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  • čas přidán 25. 06. 2019
  • The surgery is tomorrow.. I'll update you all after.
    the video that's premiering • A LETTER FROM MY MOM T...
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    Snapchat: shannonbeverage
    I don't expect anyone to do this but I just wanted to offer as an option.. My friend asked that instead of flowers her friends donate money to www.curesarcoma.org ..
    can I get a big "FUCK CANCER" in the comments..
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  • @debbiebeveridge1883
    @debbiebeveridge1883 Před 5 lety +888

    Thank you for all of your positive vibes, thoughts, well wishes, prayers and energy! I appreciate you! Reading your comments and thinking about all of you who are dealing with or have dealt with similar things in your lives. Feeling optimistic and appreciative of all my family members and great friends in my life who are reaching out to me with love and concern! Love to all of you!

    • @Romina07
      @Romina07 Před 5 lety +6

      Debbie Beveridge you got this deb!!

    • @ellw7830
      @ellw7830 Před 5 lety +4

      We love you back Deb

    • @mayaflici374
      @mayaflici374 Před 5 lety +4

      You're amazing Debbie! We love you ❤

    • @florbalsamo4727
      @florbalsamo4727 Před 5 lety +5

      Hey Debbie! Everything will be ok! My mom went through exactly the same 6 years ago, and the tumor was taken out, she had radiotherapy and everything went well, I bet it's gonna be the same with you! Stay strong, is the most important thing! ❤

    • @ireallyreallyhategoogle
      @ireallyreallyhategoogle Před 5 lety +5

      I hope the surgery went well and the recovery isn't too hard.

  • @katelyndoner2397
    @katelyndoner2397 Před 5 lety +738

    Sending all of my thoughts and prayers to Queen Deb ❤️❤️❤️

  • @susancarter6503
    @susancarter6503 Před 5 lety +277

    I lost my mom a year ago and My father a month ago.
    I'm 26 And honestly I'm lost and empty.
    Life without parents has no meaning.
    May they rest in peace.
    Please pray for them.

    • @GagasNum1Fan
      @GagasNum1Fan Před 5 lety +6

      susan carter I'm so, so sorry for your loss. They will always be with you in your heart, no one can take that from you 💕

    • @mindlessprobie9464
      @mindlessprobie9464 Před 5 lety +3

      @susan carter May they rest in peace, I'm sorry for your loss. Just keep breathing, it may take a while to be okay. You'll be okay, I really hope so.

    • @Nicreb
      @Nicreb Před 5 lety +5

      susan carter I am so sorry love I can’t even imagine, I send you and everyone going through this so much love

    • @bishdo
      @bishdo Před 5 lety +3

      Wishing you the best and sending you some strength.

    • @ketutkutik4735
      @ketutkutik4735 Před 5 lety +4

      I don’t know you but i want give you hug

  • @Marooth
    @Marooth Před 5 lety +2

    Thank u for being so vulnerable & sending so much love for everything you + your friends and family are going through

  • @Slugger7711
    @Slugger7711 Před 5 lety +417

    My mom was just diagnosed with breast cancer too! I’m so glad they are able to do surgery right away! My mom has been going thru chemo currently! Sending you all love!

    • @zaniniiiiiiiiiiiii
      @zaniniiiiiiiiiiiii Před 5 lety +3

      Slugger7711 same! my mom is in the same situation as yours

    • @ouran8hokage
      @ouran8hokage Před 5 lety +2

      So is mine, support is here guys, let's keep everyone in mind and hope and pray for all the best for our moms, and for everyone going through something like this. 💙

    • @BelindaArcana
      @BelindaArcana Před 5 lety

      My grandma same..

  • @ingriddenisseelizondocavaz6140

    We love you shan and we love deb, Everything is gonna be okay.
    You guys are not alone...
    A whole family will pray...
    Smile keep strong

  • @kennedyschaefer934
    @kennedyschaefer934 Před 5 lety +151

    My condolences to your friend’s dad,
    and her family. May he Rest In Peace. And all my love and support goes to you Deb. Stay strong and I hope you recover quickly💕

  • @Sam-ml5wt
    @Sam-ml5wt Před 5 lety +6

    Prayed for her. Blessed be sister, you’re not alone ❤️

  • @jessicawells6288
    @jessicawells6288 Před 5 lety +260

    Shannon I really appreciate how honest you are about what's going on because it really shows that you have hope that everything is going to be alright. If I were to ever look back on or just going through some hard things I would absolutely thank you for showing me that not everything is horrible in life. One of my fav quotes is this "Sometimes finding the light means going through the deepest darkness" and I really hope everything turns out fine with Deb. Love you and keep being you!

  • @nursoeinserienjunkie2981
    @nursoeinserienjunkie2981 Před 5 lety +173

    I'm so sorry, I hope queen debby is going to get better soon and that you are happy shannon❤ lots of love from germany😙

  • @juliaoskam3911
    @juliaoskam3911 Před 5 lety +3

    Sending all of my positive energy and the kinetic energy of that fly from the other video to Debbie! 💛My condolences about your friend’s father.

  • @MiaBella271
    @MiaBella271 Před 5 lety +7

    The weather along with your story was crazy and amazing and inspiring and sad but I think you are right your mom is gonna be ok. ❤

  • @elizabethdimaggio1544
    @elizabethdimaggio1544 Před 5 lety +57

    I noticed the sun coming out just as you said everything is going to be okay before you even said that and it’s exactly what I needed to hear and see

  • @melrosex24x
    @melrosex24x Před 5 lety +16

    Sending all the peace and love to you, your darling mother, and the family with their loss.
    We are all here for each other xx

  • @theadventuresofsam6045

    I love how you’re always so genuine and open with your channel and your fans. You’re an inspiration and everything will be okay.

  • @kenziebeveridge
    @kenziebeveridge Před 5 lety +10

    love you so much shannon! that was june watching over you. she’ll protect aunt deb :) sending you all the love from pittsburgh

  • @KTJoyProductions
    @KTJoyProductions Před 5 lety +6

    Praying for your mom shannon! Love you guys and I give you nothing but good vibes to Queen Deb

  • @MicroTex23
    @MicroTex23 Před 5 lety +22

    Positive vibes to your mom and also your friend who lost her father. just keep the faith and the good Lord will help your mom along the way.

  • @Dan18_0
    @Dan18_0 Před 5 lety

    Look at that sun shinning on you! everything will be okay. Im so emotional rn. I feel you. Sending all good vibes and love!

  • @sarahwoodworth1542
    @sarahwoodworth1542 Před 5 lety +4

    Thinking of your mom today. Hope she pulls through and will be safe. Sending blessings

  • @martharaymer7109
    @martharaymer7109 Před 5 lety +9

    Sending you and Deb and your friend so much love 💖 it's weird how the universe works sometimes, but you're right, everything will be okay 💖

  • @maggiebuss76
    @maggiebuss76 Před 5 lety +74

    The sun coming out as you said “everything is going to be okay” literally made me burst into tears. You’re a strong one, keep that chin up 💕

  • @angelsapra3554
    @angelsapra3554 Před 5 lety +3

    Been thinking of your mom & you the last couple days! Sending you love & positivity! ❤

  • @CLROUGH
    @CLROUGH Před 5 lety

    I noticed the weather changing through this video with your feelings... how amazing! You’re amazing.

  • @saladbar1806
    @saladbar1806 Před 5 lety +29

    i’ll keep your mom and your friend in my thoughts ❤️ we’re with you in these rough times

  • @isobelhood7625
    @isobelhood7625 Před 5 lety +108

    I read the description to know what's going on beforehand, I'm so sorry shan 💕, thinking your friend as well 💗

  • @carldagangon6317
    @carldagangon6317 Před 5 lety +1

    This made me emotional I just wanna hug you really tight shan! I'll be praying for your mom's speedy recovery. We all believe in her fighting spirit & God Bless 🙏

  • @yoanapeycheva9499
    @yoanapeycheva9499 Před 5 lety

    Thank you for sharing this! I hope that your mom is healthy and that your friend’s dad is in a good place as well as your friend.

  • @leannaAyushi
    @leannaAyushi Před 5 lety +3

    So sorry to hear this Shan! Thanks for sharing it is a good reminder that we aren’t guaranteed tomorrow and not to take things for granted. Thoughts are with you and your friends family!❤️

  • @3Oh3metrostation
    @3Oh3metrostation Před 5 lety +3

    Deb has always been such a light and a stellar example of a human being for so many of us. Love you both.

  • @JuicyPricklePeach
    @JuicyPricklePeach Před 5 lety

    I hope her surgery goes great today and she has a speedy recovery love you guys so much 💜💜💜

  • @Normiiiiiiiii
    @Normiiiiiiiii Před 5 lety

  • @sinjon
    @sinjon Před 5 lety +3

    RIP to your friend’s dad. My thoughts are with the family and your mom. I hope her surgery was a success.
    How awesome was it that the sun came out just as you said things are gonna be okay?!

  • @iammai-bz9rn
    @iammai-bz9rn Před 5 lety +9

    Hugs Shannon...
    Will be praying for your Mom.
    All of us.
    We love you and your Mom.

  • @boglarkajonas6234
    @boglarkajonas6234 Před 5 lety

    It's really sweet how u talk to yourself in this video like everythings gonna be ok and stuff like that but u have to believe it for real girl i love you so much

  • @katiebrady1714
    @katiebrady1714 Před 5 lety

    I love you both! And all of you giving support to them as well!!!❤

  • @pinkpanther4486
    @pinkpanther4486 Před 5 lety +92

    We love you Shannon be strong 💪🏼 we are going to pray for your mom and your friend's dad, everything's gonna be fine 🙏🏼❤

  • @mjmartinez9255
    @mjmartinez9255 Před 5 lety

    i wish the best to you and your mom, keep strong and i hope her recovery goes well, i love you both and want yall to be happy and have a good time on this planet together

  • @rhymemelodies1018
    @rhymemelodies1018 Před 5 lety +2

    You're such a strong, charismatic beautiful girl. Just like your mom. Life's tough but so is she. Thinking of her and sendings the best energies❤❤❤

  • @JordanWalston
    @JordanWalston Před 5 lety +79

    You never know when a video can hit you where you need to be hit. Or “hug” you where you need to be “hugged”. Needed this today. Thank you for sharing your heart with us.

  • @charleysadler1812
    @charleysadler1812 Před 5 lety +25

    Hey Shannon
    My mums currently doing chemo so I get some of the things you're feeling. I'm glad you're staying positive.
    Thoughts with you and yours.

  • @mariateresaalcala3909
    @mariateresaalcala3909 Před 5 lety

    i love u shannon i’m sending you a hug and i’m also sending a hug to your mother 💌 like you said everything will be just fine !!!!

  • @jenniferkirkham8653
    @jenniferkirkham8653 Před 5 lety +1

    So real. Love that you've reached out during such a difficult time Shannon, I know that's not easy to do. My mum had breast cancer a few years ago and had surgery and radiotherapy. She came through the other side. So Ive been there. And know at least a bit what you're going through. Love conquers all, you've got this. Keep reaching out, we're there for you like youve been there for us all these years xxxx

  • @rachelps5870
    @rachelps5870 Před 5 lety +4

    My thoughts are with you and your mom. Debbie is such a sweetheart and a strong woman.
    Sending my love to you! ❤❤

  • @mirandacosgroveyuca
    @mirandacosgroveyuca Před 5 lety +56

    Debby you are gonna do great at surgery ❤ we all love you so so much, you are such a great mom.

  • @TerminallyPerky
    @TerminallyPerky Před 5 lety

    Omg sending so much love to send your friend. He will be watching over her and her family forever.
    Sending all my good wishes to your mom...but also sending love to you. As a "kid" with a parent with cancer, I get it. Love you.

  • @emilykatherine5071
    @emilykatherine5071 Před 5 lety

    so much love to you. you’re such an amazing person, i hope you receive positive news soon. you deserve that 🖤

  • @notworkingzzz
    @notworkingzzz Před 5 lety +41

    Hey Shannon, everything is gonna be ok.
    My mom has cancer too.
    It sounds bad.
    But, everything is gonna be ok.
    A huge hug from Ecuador.

  • @MaryCecyOnline
    @MaryCecyOnline Před 5 lety +21

    I love you both, we are with you, your family and friends, you all have bring joy to my life somehow and we will pray for you and the people around you, my best wishes, stay positive, that's the key 💛

  • @Lozs2840
    @Lozs2840 Před 5 lety

    I’m heartbroken to hear this I’m sending my prayers and thoughts to their family and your mom is awesome and she will be fine and she will be back being her normal happy self ❤️

  • @rebeccaadams8503
    @rebeccaadams8503 Před 5 lety

    I cried so much💔. Honestly send all my love and prayers to you guys and your friends family❤. Life comes with bitter sweet moments and they can hurt but what's most important is how you deal with them.

  • @IamMinnie90
    @IamMinnie90 Před 5 lety +18

    I honestly do believe your mum is going to be use fine, Shannon. You just watch. She is strong and she has the universe on her side.
    Sending my love all the way from the U.K..
    ♥️

  • @jepeyr01
    @jepeyr01 Před 5 lety +28

    I feel this so much right now. My grandma hasn’t been doing well and I just found out yesterday that her kidneys are failing and she’s going on dialysis. We all have to stay strong together 💜 sending hugs and good vibes to you and your family ❤️

    • @aleta5873
      @aleta5873 Před 5 lety

      Sending good vibes your way also..blessings all around...

  • @SS-xc8bw
    @SS-xc8bw Před 4 lety

    This was so adorable. You are genuine soul. Wish you all the best for your mom’s fast recovery.

  • @bluemari3
    @bluemari3 Před 5 lety +1

    sending positive vibes to your mom! i hope everything went well.

  • @ezraedodds1681
    @ezraedodds1681 Před 5 lety +10

    I hope the surgery went well today, love to you and all your family. Deb Bev is a fighter 🌈 Take care

  • @maryak6150
    @maryak6150 Před 5 lety +37

    Deb you are the strongest woman and the biggest heart out there❤️, i love you so much❤️ both of you❤️

  • @user-pp1bq5rl3t
    @user-pp1bq5rl3t Před 5 lety

    All the best wishes to your mom!! ❤️❤️❤️ She's going to be ok and get well soon!

  • @grlpwr1941
    @grlpwr1941 Před 5 lety +1

    Thank you for being open with us all. I pray your mom’s surgery goes smoothly and she recovers. Sending my positive thoughts and prayers to your mom and family! Stay strong Shan.

  • @chloeseghers5854
    @chloeseghers5854 Před 5 lety +3

    Praying for you and your mom! Stay positive girl! We love you!💞

  • @amymccabe9661
    @amymccabe9661 Před 5 lety +5

    Hey Shannon!
    Thinking about your mom. Everything will be okay, she has you and love. My mom is a 6 year survivor! It gets better, You guys and your friends have my good thoughts

  • @michelleengelberts
    @michelleengelberts Před 5 lety

    So sorry to hear about your mom but definitely stay positive. She will get better! It's not like oh surgery and it's all good but she will get better. My grandma and my aunt had breast cancer and they both are still alive and doing well. Sending tons of positive enegery and love towards you and your mom! 💕

  • @amyfrancis8941
    @amyfrancis8941 Před 5 lety

    Praying that your mum has a speedy and successful recovery - sending good vibes to you and your family xx

  • @katherinehernandez9360
    @katherinehernandez9360 Před 5 lety +11

    We will all Pray for you and your mom don't worry it will all be fine
    Your little angels will be with you at all times 😇🙋😇🙋
    And I'm sorry for your friends dad May he Rest In Peace 😇

  • @sinaa463
    @sinaa463 Před 5 lety +95

    Prayings to your mum, she’s such a sweet lady and I’m sure she will be okay, just like you said❤️
    Lots of love to you two :)

  • @chrishanuel2887
    @chrishanuel2887 Před 5 lety

    i feel you, i got that kinda of emotional things even not related to me. And i hope your mom gonna get better after all is needed to be done.

  • @jessierandall5538
    @jessierandall5538 Před 5 lety

    Going through similar family hardships. Good luck with everything. I appreciate your honesty and openness about your life ❤️ Wishing the best for your mom.

  • @ileniaricci7907
    @ileniaricci7907 Před 5 lety +4

    Sending your mom love and prayers all the way from Italy❤️

  • @laurenelloise
    @laurenelloise Před 5 lety +6

    Trying not to cry. Sending big hugs to you, your mum and your friend 💛💛💛💛

  • @tabithacochran3534
    @tabithacochran3534 Před 5 lety

    Shannon your mom is the cutest! I hope everything goes well with the surgery and I’ll be thinking about her all day that day!

  • @sirijohansen8848
    @sirijohansen8848 Před 5 lety

    Never thought I´d be sending a thing like prayers, but many of those to you, your beautiful mommy and people close to you. -this is so important to god knows how many, thank you!

  • @DoctorCrystalMD
    @DoctorCrystalMD Před 5 lety +80

    All the good vibes your way ❤️❤️❤️ I’ve seen personally in my patients that mindset and positivity make all the difference in these situations and your mom’s got tons of it 🙌🏼

  • @asiamoon77
    @asiamoon77 Před 5 lety +3

    You got this Deb! I am a cancer survivor myself. I had a 4.5 cm tumor ( invasive ducal mucunous carcinoma) cancer free over 3 years now! Sending you all the positive vibes and love from VA. ❤️🌈

  • @sashatristram1666
    @sashatristram1666 Před 5 lety

    Omg im so sorry, i really hope everything will be ok and your mom recovers and gets well soon. Lots of love ❤

  • @teamkidrauhl100
    @teamkidrauhl100 Před 5 lety

    Sending all my love to you and your mom💕my mom also had breast cancer and it’s so important to stay strong and hopeful

  • @daphneallen8095
    @daphneallen8095 Před 5 lety +7

    I am so sorry, Shannon. Your mom is so strong and incredible. We love her and we love you. You have my thoughts and love! You are both blessings to the community. You both have my heart! 💝 sending all the energy and, if you or your mother are religious, I’ll gladly start praying for you guys and your friend’s father.

  • @garimasetia241
    @garimasetia241 Před 5 lety +4

    sending all the good vibes and prayers your way Shannon! :')

  • @kristiwlf
    @kristiwlf Před 5 lety

    sending you and your mom and your family (and your friend and her family) so much love ♥️

  • @SapaLeao
    @SapaLeao Před 5 lety

    Passing the good energy i have to your mom, surgerys are very tough but she's very strong and has a great amount of love from all of us

  • @beargrinder4536
    @beargrinder4536 Před 5 lety +4

    we’ll all have you and your mom in our prayers. stay strong.we love you

  • @naomisnchz1531
    @naomisnchz1531 Před 5 lety +5

    I got worried when i read the title:(
    I love you very much, I hope you get better. Things DO get better! Stay strong Shannon ❤
    Edit: I'm so sorry Shannon. Cancer sucks, but I'm sososo happy that your beautiful momma is okay now; I know that you know but yeah, everything is going to be okay Shann...My grandmother had breast cancer once but fortunately she made it through and she's totally clean now, there's hope, there's always hope! I'm sending you and your family my best vibes👊🏼

  • @hayhayfidolize
    @hayhayfidolize Před 5 lety

    Sending my positive vibes to deb! She’s amazing for raising you and making you such a humble, amazing person Shan! Everything will most definitely be okay! My aunt had breast cancer and scared the shit out of me. She was there when I was born at the hospital and literally MOST of my life. She’s still here with me and I’m so grateful she is! Trust in the universe that everything will be okay 😊

  • @korenisme
    @korenisme Před 5 lety

    Much love to Deb!!!! And to you. It’s really hard dealing with a loss that strong. Praying everyone

  • @TrippO420
    @TrippO420 Před 5 lety +7

    I can’t believe how beautiful they are 😭😍😍

  • @XiScooteriX
    @XiScooteriX Před 5 lety +332

    Oh no the thumbnail is making me sad already :(

    • @agenthoini
      @agenthoini Před 5 lety

      Same exact thought. Dont wanna see her like that..
      (Just to be sure nobody gets it the wrong way of course i love seeing everything that shannons comfortable to share but of course id prefer for her have less to worry about)

    • @miarobinson4538
      @miarobinson4538 Před 5 lety

      Jenna Marie right

  • @patriciadawn7657
    @patriciadawn7657 Před 5 lety

    This just came up in my feed. (I live in Austin so I was enjoying this same rain) I love listening to the universe and it is 100% true that the sun came out at that moment for YOU ☀️ I’m going to watch your mom’s video now ❤️

  • @RustAshypoo
    @RustAshypoo Před 5 lety

    Wow that’s so sad for you and your friend but hopefully all works out well for your family it’s story’s like this is one that are one of the reasons why I’m shaving my hair to raise money for cancer research it effects to many people lives but I know your mum will be ok ❤️

  • @joannahernandez8197
    @joannahernandez8197 Před 5 lety +65

    You and Deb are strong Shannon. Our thoughts and prayers are with you all❤️ Everything will be okay!

  • @YouWillGetThereBuddy
    @YouWillGetThereBuddy Před 5 lety +4

    I've never been this early before.
    But that being said...
    I've dealt with a lot of death in my life and trust me it does get better. I'll keep your friend in my prayers and I definitely will keep your mom in my prayers too ❤
    Stay strong. Everything Will be okay

  • @finalgirl013
    @finalgirl013 Před 5 lety

    I'm so sorry for your mom, I hope she has a speedy recovery and everything is okay!! ❤❤❤

  • @courtneyt2328
    @courtneyt2328 Před 5 lety

    Your mum is the purest and you can tell she’s the most genuine sweet person ever. I’m praying for her and you all ❤️ good luck debs x

  • @juli2615
    @juli2615 Před 5 lety +3

    I will definitely send all my energy to you and your family/friends.
    Love from Austria 🇦🇹

  • @beatrizdesa7601
    @beatrizdesa7601 Před 5 lety +404

    Sad vibes = starts to rain
    Positive vibes = the sun starts to come up
    Wow, God...
    Btw I cried and this video is beautiful

  • @sophiegardiner3440
    @sophiegardiner3440 Před 5 lety

    Stay strong! Make sure you stay happy!!! All the best with your treatment! Shannon don’t ever stop smiling! 💕

  • @valnucifora9992
    @valnucifora9992 Před 5 lety

    I send you so much love and support, you're a light for so many even if sometimes you don't feel like you are shining!

  • @youdontsay2246
    @youdontsay2246 Před 5 lety +18

    Sending you and your mom some good vibes ❤🙌🌞😸😊💪

  • @stellamoro1689
    @stellamoro1689 Před 5 lety +3

    Everything will work out Shan, keeping your mom in my prayers ❤

  • @alba6407
    @alba6407 Před 5 lety +2

    sending all my love to deb right now ❤❤❤ she's like a mother to all of us

  • @jodif8779
    @jodif8779 Před 5 lety

    so sorry to hear about your Mom....that is very hard, we love our parents so much!!! I will send good energy towards your Mom and her operation..... ps. its ok to cry and let your sadness, worries and concerns out!

  • @briannabeach7556
    @briannabeach7556 Před 5 lety +7

    My mom was just told she was cancer free yesterday!! Praying for deb!!!!