I Have To Speak My Truth | Watch this while u do other things??

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  • čas přidán 21. 08. 2024
  • It's past the midnight hour. I am feeling vulnerable sharing this. I am nothing and everything, right and wrong, light and dark, beautiful and grotesque.Take what feels right and leave the rest behind. Don't take my word as gospel. I am bowing down to You.

Komentáře • 310

  • @badactor3323
    @badactor3323 Před 6 lety +120

    “I’m too much of an empath for my own good, “ Hitomi says as she wipes away a tear.

  • @mothastrud
    @mothastrud Před 6 lety +59

    You definitely are a healer, you have such a loving and nurturing heart. You help us all with your videos.

  • @shraddhanipurte639
    @shraddhanipurte639 Před 6 lety +148

    I trust the energy and to all those who are hurt, sending my love to you all and may all your worries teach you to love yourself more, grow and then, may they permanently pass away. Thank you Hitomi for spreading love.

    • @lisa-lm8bb
      @lisa-lm8bb Před 6 lety +1

      this is so well put. thank you

  • @Fmiranda814
    @Fmiranda814 Před 6 lety +32

    In regards to posting your body and occasionally feeling guilt or shame around it, I agree that people are conditioned to think that women's bodies are some kind of tool used for approval, coercion, or manipulation. Especially with the current climate where online personalities are something people aspire to be or look to for inspiration. People will take their feelings of inadequacy, jealousy, etc.. and project them on to you and as you've mentioned many times, this is not a reflection of you but of problems they have with themselves. The human body is a beautiful thing and I think the general populace sometimes feels shame or embarrassment when we see someone embrace it and we find ourselves looking in awe or admiration. The biggest disservice people do is compare themselves to others. We're all beautiful in our own ways but we tend to focus so much on what makes others beautiful that we neglect to appreciate ourselves. It's something that takes a lot of courage to do and you should never feel bad about it because there are people out there (like me) who find it motivational. We need more people like you to help the world see that while our bodies can be beautiful, they are simply vessels for something much greater. We all grow old. Physical beauty if temporary. We place so much emphasis on our exterior when the real beauty is found within. I will say that I personally find you beautiful because I watch your content and I know the person inside is full of love and it shines from the inside out, regardless if you're covered all the way up or wearing shorts and a tank top. And that kind of beauty is timeless.

  • @teganw2686
    @teganw2686 Před 6 lety +76

    Trauma strengthens the mind i agree Of course the trauma is very raw at first and so scary to deal with, but over time I swear experiencing trauma makes you as a person so much more sympathetic to other human beings when they experience something of the same or different kind of trauma and more wise defiantly
    Thank you your rambles are very much appreciated Hitomi I love you x

    • @teganw2686
      @teganw2686 Před 6 lety

      I understand how you feel about the gender pronouns it is hard to practise and use even though you understand its purpose and importance
      it takes time to use the inclusive language, helping through teaching instead of spreading hate or criticising people is so so important !!!!! XO

  • @beatrizrosa2272
    @beatrizrosa2272 Před 6 lety +49

    I don't think you should delete this. Really relatable and makes you think. We shouldn't feel bad or hate ourselfs for comparing to others because we've been raised to be like that. We have to deconstruct and learn every day

  • @OS-wx5vs
    @OS-wx5vs Před 6 lety +56

    This is why I have always loved your channel, it’s just so real. You talk so freely and it just feels like I’m there having a conversation with you. I’m so glad to have a friend like you 💖

  • @uby82
    @uby82 Před 6 lety +89

    I hope you start to make podcasts, I really like these type of vids

  • @nataliejakobsen1783
    @nataliejakobsen1783 Před 6 lety +15

    Don’t delete this! This is why we love you so much! Your rants are what connect us to you! Rants shows us that we are all humans and we can’t always says exactly the things we want to say and that is okay. We also understand with energy not always with words. Everytime you upload a rant, I sit down with my tea and listen to everything you say! It makes me feel safe and understood. Even though I listen to you through a screen, there is a connection, a loving one. Please do not feel like you rants are messy because they are not! Love you Hitomi and thank you from the bottom of my heart for you sharing your light into this world❤️

  • @brettpullen7853
    @brettpullen7853 Před 6 lety +132

    Don't delete, this is fantastic content!!

  • @vishnumohan6795
    @vishnumohan6795 Před 6 lety +92

    when you had to count your sisters 😂 keep going. one love.

  • @maries360healing7
    @maries360healing7 Před 6 lety +14

    Hitomi i love you and i see you. Don't change or delete anything about or this video. I appreciate you always being here for us. Additionally, this is why you are so special because you are authentically you. I'm an empath and I truly understand what you are saying. Being an empath is certainly a gift. Our makeup will never allow us to do harm intentionally. Whenever I've hurt someone i can't rest until i right my wrong and I'm thankful for that. This gift keeps my ego entirely suppressed and dormant. Keep being you. Keep doing what you are doing! This is your life's purpose and always continue on your path. I'm 41 yrs old and I will tell you i look up to you. Age doesn't matter because you are true to yourself. Your true gift is helping people and you are doing that. Take care and blessings!

    • @TheSandyNas
      @TheSandyNas Před 6 lety +2

      Marie Mendenhall you're speaking real truth👸

  • @RUBIZEN
    @RUBIZEN Před 6 lety +15

    It sounds like you're excited about the chance to help someone. Thats a good thing. A lot of people would feel like hiding that. Just don't forget to take care of yourself.

  • @RandyTheAmazing3
    @RandyTheAmazing3 Před 6 lety +20

    I love you hitomi and I wish I could sit down and talk with you in person and just like have some tea and chat about the complexities of the universe. Thank you for this space of splice on this wide open world of the internet 💕

  • @iamnemoo
    @iamnemoo Před 6 lety +43

    You should call your fans 'hitos' since 'hito' is japanese for person/people 人

  • @isabellafriis9952
    @isabellafriis9952 Před 6 lety +23

    I was planning to paint tonight and this video could not come at a more perfect time xxx you're uploading so much lately and it has been brightening my days, stay shiny beautiful ! Sending love from New Zealand x

  • @carmella3499
    @carmella3499 Před 6 lety +1

    Wow so much of what you said and so much of who you are reflects alot of who I am and what I'm striving. Just how you randomly sing, your empathy, your passion. Your desire to change the world and change the lives around you. I feel that. Don't delete the video! It's a great reminder honestly. Keep doing you, you're so incredible.

  • @onewish2230
    @onewish2230 Před 6 lety +45

    You are a truly beautiful person

  • @callunya
    @callunya Před 6 lety +18

    Greatful for you, Hitomi ❤ Also, yes I like Hitomi's Homies, I think it's pretty cute!
    So glad I got to catch this before going to sleep. Feeling so calmy positive and inspired now, and excited to wake up tomorrow and carry this energy on. Goodnight!

  • @melopepo
    @melopepo Před 6 lety +2

    As a very sensitive, empathetic person myself, I feel very thankful and connected hearing similar thoughts and feelings coming from you. Thank you for opening up to us and letting us see you. I see you. Thank you.

  • @imim6800
    @imim6800 Před 6 lety +3

    Hi hitomi!! The thing you were talking about in regards to healing yourself after trauma through changing your neural pathways probably is called neuroplasticity!! It is super cool and everyone can do it if they take the time out of their day to practice mindsight and mindfullness. In psychology we believe every part of the body and mind must be integrated to be able to function properly, and by practicing mindsight and practicing redirecting your thoughts is a really useful tool for integration ❤ thank you for bringing this to everyone's attention! I truly believe you are such an amazing person for doing what you do, and I can speak for a lot of people when I say you really do change lives and you probably don't even know to what extent 💘💘💘

  • @chairwomantoast
    @chairwomantoast Před 6 lety +33

    I want to hug her so bad

  • @Estherhearts
    @Estherhearts Před 6 lety

    Such a breath of fresh air when I hear you pour out your soul. It helps. I work at an office job and its easy to start off course and un grounded. Thank you for grounding me again.

  • @sushiserver
    @sushiserver Před 6 lety +2

    Tuning in to your videos is my favourite part of the day. I can truly feel how genuine and authentic you are. You are such a healer and a giver, I hope you know and feel that we are sending you positive vibes and prayers your way in return. The universe sent you with a plan.

  • @abbiewilliams8645
    @abbiewilliams8645 Před 5 lety

    I'm so grateful I found your channel. You've educated me on loving myself and my body as a woman, accepting others for who they are, appreciating what is around me and staying positive overall. I cannot express how thankful I am for that, I could never say enough. I really enjoyed this video, it had me reflecting all week on everything you mentioned. I feel like that's when you know something is doing you good because it's helping you to see things in a different light and be more grateful for what you've seen or been through because someone else is sharing their thoughts. Please continue to be your amazing, beautiful, spiritual self xxxxx

  • @hayley2422
    @hayley2422 Před 6 lety

    We woman are healers so go and embody that feminine energy! Sending lots of love! 💕

  • @ericayen2543
    @ericayen2543 Před 6 lety +2

    You have such a kind loving soul. I am also struggling with anxiety and panic attacks and just knowing there are people like you makes the world feel a bit more bearable. It’s a bit of relief to know we’re not alone in this struggle and to know that there are others who have learned to cope and are there to help others in this process. Thank you.

  • @DarceyjadeX
    @DarceyjadeX Před 6 lety

    Encouraging strong women to hide because it makes others insecure is not a solution to the problem. You are being an amazing example. It's all love ❤️❤️

  • @dreamswithmeCHANNEL
    @dreamswithmeCHANNEL Před 6 lety +3

    Empathy it is like a blessing and a curse ❤️but it's our curse and this is what makes us so connected to all 🌸you are strong Hitomi🌿

  • @cecejones7607
    @cecejones7607 Před 6 lety +34

    MAKE A PODCAST PLEASE !💛

  • @xopinkhearts215
    @xopinkhearts215 Před 6 lety

    Lots of bloggers are spreading vanity, avarice, greed, etc. It’s not always their fault they think that way but it pollutes the world. It is a breath of fresh air to find a CZcamsr who wants to spread pure love, honesty, introspection, self discovery, healing, etc. Thank you for making spirituality and honesty cool ❤️

  • @aoibh1802
    @aoibh1802 Před 6 lety +10

    you could make a second channel for this sort of content because it is just as helpful, inspiring and grounding as every other video you make. 💜 your words are more valuable than you even know. love you endlessly. x

  • @monicasanchez388
    @monicasanchez388 Před 6 lety

    I actually cried with this video because it made me feel so full of hope and empty of fears. You really heal people, this video just gave me another vision of myself and i'm so grateful for everything i've been throught because it lend me here, right now. And now I'm so ready for everything. You are amazing. Thank u

  • @badactor3323
    @badactor3323 Před 6 lety +74

    I don’t see gender as entirely male or entirely female. I see it as a continuum between estrogen and testosterone and the influence those forces have had on our development, be it physical or mental.

    • @SuperWorldDance
      @SuperWorldDance Před 6 lety +10

      Bad Actor omgg, just the other day i was studying for test in human biology, the subject i have in uni... and one part was expaining just this. There are no "pure" women or men, its just a flow, physical, biochemical and all, between the two. We dont exist black and white. Sexes are two points on a line, but not extreme points. We both have same "existing patterns", in every way you can imagine, its just some have more of something and less of something else, and vice versa.

    • @annakathabraun9107
      @annakathabraun9107 Před 6 lety

      I'm def not too educated on the topic but love this thought

    • @puppyuck
      @puppyuck Před 6 lety +1

      Bad Actor what about XX chromosomes and XY chromosomes though, it’s a nice thought but scientifically you can’t really argue for the existence of a spectrum based on hormones/sex characteristics when something as definitive as chromosomes exists to directly indicate your sex. (Before anyone mentions intersex individuals please consider that a 1.7 percent deviation from a rule does not render the rule untrue)

    • @SuperWorldDance
      @SuperWorldDance Před 6 lety

      Emily Smemilie There are so many chromosome variations that dont equal XX-female, XY-male... you can have 46 XX males, you can have 45 XO males, 46 XY female, all conditions called "sex reversion"... there are hermaphrodites where a person can have both testicular and ovarian tissue... or pseudohermaphrodites where a person has testicles, but doesnt have external male parts, or any secondary male features... nature is much more fluid than we think, so there is no black and white... it all flows inbetween.

  • @Julia-ny2wt
    @Julia-ny2wt Před 6 lety +1

    I was listening to this while doing my night time routine and I feel a lot better than I did 30 minutes ago. For about 6 months I've been extremely stressed out and it's getting to a point where I feel like I physically can't get out of bed because my body and mind is just so exhausted. but I just feel more positive when I listen to you and you make me feel excited for the future. I have struggled a lot lately with finding my place and figuring out who I am and I think since I'm so stressed about a lot of other things I feel in a hurry to figure it out when really, it's okay to take my time, it doesn't have to happen right now. shit, I don't know if this makes sense at all, it doesn't really to me either I just tend to write down my thoughts and feelings in the moment and most of the time it just doesn't go together completely lmao, but yeah I guess I just want you to know that you do help people and this kind of content is good content!! it's raw, it's real, it feels very much like I'm not watching and listening to a youtuber but someone who's closer to me than that. jeez I don't even know anymore, just,, thank you

  • @nargeszagub6035
    @nargeszagub6035 Před 6 lety +4

    I watched this entire video and I feel so calm when I listen to you talk, I feel like I'm listening to a friend it's great. Good night 💕💕

  • @GBRALLC
    @GBRALLC Před 6 lety +1

    ok I clicked on this video to just have as background noise during a self-hate fueled exercise session (I was feeling bad about the way my body looked and suddenly decided I needed to work out) and your words really hit home for me. Why do I feel like I need to change the way my body looks to be happy? Why do I feel inferior to others around me because of the way my body looks? My body is not a complete representation of who I am as a person and does not show my value as a human being. Thank you so much Hitomi, you really do bring so much light to the world ❤️

  • @Lupinebreeze
    @Lupinebreeze Před 6 lety

    I am so grateful to have been lead to your channel. I watch many different spiritual CZcamsrs but out all of them, the way you speak and just your essence and energy always calms me and creates a sense of bliss within me afterwards. It's like your authenticity makes it so easy for me to connect to you and makes me feel like you're talking to me personally. It's cool because you speak to your audience as if anyone who watches is a close friend. I think that's whats made your videos so powerful to me because of that willingness to be seen as vulnerable. It's always inspired me how you put videos of you on your good days but also of you on your bad days and it's allowed me to have more acceptance of myself. Your "teachings" (for lack of a better word) have shown me how to not put CZcamsrs, Instagramers, or people I meet in real life, on pedestals or have the illusion that they're perfect because everyone isn't perfect and it's so amazing that you do show your struggles. It's so beautiful to me. The way you speak makes me have more gratitude for what I have, what I've been through, and seeing myself as powerful and of divinity. You inspire me every time I watch to be a better person than I was yesterday and turn a negative day into one that's more positive. Thank you soo much for making these videos!
    I wish I could give you more because I feel you've given me so much but hopefully this comment makes your day brighter :))
    Please continue being you!

  • @xandriagarcia7616
    @xandriagarcia7616 Před 6 lety +2

    I love you so much and I see so much of myself in you. Every time you express yourself I feel IT ! Thank you so much for speaking your truth. Sometime I feel as if you express things the why o wish I could. You have helped me. I feel like I also feel this calling to heal and to be my authentic self. You are doing amazing. I love you and I’m here for you. I’m rooting for you .

  • @kt-515
    @kt-515 Před 6 lety +1

    I cant say i have a whole lot of empathy for humans but all your feelings towards people is how i feel towards animals. Even though im not a vegan at this moment, its what im working towards!

  • @lettynoguera3233
    @lettynoguera3233 Před 6 lety

    I have never focused so much on healing myself as much as I do now. I feel sometimes everything is a trigger! And I need to be mentally prepared to deal with all the negativity and fake expectations that are being thrown to your face on a daily basis. Thanks for the video, it's good to know I can relate to someone❤️

  • @moriahjoynes9314
    @moriahjoynes9314 Před 6 lety

    I relate to so much of this. I sincerely appreciate your honesty and the rawness of this too. You have a beautiful soul.

  • @SteveneAnderson84
    @SteveneAnderson84 Před 6 lety +3

    LOve this wOman. The passion that pours out; you feel it. I would marry her. ♡♡♡

  • @livashton1518
    @livashton1518 Před 4 lety

    SO pure. I believe your words. its all about trust and intention. Your intention behind your content. Love you keep thriving.

  • @treasuredupuy1614
    @treasuredupuy1614 Před 6 lety +1

    Oh this is exactly what I needed. Please don't take down, this enhances your other content. You spoke words that I was exactly thinking and you intuitiveness is magnificent. Keep Loving. X

  • @pio915
    @pio915 Před 6 lety +2

    I loved this video because it actually felt like you and I being friends, casually drunk on this late night air, taking. I love love love to hear you taking. Its like we vibe in the same vibrational level and you understand, and I understand. Thank you Hitomi for this connection, I'm glad I found someone like you ♡

  • @Suliestein
    @Suliestein Před 6 lety +25

    Is it bad that Hitomi is my role model instead of other people society praises such as Steve Jobs, Bill Gates...?
    I just feel like earning money won't fulfill me in life and I do think having such a level of spirituality and introspection is a major goal in my life.

  • @amandaponder1251
    @amandaponder1251 Před 6 lety

    When I first started seeing your thumbnails of your vids I thought you were showing off your body for subs but once I started watching you I realized you're so much deeper than that! I appreciate your content so much. You've kept me going through some dark times. Honestly if your looks get you views you deserve it and its great because they're in for so much more than they could probably even realize. The world needs more people like you. You're one of the most down to earth, genuine people on social media. Thank you

  • @awizard9835
    @awizard9835 Před 6 lety

    this helped me so much. whenever i am happy, struggling, sad i always gravitate toward your videos. thank you so much.

  • @LisaRandomGrace
    @LisaRandomGrace Před 6 lety

    You should not delete this video. You don't realize how strong, great you are! You really save my life, with all your words, your healing speeches. Trust yourself. I don't know how to share my feelings, but I really know that you are understanding me, now.
    Support from Italy.
    Keep sharing the love message.

  • @Lilibethstella
    @Lilibethstella Před 6 lety +17

    I love youuuuuu 💓✨ thank you for sharing this because I feel literally the same wayyy

  • @cherylm3674
    @cherylm3674 Před 6 lety

    You are so pure of heart and it shines through every word you say- you have such a beautiful soul and I hope all of your dreams come to fruition💖

  • @tala5802
    @tala5802 Před 6 lety

    You are such a warm soul Hitomi, I receive such marvelous energy from your videos, so thank you. You're truly seen, simply by just watching your intro I feel such strong attachment and connection to you, due to the genuine love you show, that is already enough to heal, you have such strong love, it is strong enough to heal the suffering and the lost. Ever since Ive started my spiritual journey i've had people listen to me, but no one connect to me, or relate to me, I'd try to connect to them by showing them such quantity of love yet I don't feel like they see through me, and though i'd want the opposite to happen, I realized that if I were being spoken to this way years ago, I perhaps wouldn't have connected to that person, I believe that when it comes to spirituality, every individual should find it their own way and from there on they can listen to other people and find distinct connections.

  • @bizarrestar4043
    @bizarrestar4043 Před 6 lety

    thx for being so candid n showing uncertainty i dont get to see othr people do that a lot n makes u realise that everyone is not as sure of themselves too

  • @Heytheredahliaa
    @Heytheredahliaa Před 6 lety

    Some of the things you said in this video I resonated with so much it brought me to tears. This video is just so pure, raw and unedited that it radiates through the device I'm watching this on, I don't feel as if I'm watching a video on CZcams. I feel as if you and I are just having a conversation. I'm so grateful for stumbling upon your channel.

  • @karolinaperaltasalva
    @karolinaperaltasalva Před 6 lety

    please don't delete, this is wonderful content; incredibly wise and something that really spoke to me. thank you for positing it💖

  • @nikkirae6610
    @nikkirae6610 Před 6 lety

    I really wish that this kind of energy could empower a lot of people. I'll be supporting you Hitomi! Thank you.

  • @theokay1256
    @theokay1256 Před 6 lety

    I can definitely relate! The passion you feel is not without purpose. Use your love to help those struggling into the light. It is your calling!! The fact that you've struggled with so many things can be used as textbooks as how to understand, and relate to others. Having someone fully understand you when you are struggling helps so much to progress further. this is a gift you have! your experiences of pain are your tools! Shine on loving nymph!!

  • @Tomasilienne
    @Tomasilienne Před 6 lety

    So glad that you didn't delete this! I've watched this and listened to this like 5 times within the past few days. Makes me feel so connected! xx

  • @TheSandyNas
    @TheSandyNas Před 6 lety

    I feel so much loooooove. For you, everyone in this comment section, everyone around the world. I wish we could all realise that WE ARE ONE. The more United we are the stronger and happier we can be. You remind me that peace is within. Please know that you a truly a gift to us, keep being you.

  • @moresugartradercc2744
    @moresugartradercc2744 Před 6 lety +1

    there is positive and negative energy in life your pictures and video radiate positive energy anyone can find something negative in things but don't forget your positive energy helps others find their positives in life don't change your doing fine

  • @Empatheticshawty
    @Empatheticshawty Před 6 lety +1

    I love these videos where it’s so raw of you just talking I appreciate these so much thank you 🦋💕🌹

  • @Sarah-kq8wq
    @Sarah-kq8wq Před 6 lety

    So glad you decided not to delete this! I love your sit down talks :) thank you for spreading your thoughts and energy

  • @shalalalalamyohmy
    @shalalalalamyohmy Před 6 lety +4

    Loved this little chat Hitomi!! I can feel your warmth, and your true intentions throughout your content, and I hope you can feel that there are so many people who really do see your true self. We love ya!!!

  • @umamia115
    @umamia115 Před 6 lety +1

    you're sUCH a pure soul... i love listening to your late night rambling- it's not scripted or staged, just your pure thoughts and that's really rare for someone to speak their heart out, especially here on youtube. i really appreciate you Hitomi, you're like a sister to me even though we've never met and prolly never will .. love ya!

  • @Mienarrr
    @Mienarrr Před 6 lety

    When you said at 7:55 that you have all these other amazing gifts to offer the world I legit just teared up. And I want to thank you for that. I struggle a lot with jealousy regarding physical appearence, probably because of a lot of my life experiences, and I wish I didn‘t see myself as just that, but sometimes it‘s hard. Especially for us women in this society and generation with all these online ways to compare ourselves. And if you get down to it, there will always be people everywhere that fit societies standards of beauty more or look more feminine, more put together, cooler, edgier. But then you need to think behind that they are all very real people. With struggles and opinions and different paths and gifts just like you and me and everyone on this earth. And everyone has different things that are beautiful and that they can share with the world, which by you saying that triggered a lot of positives in me. Hence the tears. Again thank you a lot for showing me and us and everyone here what it‘s like to love yourself and be kind to yourself even if you are struggling and vulnerable and nowhere near perfectly fine all the time. Wish i could hug you a lot 🧡

  • @meowglab7702
    @meowglab7702 Před 6 lety

    Hitomi I completely relate to everything you're saying. I'm also super empathetic, and I hate seeing suffering. It just disturbs me so much on a deep level, and I feel somehow it's my job to help everyone who is suffering. But I have to remember I can't help every single person on earth and that's not my fault. I think so many young people like us in this generation are extremely empathetic, maybe there's a spiritual reason why... like we have all been sent here with the mission to heal this earth and her people and her animals. Please don't delete this video because it gave me some insights into my life, and I'm sure it'll do the same for others.
    Peace and love!

  • @maratjet
    @maratjet Před 5 lety

    i’m so glad you didn’t delete this and left it up instead, really needed this video 💖

  • @girllionness5944
    @girllionness5944 Před 6 lety

    I love how genuine you are, Hitomi. This kind of genuine aura is so rare on youtube but it's much needed. Keep doing you! :)

  • @ItzSaya
    @ItzSaya Před 6 lety

    My boyfriend and I were watching the ending of this video. You care so much about pleasing others. That’s why I love you. Such a beautiful soul. I think you should just keep speaking your truth. Your experience. Don’t worry about what others have to say if they aren’t bringing kindness, that’s confusing and unnecessary. Love you Hitomi!

  • @Esmesage
    @Esmesage Před 6 lety

    listening to this while cleaning my room and wow it resonates with me. i can relate to so much of this. thank you.

  • @priscilla9032
    @priscilla9032 Před 6 lety

    i've had many breakdowns at work, but my recent one made so much sense.
    my boss who is this wonderful spiritual being told me that I'm an empath. and after that it all made sense. this spoke to me, and please start making podcasts, you're doing so well.

  • @hannahgil7853
    @hannahgil7853 Před 6 lety

    you just being embodies the truth: love. you’re doing so amazing hitomi. all your content. it’s inspired me to heal myself and others!!!! Thank you. you’re creating all the love NOW!

  • @libertadramirez3580
    @libertadramirez3580 Před 6 lety

    Oh Hitomi, its 6 am in Mexico city & my heart just melted, here & everywhere the truth is being spreaded. We are all in this, even if some people do not know it, you know.

  • @SerafinaK
    @SerafinaK Před 6 lety +1

    please don't delete this video. I am so happy that my self crossed your channel, just wanting to see some great booty workouts and ended up feeling so inspired, following you til this day and learning and expanding myself every day. I hope to bump into you when I'm walking New York streets so that I can properly thank you for the impact you've done on me. Hitomi, you're literally amazing. also I think you should look up if you're a HSP (high sensitive person) since you feel so strongly for other people, I am that mysel and many friends haven't understood why I have tears in my eyes literally just thinking about other people who are in bad situations. thank you so much for being you x

  • @drissanabanuelos
    @drissanabanuelos Před 6 lety

    these are my favorite videos from you! you really want to make me check in with myself i've been starting to mediate & i can't wait to see the videos you put out about healing practices! you make me want to be a better person and love myself even more! so happy i came across your channel. I hope people get the same or close to the same good energy you put out when they see or talk to me

  • @meaghanxo
    @meaghanxo Před 6 lety

    I love this brain dump. I did the same thing today and even though I didn't have my journal with me I had to get it out so I just typed it into word and saved it. Sending love 💚👽

  • @lulukallinen2684
    @lulukallinen2684 Před 6 lety

    The Last months been verry hard for me i was going through a Lot Bad stuff and i struggeled a Lot with myself. I Always Tried being "perfect" and getting better and better in every direction in my Life and those high and self harming expactaions really stoped me and Stressed me Out that i was falling more and more in a deep ground..i Just found youre Channel today and i Just have to say that i honestly Like you verry much. Youre mindset is absolutely stunning. And i know the Feeling (the Things) you describe in the Video so Well. I think the Last months i learned verry intensiv to do what my Heart Makes Happy and to let the creativity the free way in youre mind..in youre Life. Even in a nightwalk when i cant sleep i feel the pure Life in my Heart when i hear the leaves and feel the soft summerwind. What i try to say..thank you for Sharing youre thoughts because they really Help (me) to See that i am Not "abnormal" and that i am Not alone with those thoughts. I send you a big big hug from Germany..Like an Intercontinental hug hehe. Sorry for my Bad english btw.

  • @endereverdeen
    @endereverdeen Před 6 lety

    Love and appreciate you so much, Hitomi. Thanks for sharing.

  • @kayce7272
    @kayce7272 Před 6 lety

    you should definitely post more videos like this! i don’t mind if you ramble cause it’s basically the same way i communicate so i relate and totally follow what you’re saying. i love that you can just be raw and real with us. you have such a beautiful heart hitomi i’m glad you’re able to share it

  • @isobeldavies386
    @isobeldavies386 Před 6 lety

    hitomi, your heart is so pure, you are beautiful inside and out. thank you for sharing your life with and love us

  • @JadeP1997
    @JadeP1997 Před 6 lety

    I don't think you should delete this Hitomi! This is beautiful and important and it's good for us to see all aspects of you, not just the edited version! love you 💕

  • @romyclair9434
    @romyclair9434 Před 6 lety

    Thank you for this, my boyfriend of a year and a half just broke up with me, it was a very abusive and toxic relationship and I couldn't escape because of the depression and anxiety I developed along with it. Your content makes me feel peaceful and hopeful for myself and for me to grow and love myself again and gain the strength I need to get away from him. x

  • @riducoulesness12345
    @riducoulesness12345 Před 6 lety +1

    Thank you, I feel grateful and happy that I had the opportunity to listen to this. I feel inspired to be better and to heal

  • @saskiacarr2923
    @saskiacarr2923 Před 6 lety +1

    Hitomi’s Homies is great! Feels like we just had a long healing FaceTime 💕

  • @OddlySweetCombo
    @OddlySweetCombo Před 6 lety

    Thanks for being vulnerable. It's truly inspiring. 😀

  • @bluberries4750
    @bluberries4750 Před 6 lety

    You are such a good person for wanting to help people even when you don’t really have to, you are so beautiful ❣️

  • @eleonora1
    @eleonora1 Před 6 lety +12

    i feel so blessed to have found your channel

    • @eleonora1
      @eleonora1 Před 6 lety +3

      and really calm and grateful after having watched this video

  • @sorasupernova
    @sorasupernova Před 6 lety

    I felt this on such a spiritual level. I resonate with this too much, idk I felt that this is how I feel.

  • @khalishu
    @khalishu Před 6 lety +1

    I had a conversation with some friends yesterday about how we deal with pain and sadness, and how sometimes we incorrectly deal with it. Im iffy about using the term incorrect because again if it works for you then by all means do it. It seems that when we first enter into the world of spirituality, we are told to focus on the positive aspects of life and remove all types of pain. But what i found out was that our demons are as conscious as our angels. It is redundant to say that all pain should be permanently gone, because as Hitomi said in her last post, pain and joy are impermanent and one cannot exist without the other. The main goal here is to be conscious of consciousness, to become allies with both of demons and angels. We learn from both pain and joy. 🦋🌿

  • @Xenflowr
    @Xenflowr Před 6 lety

    Hitomi, I want to thank you from the bottom of my heart for your messages and your videos. I have been struggling a lot recently and I am having the hardest time getting out of this funk. Your words in this video brought me to tears. I really love your videos, especially because it feels like your in the room, and we're just hanging out and talking. You have the most beautiful soul. I would love to meet you someday. Thank you so much for being YOU.

  • @zsuzsakerekes4214
    @zsuzsakerekes4214 Před 6 lety

    I love this so much, so happy you uploaded this. Your comments on the negative reactions to your pictures help me so much with how to answer to negative comments on mine. I don't have a huge following, mostly my friends and family follow me. But they can say the same hurful things or question my motives. Let's spread love and self-love! Thank you for the way you live and heal and keep the connection with us

  • @KellyChase
    @KellyChase Před 6 lety

    yes i loved all of this!! thank you for being so real and aware! i love how you touched on how spirituality has become such a trend and marketable concept. i believe this creates a false picture of what spirituality really is - so SO much deeper than an online influencing persona, yoga, crystals, blah blah. you know, the tangible and aesthetic stuff. a huge concept i think about regularly!! it's a shame something so pure is often being misrepresented by media. anyway, this video gives me hope there are more people out there like you, genuine and honest and imperfect about your journey as a spiritual being 💓thanks for the good vibes hitomi!

  • @starfireee111
    @starfireee111 Před 6 lety

    hitomi, this moved me to tears. i felt this in my heart, this spoke to my soul. thank you so much for sharing this raw moment with us. eye see you, eye hear you. i am so grateful for you. we are just reflections of each other, everyone in this world is a reflection of each other. there’s so much more i’d like to say, i wish we can share conversations. never apologize for being your authentic self. by you being yourself, you inspire others to be their authentic selves. these are the type of videos people should be seeing more of. i am sending you so much love, light and warmth. we are all one, no one is separate. “high vibrations, no expectations”

  • @danailske7541
    @danailske7541 Před 6 lety

    This was so rare, pure and beautiful!!! Thank you so much 😊

  • @peepinsleep409
    @peepinsleep409 Před 6 lety

    ,,My heart is soo big! I just wanna make people happy! Im such a passionate human being! blablahblah..." ok!? We understand! Your such a kind loving person, ok? MY GOD 🙄🙄

  • @amybabess94
    @amybabess94 Před 6 lety +4

    reflecting all this love back to u

  • @mothastrud
    @mothastrud Před 6 lety +5

    I love Hitomi's Homies lol, and that song should be the intro.

  • @Jess-xw4or
    @Jess-xw4or Před 6 lety

    You’re perfectly imperfect, your candidness truly speaks to my soul and i admire you for it. Thank you for sharing my love. You are a light in this world ✨

  • @Mienarrr
    @Mienarrr Před 6 lety

    And also please don‘t feel bad for not being perfect. People have these expectations that when someone says they are compassionate and spiritually inclined that they want to hold them to inhuman standards (probably just because of spite i think). You are you and you are human like us all. ❤️