sounds like a song to listen to at night, when you’re confused and not knowing where to go. So you just sit back and let the sky above you fill your thoughts, hoping that it will be okay.
I feel like im in a endless loop of pain and pleasure. Just flying through the empty endless thing we call life. Not knowing where I am, who I am, or where im going. I feel numb to everything around me. The only thing im sure of that there is a part of my "soul" missing, taken by pasts loves and experiences. I search for a reference point to get myself situated in life but every thing I grasp onto crumbles away like the burnt bridges I used to travel. I see nothing but the continuous loop in my future.
@@texantyrant5098 i relate to that so much my life for years is just repetitions even my breakdowns seem like they have a schedule im desensitized to everything in my life and being numb all the time doesn't do any good i wish i could at least feel pain yet all there is is emptiness and lonlieness
Everyone in the comment section, are pretty sad, confused, depressed or something, if youre reading this, i hope you feel better soon, hang on, good times are coming, just know that i love you, even though i dont know you. You matter the world to me
11:11 p.m I wish that someday you'll fall in love with the idea of being alive. Thank you everyone for such nice and heartwarming comments, specially to those that share little pieces of your life with us. I hope the universe shines a light of hope on your darkness. ♥️ I know it seems impossible but trust me, I’ve had days where everything just goes wrong and I think that it might as well be the last day I breath but then something happens, something that makes me think “maybe just one more day”. Find that thing, doesn’t matter how big or small, it can be getting a cup of your favorite beverage or making something for someone. Find that something that makes you try one more time.
this feels blue. like city lights. like night skies. it feels like when you’re finally happy after being sad for so long, but it also feels like true loneliness. i hope that anyone listening to this song is okay has a good day/night.
it makes me think of leaving my house in the night, right after the sun has set, and as the last of the light is fading, and the sky is going black. and im just there, wandering. as always.
I imagine myself driving back home from a long day from work in the rain. The moon is lit perfectly and the stars are shining. Everything is calm and peaceful and so I drive on.
Pov: you’re on a rode trip with ur friends and ur jamming out to hype music and laughing. but no matter how much u smile and laugh with them u only feel empty and alone.
It's not shocking but fascinating how we come back to this video that was posted just a few years ago to express ourselves in the comments to feel something again. I am sad and depressed yet I still found a spec of happiness just for a few minutes. Regardless of how "gloomy" the atmosphere is, it is a apart of the reasons why I felt comfortable and safe. Thank you guys for posting your struggles and supporting each other you have helped me to feel at ease for a bit. :)
"Somebody help me before it's bad Somebody help me before I end up dead" not a single soul noticed what was happening to me. That left me in denial of my suffering for years. I should've got help before it got ugly, but I wouldn't do anything for myself. I wasted all my days waiting for someone else to force me to do something about it. I tortured myself and no one cared. Not a single soul noticed. Thank god I made it out of that alive.
I kept waiting for sometime in the future to get help. Things are everywhere rn, at this point i dont care if those who i want to care actually care. It hurts that some dont care, but at this point i learned to care enough about myself. We deserve to be okay.
Edited cause my previous comment is potentially triggering. Life is beautiful. If you’re reading this, it’s your sign to stay. There are so many moments that you’re supposed to experience and so much that God wants to use you for. You are loved.
here i am lying in my bed headphones blasting and my dog on my lap. but i feel so odd like i’m not real like none of this is real something feels so off right now..like i’m dreaming but there’s no way, but i like this feeling i’m honestly believing that i’m not really here right now and that’s ok with me i swear there’s something wrong right now i just can’t put my finger on it i want to speak to someone but at the same time i don’t want to talk i want someone to just read my mind and understand what i’m feeling instead of me trying to explain it. so i found this comment again that i made a year ago ?? i still vividly remember this moment. i have now been diagnosed with dp if it weren’t for these comments i wouldn’t have looked into it and discussed it with my therapist. it got really bad. i convinced myself that i live in a simulation, and everyone/thing is programmed to work against me. but i’m doing somewhat better now. it’s so weird reading this comment it’s like the memory of that day just started playing in my head like a movie.
day to day, it won't leave everytime, I try to speak it consumes my mind it consumes my soul it wants my life it wants complete control somebody help me before it's bad somebody help me before I end up dead i feel alone, all of the time it's still quiet, lurking inside i'm a walking contradiction everything I say is an affliction to him somebody help me before it's bad somebody help me before I end up dead
DSBMX I’ve seen your comments on salvia palth audios and everything I would just like to say thank you you make it very convenient. It’s something small but you’re awesome
@@avacrywolf3180 No offense AVA crywolf, but sometimes, being concerned for somebody doesn't require crushing on them. I don't mean this in a rude way or anything and definitely don't hope to cause any form of drama, I'm just saying If this was some sort of joke, I sincerely apologize for not getting it like that h
nishisvah no worries, didn’t take any offense.. I think the reason I said that was because at the time I was going crazy for a girl, && I remembered years ago I would always be concerned about her (multiple personal reasons) so this seemed a bit relatable for me. I just thought it would be cool if someone else felt the same way I did you know :) but yes it’s completely understandable that you dont need to have a crush on someone to care about them. That was really close minded of me to say, && it’s kinda weird this comment came up today .-. Literally hours ago I told her how I feel && she feels the same way!
Ever since school started up, everything feels unreal- not in the good way. More of the 'nothing feels real, nothing really matters' way. It might just be hormones but i just dont see the point really. I promise i wont do anything stupid- but im just,, empty? Empty and very, very sad.
I really so feel the exact same way. It's kinda weird how you just captured all my feelings into words. I am sad an tired and just miss the point. I'm almost a senior and I wanna feel excited about life, about what's next but I am just scared and empty. I won't do anything to myself or am depressed but I can't shake the feeling that everything is off.
@@emiliagn im really hoping its just school. Once im out of school and can do my own thing im sure ill be happier. I hope everything gets better for you as well.
3 : 4 1 when she told you she was dying, she thanked you. for being with her through it all. for loving her. but you cried. cause you said you were ready to catch her if she falls. but in reality you couldn't actually. and she died, right there. in your arms...
I am not depressed but, I like depressing music because, I am actually scared to become depressed but, since I have so many people being sad around me it is hard to stay happy since when the ppl around me are sad they come to me to help that sad person laugh and feel better but, it is getting tiring having to have a job on making people laugh and stay happy when I am not really that happy doing it myself :/ Edit: thank you guys soo much for your support and your opinions on what to do in this situation I promise you I’m ok and for me not to be the only one in this situation makes me feel better I didn’t know how many ppl were gonna comment on this and relate so much ty all and for all the support and depressed ppl it will be ok and you are loved by all :) 😘 (oh and also I read all your comments sorry to the person who had a stroke trying to read this lmao)
Hey, I went trough this two years ago and I just wanna let you know, you'll be okay. Help the people you love, but don't do more than you can. Get normal sleep, get your errands done, eat properly and do the things you love. Take time for yourself and remember to take a little more care of yourself than others. Live. They will be okay, they will figure it out without you doing it, just be there as they do it. Sorry if it's intrusive, just if maybe you needed this, I just hate what happened and how long it took to heal. Please take care of yourself.
It’s not gonna be easy to always make them laugh, to make them wanna live, to make them love themselves, to make them think they need to be here. But you’re doing all you can by making them happy by just being here for them or just making them laugh in the moment or just making them happy in the moment. And you are the most important key so just know that you’re need for them to be happy!
This is the exact same for me. I want to be sad but with everyone around me being sad I know I can’t be sad either cause they can’t afford it so I just try to help instead
2:31 am i miss you. do you miss me? do you ever think of me the way i think of you? when you left i felt the world collapse on me. I felt my soul leave my body. you hurt me and i still miss you. im absolutely torn apart and i miss you so much Layla. I love you. Well, loved. Please come back.
Storytime: (You don't have to read) Once when I was in 7th grade I met a boy whom I grew to love we dated for two years before I broke up with him. At the time I was a dumb teen. Some other boy gave me attention so I went to him. Realizing too late that the boy I loved was the only attention I needed. Then 9th grade started. I tried to explain it to him. But I hurt him so bad. I moved later that year. I haven't seen him since. But every single day I think about him. And question what if? Why was I so stupid? I truly believe he was the one for me but I blew it. And I don't think I'll ever fall in love as deep as I was with him. Ashton, if you do ever see this. I want you to know I'm so sorry. And happy birthday.
I know how you feel because sometimes I’m also questioning the what ifs of life,but I think you should try to accept what happened and move on with your life. This incident has helped you to shape yourself into the person you are today,so no worries about the past. See it as a nice time you had with a person you loved. Even if it’s hurting you
@@venetiachatzivasileiadou7741 Thank you :) Since then I've become happier for him and learned from the past to do better in the future. Your words mean alot to me.
It may be a bit late but the best thing you can do is bring that love you still feel for them because if your thinking about them you probably still love them but anyway and carry that love to your next relationship and the next and the next but never forget we use it to grow as people or if that doesn’t really make sense the hearts a or like a muscle after it gets broken down it will come back better hopefully because you’ll find someone new who will make you happy or ah well this doesn’t happen and you go down a very bad path but that’s not what where here to talk about but I do hope your better by now and if not hope you find someone who will make you that happy again
Hey everyone. There was a time I lived in a world of depression I thought I’d never escape. I knew one day I’d escape out of it and into the life I desired. This song was a song on my playlist that every time it came on I didn’t pass it up bc it was me. Long nights in my garage in the summertime on a dead end drive with song playing on my boom box with the door open. Light rain falling and me drunk wondering about life. I’m in the life I desire now and my depression seems to have faded. This song reminds me of who I use to be and helps me reflect on how I got to where I am today. So thank you Bedroom for this song. It’s full of nostalgia for me. And to anyone who thinks life is meaningless and go no where. Trust me. As long as you breath and remind yourself that life will get better. Then the life you live now with this depression will one day just be how this song is for me. A reminder of who you use to be and how that time in that spot in your life made you who you are today. Much love to you who are in the dark. Trust and believe that there is light.
Your POV: It's 3 AM. You're crying because nobody really loves you, and your friends only hang out with you out of pity, you believe they all talk about you behind your back. You beg for death, but nobody answered. EDIT: thank you guys for 2300 likes and 73 comments! i didn’t expect that lol
i finally feel like my depression is fading away, i've had a deep depressive episodes for 3 summer straight now. i finally can see the end of the tunnel, i can see myself being happy, having energy, finding my passions, finding my path in life, and finally feeling like i'm alive again.
i tried committing to this song many years ago around when it came out, i still struggle a lot. Its been a crazy adventure and coming back to this song by accident triggered me a lot but i realized that i had set myself free from its attachment and i can enjoy it again. If you are struggling please get help many people care about u even when you think ur alone. And if nobody will say it I'm proud of u for getting this far.
@@bigchungus810not when it's multiple toxic friend/relationships that you need to distance yourself from but can't because you love them so. dang. much.
Its 2:44 am and I've just been staying busy for the past few months but now I'm awake and I can't sleep and it's all catching up with me, the deaths of those close to me, the lingering depression, and this inexplicable longing to just go somewhere else and have a different life.
I haven’t listened to this song in so long.... I’m remembering how I used to relate to it so much, and realizing how much pain I was in. I wish I could go back and tell myself it gets better...
Tricia Johnson nah, don’t feel bad. you just took him out of the shitty planet we call earth, plus it’s just a spider and prob would’ve died soon anyways. it getting crushed was prob a quick painless death
Every day u cant get the image of her beautiful smile its hard waking up knowing shes not gonna be in ur arms asleep u miss the hugs the kisses and driving out late hanging out and every time yall both make eye contact and smile
Its overwhelming sometimes isn't it? The amount of comments, posts, messages I've deleted because I'm scared of the reaction, if they'll care, or to share my feelings is unreal. I know how you feel, but you need to share, I have recently, haven't gotten a response yet, but someone might save my life someday
POV: one of your best friends has been in love and obsessed with you for the year, you finally give in near the end of the school year and kiss her to show her how you feel, schools out and now she’s all you can think about you guess the tables have turned and then one day she just tells you that “the spark just died out”.
This is what my soul and heart needs to hear now... I feel myself and my whole life upside down, sincere thoughts, real emotions of love and forgivness, words of support but all that.. All the things end up bad somehow.
i used to listen to this song whenever i went out to skate. i live in houston and its really hot and humid here during the day, so nighttime is the ideal time to skate if i dont want to pass out from a heat stroke lol. theres something about the combination of this song + the fading orange streetlights + the faint sounds of my board on the concrete + the silence and loneliness of nighttime that really just gives me an undescribable feeling. its amazing in a sad type way. thank you if u read this far lol
pov: you came back from a school dance and you had so much fun, but without all those people around you, you feel twice as empty you ignore your parents, go up to your room and play the first song on your playlist meaning this
Ms Believer So why are you wasting your time? I still love my ex, she’s my first love, but I’m not letting it stop me from talking to other people. If she don’t want me, fuck it, nothing that can be done about it. So I just move quickly.
You’re driving home from a party you didn’t want to go to at 3 am, it’s summer time and all the windows are down the city lights shooting past you as this song blasts on the speakers. You’re always the friend to listen to everyone problems but no one listens to yours and you’re screaming out for help but no one can hear you it’s like you’re drowning and no one notices, but you hold on for them.
people hear the melody and beat to this song and think it’s a happy song when other people listen to the lyrics and sink into a dark hole set into their mind. their body. them selfs..
I'm not depressed or anything, I'm just here for this banger of a song. But, if you're going through rough times, know that you have my best wishes. Have a wonderful day.
1:07AM I'm on my period rn, and listening to these depressing ass songs is making me sad. Reading the comments is making me feel less alone, possibly even happier?😢
The past 2 years really feel like a living coma, you don't say much, just the people around you, and time flies by faster than ever. I just miss my best friend, i wish i haven't done the things i did.
guys i had a break down bc i thought everyone i knew hated me, so i called my dad (for reassurance) and asked him if he loved me and he stayed silent for 7 seconds and then hung up LMAOOOO
- mars - please don’t take it personally that your father reacted like a cockhead, that doesn’t at all reflect your worth. You are very much loved and appreciated. I promise.
Isn't is amazing how I can have friends and a wonderful family, but still feel so isolated in the world because no one truly understand me and my feelings. Man...
This song is blaring in your room while tears stream down your face. You scream trying to release your frustration but you still feel the lump in your chest. All you want to do is run so you climb out your window running down the street with your ear buds in while it rains. No destination in mind but you find yourself back at the old house you grew up in. Your knees feel weak and you fall to the ground crying harder than before. The more you stare at the house the more you remember your parents, the one's who were suppose to love you the most left you and took your childhood with them.
I feel alone, all the time is still quite, lurking inside.... FCKN Story of my life at the moment I found this guys music 3 days ago that my friend gave me a ride from work to home. And dont fucken regreat it at all.
Yeah me too, I don't find the song very depressing, but as a French person I don't really focus on the lyrics bc I can't understand everything, soo maybe it is
I found this sound around April of 2020 . A month into quarantine and I was happy to have a break. Then may came by and one of the toughest break ups I had to deal with happened . This song is just all around amazing .
I had a friend once, he was amazing, he was my best friend, a little back story, I have never met him in real life but he knew more about me than anybody else, and he's 6 years older than me... I began to get feelings for said friend and I told him one day, knowing he would say no, but I just needed to tell somebody, and he said he would say it back and mean it if he was close to the same age as me, then he never spoke to me again, it's been about two months now, and he hasn't responded to any of my text or even read them, I'm worried about his safety cause he has depression and I don't want him to do anything stupid like I have, and I'm just very worried about him, and I miss him, I hope he talks to me again, and if he somehow finds this and reads this, you know who you are 💚💙
I like to think this song is about anxiety. I relate to almost everything he says. I hope we all find the way out of this state of mind. Because that's all it is. A state of mind.
Drifting through memories people time brithdays holidays the moonlight and the sunlight. Above all, we are all on our way to God and some of you dont even see the road. Jesus is my hero. #shoutout goes to you. Thank you for saving my lost spirit.#JesusTheAnnointedOne.
You all are being watched over with care... don't forget that. You might feel like you are alone but there are millions of people out there looking for a person just like you. Don't give up, you're worth it... trust me.
This song makes me feel not so alone in my head all day. Confused on why I am sad and not knowing why. Feeling like everyone is always plotting against me when I am not even around anyone. While also feeling like I don't know how to be human. Feeling lost in my mind and who I am..where I came from..why I am here...I just wish my thinking cap could have a switch to turn it off..
My anxiety just up to the next level (i lost weight, had panic attacks, can't breathe sometimes, sickness and can't concentrated with things) i just get marry and i'm so happy to be with the love of my life but my mind sometimes can play with me (anxiety about the future, "friends", generational patterns, small town who at least the 50% of people are judging and thinking only about the material things, a new phase for me in another country with my parents a little away) and this songs really touch me, because i know there's more people with problems and having a bad time. Thanks for all that people who give us good words, hope everyone can be like you and my anxious, depressive, suicidal people, we're not alone, go for that coffee, talk to me everything you want, read a book like, make or order your favorite food, give u a hug, express with art (music, dance, art, etc) your pain, hear your favorite artist. Is difficult to live in our minds but you're not alone, look for your people and it would be a little more easy. Everyone deserves a second chance and be loved. You going to find that love in you or in you with other person.
Esta canción siempre la ponía pues me identificaba mucho con los letra, siempre estaba triste por demasiadas razones... Actualmente me alegra escuchar esta música sin estar triste, estoy mucho mejor ahora, me doy cuenta qué apesar de lo malo que pueda pasar siempre hay soluciones.
I want to live I don’t want to just survive and exist I hope that one day I’d find that and just feel good about my life and not cry and listen to this at 3 am in my room cuz I’m tired of it
Def a song to cry to under blankets, while no one understands. Up at 2 AM thinking "what the fuck is happening? What happened, and why am i still here?". Proud of you all
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i have school in 7 hours and im playing papas pancakeria
Dude I've done that so much and then I ask myself "why am I so tired?"
mood
I relate to that on a spiritual level
havent related to anything else more than this comment
this comment >> every other comment
sounds like a song to listen to at night, when you’re confused and not knowing where to go. So you just sit back and let the sky above you fill your thoughts, hoping that it will be okay.
Ahahahahha I'm listening at 2.25 :')
I don't know where to go, and I'm confused a lot
It’s exactly that
Erika Palafox if only I had a sunroof above my head, other than that... yes
4:02 in the morning with a sleepless night
Love this comment, haha
Anyone feeling like they're just drifting through life? Cause honestly same.
I feel like I’m just looking down at everything that happens and just watching everything get worse
well i feel like time flies quick
I feel like im in a endless loop of pain and pleasure. Just flying through the empty endless thing we call life. Not knowing where I am, who I am, or where im going. I feel numb to everything around me. The only thing im sure of that there is a part of my "soul" missing, taken by pasts loves and experiences. I search for a reference point to get myself situated in life but every thing I grasp onto crumbles away like the burnt bridges I used to travel. I see nothing but the continuous loop in my future.
@@texantyrant5098 i relate to that so much my life for years is just repetitions even my breakdowns seem like they have a schedule im desensitized to everything in my life and being numb all the time doesn't do any good i wish i could at least feel pain yet all there is is emptiness and lonlieness
Jesus loves you
But hey....we still lived didn’t we? (I’m so fucken proud of you).
💯
lane ford so proud babe xx
Missed Call From: Satan you don’t know how much this meant to me
@@ignaciasaavedra7744 (you have no idea how much I understand)
thank you
Everyone in the comment section, are pretty sad, confused, depressed or something, if youre reading this, i hope you feel better soon, hang on, good times are coming, just know that i love you, even though i dont know you. You matter the world to me
I was reading your comment and I was expecting the typical, it will get better but this was actually helpful.thank you
hey, do you wanna be my friend, because you warmed my heart. im feeling now so soft, the first time for a while. thank you for this comment
@@mershelic465 sure:))
thanks so much.. and yass be my typical bitch that lives in my garbage can 😍
@@juliab.75 ❤️😁
11:11 p.m
I wish that someday you'll fall in love with the idea of being alive.
Thank you everyone for such nice and heartwarming comments, specially to those that share little pieces of your life with us. I hope the universe shines a light of hope on your darkness. ♥️
I know it seems impossible but trust me, I’ve had days where everything just goes wrong and I think that it might as well be the last day I breath but then something happens, something that makes me think “maybe just one more day”.
Find that thing, doesn’t matter how big or small, it can be getting a cup of your favorite beverage or making something for someone. Find that something that makes you try one more time.
Made me teary eyed
@@veronica- same
Does 1 : 1 1 count?
•Sunflower Deluxe• as long as you wish with all your heart, you should be able to wish and accomplish anything . ♥️
Madi RoMa I never will fall in love with that idea
this feels blue. like city lights. like night skies.
it feels like when you’re finally happy after being sad for so long, but it also feels like true loneliness.
i hope that anyone listening to this song is okay has a good day/night.
softmoth _ thank you for that :)
I agree... it does very much feel like blue skies. it’s how the sky looks in the 03am air, the same color that i feel matches my soul.
it makes me think of leaving my house in the night, right after the sun has set, and as the last of the light is fading, and the sky is going black. and im just there, wandering. as always.
Like rain covered roads reflecting streetlights at you
Faxxx
It's 5 am.
You're sleeping next to her.
And I'm crying.
Xx HouseOf1Corpse xX I felt that
I’m sorry. I’m so sorry for u, but u know what? You’re sleeping next to u. And that’s muuch better, lov !
That's how it was with my ex. He didn't know how to express emotion very well.
im sleeping next to no one, just me and my shity life
baby, you deserve all the best thats left in the world, i love u so much. i hope youre doing better now
4:47 AM
hey Leah! crazy I found this comment I love this freaking song! I love you.
1:27 AM
wanna know what's better than 4:47 am? 7:52 am and you can hear the birds outside and you haven't even slept a wink
3:19
I just text him before 2 monts without talking with him fuck
2:35am
I imagine myself driving back home from a long day from work in the rain. The moon is lit perfectly and the stars are shining. Everything is calm and peaceful and so I drive on.
How is it raining but you can still see the moon and stars?
Love your pic
@@baebin6239 gaps in the clouds
Pov:
you’re on a rode trip with ur friends and ur jamming out to hype music and laughing. but no matter how much u smile and laugh with them u only feel empty and alone.
goose bumps I felt that too hard
Why did I feel like crying but with no *t e a r s*
Hell, that's me.
goose bumps can you be depressed and still laugh sometimes? or have good days?
emma ._. yeah, i’m an example.
It's not shocking but fascinating how we come back to this video that was posted just a few years ago to express ourselves in the comments to feel something again. I am sad and depressed yet I still found a spec of happiness just for a few minutes. Regardless of how "gloomy" the atmosphere is, it is a apart of the reasons why I felt comfortable and safe. Thank you guys for posting your struggles and supporting each other you have helped me to feel at ease for a bit. :)
Luv Pit :’)
Ok u bro ❤
😊💖
i hope we can all fall in love with the world
The need for human control must go first.
mei The world? Unlikely. Ourselves and the idea of living is a better bet
Well I’m already getting fucked by it so why not
like I fell in love with him
I hope so
"Somebody help me before it's bad
Somebody help me before I end up dead" not a single soul noticed what was happening to me. That left me in denial of my suffering for years. I should've got help before it got ugly, but I wouldn't do anything for myself. I wasted all my days waiting for someone else to force me to do something about it. I tortured myself and no one cared. Not a single soul noticed. Thank god I made it out of that alive.
I'm glad you did
I kept waiting for sometime in the future to get help. Things are everywhere rn, at this point i dont care if those who i want to care actually care. It hurts that some dont care, but at this point i learned to care enough about myself. We deserve to be okay.
@Mar shall the more you know. :)
I love you, honey. Just wanted to say.
No one will take care of you like you.
Edited cause my previous comment is potentially triggering. Life is beautiful. If you’re reading this, it’s your sign to stay. There are so many moments that you’re supposed to experience and so much that God wants to use you for. You are loved.
Faith hope everything worked out for you
Always
Please stay. 💖
Your favorite Oompa Loompa I am. Thank you :’))
If you think nobody loves you, I do. I’m so proud of you for staying. 💞🤘🏻
here i am lying in my bed headphones blasting and my dog on my lap. but i feel so odd like i’m not real like none of this is real something feels so off right now..like i’m dreaming but there’s no way, but i like this feeling i’m honestly believing that i’m not really here right now and that’s ok with me i swear there’s something wrong right now i just can’t put my finger on it i want to speak to someone but at the same time i don’t want to talk i want someone to just read my mind and understand what i’m feeling instead of me trying to explain it.
so i found this comment again that i made a year ago ?? i still vividly remember this moment. i have now been diagnosed with dp if it weren’t for these comments i wouldn’t have looked into it and discussed it with my therapist. it got really bad. i convinced myself that i live in a simulation, and everyone/thing is programmed to work against me. but i’m doing somewhat better now. it’s so weird reading this comment it’s like the memory of that day just started playing in my head like a movie.
Aliyah Valentin it just doesn’t feel real, any of this, does it? Sometimes so, but it just goes right back to feeling too airy, or too heavy.
You may have DP look it up
I have seen behind the curtains, and its not pretty... elons simulation theory wasn't too far off
I know that feeling
Depersonalisation disorder is something you might actually want to have a read on. Its hard to accept it, at least it was for me, but its very real.
day to day, it won't leave
everytime, I try to speak
it consumes my mind
it consumes my soul
it wants my life it wants complete control
somebody help me before it's bad
somebody help me before I end up dead
i feel alone, all of the time
it's still quiet, lurking inside
i'm a walking contradiction
everything I say is an affliction to him
somebody help me before it's bad
somebody help me before I end up dead
distractingAnimegirl Its a lyric video though what’s the need lmao
Garbage Trash some people like to read the lyrics ahead
*quiet. It's wrong in the video too
*quiet
DSBMX I’ve seen your comments on salvia palth audios and everything I would just like to say thank you you make it very convenient. It’s something small but you’re awesome
Ended up here because a friend relates to it, I feel worried about her. Man, she really worries me:(
You want her to be more than a friend huh?
i wish i had a friend like this man.
@@avacrywolf3180 maybe she does instead
@@avacrywolf3180 No offense AVA crywolf, but sometimes, being concerned for somebody doesn't require crushing on them. I don't mean this in a rude way or anything and definitely don't hope to cause any form of drama, I'm just saying
If this was some sort of joke, I sincerely apologize for not getting it like that h
nishisvah no worries, didn’t take any offense.. I think the reason I said that was because at the time I was going crazy for a girl, && I remembered years ago I would always be concerned about her (multiple personal reasons) so this seemed a bit relatable for me. I just thought it would be cool if someone else felt the same way I did you know :) but yes it’s completely understandable that you dont need to have a crush on someone to care about them. That was really close minded of me to say, && it’s kinda weird this comment came up today .-. Literally hours ago I told her how I feel && she feels the same way!
Everyone is the comments are talking about deep stuff and I’m just sitting here like...
*Man, I’m boring.*
: MyUsernameIsTaken3 yess!
HAHAHHA SAMEEE
It’s better to be boring that to feel how I feel every day
Same lol
jaiden
...you good?
Ever since school started up, everything feels unreal- not in the good way. More of the 'nothing feels real, nothing really matters' way. It might just be hormones but i just dont see the point really. I promise i wont do anything stupid- but im just,, empty?
Empty and very, very sad.
I feel very similar, just know that youre alone. It sucks but we can both make it, pal
I really so feel the exact same way. It's kinda weird how you just captured all my feelings into words. I am sad an tired and just miss the point. I'm almost a senior and I wanna feel excited about life, about what's next but I am just scared and empty. I won't do anything to myself or am depressed but I can't shake the feeling that everything is off.
@@emiliagn im really hoping its just school. Once im out of school and can do my own thing im sure ill be happier. I hope everything gets better for you as well.
i feel the same way
Wow. I can’t believe you put it into words. Thank you for making me feel not so alone.
3 : 4 1
when she told you she was dying, she thanked you. for being with her through it all. for loving her. but you cried. cause you said you were ready to catch her if she falls. but in reality you couldn't actually. and she died, right there. in your arms...
Bro
HyUnJiN wHaT yOu Doİn HeRe
HyUnJiN iS tHaT yOu!?!?!!?!
Wow,that's deep.
HYUNJIN aRe YoU SaD!??
I am not depressed but, I like depressing music because, I am actually scared to become depressed but, since I have so many people being sad around me it is hard to stay happy since when the ppl around me are sad they come to me to help that sad person laugh and feel better but, it is getting tiring having to have a job on making people laugh and stay happy when I am not really that happy doing it myself :/
Edit: thank you guys soo much for your support and your opinions on what to do in this situation I promise you I’m ok and for me not to be the only one in this situation makes me feel better I didn’t know how many ppl were gonna comment on this and relate so much ty all and for all the support and depressed ppl it will be ok and you are loved by all :) 😘 (oh and also I read all your comments sorry to the person who had a stroke trying to read this lmao)
You know Im always there alright?
Rip
Hey, I went trough this two years ago and I just wanna let you know, you'll be okay. Help the people you love, but don't do more than you can. Get normal sleep, get your errands done, eat properly and do the things you love. Take time for yourself and remember to take a little more care of yourself than others. Live. They will be okay, they will figure it out without you doing it, just be there as they do it.
Sorry if it's intrusive, just if maybe you needed this, I just hate what happened and how long it took to heal. Please take care of yourself.
It’s not gonna be easy to always make them laugh, to make them wanna live, to make them love themselves, to make them think they need to be here. But you’re doing all you can by making them happy by just being here for them or just making them laugh in the moment or just making them happy in the moment. And you are the most important key so just know that you’re need for them to be happy!
This is the exact same for me. I want to be sad but with everyone around me being sad I know I can’t be sad either cause they can’t afford it so I just try to help instead
2:31 am
i miss you. do you miss me? do you ever think of me the way i think of you? when you left i felt the world collapse on me. I felt my soul leave my body. you hurt me and i still miss you. im absolutely torn apart and i miss you so much Layla. I love you. Well, loved. Please come back.
That hurt
im baby :((
:( sad gamer moments...
Cybernerd Studios indeed my guy 🥺🤙
uwu :(
Storytime:
(You don't have to read)
Once when I was in 7th grade I met a boy whom I grew to love we dated for two years before I broke up with him. At the time I was a dumb teen. Some other boy gave me attention so I went to him. Realizing too late that the boy I loved was the only attention I needed. Then 9th grade started. I tried to explain it to him. But I hurt him so bad. I moved later that year. I haven't seen him since. But every single day I think about him. And question what if? Why was I so stupid? I truly believe he was the one for me but I blew it. And I don't think I'll ever fall in love as deep as I was with him.
Ashton, if you do ever see this. I want you to know I'm so sorry. And happy birthday.
I know how you feel because sometimes I’m also questioning the what ifs of life,but I think you should try to accept what happened and move on with your life. This incident has helped you to shape yourself into the person you are today,so no worries about the past. See it as a nice time you had with a person you loved. Even if it’s hurting you
@@venetiachatzivasileiadou7741 Thank you :)
Since then I've become happier for him and learned from the past to do better in the future.
Your words mean alot to me.
redfox311 I’m glad to hear that!! 💕 I guess I also have to move on hehe
It may be a bit late but the best thing you can do is bring that love you still feel for them because if your thinking about them you probably still love them but anyway and carry that love to your next relationship and the next and the next but never forget we use it to grow as people or if that doesn’t really make sense the hearts a or like a muscle after it gets broken down it will come back better hopefully because you’ll find someone new who will make you happy or ah well this doesn’t happen and you go down a very bad path but that’s not what where here to talk about but I do hope your better by now and if not hope you find someone who will make you that happy again
Asthon if you reading this get that girl. SHE TRULY LOVES YOU. BELIEVE ME
This really makes me think about all the mistakes I've made in life.
Me too :/
Regret
I found this song and fell in love with it
Hey everyone. There was a time I lived in a world of depression I thought I’d never escape. I knew one day I’d escape out of it and into the life I desired. This song was a song on my playlist that every time it came on I didn’t pass it up bc it was me. Long nights in my garage in the summertime on a dead end drive with song playing on my boom box with the door open. Light rain falling and me drunk wondering about life. I’m in the life I desire now and my depression seems to have faded. This song reminds me of who I use to be and helps me reflect on how I got to where I am today. So thank you Bedroom for this song. It’s full of nostalgia for me. And to anyone who thinks life is meaningless and go no where. Trust me. As long as you breath and remind yourself that life will get better. Then the life you live now with this depression will one day just be how this song is for me. A reminder of who you use to be and how that time in that spot in your life made you who you are today. Much love to you who are in the dark. Trust and believe that there is light.
Your POV:
It's 3 AM. You're crying because nobody really loves you, and your friends only hang out with you out of pity, you believe they all talk about you behind your back. You beg for death, but nobody answered.
EDIT: thank you guys for 2300 likes and 73 comments! i didn’t expect that lol
wow
how did you get it right:(
Damn, you know me? Lol
Omg, you described my life.
Yo u stalk me?
*_sad boi hours_*
For Life ...
i finally feel like my depression is fading away, i've had a deep depressive episodes for 3 summer straight now. i finally can see the end of the tunnel, i can see myself being happy, having energy, finding my passions, finding my path in life, and finally feeling like i'm alive again.
I’m so proud of you . I’m so happy ur getting out of this
@@Lilhomieskillet thank you! good luck to you on your journey, you can do it.
Good luck, u got this(:
@@chloethepooh123 thanks :)
@@chloethepooh123 you too
i tried committing to this song many years ago around when it came out, i still struggle a lot. Its been a crazy adventure and coming back to this song by accident triggered me a lot but i realized that i had set myself free from its attachment and i can enjoy it again. If you are struggling please get help many people care about u even when you think ur alone. And if nobody will say it I'm proud of u for getting this far.
Ive
Been
Cursed
With
The
Inability
To
Love
I've
been
cursed
with
the
incapability
to
love
nothing
Love is a Special thing. Not for Everyone
I can't *not* love, and its tearing me apart
The inability to love isn't a curse.
It's a blessing.
@@bigchungus810not when it's multiple toxic friend/relationships that you need to distance yourself from but can't because you love them so. dang. much.
Its 2:44 am and I've just been staying busy for the past few months but now I'm awake and I can't sleep and it's all catching up with me, the deaths of those close to me, the lingering depression, and this inexplicable longing to just go somewhere else and have a different life.
i feel you man
I haven’t listened to this song in so long.... I’m remembering how I used to relate to it so much, and realizing how much pain I was in. I wish I could go back and tell myself it gets better...
This just makes me feel bad about the spider I accidentally stepped on
Tricia Johnson nah, don’t feel bad.
you just took him out of the shitty planet we call earth, plus it’s just a spider and prob would’ve died soon anyways. it getting crushed was prob a quick painless death
wishing i was that spider rn 😔
- mars 🤒
Every day u cant get the image of her beautiful smile its hard waking up knowing shes not gonna be in ur arms asleep u miss the hugs the kisses and driving out late hanging out and every time yall both make eye contact and smile
Oscar Ynostroza i felt this so hard...
you burned the pictures, drawings and everything u said u wouldnt.
i did aswell
That hit me
We both said a lot of things didn't we
sometimes i want to do it and i cant
True..... T R U E........
I’m even too scared to even type my feelings in this comment section , what’s the point .
We care for you we really do
💛
You just implied that you were scared! Good job on sharing your feelings!
Its overwhelming sometimes isn't it? The amount of comments, posts, messages I've deleted because I'm scared of the reaction, if they'll care, or to share my feelings is unreal. I know how you feel, but you need to share, I have recently, haven't gotten a response yet, but someone might save my life someday
do you have discord? you can always talk to me. ily and im always here for you xo
i wanna listen to you. even if im one year late. i want to.
For those still stuck in the storm have faith in yourself, things do get better. Once you're out you'll be among better people.
3:01 am. Why do I always end up right back in these situations.
Gaviin Foster me to friend
Same here):
Because you never left.
POV: one of your best friends has been in love and obsessed with you for the year, you finally give in near the end of the school year and kiss her to show her how you feel, schools out and now she’s all you can think about you guess the tables have turned and then one day she just tells you that “the spark just died out”.
Same thing happened to me. I’m sorry buddy, it gets better, takes a hell of a long time, but eventually gets better.
Holy shit I’m sorry dude that must be some real pain
yes, i found it. dude i’ve been looking for this forever
5:10 am, I'm starting to realize how fucked up I am and how beautiful life is
This is what my soul and heart needs to hear now... I feel myself and my whole life upside down, sincere thoughts, real emotions of love and forgivness, words of support but all that.. All the things end up bad somehow.
Songs like these hit DIFFERENT at 1am-5am
i’ve never been close to being in love, yet this song makes me feel things i can’t explain
i used to listen to this song whenever i went out to skate. i live in houston and its really hot and humid here during the day, so nighttime is the ideal time to skate if i dont want to pass out from a heat stroke lol. theres something about the combination of this song + the fading orange streetlights + the faint sounds of my board on the concrete + the silence and loneliness of nighttime that really just gives me an undescribable feeling. its amazing in a sad type way. thank you if u read this far lol
pov: you came back from a school dance and you had so much fun, but without all those people around you, you feel twice as empty
you ignore your parents, go up to your room and play the first song on your playlist
meaning this
Finally, a jam i can bump in my trunk on my way to the coast
Ayo
5:04
And I’m still completely
Utterly
In love with him.
And he doesn’t know.
Tell him
Hot Ice he has a girlfriend
Ms Believer
then stop wasting your time.
if he truly wants you he would've been with you by now.
Jaybenew exactly my point. He doesn’t want me.
Never will.
Ms Believer So why are you wasting your time? I still love my ex, she’s my first love, but I’m not letting it stop me from talking to other people. If she don’t want me, fuck it, nothing that can be done about it. So I just move quickly.
You’re driving home from a party you didn’t want to go to at 3 am, it’s summer time and all the windows are down the city lights shooting past you as this song blasts on the speakers. You’re always the friend to listen to everyone problems but no one listens to yours and you’re screaming out for help but no one can hear you it’s like you’re drowning and no one notices, but you hold on for them.
people hear the melody and beat to this song and think it’s a happy song when other people listen to the lyrics and sink into a dark hole set into their mind. their body. them selfs..
I'm not depressed or anything, I'm just here for this banger of a song. But, if you're going through rough times, know that you have my best wishes. Have a wonderful day.
its 1:05, a few minutes after he said he's tired and going to sleep. he's offline.
1:07AM
I'm on my period rn, and listening to these depressing ass songs is making me sad. Reading the comments is making me feel less alone, possibly even happier?😢
People might see me smiling and laughing but they didn’t know that my head has been fucked up for months
The past 2 years really feel like a living coma, you don't say much, just the people around you, and time flies by faster than ever. I just miss my best friend, i wish i haven't done the things i did.
2:00 am 🌌
Same
Same :)
same
2:21 am for me
4:40 Am, storming outside, currently siting on my bed.
2 : 45 pm
i’m skipping my 6th period because i can’t go a day without crying before my last class.
I miss being a kid. I’m a teenager and I haven’t experienced anything yet and I feel so behind and boring I am so sad with my life lmao
relatable af lol
I felt this
17 year old me listening to this whenever I feel like ending it all and just cry. I didnt expect that I can live until 21.
how’s life so far?
guys i had a break down bc i thought everyone i knew hated me, so i called my dad (for reassurance) and asked him if he loved me and he stayed silent for 7 seconds and then hung up LMAOOOO
- mars - please don’t take it personally that your father reacted like a cockhead, that doesn’t at all reflect your worth. You are very much loved and appreciated. I promise.
DONT WORRY I LOVE U
@@eugenemccarthy4710 who wronged you boo? I'm waiting to kick some ass
Wanna talk? I just wanna Share these sad feelings and hope they become something good
i love you
Isn't is amazing how I can have friends and a wonderful family, but still feel so isolated in the world because no one truly understand me and my feelings. Man...
This song is blaring in your room while tears stream down your face. You scream trying to release your frustration but you still feel the lump in your chest. All you want to do is run so you climb out your window running down the street with your ear buds in while it rains. No destination in mind but you find yourself back at the old house you grew up in. Your knees feel weak and you fall to the ground crying harder than before. The more you stare at the house the more you remember your parents, the one's who were suppose to love you the most left you and took your childhood with them.
I feel alone, all the time
is still quite, lurking inside....
FCKN Story of my life at the moment I found this guys music 3 days ago that my friend gave me a ride from work to home. And dont fucken regreat it at all.
Johnny Cash Regret*
This should be famous
agreed
czcams.com/video/FZ0K5ttsynY/video.html :')
It is now
it is famous!
"somebody help me before im dead" that hit hard ive been crying to that for an hour now
I remembered this song came up when I was looking at my aunts old pictures I started to cry. May you Rest In Peace Irma❤️🕊
It kinda sounds like girl in red - we fell in love in october, doesn’t it?
nikdo haha that’s I n my recommended
Damn she used to listen to that all the time bruh 😔
Lol that's the reason why I'm here. She loves that song.
I was thinking the same thing
Man there’s a lot of depressing comments here but I’m feelin pretty okay
Glad to hear
Yeah me too, I don't find the song very depressing, but as a French person I don't really focus on the lyrics bc I can't understand everything, soo maybe it is
YourLovelyFriendo its all fake bullshit
I’m not depressed but this shit just hits hard along with many other sad songs
i listened to this type of music a lot when i wasn't that happy, and listening to it now makes me think about how much better i'm feeling. its lovely
11:21pm
Hoping that one day he will love me again
this sounds amazing faded ash
I’ve spent a while now listening and reading these comments, and it’s so cool how this song has a specific community
I found this sound around April of 2020 . A month into quarantine and I was happy to have a break. Then may came by and one of the toughest break ups I had to deal with happened . This song is just all around amazing .
it’s 1 AM and i still miss you.
Too tired to stay but too scared to leave
Most people won't notice you until you're gone but there is always someone that will notice you. You're mom siblings even a stranger. Never give up
I had a friend once, he was amazing, he was my best friend, a little back story, I have never met him in real life but he knew more about me than anybody else, and he's 6 years older than me... I began to get feelings for said friend and I told him one day, knowing he would say no, but I just needed to tell somebody, and he said he would say it back and mean it if he was close to the same age as me, then he never spoke to me again, it's been about two months now, and he hasn't responded to any of my text or even read them, I'm worried about his safety cause he has depression and I don't want him to do anything stupid like I have, and I'm just very worried about him, and I miss him, I hope he talks to me again, and if he somehow finds this and reads this, you know who you are 💚💙
Update, Now.
Back to when the world was simple. I hope you have a good day :,)
Even though this song is lonely, it's peacful to me. Being alone is sad, but sometimes I find it comforting. I guess this has that same effect on me.
When you realize your living life as a side character
I like to think this song is about anxiety. I relate to almost everything he says. I hope we all find the way out of this state of mind. Because that's all it is. A state of mind.
I truly and deeply love u, Vlad. august 2019
A song I could play on repeat all night when im sad or alone.
Drifting through memories people time brithdays holidays the moonlight and the sunlight. Above all, we are all on our way to God and some of you dont even see the road. Jesus is my hero. #shoutout goes to you. Thank you for saving my lost spirit.#JesusTheAnnointedOne.
12:52 am
Waiting on you to come back so I can sleep next to you again. Missing you.
Seeder Entertainment same. 1 more month and we’ll sleep togheter again.
01:08
I really want to be heard by them. Just talk and not having to repeat like 3 times or scream for they to hear me.
I don't know why but this reminds me so much of Life Is Strange
i miss them so much
they’ll never feel the same way
You all are being watched over with care... don't forget that. You might feel like you are alone but there are millions of people out there looking for a person just like you. Don't give up, you're worth it... trust me.
Idk why I’m still alive anymore tbh
you alive man,and if you are I am so proud of you
This song makes me feel not so alone in my head all day. Confused on why I am sad and not knowing why. Feeling like everyone is always plotting against me when I am not even around anyone. While also feeling like I don't know how to be human. Feeling lost in my mind and who I am..where I came from..why I am here...I just wish my thinking cap could have a switch to turn it off..
My anxiety just up to the next level (i lost weight, had panic attacks, can't breathe sometimes, sickness and can't concentrated with things) i just get marry and i'm so happy to be with the love of my life but my mind sometimes can play with me (anxiety about the future, "friends",
generational patterns, small town who at least the 50% of people are judging and thinking only about the material things, a new phase for me in another country with my parents a little away) and this songs really touch me, because i know there's more people with problems and having a bad time. Thanks for all that people who give us good words, hope everyone can be like you and my anxious, depressive, suicidal people, we're not alone, go for that coffee, talk to me everything you want, read a book like, make or order your favorite food, give u a hug, express with art (music, dance, art, etc) your pain, hear your favorite artist. Is difficult to live in our minds but you're not alone, look for your people and it would be a little more easy.
Everyone deserves a second chance and be loved. You going to find that love in you or in you with other person.
Esta canción siempre la ponía pues me identificaba mucho con los letra, siempre estaba triste por demasiadas razones...
Actualmente me alegra escuchar esta música sin estar triste, estoy mucho mejor ahora, me doy cuenta qué apesar de lo malo que pueda pasar siempre hay soluciones.
1:21 am
1:49 am
1:40 am
I want to live I don’t want to just survive and exist I hope that one day I’d find that and just feel good about my life and not cry and listen to this at 3 am in my room cuz I’m tired of it
Def a song to cry to under blankets, while no one understands. Up at 2 AM thinking "what the fuck is happening? What happened, and why am i still here?". Proud of you all
If you’re reading this, your music taste is good :)