ykwim? - yot club (slowed + reverbed)

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  • čas přidán 11. 03. 2021
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    venti come home please :(
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    media; venti’s friend from genshin impact
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  • @bloceda
    @bloceda  Před 3 lety +1594

    i put this on soundcloud btw
    - soundcloud.com/user-216166417/ykwim-yot-club-slowedreverbed

    • @reb3ccq
      @reb3ccq Před 3 lety +36

      hey ramona 😉😉😉😉😉😉

    • @reb3ccq
      @reb3ccq Před 3 lety +14

      hello

    • @reb3ccq
      @reb3ccq Před 3 lety +10

      YEAHHHH

    • @bloceda
      @bloceda  Před 3 lety +23

      @@reb3ccq HELLOOOOOOO

    • @bloceda
      @bloceda  Před 3 lety +18

      @@reb3ccq Hi

  • @aoitacara9950
    @aoitacara9950 Před 3 lety +6880

    This song is like a drug

  • @lizzypanic8486
    @lizzypanic8486 Před 3 lety +13666

    Does anyone listen to this song and just feel alone?

    • @riri8368
      @riri8368 Před 3 lety +132

      Yes

    • @ravioli7468
      @ravioli7468 Před 3 lety +144

      @@genesis0987 I know this feeling but it is a bit confusing

    • @eli_is_tired
      @eli_is_tired Před 3 lety +82

      I resonate with this song so much it hurts

    • @_KellyDraws_
      @_KellyDraws_ Před 3 lety +15

      Yeah

    • @_KellyDraws_
      @_KellyDraws_ Před 3 lety +22

      @@genesis0987 this is what i feel listening to this

  • @RTemi
    @RTemi Před rokem +231

    This is just perfect representation of feeling empty. Not sad, not happy, just.. nothing.

  • @matthieu3922
    @matthieu3922 Před 2 lety +304

    I’m not depressed this song is just fire 🔥 💀

    • @Thefunnyman593
      @Thefunnyman593 Před rokem +9

      It is fire

    • @Breez_.
      @Breez_. Před 7 měsíci +6

      fr fr

    • @MarkZuckerberg324
      @MarkZuckerberg324 Před 7 měsíci +1

      My friends all think I'm depressed and I am but I try to deny it lol

    • @twinsbutterflies4034
      @twinsbutterflies4034 Před 7 měsíci

      ⁠@@MarkZuckerberg324hang in there, this is hard. I’ve been experiencing it for kinda a bit long time. I love you. Talk to me. ❤

    • @nicorojas5184
      @nicorojas5184 Před 6 měsíci +8

      @@MarkZuckerberg324God family gym And money Will Help you to be happy

  • @slayr1de
    @slayr1de Před 3 lety +4437

    this song is the definition of summer depression ;-;

  • @natts2085
    @natts2085 Před 3 lety +5261

    Lyrics

  • @elenaketsios5120
    @elenaketsios5120 Před 2 lety +117

    being alone and feeling alone are two different things.
    being alone is where theres nobody there to judge you for being yourself.
    but feeling alone
    is where you realize its only you right now and no matter how loud you scream
    nobody will come and save you from your thoughts of loneliness.

  • @neruu2059
    @neruu2059 Před 2 lety +20

    "she said that i cared too much"
    yeah man, i feel you.

  • @lymmfabu7864
    @lymmfabu7864 Před 3 lety +4691

    “ it's not like you've ever
    tried to stay” , I felt it and it really hurt.

    • @iversonlee2324
      @iversonlee2324 Před 2 lety +13

      Felt

    • @soap3612
      @soap3612 Před 2 lety +29

      Yeah I’m moving and I can’t help to think this is how all my friends are feeling :(((

    • @bubblyomelette7541
      @bubblyomelette7541 Před 2 lety +13

      I’m in different class too my friends next year so they ditched me.. so this hit hard

    • @justmemyselfandmymultiplep4161
      @justmemyselfandmymultiplep4161 Před 2 lety +13

      @@soap3612 I see my sister's friends as friends, but I don't think they see me as a friend... I don't know. I'm going to be evicted, and I don't want to leave them, for personal reasons.

    • @Eiaxlol
      @Eiaxlol Před 2 lety +10

      Just like how my friend since kinder left :') I'm actually crying.....

  • @tznami2105
    @tznami2105 Před 3 lety +5556

    i listen to tthis a lot and im so happy someone's found it and not just me ;-;

  • @killerxvince6254
    @killerxvince6254 Před rokem +61

    "Don't cry because it ends...Smile because it happened"

  • @delinquent3574
    @delinquent3574 Před 2 lety +235

    The vibe of this song terrifies me. Perfect song to play before you take your own life

  • @freddierules
    @freddierules Před 3 lety +1827

    everyone else: feeling sad while listening to this and shit
    me: humming while looking for a screw that i lost while trying to build an ikea cupboard at 10pm

  • @ExoticSyrup
    @ExoticSyrup Před 3 lety +5558

    Seeing Venti's old friend makes this song hit different...

    • @adriana3711
      @adriana3711 Před 3 lety +96

      Yes...

    • @Rem1ii
      @Rem1ii Před 3 lety +116

      this just hurts....

    • @amarelyn
      @amarelyn Před 3 lety +35

      ikr it’s so sad 🥲

    • @boddah41
      @boddah41 Před 3 lety +66

      Y'all might be mad at me for asking this but who's that

    • @Rem1ii
      @Rem1ii Před 3 lety +190

      @@boddah41 a character from the game genshin impact
      the character in the vid is the unamed bard which is his dead friend

  • @cheriqoii
    @cheriqoii Před 2 lety +145

    im seeing lots of people venting in this comment section and i just want to say i hope things get better and if you may not feel special you are to me. And its okay to feel sad we all do sometimes but just dont let it take over your life. There are people out there that care for you and have a beautiful day everyone!

  • @adriannafleckenstein4891
    @adriannafleckenstein4891 Před rokem +31

    This song makes me feel something I can't explain. But to sum it up. Nostalgia

  • @baalvolcano3310
    @baalvolcano3310 Před 3 lety +2302

    i like being alone but sometimes i just wish there could be someone that cares for me

    • @idkidkidk5400
      @idkidkidk5400 Před 3 lety +30

      I know right...

    • @astoria9506
      @astoria9506 Před 3 lety +23

      this.

    • @aru-YT
      @aru-YT Před 3 lety +47

      someone who also likes being alone but is there for u when u need them is ur soulmate

    • @Dayayam
      @Dayayam Před 3 lety +9

      I will be the one who cares for everyone besides me! You can always count on me if your sad!

    • @brodie1643
      @brodie1643 Před 3 lety +1

      There is someone who cares for you, your family 😐

  • @hmm307
    @hmm307 Před 3 lety +2220

    RAMONA + GENSHIN + ONE OF MY FAV SONGS? = amazing night

  • @mnl34
    @mnl34 Před 2 lety +6

    Introverts want be alone, not lonely... 😞😟

  • @UrMom-db7uv
    @UrMom-db7uv Před 2 lety +40

    This was one of the songs my brother sent to me before he died and ever since then .. it’s been a year and I can’t listen to this song without breaking down . I feel alone

    • @unfandeboquitaelmasgrande4324
      @unfandeboquitaelmasgrande4324 Před rokem +4

      I got you, even if it has been 11 months since you published this comment i know what a lose is...
      I hope you remember that he's in a better place now.

    • @TheRealAdachi
      @TheRealAdachi Před 6 měsíci +1

      It’s been a year since you posted this comment but I’m also here for you, hopefully your here with us too

    • @oneshotff5454
      @oneshotff5454 Před 4 měsíci

      So sad for your loss

    • @carminica2846
      @carminica2846 Před 4 měsíci

      ❤❤❤

  • @katieserna454
    @katieserna454 Před 3 lety +1546

    at this point, im not living for myself, i live for the people that claim to love me. (edit: HOLY SHIT I DIDNT KNOW THIS COMMENT BLEW UP! and yes everyone im doing good i've had a better mindset)

  • @kelis4367
    @kelis4367 Před 3 lety +649

    THIS SONG JUST MAKES ME UGH

    • @maya9200
      @maya9200 Před 3 lety +1

      hey bestie

    • @Bruv272
      @Bruv272 Před 3 lety +3

      is that an fnf reference?!?!?!?!?! Imposter 😠 from ❓ Among Us 😲

    • @namecannotbeblank620
      @namecannotbeblank620 Před 3 lety

      @@Bruv272 is tht a amongus reference 😳 you cant kill me "bo2"

    • @tskilca
      @tskilca Před 2 lety

      damn kelis, same. like fr it just makes u feel +=-+-=+++~o~o~o~o~o~.

    • @tskilca
      @tskilca Před 2 lety

      its not a joyful feeling. But I love it. I had a friend that was uh lets say depressed, she always asked me for help, as the piece of shit I am, I told her how corny and weird she was when she was saying that she was depressed. Weeks pass and no response, I start to think what happened to her then learn that she went completely silent on everything. She kind of just vanished. Thinking about it just feels like this song. The ruthless guy I was I just hated myself and I still do. This song makes me able to express that.

  • @agilitypop6859
    @agilitypop6859 Před 2 měsíci +4

    My girl telling me she’s too busy but me knowing damn well anyone can make time for anything☺️

    • @NyxWas_Stolen
      @NyxWas_Stolen Před 29 dny +1

      same thing happened to me but then we broke up 🥲

  • @LoneWolf84694
    @LoneWolf84694 Před rokem +8

    I always liked being alone without being laughed or judged by people or punched by bullies but sometimes I just wish that someone would actually care about me and be a real friend.

  • @angel_aki
    @angel_aki Před 3 lety +924

    This song makes me feel like im dancing with my loneliness if she was a person. She's trying to show me the bright side of solitute, and that no matter how much sadness she inflicts on me, there is a bright side to her presence. When in reality, the only upside to solitute is gaining the luxury of being purely unbothered for hours upon end, not having to worry about the demands of socializing, but they don't mean anything compared to the hours of torture she puts me through on a daily basis.

  • @foodse7689
    @foodse7689 Před 3 lety +534

    the fact that I can't cry to this song, it's just numbness that I feel

  • @q8__3bood__55
    @q8__3bood__55 Před 2 lety +23

    When you are in pain you know what that song means

  • @plasticbush
    @plasticbush Před 2 lety +7

    this feels like right after you put your phone down, on the grass on top a hill, staring down at your hometown. Just putting your phone down after getting that one specific text you never thought you would get.

  • @kanjihan8279
    @kanjihan8279 Před 3 lety +775

    this song makes me wanna express all my pain and sadness but yet here i am crying and dying on the inside i hate acting happy

    • @kanjihan8279
      @kanjihan8279 Před 3 lety +20

      i feel like ending it all but something holding me back and im actually grateful for it bc i don't wanna let my family experience pain and sadness

    • @Dayayam
      @Dayayam Před 3 lety +6

      @@kanjihan8279 Sometimes same. But I know if you end it, We will go to a worse place, As long as your breathing you have a purpose.

    • @kanjihan8279
      @kanjihan8279 Před 3 lety +3

      @@Dayayam aye bro thanks im trying a lot hope you have a nice day for your whole life

    • @Lianna_Is_Me
      @Lianna_Is_Me Před 2 lety

      Yep

    • @Lianna_Is_Me
      @Lianna_Is_Me Před 2 lety

      @stupid dinosaur I do have hobbies but still

  • @meganmonaghan7135
    @meganmonaghan7135 Před 3 lety +324

    this song is so calming yet so painful to listen to.

  • @ElGatito656
    @ElGatito656 Před měsícem +2

    The picture of venti from Genshin impact really adds to the atmosphere of the song

  • @Spexo
    @Spexo Před rokem +8

    this song just makes me feel so empty and alone on the inside.

  • @jjk4754
    @jjk4754 Před 3 lety +561

    this song makes me feel cold

    • @lea-oy1wk
      @lea-oy1wk Před 3 lety

      ☝️☝️

    • @theevauwu7853
      @theevauwu7853 Před 3 lety +2

      That's strange it gives me the opposite feeling lol

    • @houseofhermes4590
      @houseofhermes4590 Před 3 lety

      @@theevauwu7853 same

    • @venus-sy5zd
      @venus-sy5zd Před 3 lety +3

      it makes me feel warm with a little cool breeze 😌

    • @brystollee
      @brystollee Před 3 lety +2

      makes me want to run in the streets at 1am while is somewhat cold but warm.. yk that feeling 👩‍🦯

  • @brokenhorncreations3252
    @brokenhorncreations3252 Před 2 lety +785

    imagine.
    imagine listening to this in your room at 1am.
    you've got your headphones on.
    your lying down on your bed facing the ceiling.
    your room has soft, dim dark blue toned lights.
    you notice your window out of the corner of your eye.
    its gently raining.
    theres a soft breeze coming through the room from the window.
    you can hear the trees swaying ever so slightly.
    imagine.

    • @faiyaz_elahi
      @faiyaz_elahi Před 2 lety +25

      Peaceful

    • @NOUV3LL3
      @NOUV3LL3 Před 2 lety +28

      @@faiyaz_elahi unsettling peace

    • @Awhehwvwuwh
      @Awhehwvwuwh Před 2 lety +16

      I can make that happen. Just gotta wait for the next rainy day Lol

    • @-pinkwednesday-
      @-pinkwednesday- Před 2 lety +12

      @@NOUV3LL3 a welcoming unsettling peace

    • @chaixvie6845
      @chaixvie6845 Před 2 lety +8

      Staring at the ceiling while crying

  • @The_Dino_King_79
    @The_Dino_King_79 Před rokem +5

    the song gives me good memorys but a sad feeling and a feeling of relif it also hits different when you know a friend is dating a girl that you like and a friend starts hating you

  • @ricardoviana553
    @ricardoviana553 Před 2 lety +4

    man, this song is everything to me 🥺❤

  • @h3art4mel
    @h3art4mel Před 3 lety +609

    This hurts mostly when Your friends haven’t replied to you in a month. Update: soo I totally forgot about this comment since I had wrote this on the day I was visiting my aunts house!.Btw me and my friend are better now :) she actually broke her phone. And also the other reasons she wasn’t talking to me is because before she broke her phone me and her got in a fight cause she said something that made me uncomfortable and she of course didn’t understand why so she got really pissed off at me. Another update: she got mad at me for not telling my other friend something she wanted me to tell her!!! I’m crying hella bad rn.

    • @obamamobile9525
      @obamamobile9525 Před 3 lety +62

      Your friends don’t deserve you, don’t give them the attention that they don’t give to you, find new friends, friends that are worthy of calling a friend, and not some kids who don’t see what an amazing person you are

    • @ILuvGel
      @ILuvGel Před 3 lety +2

      fr :/

    • @odessawales
      @odessawales Před 3 lety

      @@obamamobile9525 stfu

    • @fyodor8288
      @fyodor8288 Před 3 lety +29

      @@odessawales ????

    • @2.o614
      @2.o614 Před 3 lety +2

      Omg your pfp hits different tho- ;-·

  • @gia9840
    @gia9840 Před 3 lety +356

    Imagine, you are in a party and you are going to take a breath of air
    you are heading to the balcony, and then you see a flash of light
    in the light you can see your lover and her beautiful face
    You start running towards the balcony, happy to see her, but when you get there
    She is nowhere to be found, you collapse to the ground asking why
    Until you feel the smallest touch on your cheek
    You raise your head slowly and see her beautiful eyes
    you are filled with emotions, but then she whispers in your ear
    “I am always with you where ever you are”
    You blink and she is not there.
    She isn’t your lover anymore she is just a memory...

  • @halo-august3452
    @halo-august3452 Před 11 měsíci +2

    This song is so beautiful and relaxing to me. One of my favorites for sure.

  • @Sugondeeze_Nuts
    @Sugondeeze_Nuts Před 2 lety +40

    Well, this song hits hard. I've really sort of lost the will to live at this point, it feels like I'm just doing it for the people around me.
    No goals, no aspirations, no dreams, and no real achievements anymore either.
    I'm surrounded by people who love and support me, but that feels hollow, since there's nothing I'm trying to do.
    At this point, I'm really just trying not to be a burden, but I know I'm failing at that too, since people feel the need to check up on me, just because I seem "a little down"

    • @Tony-ee1hy
      @Tony-ee1hy Před 10 měsíci +2

      Not sure if you're still with us but, Things of this world can be very unsatisfying and inconsistent but Jesus's Love is forever and doesn't go anywhere. Im in a tough place right now and honestly I wish I could be listening to myself as I type this but I figure if I cant listen maybe you can.. You can find fulfillment in Him what the world has to offer can never fill you up but there's more to just this world you got a Creator who loves you

    • @AppleOfThineEye
      @AppleOfThineEye Před 6 měsíci

      You matter. You have great value. Please hang in there. 🙏

  • @tejirid
    @tejirid Před 3 lety +107

    "hey...its not like you ever tried to stay" hits different in so many ways lol

  • @blvnk666
    @blvnk666 Před 3 lety +302

    it’s almost 2 am,
    i broke up with him.
    my mental health was so bad, his sweet soul didn’t deserve it.
    i’m sorry munchkin, i wanted to stay and i tried to stay.
    i’m tired of battling my own demons.
    i love you, a.y.

    • @Teepae
      @Teepae Před 3 lety +37

      I hope your doing better. If your not then I hope that there will be a day where you are doing better. Every hill has a dip, but it will always some back up (sorry if this does not make sense)
      - a random stranger from the internet

    • @skyarblue3776
      @skyarblue3776 Před 3 lety +11

      Felt this so hard.

    • @rhianasilva9620
      @rhianasilva9620 Před 3 lety +15

      i dont even have a boyfriend but this was very moving because I know what you mean by this with someone i love

    • @obamamobile9525
      @obamamobile9525 Před 3 lety +9

      You come first, everything is going to be okay and it’s okay to not be okay right now, but you’ll realize that you needed this and if he is really the one, he would wait for you to be better, and whenever you are happy and satisfied with yourself, you can go be free and if he’s not there when your at your best then he never deserved you

    • @londonfleurina2388
      @londonfleurina2388 Před 3 lety +4

      Imagine being in a field filled with puppies, those are some of the good things in life. Keep trying even if its hard.

  • @salmonsticks4484
    @salmonsticks4484 Před rokem +7

    Damn listening on christmas alone kinda hit different.

  • @curlyhairjess
    @curlyhairjess Před 2 lety +1

    I love this song and this slowed + reverb version is amazing 💙

  • @smrf4real222
    @smrf4real222 Před 2 lety +241

    The worst feeling is not feeling lonely. The worst feeling is being surrounded by the people you love but still feeling lonely

  • @elentiya5479
    @elentiya5479 Před 3 lety +112

    tears are blurring my vision. why? because a few months ago, in 2020, i left the person i loved. i still dont know why. i thought she didnt need me. when i read comments of people venting about how people hurt them so horribly, i cant help but feel guilty. i feel so responsible for the pain. i cant even contact her, i live halfway across the world now. i dont have social media too. i just want to scream my apology to her. i shouldnt have left her. when i think of her, it hurts so much i cant move. now i know. why i left her. i needed validation that people NEED me. that their very existence is threatened when im not there. i miss her so much. my mouth and eyes are numb. please forgive me.

    • @chiacknelnanakson7611
      @chiacknelnanakson7611 Před 3 lety +13

      I really hope one day you meet her again to apologize, there's always hope, if you ever get social media and Remember something about her try contacting her. We're all here for you.

    • @dreamz1936
      @dreamz1936 Před 3 lety +3

      bro just listen to this song and imagine your in the 80's. crazy hair, the fashion, the music, the malls, etc. Trust me it will make you feel better.

    • @kaeyasrighttiddies4341
      @kaeyasrighttiddies4341 Před 2 lety +5

      for me it was because i finally realised how much they were manipulating me and i somehow managed to leave the relationship. doesnt mean im over them though, still missing them lots. hope you’re doing better now

    • @misskayla._4167
      @misskayla._4167 Před 2 lety +10

      @@dreamz1936 how does that even it with the song? and also how is that gonna help them?💀

    • @Angelthegamerh
      @Angelthegamerh Před 2 lety +1

      This just happened to me. And it feels like they broke up with me. I feel so guilty. Me and you are basically Going through the same thing 😕😕😕

  • @nataliebanda8898
    @nataliebanda8898 Před 8 měsíci +1

    this song just brings back memories and a feeling i can’t explain ❤

  • @showmeyrt33th
    @showmeyrt33th Před rokem +7

    To anyone hurting themselves trying to find the answers, stop. Love yourself first. No one can pour from an empty cup. Stay blessed, never stressed and remember who you are and why you deserve all the love that you have been trying to fill with voided coupons.

  • @c.r0n4
    @c.r0n4 Před 3 lety +194

    HOW DID YOU KNOW I WAS OBSESSING OVER THIS SONG??!!

    • @odessawales
      @odessawales Před 3 lety

      Obsessed.

    • @fudge642
      @fudge642 Před 2 lety

      @@odessawales real life auto correct right here

  • @cx1897
    @cx1897 Před 3 lety +38

    this song is just like sitting in a shower while feeling numb and not being sure if you’ll ever truly feel happy again or if you’ll ever be able to express the sadness you’ve have stored into you for so long and I love it

  • @Fighter_Enthusiast79
    @Fighter_Enthusiast79 Před rokem +5

    "On the field there was no such thing as being happy, only sorrow and sadness for our lost men. Knowing a thousand men is an entire countries hope. I've nearly lost everything,friends and comrades who used to smile and make me laugh...it's all gone and i cannot make them return...I wished this never happened to anybody else."

  • @haileyig4930
    @haileyig4930 Před 3 lety +114

    i cant let go of him.

    • @kageyamatobio453
      @kageyamatobio453 Před 3 lety +3

      Same

    • @akula1006
      @akula1006 Před 3 lety +8

      i cant let go of her, best way to cope is time.

    • @w3tchc0r37
      @w3tchc0r37 Před 3 lety +3

      Same...

    • @lucia6763
      @lucia6763 Před 3 lety +2

      same. i feel empty when he’s not there and i hardly know him.

    • @lucia6763
      @lucia6763 Před 3 lety +3

      i feel like i’ve upset him over something so small and i’m debating wether to say sorry right now or not, help.

  • @chareepruett7062
    @chareepruett7062 Před 3 lety +251

    im a simple person, i see venti i click.

  • @scary-sounds
    @scary-sounds Před rokem

    I do like this song's eerie sound from the reverb. Great touch.

  • @RuTo94
    @RuTo94 Před 5 měsíci +3

    I come back every year just to listen to this song to close my eyes and my whole body gets the chills and puts me in a peaceful state reflecting on the past. Time goes to dam fast……😢

  • @sev8668
    @sev8668 Před 3 lety +102

    this song relates to me, I feel like I care about people but people don't care about me.

    • @tylerbrown2541
      @tylerbrown2541 Před 3 lety

      What’s ur snap bro

    • @cherrylaurr
      @cherrylaurr Před 3 lety +3

      @@tylerbrown2541 bruv, it may seem unfortunate but I dont think they'll give it to ya

    • @sabrmylove
      @sabrmylove Před 3 lety

      It's the opposite for me

    • @sev8668
      @sev8668 Před 3 lety

      @@tylerbrown2541 why

  • @iya9539
    @iya9539 Před 3 lety +1426

    I'm early I'm such a baka omg 😣😣❓❓💫💫

    • @bloceda
      @bloceda  Před 3 lety +138

      yea🥺🥺🥺

    • @ash0u
      @ash0u Před 3 lety +185

      @@floydotadoy9776 I think it was a joke-

    • @hailey_wood_0521
      @hailey_wood_0521 Před 3 lety +126

      @@floydotadoy9776 the joke rlly flew over your head

    • @ammi2950
      @ammi2950 Před 3 lety +62

      @@floydotadoy9776 joke really in one ear and out the other

    • @jayden_247
      @jayden_247 Před 3 lety +49

      I find it funny that there was one person who didn’t take the joke and then 3 people proceeded to correct her 😂😂

  • @lildogx6348
    @lildogx6348 Před 2 lety +2

    This song brings me memories and makes me feel sad and happy at the same time

  • @kikafloresssss
    @kikafloresssss Před rokem +3

    imagine you're driving late at night. it's raining. youre driving an older car and this song start's playing. and this song goes on and all of a sudden memories hit left and right and you just don't know what to do. you step on the pedal and accelerate. you did what you thought was best and you loved the person. then tears start falling down ur cheeks and you remember the way they loved you like no one ever could. the way you tried to be the best for them and failed miserably. now you feel alone even in a group of people. they were your sactuary. and now theyre gone. and theres nothing you can do. and you continue on driving with tears in your eyes. hearing the rain hit the metal of the car. lost in ur memories.

  • @yox1837
    @yox1837 Před 3 lety +107

    im currently crying over ventis backstory help

  • @coltor728
    @coltor728 Před 3 lety +674

    Dear future self,
    This song used to be one of our favorites, is it still? Did you truly like the serene emptiness that it brought us? Have things gotten better for us? Did we find someone who'd care? I hope we didn't try to leave again. We still have to keep going for ourselves right? We can't fall when we've made it so far. I always end up coming back to this song, so I have faith you'll see this again sooner or later. Did we do everything we wanted to? Did we end up going to college? Remind yourself of everything, I'll live on in you after all. I have so many questions and not enough words. Live on darling.
    Final Update:
    Last update b/c I don't want to leave you guys hanging. I'll probably delete this comment within a few weeks, or maybe I'll leave it up, I don't know yet.
    I thought things were getting better, maybe they were for a bit, but now I've realized my current position in the world is not one where I can safely get help for what's wrong with me. I'll still probably live my life though, I just don't think anything's really that worth it for me to try to feel better. I hope this does not come as something discouraging to others going through the same thing, things will get better again, they always do. I'm probably just being super cynical because this happens over and over again.
    I'd like to finally leave this thread with a message that isn't necessarily positive, but realistic instead. Life's going to move up and down, but we can all just try to push it up with the resources we've been given. That's what makes our lives so fulfilling, and motivates me to push forward instead of leaving it behind. We don't know if we will get a chance to live again like this. I hope you all find a purpose.

    • @kaeyasrighttiddies4341
      @kaeyasrighttiddies4341 Před 2 lety +22

      hey here to check on you

    • @coltor728
      @coltor728 Před 2 lety +33

      @@kaeyasrighttiddies4341 I could be doing better, but I suppose I'm thinking about these things less. Thank you for checking :)

    • @kaeyasrighttiddies4341
      @kaeyasrighttiddies4341 Před 2 lety +22

      @@coltor728 im glad youre doing better. stay hydrated :D

    • @minbevy
      @minbevy Před 2 lety +13

      i love you sincerely and ive never met you but this small letter has hit me in the hardest spots possible i hope you're doing absolutely amazing and that everythings working out

    • @SabotageLuke
      @SabotageLuke Před 2 lety +7

      u good?

  • @SantiagoHernandez-lb9ee
    @SantiagoHernandez-lb9ee Před 2 lety +1

    I’m going to listen to this all night

  • @toothless6757
    @toothless6757 Před 5 měsíci +2

    You don't realize how precious a moment is until it becomes a memory

  • @Dehydratedlittleratz
    @Dehydratedlittleratz Před 3 lety +69

    when you realize your perfect sister is the main character of your life and your not even a side character your just in the background

    • @Yeah_You_Thought
      @Yeah_You_Thought Před 3 lety +3

      Ouch...

    • @Lianna_Is_Me
      @Lianna_Is_Me Před 2 lety

      Ow

    • @Lianna_Is_Me
      @Lianna_Is_Me Před 2 lety +2

      One that doesnt be noticed....
      What is this emotion?
      Worthlessness?
      Empty?
      Emotionless?
      Pain?
      One I cant describe it's too long..

    • @Dehydratedlittleratz
      @Dehydratedlittleratz Před 2 lety +1

      @@Lianna_Is_Me forgotten

    • @Lianna_Is_Me
      @Lianna_Is_Me Před 2 lety +1

      @@Dehydratedlittleratz agreed but more like everyone else thinks there the main character when there all side characters, like that person you saw during a flight, subway, or busy traffic that you'll probaly never see again, its weird

  • @metal_disk8117
    @metal_disk8117 Před 2 lety +44

    This song feels like it controls me. Makes me reflect and slows down everything for me when the days keep flying by.

  • @kurokijin7219
    @kurokijin7219 Před rokem +3

    I listened to this song and cried for the first time in forever. It’s like it forces you to let go off all your emotions

  • @auranizu5839
    @auranizu5839 Před 2 lety +5

    Tbh this song is very addictive to listen

  • @benjinite381
    @benjinite381 Před 3 lety +35

    I’m not even depressed and this makes me feel what that is like.

  • @isg8833
    @isg8833 Před 3 lety +221

    Im a simple girl
    I see Ramona makes something I click 😌

    • @minijrc2617
      @minijrc2617 Před 3 lety +1

      Ya when I see ramen noodles I also click

    • @keym8986
      @keym8986 Před 3 lety +1

      she never disappoints us🥰

  • @stevealam
    @stevealam Před 2 lety +2

    I felt nostalgic for those moments I have never experienced

  • @24_5
    @24_5 Před 10 měsíci +1

    this music is really beautiful

  • @layleezaara
    @layleezaara Před 3 lety +30

    Something about this song makes me feel peace.

  • @abbigailwing318
    @abbigailwing318 Před 3 lety +165

    Type of song I listen to when im tired of not being good enough tbh

  • @arongames8113
    @arongames8113 Před 9 měsíci +2

    This song make me look back at time and see how much fun I had as a kid and seeing my old friends only if I knew that would be the last time I seen them

  • @Melxtis
    @Melxtis Před 2 lety

    This is addicting and a masterpiece for sure.

  • @pistol5978
    @pistol5978 Před 3 lety +38

    This song makes me feel a strange, unexplainable feeling. It makes me feel a strange peace within, like I could just sit around and do nothing but be one with the universe, and everything within its existence; yet it also makes me feel a weird conflict inside, an inner disturbance, one that makes me think about everything, one that confuses me. It's like this song relaxes me, but it also makes me really think about life and the future. How I won't be a kid forever, or how soon enough, I'll have to find a job and house of my own. It's a very conflicting phenomenon. When I hear this, I imagine slow dancing, with a future partner, looking into each other's eyes, laughing, holding each other closer. This song... is so beautifully complicated. It truly is a beautiful work of art.
    Just needed to type what was on my mind.
    I hope someone could relate to this.

  • @kkkkaaeeee
    @kkkkaaeeee Před 3 lety +1042

    • @v4Ientine
      @v4Ientine Před 3 lety +135

      your feelings are totally valid, it's not okay and you don't deserve to feel like your less than anyone , scream and cry as much as you need , you come first, I've got no idea how your feeling but you should definitely speak to someone about your concerns, I love you and I know things will get better.

    • @kkkkaaeeee
      @kkkkaaeeee Před 3 lety +82

      @@v4Ientine that made my day. YOU made my day. Someone just saying something is more than enough. Love doesn’t hurt it’s an amazing feeling. It’s just the person who used it in a wrong way. Once again you amazing I love you.

    • @withney.a2995
      @withney.a2995 Před 3 lety +31

      I'm late but i wanted to say that i love you everything gonna be okay stay safe

    • @withney.a2995
      @withney.a2995 Před 3 lety +27

      If you want you can give me your ig and i'm gonna send you a text in 2 days for your birthday

    • @sabbychop7231
      @sabbychop7231 Před 3 lety +27

      It's almost your birthday its only 2 days away! Happy birthday just know that I'm so proud of you covid 19 has taken a toll on a lot of peoples mental health including me. Just know that you are so strong so go and have a day to yourself you deserve it!

  • @psvienna
    @psvienna Před 3 měsíci

    I love the vibes in this song 🎧 🎶

  • @user-qj8xl3eu9q
    @user-qj8xl3eu9q Před 2 lety

    AAAAAA LOVED

  • @ciarabethanyfrans4123
    @ciarabethanyfrans4123 Před 2 lety +45

    *he was the boy who sought freedom.*
    miss u eren

  • @denji3521
    @denji3521 Před 3 lety +52

    0:26

  • @YoutubeELMO
    @YoutubeELMO Před 2 lety

    I cant hold it in im cryin rn

  • @itznotsmookie7863
    @itznotsmookie7863 Před rokem

    been lookin for this for my 2k dribble god mixtape👍

  • @silizi
    @silizi Před 3 lety +30

    I've been playing this on repeat lately because it makes me want to draw something similar to it, or how it would look in my mind. It's also been helping with stress too, so yeah, thank you.

  • @ibombedanorphanage
    @ibombedanorphanage Před 3 lety +21

    other ppl : *is sad*
    Me, out of context: *is humming the song at 5am trying to do the homework due the exact day*

  • @CyanIsKewl
    @CyanIsKewl Před 10 měsíci +2

    Only now i realise how “ykwim?” is not just a scramble of words, but “you know what I mean?”

  • @quickgamehd9046
    @quickgamehd9046 Před rokem +6

    This Song feels Hopeless and hopeful at the Same time, like you Gave up on something But you still Know that you will have it some day

  • @isabellele3331
    @isabellele3331 Před 3 lety +34

    This song makes me feel like i'm in an 90s movie scene with Hong Kong neon signs around me after a breakup

  • @SabotageLuke
    @SabotageLuke Před 2 lety +37

    this song describes the feeling where you know you can't get your crush, but you can't get over them either, so you're stuck in a loop hole :(

    • @ACE_OF_SPADES-zj1iq
      @ACE_OF_SPADES-zj1iq Před 9 měsíci +1

      I’ve given up on having crushes. I’ve been hurt too many times by every single one, so I told myself “Why keep taking the drugs that hurts and kills you in the end?”

    • @witheredheart6291
      @witheredheart6291 Před 9 měsíci +1

      @@ACE_OF_SPADES-zj1iq I'm sorry to hear this man, I truly am, as I am the same, but I live by the phrase "what kills you makes you even more alive"

    • @LilyDS14
      @LilyDS14 Před 7 měsíci

      exactly

  • @foundationagentstriker2984

    The sense of imagination that will run wild. Gives a man the shivers.

  • @ghost-piro9206
    @ghost-piro9206 Před 2 lety +2

    This song hitting different the old times comes in youre head when you listen to this

  • @nerokyu7649
    @nerokyu7649 Před 3 lety +17

    this captures the exact emotions that i am feeling rn, and this is hitting hard af

  • @hanblue1225
    @hanblue1225 Před 3 lety +170

    This song such a vibe
    Makes me feel like I'm some lonely character in an old indie movie from 1980s
    Edit: lmao not me being emotional 💀

    • @odessawales
      @odessawales Před 3 lety +2

      Move on.

    • @Lianna_Is_Me
      @Lianna_Is_Me Před 2 lety

      What an imagination!!
      You are amazing!
      Some advice I'll give is if you give up you wont go anywhere you may be a side character but someone loves you,
      If everyone left you dont leave yourself/your body
      No matter how worthless. You feel,
      As the expression goes:
      When darkness is all you see there is a light,
      The light is joy
      Never give up!
      Everything is ok!
      No matter what you or people say your just you!
      Nobody else can manipulate that!
      Your the most powerful human as everyone else!
      Your just as capable as the next person,
      Your not dumb or stupid you need to just have help and faith on your side,
      Listen not everyone is gonna be on your side ok?
      But let me tell you this,
      It's ok! Everyone has differences, you can change you can do this!
      No matter what you do killing yourself isnt the awnser your looking for, it just makes things worse.
      If you had problems before now you cant do anything to help them and really life is a rollercoaster of ups and downs you really dont know what's gonna happen but it can be a good thing!
      You are strong!
      Others may say your weak but deep inside you your the most unique you anyone could ever ask for so dont lose sight of what's left,
      Believe me I have deppresion, social anxiety, anxiety, panic attacks, a eating disorder, and mental breakdowns almost everyday, but I'm still here, still breathing, may not be ok and constantly feeling like your alone or judged by others even In unnecessary situations but I'm still here!
      You do have a purpose on this planet even if your dead you still have a purpose a good purpose to change the world!!
      I believe in you!
      It's ironic that I'm 13 i give advice but almost never follow it...
      But that doesnt mean you cant do things!
      No matter race, disability, sexuality, personality, or anything!
      You can do this!
      You can do whatever you want!
      Even if nobody's on your side which is a good thing because you have unique ideas, things get better, think of your childhood and think of ways you've improved, and if you didnt, think of the positives your older, stronger, faster, and learned a lot more! Even if it didnt need to be learned everyone has there place in life and I bet you have a better spot than me!!
      Even if you think you wont find a soulmate one will come and if not you have me and the birds by your side! I wont go away when your vulnerable I'll stay and comfort you!
      My dream is to make a pizzaria establishment, be a good person, have fun, do art, hobbies, sing and to be myself!
      There are 1 million/billion sperm cells and you just so happened to be the one that came out of the womb and into this world for a reason! Even as a sperm cell you were able to fight off all obstacles just to have a way of life, now you can do the same too!
      Till the day we pass, even so everyone dies in the end so it makes no diffrence what you do the fact of the matter is everyone will die at some point, so live the life you have the best you can!
      Death is a natural cycle but there is no reason to wish for that!
      You truly dont wish for death, you wish for freedom, joy, to feel worth something, and to enjoy the things you have left!
      Every body is perfect,
      Dont judge a book by its cover,
      And your way better than any of the losers that hate you,
      ~Lianna Juliet Delfeld

    • @Lianna_Is_Me
      @Lianna_Is_Me Před 2 lety +6

      @@odessawales bruh

    • @biaaaaaaz
      @biaaaaaaz Před 2 lety

      yesss!!!

    • @fudge642
      @fudge642 Před 2 lety

      bro i think of a ball dance in the 80's straight vibes

  • @danielkordab3510
    @danielkordab3510 Před 2 lety +2

    This song reminds me that, no one will relieve me of this awful feeling but myself; I’ve been looking for something that never has and never will exist.

  • @jacklarry1970
    @jacklarry1970 Před rokem

    never heard such a master piece

  • @mememegirl
    @mememegirl Před 3 lety +31

    you’re my main music source at this point. keeping doing what you’re doing 💕

  • @nicholasbradley5150
    @nicholasbradley5150 Před 2 lety +4

    The funny kid when he comes home from school 😔

  • @cherryxblossomsz9453
    @cherryxblossomsz9453 Před rokem

    This is just amazing to listen to at night time😪

  • @HuTaosrealhusband
    @HuTaosrealhusband Před 2 měsíci +1

    Love the song and also good choice of image, Venti!!!!

    • @Felix048
      @Felix048 Před měsícem

      Venti's friend, but yess