That happens to me many times. God sends me a verse through a sermon on the radio or on the tube : ), in my mind and then it is repeated again that day in another situation It may be repeated 2 or 3 times mores, that or a subject matter. I was listening to a sermon by Derek Prince. I dropped by my parents house and my mom started talking about the same subject as the sermon in the car. I told her that and she was amazed herself. And said that God really wanted me to take note of that subject.
I have been struggling with severe depression for the 4th time since hysterectomy 7 years ago plus I went through it in my 20s and as a child. I went through bullying and abuse as a child and live with underlying depression and anxiety my whole life. I got saved when I was 29 and now 53 still struggling. I even gave up on the Lord helping me and don't care about the gospel or anything or anyone including myself anymore. I am on medication. The 3rd one in 7 years and just keep praying for God to take me because I don't see the point to life anymore and I am fearful of getting old and losing family members because I can't cope now. I have been off work since Feb. My husband works and my mom is 93 and has more will to live than me. I just want to stay in my bed and die. You had and have support and financial means to get help and I am too exhausted to keep trying. People say that God loves me and is with me but there is no comfort in that for me. A co worker offered to take me to the hospital but my husband has enough to deal with than to care for my mother and I have no real support or will to keep fighting. I just keep taking my meds, feed my dog and put him out and then have to lay down. I am just a burden and no one wants to be around someone that is depressed everyday. I feel dead inside and have been battling this too long. Depression and anxiety runs in my family so its double depression. I never thought that living right to please God and tithing for years would have brought me to this. You would think that God would not create this illness in people or any illness. They say it's a fallen world but for God to punish all of humanity for the sin of Adam and Eve just infuriates me. Others that I know that went through depression started to feel better within 6 weeks of taking meds and councelling but never had underlying depression. I just keep praying for God to take me because I am afraid to do it myself and it didn't work or still end up going to hell. I just want it to be over and I want it easy for a change because I am so exhausted mentally, emotionally, physically and spiritually. Why does he take so long to help us. I am too tired and angry at God. At least you still wanted to serve God or had a desire . Plus I have a hard time accepting life, loss, aging etc. Its great that he helped you but I think that he turned his back on me because he won't take out of this. I wish that I had your faith. I am tired of waiting. I need deliverance but it is not coming and I no longer have faith in God for anything anymore but more suffering. Some people are praying for me I guess but its not helping. I just exist and just want to go home. It's easy for God because he is not the one suffering. I just can't wrap my depressed mind around this.
I know what you are saying. You are not alone. God does love you. You are precious and have meaning and value. Don't allow satan to keep on telling you lies. Don't believe them. Start listening to praise and worship music and join in, raising your hands to heaven no matter what. I believe God will change the situation around for you. Keep on doing it. Don't stop. Read a chapter a day from the Bible. Start in the New Testament and start declaring the verses that speak life over your head, over your life. That God has good plans for you, plans to prosper, it says in the Bible. That you are the salt of the earth. You give and have meaning and taste to life through Jesus Christ. That you can do all things through Christ, as it says in the Bible. Look up, The Champion by Bethel. And Good Father. You are not the only one who asks from God, even begs. I know and He does care for you and about you. Did God ever do anything good for you?? I think He has. Start every day with finding 5 things to be thankful for. And thank God and acknowledge Him for them.
That happens to me many times. God sends me a verse through a sermon on the radio or on the tube : ), in my mind and then it is repeated again that day in another situation It may be repeated 2 or 3 times mores, that or a subject matter. I was listening to a sermon by Derek Prince. I dropped by my parents house and my mom started talking about the same subject as the sermon in the car. I told her that and she was amazed herself. And said that God really wanted me to take note of that subject.
Thank you this is for me today I need to hear this 🙏
Many greetings from Germany - Thank you for this teaching and the work you do!
I have been struggling with severe depression for the 4th time since hysterectomy 7 years ago plus I went through it in my 20s and as a child. I went through bullying and abuse as a child and live with underlying depression and anxiety my whole life. I got saved when I was 29 and now 53 still struggling. I even gave up on the Lord helping me and don't care about the gospel or anything or anyone including myself anymore. I am on medication. The 3rd one in 7 years and just keep praying for God to take me because I don't see the point to life anymore and I am fearful of getting old and losing family members because I can't cope now. I have been off work since Feb. My husband works and my mom is 93 and has more will to live than me. I just want to stay in my bed and die. You had and have support and financial means to get help and I am too exhausted to keep trying. People say that God loves me and is with me but there is no comfort in that for me. A co worker offered to take me to the hospital but my husband has enough to deal with than to care for my mother and I have no real support or will to keep fighting. I just keep taking my meds, feed my dog and put him out and then have to lay down. I am just a burden and no one wants to be around someone that is depressed everyday. I feel dead inside and have been battling this too long. Depression and anxiety runs in my family so its double depression. I never thought that living right to please God and tithing for years would have brought me to this. You would think that God would not create this illness in people or any illness. They say it's a fallen world but for God to punish all of humanity for the sin of Adam and Eve just infuriates me. Others that I know that went through depression started to feel better within 6 weeks of taking meds and councelling but never had underlying depression. I just keep praying for God to take me because I am afraid to do it myself and it didn't work or still end up going to hell. I just want it to be over and I want it easy for a change because I am so exhausted mentally, emotionally, physically and spiritually. Why does he take so long to help us. I am too tired and angry at God. At least you still wanted to serve God or had a desire . Plus I have a hard time accepting life, loss, aging etc. Its great that he helped you but I think that he turned his back on me because he won't take out of this. I wish that I had your faith. I am tired of waiting. I need deliverance but it is not coming and I no longer have faith in God for anything anymore but more suffering. Some people are praying for me I guess but its not helping. I just exist and just want to go home. It's easy for God because he is not the one suffering. I just can't wrap my depressed mind around this.
I know what you are saying. You are not alone. God does love you. You are precious and have meaning and value. Don't allow satan to keep on telling you lies. Don't believe them. Start listening to praise and worship music and join in, raising your hands to heaven no matter what. I believe God will change the situation around for you. Keep on doing it. Don't stop. Read a chapter a day from the Bible. Start in the New Testament and start declaring the verses that speak life over your head, over your life. That God has good plans for you, plans to prosper, it says in the Bible. That you are the salt of the earth. You give and have meaning and taste to life through Jesus Christ. That you can do all things through Christ, as it says in the Bible. Look up, The Champion by Bethel. And Good Father. You are not the only one who asks from God, even begs. I know and He does care for you and about you. Did God ever do anything good for you?? I think He has. Start every day with finding 5 things to be thankful for. And thank God and acknowledge Him for them.