Hold Onto Me [Boyfriend Roleplay][Trigger warning: Depression / Suicide comfort] ASMR

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  • čas přidán 17. 05. 2020
  • You will make it through this. x
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  • @cow1086
    @cow1086 Před 4 lety +5045

    I have a boyfriend, but like-
    *He never listens so yeah, I’m here with this lovely boi*

    • @pastella5553
      @pastella5553 Před 4 lety +1143

      Drop the boy

    • @7CUJO
      @7CUJO Před 4 lety +402

      itizwhhatitiz what they said 😭

    • @p3ach_silhouette487
      @p3ach_silhouette487 Před 4 lety +307

      ^^ yea what they said

    • @cow1086
      @cow1086 Před 4 lety +223

      I know he probably loves me but he’s just always so busy and focused on his friends, and I don’t want to bother him so I just let him be

    • @PollyLWorld
      @PollyLWorld Před 4 lety +478

      @@cow1086 You shouldn't feel like a bother to anyone. Tell him just that: that you feel like he doesn't care, and that you feel emotionaly neglected. If he truly doesn't care, drop him: you deserve to be loved, reminded how important you are and never feel like you are a bother to your SO.

  • @crisjames316
    @crisjames316 Před 4 lety +5535

    I am not going to cry. I am not going to cry... "You're not alone anymore." *starts ugly crying

  • @uhanyways9845
    @uhanyways9845 Před 4 lety +5183

    me: not suicidal
    me: watches this video anyways
    my emotions: *now it’s time to get funky*

  • @JesusChristyuh
    @JesusChristyuh Před 4 lety +4601

    Him: Just let me in
    My brain: don’t do it, don’t do it, don’t do it-
    Me: LET ME INNNNNN *LET ME IIINNNNNN*

    • @user-dj2tz3dk7c
      @user-dj2tz3dk7c Před 3 lety +151

      I be the I G G Y

    • @yobtch7895
      @yobtch7895 Před 3 lety +62

      We have the same thought progres

    • @icry7334
      @icry7334 Před 3 lety +70

      Why Jesus here

    • @koda636
      @koda636 Před 3 lety +71

      ayo jesus you okay? why are you here

    • @mkla
      @mkla Před 3 lety +20

      ILL BE THE I G G Y

  • @constantinewiles4627
    @constantinewiles4627 Před 4 lety +3642

    When he said “no ones gonna hurt you baby” a teeny tiny teardrop escaped my eyeball

    • @_Jams104_
      @_Jams104_ Před 4 lety +27

      When did he say that?🥺🥺

    • @idiotnugget1843
      @idiotnugget1843 Před 3 lety +21

      Constantine Wiles “no ones gonna hurt you” yeah so I’m gonna go jump off a skyscraper

    • @irismarino3856
      @irismarino3856 Před 3 lety +13

      @@_Jams104_ at 4:50

    • @hello-gz4ru
      @hello-gz4ru Před 3 lety +8

      @@bridget3956 same

    • @nadafebiola8097
      @nadafebiola8097 Před 3 lety +7

      @@bridget3956 💕💕🤧🤧💕🤧💕

  • @lulu9599
    @lulu9599 Před 4 lety +4009

    Whoever is stuck in quarantine with K right now is literally the luckiest person in the universe.

  • @Trashpandasnco
    @Trashpandasnco Před 4 lety +1148

    I’m not crying... “you’re gonna fight this and I’m gonna fight with you.” *ugly cries*

    • @OKIDKKKKKKK
      @OKIDKKKKKKK Před 3 lety +2

      Deku!? Why are you here? DOES KATSUKI KNOW!?

    • @Trashpandasnco
      @Trashpandasnco Před 3 lety +7

      @@OKIDKKKKKKK 😩😳 n-no Kachaan doesn’t know. Don’t tell him I’m here! 😰😰

    • @holyhartanto9487
      @holyhartanto9487 Před 3 lety +1

      same oml i have no idea that i need to hear that

    • @yuki.thatsall.
      @yuki.thatsall. Před 3 lety

      @@Trashpandasnco o.o

    • @Trashpandasnco
      @Trashpandasnco Před 3 lety +1

      @@yuki.thatsall. Uraraka! 😳😳😳😳

  • @sleepyyybug5228
    @sleepyyybug5228 Před 4 lety +4488

    “If only I could be myself, I would be satisfied.”-Anne Frank

  • @Destiny-rk1dp
    @Destiny-rk1dp Před 4 lety +2558

    K is not only a asmrist, he's this man that all girl in the world deserve. I don't know how but even behind a screen he makes us feel loved, listened he makes us happy and however he knows what certain people are going through, and that's just incredible !

    • @atlaspng
      @atlaspng Před 4 lety +34

      all people* but then again, not all people deserve him ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

    • @Destiny-rk1dp
      @Destiny-rk1dp Před 3 lety +15

      XxYourAverageLoserxX true 😌

    • @macsh101
      @macsh101 Před 3 lety +7

      How on earth did you get those swirls on your username? I’ve spent the last 10 minutes and far too many brain cells on this.

    • @AraLuvYT
      @AraLuvYT Před 3 lety +11

      The guys better listen up and act like him

    • @AraLuvYT
      @AraLuvYT Před 3 lety +2

      @@macsh101 it an app called fonts I think

  • @zoe.l.s
    @zoe.l.s Před 4 lety +1713

    sir you owe me a new phone, i dropped mine while falling for you

    • @zoe.l.s
      @zoe.l.s Před 4 lety +124

      ew i’m so gross, someone hit me with a pan please

    • @hiyoorii9235
      @hiyoorii9235 Před 4 lety +96

      Erynn 🍳 it has a lil egg in it but i’ll just *bonk*

    • @zoe.l.s
      @zoe.l.s Před 4 lety +48

      SeunghosSugarbaby xx thank you so much 😔

    • @hiyoorii9235
      @hiyoorii9235 Před 4 lety +43

      Erynn here’s a small bandaid 🩹

    • @zoe.l.s
      @zoe.l.s Před 4 lety +31

      SeunghosSugarbaby xx thank you 🥺

  • @madamwhatnot
    @madamwhatnot Před 4 lety +809

    To the person reading this:🥺❤️
    In case no one said it yet today:
    you’re great!
    Have a wonderful day!
    You make the world a better place.
    I’m so glad you were born!
    Wow! You look stunning today!
    You are beautiful.
    You do an amazing job of being you
    I believe in you!
    You are enough!
    You are loved!
    Wherever you are right now, here’s a imaginary hug 🤗
    Please drink water and eat something
    I love you, stay safe!

    • @b0b944
      @b0b944 Před 4 lety +8

      Thanks I really appreciate it. Same goes out to you too😊💖❤️

    • @emmagriffin0420
      @emmagriffin0420 Před 4 lety +3

      Thank you

    • @madamwhatnot
      @madamwhatnot Před 4 lety +2

      @@emmagriffin0420 your welcome!

    • @riatheweeblet5164
      @riatheweeblet5164 Před 3 lety +5

      I am crying 😭🥺 thank you 🥺🥺💖

    • @jolieashlyn
      @jolieashlyn Před 3 lety +10

      I wish my parents would say these things

  • @profisher1000
    @profisher1000 Před 4 lety +823

    Him: opens the door
    Me: is having a ritual with my brothers toys “eh get out”

    • @sm0llqueen289
      @sm0llqueen289 Před 3 lety +29

      This made my day or morning its 6AM so morning
      This made my morning

    • @azul4340
      @azul4340 Před 3 lety +37

      Which toys? 🤭 IM SO SORRYJEJDNDNDJJDJDJS 🏃‍♀️💨

    • @profisher1000
      @profisher1000 Před 3 lety +24

      Bratz Dhollz NOOOOOO YOU’RE SO DIRTY

    • @azul4340
      @azul4340 Před 3 lety +18

      @@profisher1000 I PROMISE IM MOT THIS DIRTY KSJDBSKSKSKSJSKSKDBB 😭

    • @mariah_friends5000
      @mariah_friends5000 Před 3 lety +5

      what you doin a ritual for?

  • @arigato7566
    @arigato7566 Před 4 lety +1095

    it just made me burst out crying when he said "because i know you"
    literally nobody cares enough to say these things to me and like-- i cant

    • @pastella5553
      @pastella5553 Před 4 lety +26

      No I'm sure that's not true! I care. You probably dont even know me but I care 💕

    • @sabrinac.1090
      @sabrinac.1090 Před 4 lety +8

      I care too. You are amazing the way you are!❤️

    • @chloes4713
      @chloes4713 Před 4 lety +7

      I care

    • @jazzhands3329
      @jazzhands3329 Před 4 lety +10

      Idk who you are but know that I care and you deserve an amazing life ❤❤❤ ^^

    • @iateakitoscheesecake
      @iateakitoscheesecake Před 3 lety +3

      lmao I do ❤️🥺

  • @hejdjdjfhdhdhzhcj7559
    @hejdjdjfhdhdhzhcj7559 Před 4 lety +786

    I swear he can sense my depression

    • @amber416
      @amber416 Před 4 lety +13

      he's magic

    • @phoenyxash
      @phoenyxash Před 4 lety +11

      You’re not fighting it alone 🤍

    • @pastelnat4438
      @pastelnat4438 Před 4 lety +15

      You got this babes. Fight that b*tch with all you got. I believe in you 💜💜💜

    • @phoenyxash
      @phoenyxash Před 4 lety +7

      Hejdjdjf Hdhdhzhcj I hope you’re feel better, even if it’s only a little 🤍

    • @darklillith5107
      @darklillith5107 Před 3 lety +5

      he can shmell it

  • @zoe.l.s
    @zoe.l.s Před 4 lety +861

    everything put aside, babies listen - suicide is never the answer 🥺 whatever you’re currently going through, you’re strong and will get through it. remember that, although it can be hard to. you are loved. and like K said, you have so much to look up for. i’m not a professional but i am ALWAYS here to talk if you just need someone to listen and give a big virtual hug. but trust me ladies (and gents!) you’re worthy. you get yourself something nice or give yourself a warm bath, focus on yourself. you deserve it. trust me. I Love You, K Loves You. You are certainly not alone. ❤️

    • @sciencelover404
      @sciencelover404 Před 4 lety +18

      This is so sweet, thank you so much

    • @zoe.l.s
      @zoe.l.s Před 4 lety +13

      Science Lover no bubs, thank you. you’re amazing and you’re here for a reason. 🥺❤️

    • @taylor3175
      @taylor3175 Před 4 lety +8

      thank you, really

    • @zoe.l.s
      @zoe.l.s Před 4 lety +4

      Taylor Hoy no worries, you got this🥺

    • @nexdance
      @nexdance Před 4 lety +7

      I needed this thank you

  • @User03149
    @User03149 Před 4 lety +151

    I used to really suicidal, and I was actually in the process of killing myself, when my dog walked into the bathroom before I slit my wrists. I broke down and couldn't do it because I know he wouldn't be able to understand why I left him.

    • @madsmads6858
      @madsmads6858 Před 4 lety +9

      Thanks for still being here!! ❤️❤️

  • @hiitskatsuki9503
    @hiitskatsuki9503 Před 4 lety +2845

    This is actually really helpful bc last night was so bad for me
    Lol 7 month edit: I feel like I’m about to go off the edge right now so I’m just gonna listen to this again

    • @nabeelahorie4741
      @nabeelahorie4741 Před 4 lety +71

      HI It’s KATSUKI ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ily and I hope u are okay

    • @wihh87
      @wihh87 Před 4 lety +50

      You are loved man. 🌹

    • @Gmohandis1997
      @Gmohandis1997 Před 4 lety +37

      Im sorry hope ur better today tho✨

    • @Valentina-ge3xu
      @Valentina-ge3xu Před 4 lety +27

      Hope whatever you're going through will resolve and get better soon ❤

    • @prawndumplingcrabrangoon
      @prawndumplingcrabrangoon Před 4 lety +18

      hugs for you ❤️

  • @mochiescoochie6858
    @mochiescoochie6858 Před 4 lety +2205

    I haven’t watched the whole thing and I’m already crying 😭😭😭❤️

    • @haileyyyyy3910
      @haileyyyyy3910 Před 4 lety +10

      Me too😭🤧

    • @krishvanhoutan2931
      @krishvanhoutan2931 Před 4 lety +6

      Same...

    • @trinityday6830
      @trinityday6830 Před 4 lety +6

      Me too 💔😭

    • @drlingbxby5692
      @drlingbxby5692 Před 4 lety +10

      Wtf how I didn’t even cry when the titanic was sinking. It just doesn’t happen like no tears left to cry apart from when an animal dies

    • @jaelynnotfound5840
      @jaelynnotfound5840 Před 4 lety +7

      @@drlingbxby5692 same, like I have these problems but I never cry at this stuff and I don't know why

  • @veronicamelissa977
    @veronicamelissa977 Před 3 lety +360

    Him:"Love, love is worth it"
    Me:"I- I dont have love, WHY DO YOU THINK IM HERE?!"

  • @bkk484
    @bkk484 Před 3 lety +323

    Me: *sees trigger warning*
    haha....this will be fun

  • @thechuganuts5072
    @thechuganuts5072 Před 4 lety +711

    This girl, she symbolizes so many of your listeners who were/are going through the exact same thing. You saved so many of us, just like you saved her. This was incredibly moving, K. Thank you 💙😇

    • @pastella5553
      @pastella5553 Před 4 lety +12

      I'm so glad you are still here💕💕

    • @ashthelynx55
      @ashthelynx55 Před 4 lety +12

      Exactly. K saved me when i was at my worst and i know he's done that for others. Its hard but he's always there

  • @Nana-or9sj
    @Nana-or9sj Před 4 lety +480

    For those who are fighting with mental health , you are so strong . Keep fighting love , time will heal you . I love you so much ❤

  • @lilrexlapis
    @lilrexlapis Před 4 lety +164

    “Can you let me in pleaseee?”
    DAMMIT, MY ONLY WEAKNESS, MANNERS

    • @Joseph-kj1ok
      @Joseph-kj1ok Před 3 lety +6

      I like the if undertale was realistic reference

  • @lunarstream2105
    @lunarstream2105 Před 4 lety +270

    I really didn't expect this to hit as hard as it did... I'm sure you're saving lives with these, dude. You're a saint.

  • @honey_droplets
    @honey_droplets Před 4 lety +454

    I just had mental breakdown about life just a few minutes ago but you made my day :)

    • @pastelnat4438
      @pastelnat4438 Před 4 lety +12

      I'm sorry you're hurting. Things will turn for the better, keep going, even if you have to crawl 💕💕💕

    • @amariahmorrison3574
      @amariahmorrison3574 Před 4 lety +1

      Me to

    • @hxnnybear1597
      @hxnnybear1597 Před 3 lety +1

      AMY REPPARD same

    • @jsiahc
      @jsiahc Před 3 lety +2

      i hope yr doing okay now💘

    • @catt8589
      @catt8589 Před 3 lety +1

      Hahaha Same!! I wanna die rn! 😁

  • @AL-qs1mb
    @AL-qs1mb Před 4 lety +84

    "You're allowed to feel sad" "That sounds like it hurt tho"
    I felt that. I needed that.

  • @babygirlRP
    @babygirlRP Před 4 lety +195

    He broke down the door, now thats love!! I so needed this, i was literally thinking about if anyone would care if i just left 😪 i skipped school to listen to this. Thanks K 😘 i actually feel better just listening to u💖💖💖💖💖

  • @PhokingLegend
    @PhokingLegend Před 3 lety +81

    Quarentine has been super hard on me.. mentally.. I needed this..

  • @jessrah
    @jessrah Před 4 lety +384

    I kind of zoned out while I listened to this and didn't realize I was crying by the end of it. It makes me feel better knowing that there are people who stick by their partner when they're dealing with mental health, no matter how bad it gets. K, you have such a pure, kind heart and you deserve the world. You've helped so many of us and we will be forever grateful. 💕

  • @peepsedits235
    @peepsedits235 Před 4 lety +331

    could anyone pls tell me of they cried while hearing this? cause i dont wanna cry
    Edit: yep I also cried

    • @pastella5553
      @pastella5553 Před 4 lety +6

      Yep I did

    • @Nervychim
      @Nervychim Před 4 lety +9

      I didn't
      I have No sOuL😒

    • @amariahmorrison3574
      @amariahmorrison3574 Před 4 lety +1

      I did

    • @honey_droplets
      @honey_droplets Před 4 lety +3

      I did because I have to much stress at school and I can't talk about my feelings or stress with my parents because they just don't understand me. That's why I've been bottling up the same feelings from 2 years ago. If this scenario would happen irl i would be ashamed of myself...

    • @peepsedits235
      @peepsedits235 Před 4 lety

      @@honey_droplets same :(

  • @karma7629
    @karma7629 Před 3 lety +56

    I love this community, the comments are filled with advices and reassurances. Its wholesome.

  • @Lina-mp3ef
    @Lina-mp3ef Před 4 lety +162

    Just lost a family member to covid-19. Really needed something like this :/

    • @s.kenahan2850
      @s.kenahan2850 Před 4 lety +20

      i’m so, so sorry!! that’s absolutely terrible. i understand what it’s like and i’ll make sure to pray for you and your family. stay strong

    • @Lina-mp3ef
      @Lina-mp3ef Před 4 lety +7

      s. kenahan yeah it is,thankyou we all need prayers atm.I am still in and out of denial and shock,idek how to take in it

    • @taylorstephens3554
      @taylorstephens3554 Před 4 lety +8

      Stone Age i’m praying for you! we had to put my dog down last month and my cousin committed suicide yesterday morning. stay healthy ☹️❤️.

    • @Hannah...934
      @Hannah...934 Před 4 lety +3

      I'm so sorry for your loss we will make it through this 💜🌍

    • @Hannah...934
      @Hannah...934 Před 4 lety +5

      @@taylorstephens3554 I'm so sorry for your loss it must be really hard for you and your family but stay strong

  • @HS-gp2fw
    @HS-gp2fw Před 4 lety +76

    Seeing so many people say they cried while listening to this is heart warming but also so sad at the same time. Depression and mental health in general is sort of a taboo thing to talk about in society and a lot of people hurt themselves because of it; many people aren’t as understanding, either. It’s hard, especially when you feel like you’re alone in a battle between you and your brain. Seeing people close to me hurt, and seeing so many people here say they’ve been hurt or are currently hurting, it makes me sad but proud that you’re still here. You’re still breathing and you’re still human. Humans are meant to feel. We as people are meant to feel emotions that can make us or break us, but you’re here. Thank you for being here. If you read this, thank you for being you. Thank you for not giving up. You’re a warrior and I know that you can win this battle. Stay strong. ❤️

    • @harshikataneja7193
      @harshikataneja7193 Před 3 lety +1

      Army!! 💜💜
      Thank u so much,your words made me feel a lot better 💜☺️

  • @blissparson286
    @blissparson286 Před 4 lety +162

    2019 me needed this so bad, i wish i could go back and tell her that it’s going to be ok

    • @pastelnat4438
      @pastelnat4438 Před 4 lety +3

      I'm so happy things got better for you. Thank you for staying 💕💕

    • @blissparson286
      @blissparson286 Před 4 lety +1

      @@pastelnat4438 aw, thank you 🥰💖

    • @aidenember4640
      @aidenember4640 Před 4 lety +2

      @@blissparson286 whatever happened, I'm sure someone out there is glad you didn't go and if you didn't find them you will someday

    • @blissparson286
      @blissparson286 Před 4 lety +1

      @@aidenember4640 that’s so sweet, thank you so much 🥰

    • @destinijones24
      @destinijones24 Před 4 lety +2

      Same😫😫

  • @llani3077
    @llani3077 Před 4 lety +56

    I know that no one will probably see this but please know that I personally would like to know you and that I love you. Don’t hurt yourself because it will get better and you can always talk to me if you need help. Please, it hurts me seeing people going through this and I want to help

  • @kateperez2561
    @kateperez2561 Před 3 lety +131

    Me: * looking at my arm full of cuts about to burst into tears* but let me tell you. Once I heard this person voice for the first time in my life I felt loved..,
    And yes I been diagnosed with depression and anxiety since I was young. I been having a hard time with everything and yes I feel like giving up and shit but I don’t wanna be selfish...I care for others more then myself and I feel like I’m slowly loosing myself..
    (Sorry...)

    • @spindless
      @spindless Před 3 lety +8

      don't apologize, please, I'm proud of u ❤

    • @limes3458
      @limes3458 Před 3 lety +6

      Keep fighting! You can do this. I’m two months clean of cutting, and it took me a lot to stop, but you just need to realize that you’re worth more than anything and you just need to see the good in the world. Please remember that you’re loved even if you don’t see it.

    • @katiehenry756
      @katiehenry756 Před 3 lety +2

      You can get through it! We believe in you! Don't worry you'll find your self no matter what, I have Anxiety as well and sometimes it gets the best of me, but I know there's always someone who's willing to be their and help me out, it may not be any of us, it may be a friend, or family, or maybe it is us on CZcams! We won't judge, never forgot that, you are buteiful and amazing (even though I never met you) do NOT give up! Keep being you, and you can also Wright a comment on one of these videos and I'm sure someone will be willing to talk.

    • @darklillith5107
      @darklillith5107 Před 3 lety

      @@limes3458 ive been cutting my self and i have un diagnosed depression so oof

    • @yararin1238
      @yararin1238 Před 3 lety +1

      You don't have to apologise but you can get through this FIGHTING! ❤️

  • @ivethramirez2394
    @ivethramirez2394 Před 4 lety +166

    Me only having work and parents mad at me: leaving the world is the only solution * prepares pills *
    Phone: new video form boyfriend audio "confrontation"
    Me: I'll give life a chance

    • @strawberrybanana9405
      @strawberrybanana9405 Před 3 lety +11

      I don't recommend pills it takes a lot of pills to make someone pass out depending on the type of pill ALSO SUICIDE IS BAD says me

  • @yuejiang1522
    @yuejiang1522 Před 3 lety +22

    I know I will never hear such kind words from another person in real life. Because of depression, I shut everyone out for almost 10 years. Your audios are magic. Greetings and love from China.

  • @bkk484
    @bkk484 Před 3 lety +65

    “whatever your gonna do stop it”
    me: *has hand on doorknob* DO YOU WANT ME TO OPEN THE DOOR OR NOT DAYM

    • @SaikiKei16
      @SaikiKei16 Před 3 lety +2

      Why did that make me laugh!?😂😅

  • @kikicreep3593
    @kikicreep3593 Před 3 lety +249

    Him: Give me the bottle
    Me: NooOOo it's mOIne
    Him trys taking it*
    Me so very suicidal: Lemme just-
    Takes it*
    Me: OH MAW GAWD YOU BISH GIVE IT BACK!

    • @tamakiamajiki3463
      @tamakiamajiki3463 Před 3 lety +17

      SAME how did you know can you read minds?!?!?!?!????!

    • @maxiwaxi6342
      @maxiwaxi6342 Před 3 lety +12

      I thought you were talking about a shampoo bottle. I'm a little dumb.

    • @kate-di8sy
      @kate-di8sy Před 3 lety +4

      @@maxiwaxi6342 goodbye✋😭

    • @yararin1238
      @yararin1238 Před 3 lety +1

      @@maxiwaxi6342 I-

    • @yararin1238
      @yararin1238 Před 3 lety +3

      @@tamakiamajiki3463 TAMAKI!?

  • @elyxir
    @elyxir Před 4 lety +113

    Ah yes perfect timing :') *starts to tear up* I'm fine

  • @may-tx5yl
    @may-tx5yl Před 3 lety +24

    “It’s okay, come here it’s okay” *sheds a single tear*

  • @remmy7826
    @remmy7826 Před 4 lety +45

    Me actually having deppresion..
    "I needed the words : it Will be ok"
    Honestly.. Ty for this 🥺

  • @ktolliver4245
    @ktolliver4245 Před 3 lety +44

    this is so helpful. i’ve had lots of suicidal thoughts and self harm issues, and this is exactly what i’ve been wanting to hear.
    (also, i’ve gone almost 2 months without self harm, and i’m really proud of myself😌)

    • @phoenyxash
      @phoenyxash Před 3 lety +3

      I’m proud of you too❣️ Keep it up 🤍

    • @sophiabates9783
      @sophiabates9783 Před 3 lety +3

      this is very late but amazing job i'm so so proud of you hope you're doing better ❤️❤️ :)

    • @derangedgf
      @derangedgf Před 2 lety

      I’m proud of you 🤍

    • @ghost-fo4zb
      @ghost-fo4zb Před 2 lety

      I’m so proud of you

  • @constantinewiles4627
    @constantinewiles4627 Před 4 lety +119

    On the days when the mind is too dark and gloomy, k’s voice is like a bright lighthouse. ❤️X

    • @kailey186
      @kailey186 Před 4 lety +1

      Wait his name is K? Sorry for asking I just don't know 😔

    • @constantinewiles4627
      @constantinewiles4627 Před 4 lety +3

      Kailey Paulson it’s fine haha, in a previous q&a he stated that his name started with a k, apart from that his name isn’t known.

  • @LTAries88
    @LTAries88 Před 4 lety +70

    On a personal level, this is so needed. This video actually can save lives. No joking around. In all seriousness, K, I take my hat off to you

  • @sayumisan5044
    @sayumisan5044 Před 4 lety +102

    8:59 was that a voice crack? 😂
    But in all seriousness, there's alot of people who are feeling like this and watch your videos. So, thank you.

    • @who_stole_love
      @who_stole_love Před 3 lety +22

      Me deciding to press it and risk losing their video or wait for it and forget when the voice crack is?????

    • @aokatsuu
      @aokatsuu Před 3 lety +3

      @@who_stole_love LMAO OMG YES

    • @SaikiKei16
      @SaikiKei16 Před 3 lety +10

      “When you feel like ThIs” made me laugh when I was down😅🙂🤣

    • @abby4056
      @abby4056 Před 2 lety +2

      Hhahaha

    • @whyamihereeee
      @whyamihereeee Před rokem +2

      turned into a train whistle for a second there -

  • @yourkidmia
    @yourkidmia Před 3 lety +50

    When he said "idc what u doing, stop it now!" then me be like "IM POOPING!, I WONT STOP UNTIL UM DONE!"

  • @yazlbernardez6658
    @yazlbernardez6658 Před 4 lety +76

    Earlyyy and this hits very hard , its very difficult for people with depression to even open up and talk about things ☹️ at least audio's like this provide some comfort for those people going though things... I hope they know that there's always someone caring for them ❤️ please stay strong everyone

    • @kawaii8669
      @kawaii8669 Před 4 lety +2

      fluffy bunny I was depressed as a teenager. I thought about suicide all the time. I didn’t tell anyone. I’ve been happy and healthy now for years, but I STILL don’t tell anyone I ever felt that way. I actually feel lucky I can pretend it never happened because no one knows - not even the people close to me. It is extremely hard to talk about. Having an anonymous account let’s me be more open.

  • @tio8276
    @tio8276 Před 4 lety +71

    THIS MAN IS PRECIOUS PROTECT HIM!!!❤❤❤

  • @lynfreecss5166
    @lynfreecss5166 Před 4 lety +40

    All throughout the vid I joke myself to not cry but I just wanna tell you,,,, I badly needed this. So thank you very much, your voice calmed me down and I love it. I love the things you do and I don't know what to say, I support you and all.

  • @kyanwildman3725
    @kyanwildman3725 Před 4 lety +27

    I'm a person who actually has suicidal thoughts almost everyday....so when I found this today I listened to it and felt like I was loved and worthy of living....thank you for that

    • @anjai5657
      @anjai5657 Před 3 lety +1

      I hope you are still here and i hope you are somewhat ok.
      Please stay strong. Please stay.

    • @thecodemonarch
      @thecodemonarch Před 3 lety

      It's bc u is worth it bro!

  • @phoenyxash
    @phoenyxash Před 4 lety +28

    Wish I wasn’t at work right now but you are an angel for this 🤍🤍
    Edit: I started listening to this on my break & couldn’t finish it because I didn’t want to cry. The irony of this being posted today is that I literally almost messaged K last night to thank him for all he’s done to help people with a bottle of pain relievers in my hand. I deleted it & just cried thinking that he’d never see it. I think I had suggested this type of audio a while back and I’m sure I wasn’t the only one but the timing on this video couldn’t be better. 🤍

    • @isabellen9585
      @isabellen9585 Před 4 lety +1

      I hope your doing ok ❤️❤️ x

    • @phoenyxash
      @phoenyxash Před 4 lety

      Isabelle N I’m trying to be. Thanks 🤍

  • @elizabethbellah7407
    @elizabethbellah7407 Před 4 lety +55

    How does K always know when you're sad or tired or whatever... He always puts out the right audios at the right time 😍
    Hope you're being safe in Canada!

  • @h3l0fr3nd9
    @h3l0fr3nd9 Před 3 lety +29

    Me: having 6 things to do for online school
    K: posts
    Me: online class can wait

  • @uhhglie
    @uhhglie Před 3 lety +8

    this is more comforting than i wish to admit. i need this. it just feels like a warm hug. it makes me feel understood and loved and that’s so annoying because i’m relying on a dude on the internet to get me through something that is unimaginable

  • @Camistars-fk6hu
    @Camistars-fk6hu Před 4 lety +30

    Thank you! When I had a boyfriend I never told him about my suicidal thoughts. Listening to this really helps. Thanks for your hard work.

  • @ccraigtuckerr
    @ccraigtuckerr Před 4 lety +30

    *in bathroom*
    Him: “whatever ur doing stop it”
    Me: let me take a shit-“

  • @mxstical_
    @mxstical_ Před 4 lety +10

    when he was falling apart and his breath was hitching felt so real, and damn i needed this shit so badly.

  • @_deademuse_4776
    @_deademuse_4776 Před 3 lety +6

    The knock on the door in the beginning was the same pattern I used on my parents door when I was little..memories..

  • @cookiesncream_
    @cookiesncream_ Před 4 lety +56

    is it just me or he uploads every time i don’t feel well...

    • @pastelnat4438
      @pastelnat4438 Před 4 lety +3

      Hope it made you feel better love. We and bts are here for you 💜💜

    • @jeonjouria9521
      @jeonjouria9521 Před 4 lety +3

      Hey army ,I don't know who u are or where u are but I love u as much as BTS do 💜 don't forget to love yourself 💜🥺and fight baby this life worth to fight for , stay safe , I purple u 💜💜💜💜💜

  • @charisma9621
    @charisma9621 Před 3 lety +10

    As he said "its okay, its okay"
    I broke down in tears..

  • @HaruRay1031
    @HaruRay1031 Před 3 lety +5

    Why is this something I really need, I don't talk to my friends anymore about my problems, I take deep breaths and listen to theses and cry and hug my stuff animals, this really helps me and others too I'm sure, it makes me feel like someone actually cares and loves me
    Edit: I'm crying saying thank you to this video

    • @vanillabean5294
      @vanillabean5294 Před rokem +1

      Even if it seems like no one really cares and that life keeps moving on without you, know that there are people just like you out there, hoping and praying that you will make it through another day. Keep fighting, love ❤️🫂

  • @emanon9084
    @emanon9084 Před 3 lety +4

    As a prevention instructor, I'm very proud of how this was written in such a well way. This is exactly what people need to do in these situations and it was handled perfectly.

  • @mxstical_
    @mxstical_ Před 4 lety +6

    hearing him break down bro hurts me so fucking much, his acting is so good, and his breathing hitches, and you can just feel like he has tears bro

  • @Lou.Cozplay
    @Lou.Cozplay Před 4 lety +8

    How I wish someone I know personally would say things like that. Or comfort me like that...
    I litterally started crying and felt better after I watched/heard this.
    Thank you❣

  • @dramaticviky
    @dramaticviky Před 2 lety +2

    The fact that he knocked on the door like Anna did in frozen 1/2 makes me happy.

  • @sniper3627
    @sniper3627 Před 4 lety +30

    Damn he uploaded right when I needed it. God is that you? Thank you for blessing me with this gift😂

    • @pastella5553
      @pastella5553 Před 4 lety +3

      I hope you are feeling better sweetie💕

    • @sniper3627
      @sniper3627 Před 4 lety +2

      itizwhhatitiz Its so weird when you finally talk to someone and they call you crazy and threaten to send you to a mental facility and they tell your friend group so no one is texting or calling you back so you're out of options because you have no one to talk to now especially due to quarantine so you try to think of stupid reasons to stay like that squeaky door you swore to fix one day when you were a kid. Because like, same..

  • @Robin-nu4ek
    @Robin-nu4ek Před 4 lety +27

    4:00 You need to take responsibility for the tears rolling down my face.

  • @breadgang1911
    @breadgang1911 Před 3 lety +10

    "There is nothing wrong with letting people who love you, help you"
    -Iroh

  • @madison5294
    @madison5294 Před 2 lety +17

    k is the most thoughtful human ever.
    we love u

  • @daisyflower2604
    @daisyflower2604 Před 4 lety +25

    For anyone that are having suicidal thoughts please talk to someone and ask for help , it's okay to ask for help we all need help sometimes. Suicidal is not the answer to deal with our situations , problems. You are here for a reason God loves you so much and you have peoples that love and care about you.
    "For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have ETERNAL LIFE. For God did not send his son into the world to condemn the world, but to save the world through Him.
    JOHN 3:16 , 17

  • @Deeznuts-gm9pw
    @Deeznuts-gm9pw Před 3 lety +23

    I’m shaking rn because I really really wanna hurt myself but this is soothing me a helping me fight the urge tthank you sso much

  • @smileymel07
    @smileymel07 Před 4 lety +68

    To anyone who needs to hear this. Your heart may be in ruins... Just know all of that rubble of pain caused you to gain strength you never thought you had. Each time you get up and put on the armor of courage. You become stronger. Use that strength like a sword. Look at all of the dragons you've already slayed with it. Be proud of your ability to keep fighting against the war inside your head. You are capable. You can and will win this battle!

    • @QUARTERMASTEREMI6
      @QUARTERMASTEREMI6 Před rokem +2

      I know this comment is old, but sincerely thank you for saying this… I really appreciate it. ❤️

  • @elizaschuyler9967
    @elizaschuyler9967 Před 4 lety +5

    I can't describe how much I wish anyone would love me, comfort me when I feel bad and tell me these things. Every time I have a bad situation I wish so desperatly for a person who comes to me, hugs me and ends this horrible feelings of loneliness.

  • @losinghope2398
    @losinghope2398 Před 4 lety +9

    I was already crying before this but thank you this helps sm,my s/o and me are in different states and i feel like I'm losing him,this kinda helped me thank you

  • @yoonie.mp4
    @yoonie.mp4 Před 4 lety +11

    Hearing “no ones gonna hurt you ever again” just broke me. I thought I had my shit somewhat okay again but I guess I’m just fooling myself.
    I didn’t know I needed to hear that

  • @yomommy3691
    @yomommy3691 Před 4 lety +12

    for anyone that's going through a tough time I know how you feel I've done so many things and I stopped bc I know people care don't surround yourself with people that are negative , if you're trying to stop you need to tell yourself that you're strong and you can do it I promise you even if you lose friends in the process all you have to tell yourself is that at least I still have me and you're gorgeous and life isn't worth ending, life is short so go out , have fun if you need someone to talk to I'm here😽♥️

  • @lisas3487
    @lisas3487 Před 4 lety +8

    You are an amazing actor with a real gift. You are asked to contend with some really heavy issues for your subscribers and you always deliver. Your strength shines through but I hope you are properly caring for yourself after recording audios like this. Sending loving care, warmth and heart hugs to you through the universe.

  • @xx_kay-animationz_xx
    @xx_kay-animationz_xx Před 3 lety +17

    Has anyone just listened to so many of these types of comfort audios that you can't cry anymore even is you want to?
    No?
    Just me?
    Oh well

    • @alexstruck1459
      @alexstruck1459 Před 2 lety +1

      Yes I don’t know if it’s because I’m numb to the depression now or what. But you’re not alone.

  • @highthisisdogbook5932
    @highthisisdogbook5932 Před 3 lety +6

    I came here to this video because I needed the comfort. I came here because I don’t have anyone in real life to make me feel ok. But as I listened to this audio multiple times, trying to figure out why I still felt alone, I realized that it’s because this is just a guy and his mic. This is just another video on CZcams. He doesn’t care nor does anyone else on this app. These are empty words scripted onto a piece of paper, not real love from someone who cares about my well-being. And that broke me. For some odd reason. I just wish I could feel the love and comfort from this audio the way everyone else does. It’s an amazing audio that obviously is helping a lot of people. I wish I was that fortunate. Anywho, thanks for coming to my Ted Talk lol.

  • @vampiremadness5833
    @vampiremadness5833 Před 4 lety +9

    His voice is so...idk, it's like an angle. It's so relaxing that I can listen to it all day. Honestly by hearing the first word, it sounded full of love. Hehe

  • @iheartlaa
    @iheartlaa Před 3 lety +4

    3:56 that “look at me” HIT DIFFERENT

  • @flxme7362
    @flxme7362 Před 3 lety +9

    me rn being overwhelmed by everything thats going on in life. *listens to this video* starts breaking down even more lmao

  • @jasminm.3404
    @jasminm.3404 Před 4 lety +5

    About a year ago, I thought of taking my own life. Although I didn't get to hear this type of comfort at that time and truly feel it, listening to it today still hits very hard for me, but in a good way, so thank you, K

  • @itsjustme3151
    @itsjustme3151 Před 3 lety +3

    you're sooo kind you even putted a link on a therapist to help people who are going through this lysm u deserve the world

  • @xsunflowerxxrosex9437
    @xsunflowerxxrosex9437 Před 3 lety +3

    I have a boyfriend, but I’ve been there before and I texted/called him and all he didn’t comfort me or help me feel better or nothing, the only thing he told me was to not do it, in that moment it felt like he didn’t care for me and I meant nothing to him, that I was just a pawn to him like I am to everybody. So this video right here, helps me so much and makes me feel valid and feel like I belong. So thank you..

    • @hamyleasim4073
      @hamyleasim4073 Před 3 lety

      You are worthy, and you are loved.
      I hope you're doung well sweety.
      P.S: I hope you dropped him.

    • @hamyleasim4073
      @hamyleasim4073 Před 3 lety

      You deserve to be loved and you deserve happiness and im sorry people around you don't make you feel that way.
      But just know, that that is something you deserve. Always.

    • @xsunflowerxxrosex9437
      @xsunflowerxxrosex9437 Před 3 lety

      @@hamyleasim4073 heyy, I just saw this, thank you so much for caring. And btw yes I have dropped him long ago. Now I’m talking to someone who makes me feel worthy and loved. :)

  • @kawaii8669
    @kawaii8669 Před 4 lety +6

    I wish I had an audio like this when I was a teenager. I wouldn’t have done pills. I would have drunk bleach or jumped from a tall building. Fortunately, I didn’t. 🙂 For anyone feeling this way I want you to know that I’ve felt this way too before and it really DOES get better. Life is long. Your life holds joy and happiness ahead. One day you will pause and realize you’ve been so happy for so long that that period in your life when you felt desperate feels like a distant dot. A lot of YT listeners are teenagers. I want those listeners to know that teenage depression is very common and affected by changing chemicals in a rapidly growing brain. Most of the time you will outgrow depression as your brain matures and you reach adulthood. There is hope. There is light at the end of the tunnel. Life is worth living. 🙂

  • @amethyst3238
    @amethyst3238 Před 4 lety +8

    I started crying my eyes out when you broke into the bathroom. I had a really strong suicidal thought today and it was probably the worst one I've had in a while. I don't know why, but after it I had an anxiety attack. Probably due to the thought of putting my family and friends through the pain of losing a loved one. But I'm starting to open up to my best friend about stuff like that
    It feels really good to talk to someone about it

    • @Someone-lf2si
      @Someone-lf2si Před 4 lety +3

      I’m so glad you told your friends. I had a strong thought to today and it just sucks :/

    • @hamyleasim4073
      @hamyleasim4073 Před 3 lety

      Aww I hope you're okay, and yes it does feel nice to open up to someone, so if you do need to do that, I can give you my insta if you like :))))
      Stay safe.

    • @hamyleasim4073
      @hamyleasim4073 Před 3 lety

      @@Someone-lf2si I hope you're doing well sweety.

  • @Guitaristgabyxmusic
    @Guitaristgabyxmusic Před 3 lety +2

    The “I’m just glad I got here in time”.... that one hit way diff

  • @alexis_l.8790
    @alexis_l.8790 Před 3 lety +2

    When he said "it's ok to cry" that really hit. Like everyone always says "no, it's ok dont cry" but like, u cant just not cry. Sometimes u need to cry and hearing that was so nice and I think a lot of people needed to hear this, thank u so much for making these videos!

  • @p3ach_silhouette487
    @p3ach_silhouette487 Před 4 lety +24

    I really needed this I wasnt feelimg to good until you posted and now Im feeling happy ☺ good job K

  • @AB-xi3sj
    @AB-xi3sj Před 4 lety +45

    We are nearly there. Be positive.

  • @puss7976
    @puss7976 Před 3 lety

    the emotions you brought into this audio is just incredible. im not a suicidal but i keep coming back to this audio and it hits really hard for me knowing lots of people has been in this situation

  • @bananaboi5023
    @bananaboi5023 Před 4 lety +3

    Three weeks clean of self harm, but it's hard to keep fighting, but this helps a lot. I just wish I had someone like you in my life.

    • @Clurllis
      @Clurllis Před 4 lety

      Congrats! I believe you got this!

    • @Clurllis
      @Clurllis Před 4 lety

      *hugs*

    • @bananaboi5023
      @bananaboi5023 Před 4 lety

      @@Clurllis Thank you so much!

    • @jeonjouria9521
      @jeonjouria9521 Před 4 lety

      Hey , no please don't hurt yourself because that hurts me too . u had us so please keep fighting u deserve to be alive and be loved , I love u please stay safe 💜🥺

  • @daphneloissantiago1040
    @daphneloissantiago1040 Před 4 lety +20

    Didn't even hesitate to click it even if its midnight here 🇵🇭

  • @lorettavalentina1303
    @lorettavalentina1303 Před 4 lety +15

    He's such an amazing human tho😫💓

  • @ceciliajosephine4294
    @ceciliajosephine4294 Před 3 lety +8

    This is the reason i choose to stay, i planned to end my life this night, but i founded this, thankyou :"( ❤

  • @PGizmoziip
    @PGizmoziip Před 4 lety +13

    It's good with someone listening to the problem
    and understanding you It allows you to continue living.
    However, no one loves you as much as you do yourself.
    And those around you who support you.
    this is sensitive story for me but it's not heppend to me
    why I need to cry TT - TT You do very well K.

  • @tatiana-rt1yt
    @tatiana-rt1yt Před 4 lety +11

    This video made me cry. You make me feel so loved and like I actually matter. I hope you know how many people you help K, love you 💕

    • @pastella5553
      @pastella5553 Před 4 lety +4

      You are loved and of course you matter. Dont let anybody tell you otherwise. I love you💕

    • @tatiana-rt1yt
      @tatiana-rt1yt Před 4 lety +3

      itizwhhatitiz thank you 🥺

    • @pastelnat4438
      @pastelnat4438 Před 4 lety +1

      You do matter and you deserve all the love in this world. We'll be right by your side when you can't carry yourself anymore

    • @jeonjouria9521
      @jeonjouria9521 Před 4 lety +1

      That's right I don't know who u are or where u are right now but I really love u so please stay with us u deserve this , stay safe and I love u again 💜🥺