Life is so different | gaining strength & showing up

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  • čas přidán 8. 09. 2024
  • Thank you so much for watching. Sending hugs :)
    #grief #journey #healing
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    my email: rosakelly27‪@gmail.com‬
    Rosa Kelly
    PO Box 836
    San Lorenzo, Ca 94580

Komentáře • 63

  • @Scrappinology
    @Scrappinology Před měsícem +1

    Very sorry for your loss. I lost my mama 5 years ago and it feels like yesterday. It is as though a part of you is missing. There are still times I go to reach for a phone to call her and remember she won't answer. I find comfort watching videos of her or listening to voicemails she left me. Just look for signs from her...my mama sends them to me all the time. Big hugs and I can't say it will get easier because the loss of a mom never gets easier. Take care of you and good thing you are journaling.....it is a great way to vent.
    gina

  • @Nananors1
    @Nananors1 Před měsícem +7

    Dear Rosa, I am so sorry about your Mums passing. My Mum passed in 2010 and I still want to talk to her. But I take comfort in knowing that death is only temporary as the Bible says there will be a resurrection in John 5:28,29. I hope you and the girls had fun at Universal Studios, take care, Noreen

  • @yvonnealvizo
    @yvonnealvizo Před měsícem

    Sending condolences, much love and hugs to you and yours my friend. I am glad you are working in your journal to memorialize all of your happy memories with your Mother. Work and your girls can definitely be very good distractions for the pain you are feeling in your heart. Prayers for continued strength and happiness with your girls.🙏🕊️🥰🙋🏻‍♀️💜tfs

  • @Songbirdcraftsinc
    @Songbirdcraftsinc Před měsícem

    Im so very sorry for your loss. I lost a parent and it was so hard. I recently lost both my brother and my husband just 3 months apart. Very devastating but God has been my strength. I know God will continue to strengthen and give peace to you and your family. ❤

  • @vintologybylola7921
    @vintologybylola7921 Před měsícem

    Wow! Very brave of you to get in front of the camera and share your grief🙂. May all the sweet memories, the grief journal and love of those around you be of some comfort during this journey🫶. You have the best guardian angel ever…your mumma! She is in God’s ever loving arms and you two will be reunited someday! ❤. Prayers for your entire family🙏🙏

  • @DiValenz145
    @DiValenz145 Před měsícem +1

    Cancer literally sucks. I lost my husband to cancer a year and a half ago. I, like you, take it one day at a time. Life is not the same. It will never be the same. I still struggle with TIME. I have no concept of it. For example, when I am cooking breakfast. I feel it takes me like an hour, but it was only 15 minutes. I have this awful brain fog. Also, like you, work keeps my mind busy. I work...work...work. Then when I am NOT working. I look for stuff around the house to keep me busy. So, I get the grief you are going through. Sending prayer.
    Remember>>>>ONE day at a time!
    Hugs,
    ~diane

  • @CissyPantsCrafts
    @CissyPantsCrafts Před měsícem

    So sorry for your loss. You and your family are in my prayers.

  • @rosemaryhanson8776
    @rosemaryhanson8776 Před měsícem

    So sorry for your loss, it’s a terrible time for sure. Be kind to yourself. Sending big hugs and love

  • @robynpi
    @robynpi Před měsícem +1

    Hello Rosa, I've been following your video updates and can completely understand your pain. My mom's situation was a bit different from your mother, but painful and shocking just the same. My mom was healthy, happy, walked 3 miles every day, and 65 years young. I spoke to her on a Monday evening, and we had just booked our annual vacation with my sister. Three days later, my mother passed away from a brain aneurism. It was a total shock. She just had a physical 2 weeks earlier and was in tip-top shape. The doctor said it was a fluke, and there was really no way to anticipate a brain aneurism.
    4 weeks after my mother passed, my uncle, who suffered with Cerebral Palsy passed away, and 6 months later, my aunt passed away. Within one year, I planned 3 funerals by myself and had to clean-out and sell 3 separate homes. It was beyond stressful and overwhelming. To survive, I became completely numb and just pushed through the chaos. There was no other choice.
    Although I missed my mom dearly, it took me almost 2 years to fully grieve her death. She's been gone since 2008, but I always feel her presence and still have conversations with her in my mind. Remember, your mother will always be with you. She is in your DNA. She fills your mind with a lifetime of memories. She fills your heart with endless love. Her spirit will always guide and protect you. Whenever you have doubt, just look over your shoulder and know that she's there. I send much love and healing prayers to you and your family. Hugs, Robyn

    • @rosakellylifestyle
      @rosakellylifestyle  Před měsícem

      Oh Robyn, so sorry that must have been so difficult. so very sorry and thank you for sharing your story with me. I miss chatting with you. feel free to call me anytime. sending hugs

    • @robynpi
      @robynpi Před měsícem

      I miss you too! I'll reach out to you this week. Hugs!

  • @komaljhunjhunwala9206
    @komaljhunjhunwala9206 Před měsícem +1

    I was 20 when we lost my mom to cancer, the last two years of her life (me from 18-20) was extremely difficult for her and for our family with multiple chemotherapies, remission, not remission, reading between the reports, trying to save her at any cost but ultimately a time when there was nothing more to do and just pray for her and for our family for the beautiful years she gave us and raised us daughters. I miss her much, talk to her, I know she is watching me over and many a times proud of what her daughters turned out to be.. the hole in the chest feeling for me never went away.. I still feel that congestion at times..

  • @Maggita2015
    @Maggita2015 Před měsícem

    Losing someone is so painful ! I lost my dad almost 5 years ago and the pain still there. Hang in there ! Is it hard but do your best to keep on living! 💖hugs !

  • @brigitteballard6473
    @brigitteballard6473 Před měsícem

    So very sad for your loss Rosa. I also have lost my mum about 7 years ago now. I still miss her very much. You will never stop missing her but the pain does get easier to deal with. Keep the memory of her alive in your heart. Live your life for her as you know she will always be proud of you.

  • @jlynncal69
    @jlynncal69 Před měsícem

    🙏✝️💐Oh So sorry to hear this. My condolences.
    I was just wondering about your videos today and then your video showed up on my feed this past hour. God bless you all so much. Praying for you and your family. 🙏✝️💐

  • @KH-ko1kh
    @KH-ko1kh Před měsícem

    Oooh, I'm so sorry to hear of your mom's passing. I will say prayers for you and your family. God bless you and keep you. ❤️❤️‍🩹❤️

  • @SaltyBeachScrapper
    @SaltyBeachScrapper Před měsícem

    I am totally crying watching this. I’m sorry that you are going through this. Just letting you know I’m here for you and message me anytime. Hugs my friend 🤗

  • @Lilybet1316
    @Lilybet1316 Před měsícem +1

    There are no words gentle enough to comfort after your mom passes. I’m so sorry and send your whole family love. ❤️

  • @melvinnieves1964
    @melvinnieves1964 Před měsícem

    So sorry for your loss. A lot of good vibes.

  • @misla6360
    @misla6360 Před měsícem

    You are not alone ! Bisous du sud de la France ❤☀️

  • @noemibarajas7613
    @noemibarajas7613 Před 29 dny

    So very sorry for your loss Rosa.

  • @rowiegrl
    @rowiegrl Před měsícem

    Rosa, I’m am so very sorry for your loss😢 keeping you in my prayers ❤️🙏🏻

  • @09Melina
    @09Melina Před měsícem

    Oh sweetheart 🥺 my heart and thoughts are with you and your family….during this very difficult time ….i understand as I lost a loved one…..so quickly after their diagnosis….so I feel your pain…..🫶 sending much love from Australia 🫶

  • @cozycraftycat6759
    @cozycraftycat6759 Před měsícem

    I am so sorry for your loss.

  • @nildapantoja4161
    @nildapantoja4161 Před měsícem

    So sorry for your loss .Paz y Fortaleza para ti y Familia

  • @theresacorbe
    @theresacorbe Před měsícem

    Dear, sweet Miss Rosa. I know how I have told you before that my heart is with you. I did not know how quickly your Mom passed though. I pray that the girls are finding ways to help with their grief and to help you through yours. On a fun note, your comment about cooking is so spot on. Some of us are just not made to be kitchen workers! I sort of like cooking, but the stress of planning a meal every night is UGH! I need a chef, too. Love you lots, and always praying for you and your family. 🧡🧡🧡🧡

  • @Sircaymen
    @Sircaymen Před měsícem

    I've recently lost my mom to Parkinson Plus. It was a horrible thing to watch her go through. I understand your pain. Watching and being there for your mom. I still also want to call her, reach out to her. We were lost for awhile, we were the adults now, no one to fall back on. It's scary thing to think about. I'll keep you in my prayers. I know I'll see my mom again in heaven, like you said about yours. What a comfort right. God bless you and your kids.

  • @marygiuliano1891
    @marygiuliano1891 Před měsícem

    Thank you for sharing. Life is hard sometimes but always beautiful. My mother lived with us for four years after my father passed in 2020. I had to put her in care for her Alzheimer’s in February. Nothing makes you feel more vulnerable than suddenly being the parent when your parents are no longer here. Focus on small things and your beautiful kids.

  • @elainesewell8250
    @elainesewell8250 Před měsícem

    Sorry for your loss 😢

  • @annlane1358
    @annlane1358 Před měsícem

    You are amazing, never forget that... It's ok to feel sad and missing your mum, it just shows how close you were and how much love you had for each other. I'm sure she is watching over you, your guardian angel who is always looking out for you! Thank you for sharing, thinking of you, hugs x

  • @aliceharbour5926
    @aliceharbour5926 Před měsícem

    So sorry about your mom. Its tough. 😢 my heart feels for you. No matter our age, losing our mom is a major heartache. I was 45. 14 years ago. One day at a time...thats the best we can do. Lean on the Lord, and just breathe. God bless and comfort you, sweet lady. 🙏🏻

  • @lynetteclarke8059
    @lynetteclarke8059 Před měsícem +1

    I’m so sorry Rosa so hard losing a parent I felt like a part of me died too when I lost my dad and mom life isn’t the same and yes still beautiful but in a different way . For me grieving will always be an ongoing process , 15 years since I lost my dad who was my biggest supporter and 6 years since I lost my beautiful mom . It doesn’t go away you just learn to live with it . Still finding the joy and happiness in things and I think the moment that i realized that it was going to be ongoing I became a little less stressed . You will find your joy again but it will be a little different . I wish I could give you a big hug sometimes we just need a hug so I’m sending one across the miles be kind to yourself and give yourself some grace mothers are irreplaceable so just grieve whatever way you have to and never feel bad for doing so xx

  • @scrapday_papercrafts
    @scrapday_papercrafts Před měsícem

    So sorry for your loss Rosa. May you find comfort. Take care. We are all here for you

  • @michellenadraszky8712
    @michellenadraszky8712 Před měsícem

    Big hugs. Never apologize for showing your grief. What a beautiful journal you are creating to house your thoughts & feelings of your life with your Mom. Xo

  • @ATraceofSparkle
    @ATraceofSparkle Před měsícem +1

    Hi Rosa, I am so sorry to hear about your Mom. I can see how difficult this is for you. Loss is so very hard. 😢 Sending loving hugs and prayers for you and your family. The grieving journal is such a good idea. ❤ I hope you find peace and comfort and happiness and healing. ❤️‍🩹 Thank you for sharing this difficult time with us and for being vulnerable. Thankful we will get to see our loved ones again and that keeps me going. Hang in there sweetie. 😘 xoxo ~Jenifer

  • @rosanna229
    @rosanna229 Před měsícem

    ❤❤❤❤😢🎉 so sorry Rosa , my heart goes out to you and your family. Xx

  • @BittyPenny
    @BittyPenny Před měsícem

    Hello Rosa, So sorry for your loss. You have always been such an inspiration and this vlog is no exception. Wishing you peace 🕊️ good luck with construction, and keep your chin up through these difficult times. ✂️📄🌸🙌💕🌈🦋🌻🌞

  • @CraftyCraftsByDeanna
    @CraftyCraftsByDeanna Před měsícem

    Rosa, I am so sorry for your loss. Your mom is your angel. She is with you every day. You will see her one day in heaven and what a glorious state that will be Hugs sweetie

  • @shellyn.790
    @shellyn.790 Před měsícem

    I know how you feel. My mom has been gone for 8 years and I miss her cooking, her hugs and her voice calling me by my nickname. ❤ Kids really help and they help you keep going.

  • @darlenescreativejourney6755

    Thank you for sharing Rosa. My Dad passed in 1994 and my Mom in 2006 it does get easier and your missing them changes : life is never the same

  • @shabbypinkhouse
    @shabbypinkhouse Před měsícem

    I’m so sorry to hear about your Mom, Rosa. I completely understand your pain. I lost my Dad many years ago and my 2 sisters, one older and one younger. There are just no words anyone can say to take away the pain and fill that hole in your heart. All you can do is put one foot in front of the other and take one step at a time, one day at a time. Praying that your memories with your Mom will bring you peace. May God surround you and your family with His loving arms to bring you comfort and heal your broken hearts. Hugs and blessings, Christine 🙏❤

  • @user-zr4je4nw6i
    @user-zr4je4nw6i Před měsícem

    Rosa, there is nothing to be sorry for as you share your grief. It is an incredible loss when our mother passes. Loving memories will slowly fill the sadder areas in your heart but it takes time. You are an absolute wonder sharing your creativity with us and now sharing your loss. Thank you for trusting us with your sorrow. You are in my thoughts and prayers. Stay strong and kind. Patricia

  • @valtracey326
    @valtracey326 Před měsícem +1

    I’m so sorry. 🙏🏻 Prayers for you.

  • @terijones2400
    @terijones2400 Před měsícem

    Never Apologize! Grief is linear-don't let anyone give you time limits..I lost my mother in 2015 and I still find a memory that pops in my head and I cry my eyes out..As time passes on, you will learn how to heal your heart.. The worst pain in the world I ever felt was the loss of my mother..I pray for your healing strength. #Godspeed

  • @annamartinez9059
    @annamartinez9059 Před měsícem

    Your in my thoughts 💕

  • @linden211
    @linden211 Před měsícem

    I'm very sorry for your loss of your Mom

  • @BastelnmitNilam
    @BastelnmitNilam Před měsícem

    ❤Dear Rosa, i am so sorry for your loss. My mum passed away 2005. Your words are so true, it will never be the same but she will be there for you when you need her the most. You are a strong heartful woman. Your mum will always be in your heart and will help you as my mum did and does for me. Sending you a big Hug❤

  • @marcialedbetter438
    @marcialedbetter438 Před měsícem

    Losing my Mom was one of the hardest things in my life. We had a great relationship. She was been gone a very long time, but I still miss her terribly. Things do get better but she will always have a place in my heart. Hang in there. Your Mom would admire your achievements. Hugs.

  • @melissasanchez213
    @melissasanchez213 Před měsícem

    My ❤ breaks for you and family. I 2 miss my mom even more as the years past. Praying 🙏 for you and yours.

  • @pamspicer97
    @pamspicer97 Před měsícem

    Praying Gods comfort and strength during this difficult time. 🙏

  • @rachaelnuchols764
    @rachaelnuchols764 Před měsícem

    I'm so sorry ❤. Praying for you all ❤

  • @amandagately6899
    @amandagately6899 Před měsícem

  • @deniseabate-smith1933
    @deniseabate-smith1933 Před měsícem

    Xoxo 🩷Rosa thank you for sharing.
    Yes all we can do is continue to move forward.
    Find joy wherever and whenever you can.
    Enjoy Universal Studios.
    I can’t wait to see all of the pics.
    PS Beautiful ADU May I move in 😁🤣😂🥳
    Have a awesome weekend.🥰

  • @teresitalamas5304
    @teresitalamas5304 Před 24 dny

    Rosa she would want you to be happy because she loved you very much and when we live we want shopgirl the ones we love.

  • @beckyflener3434
    @beckyflener3434 Před měsícem

    I am so sorry Rosa for your loss.

  • @loisr3970
    @loisr3970 Před měsícem

    😇🤲🙏

  • @erinmurphyart4590
    @erinmurphyart4590 Před měsícem

    Looks like an orb floating across your shirt at 19:40-19:41when you’re talking about what to cook.

  • @lisamccullough5150
    @lisamccullough5150 Před 23 dny

    Can I ask how old your mom was?

  • @teresitalamas5304
    @teresitalamas5304 Před 24 dny

    Horse radish is very spice and whitish hope that’s not what you put in the chicken 😱

  • @Lilybet1316
    @Lilybet1316 Před měsícem

    Please, when you have a deep cut, get it checked by a doctor. I know there is never time to deal with it but you and your well-being are the most important. 🙏🏻🩷🙂