[Verse: Joba] I chainsmoke 'til I choke Have a good heart but bad health You would never know Where can you turn at the end of a road Let myself go, I know I'm at fault 'Cause I'm not who I thought at all Smokescreens in the dark I just drink and drive The freeway eases my mind and I can cry on my own Going 95, no one on the passenger's side But the person in the rear view's telling lies You could end it all if you'd like to And you can drink a fifth and, uh Drive to, um, wherever you'd like to 'Cause, well, nobody likes you And nobody feels like you do Plus, nobody understands the way that the Broken heart that you feel, so fuck it You might as well just get real high and stupid Rent a motel room and drink away your issues It could be so simple, nobody wants to help you They laugh and smile because you're different, you know It's all your fault but you stay well-tempered You've always had your wits about you You hide away, so mental And I'm glad you stay reclusive You have a wound that's self-inflicted And in times like this it's too late to fix it The weight of the world couldn't change you But if you died, no one would miss you So here's to another night alone with all your fears And all your demons, your deepest darkest secrets The shit that keeps you from sleeping It's better when you don't think about it But you don't have the power, 'cause I'm your master Speed up and surrender, this time is different So indecisive, no wonder why she left you One of the many reasons why you'd like to Put a bullet in your head or veer left off the highway You're walking a tightrope at your lowest Now you're hopeful, but that'll change when the night falls You're a waste of a lifeform You should do what you couldn't do this time last year You can hope and pray all you want but nobody cares Death waits for the time comes, and the time's come Shut me up if you'd like to But you're a coward and you know it's true I'll be here if you need me, up to you
If you're here listening to this - feeling lost, hopeless, like nothing could possibly fix/end your pain, just know your pain is not forever. It might feel like it's never left, and can never leave but I promise you it will. Just make it through. That's all you need to do, just keep making it through for your family, friends, and me. You are loved. This isn't forever and you will heal tenfold. Please stay strong
This song is so sad. It reminds me of the time I had depression. It makes me cry. This is a beautiful song and they should've released it. It also reminds me of the time I always got bullied.
anyone else notice that during the middle part where he changes to the higher voice as the verse goes on and nears the end his voice starts to go back to how it was in the beginning?? i kinda saw that as like the beginning is joba talking and the higher voice is depression or something and as the lyrics get darker it’s hard to tell if joba is talking or if depression is talking. heavy shit.
Yeah that's the intention. Before the higher voice he says "the person in the rear view is telling lied". The higher voice is supposed to be the person in the rear view, aka the voice in his head, aka his depression personified
This is really good and it's another song that proves Joba is phenomenal. Kinda makes me want to give him a hug though. I've felt that way before. It feels weird hearing it in a BH song.
No. They're both horrible. I listen to rap and hip hop but not that "Kiki do you like me" shit. I don't like the radio and I like Kendrick,Childish Gambino,Brockhampton, and stuff like that
that would be pretty cool if they all had done like their own little vignettes that represented who they were... would've been tough to make cohesive though.
It’s one of those nights.
I feel ya.
Keep your head up king 🙏🏼🙏🏼
I know
Yuh :(
Same here bro but i hope everything is better for u now bud
Them: how are you?
Me: track 8.
joba completely murders this track
[Verse: Joba]
I chainsmoke 'til I choke
Have a good heart but bad health
You would never know
Where can you turn at the end of a road
Let myself go, I know I'm at fault
'Cause I'm not who I thought at all
Smokescreens in the dark
I just drink and drive
The freeway eases my mind and I can cry on my own
Going 95, no one on the passenger's side
But the person in the rear view's telling lies
You could end it all if you'd like to
And you can drink a fifth and, uh
Drive to, um, wherever you'd like to
'Cause, well, nobody likes you
And nobody feels like you do
Plus, nobody understands the way that the
Broken heart that you feel, so fuck it
You might as well just get real high and stupid
Rent a motel room and drink away your issues
It could be so simple, nobody wants to help you
They laugh and smile because you're different, you know
It's all your fault but you stay well-tempered
You've always had your wits about you
You hide away, so mental
And I'm glad you stay reclusive
You have a wound that's self-inflicted
And in times like this it's too late to fix it
The weight of the world couldn't change you
But if you died, no one would miss you
So here's to another night alone with all your fears
And all your demons, your deepest darkest secrets
The shit that keeps you from sleeping
It's better when you don't think about it
But you don't have the power, 'cause I'm your master
Speed up and surrender, this time is different
So indecisive, no wonder why she left you
One of the many reasons why you'd like to
Put a bullet in your head or veer left off the highway
You're walking a tightrope at your lowest
Now you're hopeful, but that'll change when the night falls
You're a waste of a lifeform
You should do what you couldn't do this time last year
You can hope and pray all you want but nobody cares
Death waits for the time comes, and the time's come
Shut me up if you'd like to
But you're a coward and you know it's true
I'll be here if you need me, up to you
If you're here listening to this - feeling lost, hopeless, like nothing could possibly fix/end your pain, just know your pain is not forever. It might feel like it's never left, and can never leave but I promise you it will. Just make it through. That's all you need to do, just keep making it through for your family, friends, and me. You are loved. This isn't forever and you will heal tenfold. Please stay strong
Thank you!
Recently it's been pretty hard. I am glad there are people like you that will remind us that life will get better.
JOBA has officially become my fave member, I think a solo album by him would be amazing
It's called *FACE* listen to it
@@vendetta5884 A song ≠ An album
HELL YEA
It’s called Roadrunner 😉
Dude you must be so happy rn
one of the only songs that never fails to comfort me
didnt know you listened to bh
I found this song from you
love u tuv
tuvin time
this song rips out my heart and spits on my dead body
This song is so sad. It reminds me of the time I had depression. It makes me cry. This is a beautiful song and they should've released it. It also reminds me of the time I always got bullied.
@WithOpinions God bless u thanks
Hope you been stronger today
anyone else notice that during the middle part where he changes to the higher voice as the verse goes on and nears the end his voice starts to go back to how it was in the beginning?? i kinda saw that as like the beginning is joba talking and the higher voice is depression or something and as the lyrics get darker it’s hard to tell if joba is talking or if depression is talking. heavy shit.
Baylee I never realized that
He personifies his depression, it's sad but cool to put it in a song like that
I have depression
Yeah that's the intention. Before the higher voice he says "the person in the rear view is telling lied". The higher voice is supposed to be the person in the rear view, aka the voice in his head, aka his depression personified
Come on you really had to tear into me like that Joba I'm tearing up
Can't tell if joba is talking to himself or just roasting me :c
HandiUmp 😂
Probably roasting me ;•;
I feel roasted
GOD DAMN HOW DID THIS NOT MAKE THE CUT
A Guy Named Chad Probably because it’s a very negative messages that brockhampton doesn’t want to inflict on people
It really doesnt fit with any song mood or cohesion
From sat 3
memilio this would've been on the first saturation
They listened to that long ass banter and said, yeah no.
Kevins verse is so sweet
The slim shady of Brockhampton
Riki Davis 😍
i wont lie this was almost the last song i listened to. glad i found my motivation out of it.
Hope things are going better for you
proud of you
this song makes me cry.
Damn that little hook by Kevin makes me cry.
JOBA is like a Slim Shady that can sing
And shows his own emotion 100x better
The production is so beautiful. Sad this didn’t make the cut
This one always makes me cry,...I don't know what he has gone through but I hope he feels better now. I think he does.
I listened to this while walking to my college cafeteria in the morning while it was pouring rain and I had my hoodie up. It fit perfectly.
late but i always fucking *knew* Joba had it in him to quite possibly take everyone else in BH back to the drawing board
this song really has taken the words out of my mouth for the past 2 years
This is one of the rare songs that makes me cry every time I listen to it.
And that's okay
And i dont mind
I think you're kinda perfect
You blend in with the guys
I LOVE THIS PART
We back here again, good luck soldiers
This is the goosebump homesick at home inducing heart wrench causing understandable relatable pieces
😞
big fan been subbed since 20k
Joba went full Slim Shady.
idc how many years pass, this will still be important
I had this song on repeat for 2 years already
This is really good and it's another song that proves Joba is phenomenal. Kinda makes me want to give him a hug though. I've felt that way before. It feels weird hearing it in a BH song.
this hits different bruh 😔
I just love this song.
I cant stop listening to this
Yup this hittin 😣😔
this song's not from Earth, I swear
Heeyyyy link me to this album please
Zemofe search saturation demo tapes
Planet greebus
This songs making me cry omfg
It's called FEEL. Not comfired but that's the most likely title. That's what everybody's saying what's it's called
Zachary Wills thanks.
Aesthetics welcome
How do you know?
This instrumental is still so beautiful
how did I miss this in 2017? I'm crying so hard rn
I love this fucking demo with all of my heart. Joba is the sweetest and does so good on this one !
Why have i never heard his? This is amazing! 😩😩😩😩
Joba reminds me of a combination of Justin Timberlake and Eminem
No. They're both horrible. I listen to rap and hip hop but not that "Kiki do you like me" shit. I don't like the radio and I like Kendrick,Childish Gambino,Brockhampton, and stuff like that
c: I play fortnite alot. man ur cool
@@surrenderkai thanks u too ✌ god bless u bro
@@vendetta5884 I PRAY this comment is sarcastic
@@dinistome times was different 💀
if you look at it from the distance its looks like a creepy Gordon Ramsey
listen too this every goddamn day honestly.
fucking christ this track is insanely good
What I wouldn’t give for this song to be on Spotify of iTunes
Joba fucking shines on sat 3
I relate to this song alot tonight
I love Joba so much.
the beginning kinda reminds me of old modest mouse a little bit
One of those songs that you wish you could feel the same feeling when you first heard it
I listen to this whenever I’m down
iconic
this song speaks to me so much. fuck joba is so talented im cryin
Joba really kills every track he's on. He ate this up.
:((((
I mean it in a good way. @@TheEletronicFunky
@@LavigneFTW the sad face if from me feeling old lol
If my life had a theme song I'd pray this was it ♥️
Ugh i need more of joba
this is actually the first brockhampton song i ever heard
this is poetry
this song makes me want to cry
You mean to tell me I've been here since SAT1 and never heard this song? Wot? I think this is easily top 10 across all albums
such a great song jesus christ
Here because Doktor Skipper.
Same
Joba has stated that he has a solo album done but he hasn’t released it this is probably one of the songs on the solo album he didn’t release
Underrated
Eminem Vibes?
Yes, most definitely! Love it
Except not garbo
More like Andre 3000 in terms of flow. Nothing that resembles em at all.
Cynima Rapscallion
Yeah, I personally don’t like Eminem anyway
Chris Malinowski it can resemble Stan in just the way the his voice sounds and how he's talking to himself
nostalgic as fuck man,
I’m starting to feel like this again..
i hope that someone gets the instrumental uploaded
oh my
This is basically JOBA’s 2PAC
that would be pretty cool if they all had done like their own little vignettes that represented who they were... would've been tough to make cohesive though.
yessir
holy fuck man better times
Wish i couldnt relate to jobas verse so much bruh...
Andre 3000/Kendrick/Em flow
it’s another night
I wish I wasn't cold
Crazy how much Joba just called me out 😂
This shit got me
I have a bad heart and bad health
If Slim Shady and Alex G had a baby it would be this song
Again here.
Alone with my cig.
im not crying you are
i luv u it's mickey
also I claim myself as #1 feel Stan srry
just discovered this
Welcome to this miserable masterpiece
So here’s to another night.
Peter joe i luv you
This is Stan.
Back here.
i think this track is called NIGHT, at least thats what its called on Saturation Drafts soundcloud page
Getting some real slim shady vibes from Joba
This reminds me of if Isaac Brock wrote a verse with Eminem over a Scribblenauts track.
I’m not who I thought at all
Another year
😔
One of those nights like top comment said. This song made me cry rn ha
joba’s part makes me cry
So...pretty much the whole song then?
oh shit
fuck this song hurts
Brockhampton