Aesthetic Perfection - monochrome (Official Lyric Video)

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  • čas přidán 31. 03. 2024
  • From a young age, I've noticed a disparity between the emotions I feel and those experienced by my peers. Concepts like love and empathy always seemed distant and unfamiliar to me.
    Communication has always been challenging, especially when attempting to provide emotional support to those closest to me. I felt emotionally colorblind, unable to grasp the full spectrum of human experience.
    Over the years, I've been labeled as "cold" and "callous." As a teen, I was terrified that I might even be a sociopath, which led me to actively avoid mental health professionals out of fear of what diagnosis I might receive.
    Only in the last few years, amidst the larger discussion regarding neurodiversity, have I come to accept, and even embrace, the person I am.
    "Monochrome" stands as one of the most personal works I've ever created. I hope it will mean as much to you as it does to me and offer comfort to those who feel the same.
    Photography by Max Wichmann (wichmann.work)
    Video by Liss Eulenherz (www.eulenherz-artwork.com)
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Komentáře • 100

  • @larsrau4706
    @larsrau4706 Před 27 dny

    Been listening to this gem on reapeat the past few days and i gotta say...
    "I felt emotionally colorblind, unable to grasp the full spectrum of human experience." I feel this.

  • @jessmcintosh1478
    @jessmcintosh1478 Před 3 měsíci +7

    When all else fails, listen to Aesthetic Perfection

  • @thorstenhulser5008
    @thorstenhulser5008 Před 3 měsíci +12

    First the new Faderhead video today and now a new Aesthetic Perfection!
    Life can be beautiful sometimes.

    • @ClosetoHumanMusic
      @ClosetoHumanMusic  Před 3 měsíci +10

      The purpose of art is to bring joy to others. I’m glad I can do that. 🖤

    • @thorstenhulser5008
      @thorstenhulser5008 Před 3 měsíci +2

      @@ClosetoHumanMusic and you do that very well!
      Thank you for your music!

    • @eidhlakewood2031
      @eidhlakewood2031 Před 3 měsíci +2

      New Faderhead video??? I saw a song release on Bandcamp but didn't see a video anywhere.

    • @thorstenhulser5008
      @thorstenhulser5008 Před 3 měsíci

      @@eidhlakewood2031 It's on his CZcams channel.

  • @SunflowerAspenPlays
    @SunflowerAspenPlays Před 3 měsíci

    What a compelling song. I experience hyper empathy, so while it may not resonate with me the same way, a perspective like this is still important to me. I know others who don't experience empathy, as well as loveless individuals, and I see them struggle to be accepted, and it really fucking sucks. The constant barrage of "love makes you human!" from society may feel noble to some, but i don't see how it can be when we're leaving so many out of the equation of human experience by insisting that certain emotions give us our humanity. Simply being grants us humanity. I hope that in your path to accepting yourself others can follow, and we can all learn a thing or two about the vast sea of lives out there. You're a brilliant artist, Daniel, and i look forward to seeing what you do next.

  • @freemanburnstad2602
    @freemanburnstad2602 Před 3 měsíci +17

    Some fun facts about colorblindness. There are three different color sensing cells in the retina which means there are seven different combinations of atypical color vision. Absence of function in all three, true monochromatic vision, is extremely rare. Most of us function fairly normally with only a few obvious difficulties. Myself I have trouble seeing lighter shades of red and the spectrum of blue to green is very hard for me to place where a given color blend belongs. Any degree of color blindness disqualifies one from becoming a pilot and pursuing electronics is highly discouraged. Despite being labeled as a deficiency or handicap it is theorized that we have retained the trait be cause it proved helpful in our more primitive past. Colorblind hunters/soldiers are less likely to be fooled by natural or artificial camouflage and have an easier time spotting movement in low light situations. The fact that it occurs almost exclusively in males seems to support this theory. Sorry if I'm being a bit pedantic but I just wanted to point out that different isn't automatically worse and the majority of us feel like outsiders for at least the first half of our lives. You do you Dan, 'cuz we love to watch ;) Eagerly awaiting whatever you've got lined up next!

  • @kingcornelius865
    @kingcornelius865 Před 3 měsíci +5

    One of my favourite songs ever 🤍

  • @WardruidSIX
    @WardruidSIX Před 3 měsíci +7

    Feel the same way everyday is different this song speaks to me strong. As my younger years I Had the build up of hate then the hate turned into Numbness. I had to face myself and deal with it in a different way so I make music thank hell for that its the only thing that keeps me alive and listening to ur music while I was going through my toughest times of my life helped me thank you. An Artist gift to another. 🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇

  • @VeronikaSawyer
    @VeronikaSawyer Před 3 měsíci +4

    Thank you for the new song, in May it will be 12 years of listening to Aesthetic Perfection for me! ❤🎉

  • @StaleCrayons
    @StaleCrayons Před 3 měsíci +6

    This is visceral. I don't know how you always turn out these bangers, but I'm not complaining! I'm loving this one!

  • @tabithathewitch2001
    @tabithathewitch2001 Před měsícem

    This song quickly became my new favorite song!!! #dancinginlivingroom

  • @desaadgaming
    @desaadgaming Před 2 měsíci

    oh yeah. sounds awesome. and the photo video background letss gooo. im glad you decided to choose this one as i said the same thing on facebook for you, this one suits you so badass...

  • @motherreaper7287
    @motherreaper7287 Před 3 měsíci +4

    I got a bit more out of reading the description than listening to the song, as I have a hard time understanding lyrics in general.
    What you're describing is something I find very relatable, and more than a few of us are let down by mental health services when it comes to help and potential diagnosis.
    Whether you're ADHD, Autistic, or something else, you deserve both acceptance and help.
    As to the song, for the last few years your music has sounded like the second coming of New Kids on the Block, I don't know why the change in style but it's also been nice to listen to, glad to see you still creating.

    • @ClosetoHumanMusic
      @ClosetoHumanMusic  Před 3 měsíci +1

      I grew up on New Kids on the Block so maybe that’s what it is… however I don’t remember any of their songs having screaming. Maybe I should revisit their discography. 😅

    • @mystica-subs
      @mystica-subs Před 3 měsíci

      ​@@ClosetoHumanMusicanother Blockhead from the early 80s! Love this new track, and keep on Hangin' Tough my dude.

  • @oscartabuenca4576
    @oscartabuenca4576 Před 3 měsíci

    Daniel you never disappoint!!!

  • @ChemicalCourt
    @ChemicalCourt Před 3 měsíci

    Damn its been like 12 years since I listened to your music. You definitely got me througj tough times. I just wanted you to know that.

    • @ClosetoHumanMusic
      @ClosetoHumanMusic  Před 3 měsíci +1

      Always honored to hear my music has had a positive impact on people's lives. 🖤

  • @pokem0nstr
    @pokem0nstr Před 3 měsíci

    This just hit hard. You're boss level.

  • @angelikakutz7789
    @angelikakutz7789 Před měsícem

    Ich wünsche viel Erfolg in Amerika.ich sag Dir was,ich finde Deine Musik so toll,ich hätte auf die Musik von Lindemann verzichtet,um Dich weiter zu hören .Bitte komm auch nach Deutschland.😍😍😍🥰🥰🥰❤️❤️❤️😘😘😘

  • @StrategyInformer-sjgold
    @StrategyInformer-sjgold Před 3 měsíci +1

    Daniel how the hell are you able to write so many absolute bangers that resonate so deeply with things I have been unable to express myself. Yea the discourse over the last few years about neurodiversity has been very eye opening to me, and here I am in my 50s understanding things about myself and mypast that there were never even any words for while I was growing up. Everyone around me seemed when I was younger to be able to draw connections to what they were experiencing and some labels to those experiences. I felt like I was in the dark navigating without guidance or light. I am not saying I had it harder than others, its just that I always felt like I was soooo different that I felt as if I was an alien to the experiences they were having.

  • @shitsurenNingyou
    @shitsurenNingyou Před 3 měsíci +1

    There isnt an Aesthetic Perfection song that i dont love. Amazing work Daniel ❤

  • @fedorpolitsinsky5147
    @fedorpolitsinsky5147 Před 3 měsíci

    Wibes of Zeromanser. Very cool

  • @davidault7191
    @davidault7191 Před 3 měsíci

    Sounds good

  • @rafiki_the_song
    @rafiki_the_song Před 3 měsíci

    Amazing song! Love it
    Will you post a Music Video?

    • @ClosetoHumanMusic
      @ClosetoHumanMusic  Před 3 měsíci

      Unfortunately not. Not for this song anyway. Maybe the next ones. 🙂

  • @sickbabyratt
    @sickbabyratt Před 3 měsíci

    🖤🖤🖤

  • @thesodathief
    @thesodathief Před 3 měsíci

    dude deserves millions of views, not a bad song yet

  • @Caeliaz
    @Caeliaz Před měsícem

    Verdammt krasser Song. Wow. 👍

  • @roukodemi3007
    @roukodemi3007 Před 3 měsíci

    One of my dreams: sing a song with Daniel 💥🖤

  • @Iamthetable24
    @Iamthetable24 Před 23 dny

    Waiting for a new album

    • @ClosetoHumanMusic
      @ClosetoHumanMusic  Před 23 dny

      I'm focusing on singles at the moment, but let's see what the future holds!

  • @harleyquinn6692
    @harleyquinn6692 Před měsícem

    🖤🤘

  • @melissajean7004
    @melissajean7004 Před 3 měsíci

    Hi Daniel! 😄 Great hearing something new from you. I like it alot! You never disappoint. Love u, your the best 💜!!

  • @ledavictoriaa
    @ledavictoriaa Před 3 měsíci

    Do you consider yourself antisocial personality? I definitely relate to the lyrics and meaning. Thanks again for every new song you make.

    • @ClosetoHumanMusic
      @ClosetoHumanMusic  Před 3 měsíci +2

      I don't think I would call myself antisocial. I really like being around the people I really like being around. But I also really enjoy my solitude as well. It's hard to pinpoint, honestly. Either way, I'm really glad you connect with the song. It means a lot!

  • @The_Modeling_Underdog
    @The_Modeling_Underdog Před 3 měsíci

    Absolute banger, mate. Love the constant evolution and change in your music. Mirrors the man, innit? Cheers.

    • @ClosetoHumanMusic
      @ClosetoHumanMusic  Před 3 měsíci +1

      If the art does not reflect the artist, how can the world relate to the creations?

    • @The_Modeling_Underdog
      @The_Modeling_Underdog Před 3 měsíci

      @@ClosetoHumanMusic Indeed, mate. You're best. Cheers.

  • @aloysius1226
    @aloysius1226 Před 3 měsíci

    Groovy tune! Love the drums you picked. I'm also a sucker for speak-n-spell cameos.

  • @gj5732
    @gj5732 Před 3 měsíci

    Oh what is love I ask me too ,it is sometime monochron .........like blind of color , what ever you want to tell , I see like i can🎉I love your musikart❤

  • @_Shadoh_
    @_Shadoh_ Před 3 měsíci

    Man, I recently watched one of your livestreams and you seem like a VERY empathic and loving guy. Sad to read you've had such huge problems with these concepts. Hope you have professional help and feel better now, all the best wishes to you! Oh, and also great song, love it! 🖤💜

    • @ClosetoHumanMusic
      @ClosetoHumanMusic  Před 3 měsíci +2

      I don’t think I’m empathic. I’m polite to a fault, but it’s because I believe in things like customs and their social utility. They also help me understand how to navigate situations like an instruction manual. But I do have good intentions even if I don’t know how to express them. It’s complicated. Ha.

    • @Traenenmeer
      @Traenenmeer Před 3 měsíci

      @@ClosetoHumanMusic I've heard the term "LARPing being a human" used to explain it. "Normal" social interaction doesn't come to us naturally, so we learn interactions as if they're scripts. It's the common experience of us neurodivergents. You're in very, very good company. Being around other NDs is liberating since we more readily shed societal expectations.
      Your lyrics hit home, quite hard. You and your art affect more people, more deeply, than you'll ever know. Currently, "Death Rattle" is helping me process the grief of losing my late boyfriend.
      Next time you come out to Cleveland/Pittsburgh area, I'd love to buy you a drink.

  • @ErinBujalski
    @ErinBujalski Před 3 měsíci

    The perfect song for me right now. Thank you.

  • @opti1987
    @opti1987 Před 3 měsíci

    Love this song.

  • @ASmith1917
    @ASmith1917 Před 3 měsíci

    Glad to see you back with another hot track, Daniel! Love from the expat community in Xi'an, Shaanxi Province, China!

    • @ClosetoHumanMusic
      @ClosetoHumanMusic  Před 3 měsíci

      So cool! Would love to get my music out to the Chinese music scene. I’ve heard the alt scene there is very strong.

    • @ASmith1917
      @ASmith1917 Před 3 měsíci +1

      @@ClosetoHumanMusic Not so much here in Xi'an but in Beijing, Shanghai, and Chengdu it's blowin' the fuck up. I've played some of your tracks for my students (I'm an English professor) during our 10-minute break in my classes and they think AP is hype af

  • @wombyte452
    @wombyte452 Před 3 měsíci +1

    great personal song!
    can't wait to see you live again (with that new song?) :)

  • @madreshekel1003
    @madreshekel1003 Před 3 měsíci

    I heard a song of yours the other day, under a nom de plum. I argued it sounded like you and he argued it sounded more like Blaq Audio (vocalist of AFI fame). Turns out it was you! We were both amazed it wasn't a strange third party. Thanks for the music, friend, and many more to come!

    • @ClosetoHumanMusic
      @ClosetoHumanMusic  Před 3 měsíci

      The only other nom de plum I've ever used is "Necessary Response", but I've since reabsorbed and rereleased those songs as AP. So I hope that's what you're referring to!

    • @madreshekel1003
      @madreshekel1003 Před 3 měsíci

      Yes! It was Spilling Blood! My brother pointed out he'd heard it by AP and I was surprised his ear was so good!@@ClosetoHumanMusic

    • @ClosetoHumanMusic
      @ClosetoHumanMusic  Před 3 měsíci +1

      @@madreshekel1003 Thank you! Glad you dig it. There are two versions of that song. The first was released in 2007 as Necessary Response and the other in 2015 as Aesthetic Perfection. Check them both out! 🙂

  • @patrickfeesche8338
    @patrickfeesche8338 Před 4 měsíci

    Love that Song ❤

  • @olga5654
    @olga5654 Před 3 měsíci

    Beautiful song ! She is like an electric shock, a knife prick and a cry of your essence..

  • @KenBober
    @KenBober Před 3 měsíci

    More perfection from aesthetic perfection. This song is catchy.

  • @mariuszsikora9902
    @mariuszsikora9902 Před 3 měsíci

    I zaś you in Katowice when you played as a suport for Lindemann and I’m so sad that you arent more widely recognizable

  • @pr0c355
    @pr0c355 Před 3 měsíci

    Moneechrome :P Just poking fun, love the song and how you continue to make great music. Thank you danny

    • @eidhlakewood2031
      @eidhlakewood2031 Před 3 měsíci

      That really does bug me tho.....

    • @ClosetoHumanMusic
      @ClosetoHumanMusic  Před 3 měsíci

      Why does it bother you? Singers always modify vowels in order to make words rhyme better or sound better totally. It’s such a normal thing to do. 😅

    • @eidhlakewood2031
      @eidhlakewood2031 Před 3 měsíci +1

      @@ClosetoHumanMusic in this case, it sticks out like a sore thumb & seems completely unnecessary. I think saying monochrome normally would've sounded better.

    • @Pr0cessGaming
      @Pr0cessGaming Před 3 měsíci

      @@eidhlakewood2031 my wife mentioned it to me and now its what it is lol

  • @Canalfelizesbebes
    @Canalfelizesbebes Před 3 měsíci

    Brazil

    • @ClosetoHumanMusic
      @ClosetoHumanMusic  Před 3 měsíci +1

      Would love to… but it’s probably never gonna happen 🥹

  • @dawnfaller4535
    @dawnfaller4535 Před 3 měsíci

    🔥🔥🔥

  • @3lectronaut7
    @3lectronaut7 Před 3 měsíci

    WHERE TF WAS MY NOTIFICATION, YOU TUBE!? Fire tune tho!🤘

    • @ClosetoHumanMusic
      @ClosetoHumanMusic  Před 3 měsíci +1

      Did you ring the bell?!

    • @3lectronaut7
      @3lectronaut7 Před 3 měsíci

      @@ClosetoHumanMusic Lol. bell has been rung since day one! I haven't gotten notifications for several subscriptions lately 🤔

    • @ClosetoHumanMusic
      @ClosetoHumanMusic  Před 3 měsíci +1

      @@3lectronaut7 A travesty!!!

  • @Child_of_Dark94
    @Child_of_Dark94 Před 3 měsíci

    That came unexpected but good! 🔥🖤

  • @Quercusrobur176
    @Quercusrobur176 Před 3 měsíci

    Großartig geworden

  • @austreretana467
    @austreretana467 Před 3 měsíci

    🖤🖤🖤🖤

  • @user-el4kf4nv6t
    @user-el4kf4nv6t Před 3 měsíci

    💜❤💜❤💜❤

  • @horizonblack
    @horizonblack Před 3 měsíci

    ASPD? Major Depression? I don't know whats wrong with you, Daniel. Regardless, thanks for more music

    • @ClosetoHumanMusic
      @ClosetoHumanMusic  Před 3 měsíci +2

      I’m almost certainly on the spectrum and have severe ADHD. I also suffer from depression and unaliving ideation. I’m a very fucked up person.

    • @horizonblack
      @horizonblack Před 3 měsíci

      @@ClosetoHumanMusic No wonder I relate to your music. ~waves hi to a peer~

  • @SecuritySpirit
    @SecuritySpirit Před 3 měsíci

    Yep, everything you do is amazing. AP forever.

  • @razrhiannaspiers8506
    @razrhiannaspiers8506 Před 3 měsíci

    0:16 UK folks are triggered by the spelling of color 😂

    • @madreshekel1003
      @madreshekel1003 Před 3 měsíci

      I mad!

    • @sgefrascz8123
      @sgefrascz8123 Před 3 měsíci +2

      Also monochrome😅. Pronounced like moneychrome. But maybe this is intentionel?😉🤑🤔 Anyways, a good song.

    • @eidhlakewood2031
      @eidhlakewood2031 Před 3 měsíci +1

      ​@@sgefrascz8123yep that's the only thing I dislike about this song. Great song otherwise but that pronunciation grates my nerves.

  • @SamAstaroth
    @SamAstaroth Před 2 měsíci

    Amazing song Daniel!!!