From the double album, "Anorexia Nervosa" in stores now on Tooth & Nail Records. Directed by The Porter Brothers for In The Boat Productions (myspace . com/intheboatproductio ns)
"Dont i deserve the world... after building building building building!? You dangle happiness before me, yet keep it out of reach My well is dry, and still i try to fill it up i seek and seek and... Nothing lasts except the empty, swallowing my soul But i will rise above the world, and i will fill my holes" I love these lyrics ;)
Trust me I heard a lot of dark metal songs but this song is one of the most dark, most hateful, most terrifying, most depressive, most angry, very experimental and catchy at the same time. That is a very rare combination of feelings. One of my favorite songs of all time.
It is a story. There are actually two of them. One is from the CD Anorexia about the girl Anorexia who tries to build a tower because she thinks if she does she will have the felling of fulfillment. While she is building she meets a vulture, pig and goat. They attack her. The CD comes with a story that you read along with. Nervosa is about her sister who has pretty much the same story and the songs have the same title, but different lyrics. Nervosa tries to dig a massive hole into the earth.
I actually saw them one time when Who can know it came out, my brother listened to them alot, and I eventually became a huge fan. It was so long ago I hardly remember it but I remember meeting Josh
remember seeing this often on tvu when i was 12-13 and loving these guys and their energy/delivery/music all around. im 25 now and they've stuck with me all these years, i've only recently started re-listening to all those tvu songs, showbread are hidden gems for sure.
it's kinda like a read-along that goes with the music.... it's absolutely incredible, and i would even say that it's life changing.... i think that everyone can see themselves in the character of either Anorexia or Nervosa... as Christians, we all have to come to the same place of surrender, wether we spent our lives doing good or making mistakes... that's basically the story in one sentance... :)
Every time I listen to this song in the dark it scares me and I feel really strange. Especially when he starts screaming after the pigs squealing. You HAVE to do the story thing before you listen to the songs off of Anorexia and Nervosa. It's so intense.
A great show of both sides in a person...and their interactions with each other. One to heal and help, yet blend in while ever reaching to become better...this one also has a fury unbound when it comes to making the other submit. The other is flashy and stands out, what we might call gaudy, but is in truth frightened by the idea of having to suffer to become better as a person, seen in example by the first as she is garbed in a nurse's cloth, which is not normally noticeable to most poeple...
It describes the creeping feeling after you've realized everything you've put yourself physically and psychologically wasn't enough for a being that acts as a black hole, sucking your life force, desires, aspirations, while giving pain in return and leaves you feeling overwhelmed with broken nothingness. You didn't realize how much you'd given and at what cost until you find yourself lost in the darkest corners of your mind, rock bottom in the muggy, thick waters of the aftermath, struggling to breathe and pushing against an unseen current that threatens to plunge you into an unknown abyss of soul crushing psychological torment.
when i read anorexia and listened to it- when josh screamed, and it was mayhem music. it really spoke the feeling of the story. in "the end" especially, when anorexia was admitting defeat, that the tower didnt find her happyness, they heavyness was the anger and voice inside her screaming out in frustration. thats what i saw in it. beautiful album
I got both albums for Christmas & I read the stories...they were really good & both of the endings made me cry...oh yeah...thanx for letting me know why she was choking her...it really makes sense now ^__^
dude.i love how deiferant the anorexia version sounds from the nervosa one. they are so differant i remember when i first saw "the pig". it was like all yelling and jumping and then this one comes i thought they named it wrong then i saw it was from the anorexia album. i think i like the anorexia version better.
each album is about a sister one is Anorexia and the other Nervosa. Each tells a story about the sister. I have both of them and they are really great albums is worth the money if you have more questions just watch my showbread video sort of will help you
any1 get the video? if ya do some explaining would be VERY HELPFUL!! I absolutley LOVE showbread they're one of my favorites neato song just don't really get the video to an extent.. keep rockking the sox off of peeps 4 jesus you guys rockkk[: -lae♥
Or buy it at a shop? Sounds like a good idea to me. Plus, this CD [Double Album Release] actually contains more in the cd packet thing + the music. Its awesome shet dudes.
"Dont i deserve the world... after building building building building!?
You dangle happiness before me, yet keep it out of reach
My well is dry, and still i try to fill it up i seek and seek and...
Nothing lasts except the empty, swallowing my soul
But i will rise above the world, and i will fill my holes"
I love these lyrics ;)
I recently started listening to old music and this popped up in my mind. It's freaking 2020 and this song still hits hard af.
Ah yes. Showbread is amazing
I see you are a man of education as well. Thank you for the confirmation.
Fuck yeah it does
Indeed
im still here, still crying inside with this song ♥
Bruh, same
This is still my favorite Showbread song, video, and album. I haven't listened to it in years, but its just SO good. Raw Rock forever.
Agreed
Trust me I heard a lot of dark metal songs but this song is one of the most dark, most hateful, most terrifying, most depressive, most angry, very experimental and catchy at the same time. That is a very rare combination of feelings. One of my favorite songs of all time.
to think this is a christian metalcore band, they are fantastic
*I miss this band ):*
Only Josh can capture that Trent Reznor presence. It's unreal
I’ve been searching for this song for over 10 years. So happy to be able to revisit again!
It is a story. There are actually two of them. One is from the CD Anorexia about the girl Anorexia who tries to build a tower because she thinks if she does she will have the felling of fulfillment. While she is building she meets a vulture, pig and goat. They attack her. The CD comes with a story that you read along with. Nervosa is about her sister who has pretty much the same story and the songs have the same title, but different lyrics. Nervosa tries to dig a massive hole into the earth.
2018 and still listening ❤️
I wish i could go to their concert. That was my dream since I was 16. I miss you Showbread.
Евгений Каюк it was my first concert. It was amazing
@@stephen8287 good for you
I actually saw them one time when Who can know it came out, my brother listened to them alot, and I eventually became a huge fan. It was so long ago I hardly remember it but I remember meeting Josh
2020 and beyond, my first concert was these men. Forever a fan
remember seeing this often on tvu when i was 12-13 and loving these guys and their energy/delivery/music all around. im 25 now and they've stuck with me all these years, i've only recently started re-listening to all those tvu songs, showbread are hidden gems for sure.
The good old days brother
I was born in the wrong generation, I wish I was a teen when music like this came out
Anorexia/Nervosa is the best CD they ever wrote.
it's kinda like a read-along that goes with the music.... it's absolutely incredible, and i would even say that it's life changing.... i think that everyone can see themselves in the character of either Anorexia or Nervosa... as Christians, we all have to come to the same place of surrender, wether we spent our lives doing good or making mistakes... that's basically the story in one sentance... :)
"don't i deserve the world after building building building" dang.. gets me everytime. good stuff.
End the song on "I defecate" is classic Showbread, and it's still makes me smile after 15 years.
Every time I listen to this song in the dark it scares me and I feel really strange. Especially when he starts screaming after the pigs squealing. You HAVE to do the story thing before you listen to the songs off of Anorexia and Nervosa. It's so intense.
this is par the usual quality that Showbread brings. Amazing video, love that it's self-directed. It captures the nature of the split-albums nicely.
Amo esta canción
A great show of both sides in a person...and their interactions with each other. One to heal and help, yet blend in while ever reaching to become better...this one also has a fury unbound when it comes to making the other submit. The other is flashy and stands out, what we might call gaudy, but is in truth frightened by the idea of having to suffer to become better as a person, seen in example by the first as she is garbed in a nurse's cloth, which is not normally noticeable to most poeple...
This song has been stuck in my head since 2008
Never heard this song before. Very powerful.
damn! it's been a LONG time since I've heard this song!!
same
I never listened to them at the time but I was in/around the scene. This is still powerful as a first time listener in 2023
2019, and the intro is still a cryptic song I hum to myself at times...if asked, I direct them here.
Noice to see people still listen to Showbread. I wish they were more popular
It describes the creeping feeling after you've realized everything you've put yourself physically and psychologically wasn't enough for a being that acts as a black hole, sucking your life force, desires, aspirations, while giving pain in return and leaves you feeling overwhelmed with broken nothingness. You didn't realize how much you'd given and at what cost until you find yourself lost in the darkest corners of your mind, rock bottom in the muggy, thick waters of the aftermath, struggling to breathe and pushing against an unseen current that threatens to plunge you into an unknown abyss of soul crushing psychological torment.
I saw these guys live and met them last year. They are great people, and put on an amazing show.
when i read anorexia and listened to it- when josh screamed, and it was mayhem music. it really spoke the feeling of the story. in "the end" especially, when anorexia was admitting defeat, that the tower didnt find her happyness, they heavyness was the anger and voice inside her screaming out in frustration.
thats what i saw in it. beautiful album
Showbread always manages to completely own all.
Good job, guys.
Combined with the story, this is just an incredibly powerful song. And the vid is amazing!
daaamn, this brings back hella memories in high school.. 10 years ago? fuck me
Showbread is awesome. raw rock kills.
this video just gets better and better the more you watch it!
Top notch fellas.
Love it.
never gets old.... one of my faves
wow yea this is my favorite music video that you guys have made so far
RAW ROCK KILLS
Love this!
It's like the build was never going to end. I love it.
I love these cd's
LOVE IT
when josh chucks the mic it just makes the whole video 37.6% more hardcore
this is probably the sweetest thing I've ever seen.
i love this song
and this band
I love this song.
Shit still hits. Loved it back then, love it now!
I got both albums for Christmas & I read the stories...they were really good & both of the endings made me cry...oh yeah...thanx for letting me know why she was choking her...it really makes sense now ^__^
2019??? ❤❤❤
Yup
great video
saw this on recomended
Good thing I check it out@!
dude.i love how deiferant the anorexia version sounds from the nervosa one. they are so differant i remember when i first saw "the pig". it was like all yelling and jumping and then this one comes i thought they named it wrong then i saw it was from the anorexia album. i think i like the anorexia version better.
love the cropping idea good concept Porters see you around
i love this song an this is to me one of their best viddsss:))))))))
this song
Still my favorite song =)
They're soo awesome! and i just heard about them 2 days ago. i saw one of their videos on demand comcast Lol
very coolllllll God bless Showbread!!!!
My favorite of the 3 released.
I remember watching Showbread at a venue at my hometown before they were famous. Now they're mainstreaming on youtube!
SHOWBREAD FOREVER
I've pressed the like button probably 50 times on this video. I know my vote only gets counted once, but I just can't help it. LIKE, LIKE, LIKE.
awesomeawesomeawesome!
Showbread Rocks!! and you too!
Still good
each album is about a sister one is Anorexia and the other Nervosa. Each tells a story about the sister. I have both of them and they are really great albums is worth the money if you have more questions just watch my showbread video sort of will help you
if you get the cd it makes a lot more since.bc all the songs go along wit a story
please come tour the UK showbread!!!!!;D
6 years since last comment. Soo...... BOOYAH
+edb strung 1 month since last comment. Soo.... BOOYAH
+David Alarcón well now its one month since the last one ^,..,^
Same
+Tony D'vec na
Hi there y'all
I CAME.
any1 get the video? if ya do some explaining would be VERY HELPFUL!! I absolutley LOVE showbread they're one of my favorites neato song just don't really get the video to an extent..
keep rockking the sox off of peeps 4 jesus you guys rockkk[:
-lae♥
i listened to this song in middle school
same
Raw Rock still kills
@davidseq Yes.
2020
@Littleelfbailey i did see an explanation for it somewhere...
to DreamingxFaeriex its their album cover picture
Or buy it at a shop? Sounds like a good idea to me. Plus, this CD [Double Album Release] actually contains more in the cd packet thing + the music. Its awesome shet dudes.
You still alive?
i want those shirts....
@NateKillsZombies.. how did u make it
3:38-3:40 is just straight epic
probably an actual recording of a pig.I don't Showbread would ever do pig squeals
Unfortuantely, I couldn't get the CD's. I've only got the mp3's. It sucks. I can't find it anywhere. ];
frickin awesome vid...isnt that girl the same 1 from the pig(nervosa)?...& why's the nurse choking her?
spartan346 yes it is!
duuuuuuudes i saw them last night it was fuckin raw!!!!!!!!!
Anorexia > Nervosa.
their shirts are boss. I think I'm going to make one.
hi showbread!! God Bless! when a spanish song? FRom Venezuela Edwin
Showbread it tight,but can someone tell me the concept and differences of the albums cause i havent be able to buy them yet.
Think how different this is from Oh! Emetophobia. its amazing.
Showbread is boss! They seem like a hybrid of NIN & Marylin Manson...
i wonder how many key bordes they had to go through
what does the back of Josh's shirt say at 4:08?
3:18= keyboards bloody eye that he smacked on the keyboard
just get Firefox and the download helper addon. or the youtube downloader. they're pretty easy to use.
this version is so much better than nervosa
what does it all mean with double of each member of the band?
I don't have this book, but I think The Goat (nervosa) can be interesting.
hmm in some scenes it looks like the bass just has the E string...can anyone verify ? or am i just being stupid ? lol
must have been the awesomest vid i've ever seen....but why the pig?