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DISCOVERING THAT I WAS INFECTED WITH HIV IN PRISON

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  • čas přidán 9. 08. 2021
  • I SURVIVED TWO ATTEMPTED SUICIDES AFTER REALISING THAT I CONTRACTED HIV IN PRISON.

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  • @blueprint_says7264
    @blueprint_says7264 Před 3 lety +159

    If STRONG was a person 😭 and now we know that he's not the only one who went through this, baningi😞 ayyy

  • @hismajesty365
    @hismajesty365 Před 3 lety +257

    I repeat. A strong gent this is... Today's episode is very sad, the guy jas let us in on yet another vulnerability. I'm moved by his story and I feel the pain he has endured. I celebrate the fact that he is out here, educating us and opening our eyes to the horrors he has gone through so we don't have to.

    • @simpleforex1299
      @simpleforex1299 Před 3 lety +5

      Absolutely , this 10 min video is more than 10 years of someone's else experience.

    • @hismajesty365
      @hismajesty365 Před 3 lety +1

      @@simpleforex1299 i couldn't agree more

    • @camlifeproduction7608
      @camlifeproduction7608 Před 2 lety

      I was raped by my stepfather, cousin, ex boyfriend and my mother died without knowing. czcams.com/video/P0V0o1ZUpAU/video.html

    • @wonderwano
      @wonderwano Před 2 lety

      gent? thats not a gent. That''s a man.

  • @sandile84
    @sandile84 Před 3 lety +235

    These stories should be in the school curriculum as part of a subject, seriously. They must be told at Grade 7 & repeated at Grade 8.

    • @Duma_Mphondi
      @Duma_Mphondi Před 2 lety

      Showed my grade 09 learners this one we were talking about about rape kwi L.O

  • @Mzuvhukile
    @Mzuvhukile Před 3 lety +161

    This man has earned my respect. God bless you my brother for being so open and honest about your life experiences. God will help you recover and give you the strength to deal with what you’ve gone through. You are making a difference with these stories. Keep up the great work. 👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾

  • @victoriamokoatle8241
    @victoriamokoatle8241 Před 3 lety +106

    Respect for this gentleman its not easy to open up like this about your status and experiencing rape in prison most man can barely talk about their feelings for him to open up about something so deep cant be easy ... salute

    • @nduduzokhanyile5486
      @nduduzokhanyile5486 Před 3 lety +1

      Watching him and all the pain and scars he inflicted in prison is just so sad and makes one emotional. I can really feel his pain. The pain of imagining another man entering you is just so unbearable.😭💔

  • @siyamckeys5978
    @siyamckeys5978 Před 2 lety +35

    This is so emotional. If the education department can hire this gentleman to create awareness to schools, his testimony can help lots of young people in schools.

  • @OslinaM
    @OslinaM Před 3 lety +79

    This guy's story breaks my heart hle 💔😭

    • @sanelemshengu2974
      @sanelemshengu2974 Před 3 lety +2

      You look beautiful....

    • @OslinaM
      @OslinaM Před 3 lety +1

      @@sanelemshengu2974 oh thank you

    • @GroovVictim
      @GroovVictim Před 3 lety

      I'm leaving this comments coz Ive seen your comments in other videos

    • @OslinaM
      @OslinaM Před 3 lety

      @@GroovVictim bathong 😂😂😂😂

  • @bonniem5963
    @bonniem5963 Před 3 lety +77

    His story has touched me the most. He's so candid and him referring to the interviewer as bhut wam speaks greatly about his character. His strength is incredible to me. I pray he is healing from his trauma.
    The conversations around prison reform need to centre these stories. There's absolutely no reason why a 17 year old who was on drugs who was not even a violent criminal can be put in the same space as men serving decades long sentences

    • @bonniem5963
      @bonniem5963 Před 3 lety +6

      @Mbulelo Koli Please consider all the circumstances around what led him to a life of crime. If we are ever going to decrease the prison population and rehabilitate our youth, the literal future of this country we need to firstly lead with empathy and put emphasis on rehabilitation and preventing reoffending. Focusing on punishing young people that can be saved is literally destroying our country. We're better than this and should do better.

    • @bonniem5963
      @bonniem5963 Před 3 lety

      @Mbulelo Koli I'm sorry for what you have gone through, I truly pray upon you.

    • @camlifeproduction7608
      @camlifeproduction7608 Před 2 lety

      I was raped by my stepfather, cousin, ex boyfriend and my mother died without knowing. czcams.com/video/P0V0o1ZUpAU/video.html

  • @schoolofself-mastery7573
    @schoolofself-mastery7573 Před 3 lety +75

    Sometimes the best way to learn is through others experiences. Lets share this because it can help our society tremendously.
    My brother life is not a written script. you are helping so many people right by telling your story, Thank you. I'm sorry for what you went through its more than we can even comprehend. May you find peace.

  • @tessdoyle9836
    @tessdoyle9836 Před 3 lety +72

    If you just add subtitles your channel will spread like wild fire and will be gold.

  • @UnrelatedSiblings123
    @UnrelatedSiblings123 Před 2 lety +17

    I literally shed a tear. Its how you always stress out that ''Hay ngemvume yam'' that cuts deep. You did not deserve what you went through. It was never your fault indeed. Im glad that you managed to forgive yourself and came out even stronger. Your life has a purpose. I love you Bhuti

  • @miltonntozini9982
    @miltonntozini9982 Před 3 lety +69

    1 day in jail is equals to 10 Days, 10 days is equals to a month, 1 month is equals to 1 year. I felt this line, yhoooo

  • @eSKay_47
    @eSKay_47 Před 3 lety +72

    These stories need to be told and we need more.

  • @ntokozosibiya759
    @ntokozosibiya759 Před 3 lety +18

    You can see the pain in eyes🥺 and hear his voice 😭that this really damaged him,💔😔 jail is the last place anyone would want to be in

  • @ayandadlamini7982
    @ayandadlamini7982 Před 3 lety +33

    He’ll do well as a motivational speaker! I can only pray that more and more young people could learn from his past experiences. God bless his heart for speaking up and motivating others 🙏🏿♥️

  • @emmanuelgwintsa5282
    @emmanuelgwintsa5282 Před 3 lety +32

    The pain in his voice😥

  • @akon9819
    @akon9819 Před 3 lety +23

    This guy is really strong but hasn't fully recovered emotionally

  • @patricianaha2010
    @patricianaha2010 Před 3 lety +11

    😭😭😭😭😭 the pain in his eyes!!! There is soo much going on inside the prison no wonder our brothers have turned out to be monsters💔💔💔💔💔💔💔

  • @khulekaninzimande8215
    @khulekaninzimande8215 Před 3 lety +15

    You're the bravest man I've ever seen, brother.

  • @sanelegcwabaza4160
    @sanelegcwabaza4160 Před 3 lety +16

    This is so heartbreaking 💔 hope he gets more strength!

  • @hlatsemogano4472
    @hlatsemogano4472 Před 3 lety +19

    For some reason i love that it doesn't have substiles ,yet i don't know hear much of what their saying but the stories sound very interesting for me to go learn more of the language(sounds Zulu).

  • @Mo_Zinho
    @Mo_Zinho Před 3 lety +43

    💔 this guy has gone through the most.

  • @njabulomagagula1445
    @njabulomagagula1445 Před 3 lety +12

    I think that this is an incredible man. His story is truly worth telling. Teaches and touches. I hope that this channel or show provides guests with help in terms of counseling or therapy for the betterment of the guest's psyche. I cannot imagine how terrified he must have been to open up about his life like this.

  • @godsfavourite6134
    @godsfavourite6134 Před 3 lety +12

    ... and some idiots still say prisoners are enjoying themselves in prison coz they eat salads, this guy's story shows its real hell inside, may God bless him.

  • @kevininspiredkevininspired1375

    Iyoo this guy is so vulnerable. He is is also a great motivation. I love his personality, I cried throughout this episode.

  • @bohtallwalker3884
    @bohtallwalker3884 Před 3 lety +20

    I've just reached another level of respect from watching this video. Long live brother 👊🏽.

  • @Carismaticsa
    @Carismaticsa Před 3 lety +19

    I have no words after this just pain, anguish and tears.

    • @hismajesty365
      @hismajesty365 Před 3 lety +2

      You can't help but feel for him. But I'm happy it's all over and he is a free man trying to open our eyes so we don't have to experience the same thing

  • @mthunzi6331
    @mthunzi6331 Před 3 lety +30

    This brother's message needs to be heard by more ears.

  • @wisanimkhacane7245
    @wisanimkhacane7245 Před 3 lety +8

    This content should be seen by all the boys who are 15 and above. Thats where alot of bad decisions are made and you end up being in jail. This guy is very strong ....i commend you sir

    • @ttma4476
      @ttma4476 Před 3 lety +2

      My nephew right now! He is currently at Sunc city, not sentenced. He is in trial. I got him arrested. Enough was enough. I suffered much loss due to him. Now in debts because of him! The problem. Is, I still love him, a lot, a whole lot lot lot. No day goes without me thinking about him and telling mom how much I. Miss him, how much I miss touching him, feeling him, buying. Him something, asking. If he did his schoolwork etc. Asking if he wants a Kota or something else.
      I keep dreaming about him, one time I dreamt about him not able to walk and it seemed like he was raped. I'm wiping a year as I type this and remembering this dream.

    • @wisanimkhacane7245
      @wisanimkhacane7245 Před 3 lety

      @@ttma4476 alot of mistakes happen at age 14 to 19. I wish that he will return safely and fully rehabilitated. This message should reach more and more youth. It must be preached at schools, played in free to air channels. We need to get the message accross.

  • @anonymouscryptoboy2540
    @anonymouscryptoboy2540 Před 3 lety +10

    Dude has gone through the most damn. Love & strength to him

  • @flexcy_sa1127
    @flexcy_sa1127 Před 3 lety +15

    you can literally see the pain he went through in his eyes

  • @vincentmotonya2859
    @vincentmotonya2859 Před 2 lety +3

    This is the most honest guy interviewed on this show ,others paint themselves as saints and untouchable yet the reality is jail is hell. I can't imagine anyone including myself surviving what the this man has had to endure.

  • @onthatilebentley5942
    @onthatilebentley5942 Před 3 lety +6

    💗💗💗 My heart goes out to this gentleman. May he remain ever so faithful in the Lord.

  • @sthabisozwane1817
    @sthabisozwane1817 Před 3 lety +8

    Facts facts facts.... I got huge respect for this guy.✊🏾

  • @angelicalulu9853
    @angelicalulu9853 Před 3 lety +5

    Ohyini he's breaking my heart. I just want to hug him 😭😭

  • @HRH_Baron_of_Townships
    @HRH_Baron_of_Townships Před 2 lety +4

    We need this on national TV so youth can learn from this brave brave man...

  • @omphemetsetsiane2204
    @omphemetsetsiane2204 Před 2 lety +2

    Sad and harsh reality. I wish our kids could see these daily. At least one video a day. I see 13 year olds raising signs and shouting numbers then I watch these videos and a chill runs down my spine. Yohhh .. this grootman has my respect.

  • @dimaah_ct5319
    @dimaah_ct5319 Před 2 lety +2

    💔 so sad he had to learn in the most painful dehumanizing way of the choices of his life, I hope he continues to heal and find peace. Yho😢

  • @xolilenyawo9584
    @xolilenyawo9584 Před 2 lety +3

    Windoda emadodeni Mlungisi 🙌 Thank you for sharing your story, uNkulunkulu akugcine uqhubeke nakho konke okuhle okwenzayo

  • @reyteeuniversalvlogs1154
    @reyteeuniversalvlogs1154 Před 3 lety +4

    you made me cry. may God bless you man, this is sad but you the moost strong and beautiful soul ever

  • @nonhlahlam5346
    @nonhlahlam5346 Před 3 lety +6

    You are strong bhut' wami. uThixo akugcine, akulondoloze futhi akubusise.

  • @preciousprecious5850
    @preciousprecious5850 Před 3 lety +3

    You've been through a lot💔😭... but you are strong, may God bless you and heal ❤️

  • @siphosimelane1223
    @siphosimelane1223 Před 3 lety +14

    may god bless this brother he's a brave man

  • @siphephelongcobo4689
    @siphephelongcobo4689 Před 3 lety +6

    I've never been touched so much by these videos

  • @faithmkhize9265
    @faithmkhize9265 Před 3 lety +7

    I could listen to him talking all day.

  • @LadyT06
    @LadyT06 Před 3 lety +3

    *Abuti,I pray for strength and blessings upon **you.You** seem remorseful too since you've shared your stories.Thanks for sharing your story with us and please share where to purchase your book!*
    *This channel could soar or even secure a huge contract on Netflix/International networks,if only they could consider a simple plea of having SUBTITLES as their fanbase broad with people watching from other countries!*

  • @OslinaM
    @OslinaM Před 3 lety +64

    It would be nice to hear the prison stories from a female for a change please consider it.

    • @mzontsunduthetyana3353
      @mzontsunduthetyana3353 Před 3 lety +4

      Plus it's woman's month ne 😂👍🏾

    • @russelmtlokwa6058
      @russelmtlokwa6058 Před 3 lety +2

      Check them on Facebook Agenda Network they do have an interview of a female

    • @onthatilebentley5942
      @onthatilebentley5942 Před 3 lety +3

      And perhaps a warden

    • @OslinaM
      @OslinaM Před 3 lety +1

      @@russelmtlokwa6058 unfortunately I don't have it

    • @OslinaM
      @OslinaM Před 3 lety +1

      @@mzontsunduthetyana3353 lol no I'd just like to hear about their experiences

  • @siphumelelendlangisa995
    @siphumelelendlangisa995 Před 3 lety +7

    Oh Bawo, bless this guy coz he has been through the most 😢💔🙏🏾

  • @thandimabuza
    @thandimabuza Před 3 lety +27

    This guys stories get worse💔 can I get his contact least I can do is buy his book

    • @siyahadebe6141
      @siyahadebe6141 Před 3 lety +1

      Mmmmm Waze wamuhle kaMabuza

    • @lindamanana5982
      @lindamanana5982 Před 3 lety +1

      @@siyahadebe6141 haa uyancomana bo😂kade ngiwabona ama comments akho

    • @siyahadebe6141
      @siyahadebe6141 Před 3 lety +4

      @@lindamanana5982 😂😂 shuthi inhliziyo ivulekile

  • @thabomalefahlo4019
    @thabomalefahlo4019 Před 2 lety +1

    You survived that for a reason my brother, this stories need to be told form of curriculum at our schools extra one hour class after school

  • @proudlysa774
    @proudlysa774 Před 3 lety +4

    I respect this man and a half.Very brave.

  • @boitumelobuthelezi8960
    @boitumelobuthelezi8960 Před 3 lety +3

    I just found myself crying yoh... God be with you.

  • @thulanimbatha7454
    @thulanimbatha7454 Před 3 lety +4

    Bless this man.
    Great content guys.

  • @mthobisi3333
    @mthobisi3333 Před 3 lety +3

    U very strong and brave bro, may you prosper in everything that you do.

  • @sandilemoses3656
    @sandilemoses3656 Před 3 lety +15

    Maybe you not trying to reach a large audience. But if you are, please read the comments and add subtitles.

  • @juanitafortein8241
    @juanitafortein8241 Před 3 lety +2

    Eish his story is so sad. May you find peace in your heart. God never forsake his own. Bless you brother.

  • @BiancaLeesa
    @BiancaLeesa Před 2 lety +1

    I would really love to hear more from this guy, I'm watching this for the second time and it still moves me inside

  • @saleemazadsibiya5396
    @saleemazadsibiya5396 Před 3 lety +4

    I wish God blesses 🙌 you and gives you strength cause of the hardships you've endured

  • @emmahchauke1024
    @emmahchauke1024 Před 3 lety +5

    His story is heartbreaking.. 😭

  • @ayandabanks2872
    @ayandabanks2872 Před 3 lety +8

    To the creators and contributors of this channel, ngiyabonga kukhulu ngeningi fundise khona. Angazi ngabe ngikuphi had I not stumbled upon your channel. Uma uwumuntu wesilisa owondlayo, izindlela zokondla kwakho zincipha kumbe zishabalala, ubugebengu kuba isilingo esikhulu ukudlula ngisho amantombazane ngoba usuke ufuna ukubamba isithunzi sakho njenge ndoda. Izindaba zenu zingikhumbuza njalo ukuthi kungani ijele kuyindawo engangifanele. Ngiyafisa nabanye bafunde, ukuthi irisk yobugebengu ayiwufanele umvuzo wakhona. Yinhle lento eniyenzayo, ukube benginamandla bengiyonixhasa ukuze niyenze lento yenu ifike nakomabona kude ngeprime time. Izandla zedlula ikhanda kumina.

  • @mrmanq9517
    @mrmanq9517 Před 3 lety +4

    Stay strong my brother...this is sooo sad!

  • @nompilokhanyile8100
    @nompilokhanyile8100 Před 3 lety +18

    Honestly I'm curious as to why you don't wanna put subtitles ngoba people have been suggesting it in most of your videos? Is this a passion project that you don't want to grow?

    • @chabalichabali8714
      @chabalichabali8714 Před 3 lety +1

      Hey they have been blue ticking us. Even though some people are willing to assist for free

    • @mzwandilethulasizwe7838
      @mzwandilethulasizwe7838 Před 3 lety +1

      No abafunde isiZulu nabo benza njena kumaLanguages abo. Bagcine sebesikhuluma Kabi ngoba sithatha izinto zethu sizixoxele bonke abantu

    • @wesleymarvelous1293
      @wesleymarvelous1293 Před 3 lety

      @@mzwandilethulasizwe7838 lolokushoko liciniso,kodvwa siyadzinga lwimi,lelitohlanganisa lomhlaba wethu wonkhe

  • @habeemchunu7247
    @habeemchunu7247 Před 3 lety +5

    This is such an informative channel it could be bigger than soft white underbelly
    Just that alot of people can't watch it due to no subtitles
    Hope this will change. Just my 2 cents 🤷

  • @loyisopetye1101
    @loyisopetye1101 Před 3 lety +2

    Nxesi bhuti. Yhini I really hope God helps him through everything.

  • @zimkhithamgweba
    @zimkhithamgweba Před 2 lety +1

    The only problem with this interview is that it ends and it's way too short ❤ 🙌 better than the biased one from the other channel though.

  • @alternativeview99
    @alternativeview99 Před 3 lety +2

    No need for Subtitles, as a Mopedi Man in Rural Sekhukhune i can understand 110%. wo asa kwego ga fotseke.

  • @bikohlongwane4737
    @bikohlongwane4737 Před 3 lety +5

    Please interview, Jub Jub, Bricks, Oscar and Pitch black afro

  • @mandymkapuza5529
    @mandymkapuza5529 Před 3 lety +4

    I really wish he can uplift the youth and help young boys who think prison it is a cool place. He looks soo humble. I respect him🙏
    I could listen to him the whole day. Taking notes.

  • @ebenezernkhwashu643
    @ebenezernkhwashu643 Před 2 lety +1

    May god be with you and give you strength and wisdom

  • @cebisilengcobo8426
    @cebisilengcobo8426 Před 2 lety +1

    This guy is sooo strong, I hope his partner iyamthanda and iyamhlonipha

  • @topshamahs
    @topshamahs Před 3 lety +7

    I'd like to know what he got a life sentence for as he seems like a nice person.

  • @mphogiftrabase7065
    @mphogiftrabase7065 Před 2 lety

    It takes a strong man to talk freely n openly not worried fathers be judged big up my bro

  • @lesgerit6662
    @lesgerit6662 Před 3 lety +2

    UJesu uyaphila. For us all would be really beneficial if singazinika ithuba sisaphila

  • @nqubekoprogresskubheka1900

    This brother is strong, I wish he could do motivational speaking cause these young boys of today are seriously in need of guidance.

  • @sihleawuvuyinatsengiwe8516

    God bless and heal this soul
    His brave

  • @itaniguga1083
    @itaniguga1083 Před 3 lety +1

    Thanks for sharing with us the story. If we pray and fast, maybe things will improve because it is clear that the Government has filed us.

  • @mbuyelomugwedi6341
    @mbuyelomugwedi6341 Před 3 lety +1

    This channel is the GOAT 🐐 !

  • @luyandamdingi9990
    @luyandamdingi9990 Před 2 lety +1

    What’s horrific and sad about this is that the Justice system is not doing anything about this and yet they are aware

  • @cynthiamagaga9061
    @cynthiamagaga9061 Před 3 lety +1

    A lot of our brothers encounter such acts in prison but they are too ashamed to talk about it... To them it is embarrassing; but gents this is how you heal and it is ok to raise awareness, you could be saving someone... May the Lord comfort you Sir

  • @hlamulotheodore3775
    @hlamulotheodore3775 Před 3 lety +1

    Heal my brother. Such a strong man

  • @evanschikozho1159
    @evanschikozho1159 Před 2 lety

    This man has a heart of steel to open up about such traumatic events as such yeah neh l hope he finds peace nd grace in life

  • @Mo_Zinho
    @Mo_Zinho Před 3 lety +10

    Maar bafethu, men who chow other men are just F up!

  • @snenhlanhlakhumalofitnessc7312

    I think this deserves to be in a book

  • @nolwazimkhize4047
    @nolwazimkhize4047 Před 2 lety

    This has to be the most saddest episode . :( . I am so glad that he has healed from all of this

  • @zakithiganyaza5525
    @zakithiganyaza5525 Před rokem

    This is sad and painful.I never see someone who makes himself so vulnerable in public media

  • @simphiwengwenya4337
    @simphiwengwenya4337 Před 2 lety

    in tears listening to mlungisi....may GOD continue to comfort you , heal you, bless you , restore you... your suicide werent a sucess cause GOD had a purpose with your life...thank you for sharing with us. so wish agenda network can play such stories on national tv bazobona abafana kunzima njaniii..

  • @mpumelelodlamini4284
    @mpumelelodlamini4284 Před 2 lety

    brother sorry for every pain ....one for sure God has a special purpose ngawe thats why u survived ....please if u find a chance never go back there is so much ahead

  • @clivegameinnmg7055
    @clivegameinnmg7055 Před 3 lety

    My brother i hope you find peace. your story is very painful. Those people who do this dont deserve to live at all.

  • @b-annm5571
    @b-annm5571 Před 3 lety +2

    I LOVE YOUR COURAGE!!!REGARDS

  • @mollessabariri9964
    @mollessabariri9964 Před 2 lety

    He is a very strong man
    He has been through the worst and is still fighting strong and walking tall

  • @mosimanegapedipudi7458
    @mosimanegapedipudi7458 Před 3 lety +1

    These videos clearly shows how there is nothing CORRECTIONAL about the CORRECTIONAL SERVICES in this country. I personally aint scared of these places but people i would meet inside(Me doing my time and falling victim to a gang number or mission).

  • @trazerteka3934
    @trazerteka3934 Před 2 lety +2

    Such a handsome guy I'm so sorry

  • @mrwacks4705
    @mrwacks4705 Před 2 lety +1

    Damn. Peace be with you brother.

  • @nzululwazimtolo1269
    @nzululwazimtolo1269 Před 2 lety

    oh God this is so painful, may the good Lord heal you my brother completely. uphole bhuti.

  • @thuthukanimasondo9620
    @thuthukanimasondo9620 Před 3 lety

    You're strong my brother. Our government can do more to stop prisons from being he'll & crush all number gangs! I wish you all the best. You're so much of a motivation to society. Stay strong 💪🏾

  • @zanelepemvani8159
    @zanelepemvani8159 Před 3 lety +4

    How do i contact this gentleman?

  • @xolintusi966
    @xolintusi966 Před 2 lety +1

    This guy, though. God bless you, brother...

  • @profesandumenamibia4834
    @profesandumenamibia4834 Před 3 lety +6

    Agenda Network please for the last time; - put subtles or any form of translation to aid those of us who don't understand SA indigenous languages. I have greater passion for these honorary life-learning projects but due to language barrier I am left in the total dark. Improve please. (With love, from Namibia)

  • @sandilenzama3245
    @sandilenzama3245 Před 3 lety +2

    This guy is in pain i can feel it i know wat he is going thru iv worked with a guy with this problem

  • @talkshow1881
    @talkshow1881 Před 3 lety +2

    Stay in school guys, Jail is no laughing matter 😭😭