would just cry
Yo Bagger looks like THANOS Lmaoo
Bagger
lmao Bagger?
On God they modeled Thanos after Badger lmaoo
@David Davidson I just think it was a typo lol
Damn he does too 😂
Brilliant chat, wish this dude all the best and never go back
Truthful, no fabrication, and just straight up honesty. This is a great channel if you are looking for this. Such things are rare these days on CZcams and in the world. I've never been in a penitentiary, but have known some that have and it's a horrible place. And yes, when you're in there they don't care who you are either.
Nothing but respect brother. Most people go there whole life not seeing how dark it can get. Life has a funny way of humbling folks.
You can tell badger was affected by these things because you can see the pain in his eyes.
Rexx Colt no you can’t
He seen worse. But he wont say.
You can tell he has a need to fart from the angle he's sitting at...
"Some things you can't unsee"
Every telling is reliving the experience, so, there's no stopping it from showing
You can also tell by the slight quiver in his voice when talking about sime of the more traumatic experiences.
"Stay ready, you aint gotta get ready."
Respect. I work in the healthcare field and thats what I instill in my coworkers. We're in the business of saving lives so we always have to be in the mindset that something can happen at any moment. Do you mind if I use that quote as a reminder?
Badger, thanks for sharing and thanks for giving back to the community. Take care,
Paul
Thank you guys for what you do, I watch this channel on a regular basis. I've learned a lot from this channel, and from ex convicts I've worked with, and some of them where the best people you could know. In my 21 years of living, I've only been to jail once on a drinking charge, and nothing since. This channel has helped me learn more on how to avoid the pen, and i thank you!!
He couldn't be more right. I thought i was a pretty tough guy until prison. Unreal savages live there.
36 months in the Infantry overseas. Your dead on Badger. Some shit you just can't unsee and it will change you forever. Different situation yet a lot of similarities. I'm glad you got out of that cage alive. Thank you for taking out the trash while you were inside as well, real talk. God bless.
I appreciate guys like Badger. You're doing a genuine service out here, whether people realize ot or not. Folks out there need to listen to what you and others have to say, and hopefully listen to it and take it as a warning
"They took that kid viciously"
My dad, who had never been arrested, not even a traffic ticket, was sentenced to 33 1/2 years in prison for shooting a police officer at 62 years old. He was recovering from a quadruple bypass and some small strokes. Everyone turned their backs on him after his punishment was dealt, except for myself & my mom (40+ years divorced). He was a sick old man, I spent many hours on the phone with prison staff, making my dad safe. He was beaten, poisoned, extorted & more. He went into liver failure, the prison Hospice program is AMAZING. He was transferred to a local hospital, and was surrounded by his family when he took his last breath. There were 2 plain clothes officers in the room at all times, but they left about an hour before he passed to give us privacy. So much more to the story, but Prison is no fucking joke. We were all victims when this happened.
I'm so sorry.
@@siflisk Thank you. People tend to judge/blame the families of the offenders. I am a victim in the sense I lost my father the day he committed his crime.
Titz MaGee snap? I’d like to hear more if that’s ok
Poor bastard that's unlucky what made him shoot the cop
That’s a shame god bless his wee soul
"I figured the way I avoided PTSD was to be the cause of PTSD." only the strong survive.
That’s actually an effective mentality to have not saying it’s right or wrong but hey ....
The truth is that even the aggressor in a situation gets PTSD from what they have done and seen done to other people.
PTSD is not only for victims.
Last1 Left254 i was thinking the same
PrinceJamal89 Cain went insane after he murdered Abel.
Perpetrators of atrocities suffer among the worst PTSD. Simply witnessing something outside normative behavior is enough, whether you're even involved or not. But research seems to show that the closer you are to it, the worse it is.
Being a sociopath is likely the only immunity. But there's nothing glorious about being sociopathic, it's like living life stuck in greyscale, you'd miss out on so much of what makes life worth living.
Thanks for the awareness guys. Really appreciate what you guys are doing man.
I applaud you guys for talking to people about what goes on on the inside! I have a teenage son who is testing the waters a little bit and asked him to watch this! It’s nice to see grown men who been through a lot come together and try to help the youngsters who may be headed that way!!
I don't wanna go to prison
Drew Finn thank you thank you are listening 👊👊👊✌
Badger is a good dude. Straight up. You can tell his wisdom was earned, wether it’s his street/pen knowledge or his general insight on life.
Thanks for periodically during the video, reminding us that you are here to help us out. Keep us out. Get our minds right. It’s so much better being out here around someone we love. 🍻
Excellent analogies , congratulations on your good work, by helping others to open their eyes, the mind setting that you applied, is just a blessing, way to go!
These guys are too real for CZcams.
CZcams needs more REALNESS!!
They're changing the game watch
But I am fucking glad they are HERE!!! HERC and BADGER, to school silly motherf-er's.
Real.... harsh reality friend. What I would give to be one who is still innocent to the real world. Be happy
Bob Dole Thanks for spelling ‘too’ properly. It’s quite rare.
Thanks Badger. This is better than most podcasts
Man I have nothing but love and respect for you guys and what you're doing, people who have to talk tuff are really more scared than anyone.
Mad respect for badger!! Appreciate all of the other people sharing their stories too, whenever i feel stressed these vids keep me from relapsing.. things could always be way worse....
It seems so many scream for acceptance through their ignorant actions without realizing the gates of the penitentiary is always open ready to embrace them.
Damn. You've been through hell and survived. Respect 👍
Yeah man respect to everybody who's come through this
Thanks 4 keeping it real man! A lot of these guys seem like there telling a story some1 else told them. U tell stories from what u experienced. Definitely the type of G I'd kick it with!!!
Much love man. Nothing but respect. Enjoy the free air my friend
this is a public service, keep doing what your doing,
“ Life is full of good people, If you can’t find one, Be One!”” Roger that.
Thank you for the stories. I listen to these about once a year. It keeps me from doing anything that would cause me to go to prison.
Thanks for sharing, brother! Big respect from Austria
I love this dude. He just seem like a good dude, and coo to talk to. Carries himself like a man, without having to explain it.
Thanks man, I watch these videos to remind me to stay humble EVERY day as we are all just one bad decision away from being on the wrong side of that wall. Like they say "sometimes it takes a bigger man to just walk away". I thank god every day for my freedom because I've lost it before and glad and HOPE that's behind me.
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I love the content Big Herc! Keep this shit coming. Much respect from Houston Tx big homie.
Thanks, you guys lived through the hell and I appreciate you educating the youth and others before they screw up their lives. Keep doing what you're doing and stay positive!