Merkules - ''Moment'' (Official Video)
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Shot & Directed by Stuey Kubrick
Produced by C Lance & Aaron Hiltz
Engineered & Mixed by Jamie Kuse
Mastered by Terry Tran - Hudba
A wise man once said “If you’re happy you enjoy the melody, if you’re broken you understand the lyrics.”
Damn that is deep! I've never heard that but I write, and I will probably work that into a rhyme somewhere
(Real+Talk)
💯
So true ❤
🇺🇲🇺🇲🇺🇲🤘💯
Well said…. Good point.
one of his best, who agrees?
Me
hell yeah man this is one of his best along with "you again'
this along with Way Down and All Night Long, yep
It's like he knows how I feel.
This one good but it's not his best heart on my sleeve hands down is his best
Every time I put this on it feels like you merk and all of you in the comments are here with me helping me be strong to get me through the next few hours. Makes me sad we all have so many problems, but makes me happy to know I'm not the only one and this is what keeps me going... all other songs by this amazing dude (artist) you keep us strong I hope we do the same for each other 🥺❤😎😁 keep strong
Different when it strikes a cord means so much more than just a few words in a song
"I been depressed but that's not apparent unless I say it outloud so they all can hear it." Single handedly the realest verse known to man. Smiling depression is a bitch.
ITS OUR YEAR! ALL YEAR! 💯
BIG FAX
Lil Windex 😂 whole lotta windex shit
Every year
Its Yo Fav Grandma Rapper Yaaaa!
Young Merkules y'all killing the game man keeping it real ✌
“Im drunk as fuck but I think I’m sober” Shits real. How much this hits home is crazy! Keep it up man. Keep your words flowin.
Real talk.
Cody Call facts!! Same here man left the shit for a drink just switched up!!
He said "but I'm drivin sober"
Watch the lyrics video please before you comment any lyrics
@@Martin-yf7sd Now all I see is these shards of glass
So I walk in the bar and I start a tab
I got a soft soul but a hardened past
Tell the waiter up front he can call my cab
I'm a hypocrite, an insomniac
I'm a piece of shit but I honor that
I got mental problems and it's got me mad
But you seem to think that they aren't as bad
As I think they are
What kind of Cole is that?
You don't know what it's like
You ain't thought to ask
But you ain't me and you never will be
The devil inside was sent to kill me
If you really care I expect the real thing
I feel they won't ever get the message
Will they?
It's all good, I won't get my hopes up
I'm drunk as fuck but I think I'm sober.... I just pulled these lyrics of of his Google profile dude. He never said anything bout driving sober. I've also been to a few mercules shows he says "think I'm sober" right in front of me. Don't tell everyone their wrong when your the one who's saying non-sense. Those are literally the lyrics. Also I doubt your a drinker. All of us alcoholics know the term "drunkenly sober". It's referring to drinking to feel normal again. Has nothing to do with driving. Clean your ears bud. Lol whoever put up the lyrics video you were watching was completely wrong.
J T it's "what kind of call is that" not what kind of cole is that... do you even know English coles a name bud wouldn't make any sense there
I just discovered merkules tonight while I’m high and drunk and I love him don’t know the guy but I feel like he understands me
It's cos he does and we do too
I'm an alcoholic and he definitely does.
One of the greats
I've been dealing with depression and anxiety for awhile but lately it's been really hard, Merks words and flow really say alot. I'm sure alot of people out there can say the same, the music it's so authentic and real. To everyone out there dealing with shit going on in your life just keep hanging on 🤘
Brother if you ever need a person to talk to or vent I'm here I'm dealing with similar issues and I will be there for another brother
Been awhile since the post, but I'm here as well. I'm here to talk to if you need it.
"I could choose to change but I choose to bottle" 🔥🔥💯
"The devil inside was sent to kill me" I feel that shit bro. My daughter keeps the beast tamed very well nowadays
Feel ya my daughter keeps me grounded
My whole family keeps me here bro I been to the edge man !!!
I feel yaa. My daughter is my reason to stay strong and fight on. I can say i would have given up if i wouldnt have her... lets use our time with our loved little ones. Well i know something.. im a good Dad. So fight on. Its worth it to see your daughter smile
Bless you!
🤔...... 2 strike felon , yea my daughter keeps me sane and doin the right thing.... maxed out 2007... had my daughter 2009... and still partying but know when 2 walk away....
Merk is my favorite rapper straight up
This song... Merk, when i was druggie and everything was shit. This song was something else. Love you merkules❤
I’ve NEVER related to any track before like I do this one. 💔💕
I need this everyday
iveypro24 same... Real Talk
amen to that brother. Cole has helped my through the hardest of times with his music. may god himself bless this brother.
Same
Astra Racing amen. So sad but so true..
Everything's gonna be aight
URH IT KILLS ME WHEN I LISTEN TO HIS PERSONAL SONGS LIKE THIS THAT HE ISN'T MORE KNOWN THE WORLD NEEDS MERK!😤🤯💗👌🏻
PROMOTE HIM SILLY tell all your friends, they will tell theirs. before you know it, a shit load of ppl are now learning that the rap they listen to is SHIT, and begin to learn that there is actually good rappers out there
@@andrewmcallister4151 😂 bruh I do I have like 2 friends🤷🏻♀️🙆🏻♀️
Lily S. Davis what the world needs is this rap as you call it(I call it cRAP),needs to disappear...oh and nothing personal,
@@stixzadinia7649 then go away 🤷🏻♀️👏🏻
Lily S. Davis After this douchebag....yeah...he may of come up the words but that's it...
That's where the so called talent ends... you don't actually think he plays an instrument or comes up the with beat...?
Gangster shit... make sure you wear your pants down the crack of your ass, and have your Calvin kleins showing,or perhaps another pair of pants....?
I'm a poet... and you wouldn't even know it...
I've got the style, I got the moves
I can write to any kind of groove
I got the beat and I got the words
I got the melody
Is that so absurd ?
Not hard honey ... and that was on the fly
And now it's that time Stix says goodbye...
“I'm a hypocrite, an insomniac,
I'm a piece of shit but I honor that”
🖤🖤🖤
I've never had a track speak to me in every line. This is what rap should be. So much truth and pain and emotion in these lyrics. Merk you are truly a blessed artist. Just feel blessed to have found your music in my darkest hours of my life. Your music has brought me back from the brink. I still struggle everyday but know I can listen to your music and it pulls me out of it long enough to make it to tomorrow
True shit
True
WHO ELSE ENJOYING THIS BEFORE IT BLOWS UP?
Iron Ky ti blows up at 00.00
Iron Ky Why does it matter that it's gonna blow up? U hatin, don't be listening. This nigga needs more views
This nigga needs real listeners if you want views go somewhere else here musick goes first:)
Like mohammad in a new whip
Herd
2024 stay positive people.
Hear trying to be
@fatsparrow16 stay strong brother 💪..
I definitely can relate to this song. Every word. I find myself needing to hear this song at least once a day. Sad life has come to feeling so alone. Thank you, Mercules, for this song cause I don't feel so alone when I listen to this song.
Your music saved me bro. When I was at my lowest and at the point that I believed there was no return you pulled me through.
Thank You.
Gotta say man this track hits home I've definitely been struggling with drinking & just lost my mom to it love you Merk
chris ludvigson sorry for your loss dude
Keep strong brother lots of us out here struggling
Lost my dad 3 months ago lost my mom 10 years ago and i'm pretty much going down the drain, those kinda song gets me thru days tho.Try to stay strong buddy.
Thanks guys gotta love homies like Merk that are real! We just gotta distract ourselves with whatever keeps us going!
Thumbs up if Merk is your favorite artist.
Ty Banks no doubt
& U know this mann'
Pocha seconds that notion
He’s close but I’ll go with king iso c mob
@@joshuafisher8028 Got a song with C-mon on my channel check it out man
Im very broken and just want to have a happy family and some reason it doesn't happen that way i feel like i could make this my last day here but my family means everything and ur music helps me understand that i should stay thank u merk i hope to come to one of ur concerts some day if i could ever afford it
People who are not going through this do not understand the struggle of this. Those of us who are battling alcoholism understand that It's a problem. And wanting to do better and being a better person also do so much more in life. Really feel this. And this poetically song is a testimony on my life. I wanna personally thank you Merkules for making this song for yourself and for all us who struggle with drinking✌
I canceled my Apple Music membership just so I could purchase this Album. The movement is real. 🔥💪🏼🔥.
StompDown Killas
Philip McAtee Jr haha, respect Fam!
Dude I don't want to lose another hip-hop legend this soon I hope that you pull through
That's what I'm feeling too. Hope he can get through this. This definitely seems like he us asking for help in a way.
Favorite song by Merk. I’ve been battling my anxiety and depression been battling my manic episodes I can’t fucking take it anymore and idk how much longer but I have to stay positive for my kids. In Merk we trust 💪🙏
this describes my life in a lyrical lullaby. this hit my soul's core.
The realist.. I love music but when you find someone that speaks to your experiences and struggles it really reminds you your not alone. Merk thank you 1000 fold you are a poet my friend.
Ur music comes from the heart. 💙👌
We lite a blunt to it everytime u come on 🔥💯👌
Bianca Cantu not just the heart. His music speaks words that alot of music today cant or wont speak about because they are too mainstream.
Yea
I got to say. Listening to all the rappers that lyric about the struggle, so far I like listening to this guy and jelly roll, there's a few others. But these two got it for real. I get goosebumps listening to them. It fits with my anger and emotions about life.
If you love merkules and jelly roll you have to check out nf. All top artists in my book.
Kid rock said 25 years ago if it's real you'll feel it and that stands true today Merk and Jelly the same dudes you feel what there telling 💯♥️
being a stubborn long time 90's rapper fan, I ignored alot of new artists because the genre was stagnant for a long time. Artists like Merkules really do revive the genre, with a new age twist. Thank you brother.
merkules be underrated as hell
Tabir Ahmad overrated piece of shit rap artist... this ain't music... it's cRAP
100000 percent 🎉 most under rated artist of 2020-2023
The first bar was all I need to know it’s 🔥🔥🔥
"I guess I'm just confused 'cause I see all the potential
But lately I'm going mental (I don't know what to do)".. One of the worst feelings I've had to work through as an adult. You know you have potential, but how do you achieve that while being so mentally and emotionally disconnected.
If your listening to this song, I hope you’re okay❤️
I hope you live next to a fire department because this is fire 🔥
Crazy when Merk realeases a song that describes my life..
Cody K thats what I'm saying man
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Fuckin chill bumps. That beat is insane and the lyrics are real. Straight fire
Goose*
Thanks for reminding me why I go to meetings.
#3years
Congratulations brother keep going to those meetings and next thing you know it will be 10 then 20 then grandchildren you can share your life stories with.
Merk never dissapoints...STOMP DOWN KILLAZ ALL DAY!!
Really feel the heart and emotion you put into literally every song on this album. Really enjoy the others albums, but this one seems so pure. You’ve come a long way and us as fans are all so damn proud of you🙏🙏
xxInGodsReachxx dam right lots of love keep it up merk you the man
👏🏽
xxInGodsReachxx I feel this shit hard right now
#SDKALLDAYEVERYDAY #REPREP
When he says "I must be the only one that feels this way". I get chills. Im right there with ya big merc!
Man…damn. I don’t think I’ve ever related
to a song like this one. I could see my daughter out the corner of my eye in the car watching me and knowing how it hit me. With all the stress and everything in life and being a single parent so many times Ive had to tell her and her brother to please just give me a minute to let my stress go down and heart stop racing so I can breathe and be alright.
Yo Merk if you read this…thank you for always putting real shit out..because you’ll never know the amount that it’s helped people no matter how many times we tell you it has. It’s always gonna be more than you know.
I stopped heavy drinking in my early 20's but I can resonate so much with this song even to today , soft soul , hardened past 🫡
Every time he raps i think he gets better and better
Right?
double Right?? Hah i rep him to the full man Him & G-mo Skee droppin albums tomorrow i gotta cop both.
Yeah he does!
I been listening since merk mikz
Merk you don’t understand what you do for all your fans. I know it has been said before but you help me get through my days. Bro I don’t know if I could do it if it wasn’t for your tracks. They speak what so many of us are going through. Just wish you would make it to Atlanta Ga or close. 👊🏻
mate you are 100% right apart from his not the only one beer weed cocaine and merk gets me through my days. ledgend I feel your pain
100
gone thru one of the worst weeks in my life. all cause of my drinking. this song has helped me try to keep it together. get to work. finish my day. and wake up for the next.
I’m sitting outside with my dog and I’m drinking and having a moment of silence for my fam and just vibe by myself and grateful for the things i have been given. Also because my cousin just died recently and I’m here dropping tears a lil lol
I remember when he dropped this and it still hits home ❤✊
BEFORE 1 MILLION SQUAD
mettyú he's gonna get that Milly boy
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Hell yea he will get there
I need a moment on some real shit. I Cry every time I hear this. Thank you for the words. I'm a piece of shit but I honor that.
You're not alone
Its crazy as bad as it seems, in a moments notice this shit could change.
Yes you are a POS and I respect that you know what you are 💯
When "moments" quickly turn into years. It's a water fall and there is only a bottom. REAL TALK 🍯💥💨👻
Honesty is the best policy....keep it real and be true to urself! Still trying to climb outta that bottle.
I respect just about anyone who opens up like this about their issues. Shit's hard to talk about, I've been there. Good music as always, Merk.
Matthew Utley I thought the same thing I really respect merk for this. It's hard but alot of people feel this way and it's just how it is..
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Thank you, for helping me find my moment, and for the hand you lend in this struggle, yall keep working that heart out.
It's crazy every word in this song speaks the words I could never bring to my own mouth... I've never related to an artist the way I relate to merk...
I relate to this song more than ever right now. Merk keep being you bruh you are my escape from reality
Jesus Christ merk I’m right there with you homie
Oh my God I'm not even gonna lie this song hits home for me you said it literally I can listen to the song on repeat I love this song I feel it it's real when you sing I can feel every emotion that you feel in your music through your music and that you mean every word that you say keep it going it helps keeps me strong thanks❤
Hey you, found ya lol
God I love murk.... Like Everyday.... 🔥
Right like hes honestly one of the best rappers out there. When he raps it hits home, Right in your soul. You can feel every emotion he raps. And it hits home on all his songs
@@kandy6985 true. But it gives a lot more singers who gunfire straight in ur heart. But as a german speaking person who loves the english language. I love this song. It helped me trough a burnout. As vinnie paz oder snak the ripper.
Agreed
Theme song to my life. Love this guy, sending love from Surrey ✌️
Can’t believe this song is 5 years old, breaks my heart but makes me proud to see how far you’ve come merk. Only up from here
Dear God please let 2019 be my year. I just need that break. Please god
Glad to see you coming up merk
The realest song I've ever heard! I feel like he put my thoughts to words. Repeat button on panic! Mad love merk! #cole
2018 my literal worst year. I was in the deepest of holes; had suicidal thoughts but This song, it spoke to me in ways not even therapists could. Now it's 2020 and i got a girl that helps with those demons. No matter what you go through, you always keep fighting🙏💙 Happy New Year everyone.
@Esoteric Nomad FACTS!
Your lucky u have a girl my girl broke up with me when I literally treated her like a queen
This shit is real bro this shit make me feel alive for a moment of time you got something special
I find myself listening to your tunes everyday at the moment. Actually amazing. This track is my favourite though its so heartfelt and can really feel ths emotion that comes through in this song. Suffering with mental health myself your tunes are helping me through one of hardest times of my life and thank you for that.
Same pfew of his songs help me a bit i needed to take a choice where my girl dind want to folow me and now lost a girl and a nine year of relation cuz of a choice thats realy important for me so feeling like shit i do and im thank full to merk for his real rap who help me a lil to overcome all this situation
To relatable man so weird how people understand where you're coming from to crazy extents every song i relate to on different plains of EXCISTENCE at this point thanks man its nice to not feel alone as much
"I'm too anxious, I live in fear.."
Drinking after the AA meeting. Not proud to admit I been there.
As someone who suffers from Depression and Anxiety, this song is DEEP!
This has to be one of the most underrated songs out there
Every few months I come back here and leave a comment but I feel like he understands me
Cole... I feel this song so much. Every time I listen ... Ugh. We love you
I really felt this. I am dealing with skizophrenia and everything that comes with it. Thank you for this :)
OMFG YES I’ve been waiting 😭❤️
Melina -xo dam u like merk dope ma thats wat up kno real music wen we hear it
He literally feels what I feel every day in this song word for fucking word my dude ... love you all.
2024 is my moment new book first chapter let's go. thank you for your music has helped me when I couldn't see the light
Thank you so much Merk! This song hits way to real for me. Things have been so messed up lately with my health and mental problems. You absolutely killed it bro! You always find a way to impress me. You are raw talent my friend and I wish you the best of luck. Right now this shit is playing nonstop. Thank you for what you do and staying true to your roots and being real! Much love Merkules
Still here Jamming this song and it still hits me. First time I hear you man I knew you would make it. You told me there I could find more of your music on Spotify. Proud of you man! Look how far you have come!
They won't understand. But I feel you bro
Man of The sword some ppl do understand brother
Man FEEL ain't a strong enough word in my opinion
The truth is not communicable, it is the being of the truth itself. Sometimes even those who understand are just as ignorant as those who do not understand. We're all lost..
Just started listening to Merk. But this real hits home big time.
@@dicklong1515 hahahaha u stole my name
11 million views. I feel like 1 million of them might be me. I put this on every time my depression/ anxiety gets so bad I can’t handle it. Screaming the lyrics along with it, really helps clear my head.
we're all with you 💕
This is my Lyfe. Made me cry.
I regret not sharing more joints with you back in the day. I was an ignorant rapper back that sleeping on talent. But I'm super proud that someone from the same streets is blowing up this much. It gives someone like me hope
Sounds like the rest of the community. Never wanna fuck with someone till theyre on the come up 😒💁
Damn Cole, feeling this new song brother. You are not alone, and just keep being you man. Thank you for what you do and giving all us fans an outlet to help with our own struggles in life. Keep your head up brother.
Anyone can write a " rap song" but merk is a poet God
Alcohol destroyed my life, I'm 1 year sober now but life is still a struggle, I've fucked up a lot of shit but that comes with my baggage. If I can do it than you can too, God 🙏 watch over us all.
This album is truly emotional. I honestly feel your pain and you help me thru mine. I can't thank you enough for opening up and sharing your story. You are very relatable and your music inspires me to find myself and open too. I admire you, even if you don''t know how I do, I get you. Never give up, Much Love to all your hard work. Alyssa Jeandell! Vermont Love!
funny thing about your music i can almost relate to every word in every song you made. been listening way back in 2010-11
When Merk said “I’m drunk as f*** but I think I’m sober” I felt that……
Feel lost atm but I’ll be better in time
I can't belive i have never found this legend before, a truly fan here❤
This is gonna blow up like Hiroshima
I went to your show in Denver a week ago. I met you. You embraced me in a big bear hug. I have a picture with you that I will treasure forever. Your realness and dedication shined through. This song is by far my favorite. It speaks to my soul. Dealing with my own mental health issues and I go to the bottle aswell. This song speaks volumes! I put this on every time I am feeling as if I just can't handle shit anymore. Thank you so much for being such an amazing artist and person inside and out! I can't wait till you come back to Denver
I love you Brother. ❤ I’ve been having a moment lately. JUST FOUND THIS SONG. I have SO MUCH potential they say… 😢😊 I’m staying humble though. 🌎✌️😇
Always stoked for new Merkules 🔥 🔥 🔥
Dope song, Hope the album keeps up with this quality.
This song is top 5 of everything
Lyrics pleasseeeeee , this song is beautiful , im portuguese and I love this song , continue merkules y are big rapper !!👑
Suicidal like "who am I though?"
"I fucking hate you" that's my newest motto
I could choose the change but I choose the bottle
If I fall asleep I'll see a new tomorrow
Yeah
Cause you don't feel the pain that I've been feeling inside
I'm fucking losing my mind
They're lookin' at me like I shot the Sheriff
Cause I got too drunk and I'm not embarrassed
But I've been depressed and that's not apparent
Unless I say it out loud, so they all can hear it
Yeah
And I don't wanna seem like all I want is attention
You seem to think I'm pretendin'
Now all I see is these shards of glass
So I walk in the bar and I start a tab
I got a soft soul but a hardened past
Tell the waiter up front he can call my cab
I'm a hypocrite, an insomniac
I'm a piece of shit but I honor that
I got mental problems and it's got me mad
But you seem to think that they aren't as bad
As I think they are
What kind of Cole is that?
You don't know what it's like
You ain't thought to ask
But you ain't me and you never will be
The devil inside was sent to kill me
If you really care I expect the real thing
I feel like they won't ever get the message
Will they?
It's all good, I won't get my hopes up
I'm drunk as fuck but I think I'm sober
I been all alone lately feel like I might go crazy must be the only one that feels this way
Lock up all the doors baby
Disconnect the phone baby
Block out all the noise and I might be okay
Just let me have my moment
I really need my moment
I gotta have my moment
I really need my moment
I need a moment of silence
I found a bottle back in grade seven
A young desperado, I had to make effort
My foot's on the gas, not the break pedal
I just put on ice, so it tastes better, yeah
I guess I'm just confused 'cause I see all the potential
But lately I'm going mental (I don't know what to do)
Who'd a thought that I'd get this nervous
The lifestyle I lead's not picture perfect
They hear what I say but they miss the purpose
Pour the shot in my glass 'til I hits the surface
That hotter inside I should lift the curtains
But today I just feel like a different person
I keep tellin' myself that it isn't urgent
If you dig what I'm sayin' you should feel my words then
It's obvious to me that I'm the root of the issue
Don't make me use it against you (Cause I will)
Cause when it back fire, it just disappear
I'm way too anxious, I live in fear
I see it from a far and it's crystal clear
But know the objects closer than it appears
When I'm fucked up I feel okay
But the next morning there's no way
That I could feel good and it's so strange
So I do it all again 'till it go away
I don't need friends, I got Jose
And this red cup and this O.J
It is what it is, it'll take a while
So I shake these hands and I fake the smile
cynthia Rampa yea buddy!!!! 👏👏👌 amazing fam
Suicidal like "who am I though?
I fucking hate you" that's my newest motto
I could choose the change but I choose the bottle
If I fall asleep I'll see a new tomorrow
Yeah
Cause you don't feel the pain that I've been feeling inside
I'm fucking losing my mind
They're lookin' at me like I shot the Sheriff
Cause I got too drunk and I'm not embarrassed
But I've been depressed and that's not apparent
Unless I say it out loud, so they all can hear it
Yeah
And I don't wanna seem like all I want is attention
You seem to think I'm pretendin'
Now all I see is these shards of glass
So I walk in the bar and I start a tab
I got a soft soul but a hardened past
Tell the waiter up front he can call my cab
I'm a hypocrite, an insomniac
I'm a piece of shit but I honor that
I got mental problems and it's got me mad
But you seem to think that they aren't as bad
As I think they are
What kind of Cole is that?
You don't know what it's like
You ain't thought to ask
But you ain't me and you never will be
The devil inside was sent to kill me
If you really care I expect the real thing
I feel they won't ever get the message
Will they?
It's all good, I won't get my hopes up
I'm drunk as fuck but I think I'm sober
I been all alone lately
Feel like I might go crazy
I must the only one that feels this way
Lock up all the doors baby
Disconnect the phone baby
Block out all the noise and I might be okay
Just let me have my moment
I really need my moment
I gotta have my moment
I really need my moment
I need a moment of silence
I found a bottle back in grade seven
A young desperado, I had to make effort
My foot's on the gas, not the break pedal
I just put on ice, so it tastes better, yeah
I guess I'm just confused 'cause I see all the potential
But lately I'm going mental (I don't know what to do)
Who'd a thought that I'd get this nervous
The lifestyle I lead's not picture perfect
The hear what I say but they miss the purpose
Pour the shot in my glass 'til I hits the surface
That hotter inside I should lift the curtains
But today I just feel like a different person
I keep tellin' myself that it isn't urgent
If you dig what I'm sayin' you should feel my words then
It's obvious to me that I'm the root of the issue
Don't make me use it against you (Cause I will)
Cause when it back fire, it just disappear
I'm way too anxious, I live in fear
I see it from a far and it's crystal clear
But know the objects closer than it appears
When I'm fucked up I feel okay
But the next morning there's no way
That I could feel good and it's so strange
So I do it all again 'till it go away
I don't need friends, I got Jose
And this red cup and this O.J
It's what it's, it'll take a while
So I shake these hands and I fake the smile
I been all alone lately
Feel like I might go crazy
I must the only one that feels this way
Lock up all the doors, baby
Disconnect the phone, baby
Block out all the noise and I might be okay
Just let me have my moment
I really need my moment
I gotta have my moment
I really need my moment
I need a moment of silence
bom gosto Cristiana! 😘
[Verse 1]
Suicidal like "who am I though?"
"I fucking hate you" that's my newest motto
I could choose the change but I choose the bottle
If I fall asleep I'll see a new tomorrow
Yeah
[Bridge]
Cause you don't feel the pain that I've been feeling inside
I'm fucking losing my mind
[Verse 2]
They're lookin' at me like I shot the Sheriff
Cause I got too drunk and I'm not embarrassed
But I've been depressed and that's not apparent
Unless I say it out loud, so they all can hear it
Yeah
[Bridge]
And I don't wanna seem like all I want is attention
You seem to think I'm pretendin'
[Verse 3]
Now all I see is these shards of glass
So I walk in the bar and I start a tab
I got a soft soul but a hardened past
Tell the waiter up front he can call my cab
I'm a hypocrite, an insomniac
I'm a piece of shit but I honor that
I got mental problems and it's got me mad
But you seem to think that they aren't as bad
As I think they are
What kind of Cole is that?
You don't know what it's like
You ain't thought to ask
But you ain't me and you never will be
The devil inside was sent to kill me
If you really care I expect the real thing
I feel like they won't ever get the message
Will they?
It's all good, I won't get my hopes up
I'm drunk as fuck but I think I'm sober
[Chorus]
I been all alone lately
Feel like I might go crazy
I must be the only one that feels this way
Lock up all the doors baby
Disconnect the phone baby
Block out all the noise and I might be okay
Just let me have my moment
I really need my moment
I gotta have my moment
I really need my moment
I need a moment of silence
[Verse 4]
I found a bottle back in grade seven
A young desperado, I had to make effort
My foot's on the gas, not the break pedal
I just put on ice, so it tastes better, yeah
[Bridge]
I guess I'm just confused 'cause I see all the potential
But lately I'm going mental (I don't know what to do)
[Verse 5]
Who'd a thought that I'd get this nervous
The lifestyle I lead's not picture perfect
They hear what I say but they miss the purpose
Pour the shot in my glass 'til I hits the surface
That hotter inside I should lift the curtains
But today I just feel like a different person
I keep tellin' myself that it isn't urgent
If you dig what I'm sayin' you should feel my words then
[Bridge]
It's obvious to me that I'm the root of the issue
Don't make me use it against you (Cause I will)
[Verse 6]
Cause when it back fire, it just disappear
I'm way too anxious, I live in fear
I see it from a far and it's crystal clear
But know the objects closer than it appears
When I'm fucked up I feel okay
But the next morning there's no way
That I could feel good and it's so strange
So I do it all again 'till it go away
I don't need friends, I got Jose
And this red cup and this O.J
It is what it is, it'll take a while
So I shake these hands and I fake the smile
[Chorus]
I been all alone lately
Feel like I might go crazy
I must be the only one that feels this way
Lock up all the doors, baby
Disconnect the phone, baby
Block out all the noise and I might be okay
Just let me have my moment
I really need my moment
I gotta have my moment
I really need my moment
I need a moment of silence
This song helped me threw so much stuff in my life real ahit I feel every bar in this song
You really feel his words in the rhythm, everytime I hear this song it gives me the feeling that I'm not alone in this big world.😪🥰
Merkules is officially my favorite artist of all genres. Nobody can do it like him. He is even better than Eminem in my opinion. I will be listening to Merkules for life.
David Hardy I'm a fan and maybe you like his syle more but lyrically there's just no comparison to him and eminem. You probably just haven't heard a lot of eminems lyrical stuff, but he's honestly one of the goats
abob Sillinger you're right about Eminem being a lyrical genius and I like Eminem but he has a lot of songs that I don't like. And I like more of Merkules songs than Eminem's. I just relate to Merkules better but like I said its just my opinion.
David Hardy you really didn't listen to enough em
boboprime2000 I'll bump em till I die. I do relate to merk on a higher level though.
QuitJoshnAround then you should listen to ems older shit cause it's very similar
This song hits hard but one of the best songs I ever heard
Rod Barnes then you haven't heard much...this ain't music... it's cRap... losers