Talk with my wife.... the sketchy things I did for booze, Living with liver disease
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Used to go inside and pay for gas and booze at the same time. Wife never knew. Sick. So glad to be 5 years sober!
Ugh I remember being totally embarrassed buying liquor too. I'll never forget going up to the self checkout at the grocery store I frequent and the lady that checks IDs called me her "little alcoholic friend". That was one of my wake up calls.
Hey,L.D I also live on a nice slab of land and have a supportive wife. Don't think I could manage without them
Hey paul!!! That's so awesome to hear! Where abouts do you have your land if you don't mind me asking? I'm so happy to hear that you have a supportive wife too!!!! I would be dead if it wasn't for mine. Thank you my friend! God bless❤❤❤
I live just outside of ottawa Ontario bro. Got a few acres and a big ass dog, haha
Oh and you lost your dog I heard. Sorry about that I can't seem to live without one myself
@@paulandrew4415 I did. Thank you so much for saying that! God bless
@@paulandrew4415 awesome man!!! Beautiful country there!
I feel like I know you all .i pray every day that the lord blesses you and your family with a peace that surpasses all understanding .i pray that you are now onto the road to healing but I pray you have forgiven yourself .and that when your not making a videos you are enjoying your life and I love how peaceful your yard is
Thank you so much Ellen! I can't thank you enough for the continued prayers!!!! You absolutely know us! We are all family here!!!! ❤❤❤❤❤❤ God bless😊😊😊
Covid was terrible for the restaurant industries. Our cafeteria closed down and still hasn't opened back up
I'm so sorry Angela! I was in the restaurant industry during that whole period too. It totally messed up the industry during that period. So many good workers decided to get out and haven't come back. The restaurant industry has not been the same since. Not at all!!!! Thank you! God bless❤❤❤❤
Oh my goodness!
I have a feeling a four legged family member (Chewy) sent the baby deer!
Henry sent me a cardinal a week after.
I never see Cardinals here ever. He came so close to the back door he looked in & I was in the kitchen!!!
Cardinal wanted to be seen
I didn't even think of that Kristen. What a beautiful thought! Wow! Thank you so much for thinking of that!!!! God bless❤❤❤❤
@@liverdisease-qb6rk oh I do…
I know who sent the doe … our family members stay & then give us a sign.
I’m grateful to be connected like I am.
Signs are everywhere. Happy I could share that with u
@@liverdisease-qb6rkI lost my 11 year old bobcat and shortly afterwards I met another one. A female and she was Wild. They were going to put her down so I adopted her. I feel like my other bobcat sent her to me.
@@CMoore8539 that is so cool!!!!
@@liverdisease-qb6rk LD I rescued the other one too. For some reason they tend to kill them rather than work with them and find good homes for them. I raised my other one from 5 months old and he was as tame as a kitten. The female I have now has been a tremendous challenge for me. Especially since I was so so ill for over a year. Now that I’m improving, she’s super happy. I really Love animals.♥️
Covid19 really messed me up too. I had so many losses during that. My Mom passed then my 11 year old bobcat passed. Plus all the isolation. I honestly believe that many many people have been traumatized during those 3 Years.
I'm sorry cindy. I think it messed a lot of us up. I'm really sorry to hear about your mom. I didn't know you had a bobcat???? What??? You have got to share some pics with me! That is so cool! I'm sorry about it passing away. Thank you for sharing this! God bless❤❤❤❤❤
@@liverdisease-qb6rk Thank you! Yes I agree. I think it was a difficult time for everyone.
How cool to have beautiful life on your property❤🎉😊
He has a Beautiful Place!❤
Thank you so much Robert! It really is amazing! It was our dream for so long, I almost lost it all. God bless❤❤❤❤
Wow! Your story is so powerful!! I've heard a lot of aspects of your story more than once, but I still can't get over how extreme your addiction was! So sad you had to get within a stone's throw of dying (more than once) to finally get clean. And the road to getting clean, from what you've said, has been anything but easy. Sounds like you cut things about as close as possible in relation to losing your wife, family and life. I am glad you were saved both by doctors and God or whoever controls these things. And I'm glad you worked so hard to save yourself by getting out of your sick bed and forcing yourself to fight for your life. I'm also glad your family didn't break up under the stress. It's all nothing short of miraculous. All of this is a credit to God, to compassionate and skillful doctors, and of course to you, your wife and your family. Hopefully other alcoholics will hear your story and quit booze or be stronger in their recovery. From reading the comments on your videos, I can tell you've already had a huge positive influence on many. I'm so glad you're telling your story and turning your experience into a lesson for others. I can't imagine what it feels like to look back on your own life and see the tornado-like devastation booze caused. Must be depressing in many ways. However, I hope you feel peace knowing you're now doing such important work. I also hope God will protect you and grant you a long life so you can continue to share your message and make up for lost time both in your own life and with your loved ones!! God bless and keep you, LD!!!! 🙏🌷🪷❤
What a beautiful comment. 😁❤️
Thank you so much for such a wonderful comment kathryn!!!! It would be such a waste for me not to use my story to try and help others not go down the same road I did. I almost lost EVERYTHING to alcohol!!! Thank you again!!! God bless❤❤❤❤❤❤
17:01 liqueur store rotation lol
Hey G, your video is so relatable to me. One embarrassing thing about going to the same liquor store is them putting your liquor on the counter before you even get up to it 😮. Always great topics. Much better than any AA meeting! Your video of the deer mad me think of camping! Much love to you all 💖💖💖
Omggg aaahhhhh 😬 that is the worst. I had a rotation of 5 stores that I would go to in order to avoid them knowing that I had such a big problem. They knew, I'm sure of it. Ugh lol so glad that that part of my life is over! So, so glad for you, too! ❤️🎉
Hey jersey girl!!!! Man.... same here. As soon as I walked in the store, they put the bottle on the counter and got the shooters of fireball out of the freezer for me. The only real question was.... how many shooters this time. I would Crack two of them on the way home..... SMH. Hope you are having a great day!!!! Thank you so much for saying that! God bless❤❤❤❤❤
I never get tired of watching the deer. We have about 6 that live in the bushes behind our house. Every year we get to see the babies just learning to walk. I love the foothills
Thank You Mrs. LD❤! You guys are a wonderful family! The amazing work & information & support is incredible LD! Saving lives one video at a time❤.
You are so welcome! Thank you so much for saying that! I'm trying!!!! I hope that we are helping someone out there! God bless❤❤❤❤❤
Thumbs Up 👍 and shared out!❤
Thank you so much cindy! What day is it today? Day 16? Hope all is well! God bless😊😊❤❤❤❤
@@liverdisease-qb6rk Day 14👍💞
@CMoore8539 that's so awesome cindy!!!!
Love the talks with your wife LD. The baby deer, 🦌 so cute!
Thank you so much Cheryl!!!! They are aren't they!!!! Just like Bambi!!! God bless❤❤❤❤
I am in this circle right now ! I have bad high blood pressure painful bloat constant vomiting and feel nauseous all the time . I say I am done tomorrow then always hit that store the next afternoon even though I know it is making me sick. I am trying to get inspiration, and your videos is making me think maybe I can do this because I have to. Hopefully I don’t hit that store today!! Keep posting !!!!!
Good video! I think we all did some of the same things as you did in our addiction. I laughed when you said you searched the couches for loose change. I did the same thing and I was always worried about my wife finding out. Needless to say, there at the end I think everyone knew about my alcohol consumption.
Unlike you, my wife left me and filed for divorce. My addiction was too much for her. I never blamed her for my stupidity. But for the mercy of God I wouldn't be here today. Dr's told me I only had about 90 days to live. Now my doctors are telling me that I might have maybe a year to live. It's been almost 6 months and I'm still here. What I do know is that with an affliction like ours we have to maintain a healthy nutritional diet (protein). We must developed a positive outlook on life and last but not least, we must keep ourselves busy both mentally and physically.
Hey, Sam! I'm glad that you're focusing so on your health. Now you see how prognosis goes! Who knows if a year could turn into 10! Keep working hard and hold onto faith. I'm celebrating your win with you! I hope that now you try your best to not focus on numbers. They're an estimation, not a guarantee ❤❤🎉🎉
@SamPonder-pr5js I'm really sorry to hear that Sam. I'm sorry that she left you. You are so right. We have to keep a positive outlook and protien is key!!!! Thank you so much for sharing! I am right there with you my friend. They gave me a year, 1.5 years ago. They aren't always right! Thank you! God bless❤😊😊
Pigs 🐖 find a lot of strength when hungry 🤤!
You are not kidding!!!!!😊😊😊
LD you and your wife are an inspiration to many. Keep up the good fight and positive mental attitude. I must say it quite infectious
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Thank you so much for saying that sam!!! I really appreciate it! I hope it is!!! God bless😊😊❤
I really like when your wife chats with you she is so nice and I can tell so supportive of your journey. She is appreciated ❤!
Thank you so much for this! She is so supportive of me! I don't know what I would do without her! God bless❤❤❤❤❤
Hi LD. When trying to quit those hundred times did you ever get thru withdrawal, aside from when you were hospitalized? Not wanting to deal with withdrawal is why we start drinking again, and why medical detox might be more successful.
I will definitely discuss this next week, but the short answer is yes. Definitely!!!! Bad ones too. Thank you! God bless😊😊❤❤
The liquor store rotation. Yup so relatable. So embarrassing.
I know right! Thank you for sharing! God bless❤❤❤❤😊😊😊
I just got to where I crack jokes about it with the clerks. They know. They just know. They know who among the regulars basically keep the store in business.
Thanks for your story.
You are so welcome! Thank you for watching! God bless❤❤😊😊
Awesome video mr and mrs LD! Thanks for sharing!
Thank you so very much Angela!! You are so welcome! Thank you for being here! God bless❤❤❤❤❤❤
Do the deer 🦌 ever take plants 🌱 you are growing?
Oh yeah! All the time! They love to eat my monkey grass!!!! Thank you! God bless😊😊❤❤
thank you once again for sharing all that. Kudos to your wife who has stuck by you through all this. Love to you both. We have feral deer in the hills nearby (deer are not native in Australia). They are very secretive and there are quite large areas where they can roam without being seen.
You are so welcome Jeff! Thank you for watching! Love you too my friend! What kind of deer do you have there?? God bless❤❤❤❤
@@liverdisease-qb6rk Apparently they they are fallow deer and red deer that have escaped from farmed deer properties. Foxes and rabbits are probably the other main feral animals in the local area.
@jeffturner8927 oh cool! I was just watching a CZcams video the other day about the icemans last meal and he had red deer in his stomach when he died.
@@liverdisease-qb6rk The iceman is a fascinating story. I'm trying to remember the name they gave to him without resorting to Google. I like to give my brain a workout.😀
@@jeffturner8927 I was trying to do the same thing!!!! I didn't want to Google it either!!! But I just did.... otzi
As you know i was a rotator, a masqueuerader, and a stasher,and petty casher, but i never wanted to hurt no one 🎶 🎶 🎵 🎶
Hahahaha!!!! Thanks for the lyrics craig!!! You love some music! That's for sure! Hope all is well up there in Michigan! God bless❤❤❤❤
Omg the change collection and the liquor store rotation... I got hot flashes from embarrassment when you said that!! Only difference is that I would use coin star. Even if it was like 2$...and with that I'd buy a half pint of that bottom shelf practically rubbing alcohol. I'd walk miles a day at my rock bottom just to feed my addiction. Sometimes miles of walking for a half pint of grossness 😬🤯
I'm so glad that living hell is over!! Love to you all ❤❤❤
Amanda.... I know exactly where you are coming from. Me too!!!! Drinking that trash at the bottom of the shelf because that's all you can afford is so nasty!!!! It got the job done though, at a price!!!! You paid dearly for it the next day!!! Hope all is well! Love you too! God bless ❤❤❤❤😊😊😊
@@liverdisease-qb6rk 💞💞😊❤️
❤🎉Goose loves running after bunnies
My dogs love running after them too!!!! ❤❤❤
@@liverdisease-qb6rk I bet they run lots farther lol
I just love your authenticity… you are the best!
I quit my last job "to get sober" too.. im so dumb lol
Covid had a lot to answer for. My drinking got worse during Covid. I think a lot of people's did. I remember going to the gas station and the guy behind the counter kept asking me 'no beer today?' How embarrasing. There was a queue of people behind me. That and walking over a mile to the gas station in the rain after midnight. Crazy. 🤦
It really did. Thank you so much for sharing this! I don't think I have been in any of the stores I used to buy booze from since I quit. Just for that reason. God bless😊😊❤❤❤
Great vlog from you both. Absolute nightmare for you, so glad you made it through and are here to tell the tale. Keep going LD, you are that inspiration this community needs 😊
I've done it all. I am sorry about your dog. I am catching up on watching the sober channels because I had that five day drinking binge. It sucked. Good video, as usual LD, Ms. LD. The Marine base where near where I live doesn't follow state laws because it is federal - so their 7-Day Stores (convenience stores) had liquor you could buy 24 hours seven days a week. I never was into liquor, but I am sure it doesn't help Marines that might have alcohol problems.
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Thank you sir!!!❤❤❤😊😊😊 God bless
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Another good video, ye covid was a strange time for people with addiction issues.
Question for your wife- "When I'm drunk I often do stupid things like repeat myself and forget when i put food in the oven" were there moments domestically living with an alcoholic you found irritating/scary/funny?
Come to think about it I can remember my addiction spiraling out of control during the COVID19 epidemic. All I did was drink from daylight until whatever time I passed out. It was a very confusing and difficult time for me. I did finally quit the alcohol abuse but it was far too late. My liver had already went serottic. My heart stopped 2 times while I was in the errands. They didn't expect me to make it through the night. It's been 5 months since my diagnosis and I'm still here. Everyday is precious to me. Here's hoping you are doing well. Keep up the good fighr.
@@SamPonder-pr5js I'm so sorry your health has suffered but hey, as you said your still here and there's always hope. Same for me during lockdown, the company I was working for completely shutdown for 5 months. I was staying in a house with some friends, we all over drank but I took it to another level, just beer but pretty much all day everyday, just watching TV shows, playing games, but eventually I started feeling like crap. I think not working or having something to work on can be so dangerous for people, especially addicts. I worry technological unemployment could exacerbate an already major issue with substance abuse in society
Thank you so much! We will talk about these next week! God bless❤❤❤😊😊
Your property is beautiful❤🎉😊
Thank you so much Robert! Hope you are having a great day! God bless😊😊
I have a million rabbits here too…. Sooooooo many.
I live in NH….
Do they eat your plants too??? I have the hardest time keeping them out of my garden. Thank you! God bless😊😊❤
@@liverdisease-qb6rk yes…. They are a pain in the butt, they eat all the flowers too.
Hey LD, it sounds like you requested next week questions to be posted here. If that's incorrect, I apologize. Anyway, my question is, how long before you got super sick did you begin to notice the mild symptoms of LD, such as easy bruising and spider angioma? I know you had the leg swelling early on, but isn't that a more advanced symptom despite the fact it doesn't really affect your day-to-day living? Additionally, did you ever experience itchiness? Being itchy can be attributed to a lot of things but it seems like a relatively common symptom as well. I totally relate to having 4 or 5 liquor stores in my rotation.
Also, have you ever looked into Tudca? It's a bile salt supplement used for years both Holistically and by Weightlifters on Juice(steroids also very hard on the liver). It seems to have no side effects and is less risky than Milk Thistle. I guess that's more than a question. Have a cool week.
For Mrs LD...Curious about the breed of your goats. Do you sell them ? Are they just for hobby or can you milk them or eat them?
For sure! We will talk about this next week! God bless ❤❤❤
Im hoping I can come out of this with minimal damage..i hope the fact that I love water..ice water at that that its enough to keep the damage at bay..
Did your wife ever worry about you getting hurt or you cheating on her due to being drunk?
We will discuss next week. Thank you for the question! God bless❤
I did thise same thing. I would make my rounds after work then take home and hide it. I was always home first. ? For Ms LD did you ever just dread coming home?
Thank you crystal! We will discuss this next week. I hope you are feeling well! God bless ❤❤❤
Question for your wife! This may have been asked before.. im sorry if it was.. but just wondering how you feel about this community on Ld's channel and the people he is helping and the friendships he has made?
Sir pls tell us ...from.which disease u r suffering from(initial diagnosis) ...bcoz I am also a doctor and myself also suffering from same stuff ...we will have some comparison of disease...
Do you miss being a chef?
Wife seems cool and supportive but can she please let the man speak 😂 prayers to you LD
I truly believe watching you now is saving my life. God Bless You and your family.
TMTM, I think you are going to do great 👍🏻
God Bless, the Lord will provide everything you need. Speak Lord, for Thy servant heareth.