That is one of the scariest parts of depression that I feel like people don't think about a lot. It even eats away your empathy. No matter how kind a soul you are, you can get to the point where not even something extreme like that can make you feel any different, 'good' or bad. It's terrifying.
My dad died of an overdose this year when my mom was gonna tell me and my brother i thought i was gonna get yelled at for something When she told me i just didin't care No sadness or emotion i was just mentally saying "is that all?" While she was talking
after reading your comment I.. I understand that I'm pretty close to that point. In last year I was feeling literally like a.. nothing?? It became really hard to make a look like I'm fine like I'm usually make.. also became really hard to support my friends that much as they needed.. My empathy was a big part of me, my support.. and now it's missed. I feel literally nothing at least for a half of this year. In last three months I was thinking about suicide everyday and only thought of friends was making me stop and think straightly but now.. when I think about suicide I stop only because I don't know how to do that less painful. my parents and whole family thinks that I'm fine and I don't even need any help.. And my friends don't want to support me. they always said something like “I'm sorry I don't know how to help.” and they don't even try. I wanna cry harder in those moments.. I always do my best for them and now they just.. don't even try to help me feel better.. I don't think I'll survive next year. maybe, I'll kill myself in my April holidays.. I just don't want to deal with it all alone. no one want to even try to help me, almost everyone thought about me like “Oh shit.. this slut want some attention again? how annoying.. It would be better if she just go die.”... I never understood why people thought about me like that. I'm just a 12 years old girl who wants and needs that much love as everyone.. If I was texting that about a month ago I was crying but now.. I just don't want to. like.. I want but I can't. I feel nothing so I just don't want to loose the rest of my disappearing energy. I'm sorry for everyone who will read this.. maybe I'm really just a little girl who wants some attention.. without any psychologist help I can't make diagnosis for myself. if I do - people will think about me more bad things.. I don't want this to happen again.
Peolpe thay depressed very much sometimes can get like what you said, and that how sociopath created. Remember when the character we play is the angry and depressed simon? That is how sociopath show their emotion
No happy ending is waiting for me at the end of the story. No legacy will be left behind my dead body. No closed ones will cry my death with warm tears and remember me for eternity, keeping me alive if not literally, at least in their hearts and thoughts. Nothing. I will just die a miserable, and lonely death, and it scares me even more than the fact of dying, to be honest, it's giving me shivers of terror. I don't want to die alone, i don't want to...
@@joj2747 only way is to push forward, definitely. Tbh, i will keep going, not because i have any great belief but because it's all i can do, this shit sucks but giving up sucks even more, and after all if Guts didn't gave up how could i?
When you're done playing a game late at night what you fear isn't getting caught or being late it's when you finish playing and realize what reality truly is
Never in my life have I ever felt so-... connected to something like this. It feels like its coming from my soul. I suffer through epidodes of "derealization" and it makes me feel like nothing is real or i just... dont feel. It usually gets accompanied by depression.
I used to feel nothing, until I allowed myself to be open to my actual mind. I worked on myself. I found out so much about myself and now, I feel emotion. I am an emotional person who tries to help people now! I used to be an unsympathetic depressed guy, now I am a very loving person (might be trans). Men do not need to strangle their emotions. They need to let them show. That is what separates humans and animals, we can actually show emotion very well. I used to stun all of my emotions. It was awful. Do not become emotionally distant from everyone.
Are you still here?! Are you alright? If you’re still here, I’m telling you, it’s not going to be worth it. Please don’t do it. I know that life is a real pain and you have your own problems that i’ll never understand. But no matter what, you can’t give up on yourself, on your life. You only live once, please don’t end it so quickly and try to prove life wrong. That you are able to stick up for yourself and show life how strong you are. You are worth it and deserve to be on this earth, please be safe.
@@thatcoffeeperson3641 I hate myself, I can’t jump of 10’s floor yesterday, I just phoned one my friend, that was last time when I said about my problems somebody, next time I will kill myself and nobody will no
Is it wrong I felt American depression so appealing. Its melancholic suffering. Not like ugly lame sad suffering In the third world country. Like where I'm from. The aesthetic just isn't tolerable to be put on display. Like there is no Desire to mimic that in a twisted way. You just see it and, Ugh. You want to forget. But depression in the west or europe. Sign me in please.
@@snuffow.1218 depression is bad everywhere. Non are better. What I try to say basically is just. Its better to be sad when your rich than to be sad when you poor. Your country is more wealthy and developed than mine. Most of my problem will be easier dealt with if im in America
@@ramdaniahmad374 Listen, your country is not underdeveloped, it is over-exploited by countries such as the United States. I understand that you would rather have depression in the United States, but you need to understand that the reason you would rather feel depressed in the United States, is because the United States worsens the material conditions of your country for profit. Don't admire the United States, it is a capitalist-imperialist-terrorist country that was founded on genocide.
@@veiserexab1428 While it is possible to be happy despite the horrible material conditions, happiness would be easier to obtain in better material conditions. Also, not all people in over-exploited countries live in landfills and eat leftovers.
To the people that can relate to this ,,, God loves y'all, doesn't matter which religion you from turn to God he can make life go from nothing to everything in no time 🛐
@@gamersforlife1435he’s from another game made by the same creator as cry of fear called “afraid of monsters”. He’s the dude in the secret, joke ending in cry of fear, being the dude who crashed the car into simon (this ending is just a joke, not actually canon btw!)
if you think.... its rare.... the history of simon are based in the history of one of the creators of cry of fear. that guy tried to kill thymself..... you play the game and you think "its just a funny game of horror".... but.... not all games are just a game or an history....... the game can be give you fear, without playing it....
That is one of the scariest parts of depression that I feel like people don't think about a lot. It even eats away your empathy. No matter how kind a soul you are, you can get to the point where not even something extreme like that can make you feel any different, 'good' or bad. It's terrifying.
My dad died of an overdose this year when my mom was gonna tell me and my brother i thought i was gonna get yelled at for something
When she told me i just didin't care
No sadness or emotion i was just mentally saying "is that all?" While she was talking
Lcope, I live in that constant and I am doing just fine. Well to be honest, I don't have depression just a hungy self destruction that makes me numb.
after reading your comment I.. I understand that I'm pretty close to that point. In last year I was feeling literally like a.. nothing?? It became really hard to make a look like I'm fine like I'm usually make.. also became really hard to support my friends that much as they needed.. My empathy was a big part of me, my support.. and now it's missed. I feel literally nothing at least for a half of this year. In last three months I was thinking about suicide everyday and only thought of friends was making me stop and think straightly but now.. when I think about suicide I stop only because I don't know how to do that less painful. my parents and whole family thinks that I'm fine and I don't even need any help.. And my friends don't want to support me. they always said something like “I'm sorry I don't know how to help.” and they don't even try. I wanna cry harder in those moments.. I always do my best for them and now they just.. don't even try to help me feel better.. I don't think I'll survive next year. maybe, I'll kill myself in my April holidays.. I just don't want to deal with it all alone. no one want to even try to help me, almost everyone thought about me like “Oh shit.. this slut want some attention again? how annoying.. It would be better if she just go die.”... I never understood why people thought about me like that. I'm just a 12 years old girl who wants and needs that much love as everyone.. If I was texting that about a month ago I was crying but now.. I just don't want to. like.. I want but I can't. I feel nothing so I just don't want to loose the rest of my disappearing energy. I'm sorry for everyone who will read this.. maybe I'm really just a little girl who wants some attention.. without any psychologist help I can't make diagnosis for myself. if I do - people will think about me more bad things.. I don't want this to happen again.
@@pitufinpook bro
Peolpe thay depressed very much sometimes can get like what you said, and that how sociopath created. Remember when the character we play is the angry and depressed simon? That is how sociopath show their emotion
Simon : I Feel Nothing.
Postal Dude : I Regret Nothing.
Hatred: I want to feel more... *Much more*
@@Adriano_Sheperdi Hatred: "No matter what my name is, what matters is what im going to do" **Hates everyone and go kills everyone**
@@Spyfromtf2fr His name is Not Important
Bruh I wanna kiss the Postal Dude ngl bro i ain't gay but damnnnn the way I'd get gonorrhea after meeting him
@@solidnywonszye right, i was writting my comment just by memory
Audio source for Simon: Recidivist Bad Ending
Rick come back Baby!
No happy ending is waiting for me at the end of the story.
No legacy will be left behind my dead body.
No closed ones will cry my death with warm tears and remember me for eternity,
keeping me alive if not literally, at least in their hearts and thoughts.
Nothing.
I will just die a miserable, and lonely death, and it scares me even more than the fact of dying, to be honest, it's giving me shivers of terror. I don't want to die alone, i don't want to...
@@joj2747 only way is to push forward, definitely.
Tbh, i will keep going, not because i have any great belief but because it's all i can do, this shit sucks but giving up sucks even more, and after all if Guts didn't gave up how could i?
@@joj2747 bless you too, struggler.
Как твои дела друг?
@@matveip790 i dont understand Russian brother
@@jundullah9869 I just wanted to ask you how you're doing today, considering how you felt before, has anything changed, are you feeling better?
Simon: i feel nothing
Me: definitely not your legs
Lmao
you did not just say that 😭✋
You would have to thank David for that
@@WhatABeautifulDuwangChewI would, thank him.
Edit: I was babygworl but my phone was stolen at work.
THERE AINT NO WAY
bro u made dis so perfect
@fishfood3V1
When you're done playing a game late at night what you fear isn't getting caught or being late it's when you finish playing and realize what reality truly is
When you realise its like 7am and you can hear your family waking up and your still sitting there
Never in my life have I ever felt so-... connected to something like this. It feels like its coming from my soul. I suffer through epidodes of "derealization" and it makes me feel like nothing is real or i just... dont feel. It usually gets accompanied by depression.
This seems so well made
Great choice for this edit
I used to feel nothing, until I allowed myself to be open to my actual mind. I worked on myself. I found out so much about myself and now, I feel emotion. I am an emotional person who tries to help people now! I used to be an unsympathetic depressed guy, now I am a very loving person (might be trans). Men do not need to strangle their emotions. They need to let them show. That is what separates humans and animals, we can actually show emotion very well. I used to stun all of my emotions. It was awful. Do not become emotionally distant from everyone.
im just a stranger but i'm really glad that you had found this way and honestly it inspires me as well:) good luck on your journey
@@PopCar69 I really hope that you do well on your own journey. Keep on going!
Great news, I am officially a tranfem!
@zenity_racer76 what does that mean?
@zenity_racer76 no.
fire just as always.i hope you could make one with limerence by yves tumor,my all time fav:)
I'll try to make a compilation of edited audios, so I could use some songs that you want.
@@FearxCOF god,thanks alot man,i would be really happy if you could use limerence,i love that song to another level :)
Christofah
Good job🥳🥳🥰
Man, this game is such an amazing example of what's happening in my head
It isn't, quit whining
same
@@prizrak636 it is, wdym
@@zlrivo real
@@dizzylv_ if it is, you belong in a ward, locked away for the rest of your life. Should someone contact the authorities?
bro thats hurts so hard, keep it up!
Ur content are awesome)
thx for allways support my content
really very much!
This game♥️♥️
depression hits hard, but hey You STILL NEED TO COMPLETE NIGHTMARE ON S RANK
Im too stupid for do that game in less than 2hours and 30mins
@@boni_XD bunny hop
Nice edit, will you make extended version?
I'll try to do it if it gets a lot of support
Thats okay man depression would not be over all the times😢
Oh nooo he is goin to do crimes on himself
Real
Same
why am i getting reccomended this? does youtube know how i feel?
Это круто чел!
спасибо
Simon : (
This is legit me after the final season of aot
oh.
yeah i read alot and its not the whole "i think about you" i know they think yet i wanna die. that is what scares me. goodnight.
damn im early asf and why is there 251 comments but only 5 likes and 25 veiws? tf is wrong w yall
I nees the aource for this audio asappp
Just another normal day of being morally grey character
I litreally had deprission i beat it not really i can remember and still feel nothing and be sad
him is like me
Goldsrc
Simon :i feel nothing
You leg : what about me dude
Imagine killing your crush with whom you had mutual affection and planned a whole life with her 😓😓😭
Bro the hunter just got F1 after failing the 25 damage pounce 💀
really? This man suffered a lot, you are kidding here, it may be a game, but what would happen if you were this person in really
Real... 😕
Imagine if simon chose violence and pure hatred to the monsters instead of deppresion
that the thing, those monsters could be people.
me: i regret nothing
I'M ALMOST CRYING FR.
The catharsis part kinda reminded me of american psycho.
cry of fear looks like a cool game, but too much things to see
when my uncle dies it's kinda like that to me tbh
Tomorrow I will open my veins
Are you okay bro?
@@D00yle not actually, but today I decided to end this
Are you still here?! Are you alright? If you’re still here, I’m telling you, it’s not going to be worth it. Please don’t do it. I know that life is a real pain and you have your own problems that i’ll never understand. But no matter what, you can’t give up on yourself, on your life. You only live once, please don’t end it so quickly and try to prove life wrong. That you are able to stick up for yourself and show life how strong you are. You are worth it and deserve to be on this earth, please be safe.
@@thatcoffeeperson3641 I hate myself, I can’t jump of 10’s floor yesterday, I just phoned one my friend, that was last time when I said about my problems somebody, next time I will kill myself and nobody will no
@@thatcoffeeperson3641 yes, because I still can’t jump off 10 floor, so I decided to die by another way
Olmamağını qəbul edirəm ama sənin olmaması üçün bu qədər çabalamağını qəbul
I wanna make this turn into a song so bad but i cant 😭 skill issue for me xd
I killed one person, and that one person is me...
O mundo pra mim n tem mais sentido…
Is it wrong I felt American depression so appealing. Its melancholic suffering. Not like ugly lame sad suffering In the third world country. Like where I'm from. The aesthetic just isn't tolerable to be put on display.
Like there is no Desire to mimic that in a twisted way. You just see it and, Ugh. You want to forget.
But depression in the west or europe. Sign me in please.
this comes across as if you think "american depression" is fun
@@snuffow.1218 depression is bad everywhere. Non are better.
What I try to say basically is just. Its better to be sad when your rich than to be sad when you poor.
Your country is more wealthy and developed than mine. Most of my problem will be easier dealt with if im in America
@@ramdaniahmad374 Listen, your country is not underdeveloped, it is over-exploited by countries such as the United States. I understand that you would rather have depression in the United States, but you need to understand that the reason you would rather feel depressed in the United States, is because the United States worsens the material conditions of your country for profit. Don't admire the United States, it is a capitalist-imperialist-terrorist country that was founded on genocide.
Yet here in other country, they live in land fills, eats left overs, and still be Happy
@@veiserexab1428 While it is possible to be happy despite the horrible material conditions, happiness would be easier to obtain in better material conditions. Also, not all people in over-exploited countries live in landfills and eat leftovers.
I don’t understand in what part of the game does he say this speech?
if I remember correctly, I think it is a map made by the community.
@@FearxCOF oh, thanks you very much
@@FearxCOFo sea que no es canon?
@@dead.6341 es una historia aparte, así que se
@@FearxCOFwhere i can find? I wanna make an edit with this part
This gives Omori vibes (don't attack me)
music?
Which ending is this from?
Hey
I feel wired listening to this
Me
BANBAN??
NAHHH
@@operainceptionn hehehe
@@aik_ahmed HAR EHHEHEHE
This isn't Simon this is me in 3 at night after realize who l'am
wao
im simon fr
😢
Well aint that sad..
real.
Hello 2025
2024❤
what part of the game is that in the photo
Memories community map
To the people that can relate to this ,,, God loves y'all, doesn't matter which religion you from turn to God he can make life go from nothing to everything in no time 🛐
Whats da song
Rain by Jack Stauber
Dont do suicide i try that shit and almost died
If you're depressed, go to the gym...
Real
You could have not said it better
That doesn't really change anything
sigma alpha male grind set andrew tate motivation podcast be a man breath air aiden ross mew everyday looksmaxxing is good.
Haha David > simon though
Cry of fear happened because of david btw
@@skychaserfmwho's David?
@@skychaserfmehh david being the one in the car isn’t actually canon butt sure
@@gamersforlife1435he’s from another game made by the same creator as cry of fear called “afraid of monsters”. He’s the dude in the secret, joke ending in cry of fear, being the dude who crashed the car into simon (this ending is just a joke, not actually canon btw!)
if you think.... its rare.... the history of simon are based in the history of one of the creators of cry of fear. that guy tried to kill thymself.....
you play the game and you think "its just a funny game of horror".... but.... not all games are just a game or an history.......
the game can be give you fear, without playing it....
jesus loves u and he’s waiting for u to let him in. Repent of ur sins and let him comfort u
не смешно
Game name of the guy sitting
Cry of fear it's free on steam😁
@@misscircle4evah thanks!
Real