Astrophysics - HOPE LEFT ME (FULL VISUAL ALBUM)
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- čas přidán 9. 06. 2024
- This album was made in a span of 1 year, through much struggle and pain I was able to synthesize the best in me into this album and visual experience. A cold but gentle embrace, a deep look into one's self. Support it here
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00:00 - dystopian prelude
00:22 - you're killing me
04:32 - shadow being
09:47 - sweet, soft and lonely!
14:52 - lobotomy
19:24 - Sasha
22:17 - embracer
27:04 - a cold room
33:42 - dead ends (feat. Machine+)
37:20 - shivers (feat. Harmful Logic)
43:10 - Noir
46:09 - derelict hearts (feat. Murrumur)
Track 9 "dead ends" features Machine+ vocals.
Track 10 "shivers" had breaks and drums made by Harmful Logic.
Track 12 "derelict hearts" features Murrumur's vocals.
Music and story by Astrophysics
Artwork by pantsu_ripper
Album visuals by visualmemoryunit__
Cutscenes by Valendar
Coding/adaptation by Izack Igor Costa
Special thanks to Sticki and Dismiss Yourself!
Created, composed, mixed and mastered by André Luiz (Astrophysics)
My links
Support me: astrophysicsbrazil.bandcamp.com/
Patreon: / astrophysicsynth
Twitter: / astrosynth
Soundcloud: / astrolives
Ask Me Anything: curiouscat.me/astrophysicsynth
Facebook page: / astrophysicsmusic - Hudba
Finally, it is here. If you want to support me, here is my Bandcamp astrophysicsbrazil.bandcamp.com/album/hope-left-me-complete-version
If you want CDs, cassetes or the physical visual novel, you can get it at dismiss.store/collections/astrophysics
The visual novel you can pay anything at Itchio! astrophysicsdev.itch.io/hope-left-me
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@@Astrophysicsynth THX SO MUCH
this is some fire nice job, I heard in a comment that you had problems with your hands, I hope your doing better man.
You went from a mild curiosity when you first started making covers, to one of my favorite youtube musicians. Hope more people find your stuff.
The best porn artist I've never seen in my life is on the cover, it's great
Totally agree!
This, a thousand times this!
agreed
Imagine this guy being your favorite musician 🤣
Here from ManlyBadassHero's channel and just want to say I hope you create more VNs for or without an album tied in. HOPE LEFT ME (the game) was absolutely fantastic.
Same
same
I actually have been a fan of this channel from before the manly badass hero video but as I'm a fan of him as well imagine my surprise seeing this crossover. Really atmospheric stuff
I would absolutely play more VNs
Wait, ManlyBadassHero mentioned this?
WAIT THERE WAS A FUCKING GAME?!
You know the lyrics “would you believe me” hits hard when you sitting in a cold room and regretting your life decisions
Everything will be alright, my man. Time is healing as well.
"I really should have bought that McRib."
I regret a lot of things in life. My friend in high-school wish I had to courage to say I loved her. The first car I wish I just put a new engine in it. Wish I never bought a dog. Yet I love her to death and know that if she died I would probably die of loneliness. Wish I told my father how much I loved him before he passed. Wished I could have at least had my brother and sister see him off before he leaves for a long time. Wished I could have met my grandpa in the hospital before he died. Wished I had stayed in college and just studied more then smoking pot and getting shit faced.
This winter was projected to be a cold one. It sure as hell is. While I sit here takeing a break to type this out knowing no one else will want to read this or care. Just to vent an ounce of my built up emotions that are trapped within every fiber of my being.
I hate myself. So so much. I look ij the mirror of my one bedroom apartment each day before I put on my face and go to work. And I just think why the helll am I even alive? I don't feel alive. I feel dead. I only feel sadness and guilt. I blew my savings on a motorcycle and I redline every day down the highway sometimes hoping I Wipeout.
This is me I guess. There is no problem it's just me.
This winter is cold. My emotions leave me freezing the only warmth I get is from Veda. I am truly alone with just my dog.
Dog and boy. Till one of us die.
To whoever if experiencing a bad day. Know your not alone. Life is full of misery. Pain. And hardships. I was told it gets greater later.
Only to learn that it hurts more and more till you grow numb from the pain. Then after that your numb and you feel nothing anymore.
.you feel dead.
I don't feel alive. I put on a show just to get them off my back.
..
If I'm no longer alive then what am I?
Try not to feel dead. Try to stay alive.
The worst why to die is to die by not enjoying life.
Your trapped and forced to work like a drone allways feeling nothing forced to work till you earn enough to feel alive.
The only way to feel alive at that point is to put your life on the line.
I only feel alive when my life is being tested.
..
Or when I'm with veda.
.
Being alone is the worst.
..
Try to make an effort to meet knew people.
.go to the gym for mental health and physical. I try. I'm healthy. Just not happy.
Try going to coffee shops to study.
I try. It helps my grades. Still not happy.
Existence is pain for me. But maybe it's not for you.
Maybe I'm just cursed to only feel sad. Rarely feel happy. And never feel loved if I ever am it's rare.
Love truly is the most rare thing in this world.
When tou find it don't let it go.
It will destroy you otherwise.
@@playstation8779
At leadt some people did listen.
the part with the gym, coffee shops not working hirs hard.
Somehow, they're just not making us feel anything, they're just pointless activities that are no different from the other things we do.
One day one the way home i felt kinda hungry and an idea crossed my mind to just go out to eat something and spend some time in the city. But then, i realised that its pointless to go there alone, it'd be no different from eating at home lonely and maybe even worse cause of all the possible awkward situations that could happen.
Maybe i'm just unlikable but it's really hard for me to make friends or to keep a conversation going. And so, i rarely talk. I'm just hopeless and detached from everything cause it's hard to care about things now when whatever i do doesn't work the way i'd like.
On the outside i'm like a soulless machine just listening to orders. On the inside, i do have a soul but it's completly invisible at this point.
I'm just a husk of what i could be.
This all goes full circle and causes this cicle of misery to continue and repeat itself.
@@Kyumifun Sometimes we just have to talk even if it falls flat. I am always looking for new friends. I am not special in anyway just trying to make my way through life. The only thing I ask. Do you want to be friends? Not for any particular reason. Just why not? And I am talking to you and you in particular. We might not get along or be friends for long or even just drift apart. But would you like to be friends? Even it may be only for a day?
André "Astrophysics" Luiz. Man oh man. When I first discovered your music I thought "yo, these Miku covers are so damn fine!".
Now, about a year later I'm not only hooked to your Miku covers but to all of your original works and synthwave versions as well.
It's so clear the amount of love you pour into your work and I can't thank you enough for it. I imagine music industry must be very unrewarding but don't doubt for a moment that you reached peoples hearts with your art.
I hope you keep doing what you love for many years and enjoying it at least half as much as we enjoy playing it. Muito obrigado y un abrazo muy fuerte desde España
Well said
i feel like the effort astophysics puts forth reflects the best parts of so many different genres, they deserve for their influence to really go far
I’m new to this, but as a musician deeply indebted to my roots I find this absolutely amazing. Love the Miku covers (my band just started using vocaloid and are completing our own Miku cover), but this original music is very moving.
Babe wake up, new Astrophysics dropped
This album stabbed me and left me to die 10/10 I love it
You're comment reminded me of "Stabbed to Sleep" by Deadlife
@@PIKL_Creep thankyou for allowing a lerker to discover a new good artist.
the album is british
I love this so much. The feeling of hopelessness but desperation to survive and keep a will to live portrayed here is portrayed so well! And the vibes of the album fit the game so well. I really hope this gets more attention as it's just incredible. I could be wrong, but to me, the game and this album felt more to me like a concept or a demonstration of it. Specifically, the feeling of hopelessness and isolation, but still trudging on through all the pain. Trying to keep going, but lacking the will to do it. Every bit of you wanting to stop, but still going without hope nor reason. Just going on for the sake of it. Well, I don't know, I'm not that good at analyzing music or anything.
Either way, I fucking love your music Astro! This album slaps!
An era lost in time from the will of the people for a better future; but never forgotten because it serve as a reminder of what could've been.
You know when you're looking at (or listening to) a piece of art and you're like, yup, this is the artist's blood, sweat, and tears?
This is it.
You were all amazing in chat, and Astro, thank you again for all of your work.
Came from ManlyBadassHero's play through of your game, this is amazing stuff. It hits so many emotions at the same time.
Bought this album on Bandcamp, listened to it in full at least six times, it's legit one of my favorite albums right now
No one's else probably said this but your bass playing is superb, and exactly what every song needed, that it featured in
Brand new to this, it’s so good!
Большое спасибо и низкий поклон за такую прекрасную работу. Очень жаль, что не смог поучаствовать в премьере и посидеть в чате, но что поделать. Музыку то никто не отнимает. И это самое главное.
Продолжайте творить такие чудеса, я буду продолжать восхищаться вами.
Еще раз спасибо.
подбрасывает монету
пока никто не отнимает
These visual novels are worth all the hype, I enjoy. Love it good music
It's a shame not as many people pay attention to your original stuff compared to the Miku covers, especially since this is the most interesting and exciting music you're doing at the moment.
Agree.
Лишь недавно открыл для себя данного исполнителя, и уже считаю его своим любимым.
One of my favorite albums of all time. Like holy shit thank you for putting this to our world.
Here we go baby!!! Here from manlybadass hero video
I love depressing hopelessness of my beautiful country🥰
Audience set, people are waiting for the beginning of the performance. Anticipation is in our hearts.
i always thought hype was stupid but now i always get hyped over the next astrophysics album
Was listening to the start of the premiere on my way to work today and was vibing, but didn't get to comment so I'll comment now. Thanks for pouring your heart and soul into this music. Even if most of us are just numbers who never comment like I was earlier, just know that there are people of all walks of life that really enjoy what you do and are touched by your music despite not showing it. I hope realizing how many lives you touch directly or indirectly brings you as much joy as I get from listening to your music. Have a good day or night wherever you are right now, and remember to let yourself feel good about what you've created for us to enjoy.
Hope left me, but your music helps me see it again. :)
Played Hope Left Me, it was a really good experience, thank you!
I dare to say this has been your best release, the more polished and the most heart poured, everything is so good, also soooo goood that pantsu ripper got to work together with you.
Thanks for everything you have done Astro, I love it all
I remember first finding your channel through another youtuber's video just around a year ago, he was making a reloading compilation and used your song "Fishnets" for one of the reloads and I thought it sounded pretty good, kind of random but it lead me to find your channel and your amazing music. When this album dropped I checked it out as soon as I seen the notification and immediately fell in love with it and it's been the only album from any artist that I genuinely enjoyed enough to listen to nonstop, this album is a true work of art and I just wanted you to know how much I and many others appreciate the music you create, you have a unique style that really can't be found anywhere else. Thank you for the beautiful music Astrophysics, and merry christmas.
Thank you so much for the kind words, merry christmas friend.
These songs are an experience that I can't describe, the beat at the beginning of each song gives the feeling of traveling without leaving the place
i absolutely loved the album!!! thanks, astro for bringing us this masterpiece, the vn and all of your stuff in general!!!
This album was spectacular. No cap, every time I decide to listen to one of your original works, I dont regret it. Cute Tragedies and Apathy have got their permanent spots in my favorite albums ever, and Im sure I'll listen to this one again. And again, And again.
I may be a bit late to the party, but i must say this album has been one of the best one i have had the pleasure to listen too in a while, wonderful work Astrophysics
I really liked what I've heard here. I have been struggling with feeling empty for years. I don't know if there is a cure, and I am not really looking forward in continuing to live... Still, this album is banging. Thanks for sharing this. I really love what you have made this time.
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I like how with this background they went not for just “hope”, which is “надежда”, but specifically for “to hope”, which is “надеяться”. If you yourself hope, you usually don’t know if there is something to hope for, if there is “hope”. When there is no “надежда”, you can still “надеяться”.
A Visual Album with an accompanying visual novel. What an absolutely wild concept. The creativity here is outstanding, not to mention the music is great too.
Hyyype. Been listening to your music every day at work!
Listening and relistening to "a cold room" once and again and again. I can't describe it. It's like it speaks directly to me. Incredible job.
not sure if you'll read this, but i've literally been with this channel for years and i've loved absolutely everything you've ever done, and this is definitely not an exception. my first video was that cover of There is a Light That Never Goes Out by the smiths, and I've literally tried to tune into everything since all you ever do is post bangers. I love this whole album, and I just want you to know you're literally one of the best artists I've ever had the joy of finding on the internet. Just wanted to say happy new years, here's to another year of bangers.
Second song hit me hard. Bravo, love your music.
This album genuinely resonated with me on a personal level. The somber tone of it all and the equally somber somgwriting just really spoke to me in a way. I really cant state how much this shook me. Just writing about it now just brings back that odd feeling of... almost a somber comfiness. Im probably describing this terribly, but its because this album cant really be described in a way that expresses how it makes me feel. This is definitely one of the best albums i have ever listened to. Thank god i found this on my spotify recommended. Thank you for making this work of art.
(Also, kinda like that refrence to Novermber Rain at the end of sweet soft and lonely, whether intentional or not.)
This is one of the most beautiful things I have ever heard and came along at a point in my life right when I needed it. Thank you. Thank you
after listening to this nonstop for about two weeks i played the game, and wow, everything about the album is exponentially better now in a really inexplicable way. it feels very meaningful, in a way i struggle to grasp and put into words. i love this album and i look forward to your future projects!
Very sick, thanks Astrophysics!
I initially watched a few of your Miku covers a while ago, I didn't really remember who uploaded it. Then now, I buy a interesting VN, and I find out I've listened to your music before! What a wild world.
Thank you always, for the inspiration astrophysics 🖤🖤🖤
Manly Badass Hero brought me here and I'm digging the vibe.
A massage for the soul and mind, that's what your music is to me. I listen to it to relax in bed and it fills me with inspiration when writing, thank you for making it. I hope your tendinits fucks off to mercury
Полгода был в предвкушении выхода новеллы, наконец можно ее заценить (прямо сейчас прохожу). Автору большой респект!
Simply amazing. You've made something truly beautiful and special here Astro. Keep up all the good work ❤
This is so good! I am so glad to have discovered your music at this time in my life, just perfect timing. Thank you so much!
Fkin made it! came in late~ but I made it! Your sound and vibe are fantastic!!♡
Дропнул два крутейших альбома за год? Ты просто нечто Андре, спасибо за прекрасную музыку!
thank you manly for introducing me to this masterpiece omfg
Live experience was amazing. Was a bit of a doozy rushing to get the cassette and everything since I didn't know if it was limited or not
This album lived up to every ounce of hype.
Can't wait!
They just keep getting better, how's that even possible ?!
this is such a perfect album to play games like SIGNALIS to, amazing work!
This absolutely bangs!
Pre-ordered the visual novel!
Very in love with your art despite not knowing it all. The emotions and thoughts you have caused me with your music are undescribable and never thought before it was even possible so easily... just by hearing. Thank you.
I just discovered your music after writing a review for the Hope Left Me game on Softonic. I must say that I am very happy that I came across this album. Superbly written and added to my favourites.
Я обожаю этот стиль, музыку и неописуемую атмосферу, что создаётся при просмотре.
Спасибо,
Thank you so much for the warmth and comfort that you gave us through your music!
Kyaaaa!!! *SASHA!!!!*
I think,instead "hope left me" it more to "our hope is started" to discovery the unknown world..!!
"Come on! Sasha! We should not stop here!!"
Sinceramente, não tenho palavras pra descrever meus sentimentos em relação ao jogo e, principalmente, à OST que o acompanha. Sinto que acabei de passar por uma experiência única de vida. Ver que o criador é brasileiro foi apenas a cereja do bolo.
Muito obrigado, André. Obrigado por fazer arte.
Acabei de jogar Hope Left Me e a experiência é algo único apesar de curta. A arte do jogo, as mensagens, a OST... É tudo perfeito. E claro, também fiquei contente por saber que o jogo é uma criação brasileira.
I absolutely love every track in this album and have easily listened to each one several times. I'm so happy to see them comprised in a single album. I love your content.
You are phenomenal Astrophysics!
Really been looking forward to the premiere, even though I couldn't be there for it, but your music inspires me a lot, even if just to push towards that next day.
Thank you so much for making all these great tracks, from your Miku covers to your original compositions! They're all amazing!
this is incredible! by far this is the best synth album I've ever heard! nice job
Currently listening on Bandcamp. You really do get better with every damn project you make. Love you man. Thanks for the art.
I absolutely love your work, this album really hits home
You’re incredibly creative and brilliant. Thank you so much for this album.
I randomly found your music through may Spotify recommendations. Shadow being was the first song I found, and i immediately fell in love. Thank you for making such amazing music
Visuals, aesthetic, sound. All top tier.
Love you.
I found this as of recent and I can't explain how amazing it is, bought it on bandcamp the minute I heard the first 2 songs. cant wait to see what elts you make in the future, keep up the good work.
This is so beautiful. You should be proud of what you put out, for sure. I love this.
I played the visual novel trough all the possible endings I guess, and I got to say I loved how subjective it is the longer ending.
My favorite ending was the first I've got, idk but I played it seriously like if I were living it.
And I got to say I wouldn't regret jumping off that window. Sasha would still have that opportunity, it wouldn't change anything. Being in that world doesn't change anything.
Certainly "Noir" gave Sasha some sort of hope in the end, but hope doesn't make any sense, in reality it hides and shuns the truth, suppressing it with non-sense.
Knowing truth only relieves for a moment or two. But the good feeling of discovering truth never lasts forever, despair would soon come to your mind, living the same life over and over and dying, just prove a point: Humans need more than just routine, they seek the new. And I think it's related to how we were and how we are.
The struggle for survival alone, can only sustain while you give it a meaning. After that meaning is gone, either you seek a new one or fall in despair and solitude.
Só no Aguardo...
Found this album throuh spotify recommendations and instantly fell in love. Nice work!
Played this today. I really, liked Hope Left Me, short as it was. The setting and premise basically... For lack of a better way to put it, it was like reading someone's thoughts on the human condition in a sort of microcosm.
Absent everything - purpose, distractions, hope, what can one do?
I still need to think some more about the game, but for now, well...
I think I might be a little more okay if things never mattered.
Thank you for your part in making this.
ManlyBadassHero made me come here and find this song.
I really like it and i am glad to have discovered something new and have a good night everyone that made it here.
Hey I could recognize pantsu style any day, nice artwork
Less than a minute in and I'm already loving every second of it
A remarkable album. Greatly atmospheric visuals too. Please accept my sincerest admiration.
absolutely phenomenal
Holy crap it's been one year of this amazing album can't believe time flew by really fast ur music has got me through my first year of college and the tough things that happened to me now everything has chilled down and gotten a little better I appreciate u and ur music and keep on going bro I hope I can collab with u in the future
Thank you for this amazing album! You deserve a lot more for your work♥
Shadow being was my favorite song of the year, ive had it on constantly since it came out and its helped in some bad times, looking forward to see what comes next
Such a trippy nostalgic vibe. Love it!
Amazing stuff man, love your work.
Absolutely loved the visual novel. Would love seeing more put into the au ♥️♥️
& Like always amazing music.
This is a very good album, haunting, yet... I don't want to say beautiful because I feel it doesn't really work, yet it's the best word I can think of to describe it.
Amazing job. Continue to make great music like this.
One of your best works so far
totally worth the wait.
Been antsy to get these properly. love listening to these when I'm zoomin roads in the dark. Off to bandcamp we go! Thanks!
This is amazing. Your covers are great. But this...this is amazing.
The constant genere shifting here is impressive. First song sounds like UK post-punk, second is breakcore, third is drain, fourth is indie/synth rock, that's honestly really admirable! Good stuff!
This album has been out for a week but i feel like ive been listening to it for a lifetime. Beautiful
lived up to the hype. Thank you sm for making this
I don't know how to thank you guys for this album.
this has helped me so many times countless times when I felt alone and sad or just to clear my head during a chill night 🌺💚
Hello from Russia! Now winter is coming in my city and your new album make unique vibe for me
Was looking forward for this and CZcams couldn’t even put this in my recommended yet I listen to your remixes almost daily… Keep up the nice music and I hope CZcams can promote your stuff more.
Time to listen to this for next month
So well produced, I really like this album and the visual, keep going tututu