My Paranoid Schizophrenia
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- čas přidán 21. 02. 2015
- A paranoid schizophrenic woman struggles through her days without the help of her anti-psychotics.
Written & Directed by Raji Barbir
Starring Dani Jae
Camera + Editing + color correction + sound effects + music by Raji Barbir
Software:
Premiere Pro CS6
Cubase 6 + VSL - Krátké a kreslené filmy
I got diagnosed at 15 and again at 26. I am schizo effective. I hear voices and have really huge mood swings. Most of what I did was because of my illness. These days the medications are working for me.
Thanks for sharing your story!
My brother at age 25 in July 2021 get these symptoms , what it can be schizophrenia or schizophronicform disorder 🙏🙏 , could u tll something
Were there any suspicions that you might have hade any mental disorders before your diagnosis?
Plzz tell me your medicine name
Self: ‘people tell me it’s a mind over matter thing, I don’t think they get it’
Illness: ‘you can’t related to those people anymore’
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I worked at a psychiatric facility for two years. Mental health disorders can be caused by trauma, environmental factors, drug use, genetics, brain tumors, any trauma to the head like falling.
A voice of reason. Thank you!
My brother was affected by this disorder nd he used to call me nd say," dad going to dead soon nd don't let him go anywhere" 😞 but now he was under treatment pls pray fa him guys..i luv my brother
My brother too, he cant stand to see me right now, its heart breaking, hes so afraid continuously. May Allah ease their pain inshallah
@@khadijakhadija4276 don't worry khadija..consult a gud psychiatrist nd ask them fa ect (electro convulsive therapy) nd after dat they give medications and ask him to visit again nd again untill he recovers thoroughly..all u need is money nd give luv n affection to him.may allah bless him💞✨
I’m in tears . ❣️beautiful short film.
thank you addy, I'm so glad you enjoyed it!
Thank you for being so honest and sending you love and luck for the future
I have schizophrenia and I’m paranoid I can’t even walk outside to check the mail and when people are outside I go back in luckily mine is not that bad
I was diagnosed With paranoide schizofrenia and it is hard I Lost everything....
I'm so sorry... are there people, like friends or family, that you can lean on to regain the ground you've lost?
heart-breaking
I still get choked up when she begs her brother to meet her at the overlook...
Thank you!
when i was in usmc bootcamp i did not allow it to stress me. i just did and allowed yelling to go into one ear and out the other. what i saw was everyone getting yelled at. so the stress feeling was not there. when i went to recruiting duty. i was stressed. being put under pressure. my failure is an option ideation. i was threatened by bosses. i was treated like as if my personality was fake. they told me to start trying. to start competing against everyone else and if i did not a lie would bring my down. i was constantly reassured that someone was after and against me
oh man this hit me really hard for someone who has schizophrenia i resonated with this on every clip :(
I was diagnosed with schizophrenia rlly young Andy have have major issues with hallucinations both auditory and visual I am slowly with the help of therapy getting back my footing and being able to distinguish this kind of stuff💚
Well I don't want to brag , bc I know my memory is not that strong, but I mean I usually remember things and events usually most of time for being schizophrenic. But there paranoia was there just needed more of a worldy or group voices of concern. But yes the despair is very critical at times . Heavily.
I was diagnosed in 2016 I started hearing annoying voices I feel like so much was stolen from me like my peace joy and freedom it’s scary because I still deal with these voices off and on every time they come back I know I’m in danger they come back to torment me in my mind and do the same thing to me they bring negative energy they start off calm and then get worse the next day they become louder and more violent talking angrier with rage telling me to shut the fuck up over and over until I’m pushed to the point of being rushed to the hospital I’m facing all this right now from these voices and I’m afraid at this point
I was recently diagnosed with this condition and for me it's the intrusive thoughts, I don't ever hear anything that's not there but the thoughts that aren't mine are exactly what u hear in the simulations , it's just thoughts not voices unless that's what u call hearing voices? haha, ... surely there's a distinct difference haha, well anyways my intrusive thoughts make me miserable, especially when you feel like there coming out of your own mouth around people haha. My delusion apparently? is that I think I'm saying these schitzoid thoughts that aren't mine outloud around people but I'm not apparently ? haha. Idk? if the antipyhotic I'm on is working or not? I do feel like less people are trying to poison me... haha , so that's good , but it's still so hard to tell if there working.
I too suffer from Schizophrenia. I used to do the same thing but i would wake my parents up in the middle of the night.
That sounds really challenging. I hope you've found ways to cope
Hope u doing well💞
ONLY 11,000 VIEWS? How? Why? This was very very well done.
Wow thank you so much! Honestly, I'm surprised it's come this far and gotten 11k views!! I'm really glad it's reaching people!
Beautiful
thank you!
❤
brilliant acting. bravo
thank you! She was quite fantastic :) I hope to make something with her again!
It would have meant so much to her if her brother had just said.."ok I'll meet you there in 20 minutes"
not really. he couldn't and then her delusions would be confused even further
Wow. My mother had this, and it made growing up tough. Of course this film was like all condensed down.... but the behaviors and talking to yourself, and repeating key words. Picking up the razor blades before everyone went to bed as a kid. The thing is that she is practically innocent. This is a true medical condition that makes having a normal life almost impossible, because she would get paranoid about something, she would turn it against family eventually. My dad was evidently with crooked cops. A sniper was in the back yard fields (they got divorced). She'd go out there and sit to give him a good, clean shot. To me, it is the sticking point for me believing there is or is not a god. How could anything good, with the power to affect an outcome, not protect the most innocent children from disease would there be any diseases among children under a certain age allow that kind of living torture to afflict an innocent person?
what a tragic story, I'm so sorry you had to go through that. I'm with you philosophically as well: if there were a god, what kind of supposedly benevolent god would afflict people with something so crippling?
@@TinyCometFilms Honestly, I don't see how you can reconcile that. People start quoting big passages from the bible to explain it in some convoluted terms.
@@FergusScotchman absolutely, and as always, to justify their theologies, they have to perform some pretty hardcore mental gymnastics to get there... Reminiscent of flat-earthers, anti-vaxxers, ghost-chasers, and so on and so on.
@@TinyCometFilms Agreed, my brother. What made you make this? And who provided the behavioral acting?
Unfortunately there's really not much you can do to help the person. They end up making even their docs and kids part of paranoid plots, so don't comply very well.
I think there is a better understanding emerging now about what is called cPTSD, which is trauma caused by years of sexual and psychological abuse at at an early age. It is hard to diagnose, and usual treatments are only so good. The reason is that the trauma is made directly to the limbic/primal part of the brain, whereas most therapy targets understanding at a frontal cerebral level. Thats why we always say, "I feel broken." Which I didn't even know other people said till a couple weeks ago.
So there's hope for new treatments, and I'm going througj a new-ish kind now. A bit bizarre, but I can tell it hits me in a different place. (People know about PTSD, which is different in that it usually involves a fairly short, but extremely intense experience, whereas cPTSD is long term, usually as a kid 4-10yrs old.
@@FergusScotchman damn, I'd never heard of CPTSD and just did some research on it, and that seems like just the kind of understanding that could apply to (and hopefully help) a lot more people!
In fact, my first reaction was "wow, that would explain a lot of my own struggles"! In my brief research of CPTSD, I'm realizing that beyond just psychotherapy, I might have stumbled on a very helpful technique called EMDR (even though technically, there isn't a full understanding of the method).
Anyway, I really just made this video because I needed to tell a story with a single actor, so I wrote the story and did my best at the time to research what schizophrenia was like.
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i about to get diagnosed with schizophrenia or bipolar
I experienced this with a loved one
that sounds incredibly difficult, I'm so sorry
Counsciousness
I am confused about the brother. If he is alive, I would hope she knows where he lives.
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i do not even answer my phone anymore because random people call me. i mostly turn off my phone because stupid people call me. damn people wanting something. i do not have anything for you. this video is triggering. i am a paranoid schizoaffective depressive type. when i go out i go get what i need and go home. i do not loligag, looking in stores. when i see people laughing i feel like they are laughing at me. when i am driving i feel like people are following me. i make random maneuvers to see if they are following me. im putting cameras in my truck. i do not work, i cannot do anything productive in society.
Nobody truly my torture
Why do I have this
I can't say that I know, but there are a lot of potential causes for someone having it. In any case, if you think you have schizophrenia, go see a doctor about it!
You can literally hallucinate objects and beings into existence because what's happening is you're tapping into that pure abstract creative potential of mind. That's exactly what you want. Of course it can be kind of freaky but an antipsychotic is that times a thousand.
I dont think she should drive with that hallucinating and repetions especially in that old car. Just an opinion as the schizophrenia paranoid attacs can overcome at anytime. What if she start to get naked while she driving because they have such episodes in schizoid history.
tell them i didnt kill you XD
It all comes down to the devastating effects of using drugs, DON'T USE DRUGS, NOT ONE SINGLE TIME, PLEASE.
@@KS-bh3fk yes, but that's rare, drug-use is the main cause
@@KS-bh3fk no!, the term crackhead should not be used to a drug addict, it could worsen the addiction bcz addicts need sincere help & support to be freed from the diabolic grip of the narcotics.Salaam
@@ivornworrell the exact causes of schizophrenia are unknown, but scientists believe it's a combination of physical, genetic, psychological and environmental factors. I don't think your claim that drugs are the cause are supported by any evidence... Some people may be prone to schizophrenia, and a stressful or emotional life event might trigger a psychotic episode. Medication generally helps, and so does psychotherapy and a coordination of specialty care services.
@@TinyCometFilms Understood, & thank you for imparting this knowledge.Salaam.
Don't spread misinformation! Many people have never used drugs and still end up with the illness.
There is NO paranoid schizophrenia . We are being tortured by Remote neural monitoring.
lol
OR DEMONS.
Or social media!
bruh, rlly shitty to dismiss someone's legitimate illness with your fake conspiracy
I have something to say’ we all have mental disease to an extent I believe if you ground you can control it’ you need to surrender no fear. Heal your inner child it all starts there
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