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  • @ItsRemy
    @ItsRemy Před 2 lety +632

    Stay strong Nero, this is far from the end. Take everything one day at a time and you will get to where you need to be. Appreciate you being honest with everyone there’s many people going through similar stuff and you speaking out is not only brave but also helps those people out with not feeling alone

    • @l.m1881
      @l.m1881 Před 2 lety +5

      million percent facts. ONE day at a TIME.

    • @georgiedagreek2734
      @georgiedagreek2734 Před 2 lety +3

      Facts

    • @NerosCinema
      @NerosCinema  Před 2 lety +57

      The feeling of being alone is one of the worst parts. Opening up has helped me out so much and I suspect the same will be true of others

    • @Run187
      @Run187 Před 2 lety +2

      @@NerosCinema you're never alone. If your mother or father is still with you ring them and start the conversation with I fucked up, people will understand and help. Hope you get well soon mate..

    • @davoggdog
      @davoggdog Před 2 lety

      @@Run187 😂😂

  • @MURDASHOW
    @MURDASHOW Před 2 lety +130

    You a real OG legend COD commentator, one of my fav, authentic and passionate, that’s why we fvck wit you. RESPECT✊🏾 We all fvcked up out here!💯

  • @SKizzleAXE
    @SKizzleAXE Před 2 lety +419

    Most people can never accept there is something wrong with them. So the fact that you know the problem, thats amazing man. Just focus on what matters to you and take baby steps. Dont quit on your addiction cold turkey because you will always go back to it. Just take baby steps and if you chug 2 cans down, start by doing 1.5 then 1.25 then 1 can and just lower it down like that. But Im no expert on this so maybe its better to quit all together. But if you lowering the amount down works then definitely go that route.

    • @MagnetG
      @MagnetG Před 2 lety +3

      truth. no cap

    • @MuscledRMH
      @MuscledRMH Před 2 lety +3

      You can't quit alcohol by slowly drinking less and less. When you reach the point of being wasted, you will lose your boundaries on when it's enough.

    • @mq-r3apz291
      @mq-r3apz291 Před 2 lety

      I have been abusing alcohol during this pandemic (My alcohol problem is assumingly mild peaked at 6 drinks a day for ~2months) so pandemic didn't do as much you'd think to my mental health. But then I realized, alcohol is metabolized by half life. So if I drink 4 drinks. 2 drinks will be metabolized. But I drink only 2 only 1 drink will be metabolized in an hour. If I drink less at a time, I get to enjoy it more because I'm metabolizing more slowly so it last longer, so as a mild alcoholic it's totally worth it to cut down the effects. Next thing you know totally worth it! Not sure if just me but feels like my tolerance went down. I'm sure it isn't easy for heavy alcoholics but maybe try drinking just a tad less at a time? I'm not the expert just thought this a gud idea.

    • @montanamaxx3824
      @montanamaxx3824 Před 2 lety +3

      Yea Skizzle its different for different ppl. I quit smoking Marijuana 5yrs ago nd quit drinking 1 yr nd 9 months ago. There was no taking baby steps for me. There was no way in hell I would've been able to cut back step by step until I quit. I had to go cold turkey nd there was no way around it. Praying for Nero cause addiction really F'n sucks!

    • @FEWGEE1
      @FEWGEE1 Před 2 lety +4

      Yeah, no, that doesn't work, and is terrible advice. You have to just stop. I'm a poly-addict, so I know what I'm talking about here. Addicts can't control consumption of their drug of choice. That's why they're called addicts....

  • @ITalk69
    @ITalk69 Před 2 lety +147

    I'm so grateful that I get to keep in contact with you. Huge inspiration for me, and you know you ever need to talk to me, you can always contact me whenever. I want what's best for you, I'd love to help you keep consistent with content or even make videos with you. I can help you bud. You have your friends and family, please reach out ❤

  • @Zechree
    @Zechree Před 2 lety +318

    I’m here for the comeback Nero. Stay strong honest and humble. You still have people that care about you, now if you start to care about yourself good things might start to come

  • @Angelobeta
    @Angelobeta Před 2 lety +32

    “There is nothing so broken, that it cannot be fixed”
    Sergei Ravenov

    • @yb3852
      @yb3852 Před 2 lety +1

      Edp’s career?

  • @AmaterasuNinja-
    @AmaterasuNinja- Před 2 lety +43

    This video couldn’t have came out at a better time , this is also something I needed to hear myself thank you Nero

    • @NerosCinema
      @NerosCinema  Před 2 lety +20

      You can do it man, lets rise up and get healthy and happy

    • @jaec100x
      @jaec100x Před 2 lety +3

      I hope you both heal, try your best !!!! You got this.

  • @Brycesinner
    @Brycesinner Před 2 lety +12

    I feel you my man I deal with the same thing you’re going through. Not exactly the alcohol 🥃 ,even though I use it as a crutch at times, but the destroying myself on purpose. Thank you for making this video it’s huge for you and it’s huge for people who maybe dealing with the same things and giving a needed wake up call. I’m here as a fan and I’m sure the rest of the community as well as friends. We all know you care! Stay strong and keep this attitude, and be a better you! Thank you

  • @GlorgangENT
    @GlorgangENT Před 2 lety +252

    I’ve battled addiction. Mad respect goes out to you and ANYONE who has the balls to put theyre personal issues on the internet in the face of backlash. No matter what me and many of your supporters will be here in your corner with you ❤️stay up Nero. A staple in the cod Community for life

    • @GlorgangENT
      @GlorgangENT Před 2 lety +8

      Man mad respect too for realizing your faults and trying to do better. Thats the first step to recovery is being honest❤️ shoutout to everyone dealing with Mental Health. It is REAL and it is a issue. Everyone stay safe 💯

    • @michaeljessica9150
      @michaeljessica9150 Před 2 lety +3

      Could not have said it better myself. Very very well said 👏

    • @GlorgangENT
      @GlorgangENT Před 2 lety

      @Grummy not sure if you mean Nero or in general but Nero did say it’s time to stop acting like a kid and grow up so with that said , I have faith.

    • @ohFLEXzone
      @ohFLEXzone Před 2 lety +1

      I feel that. Been battling addiction for 10 years

    • @GlorgangENT
      @GlorgangENT Před 2 lety

      @@ohFLEXzone I wish you the best man. We’re lucky enough in this world to make a choice it’s about what you do with it

  • @nycbatista94
    @nycbatista94 Před 2 lety +202

    “Do not be sorry, Be better”
    -Kratos
    On a serious note, its hard, i really hope you get well famz 🔥

  • @shadowvhs261
    @shadowvhs261 Před 2 lety +8

    Nero I remember watching all your videos as a kid since I was 7 when Bo2 was out. Obviously I was a kid and thought of you as an idol. I grew up watching dear nero and was always the highlight of my day. It’s heart wrenching seeing you like this and i’m glad you’re being real with us. I hope you know your fans will be with you every step of the way supporting you. I know it will be hard but I completely believe in you and you will get through this.

  • @perfectwhine742
    @perfectwhine742 Před 2 lety +15

    For the rest of us addicts out here, this feels very real to hear and for a lot of people it's damn near impossible to get help. Rehab is about $30,000 in most places and people see addicts as lost causes, even when they're screaming for help. Hopefully one day society starts seeing addicts as real people

  • @robertadams1558
    @robertadams1558 Před 2 lety +105

    You want to know why im still around. At the end of the day you are still a human being. Iv been following you for the last decade. We have grown up together the last 10 years I’m 28 now. Through all the cod games the ups and the downs. Iv always looked forward to your news updates and gameplays. I don’t personally know you but I feel a bond through the cod franchise. And you hate to see the people you care about get hurt or hurt themselves. Hoping you stay on the right track Nero 🤝

    • @grrinc
      @grrinc Před 2 lety +2

      What a lovely comment. I agree with your sentiments.

  • @CodyL100
    @CodyL100 Před 2 lety +63

    I’ve battled addiction in my early twenties, and have hit rock bottom at age 23, I’m 28 as of now. Your honesty is brave and admirable your helping people by being a example as someone who makes mistakes but is open and honest. Keep your head up man it’s always better to talk about your shortcomings than to bury them. From this video you know exactly what mistakes you’ve made and the steps you need to take to fix them. Your a great CZcamsr and a good human being embrace that don’t ignore it.

    • @NerosCinema
      @NerosCinema  Před 2 lety +5

      Thank you! I'm super excited for the next stage in my life

  • @NorthEevee
    @NorthEevee Před 2 lety +90

    All that you've been through and your girlfriend is still with you. She's a keeper Joe. You're one lucky lad to have someone like that by your side being able to help you through this. And we're here for you too. I know how hard it is to control impulses(I got severe ADHD), but I know you can get through it lad.

    • @NerosCinema
      @NerosCinema  Před 2 lety +29

      I'm incredibly lucky, she's absolutely incredible in every respect

  • @MeikaiX
    @MeikaiX Před 2 lety +89

    I saw you on Twitter the other day, I only hope you are doing okay. I hope you don't feel too much pain or anger, I just want you to be happy. You deserve happiness, you are cool person.

  • @sonicdriven4282
    @sonicdriven4282 Před 2 lety +115

    Hey brother you’re human and you made a mistake. It’s alright it happens, I believe you can bounce back. You have a lot of people that love and support you. In the words of the great Tupac, “keep ya head up”.

    • @treyblaze22
      @treyblaze22 Před 2 lety +1

      Even when the road is hard, never give up

  • @SupremeCamelhair
    @SupremeCamelhair Před 2 lety +6

    Thank you for opening up and putting trust into those who love you. Nero, you are my favorite youtuber & have been for years. Repetitively speaking, stay strong. You always have a home with us🖤

  • @brandondunn2742
    @brandondunn2742 Před 2 lety +1

    You’re honesty with putting things in perspective and being honest with the issues with alcoholism has helped me a lot and I really appreciate being able to personalize with someone I always watch on CZcams has gone through the same thing. Thank you Nero and keep making videos you mean more than you think

  • @jcardenas123
    @jcardenas123 Před 2 lety +308

    Aye Nero, hope as is well. Long time viewer like everyone else we all wish the best for you and wouldn't mind playing a game or two with ya. Keep your head up bro

  • @michaelgriffiths7937
    @michaelgriffiths7937 Před 2 lety +58

    You do whatever you need to recover man, I’ve been with the channel for years and want you to beat this

  • @GaryStPedro
    @GaryStPedro Před 2 lety +5

    I'm proud of you! Coming to terms with the problems and situations of reality takes a strong heart to face. Owning up to it and bouncing back makes you an even stronger human being. In all honesty, we are all human and we can all relate, you aren't alone, you never are. Yes, you are at "rock bottom" but now you can't go anywhere but up. We are all here to support you in any way possible.

  • @MON3YMIK22
    @MON3YMIK22 Před 2 lety +21

    One of their realest videos I’ve watched in a while. As an aspiring mental health professional you did it all right now time to hold yourself to it!!! You got this Nero!

  • @Jack-ck2uq
    @Jack-ck2uq Před 2 lety +34

    Honestly this might sound weird but get yourself to the gym , working out helps with stress, addiction, break ups and motivation, and you will feel great after, who knows you may get some good physical results and want to stay clear completely of alcohol so it doesn’t mess with your results

    • @RTKaLegendReborn
      @RTKaLegendReborn Před 2 lety +2

      Can attest to this. It's addicticting it gives you that familiar high feeling but it's healthy

    • @matthew4053
      @matthew4053 Před 2 lety

      @@RTKaLegendReborn i can to, working out helped a few of my friends after a few years of drug addiction

  • @thegamingreaper0288
    @thegamingreaper0288 Před 2 lety +55

    You know what the great thing is, Nero? At least in your case you were able to understand and realize when you were messing up and decided to make change. That’s something that unfortunately, a lot of people out there in this world wouldn’t have done.
    Keep up the great work and as always I look forward to your future uploads!

  • @TheAnghellic1988
    @TheAnghellic1988 Před 2 lety +1

    Nero and anyone else I struggled with alcoholism, induced by PTSD from deployments. I myself have went through what you are going through to the point of almost ending it all. I can honestly say you are doing fantastic by being able to understand that you are indeed messing up and what you need to do. You owe us as viewers/fans absolutely nothing. Take care of you get well and comeback swinging we will be here waiting. Much love and much encouragement. You got this

  • @shumdez4704
    @shumdez4704 Před 2 lety +3

    Thank you for being transparent Nero, you’ve been my favorite channel for the longest time and I wish the best for you. We know you can get through this process, you can do this!!

  • @keegster1433
    @keegster1433 Před 2 lety +122

    When it comes down to it imo you just gotta find some stability and fulfillment. Happiness is temporary. You'll be happy, sad, angry and all other kinds of emotions but they'll pass. Find something fulfilling, something to really live and strive for. For example, my close friends for years have kept me going and kept me feeling fulfillment and that has helped enable me to kinda get my life in a better state than it was over a year ago. I don't claim to be an expert. This is just my two cents on the thing. Love ya Nero and hope you get and especially feel better soon

    • @ricko2301
      @ricko2301 Před 2 lety

      Fulfillment should be something internal, what if your friends are no longer around?

  • @Logon1027
    @Logon1027 Před 2 lety +18

    When I was a kid my dad would always drink and sometimes I would wonder how he even managed to drive home. Seeing how destructive it was to my childhood and part of the reason my parents got divorced, I never wanted to end up like that. 10 years later I don’t do drugs and I rarely drink unless it’s a special occasion. I strive to be the person I wished was in my life to look up to as a child. Breaking an addiction can be a very hard thing, but sometimes “tomorrow” won’t come. You have to take a stand today. Not tomorrow, not next week, now. And you have to ruthlessly stick to it. You may feel worse before you get better but that is part of the process. Aside from the alcohol what you seem to lack is a passion. A reason to get up in the morning. Maybe you should take a step back and think about what you want to do with your life. How do you want to be remembered. Take a sheet of paper and write down 5 to 10 goals. And work to accomplish them and cross them off as you go. Whether those goals take a week, a month, or a year it doesn’t matter. Strive to not only retake what you have lost but grow beyond your previous peak. I have watched you for years and I hope you will be able to turn your life around.

    • @NerosCinema
      @NerosCinema  Před 2 lety +8

      Thank you for your story. My new passion in life is my channel, believe it or not. I want to rebound it, get it booming again. From there money will return, money will fix debt issues, money will allow me to build an extension to move my gf in, everything starts with the channel. I took my position in life and how lucky I am for granted for so long, its time to get back to being the old Nero that people subbed to in the first place

  • @ZLSLOW
    @ZLSLOW Před 2 lety +26

    Go hard on Cod Vanguard uploads man! You’ve built a badass channel. So many people would kill to have the channel you still have👍🏻

  • @SamsCinemaTV
    @SamsCinemaTV Před 2 lety

    Stay strong bro, I’ve been through similar stuff with the health anxiety and it WILL get better. We’re all here for you man and believe in you

  • @Johhnnyy
    @Johhnnyy Před 2 lety +25

    This video was heartbreaking to hear what you had to go through, I’ve been here since mw3 and could’ve never imagined this but I’m also so proud of you, you know what you did and you recognize that it was wrong and that you have to do something to fix it, addiction is something you live with for the rest of your life and you may relapse but just keep trying your absolute hardest and it will make you a better person ❤️

  • @djcook
    @djcook Před 2 lety +7

    The fact that you continue to see that you want to change and the fact that you continue to try to change really shows that you’re capable of it. I’ve always been on your side through everything and you can always text me on Twitter if you wanna chat. Keep on going💯

  • @CepiTheNomad
    @CepiTheNomad Před 2 lety +21

    Honestly I love this video man, not that you’re in pain or that you’re being self destructive but because you have the strength to admit it to yourself and even publicly. Takes a lot of willpower and I respect that, we believe in you man and can’t wait to see things turn around and get better

  • @fffklan3986
    @fffklan3986 Před rokem +1

    I hope everything's still going well now, Nero. I come back to this video a couple times a year to recognize the pain my own habits can cause, and to recenter myself. Your whole hearted honestly is truly inspiring!

  • @realking2184
    @realking2184 Před 2 lety

    Dude the honesty is more than commendable and I know it doesnt mean much when you feel like youve fucked up your life but youre still here and as long as you are its not over for what its worth Im proud of you for at least being real with us about everything and trying to quit its no easy feat I would know as Im still struggling with my own addiction but keep strong man and remember your own words here, dont put it off for tomorrow let tomorrow be today we can overcome it.

  • @carloconstantine
    @carloconstantine Před 2 lety +20

    You’ll get through this man, you have what it takes. You’re the only cod youtuber I still watch because you always keep it real and you’re a funny ass dude. That being said, I think I speak for a lot of people when I say I’ll be tuning in no matter what direction you choose to take the channel in. Been here for years now and definitely not leaving. Best of luck to you bro

  • @travismorrison2762
    @travismorrison2762 Před 2 lety +11

    5.5 yrs sober here... this story reminded me a lot of my own. Acknowledging the issue is a great first step. Positive self talk is next and everyday is a battle, Nero. One thing I can honestly say about sobriety, is I never regret NOT drinking. I've been following you since BO3 and love your content. I love a comeback story even more 🖤

    • @NerosCinema
      @NerosCinema  Před 2 lety +2

      Thank you! For awhile its been like "being bored is WAY better than having a hangover" or "wanting to drink is way better than actually drinking". I have to constantly remind myself because drinking is never like it used to be. Its not fun, its never like when I first started, its just a one way ticket to a bad time for me personally. I'm excited to give it up. Congrats on the 5 and a half years man!

  • @nikitaanikeev1884
    @nikitaanikeev1884 Před 2 lety +1

    I love this energy and motivation, it's a good step forward In healing yourself. there's always someone out there to support you Nero your never alone!

  • @JordanHofman
    @JordanHofman Před 2 lety

    That took nuts my man, my respect level for you has just doubled! I’m glad you’ve realized what you’ve been doing wrong and genuinely wanting to fix it. It’s going to be hard, you’re going to mess up sometimes, I’m the end it will all be worth it though. I’m going through something similar right now and I’ll be keeping you in mind while I fight my own battles.

  • @RobDylan
    @RobDylan Před 2 lety +50

    If you can be an example of getting sober.. you can be an example of starting over. Nothing but love for you, Nero.

  • @havochardtail1341
    @havochardtail1341 Před 2 lety +32

    You’re the man Nero, I’ve been sober for 4 months now and feeling the best physically and mentally. Things will get better. Just have to get through the hardest part first. I believe in you and as a long time viewer. I hope to see positive news in the near future👍🏼

    • @NerosCinema
      @NerosCinema  Před 2 lety +5

      Thanks man. Quitting nicotine has given me motivation, when I first went cold turkey I was popping mints like crazy, but after a while I don't even crave mints or anything. I'm just "over it" if that makes sense. No desire to go back to nicotine or anything, and I think the same will be true after awhile with drinking

    • @havochardtail1341
      @havochardtail1341 Před 2 lety +1

      @@NerosCinema if you can do nicotine cold turkey, you got the alcohol in the bag, only struggle with alcohol is hanging out with your peers if they drink a lot. I’ve left some really close friends because they wouldn’t take a break from drinking while I’m around (which isn’t often) surround yourself with people that want to see you succeed and you’ll accomplish anything 👍🏼

  • @thelilone6650
    @thelilone6650 Před 2 lety

    Nero I’ve been watching you since way back. I was so hyped as a kid watching every black ops 3 news and I would rewatch your videos getting hyped every night. What you’re going through is super hard and I’ve never lost respect for you now even as a grown man, you’ll find your way out of this and I know you’re not gonna lose

  • @PoidaHoppy1988
    @PoidaHoppy1988 Před 2 lety +35

    It’s good to see that you’re taking responsibility for your actions and admitting to the problems that you have. It’s a good start on the road to recovery.
    Also stay strong and please continue to make COD content for your CZcams channel. I’m sure anyone who was offended by your live stream will get over it and forgive you.

  • @lolmakina5563
    @lolmakina5563 Před 2 lety +16

    We love you Nero and we know that you can get through this low point in your life. I’ve been watching your content for as long as I can remember and you’ve always been someone that is genuine and someone who actually cares about not only this franchise but also us, your fans. We care about you ❤️

  • @dakitt
    @dakitt Před 2 lety +67

    Hey man, you have admitted that there's a problem, and that's an incredible achievement to have done. but don't be too hard on yourself, I've watched your channel for a while and will continue to do so as it's great to hear another voice and opinions on this roller-coaster of a franchise. We're all human, and we make mistakes, it's how you deal with those mistakes that shows your character, and my word you knocked it out of the park. All the best, stay safe, look after yourself and i'll catch you on your next vid.

  • @MintyFL
    @MintyFL Před 2 lety

    I watch you because I have a history with you. Leading along the way and enjoying the time. You’re admitting to what you’ve done and that’s the best thing you could’ve done. I enjoy you as a person and the quality content you deliver.

  • @JaimieWFYT
    @JaimieWFYT Před 2 lety

    I haven’t really played a COD since WWII, but I still stay subbed and tune in every so often because you always came across more genuine than most other cod youtubers I have watched.
    The realisation that you had, and the motivation to even make this video, address what you’ve done and pledge to be better means you are no where near the true rock bottom. Having the strength to admit your faults instead of using this as an excuse to crawl away forever shows you can get back to where you were a few years ago.
    I wish you all the best in turning your life around Joe, you can and will, I’m sure

  • @slushy9288
    @slushy9288 Před 2 lety +25

    I hope you’re doing okay nero.. we support you

  • @elireed2054
    @elireed2054 Před 2 lety +4

    Hey Nero, surprisingly I'm a viewer that started watching your videos during MW 2019. I know that was one of your most hated COD games of all time, but you know what really drew me to sub and watch your videos religiously was that you are REAL! In every since of the word! You tell it like it is and I appreciate you for that! Please stay true to yourself and take care of yourself. Not for us, but for you!

  • @johncarrasco9478
    @johncarrasco9478 Před 2 lety

    I’ve been down that road a few years ago. Admitting you having a problem is the first step to recovery. Looks like you have people that care about you. All you can do is your best. If you fall, get back up, brush it off, and look forward always. Good luck with everything man

  • @MountainDewGirl
    @MountainDewGirl Před 2 lety +1

    Bro. I’ve watched this 15 times sitting in the corner tearing up. You’ve inspired me to keep moving forward and leave the past behind me and just look forward too the future and focus on MY future. This was so motivational for me and you’ve changed my perspective in life.

  • @rpj2282
    @rpj2282 Před 2 lety +33

    Shit happens man, i struggle with wanting to keep going every day, but I’ve managed to find anchors in my life that keep me going. You just need to find an anchor for yourself.

  • @ElectroFreak1816
    @ElectroFreak1816 Před 2 lety +8

    Feel free to use your channel as a medium to hold yourself accountable! I have felt similar to you in the past (although to a lesser magnitude, of course), and telling other people about my intention to change (like you have in this video) was great, and then continuing to signal that you are keeping your promise after that works wonders. You've given me so much entertainment throughout my life for almost a decade, and I'm excited to watch more of your content. Stay well:)

  • @biggiefish2782
    @biggiefish2782 Před 2 lety +1

    Im proud of you Nero your taking the first step to getting better, hope all goes well over these hard times.

  • @That1CrappyGuy
    @That1CrappyGuy Před 2 lety

    Addiction’s a tough battle, but your honesty with us and yourself is a good step in the right direction. We’re here for you man, hope you can keep your head up and work through this. You’ve got this

  • @zen838
    @zen838 Před 2 lety +9

    Love ya Nero, been watching you for more years then I can remember. Hope things get better for you soon❤️

  • @josephmyers6844
    @josephmyers6844 Před 2 lety +6

    Your literally the only cod youtuber I watch just because your honesty, I’d really like to see you make videos for other games because of that honesty

  • @SquirtMac17
    @SquirtMac17 Před 2 lety

    You have no idea how much I hear myself in what you’re saying. I’ve been down my own road of self destruction and have felt rock bottom. I’m almost 30 and still remember that feeling and all the hardships that came with it to try and overcome them. I’d be lying to say I’m in a perfect place but you have to tell yourself there’s only one way.. UP. Just want you to know you’re not alone. Or anyone here that feels similar. There are others going through similar things or have and we are all just trying our best. ONE DAY AT A TIME. There’s no need to rush be kind to yourself, life will happen it always does. Much love brother 💙

  • @DOGzBLOOD
    @DOGzBLOOD Před 2 lety

    Been watching your videos since MWR days and your one of the few CoD YTubers that I look forward to watching. Hope you get through it man it’s always the darkest before the dawn.

  • @toms6572
    @toms6572 Před 2 lety +22

    Proud of you man. Anyone who cares about you will understand completely. I’m praying for you man💪🏻

  • @wilfpenfold
    @wilfpenfold Před 2 lety +17

    Nero my man, I drop by when you stream, I watch all your vids when I can. Thank you for all you do man. You are amazing and I’m sorry you’re back here. Me and many others are backing you regardless of your peaks and troughs. Lots of love my g x

  • @jordanharley5947
    @jordanharley5947 Před 2 lety

    Imma always be here for you bro 💯 you are literally just about the only person in the COD community that I watch, and I enjoy your CZcams content greatly. We all struggle in life, nobody’s perfect. We just have to keep moving. Keep your head up Nero 💯

  • @emmanuelhernandez8039
    @emmanuelhernandez8039 Před 2 lety

    Be humble and strong! Been following your channel for years. One of my favorite COD CZcamsrs! You can do this!

  • @atropos0754
    @atropos0754 Před 2 lety +21

    Good stuff, way to own it. I respect how open you are. I’ve made mistakes that I’m ashamed of, I’m sure most people have. I can’t control history only my future.

  • @363TOMTOM363
    @363TOMTOM363 Před 2 lety +5

    You're a good dude that's just down on his luck, you can't undo the past but we're here to help and support in the little capacity we can. Good luck bro

  • @ferdelance72
    @ferdelance72 Před 2 lety

    We love your content man. Just don't give up. Try and stay positive and get stuff straightened out and get the help you need. Therapy really helps, I went through a lot the past few years and therapy has helped me more than I could have ever thought. We love you dude! Stay strong man we will always be here for you.

  • @THISDUDEpt
    @THISDUDEpt Před 2 lety +7

    I'm 19 at the moment...(gonna turn 20 in April). For 4 years that I've been depressed and actually wishing to just disappear. For almost a year I've been heart broken in relation of someone, and that someone is the one that I love...but since I overthink and have an inexplicable amount of anxiety... everything went down hill. Without saying that people said bad stuff on my name when I didn't do anything. Recently I truly wanted to start drinking as you've been...well...doin @Nero but...I can't see myself to do it. I truly just hope that for a miracle I'm able to overcome everything. All the best Nero, you're not the only one goin through bad situations and all that...STAY STRONG 🙏🏻

  • @user-nf8wg4lc4j
    @user-nf8wg4lc4j Před 2 lety +19

    I’m sticking around because at least you’re being real, good luck with everything and I’m looking forward to an update in the future hearing about how you’re doing better

    • @NerosCinema
      @NerosCinema  Před 2 lety +7

      Thanks man. I'm thinking of bringing back Dear Nero as a weekly series which can help keep me accountable

    • @DA_MAYYA
      @DA_MAYYA Před 2 lety +2

      @@NerosCinema That sounds amazing man, so many of us would love to see that series return

  • @jamesdown1519
    @jamesdown1519 Před 2 lety +13

    Well done I’m struggling with the same problems you are. Please don’t give up on yourself. You have 625k people rooting for you. Absolutely nobody is perfect. You’re the only CZcams I have ever bothered to continually follow over the years.

  • @AlpineGABE
    @AlpineGABE Před 2 lety

    Been following this channel since my mid-teens, still rooting for you and sticking around to support you Nero!! Better days will come

  • @xXCoreyAllenBaileyXx
    @xXCoreyAllenBaileyXx Před 2 lety

    I relate to this so hard right now man and I'm proud of you for bringing it to the light in a way that I haven't been able to. This is honestly inspiring. Stay strong 💪

  • @Fooly-
    @Fooly- Před 2 lety +10

    We want you to get better Nero, there’s always a way to get the help you need. We want you to focus on yourself and your mental health (not just with drinking) Everyone goes through highs and lows, this is just part of your story man. You’re an inspiration to many, we don’t want you to trend on Twitter one of these days with some bad news attached. We love you brother🖤

  • @ngtcommunity4641
    @ngtcommunity4641 Před 2 lety +7

    I felt a similar way surprisingly in my earlier years when I was 17-20 when thinkin my life is going to fall apart when I turn 21. For me that sounds pretty early, but I totally understand how you feel brother. It's time to get better and feel good again m8. Much love 👍👍💙💙

  • @THEPURPLEHAZE1000
    @THEPURPLEHAZE1000 Před 2 lety

    Yo bro big respect. Realization and acceptance is the first step and is usually the hardest so your well on your way. As long as you want to change the change will come. Stay strong brother. You got this ✊

  • @GunSmknP
    @GunSmknP Před 2 lety

    I appreciate you. Thank you for all the vids over the years. Stay strong. Please stay safe.

  • @tywalk036
    @tywalk036 Před 2 lety +4

    We are always here for you Nero, I suggest you take up a positively impacting hobby like working out and trying to be as healthy as you can, it will get you in the right state of mind and push you to stay away from things like that, I've seen it do miracles for people. You just have to be informed. I want to see you reach your potential in life and strive for more. I know you could do this. Keep doing great!

  • @Dom-wg1pk
    @Dom-wg1pk Před 2 lety +4

    Hey man, I had been going down a pretty self destructive path and it really took a lot of self reflection and discipline to start to change.
    Here’s something’s that helped me
    1) Find some motivation- mine was understanding it was my last chance and not disappointing my loved ones
    2) Admitting you’re wrong is a start but talk is cheap. Making small changes is huge and backs up that talk
    3) Find someone to hold you accountable besides yourself
    Hope this helps man. Best of luck

  • @bryenhilton932
    @bryenhilton932 Před 2 lety

    Much respect for you for making this video man, I’m coming up on three years clean and it can be so difficult putting the bottle down, but it is possible, and I have faith that you can do it. Getting clean does not need to be done alone! If you can’t afford therapy I recommend something like AA or another twelve step program, because staying clean will always be easier with a support group. Stay strong man ❤️

  • @InCYnityy
    @InCYnityy Před 2 lety

    Damn… I have loved watching you for years and I really hope you’re able to find what you need. You’re and inspiration and loved by many. Please take care of yourself before anything else❤️

  • @knightofrose115
    @knightofrose115 Před 2 lety +8

    11:46 This one phrase will help through everything, at least for a young man like myself. Self respect and the respect of others is worth more than temporary “good” feelings. It will keep you feeling good because you give yourself reason to feel good about yourself

  • @DM-dy9oe
    @DM-dy9oe Před 2 lety +8

    1 day at a time Nero! Just for today! Keeping coming back it works if you work it , you’re worth it!

  • @brandonstones4695
    @brandonstones4695 Před 2 lety +1

    Man, you're not a loser. You are someone who is struggling. People struggling with mental health and addiction go back to like the Viking times, probably way before too. As someone who struggles personally, I think it's good that you are self-aware. You're on the journey to getting better, but it's a slow one. believe me. I'm an addict, I have borderline personality disorder, mild psychosis, anxiety and severe depression. I'm 34 and every day I'm working to become a better version of myself. It's taken me a long time to get here but I'm finally functioning and doing well. I still have bad days and hard times but I never give up trying to be the better me. I see similar things in you, with the honesty and wanting better. I hope you don't give up. I can see that you are close to having some sort of breakthrough. Again, this stuff moves slowly. But think how much time you've given already. I believe if you just keep trying the way you are, and keep reaching for a better you, one day soon, you will reach that next stage and be able to sigh a breath of relief.
    I watch your content because I'm invested in you. Keep being honest with yourself. Keep reaching for better. I don't think I'm going anywhere.
    Take care, friend!

  • @bigpanda9970
    @bigpanda9970 Před 2 lety

    Respect man. Stay strong - everyone out here has your back. For me, the gym became my outlet. Drinking interfered with my goals there, and so was mostly cut out (I'm talking like maybe a drink per week, if that). It sucks in the beginning but I promise it's worth it. Dug me out of the deepest hole I'd ever been in. Good luck Nero. Take care of yourself - you're worth it.

  • @senit2374
    @senit2374 Před 2 lety +4

    Damn Nero, since I found you, you have always been one of my favorite youtubers, and I think you still is. I don’t really care what you’ve had been saying, and I will still be here watching your videos. Hope you can get your shit together and get back on track in life. Good luck with it, you can do it 👍🏻

  • @Caliburnz
    @Caliburnz Před 2 lety +8

    It’s ok Nero, we all have our ups and downs and make mistakes but it always gets better in the end

  • @sam.guirguis
    @sam.guirguis Před 2 lety

    You really aren’t aware either how much videos like this help everyone else, we all feel as if people that have platforms are so perfect it’s really grounding hearing this from you, we’re here for you Neros and whenever you post a video I’m going to click and like it. ❤️

  • @Speechless_gameplay
    @Speechless_gameplay Před 2 lety

    I love you, man. You will get through this. Thank you for everything throughout the years.

  • @markschmechel3170
    @markschmechel3170 Před 2 lety +4

    You got this man. Life’s a journey for a reason, ups and downs happen. You know what you gotta do. Time to kill it brother!

  • @joshbakowski9721
    @joshbakowski9721 Před 2 lety +13

    Nero, you're one of my favorite youtubers. Top 3. I never miss a video. I'm sure i speak for a lot of people here.
    I (and we) support you.

    • @joshbakowski9721
      @joshbakowski9721 Před 2 lety

      @c0ya1 that he is. 1 of the few guys who keeps it real without being overly positive or negative.

    • @joshbakowski9721
      @joshbakowski9721 Před 2 lety

      @c0ya1 i honestly only know nero from that list haha

    • @joshbakowski9721
      @joshbakowski9721 Před 2 lety

      @c0ya1 I'll take a look at em, thanks for the recommendations!

  • @baileys_blog
    @baileys_blog Před 2 lety

    Nero, you have been one of the soul reasons I still play COD. Your insight and experiences with the franchise are unlike any other CZcamsr I have seen and you never, EVER give in to the “norm,” always challenging it to progress forward. This community YOU have built will always have your back and it is always a pleasure watching any content you put out there. Change is a slow and steady race and I wish you nothing but the best man; you’re in my thoughts and prayers.

  • @FieldsofCold
    @FieldsofCold Před 2 lety

    Love you Nero, no matter what you will always have my support. Your videos are terrific, don’t doubt yourself. Hope you start feeling better.

  • @iBreedNToast
    @iBreedNToast Před 2 lety +3

    Love you Nero

  • @ModernWarzone
    @ModernWarzone Před 2 lety +26

    I just wanna come here to publicly say I’m sorry for ever tweeting about it. I hope the best for you moving forward Nero… I really really do.
    Also after listening to the entire video I can tell you clearly mean what you’re saying, at least to the best of your ability. I know that having “support” doesn’t necessarily make it easier and can sometimes make it even more daunting to tackle, but I believe in you.

    • @TheCraftingProsHD
      @TheCraftingProsHD Před 2 lety +4

      Duce shut up you are a cod chill all you post and play is borezone there is MILLIONS OF GAMES TO PLAY IN THIS WORLD BESIDES BOREZONE

    • @Twykz
      @Twykz Před 2 lety

      🤨

    • @SuperLamboJatt
      @SuperLamboJatt Před 2 lety +1

      Don’t worry it’s not your fault nor is it Nero’s things happen just forgive and move on

    • @GameBangStudios
      @GameBangStudios Před 2 lety

      Imagine using Twitter

  • @stefaniverson2739
    @stefaniverson2739 Před 2 lety

    You got this man. I struggled with alcohol for a long time. I made a fool out of myself regularly and the people I surrounded myself with didn’t even know who I actually was because I had this persona of the macho construction worker I felt I had to upkeep when I was drunk, which was every hour I wasn’t working essentially. I’m 8 months sober as of 2 days ago and I’ve noticed countless improvements in my life. All this is to say that I failed many times within days before I could reach 8 months. It’s a constant daily effort to stay sober but it is doable. Sometimes rock bottom is what you need to reach your highest peak.

  • @flymofoisthebest3885
    @flymofoisthebest3885 Před 2 lety

    Nero dont worry bro we all love you and appreciate your honesty, dont give up, You be suprised how many ppl have struggles similar to yours and manage to over come them and be better than ever before!

  • @vicodinabuser
    @vicodinabuser Před 2 lety +7

    Just as everyone says in the comment section, I really hope you’re doing well at the moment and get the help you need. I love you Nero and please take care of yourself. Coming from a long time viewer before I even registered this CZcams account .

  • @Legendxtoli
    @Legendxtoli Před 2 lety +5

    We make mistakes Nero, life does get pretty scary, hopefully things will become clearer, wish you well dude!

  • @r0aky
    @r0aky Před 2 lety

    well done for going public with this, it takes real courage to accept the problem & not seek to blame anyone else. addiction is cruel. i’m a fairly new subscriber but i care, we all care for you Nero! get well soon, love from the UK

  • @shademe
    @shademe Před 2 lety

    Nero I sat here in my chair and heard you I listened to you and felt you. I can honestly say that you are one of the most brave person's that I've never met. My GOD as much as you feel you have lost , squandered, fucked up, someone else has done more. You are truly a real man and I thank you and hope someday to be half so strong. No apologies necessary here, stand up and dust off my boy I and many others will always look fwd to watching your videos. Thank you!