ASMR | Boyfriend feels like he’s impossible to love (M4A)(Reverse Comfort)(Soft-Toned)

This audio is special to me as person. It’s important because this is how I actually feel. I recorded this audio in an attempt to vent as well as provide you guys with something. (BIG VENT) I’ve always felt like I wasn’t good enough for anyone let alone to be loved by people. Ever since I got together with my boyfriend, all those thoughts resurfaced. He hasn’t done anything wrong, in fact he actually helped me quite a bit with it, I just don’t know. It’s overwhelming for me to know that the person I love actually loves me back. I’ll dump this on whoever reads this too, my dad is strict with male stereotypes and even though he doesn’t live with me anymore, it still affects me. He believes that only females can experience mental illness and that men can take the damage and suck it up and move on. My thought is that if I speak up for myself to him, he’d get mad, so instead I tried finding the right in his stereotypes. To avail, it didn’t work. I never found a way to justify what he thinks, but that being said, I still feel like because I’m a guy, that I have to suck it up and push forward. I love my boyfriend so fucking much but I just don’t feel like there is any way a person can love me like that, it never crossed my mind. Anyways though, enough ranting. I hope you all have an amazing night/day and I love you all very much! Enjoy the audio!

[@tehehehe364]

I’m sorry you feel like that Love, I know it’s hard but we’re here for you

[@subbyasmr9954]

Thank you, I’m glad my community is nice about it

[@miroh3540]

I know this feeling a lot. I’m diagnosed with borderline personality disorder and I find I’m just not loveable long term and Even short term I’m seeing more often now, no one will stick around that long. I obviously want good relationships but it just won’t happen

[@simpoferenandvoices]

i feel u😪🥺❤️❤️

[@subbyasmr9954]

Yea it’s tough sometimes

[@orlandotewheoro916]

Aww 🥺🥺