this kinda breaks my heart
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- čas přidán 27. 08. 2024
- but the change in myself is beyond anything i could have ever imagined... i actually feel ALIVE for the first time in my life. idk i recorded my thoughts for myself just to have but figured i'd post it to look back on one day on my channel. thanks for listening :) stay strong, stay beautiful, stay you.
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*Holy shit, anyone else notice how much healthier Jey looks?*
Jeffrey Munoz yes! Mentally and physically. I know it's because T made him bulk up but he finally looks sturdy and wonderful.
Jeffrey Munoz yup
Jeffrey Munoz ikr
Jeffrey Munoz yep
Jeffrey Munoz yes so tru I am so happy for him
I can't even believe you're 25. I was absolutely sure that you were 16 2years ago. You actually look like an adult now. I'm so so proud of you, Jey.
the years honestly fly by haha thank you so much
Jeydon Wale I love you all that ways possible and i wish you can answer some questions because I'm through a lot an I really need somebody to hear me
+Jeydon Wale I thought you were 17 wHAT
Angie Felix I watched watched that video!!! I love how Zane tripped over the curb. one of David's funniest videos!
Amber Jean Vlogs i thought he was 12 :P
So proud of how far you've come Jey.
There's such a huge difference in your confidence that I'm always recognizing in you these days.
Makes me so happy, can't wait to see you again :)
HES TWENTY FIVE I THOUGHT HE WAS LIKE 17
seriously, jeydon is a he. he has always been a he and always will be a he. some people are so closed-minded. if you can't respect that jeydon is male then gtfo
sabrina castro same haha
Your Biological Resentment, bean, who yall mad at?
Your Biological Resentment YO the fuck are you talking about??
Your Biological Resentment the fuck ??
Seeing Jeydon grow ever since 2008 makes my heart melt😭❤️
woahhh
holy mother of god voice change
I'm so happy for you! you're healthier and way more full of life! good for you Jeydon!
thank you :) happy boy is happy
Jeydon Wale I love you Jey Jey.
Anyone else notice how he shows more of his face now? I love it! So proud of how far you've come jeydon. 😊👏👏
OMG! his voice !! 😍😍😍
Annie gear I knowwww I can't even!!!
Annie gear i love your profile pic ❤
Ashley Vikernes oh thanks 💜💜💜💜
Annie gear he kinda reminds me of awsten knight now ???
saltwater for blood yup!!!
Two people that disliked this, I hope you have a nice rest of the day or sleep or whatever. It seems like you've had a rough day, don't take that out on ma wale though.
Jeydon Wale Obsessed This comment made my day👏👏👏
Aw ty
Jeydon Wale Obsessed
eat pizza, it cures everything. *everything*
ChenChan time
except for obesity
I'm so happy that you are happy. When i watch those .. Months on T videos i smile through the whole video because you are so happy in there and i'm so proud of you ❤
aw haha :) thanks for checkin up on me and being here. really cool. i appreciate you
Jeydon Wale tbh I'm not doing good, but everything will be oké at a time.
Ty Taylor no I'm allright I don't want to botter you
In love with the TØP shirts Jeydon wearing great choice of style dude
Every time you mention that you're 25 I'm shook af
Kenzie Leonard rrrighht
Adrieana Gonzalez like I'm 22 and he looks significantly younger than me so whenever he mentions that he's 25 I'm like wait what no you're like 18 Jeydon shhhhhhhhh
Kenzie Leonard noooo he's not 25 ?!
Kenzie Leonard he looks so young its like he is freaking 15
Kenzie Leonard that probably means you should stop watching because it doesn't feel natural
I feel this so much, Jey. I remember starting T and feeling super robbed of my childhood because I was so miserable to enjoy anything back then. I think the easiest way to describe it all is just lonely. HRT is literally a life saver. You can tell you were sad and it's really awesome to see that you're genuinely happy. I'm glad you found happiness and peace with yourself. Stay strong, Jey :]
100% haha I feel like for the first time in my entire life i'm actually ALIVE. all those years - lonely is the perfect way to describe it. thank you so much for the support dude
Of course! I know exactly what you mean. Alive is a perfect way to describe life on hormones
The Guy Named Joe no one says no homo
Jeydon, I've been following you since I was in 7th grade and now I'm a freshman in college. I'm so happy for you and for what you've accomplished. I personally love this newer you way better and not because you weren't awesome before because you were! I love seeing you happy, it brings out a side of you that I didn't notice I never seen. Jeydon, I love, always will, and I'm here to stay. Can't wait for that smile on your face to get bigger.
JarianaStoriesxx3 of your a freshman.. how can you miss spell never
MemesForWeird? PEOPLE! she didnt
Zoop Woop she/he didn’t miss spell never
Don't mean to offend, but compared to pre-t, you look so much healthier, happier, and confident now. It's moving, man. Can't wait to start T myself. :)
KiddPurrp You mean testosterone? There's a long list of different effects of taking it. I would suggest you go on google and search for a run down on the different methods of HRT (hormone replacement therapy) for female to male trans people. Generally, for ftm (female to male) trans people who decide to go through HRT, the hormones make your body much more masculine in all senses.
I legit started crying this is so great. I love seeing how happy he gets. ❤
his voice changed
Wednesday Addams that's logical xD
Wednesday Addams I NOTICED LIKE MY BABY JEY IS GROWING UP
pug tarts I KNOOOWWW
I don't want this to come off as rude, but his voice doesn't sound as forced. Like it sounds general and natural.
Wednesday Addams I know right
i don't understand how people could stop watching a youtuber or stop being friends with someone being trans or anything else. literally jey is the same, the only different thing about him is the fact that he is more masculine and his posts are more about his t, which i find really interesting. but even with those posts he has other posts so \_(• - •)_/
You're so right. Seeing him on T makes me soooo happy because that's a big step and you can just tell how much happier he is. Who wouldn't want to see their friend happy?
WhereDuhWeedAt420 If they happened to end up in a trans ONLY bar,of course they wouldnt have that reaction-because guess why-its a trans fucking ONLY bar.Also,transgender people happen to be better and more understanding people in general,than "normals" like you.Even though normal doesnt exist,to most people normal means what the majority of people do.And thats Not normal.Its exactly what i said,a majority.Thats it.Transgender people feel emotions,happiness,sadness,anger,depression...just like you.They are nothing different.Body disphoria fucking sucks,and you have no idea. You have no idea what it feels like to look in the mirror everyday and feel TERRIBLY uncomfortable with everything about your body.But of course you only pay attention to the genitals transgender people have because youre a disgusting creep.Unlike you,most transgender people arent fucking assholes.Hope you grow out of the bitch phase,and open your eyes.
WhereDuhWeedAt420 you have a surprisingly detailed imagination on people who accepts trans people. Have you done it before yourself? I wouldn't judge as i wouldn't be surprised. Meanwhile it being okay to "deep throat that length", i just thought that with all the hate and denial maybe you're just afraid of admitting the fact that you don't mind the trans but is merely afraid of change. Honey, it's okay to accept change. Just don't give too much fuck about things that aren't your business like some meddling mom and you'll be much happier than your original miserable pathetic self ;)
Jeydon I remember watching your old videos about all your insecurities and looking at you now and seeing how happy you are honestly warms my heart. I love how happy you are now and how much more comfortable you are in your own body. I'm so happy for you and I love being able to be apart of this transition with you. You deserve to be happy because you're just an amazing human being. You've helped me through so much and I'm so glad that now you're helping yourself and becoming a better you. I love you and look forward to watching you grow more and more
Everyone else freaking out that Jey is 25 like wut where has time gone? Tf?
My friend is so masculine and tall and he passes so well and looks his age and I'm like two months younger than him and I'm still 5'2" and look like a 13 year old girl. Like... the sooner I can start T the better my life will be and tHAT RHYMEd.
lifE is hard for short boys. ;-;
Toby Turtle i like short boys
i'm short
Short boys are gr8 bc when tall people hug them we just kinda absorb them for a sec and it's amaziNg and yeah ok have a nice day stranger :))
I like short guys and I'm 5 ft. 5 in. ^-^
I like short guys and I'm 5 ft. 5 in. ^-^
I'm 5' 4 1/2" and my best friend teases me because she's taller than me.
Wow your voice has changed so much and he looks healthier to and happier
When he started speaking I started crying because I haven't watched him in a few weeks and he's changed so much and I've never been so proud of anyone ever
it makes my heart happy to see the change, your body looks so much more comfortable in your skin and your happiness is shining through the screen 💖
Ahhh my heart is dying right now ❤️
Would you do a video or speak about what it was like starting T at 25 as opposed to a lot of trans guys starting T at 18 or younger? I'm 21 and pre T and would like to hear your thoughts on it? You look so great now btw dude. I'm so glad you're happy!
Lukas Trent that's a great idea
you sound so masculin and happy. i'm so freaking proud and i feel like crying because of how proud i am. i feel so selfish and i feel like i'm making this about me but i feel like i've followed you forever and i just feel genuinely like a parent seeing you like this. you've made it so far and i'm so happy for you.
My poor little baby this is hard to watch. I never realized how unhappy you were until you started T. You're in such a better headspace now and I'm so incredibly proud of you. Love you Jey
Jeydon💗 I'm so proud of you :) I'm glad you're becoming more comfortable being yourself and embracing who you are. we love you ❤
thank you for the support :) huge difference in myself just woah. hope life is good
Jeydon Wale :) you're truly an inspiration. thank you for keeping it real ❤
I'm trying so hard not to fangirl right now haha 😂 have a good night man :) it's great to hear updates of how well you've been doing and how far you've come.
His voice has changed so much it's weird hearing his voice like this but I'm so proud of everything he's accomplished so far and finally accepting himself and opening up to his fans. I love you Jaydon! Stay true to yourself and don't change.
those first clip were so heartbreaking ... I've been watching since the first hunter videos and I'm so happy that you are happy and that you are more comfortable with yourself ❤ much love from NB Canada❤
love you Jeydon ❤
youwhutmatex. really
no sure I just said it for fun 😝
Wow
It's never been clearer how unhappy you were before until I could compare it to how happy you are now. I'm so proud of you for making it through the tough times to get over to the other side. I've been subbed for years and years, and I've never loved you more than I do right now. 😊😘
JEY'S VOICE IS SO MUCH DEEPER NOW!!!!!! I FREAKING ADMIRE HOW CONFIDENT HE IS WITH HIS TRANSITIONING! I seriously wish I could start Testosterone. But, even though I can't (yet) Jey has inspired me so much with transitioning. He gave me my motivation to ask my mom for binders and to come out to my mom. HE IS AMAZING AND DESERVES A FREAKING HUG AND A MEDAL!!!!!! !~Alec
omgosh he looked so freaking sad :( never really realised it that much. so proud of you that you became happy ^-^
I'm so proud of you and how far you've come. I'll love you always, Jey.
literally tearing up because of how happy i am for you. you exalt this amazing glow and it makes me so glad.
"Perhaps the butterfly is proof that you can go through a great deal of Darkness yet become something beautiful."
stay strong , we love you Jeydon
-DEATHWISH
Im so proud of this kid. Ive been watching your videos for a few years now and I notice how much youve changed and happier you are. You just seem happy with yourself now. I so happy for you! :) Stay rad, Jeydon!
You're voice has deepened so much and just omg I almost feel like a proud mama you've come so far
your voice sounds so good brother. this video got me choked up. I know how hard it is. love you.
Like, I know he's taking testosterone but it's so crazy that he's just completely different, his voice his facial features, his body shape. I live in a small town and never actually met anyone that is transgender and it's just crazy to see him go through this
IM SO HAPPY first off YOUR VOICE!!! It's gotten so deep and I'm just so proud you e gotten so far in life and I'm so happy for you
you seem so honest! I totally understand what you're saying because I'm trying so hard to get on well with myself but I'm just passing through this all alone and I don't feel like having friends to understand me and I really hope it ends up well like you did. I'm glad for ya:)
Fuck I accidentally clicked, but I has no regrets
Holy hell, dude. I'd forgotten to put you on post notifications, so it's been around 3 months without me watching your vids, and I'm so, so, so proud. I was blown away by your voice change, haha. You're looking much healthier and happier, and I hope you're doing all good.
this made me so emotional. you were one of the first people I started watching on youtube 7 years ago, around this time actually. to see how far you've come is truly inspiring and it makes me emotional in a good way because I'm SO proud of you for so many different reasons. You deserve every ounce of the happiness you are feeling and the happiness that is to come. I love you Jey ❤❤❤❤
I totally understand how you feel about changing with transitioning. I've been on T for 2 years now and I'm still amazed at how much I've changed, at how much better this has been for my mental health and everything. And now I'm on my way to getting top surgery this summer and I still can't believe that I'm still here to be able to do this. I look back at pictures of myself from even just last year and I see a sad little kid who didn't like who he was and now I see someone who can actually be happy in their body, or at least is on their way. The happiness will keep coming, Jey, I promise.
I can't express in words how happy I am for you :)
Or growing so much XD
Jeydon..., I am so happy for you, I am so glad that your finally happy. I personally love the old little fetus jey wale but I'm glad your happy. You can always make me happy and if your happy I'm happy😸✌️
i love the confidence you found after starting t. you're so strong and just finding yourself and being able to start to love yourself is just the most beautiful thing, because not everybody is able to do that. support you forever jey.
Checking in on Jeydon every once and awhile is honestly so surreal, watching his growth as a person is crazy, Im so happy you are happy with who you are now, you have always been a beautiful person in and out and now you are radiant, agh so proud to have watched this growth of a beautiful inspiring person
Tomorrow jeydon is 5 months on T and tomorrow is also my birthday so im happy! 😊 jeydon youve come so far and like you inspired so many ppl. you made videos tht made ur fans happy and encouraged. im really thankful for you and your videos bcuz w/o any of ur content or u idk where id b today.. like i am so happy for u and thanks for being a great person xD hope u have a great day!
I feel ya bro, 2 months on estrogen here. Been a roller-coaster of emotions! It's been amazing how many people I have that are so supportive in my life! It's great.
I just wanted to hug you in those clips and tell you how everything will be ok and how you're going to transition and be the happiest boy ever and how those feelings will change. I love you wale and I'm sorry you had to go thorough depression it sucks I know how it feels it feels awful. I love you so damn and am always here supporting I love you did I say I love you cause I do lol I've been supporting you for 5 years and I always will support you.
It's so great seeing you this happy, I wish you all the best on this journey :)
6 views...407 likes...you make since youtube.
Whitney boo! Your comment makes as much sense* as CZcams right now
it's just the emotions in this video, you tube started cry typing will working on the veiws to likes ratio
How many people are gonna comment this on every single video before they understand how CZcams works?
.....sense
Whitney boo! sense*
i'm not crying, you're crying
I'm so happy for you Jeydon! You look so much happier and healthier overall, I'm so so happy on your behalf! Also just wanna mention that your voice sounds soooo good! Could listen to you talk all day!! Have a wonderful day! xx
I think everyone wants to give lil Wale a hug. Little dude made it through though and look at you now!! killing it 💚💚
omg, I could cry. you've grown so much. you're 25, you look so much healthier & so much happier being the man you really are. love you jey 💚❤
Jeydon your the reason why I want to become a CZcamsr. I'm also trans myself. what you just described about being in your mid 20's feeling like you just graduated is how I feel..... it's funny because today I was gonna upload a video also and I've done the 10+ clothes change +lighting. I just decided not to upload today😔. But I'm so happy you uploaded this its nice to know I'm not alone. This is why your my favorite CZcamsr. Been watching you since I was 16. I'm now 23. Would love to meet you one day
Your situation five months ago is more or less mines now and the fact that you're doing good now and simply being happy is motivating enough to get out of my own way and just feel good for once. I don't know how yet but I will overcome this. Much love and thank you Jeydon
Those first clips broke my heart. You changed so much I have to go through your old videos to remember how you were because wow. And to know that you're happy now and everithing is geting better makes me extremely happy! Congrats to your 5 months on T :D
Omg im jus now watching this vid and i haven't watched Jey's vids for a lil bit and his voice hiiiit me but its so beautiful!!!
I never saw you as feminine looking ever until now looking back at old videos because now you're like extra masculine.. it's gonna be super amazing to see what happens in the next few months
ive been watching you for around 3 or 4 years now i think and i totally can see the growth in you as a person and it makes me so happy to see how much happier you are now aH this is so cute
Jeydon no matter how insecure you were, no matter what you are, no matter anything in this world, You are an inspiration to me and have helped me so much. Going through this past year with all the emotional breakdowns, helping my friends with their own transitions, helping my friends with their depression, helping myself with mine and my insecurities, all of it, I have never stopped looking to you. Your strength, creativity, and individuality inspires me everyday to be my best self and seeing you now makes me so happy. I wish I could tell you all the the ways you've helped my life, i wish i could meet you (if only you could come to upper western NY) because you are one of my main rolemodels right next to Audrey Hepburn
Just me who thinks he sounds like Cole Sprouse?
I was thinking that he looked like him a little bit
That's what I thought as soon as he started speaking
Ikr!
When I read your comment, I was at the beginning of the video and was like "wtf are they talking about? That doesn't sound like Cole Sprouse!" Then I heard his deeper voice and was like "oh shit, that's what they meant. HE DOES OMG."
SHE* DUMBASS BITCH
i though he was a boy originally 😳😳😳 and i've been watching him for the longest
holy shit, i'm so behind on his transition but his voice is so much deeper and he just looks so much happier and healthier!!! I'm so happy for him!!!!
i have a few friends who have transitioned and they have said the same thing about how it's like you've finally gone through puberty or just grown up in general! so proud of you! and how far you have come.
Who just smiled at the video Bc u are so happy for him 😊
On an unrelated note, what size are your ears at?
Charlotte Nimbus I was wondering the same
2 :) as of a week n a half or something haha i wanna go 0 or 00
do ittttt
Jeydon Wale whoa that means we're at the same size!!
Jeydon Wale were the same size. I'm going up to a 1g within the next month and then a 0 from there. I think I'm gonna go to either a 1/2" or a 9/16" idk yet
I remember watching you years ago when my friend said she had a crush on you and I was crazy jealous of you and kinda didn't like you. But I'm so proud of you. You're such a strong guy and I can't even imagine feeling the way you felt in the wrong body. Mad respect to you man.
this viedo made me so happy :') seeing you this excited and happy is so amazing
i love your shirt okay its beautiful o my lord
I'm so proud of you you've grown up so much and I love you and stay strong!❤💯🙂🦄
It's so crazy going on T, especially these moments when you realise how far you've come and how incredibly happy you are in your body. The most beautiful feeling in the world is when everything is falling into place. T is life changing and I'm glad you're experiencing it too :)
havent been keeping up w your videos so i cried when i heard your voice bc i already fuckign know that the amount of change thats happening is making you happy because its was youve wanted all along
low-key lovin that unicorn/pony on his t.v. lol
FLOWERZ DA UNICORN
Jeydon Wale OMG I NEED ME A FLOWERZ THE UNICORN
I thought you were 17 😱. But I still 💖 you, and I love your videos, and I am so happy it's almost 5 months on T 😜.
i watched some more old videos and i can truly see how far you've came, we're all so so proud of you. i'm so happy that you're happy, you mean so much to me and everyone else.
you were like the first person i've watched on youtube which was like years ago it's makes me genuinely so freaking happy and proud to see how far you have come and how happy you are jeydon
stay alive |-/
so um today's my birth day and I'm balling XDXDXDXDXD
my chemica I fell out 21 times at the disco having fun?
my chemica I fell out 21 times at the disco HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!🎉🎂🎉 HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT BIRTHDAY!!!!
my chemica I fell out 21 times at the disco congratulations!! Your birthday is on the emo month
jimmy novak ikr
the beginning literally had me crying! i am crying! fuck I'm still crying! BUT YOUR VOICE JEY. THE DIFFERENCE IT MAKES ME TO SO HAPPY TO SEE YOU A BIT MORE COMFORTABLE IN YOUR OWN SKIN! ah nothing but love for you my guy!
this video makes me feel happy but sad. happy that you have grown up emotionally, but sad that you ever felt insecure. 💜 we care about you a lot and im glad you didnt give up! youve made it so far and thats an accomplishment!
OH I THOUGHT THE TITLE SAID THIS KINDA MAKES MY BREASTS HURT THAT MAKES MORE SENSE NOW OKAY
Like I actually clicked on the video and watched 5 seconds of it thinking it was about his breasticles.
Heaven-Leigh McMillin 😂😂😂😂
please dont hate me for asking im just curious but......what happened to Sam?
Nicol Woods it's none of your business
Nicol Woods they broke up
Nicol Woods i thought the same a while ago, I'm not asking about them but I was curious about what happened to her channel and stuff :((
Juan Aguirre it's a simple question no need to be rude
Carter exactly like....she just....vanished..,
I'm so proud of you Jey and I'm so happy that you're starting to live the life you've always wanted. Live it up Jeydon! ❤
This video honestly makes me not lose hope that maybe when I grow a little older maybe I'll become happy and not feel empty and sad and lonely all the time. I'm so happy for you Jey, now that you're ALIVE like that's awesome.
jeydon reminds me of clay from 13 reasons why
you're voice had changed so much!! it's like dark velvet on my eardrums (Yes I'm aware that was oddly descriptive and creepy, as the truth usually is)
I literally get so happy everytime i see you change to the better. Insecurities suck and im so glad youre slowly becoming more open. lots of love ♡
4-20-15 I met you as well as six others. Months and months before that I found Jordan then MDE. You watched me grow, initially. I met my best friend because of you and MDE. I'm suicidal, my best friend is helping me through that, she is the only one that is helping me through this. Without you, or MDE, I might not be here, without my best friend I wouldn't be here. I've seen you grow, your voice damn. One day on testosterone to even much longer before that to now. I've watched you change and grow and become the person you are now. I want to thank you for that, all of that, I may not watch the rest of the old MDE but you have really inspired me and my best friend. Thank you jey.
oh shit im early af
dominik xb same
Same
same🤔
Allison Robillard uh i do
Allison Robillard na not really but interesting
hello jey. love you!
It truly was a joy to have seen you grow into yourself over the last almost 9 years. Thank you for allowing us to see this part of you
my sadness was very similar to yours, its depressing but im finally coming out of my shell. slowly but surely. sincerely its a blessing since i never, ever thought this day would come.