I Tried A Heroic Dose Of Psychedelic Mushrooms

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  • My trip report from a 5g heroic dose of psychedelic mushrooms. It was life changing to say the least.
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Komentáře • 461

  • @anthonywilliams9090
    @anthonywilliams9090 Před rokem +285

    I just finished a heroic dose, I started forgetting I was a human being, I had a feeling I was waiting for a purpose. I then realized I need to stop thinking I have to do something and start becoming. Absolutely amazing experience brought me to tears.

    • @DerekBearzi
      @DerekBearzi  Před rokem +4

      Wow thats incredible. How many grams was your heroic dose? I'm always curious at the dosage people use.

    • @ruizjason
      @ruizjason Před rokem +1

      ***I can refer you to this mate who guided me through my first ever dmt experience he's got mushrooms LSD MDMA and other psychedelic he ships discreetly****

    • @ruizjason
      @ruizjason Před rokem

      On telegram;;;

    • @ruizjason
      @ruizjason Před rokem

      @siri_tripstore

    • @anthonywilliams9090
      @anthonywilliams9090 Před rokem +7

      @@DerekBearzi I used the scale I took 6 grams of it

  • @Happyfoam-lw3yt
    @Happyfoam-lw3yt Před rokem +41

    Lol, imagine if his homie said "everything's not wet, you're just 70% water".

  • @samreynolds6181
    @samreynolds6181 Před rokem +71

    Psychonauts like Derek are so helpful to me as I prep for my first trip. I can't say how grateful I am for the internet sometimes, the psychedelic community just gives away this info so freely. Here's hoping for a new lease on my head health.

    • @DerekBearzi
      @DerekBearzi  Před rokem +2

      Thanks Sam. Enjoy the trip!

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      @voskcoin9770 Před rokem

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    • @voskcoin9770
      @voskcoin9770 Před rokem

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    • @AlkaloidMushrooms
      @AlkaloidMushrooms Před rokem +5

      remember u can always take more but not go back for take less :D

  • @HeyItsKayJayBae
    @HeyItsKayJayBae Před rokem +20

    Mushrooms take you where u need to go NOT where u want to go lol very introspective drug, LOVE that about them!!!

  • @grimm5521
    @grimm5521 Před 9 měsíci +31

    You described a bad trip of an heroic dose. Despite what people say, bad trips are the best ones. Not because they are fun (hell they are the opposite of fun), but because they are useful, they are a lecture. Mushrooms gives you bad trips if they want to help you. They gives you funny trips if they think you don't need anything, and fill your brain with stupidity (but it's very fun).

    • @haleyl799
      @haleyl799 Před 4 měsíci +1

      Makes a lot sense thank you

    • @FeelingIsHealing
      @FeelingIsHealing Před 13 dny

      Perhaps they amplify and bring attention what is already inside, the "bad trip" showing what we need to work on

    • @DavidSmith-tn9rm
      @DavidSmith-tn9rm Před 12 dny

      what I'm worried about is that I will think of something disturbing during my trip, and then have it manifest...or is it not like that? would I just sort of be shown what I need to see instead rather than having something I'm thinking about manifest? Thanks!

  • @michaelbeck9921
    @michaelbeck9921 Před 11 měsíci +19

    Did a heroic dose last night. Me and my brother in law split half an ounce. What a wild fucking ride. Definitely the most life changing experience I ever had.

    • @DerekBearzi
      @DerekBearzi  Před 11 měsíci

      Amazing! I always love hearing people having life changing experiences from mushrooms.

    • @sdub1234
      @sdub1234 Před 8 měsíci +1

      damn bro 7 gs is alot, i took 7 gs one time but didnt get to expeiriance it cuz i threw up right as i started to get the feeling and then completely lost my trip, how was it tho?

    • @josesandoval-js8mm
      @josesandoval-js8mm Před měsícem

      How was it? What did you see or feel

    • @user-lz7zc4bq3u
      @user-lz7zc4bq3u Před 5 dny

      Any snakes?

  • @taneeshraj96
    @taneeshraj96 Před rokem +3

    What a well made video! This was a really good listen. Thanks for sharing and putting in the effort :)

    • @DerekBearzi
      @DerekBearzi  Před rokem +1

      Thank you! Yeah this video took incredibly long to make. I wasn't sure anyone would even like it Lol

  • @gankus_aurelius4518
    @gankus_aurelius4518 Před 11 měsíci +21

    My first experience was a heroic dose, to sum it up. I had a moment of joy that brought me to tears. The trees looked like sea anemone and we were all under water. A cloud that resembled a gorilla from my desktop hovered overhead. And a long trip of panic, fear, and self loathing. Same as the video it was the days after the trip I had clarity and genuinely content with myself.

    • @bo44arov
      @bo44arov Před 11 měsíci

      Was it a bad trip?

    • @gankus_aurelius4518
      @gankus_aurelius4518 Před 11 měsíci +4

      @@bo44arov At first no then later yes. Looking back I think it was a trip I needed. I'm feeling more prepared for the next one though

    • @DerekBearzi
      @DerekBearzi  Před 11 měsíci +3

      A gorilla cloud? Damn bro that's wild!

    • @gankus_aurelius4518
      @gankus_aurelius4518 Před 10 měsíci

      @@asura4418 how did you hold it under control? What did you do?

    • @juliehamby8311
      @juliehamby8311 Před 8 měsíci

      Until you kill someone many people have on these

  • @jackedwards6401
    @jackedwards6401 Před 9 měsíci +12

    I took 7g of dried Golden Teachers one time. Since iv never taken a dose that high but wow what a life changing experience. I remember seeing myself across the room and wondering which was the real me as I comforted a friend who was being sick from the dose. The me on the sofa was asking if he was ok, and the me next to him was rubbing his back, i still cant work out if I was both of the people or one was a hallucination. That was literally 20 minutes into taking it. Within an hour I was convinced I died and was in that “void” you speak of. The the trip spat me out back to normality for the first time in my life. Not a slow coming down but an instant throw back to reality.

    • @jamesdavid7599
      @jamesdavid7599 Před 9 měsíci

      I bought mine from my dealer last week on Instagram

    • @jamesdavid7599
      @jamesdavid7599 Před 9 měsíci

      *davidlushano*

    • @jamesdavid7599
      @jamesdavid7599 Před 9 měsíci

      *Status epilepticals is when a person has Seizure that last longer than 5 minutes....
      Refactoring status ellipticals ( R.S.E) is a sever disease that can cause brain damage and death..
      A 2015 study. Found that mushrooms may effectively treat R.S.E**Status epilepticals is when a person has Seizure that last longer than 5 minutes....
      Refactoring status ellipticals ( R.S.E) is a sever disease that can cause brain damage and death..
      A 2015 study. Found that mushrooms may effectively treat R.S.E*

    • @nemesis8626
      @nemesis8626 Před 3 měsíci

      Muschrooms do not work like that you cannot see true hullucinations of a whole other physical body "they are not a delirient" no matter how high of a dose you take. So your story is just cap

  • @mistressofmushrooms
    @mistressofmushrooms Před rokem +6

    Absolutely love your story! Thankyou for sharing with us!🍄💓

    • @DerekBearzi
      @DerekBearzi  Před rokem +1

      Mistress of Mushrooms! Love the name, and thank you!

    • @mistressofmushrooms
      @mistressofmushrooms Před rokem

      @@DerekBearzi Thank you so much! 🙏🍄You're brave for doing the heroic dose, something not everyone can do!

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  • @PsychedelicActualization
    @PsychedelicActualization Před rokem +33

    Wow, amazing editing!
    Sounds like an absolutely insane experience.
    I´ve been to similar places, most of the times you come out more wise, more humble and more loving on the other side.

    • @DerekBearzi
      @DerekBearzi  Před rokem +6

      Couldn't agree more my dude. In the moment it was terrifying, but after I came out a better human being. What a wonderful world we live in.

    • @ruizjason
      @ruizjason Před rokem

      @@DerekBearzi ***I can refer you to this mate who guided me through my first ever dmt experience he's got mushrooms LSD MDMA and other psychedelic he ships discreetly****

    • @ruizjason
      @ruizjason Před rokem

      @@DerekBearzi @siri_tripstore

    • @Christian_1605
      @Christian_1605 Před rokem +1

      @@DerekBearzi Would you consider taking it on a depression?? This is why i ended up on your channel to see as many trip reports as possible because i already did a clinical trial with a high dose of ketamine which made me have a badtrip with no benefits at all (i felt really bad for days in a row),
      i already did a normal dose of 5grams but far from heroic with philosopher stones once and the first hour i felt alot of fear but the hours after i felt kind of high and i couldn't stop laughing..

  • @TikiTrain
    @TikiTrain Před 8 měsíci +1

    Nice video. That was really captivating. Well done.

  • @zoeelisebell
    @zoeelisebell Před 11 měsíci +1

    psycedelics has had things confronted so easily for me like completely transformed my view and life and perspective on life itself, stupid stuff ppl care about more than things that are truly fulfilling and that as humans we need to survive with and desire ful heartedly like love andnpsotiivity, and it also transformed me into such a deep spiritual growth learning to our higher energies above negative ones like is so vital genuinely like no negativity acceptance rate ive learned but through such a raw like idek surreal way of experiencing it all around me it affects u SO much more than you could ever imagine crazy bahah

  • @nanicx3222
    @nanicx3222 Před rokem +27

    My first and only dose was pretty high (definitely not my last one) , especially for a starter who had never really done a big dose of psychedelics and I can't describe what and how I felt but it changed a lot. I know that I thought I would die and that this is the last thing I will experience at some point but but I accepted and enjoyed it somehow. And since that day I saw so much more in the world than before, I am interested in life again.. I want to see, touch, feel, create but in an enjoyable way. I perceive so much more, understand much more deeply,...
    Also I work as a nursing student and even tho I wasn't bad at it before, after that day I got much more confident and better in understanding the patients feelings

    • @DerekBearzi
      @DerekBearzi  Před rokem +3

      Thank you for sharing this! I always love hearing stories about how psychedelics have changed people's perspective on life.

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    • @Itsjettondon05
      @Itsjettondon05 Před 6 měsíci

      The first time it definitely feels like ur dying but then u get used to it

  • @matrix2030x
    @matrix2030x Před rokem +36

    only thing i dont like is they make me feel cold then hot...i think mushrooms show us how the world actually looks..everything has vibration and is constantly moving

    • @DerekBearzi
      @DerekBearzi  Před rokem +2

      oh weird, never had the hot/cold feeling before

    • @matrix2030x
      @matrix2030x Před rokem

      @@DerekBearzi yea it usually last about an hour then its smooth sailing

    • @MOYO2024
      @MOYO2024 Před 8 měsíci +5

      I have the same reaction. I am cold, then an hour and a half later, my body temperature rises and I’m sweating bullets. That’s when I sit in front of the fan at low speed and control my breathing and remind myself that I will be okay. I then cool down again and like someone else said, it’s smooth sailing from there.

    • @who4941
      @who4941 Před měsícem +1

      Same, I get hot and start sweating then the sweat makes me cold so I cover up and get hot again and that cycle repeats for a while until I relax and accept it then it goes away.

    • @who4941
      @who4941 Před měsícem +1

      Also having to pee like every 20 minutes and non stop runny nose

  • @c0athanger
    @c0athanger Před rokem +6

    Man! I hope there's a part two... I need to hear the rest. Thanks for sharing bro. Mish love n respect ❤️

    • @DerekBearzi
      @DerekBearzi  Před rokem +1

      Thanks bro. Nothing eventful happened after. It was just me sobering up and trying to write everything down. Haha

  • @mattl1758
    @mattl1758 Před rokem +10

    I’m in my mid forties. Hadn’t done them in 23 years. Always loved them. I got my hands in some and waited til my family was all gone and had the house to myself. I took half of what you had. It was epic aside from the anxiety I had. I called my wife and told her what I did because I wanted her around me instead of gone. She was very cool about it. I ended up running on my elliptical for an hour straight because of the anxiety. The visuals started and were terrific after awhile Had my eyes closed and the music blaring. I honestly don’t know if I’ll ever do it again but I have noticed I’m a better father and husband now. Patience has always been my fault as a person. I’ve improved exponentially with that. Wonderful experience and like you said if it improves something then it’s great. It sure as hell didn’t hurt anything. Good luck to anyone looking for the experience

    • @DerekBearzi
      @DerekBearzi  Před rokem +1

      Thanks for sharing Matt, that's awesome. The anxiety can be tough to deal with, but whenever I've made it through I've always felt better. The experience in the moment is tough, but what you get out of it is life changing. Glad to hear it made you a better father/husband as well, that's amazing. Respect

    • @mistressofmushrooms
      @mistressofmushrooms Před rokem

      Amazing! Thank you for sharing!

    • @jamesmaddison3736
      @jamesmaddison3736 Před rokem

      ***I can refer you to this dude who I met online who guided me through my first ever dmt experience he's got mushrooms LSD MDMA and other psychedelic he ships discreetly****

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      @jamesmaddison3736 Před rokem

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      @jamesmaddison3736 Před rokem

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  • @mpmacd
    @mpmacd Před rokem +1

    It's hard to describe going through huge changes in life, without any thought provoking it. The change just happens deep inside of you.

  • @chefriz5486
    @chefriz5486 Před rokem +24

    I had my first mushroom experience last night. I ate 3.5 grams
    It came in waves. First wave was beautiful lights and auras around my ceiling light. Amazing purple, blues , oranges. It made me realize why cultures around the world use those patterns and colors. I felt connected
    I came back to senses for a brief moment to get hit by a second wave of more intense colors. My wood floors started to breath and run like a river the sounds around of the world started to sound like a ritual chant. I felt like I was warping in and out like something was trying to pull me to the other side. I once again came to my senses and walked to my bed and shut off the off.
    I looked over to a picture on my wall of my girlfriend and I. Out of the picture I seen my name in letters. The letters started to break away and turn into geometric shapes. My name was melting away
    I slipped into a dark abyss and seemed to enter a dark red room and in the room I was accompanied by a dark figure trying to lure me in. I instantly jumped up and came back to senses
    I couldn’t hold on long till i fell back in this time I had no name. I felt as if I was a piece of paper squished into a ball and thrown into a no gravity space. I felt buzzing around me like I was surrounded by electricity. I couldn’t recall who I was or how I get there. My immediate thought was that I had died.
    At this time I submitted to it. I accepted I had died and this was the passing from life to death. I felt it was ok. I felt at one still not knowing who I was
    I started to get visions of entities and I felt that I was being escorted and introduced to the after life
    It all started to feel as if I’ve been there before. It started to feel familiar like I’ve done this before.
    I eventually started to piece together who I was and realized I was hallucinating.
    Time now 2.5 hours after ingesting 3.5 grams
    I woke up looked at my phone to check the time
    I was now awake and can see I was alive with my eyes but there was a 3rd eye like window still peering into the realm I just came from. It was like seeing life in front of me while still peering into the other side.
    I laid back down closed my eyes happy I was alive. I started to slip into visions of my past. I was seeing myself in a 3rd person view doing things I regret. Things I did that made people feel bad. I started to regret all my past mistakes and actions.
    When I finally came back to the only thing that I thought and kept thinking was life is hard life will be difficult but the only thing you can do is keep fighting through it.
    I felt even after we die the after will be another journey and not a easy one it will to be a fight to get through it
    I finally got up stumbled to my refrigerator at a piece of chocolate cake and felt it was the greatest thing I ever tasted. It felt good to be alive
    I went to take a 20 minute hot shower
    Got back in bed amazed on what I just experienced
    I’m not at this time of writing 24 hours after my initial consumption of 3.5 grams still trying to piece together on where I was brought to and what I’ve seen.
    I truly believe I seen the other side of what awaits after life.

  • @moondust260
    @moondust260 Před rokem +7

    If the music stops while I'm tripping, I start to panic and loop and it's horrendous.. I did a heroes dose almost exactly a year ago and wasn't aware of this happening until then. My friend turned the music off to go inside and I started having a (silent) massive panic. I didn't want to ruin their trip but eventually needed to get out of my head so I said something and it made it 1000 times worse. I'm learning to navigate this now, as it happens to some degree every time I trip. I hate it!

  • @BeenaXtreme
    @BeenaXtreme Před 4 měsíci +3

    This was fantastic. ❤

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      @JackWhite251 Před 4 měsíci

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      @JackWhite251 Před 4 měsíci

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  • @joyburn
    @joyburn Před rokem +2

    Really enjoyed this video and the way you put it together. It's been about six months since this came out, and I'm not sure if you have dosed since this, but how have the insights and perspectives gained during the trip held up until now? Do you still have the same relationship with your ego as you did when you first came out of the experience? Have there been any long-lasting habits, practices, or behaviors that you attribute to this trip? Cheers from FL.

  • @Sharkie1717
    @Sharkie1717 Před měsícem

    Well made and cool video.

  • @volfied992
    @volfied992 Před rokem +6

    Those things are real! You cant deny it after a heroic dose, damn thats deceiving

    • @DerekBearzi
      @DerekBearzi  Před rokem

      That heroic dose really put me in my place haha

  • @drkinferno72
    @drkinferno72 Před měsícem +2

    Took shrooms, watched 300, cried like a baby that both Greeks and Persians were dying cause xerxes wasn’t happy with what he had. Or how I interpreted the movie

    • @Jordanwilsonparker
      @Jordanwilsonparker Před 3 dny

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  • @mahyarshokraeian
    @mahyarshokraeian Před rokem

    Great video

  • @aidansmall9149
    @aidansmall9149 Před 4 měsíci +1

    I had my second trip on shrooms last week, 1st 1 was fun then near the end the music intensified and maid me worry alot about time and i was lost for a few days. 2nd time 1year later, was more of a guided trip but it picked up where i left off, fear of time i wanted to get out of it b4 it even started. But then the most pure inner peace of accepting everything in myself. Music was the key make sure to use the correct music can dictate what u need from it.

    • @aidansmall9149
      @aidansmall9149 Před 4 měsíci

      Wayne good man bit all I good I have a guy for that stuff thanks alot anyway

  • @sirshartsalot3009
    @sirshartsalot3009 Před 11 měsíci +12

    in a couple weeks i’m planning on doing 5g of bluey vuitton (similar in strength to PE i’ve found) so it will prob be closer to 8-9g. Idk what i will be experiencing but i understand how to implement this experience to my mental health and decision making. I truly have no fear of this dose and feel like this is something i need

    • @DerekBearzi
      @DerekBearzi  Před 11 měsíci +2

      All the best! I hope the trip goes well!

    • @SuperJohnfoster
      @SuperJohnfoster Před 11 měsíci

      Get ready to feel sick.

    • @daglawrence
      @daglawrence Před 11 měsíci

      I'm curious how this went for you..? If it's 9grams of penis envy quality, I would love to hear the story

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      @DasChristoff Před 6 měsíci +1

      Got some bluey vuitton on agar
      Now. How did you like it?

  • @xuusuu
    @xuusuu Před 10 měsíci +4

    I take more than 10g at least once a month to fix my brain after benzodiazepine addiction caused neuronal degeneration in my brain and dementia... the last months have been a real upheaval of everything I knew and my life actually started to make sense

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      @jamesdavid7599 Před 9 měsíci

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    • @jamesdavid7599
      @jamesdavid7599 Před 9 měsíci

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  •  Před rokem +4

    So... I recently tried truffles... Which are a simillar thing to mushroom, just a different part of the plant... And I remember a lot of things from the experience... I remember the fear at the begining, the bravado when the shrooms began to take effect... The over and over death and being in some kind of stasis... Of crying... It was a very intense experience... One that I cherish very much and want to repeat again...

    • @DerekBearzi
      @DerekBearzi  Před rokem +1

      Damn bro how many g of truffles was that? Tbh I'm not very familiar to truffles

    •  Před rokem +2

      Was a normal dose... Somewhere between 9 and 10 g, which is not even close to heroic... Mind you, I was incredibly exhausted when I took them, so that might have had something to do with it 😂

    • @DerekBearzi
      @DerekBearzi  Před rokem

      Oh man hahaha 🤣

  • @fhaquuu
    @fhaquuu Před rokem +8

    Thank you so much for sharing your experience. I think we need to wade through personal pain, fear, and suffering in order to find true inner relief and insight that will help us. The mushrooms will humble you if you don’t respect the power they have.

    • @Haji51
      @Haji51 Před rokem +1

      I want to be humbled though I am humble

  • @StaffordGrayman
    @StaffordGrayman Před rokem +6

    Thanks for taking the time to film this, I think I accidentally created something similar to a heroic dose by pouring boiled water onto shrooms and making a mushroom tea. I wanted an experience, a buzz really for an evening in, but this was different, I felt as if time itself was distorted, I seemed to be jumping through time honestly and stuck in these loops that felt as if they'd never end... I wanted a buzz and got what amounted to a trial... Is that what it means to have a heroic dose?

    • @DerekBearzi
      @DerekBearzi  Před rokem +1

      Damn dude lol it definitely could be a heroic dose. You can usually tell if you experience ego death. This is generally the most common experience in heroic doses.

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      @BeGoodToEachOther Před 11 měsíci

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  • @soundseeker63
    @soundseeker63 Před rokem +7

    "Whats happening to you isn't real"... Well, technically we could say the same of any thoughts or emotions we experience, not just what we experience while high. So why draw the line at inner experiences on mushrooms? Why should the thoughts and emotions you have then be any "less real" than the ones you have in any number of other scenarios?
    It may have been an experience entirely in the mind i.e. not a physically manifested one but, that doesn't mean its "not real". I think the term "non-physical experience" is more appropriate because "not real" comes across as seeking to invalidate/dismiss the experience. If you feel you are growing, changing, expanding in awareness as a result of mushrooms then surely that has to be as real as any other kind of therapy that can have similar effects such as counselling or life coaching etc...?

    • @user-ok1yf6od9e
      @user-ok1yf6od9e Před rokem

      👆👆The handle above has the best tips and stuffs for micro dosing shrooms, psych meds, dmt trips, psilocybin and ships swiftly 🍄…..

    • @lordmaxpayne6635
      @lordmaxpayne6635 Před 5 měsíci

      Exactly bro agreed I was very hurt when I saw he dismissed his trip off as “not real” and almost tried to imply that the same goes for us. My trip was VERY real because I’ve always been interconnected with my higher self without even REALIZING IT. So during my trip it all came full circle. I spoke to god, my grandfather, some of my spirit guides spoke to me and speak to me now even whilst I’m sober MORE now due to me not being dismissive toward the experience, rather, I embraced the reality of the collective consciousness that we all reside in.

  • @JonJosephKuhn
    @JonJosephKuhn Před rokem +2

    That’s definitely a high enough dosage to slay any ego that you have left behind. Great work brother man. Are you a fan of Terrence McKenna?

    • @DerekBearzi
      @DerekBearzi  Před rokem +1

      I am a fan of McKenna, but tbh I haven't looked too deeply into his work. I think I'm still a novice when it comes to psychedelic exploration, but I am thoroughly enjoying the benefits.

  • @brandtcarroll9316
    @brandtcarroll9316 Před rokem +2

    [8:02] So.... This is my day to day life and it's the affliction of your trip 😂😂😂😂

  • @hbrotha1866
    @hbrotha1866 Před rokem +5

    That is wild bro, I like how you made this video. Gave the viewers an understanding of what it could be like. I’m gonna try 3 grams soon and see what happens. Only thing is if you’re having a bad trip how do you get out of it without being completely overwhelmed?

    • @DerekBearzi
      @DerekBearzi  Před rokem +2

      Thanks bro. If you're having a bad trip, general advice is to try and not fight it. The more you fight it the worse it will get. Definitely look up "set and setting" it's a great concept that will help you prep.

    • @meisterjambon
      @meisterjambon Před rokem +2

      Benzos are a well established trip killer(just don’t drink any alcohol), I was told that sprite kills the enzymes but I’m yet to see if it works, if you have a bad trip and shrooms (and it’s not because you had too much) it might be that the shrooms are telling you something about yourself you don’t want to admit, E.G for me even tho the experience wasnt intense I had a bad trip around people I thought were friends I needed but now I know to be toxic influences in my life, and the shrooms were telling me to get away from them. Also 3 grams is almost a high dose you might want to start on a mid dose especially if you get good ones

    • @hbrotha1866
      @hbrotha1866 Před rokem +1

      @@meisterjambon I’ve tired 2 grams before, it was good. But I do recall a few moments where it gave me a bit of anxiety.

    • @northlanedarko771
      @northlanedarko771 Před rokem

      Have a benzo handy for if you really want out. It will work in 15 .
      Or meditate

    • @sohailislam3416
      @sohailislam3416 Před 11 měsíci

      Did you take em yet?

  • @zacharyholland6715
    @zacharyholland6715 Před 11 měsíci +2

    I remember the first time I did shrooms the person i was with had no idea about dried shrooms having twice their weight in psilocybin so he gave me 3.2 grams of shrooms. I was writhing in my bed with my thoughts racing a million miles a minute. luckily i still somehow had enough mental control to use my phone and ear buds.

    • @DerekBearzi
      @DerekBearzi  Před 11 měsíci

      Yeaa music is 100% a must for me. Good thing you were still under control

    • @EdneideAR
      @EdneideAR Před 11 měsíci

      My first I had 4.0 😂

  • @HeyItsKayJayBae
    @HeyItsKayJayBae Před rokem +4

    The phone is soooo foreign to you when you’re tripping lol surprised u were able to open your camera and actually use it 😂

    • @DerekBearzi
      @DerekBearzi  Před rokem +1

      Yeah hahaha, it was such a struggle trying to unlock my phone lmao

  • @polarpalmwv4427
    @polarpalmwv4427 Před rokem +2

    How ironic that in order to watch this video I had to watch an ad for a prescription medication.

    • @DerekBearzi
      @DerekBearzi  Před rokem +1

      Are you serious? LOL thats hilarious 🤣

  • @Illiyuwn
    @Illiyuwn Před 25 dny

    Hey Derek. What strain of magic mushrooms did you use? I had my first ever trip on 3/30/2024. I used the Jack Frost(3.5g) strain it was absolutely mind blowing to say the least! FULL body euphoria, very strong visual and auditory hallucinations! I definitely came out of it a better person. Not letting things make my emotions get out of control. At one point I literally felt like I was in two places at once at the peak of the trip! Definitely feel much less stress nowadays.

  • @Itsjettondon05
    @Itsjettondon05 Před 6 měsíci +2

    Took 5g put on some music sat down and didn’t stand up til 10 hours later… shit was wild

    • @pyron9574
      @pyron9574 Před 5 měsíci +1

      Nahh😂😂

    • @JackWhite251
      @JackWhite251 Před 4 měsíci

      I'll link you up mycologist specialists who's been my guide for sometime now, they got Mushroom Lsd, Dmt, Mdma, Xanax, Adderall, Chocolate Bars, Gummies and more ship's locally and internationally discreetly?

    • @JackWhite251
      @JackWhite251 Před 4 měsíci

      They operate on Telegrams and Instagrams with the below handle?

    • @JackWhite251
      @JackWhite251 Před 4 měsíci

      *PHARMSTAIN?* is the handle...

  • @user-gi5pk9fs2n
    @user-gi5pk9fs2n Před 11 měsíci +2

    But what happens next?!?!? I'm tripping right now, because there is the other side, and we don't get to hear it! Or at least I can't find it at the moment.

    • @DerekBearzi
      @DerekBearzi  Před 11 měsíci

      The come down is just me writing everything about the trip in my journal. Nothing crazy happens 😅

  • @gor069
    @gor069 Před 2 měsíci +1

    I had 5g last night and I was a made of wood for four hours, it was the best thing that ever happened to me.

  • @Shaman196
    @Shaman196 Před rokem +6

    I know that when I was on 10 grams of Mazatepic strain mushrooms, I was in so deep that music was irrelevant once I hit peak.
    I was starring at the blue sky while laying in my backyard and the stars and stripes appeared in full color with A bald eagle next to it, that was
    extremely powerful.
    there was an entity that was saying that America is The serpent.
    I was fighting with this thing telling it that America is a beautiful idea and it shall not be destroyed.
    A quote that came out of that trip was......
    "The serpent dances upon the foundation of fools."
    That quote was based on a drawing of a clown standing upon the foundation of the zombies wandering aimlessly banging their heads upon brick walls.
    I actually saw dragons ripping humans apart and the skulls of the dead forming this foundation.
    I just let my hand go, let the work flow.
    My art experience became so intense,
    I went outside to breathe fresh air, as I layed on the ground again,
    I could feel a presence,
    I started to speak and it was with a Ukrainian accent, a Hispanic one as well, I even started to hum a tune.
    I went into the house spoke to my wife and she recorded me as I was speaking,
    I couldn't stop with the accent.... eventually it subsided.
    I could speak for awhile and then the wave hit and I was out to lunch again. The visuals of entities appeared again, this time it was a Gorgon sticking his tongue out, everything was in liquid gold with Pyramids blending and flowing.
    I also had this feeling of the sum multiples are me.......
    Years before my Psychedelic mushroom journeys I had a past life regression, I know for certain that I have experienced many incarnations.
    In 2020 I had 5 trips and none of them were under 5 grams.
    My first experience with mushrooms began in 2018 at the age of 48.
    Pretty much all of my experiences have been at 5 grams and above, one at 15 grams.
    I get very creative during my journeys.
    Definitely using my composition books and drawing pads. It's challenging but rewarding after the mushroom journeys.
    I received my spirit name... Silver and Shield, my totem is The Golden Eagle.

    • @DerekBearzi
      @DerekBearzi  Před rokem +3

      Dude what a crazy ride. I couldn't imagine being on 15g, let alone 10g. To me 5g was extremely strong and profound. Your description of the visuals were intense, but somehow familiar. Thank you for sharing!

    • @jamesmaddison3736
      @jamesmaddison3736 Před rokem

      *Dude is on telegram*

    • @jamesmaddison3736
      @jamesmaddison3736 Před rokem

      *siri_tripstore*

    • @Shaman196
      @Shaman196 Před rokem +1

      @@jamesmaddison3736 go away

    • @DerekBearzi
      @DerekBearzi  Před rokem +1

      @@Shaman196 ugh these bots are so annoying

  • @DuhYaThink
    @DuhYaThink Před 11 měsíci +5

    Nature or in the dark with eyes closed works for me. This past Saturday took 4 dried grams and had quite the experience. It’s like they tell you that they’ve been here forever and a serpentine type “goddess”🤔 confronted me and it was like she was gonna eat me but we came too respectfully and enjoy each other . It was wild. ✌🏼 be safe.

    • @DerekBearzi
      @DerekBearzi  Před 11 měsíci +2

      4g is a great dose for me as well! Damn the serpentine goddess must have been a wild sight

    • @DuhYaThink
      @DuhYaThink Před 11 měsíci

      @@DerekBearzi Yeah very intriguing. 😊

    • @jamesdavid7599
      @jamesdavid7599 Před 9 měsíci

      ​I bought mine from my dealer last week on Instagram

    • @jamesdavid7599
      @jamesdavid7599 Před 9 měsíci

      ​@@DerekBearzi*davidlushano*

    • @jamesdavid7599
      @jamesdavid7599 Před 9 měsíci

      ​@@DerekBearzi*Status epilepticals is when a person has Seizure that last longer than 5 minutes....
      Refactoring status ellipticals ( R.S.E) is a sever disease that can cause brain damage and death..
      A 2015 study. Found that mushrooms may effectively treat R.S.E*

  • @johnagwu4014
    @johnagwu4014 Před rokem +3

    The way the video ends is so poetic.

  • @legioname
    @legioname Před rokem +1

    Left the planet for a moment

  • @Archangelsword
    @Archangelsword Před 8 měsíci +1

    We used to pick shrooms in Florida in the 70s and 80s right out of cow pies, on a good day we would fill a couple of brown paper shopping bags full.
    Sometimes I would eat them right out of the ground after washing them off in a river or a lake.
    I've tripped more then 300-400 times.
    Mushrooms can be an eye opening experience if taken properly even in high doses.
    I'm going to give you young people some advice, shrooms can be beneficial for those that are accustomed to their effects and can control themselves by the familiarity of what the effects will be. ( know what you are getting yourself into before you get into it).
    I've had friends that have gone on trips that never really came back because they didn't have their bags packed right to begin with.✌️
    Be careful be very very careful.🤗

    • @JackWhite251
      @JackWhite251 Před 4 měsíci

      I'll link you up mycologist specialists who's been my guide for sometime now, they got Mushroom Lsd, Dmt, Mdma, Xanax, Adderall, Chocolate Bars, Gummies and more ship's locally and internationally discreetly??

    • @JackWhite251
      @JackWhite251 Před 4 měsíci

      They operate on Telegrams and Instagrams with the below handle?

    • @JackWhite251
      @JackWhite251 Před 4 měsíci

      *PHARMSTAIN?* is the handle..

  • @learn2bartend
    @learn2bartend Před 10 měsíci +7

    That sounds scary af. I’m looking into ketamine treatments for anxiety and depression and this video came up. Losing all sense of self and all that fear and sadness scares the crap outta me. Definitely don’t want to start with that high of a dose then ! Thank you so much for the video 🙏🏼

    • @DerekBearzi
      @DerekBearzi  Před 10 měsíci +1

      Glad it helped! All the best with your ketamine treatment

    • @federicoamado8231
      @federicoamado8231 Před 10 měsíci

      @luckwooddonald6693 Who is this specialist? Are they a therapist ? Where can i find information on them? and Thanks!

    • @jamesdavid7599
      @jamesdavid7599 Před 9 měsíci

      *Status epilepticals is when a person has Seizure that last longer than 5 minutes....
      Refactoring status ellipticals ( R.S.E) is a sever disease that can cause brain damage and death..
      A 2015 study. Found that ketamine may effectively treat R.S.E*

    • @jamesdavid7599
      @jamesdavid7599 Před 9 měsíci

      I bought mine from my dealer last week on Instagram

    • @jamesdavid7599
      @jamesdavid7599 Před 9 měsíci

      *davidlushano*

  • @griffingrinnell1582
    @griffingrinnell1582 Před rokem +7

    Next time do 7 grams, alone, in darkness if possible, just see where they take you. Shit gets way more psychedelic, Not to say yours wasnt, but you realize how much you filter out in the light

    • @DerekBearzi
      @DerekBearzi  Před rokem

      Damn bro 7g in the dark sounds intense. I'll prob do 6g first and work my way up?

    • @griffingrinnell1582
      @griffingrinnell1582 Před rokem +1

      @Derek Bearzi yeah smart way to do it. How I got to 7 grams too. Haven't felt the need to pass 7gs but one day

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      @voskcoin9770 Před rokem

      Check out myko_stamets

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      @voskcoin9770 Před rokem

      On Instagram
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      @voskcoin9770 Před rokem

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  • @dennieraw5867
    @dennieraw5867 Před 3 měsíci

    Im on a 10g trip right now,im slipping in and out of reality started around 1am its 530am, i think its slowly getting better but damn if your mind is weak, do not do a high dose!!! I actually had to talk myself out of this bad trip ,definitely be isolated and try to stay in control, i can only write this now because im coming down but its definitely not outta my fucking body yet

  • @zoeelisebell
    @zoeelisebell Před 11 měsíci

    has anyone else been able to see colors in energy after taking psychedelics? i see them if i zone out in everyhting i see energy objectively

  • @terrysnyder967
    @terrysnyder967 Před rokem +2

    Wow serious paranoia. Recently at our ranch my son and son in law decided to get ripped on schrooms. both are in their early 40s and had baked before but mostly on LSD. my son in law was having a rough go getting panic attacks and severe paranoia. we had put on some Firesign Theatre spoken comedy that really triggered him. He thought he had got put into like an MK Ultra experiment. My son and my 65 year old brother both just spent most of their trip laughing and enjoying the fireworks I brought and shot off.

    • @DerekBearzi
      @DerekBearzi  Před rokem

      Oh man MK Ultra LOL must have been a wild ride. I'd love to see fireworks while on shrooms. The colors must be amazing

  • @mbaxter22
    @mbaxter22 Před rokem +5

    I’m curious what the trip report is like if you’re just laying alone in a dark room. This is how I want to try my first heroic dose.

    • @SuperJohnfoster
      @SuperJohnfoster Před 11 měsíci +1

      No matter what you're going to feel like vomiting and it might not vomit but the two or three hours you going to feel sick unless you are unusual

  • @rationalthinker2724
    @rationalthinker2724 Před 10 měsíci +3

    please guide where to buy safe and reliable micro dose for my loved one suffering from ptsd. I want to help but scared to buy online .. please guide🙏🏽🙏🏽

    • @fireandflesh
      @fireandflesh Před 9 měsíci

      I have a great contact. Reliable everytime 👍

    • @sweetpoison4228
      @sweetpoison4228 Před 29 dny

      There are plenty of grow kits online if u want to be safe

  • @DerekBearzi
    @DerekBearzi  Před rokem +3

    🍄

  • @wowzzing5571
    @wowzzing5571 Před 9 měsíci +1

    I lost my mind. I was not me. I was no longer an i, barely a being. I had no body time was not real. I was so mind fucked. I was in a different reality, I lost who i was. When i finally woke up i had to check that i was in reality.
    I was completly disconnected from me.

    • @agl5245
      @agl5245 Před 6 měsíci +1

      Did you recover from this? Do you consider this a positive experience and did it translate in to life benefits?

    • @wowzzing5571
      @wowzzing5571 Před 6 měsíci

      @@agl5245 I was shaken but im ok. Yes it was a positive experience for me. One day i hope to go back there and be able to realy absorb what was happening because i was honestly just terrafied it would never end. Second time i had ever done mushrooms.

  • @jordanrilett8382
    @jordanrilett8382 Před 3 měsíci

    I went into an alternate reality after i thought i had died ..was pretty wild and thank god i had people around me who cared ..even tho at the time they were totally different people in my mind

    • @jordanrilett8382
      @jordanrilett8382 Před 3 měsíci

      @BagaskoroDastagir 2 5000mg chocolate bars.. when it hit me I blacked out at first after that it's to weird and wild to explain lol ..I would love to get there again but at the same time it was terrifying

    • @jordanrilett8382
      @jordanrilett8382 Před 3 měsíci

      @BagaskoroDastagir is that in Canada ?

    • @jordanrilett8382
      @jordanrilett8382 Před 3 měsíci

      @BagaskoroDastagir I just ordered a bunch of candy flips from a place in bc but it was pretty expensive

    • @jordanrilett8382
      @jordanrilett8382 Před 3 měsíci

      @BagaskoroDastagir you ever try 2cb .. it's way easier on the stomach then mush

    • @jordanrilett8382
      @jordanrilett8382 Před 3 měsíci

      @CarlosMicheal-kz7cj lol

  • @richardb74249
    @richardb74249 Před 4 měsíci +1

    What is the name of the song on 6:50?

  • @nathanielwilliams1191
    @nathanielwilliams1191 Před rokem +7

    i took 7 grams for my first trip , i feel changed

    • @DerekBearzi
      @DerekBearzi  Před rokem

      7g must have been wild

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      @voskcoin9770 Před rokem

      Check out myko_stamets

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      @voskcoin9770 Před rokem

      On Instagram ..😊

    • @nategoodwin3329
      @nategoodwin3329 Před rokem +1

      Glad you're OK. That's an intense ride. Did 7.4 of gt over a month ago, and I'm still processing. As a combat vet, I feel better than I have...ever. Not just pre war.

  • @Jama1M
    @Jama1M Před 4 měsíci

    I need some help/ advice … about three months ago I took a heroic dose of shrooms about seven or 8 g along with a bottle of vodka I had before taking the shrooms, it was my first time trying shrooms and I wasn’t knowledgeable about what I was getting myself into, I went through a very bad trip and shortly after the trip a couple days later I had realized all my PTSD symptoms I’ve been living with for the past couple years all got way way worse, hypervigilance, overstimulation, nonstop severe anxiety, etc. since doing those shrooms I’ve been getting worse by the day mentally when it comes to my anxiety, do you know what steps I should take next or have any knowledge on the situation I’m going through that could potentially help me

    • @JackWhite251
      @JackWhite251 Před 4 měsíci

      I'll link you up mycologist specialists who's been my guide for sometime now, they got Mushroom Lsd, Dmt, Mdma, Xanax, Adderall, Chocolate Bars, Gummies and more ship's locally and internationally discreetly?

    • @JackWhite251
      @JackWhite251 Před 4 měsíci

      They operate on Telegrams and Instagrams with the below handle??

    • @JackWhite251
      @JackWhite251 Před 4 měsíci

      *PHARMSTAIN?* is the handle

    • @gemcool16
      @gemcool16 Před 25 dny +1

      Hello, this happened to me on DMT when I was 19, I am 34 now. I would recommend talking to a therapist, try and connect with people as much as possible and do things that are kind to yourself.
      Anxiety is brutal but my best advice is to sit with it. Look for books by Claire Weekes, you can also find her on CZcams, she was a nurse who treated anxiety, she’s fantastic.
      All the best to you

  • @AlkaloidMushrooms
    @AlkaloidMushrooms Před rokem +1

    Is happen a things like that to mee too i was in a public garden at 50m by home..i know so well....and i was there call all my phone number and ask all please come to me and bring me at home,and when they ask me where u are i realize i no idea where i'm and i keep ask my self where i'm why im here? what happen before? and keep ask for help figure out,try put piece togheter ...All in a Egypt all golden world whit whis golden statue evrywhere.... u make me remember one of my best experience eheh :) welldone

    • @DerekBearzi
      @DerekBearzi  Před rokem

      Wow that's wild. Seeing gold statues everywhere must have been a trip

  • @Haji51
    @Haji51 Před rokem +1

    He's struggling....shrooms hits people different man I think when you do harder stuff and then try shrooms 😂 man I laugh now if I bite more then I can chew maybe i will feel that one bad trip but until then I will stay on my path. ✌️ and ❤️

    • @EricMikolajczak
      @EricMikolajczak Před 11 měsíci

      5 grams is a struggling journey it’s supposed to be it’s a lot to take in a lot to process after but at the same time a beautiful thing. He didn’t refer to doing anything “harder” heroic doses are challenging tho

  • @marcusmyers9711
    @marcusmyers9711 Před 10 měsíci +1

    I've experienced ego death twice. The first time was an accident, i know that sounds stupid, but i had a quarter of PEs that were very potent, i was supposed to split it but they flaked out. So i just ate what i thought would be "fun" without measuring it out. Just shy of 6 grams. I was having some amazing closed eyed visuals, until a bad memory triggered panic and anxiety for the last 4 hours. I was in a loop where i would die, be reborn, live as a shitty person, die and be reborn over and over again. There were evil monkey entities with mushroom hats (kinda looked like Mojo Jojo from PPGs) who kept telling me i was in hell and this loop was my hell. This loop seemed endless. Wasnt necessarily a hallucination but bad dreams from falling asleep. But id wake up and go out and smoke a cigarette and eat a couple snacks and fall back asleep and it would repeat. While i was awake i wasnt even sure if what was in my house was real or not, and i thought I was God and was now alone with a reality i created. I couldn't even remember my name. Eventually i got enough grip to open my phone and read texts from friends and family and see pictures of my kids and i was able to snap out of it. The second time i did it on purpose, with 4g of enigma mushrooms, the same exact thing happened pretty much, the same monkies telling me i was a piece of crap. When i woke up from this one my brain just kept telling me i overdosed on something and i was dead, again. Needless to say im never taking heroic doses when im tired lol

    • @jamesdavid7599
      @jamesdavid7599 Před 9 měsíci

      *Status epilepticals is when a person has Seizure that last longer than 5 minutes....
      Refactoring status ellipticals ( R.S.E) is a sever disease that can cause brain damage and death..
      A 2015 study. Found that mushrooms may effectively treat R.S.E*

    • @jamesdavid7599
      @jamesdavid7599 Před 9 měsíci

      I bought mine from my dealer last week on Instagram

    • @jamesdavid7599
      @jamesdavid7599 Před 9 měsíci

      *davidlushano*

  • @Svijetjeloptasarena
    @Svijetjeloptasarena Před 4 měsíci +1

    5:16 Dubrovnik 💙

  • @iametchii
    @iametchii Před rokem +3

    ha ha "shaun" ;D

  • @christomorpho
    @christomorpho Před 11 měsíci +1

    Go inside, turn the lights out and switch off your phone.

  • @gonnfishy2987
    @gonnfishy2987 Před 3 měsíci

    🥲🌟beautifully recollected, well put together. A+++++

  • @chrisklugh
    @chrisklugh Před rokem +4

    This started great. But it just sort of ended. I'm sure there's more after you picked up your phone?

    • @DerekBearzi
      @DerekBearzi  Před rokem

      Thats where my journal entry ended. After I unlocked my phone I started to sober up haha

    • @chrisklugh
      @chrisklugh Před rokem +1

      @@DerekBearzi That's the problem with these phones. Think of the power they have over everyone. Take you strait out of a Heroic Trip.

    • @bebravechannel9052
      @bebravechannel9052 Před rokem

      Someone kicked the video into the water lol!

  • @JessicaGilberts
    @JessicaGilberts Před rokem +13

    I have been looking for good measurement tools to assess people's reasons/motivations for using psychedelics but have not had any luck finding validated or reliable measures... does anyone have suggestions or leads? I can't wait to try any of them.

    • @KelvinRosemark
      @KelvinRosemark Před rokem +1

      Psilocybin containing mushrooms saved my life. They drastically reduced my benzodiazepine withdrawal allowing me to quit illicit pill addiction after three years of heavy daily use before it would had become medically dangerous to quit.

    • @Neto37375
      @Neto37375 Před rokem +2

      @free man
      I've always wanted to trip but am so scared it might end up bad.. I've heard a story of how a trip went bad so am so terrified of having one..

    • @KenvyNguyen
      @KenvyNguyen Před rokem +2

      One of the most peaceful experience I've ever had..I really need to get my hands on some DMT

    • @smithsSons
      @smithsSons Před rokem +3

      @@KenvyNguyen
      Taking two grams was an amazing experience

    • @JessicaGilberts
      @JessicaGilberts Před rokem

      @Jeffrey Hart
      pls how do I find him?
      Is it on IG?

  • @affa5908
    @affa5908 Před 6 měsíci

    Hmm.... great experience report....
    personally, between multiple LSD and Shroom trips, there is a point in time where the hallucinations go from (this is obviously the chemical affecting my brain) to.... something more, something truly intangible..
    My first shroom exp years ago was my first introduction to what I perceived as "real magic".. The inner workings at the molecular level that push and pull the dynamic of reality.
    However it was a type of magic... the same magic the worlds elites and top 1% delve into and gives them power... the same magic that brought about civilization in our ancestors (primarily african)
    My first trip I learned that what we experience is akin to a story being written... our existence down to our flesh, is that of language. All of it is language. And sound is the vector that gives language life... We exist, because of the first sounds of creation giving way... at one point during my first trip I saw in the air in crisp HD miniature geometric 3D like shapes that were vibrating at different intervals (all while Jhene Aiko - Moments was playing).. and I realized I was inhaling it... that we were breathing this in.. exhaling geometry... the air is language itself..
    For me... I learned that "it all comes from the same source".... joy and tragedy all are derived from the dark... the place where its all began... the nature of Duality comes from the same place... it showed me that my consciousness was molded in the dark.. no different than the molding of a universe.. the spark of a universe is no different than the spark of consciousness...
    LSD however.. loll that pushed the boundaries of what it meant to be human for me... at a certain point, I honestly believe if you take enough of a substance, your pineal gland.. the substance within "vibrates" to the flavor of that psychedelic... vibrating your thoughts at a certain frequency.....
    I remember one of my 3 tab LSD experiences... I was listening to my favorite ethereal tracks.. (beautiful exp. music therapy can change ya life on LSD) And on LSD, music for me.... is similar to an orchestra... your favorite song becomes and endless orchestra of godly music... its not like a molly either... song can transform into... some kinda elevated version of itself...
    anyways lol I was observing a particular song in my head... slow moving extremely color "structures"... I was moving in and out and around them... now.. there was something I realized here... as I was just, moving through these impossible type structures in my head.. in the darkness of it all, I noticed that the "Structure" I was observing was related to the song I was listening too... I realized with "effort"... I could move in and out, and around these structures.... and each time I did the song was new...
    each time I changed my perspective of how I was observing the visual representation of this "structure" behind my eyes, was a new "view" of the song.. I was literally able to conciously CHANGE my perspective of a song by changing the literal position "experience" in real time... in real time I was changing my perspective.. understanding the structure of it.. of what it means to shift perspective... represented in music format....
    the stars danced for me.... and I asked them "what was god" as I laid in the grass at 3am at night loll the stars danced amongst each other.. talking to one another... connected by grids and lines...when I asked "what was god" with tears in my eyes..
    I saw myself staring down at my body while I lay in the grass, while at the same time maintaining perspective of myself looking up at the stars..
    Having two simultaneous experiences at once... I got my answer.... and they danced even more as I cried in the grass... elated that I understood the importance of what I asked and the answer given.. they danced just for me that night... all for me.... because how could it be me? how could it...

  • @aceBOOM89
    @aceBOOM89 Před 2 měsíci +1

    I'm tryna recall my 5g golden teacher trip. The come up, I was sweating like crazy, then I felt like I was being probed in the brain by the present moment while hearing this incredible ringing, and it felt Infinite in its direction. I had a laughing fit, listened to Alan watts and he sounded like God. the mushroom was God I thought. my external reality was all reflective of my focus, so if I looked at my friend then everything around him was an extension of him. I then lost my ego and was looking for it around the room. Questions arised: what's the point of cutting the grass if it just grows again, which lead to what's the point of life is we all die. At this point I can't talk or barely walk. a few more waves kick my ass and then after the trip I feel incredibly rejuvenated, thankful for life, and inspired. beautiful experience, this was 5 years ago and I'm ready for another one soon.

    • @JackWhite251
      @JackWhite251 Před 2 měsíci

      My experience psychedelics also psilocybin Mushrooms has been a great benefit while breaking through, one ought to take the right dosage, below I where I usually obtain mine could guide you through if you're a newbie?

    • @JackWhite251
      @JackWhite251 Před 2 měsíci

      *Pharmstain* is the handle?

    • @JackWhite251
      @JackWhite251 Před 2 měsíci

      [They're on Telegram...
      ....

  • @zacharysherry2910
    @zacharysherry2910 Před 9 měsíci

    That's weird... Did LSD one time and a tomato plant turned into marijuana. I could see all of the tomatoes perfectly but the shadow on the ground was perfectly a pot plant with no tomatoes. It was 2 drops which had a similar effect to about 5 grams of mushrooms. I did 7 grams of mushrooms one time and it went south. I felt like my mouth melted shut like Neo on the matrix. The fingers in my hands were morphing together like funny flippers but the whole thing was a bit much.

  • @brandyndelossantos8363
    @brandyndelossantos8363 Před 7 měsíci

    Which strain did you take to have this trip?

    • @JackWhite251
      @JackWhite251 Před 4 měsíci

      I'll link you up mycologist specialists who's been my guide for sometime now, they got Mushroom Lsd, Dmt, Mdma, Xanax, Adderall, Chocolate Bars, Gummies and more ship's locally and internationally discreetly?..

    • @JackWhite251
      @JackWhite251 Před 4 měsíci

      *PHARMSTAIN?* is the handle

  • @jack3d899
    @jack3d899 Před rokem +1

    I done up to 11g dried in the dark and it taught m i have aphantasia (mentally blind)

    • @DerekBearzi
      @DerekBearzi  Před rokem

      Wow 11g in the dark? Holy... That must be intense

    • @jack3d899
      @jack3d899 Před rokem

      @@DerekBearzi nah it wasn't I need to do more or try and find some dmt, I don't get cev on lsd or shrooms

    • @jack3d899
      @jack3d899 Před rokem

      @@DerekBearzi if I try DMT and it's just blackness then I know for sure but if it didn't happen on mushrooms then I'm lose alot faith cause DMT/psycliobin have nearly same chemical structure

  • @ITSergioFelix
    @ITSergioFelix Před rokem +2

    I've done 2g's a couple of times before, and didn't "go" anywhere but I felt a ton of things. Vibrant body, sleepiness, a ton of yawning, felt like curling up and just sleep for a long time, and somewhat accelerated... (I believe it really makes my heart beat faster). What's the recommended way to increase the dosage, is it 1g? There's no way I'm doing a heroic dose yet, I'm way too scared of that haha not sure if I should increase to 2.5 or go straight into 3g and roll up with it.

    • @DerekBearzi
      @DerekBearzi  Před rokem

      I usually go up in increments of 0.5g half a gram can make a big difference!

  • @FacingFears
    @FacingFears Před rokem +2

    why the video ends so abruptly??
    What happened next?

    • @DerekBearzi
      @DerekBearzi  Před rokem +1

      Nothing note worthy that I could remember. This is where my journal entry ends and I began to sober up

    • @bebravechannel9052
      @bebravechannel9052 Před rokem

      someone kicked the video into the water!

  • @samsungtablet9443
    @samsungtablet9443 Před 5 měsíci

    It takes me back to a place before birth

    • @JackWhite251
      @JackWhite251 Před 4 měsíci

      I'll link you up mycologist specialists who's been my guide for sometime now, they got Mushroom Lsd, Dmt, Mdma, Xanax, Adderall, Chocolate Bars, Gummies and more ship's locally and internationally discreetly?

    • @JackWhite251
      @JackWhite251 Před 4 měsíci

      They operate on Telegrams and Instagrams with the below handle??

    • @JackWhite251
      @JackWhite251 Před 4 měsíci

      *PHARMSTAIN?* is the handle

  • @SteveSolaka
    @SteveSolaka Před 4 měsíci

    I’ve ate more than that on a inflatable boat, lots of gear ‘ brushless motor (Chicago Lake Michigan) visions were actually captured on video!

    • @JackWhite251
      @JackWhite251 Před 4 měsíci

      I'll link you up mycologist specialists who's been my guide for sometime now, they got Mushroom Lsd, Dmt, Mdma, Xanax, Adderall, Chocolate Bars, Gummies and more ship's locally and internationally discreetly?

    • @JackWhite251
      @JackWhite251 Před 4 měsíci

      They operate on Telegrams and Instagrams with the below handle?.

    • @JackWhite251
      @JackWhite251 Před 4 měsíci

      *PHARMSTAIN?* is the handle..

  • @Staylit2
    @Staylit2 Před rokem +1

    I’m on one bro

  • @l0lan00b3
    @l0lan00b3 Před rokem +2

    With enough repetitive doses of any given psych you will curve your "ego" as long as youre reflecting. Hell even reflection in general with out drugs. So for any one out there on the edge that needs to hear it then I'll tell you. You don't NEED heroic doses or even drugs at all.

  • @GeorgeWilkinson-jf6ks
    @GeorgeWilkinson-jf6ks Před měsícem

    I tried hallucinogenic mushrooms. Everything was swirling and my friend had a third eye. I touched his third eye and it blinked like a regular eye. I was tripping elephant balls lol.

  • @sdub1234
    @sdub1234 Před 8 měsíci +2

    bro evryone who tells their storys talks about 5gs as a heroic dose, and im sittin here thinkin "bro eveyr time ive taken em its been 5-7gs" so i might take like a 3.5 instead of takin a high amount 😂😂🤝

    • @JackWhite251
      @JackWhite251 Před 4 měsíci

      I'll link you up mycologist specialists who's been my guide for sometime now, they got Mushroom Lsd, Dmt, Mdma, Xanax, Adderall, Chocolate Bars, Gummies and more ship's locally and internationally discreetly??

    • @JackWhite251
      @JackWhite251 Před 4 měsíci

      They operate on Telegrams and Instagrams with the below handle?

    • @JackWhite251
      @JackWhite251 Před 4 měsíci

      *PHARMSTAIN?* is the handle....,,.

  • @agl5245
    @agl5245 Před 6 měsíci +1

    Im confused, the whole experience seems negative and traumatic yet you talk about it like a positive life changing event? How? I am looking to do a guided 5g trip with a therapist (they suggested 5-10g and even at the low end i have my concerns), i havent done shrooms in 20 years. Im 43 and a father and husband as well, my intentions are all based on how to be a better version of myself , reduce minor anxieties etc, i am not broken in the sense or have suffered terrible traumas. Im still trying to come to terms on your experience and how this was life changing in the positive sense, it seems traumatic and i would be concerned that the trauma of the experience would linger past the trip. Before i consider a 5g i may try 2g of GT on my own. Would love to get your thoughts. P.S. Really enjoying your content

    • @DerekBearzi
      @DerekBearzi  Před 6 měsíci +1

      Hey bro, definitely don't do 5-10g that's such an insane recommendation. Your idea of starting with 2g sounds good. The 5g heroic trip was incredibly dark, traumatic and soul crushing. But thats where the benefit lies. I needed to face those demons in order to grow. I had a huge ego, I was a fairly arrogant person and a somewhat half decent father. The mushrooms made me confront those demons and showed me what the worse case scenario would be. It gave me perspective on my life and I've been trying really hard to be a better person. You need to submit to the experience and then be able to drop your ego and try to learn from what you see. This is not as easy as it sounds. Best advice to you is to look up Set & Setting, and enjoy the wild ride brother!

    • @agl5245
      @agl5245 Před 6 měsíci

      @@DerekBearzi thanks mate. Im not looking to do it regularly, every couple of years or so. Do the benefits after the trip stay with you for a long time? the 5-10g sounds like a lot to me too but its what they give cancer patients and people in guided sessions at John Hopkins. It seems pretty daunting but probably need to be broken down to that extent to get the benefits and so its not a regular experience

  • @solomon6605
    @solomon6605 Před rokem +1

    *You would had an illusion of being in your favourite place while you were younger......
    *Past memories flashes on and off....
    *You feel like going into a colourful tunnel and suddenly it turns into 90's non operating T.V screen.....
    *Time passes really really really slow
    *You gonna be sweat the hell lot...
    *If you are happy you gonna feel like the king of the world and if you are depressed huh that's bad......you gonna feel like the dumbest sh*t on the earth 😂
    *You gonna be laughing all time for no reason
    * PROMISE YOURSELF "NEVER EVER TRY THIS AGAIN" AND GO HAVE IT THE VERY NEXT DAY
    * The list goes on....
    Share your experience guys

    • @diesel6499
      @diesel6499 Před rokem

      How the fuck this is what happened to me the first time I did them and it was 10gs I said I’m never doing this again and did them the next day saying why not

  • @Cocomelon110
    @Cocomelon110 Před 2 měsíci

    I took 6g of fusion gummy shrooms but for some reason I didn’t feel anything, I’ve never had shrooms before, does anyone know why this is?

    • @Pearl-lx3rs
      @Pearl-lx3rs Před měsícem

      I know mycopete, I recently bought some shrooms and acid from them

    • @Pearl-lx3rs
      @Pearl-lx3rs Před měsícem

      I go hold of them on Telegram but they are also on Instagrams too

  • @clinthemsworth
    @clinthemsworth Před rokem +2

    What was your experience with psychedelic mushrooms before this 5g trip?
    If you had previous experience, how long before this trip was the last trip?

    • @DerekBearzi
      @DerekBearzi  Před rokem +2

      I slowly worked my way up to 5g. I think I started with 0.5g and had a bunch of trips in the 1-3g range. Usually I take long breaks in between trips, roughly 4-6 months.

    • @voskcoin9770
      @voskcoin9770 Před rokem

      Check out myko_stamets

    • @voskcoin9770
      @voskcoin9770 Před rokem

      On Instagram..

    • @voskcoin9770
      @voskcoin9770 Před rokem

      They sell the best mushrooms, dmt, lsd, mdma, ketamine and other psychedelic products: they ship to all locations ❤❤

  • @kari2mhan
    @kari2mhan Před 25 dny

    Never say the homeboy is strugglin gng. No matter how scared my friends are I keep telling them they are having the time of they lives and then we find sm physical activities and its good frm there. We ban negative words

    • @Jordanwilsonparker
      @Jordanwilsonparker Před 3 dny

      Best contact for all kinds of trip stuffs like dmt shrooms acid ayahuasca, edibles and many more also discretion delivery, I can assure you

    • @Jordanwilsonparker
      @Jordanwilsonparker Před 3 dny

      (They're on Telegram & Instagram as

    • @Jordanwilsonparker
      @Jordanwilsonparker Před 3 dny

      @👉TRIPLIVELY
      That's the page name

  • @greggory448
    @greggory448 Před 10 měsíci +1

    Eat an ounce, that's a real trip, been they're done that.😮

    • @DerekBearzi
      @DerekBearzi  Před 10 měsíci +1

      Bro 1 full oz is wilddd

    • @greggory448
      @greggory448 Před 10 měsíci +1

      @DerekBearzi I ate a 1/4 shrooms then Projectile vomited I was twice high Had to isolate in a room. Kept hearing crazy Noises almost machine like.🤯 Couldn't be in any light at all.

  • @st85100
    @st85100 Před rokem +6

    My 6g experience. The visuals were extremely intense but this is not my focus for writing this.
    I came to realize that the whole universe, galaxies, solar systems, black holes, quasars, stars, planets and everything in between was created for us/me personally because God loves us so very much. Even the universe has its time and it's time is perfect. That was the start of it all.
    Everything revolved around my ego, letting go or not being able to fully let go. 48 years of extreme ego driven life are my chains. A slave to self. I'm not sure I wanted to know this but probably needed to. Also everything had its own time and it was perfect and I was 100% ok with it. Whether it was good or what someone might see as bad or too short it was perfectly good, always. I was trying to find the purpose for everything and realized that was also ego driven as everything in my life has been, everything. I knew purpose was outside of time so I tried to figure out how time and purpose were linked. They had to be, right? Confucius thoughts running wild in my mind trying to come to grips with all of this. The conversations I had were confusing and deep, a rabbit hole into the abyss. At this point I knew I had to fully let go and what it would mean if I did. I knew that if I fully gave in there was only pure love left and that scared me. In my mind ran these repeated thoughts over and over again. "What are you afraid of? Love?" Those thought haunted me. Let go.......NO!!! Those chains are strong.
    At this point I realized everything I did to prepare for this event went out the window. Except maybe straightening up a little. Reality as I knew it was gone. I couldn't get it back if I wanted to during peak. My thoughts were confusing, egotistical and looped, if that makes sense. After a couple hours I finally had to brake this up. I put on a movie and still tried to make some kind of purpose out of everything in the movie. Lol! I was so focused on purpose and my ego I couldn't escape it.
    It's hard to brake a lifetime of chains in a few hours. Everyone of these trips is yours and yours alone. Crazy and not sure I want to go further but that's my ego I'm scared of losing.
    There was so much more to my trip but it's hard to compose in words. I would never do this with others, only myself. Always stay in a safe place where no one can or will interrupt.

    • @DerekBearzi
      @DerekBearzi  Před rokem

      Epic! I'd love to try 6g one day.

    • @st85100
      @st85100 Před rokem +1

      @@DerekBearzi Brother, I recommend if you ever decide to do it, do it by yourself with no distractions. You'll have no choice but to face things that will be revealed to you. Be in a very comfortable and familiar place. Another thing drink orange juice throughout your journey, no joke.
      I'm now thinking about 8g but not sure I want to face myself on that level. I think I'll be ok with the ego thing but not sure what my mind will reveal next. Only good thought and prayers to you, my friends.

    • @applesaus395
      @applesaus395 Před rokem

      Very Christian sentiment here, just commenting

    • @KenanConvey
      @KenanConvey Před rokem

      @@applesaus395thought the same - but maybe OP experience was real, the bible in native text is so much more mysterious and deep then today’s English. Maybe the truth is there, and Americans broke it down packaged it up and shipped it in a box that their ego understood and could control…

    • @applesaus395
      @applesaus395 Před rokem

      @@KenanConvey There is a lot of truth to that. I was in a Bible study with a Rabbi once, and it was truly one of the top 3 most impactful things in my life because of the never-ending complexity of the scriptures were revealed to me. Every session we would spend two hours on one one-sentence verse.

  • @ogwill1662
    @ogwill1662 Před měsícem

    I ate 9g on my birthday and had the best trip ever

    • @Pearl-lx3rs
      @Pearl-lx3rs Před měsícem

      My experience psychedelics also psilocybin Mushrooms has been a great benefit while breaking through, one ought to take the right dosage, below I where I usually obtain mine could guide you through if you're a newbie?

    • @Pearl-lx3rs
      @Pearl-lx3rs Před měsícem

      [They're on Telegram also Instagrams......
      .....

    • @Pearl-lx3rs
      @Pearl-lx3rs Před měsícem

      *Pharmstain* is the handle?

  • @yuckimusic2670
    @yuckimusic2670 Před rokem +1

    5 grams? That’s it

  • @MonicaYearwoodResilientForLife

    Wow! But what happened???

    • @DerekBearzi
      @DerekBearzi  Před rokem

      Thats as far as my writing went. I think the rest of the trip was a giant blur as the effects wore off.

    • @user-ok1yf6od9e
      @user-ok1yf6od9e Před rokem

      👆👆The handle above has the best tips and stuffs for micro dosing shrooms, psych meds, dmt trips, psilocybin and ships swiftly 🍄…..

  • @leftyB82
    @leftyB82 Před 11 měsíci +2

    I split a half Oz with my BFF, after being up 8 days .let's say I will never do that again
    Never look in the mirror. Lol

    • @DerekBearzi
      @DerekBearzi  Před 11 měsíci +1

      LMAO yeah looking in the mirror full trip is wild 😂

  • @ZOJSimpson
    @ZOJSimpson Před rokem +8

    I ate 7 grams of mushrooms and was still able to go to the store and function normally

    • @DerekBearzi
      @DerekBearzi  Před rokem +1

      Damnnnnn 7g sounds insane lol. My tolerance must be pretty weak haha

    • @VanMan89
      @VanMan89 Před rokem +22

      @@DerekBearzi nah, his mushrooms were lol

    • @DerekBearzi
      @DerekBearzi  Před rokem +3

      @@VanMan89 hahaha 😆

    • @thetahexhodlhands4550
      @thetahexhodlhands4550 Před rokem +1

      @@VanMan89 probably were not dry or they weren't even psilocybin mushrooms.

    • @thetahexhodlhands4550
      @thetahexhodlhands4550 Před rokem +1

      Na you didn't lol. Unless you eat them every single day.. Otherwise you got scammed with fake shrooms sorry brother those were 100% not psilocybin or you are just straight up lying haha. Terrence mckenna himself couldn't eat 5 dried grams and go shopping let alone freaking 7 come on -.-

  • @princealinabu7046
    @princealinabu7046 Před 10 měsíci

    I took 2.5gs of penis envy and i was tripping hard. I do recommend everyone to trip in their life.

  • @oualid7343
    @oualid7343 Před 14 dny

    I experienced the same thing on weed cookies. Damn…

    • @Jordanwilsonparker
      @Jordanwilsonparker Před 3 dny

      Best contact for all kinds of trip stuffs like dmt shrooms acid ayahuasca, edibles and many more also discretion delivery, I can assure you

    • @Jordanwilsonparker
      @Jordanwilsonparker Před 3 dny

      (They're on Telegram & Instagram as

    • @Jordanwilsonparker
      @Jordanwilsonparker Před 3 dny

      @👉TRIPLIVELY
      That's the page name

  • @riverdoe7669
    @riverdoe7669 Před 2 měsíci

    When tripping on mushrooms 5.6 grams, mush tea, mush extracts 10-14g per square never have I ever seen any thing like this I even had a friend try to show me color shows on CZcams was cool but never seen anything besides popcorn move on the ceiling idk what yall do to open this world of sight but I’ve taken golden teachers b+ penis envy and some random ones never had a trip like this or ever animations random colors nor seeing hallucinations can someone explain why or what I’m not opening up in myself to see this

    • @JackWhite251
      @JackWhite251 Před 2 měsíci

      My experience psychedelics also psilocybin Mushrooms has been a great benefit while breaking through, one ought to take the right dosage, below I where I usually obtain mine could guide you through if you're a newbie?

    • @JackWhite251
      @JackWhite251 Před 2 měsíci

      *Pharmstain* is the handle?

    • @JackWhite251
      @JackWhite251 Před 2 měsíci

      *Pharmstain* is the handle?

    • @JackWhite251
      @JackWhite251 Před 2 měsíci

      [They're on Telegram...
      ...

  • @yuiigarashi5208
    @yuiigarashi5208 Před rokem +1

    They did happen in the real world my friend.

    • @yuiigarashi5208
      @yuiigarashi5208 Před rokem +1

      If nothing exists, and nothing is real. Then everything is real no matter how it exists.

    • @DerekBearzi
      @DerekBearzi  Před rokem

      🤯

  • @rzrman5380
    @rzrman5380 Před rokem +2

    Twenty grams is full send it . Crazy !😂😂😂

    • @DerekBearzi
      @DerekBearzi  Před rokem

      ayooo 20g foreal? I'd probably go insane lol

    • @soundseeker63
      @soundseeker63 Před rokem +1

      lol that was 20g for all four of them, not 20g each!

    • @DerekBearzi
      @DerekBearzi  Před rokem

      @@soundseeker63 this!

    • @user-ok1yf6od9e
      @user-ok1yf6od9e Před rokem

      👆👆The handle above has the best tips and stuffs for micro dosing shrooms, psych meds, dmt trips, psilocybin and ships swiftly 🍄…..