You Will Never Look At Ethan (Behzinga) The Same Way Again

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  • čas přidán 23. 08. 2021
  • Most Emotional and Heartwarming Moments of Ethan Payne (Behzinga); the man with an unbelievable transformation, both mentally and physically.
    Watch Harry's (W2S) Part: • You Will Never Look At...
    Watch Simon's (Miniminter) Part: • You Will Never Look At...
    Watch Josh's (Zerkaa) Part: • You Will Never Look At...
    Watch Vik's (Vikkstar) Part: • You Will Never Look At...
    Watch Tobi's (TBJZL) Part: • You Will Never Look At...
    Watch KSI’s Part: • You Will Never Look At...
    All rights go to the Sidemen. I do not own this content, but I made this to make people be more appreciative of the amazing group.
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  • @NaimManiger
    @NaimManiger  Před rokem +272

    Thanks for watching! I would appreciate if you checked out my motivational Sidemen video as it took some time to make: czcams.com/video/yN8DxhYB7kY/video.html

    • @MummaChu
      @MummaChu Před rokem +1

      Do jj

    • @johnthegreatest8265
      @johnthegreatest8265 Před 4 měsíci

      KON LOST THE WEIGHT JOSH LOST THE WEIGHT AND ETHAN IS RIPPED CONGRATULATIONS WITH HARD WORK AND DEDICATION TO THE GYM AND DIET.

  • @psjx7870
    @psjx7870 Před 2 lety +7989

    notice how tobi is in the every single video helping his friends out. what a true friend

    • @teamtoros
      @teamtoros Před 2 lety +335

      Tobi is the most genuine and wholesome sidemen he’d be the brother or friend you’d always want

    • @hoova6939
      @hoova6939 Před 2 lety +7

      @@teamtoros facts

    • @unclekrnix6358
      @unclekrnix6358 Před 2 lety +7

      There is always a comment about Tobi lol

    • @trevorlong936
      @trevorlong936 Před 2 lety +72

      @@teamtoros I feel Ethan and Tobi understand the concept of being loyal and great friends more than the others simply bc of how hard ethans situation was that made them realize how much everyone meant to them

    • @bellatorwarrior
      @bellatorwarrior Před 2 lety +14

      Jesus loves you all

  • @bigc5229
    @bigc5229 Před 2 lety +9165

    Props to mommy behz for being a incredibly strong and independent woman raising a great young man

    • @HXLY27
      @HXLY27 Před 2 lety +42

      @@akt3529 oh go away, we don’t Want your stupid negativity around here

    • @theydontknowmeson...
      @theydontknowmeson... Před 2 lety +16

      Not really. Look what not having a dad has lead to. A good dad. It was kinda a mistake on mummy behz part for having intercourse with that type of guy. But big respecc to behz. 👑

    • @gomle7093
      @gomle7093 Před 2 lety +5

      @@HXLY27 what did he say?

    • @gomle7093
      @gomle7093 Před 2 lety +1

      @Julian Jay What did he say?

    • @Chris-px2gf
      @Chris-px2gf Před 2 lety +140

      @@theydontknowmeson... do you realize how difficult it is to raise a child as a single mother, wym a mistake. People often are blinded by love you cant even blame her for that. You are obviously a kid judging by the way you think, but still add some thought before commenting dumb shit like that.

  • @lonewolfx499
    @lonewolfx499 Před 2 lety +4173

    And now, he's gonna be a dad. What a fucking journey! Truly inspiring.

    • @s1mpleau752
      @s1mpleau752 Před 2 lety +39

      He deserves it from all the sidemen he has struggled the most. BIG MAN DADDY BEHZ. xoxo

    • @ad8775
      @ad8775 Před rokem +7

      @@s1mpleau752 u dont know yet bro maybe some of them havent talked about their stuff

    • @mbmamino6920
      @mbmamino6920 Před rokem

      @@ad8775 He has had the hardest

    • @-Whiz-
      @-Whiz- Před rokem

      @Johannes R who else in the sidemen were going to kill themselves?

  • @fabstems3388
    @fabstems3388 Před 2 lety +2135

    This made me cry. I never fully understood how bad Ethan had it, bullying, abandonment, alcoholism and drugs, and yet he still managed to climb back up and make something of himself. That’s truly incredible and seriously, he has gained all of my respect, this journey was so incredibly difficult for him and he still pushed on, truly legendary stuff.

  • @YoSplashy
    @YoSplashy Před 2 lety +6354

    Ethan has imo the best and most heart touching story out of everyone in the Sidemen and what he has accomplished today is honestly amazing and so well deserved

    • @prathampatel1740
      @prathampatel1740 Před 2 lety +92

      fr, he's turned his life around, he's now got great friends, a successful career, good health, and a happy family

    • @RishabhGrewal
      @RishabhGrewal Před 2 lety +48

      Everyone in the sidemen have their stories. like JJ was a shy african kid.. Its all stories tbh in the end which describes us imo.

    • @zac1672
      @zac1672 Před 2 lety +25

      @@RishabhGrewal being African is a bad quality?😂

    • @tracky4331
      @tracky4331 Před 2 lety +39

      @@zac1672 for the school he went to yes because it made him get bullied

    • @RishabhGrewal
      @RishabhGrewal Před 2 lety +7

      @@zac1672 I am not saying that, i'm just saying that everybody has their own stories to tell.

  • @varsin1122
    @varsin1122 Před 2 lety +4670

    We all know that youtube would be trash without the sidemen and thats FACTS.

    • @yusufthamzeer4626
      @yusufthamzeer4626 Před 2 lety +17

      💯

    • @HG-nq2cd
      @HG-nq2cd Před 2 lety +29

      Not really

    • @HG-nq2cd
      @HG-nq2cd Před 2 lety +19

      @Xaun the sdmn aren't the only people on youtube

    • @shahidkarim9910
      @shahidkarim9910 Před 2 lety +37

      @@HG-nq2cd yes they aren’t the only people but they’re one of the greatest thats the difference my friend

    • @shahidkarim9910
      @shahidkarim9910 Před 2 lety +9

      @Xaun most of them *are* shi bro they really are

  • @r3publ_1c87
    @r3publ_1c87 Před 2 lety +1519

    Tobi is the friend everyone needs, a friend that is always there to support you in your worst moments. Respect for Tobi!

    • @CxrsairXO
      @CxrsairXO Před rokem +15

      Beautiful friend honestly

    • @pauline1211
      @pauline1211 Před rokem +12

      He is an amazing person! But the more I see how he is always there for everybody I wonder how he is feeling deep inside or how he must've felt at points in the past. Actually kind of makes me sad. Most people always caring for others wanting to help them feel better, are doing it because (yes of course they care crazyly for the them and love them) but they also do it beacuse they never would want them to feel the pain you feel when your in a baaaaaaad place. It's a kind of pain and feeling you can't describe to anyone who hasn't been in the situation.

    • @lostharmony27breaker98
      @lostharmony27breaker98 Před 2 dny

      before I even watched this I could tell this about toby that he would be the one to support his mates

  • @hjartvard5368
    @hjartvard5368 Před 2 lety +800

    I don't cry easily, but this made me tear up over 10 times. Ethan is now my favourite sideman

    • @HonestMan112
      @HonestMan112 Před 26 dny

      So you do cry easily cos its literally just a youtube video

  • @bobh359
    @bobh359 Před 2 lety +3107

    Tobi just understands everyone one of them and what they are feeling. Most empathetic person on CZcams maybe. Such a key friend in everyone’s journey, but always does it out of limelight as that’s how he is. Big up Tobi 👊

    • @JLebowski91
      @JLebowski91 Před 2 lety +52

      Big up Tobi fr. The man has values and the heart the size of a building. Friends like him will save your life. I am grateful to even see others benefit from his kindness and love. Ethan is a powerhouse of positive change as well. The Sidemen are really amazing people.

    • @ntgoodfight1428
      @ntgoodfight1428 Před 2 lety +11

      Tobi's future child gonna be a lucky kid

  • @connormcswiney8474
    @connormcswiney8474 Před 2 lety +3027

    Sidemen are the 7 most genuine people on the entire internet. Every one of them unique and amazing and genuine. All love yo all of them

    • @reddeadfan-jz7sx
      @reddeadfan-jz7sx Před 2 lety +38

      they have banter like brothers and i love it, they all are like family.

    • @VinexAesthetics
      @VinexAesthetics Před 2 lety +17

      @@reddeadfan-jz7sx Ngl, when I first fount them I thought Simon, Josh and the other guys were kinda related family wise. They are that close

    • @Paul-wj8jh
      @Paul-wj8jh Před 2 lety +5

      They're just after money, you'll realise that when you grow up.

    • @Paul-wj8jh
      @Paul-wj8jh Před 2 lety +5

      @optical na I just see it for what it is, you'll grow out of the side men eventually and realise they're just after money, nothing more, nothing less.

    • @chase5293
      @chase5293 Před 2 lety +20

      @@Paul-wj8jh What’s your problem moneys a factor but it doesn’t mean you shouldn’t watch it

  • @emirae11
    @emirae11 Před 2 lety +123

    Toby and Ethan have such a underrated friendship. their friendship is so heartwarming.

  • @eeetswaa
    @eeetswaa Před 2 lety +349

    i can't believe he has a child now he's came so far and i know he'll be a better father then his dad ever was

    • @abhishekvaishnav488
      @abhishekvaishnav488 Před rokem +4

      He will give his whole heart and soul for his kid huge respect for the guy

  • @tomboyhorse1236
    @tomboyhorse1236 Před 2 lety +1402

    I'm actually crying. All the other sidemen ones I've watched haven't actually brought a tear to my eye. This one did. Jesus christ Ethan, I never realised how bad it was for him

    • @Manlykes
      @Manlykes Před 2 lety +1

      @MizuDev literally loool had me tearing up for first time in months

    • @ChillzJoeYT
      @ChillzJoeYT Před 2 lety

      Same

  • @subfare
    @subfare Před 2 lety +1107

    ethan literally had a huge glow up, huge respect to him 💜

    • @shahidkarim9910
      @shahidkarim9910 Před 2 lety +12

      Thankfully physically and mentally

    • @clxpped3034
      @clxpped3034 Před 2 lety +11

      not to sound like an idiot but it wasn't really a glow up, he worked for it and he deserved it!

    • @jzv2202
      @jzv2202 Před 2 lety +1

      @@clxpped3034 still a glow up

    • @satrn5496
      @satrn5496 Před 2 lety

      That's not what is Important you. idiot.

    • @ayeshagrice6448
      @ayeshagrice6448 Před 2 lety +2

      @@satrn5496 they mean in life. a glow up is not just looks it’s also about mentality and emotional. I see why you misunderstood, clearly didn’t watch the video though cause otherwise you wouldn’t have felt the need to put idiot cause you’d see how it can affect people. Just be nice lol

  • @Benya9400
    @Benya9400 Před rokem +433

    That clip of Ethan when was he younger reading out "mean tweets" whilst he was dealing with his many difficulties, really broke my heart big time, because you could see the pain in his eyes, I was bullied at school and can totally relate. Whatever coward tweeted that shit at him ought to be ashamed of themselves. Mad respect for Ethan.

    • @seanyboii3007
      @seanyboii3007 Před rokem +4

      ❤❤❤❤❤❤

    • @Fakeaccount-si9bv
      @Fakeaccount-si9bv Před rokem +1

      We all have issues. Ethan’s issues were and are not greater than anyone else’s.

    • @Trollmangol
      @Trollmangol Před rokem

      ​@Fake account you have very low iq for saying such thing.

    • @serenassinder4345
      @serenassinder4345 Před rokem +1

      ​@@Fakeaccount-si9bv sh

    • @Isafell2001
      @Isafell2001 Před rokem +2

      @@Fakeaccount-si9bv nobody says they were lmao

  • @thomasmidnight8486
    @thomasmidnight8486 Před 2 lety +558

    God. Tobi is such a good friend. When he saw that it was actually serious, he told Simon to relax so he could check on Ethan. I know he doesn’t drink but I’ld share an apple juice with him.

  • @tyler9424
    @tyler9424 Před 2 lety +573

    Can't believe there's a timeline out there where we lost Ethan that night. I'm so proud of him for everything he has and continues to overcome

    • @thatkiddjay8658
      @thatkiddjay8658 Před 2 lety +1

      there’s a timeline where we lost every sidemen wym?🤣

    • @rrrrr____
      @rrrrr____ Před 2 lety +10

      @@thatkiddjay8658 he means parallel universes. Its basically a theory that there are infinite timelines with different outcomes

    • @DalaG_Media
      @DalaG_Media Před 2 lety +2

      We are all Marvel fans at this point

    • @rrrrr____
      @rrrrr____ Před 2 lety +2

      @@DalaG_Media i know this from DC flash though

    • @davidc.
      @davidc. Před 2 lety

      @@DalaG_Media Na bruh marvel kinda dead

  • @maxmedrano5933
    @maxmedrano5933 Před 2 lety +739

    When he says “I love my friends” just makes you think how much and deeply cares for every single one of his friends

  • @pompeylad6573
    @pompeylad6573 Před 2 lety +226

    As someone who struggles with mental health and had a similar childhood to Ethan. This video really hit me, what a lad. The level of respect for this man📈

    • @Felix-dn3le
      @Felix-dn3le Před rokem +5

      Yo mate, I know it‘s been a year but I really hope you‘re doing better and life a good life my guy. All love to you 🫶

  • @onswesleyy4866
    @onswesleyy4866 Před rokem +37

    and look at him now... a dad..
    Ethan has made it very far and he deserves everything!

  • @hollysmum7033
    @hollysmum7033 Před 2 lety +912

    I can relate to Ethan so much, he's so under appreciated. I love him so much

    • @4amoats
      @4amoats Před 2 lety +1

      U too ❤️

    • @dolly8961
      @dolly8961 Před 2 lety +5

      Hang in there holly❤️

    • @hollysmum7033
      @hollysmum7033 Před 2 lety +2

      @@dolly8961 ❤️❤️

    • @karasay__01
      @karasay__01 Před 2 lety +4

      @@hollysmum7033 hope everything goes well for u and just know that you're NOT alone. 🤍

    • @aguywholikesplanetoftheape3747
      @aguywholikesplanetoftheape3747 Před 2 lety +6

      I tried to kill my self when I was 16. And now I’m 24. So my advice is... don’t take drugs when you lose someone.

  • @malikingkong2807
    @malikingkong2807 Před 2 lety +805

    He went through a lot and I didn't even know how bad it was , u never know how bad things are until the person says it ,if people have mentle breakdowns and are really depressed and u notice it u should inform someone because that person's life is in danger

    • @hlogilehlogonolo5438
      @hlogilehlogonolo5438 Před 2 lety +23

      Same everyone says “he lost weight” but don’t talk about his mental warfare which is so hard to overcome this actually brought a tear to me

    • @runepeeters4303
      @runepeeters4303 Před 2 lety +6

      you should watch how to bezhinga its much more detailed and explained

  • @masonlewsey2309
    @masonlewsey2309 Před 2 lety +58

    Ethans an absolute hero man, he's proven you can be at the lowest of the lows and still bounce back. A true inspiration

  • @harshraj239
    @harshraj239 Před rokem +35

    From depressed and suicidal to being a proud Dad . This guy came a long way. Truly an inspiring journey ✨️. He will always motivate me to move forward.
    Journey like these makes me the happiest ❤️. Take care everyone

  • @thaianh8366
    @thaianh8366 Před 2 lety +594

    I've always had a huge respect for Ethan, because this man just a different breed, from being overweight, having alcohol and smoking addiction. He strip all that off him, yet he still kept his goofy personality, being a wholesome dude. Big up to Ethan.💪
    And of course thank you to Mummy Behz, without your seer will and heart, we wouldn't have Behzinga, thank you. 🙏

  • @theproblem9938
    @theproblem9938 Před 2 lety +1215

    Nothing but respect for Ethan, mental health is a big issue that people usully look over. I’m happy he has found himself now.

  • @twixau3389
    @twixau3389 Před 2 lety +141

    i'm not gonna lie, this video hit me so deep i teared up. this man is such a king and he deserves so much in life. props

  • @icautious_6366
    @icautious_6366 Před 2 lety +167

    13:24 at that moment I started to tear up! I respect Ethan so much its unreal! To see how far he has come and what he went through is truly inspiring.

  • @chrisd9034
    @chrisd9034 Před 2 lety +345

    This is the most impressive story out of all the sidemen. No offense to the others, but Ethan has overcome so much

  • @jespertuvenholter6494
    @jespertuvenholter6494 Před 2 lety +174

    I cried bro when he finished the marathon. His journey has been incredible!

  • @FroddeB
    @FroddeB Před 2 lety +15

    The reason people see so much difference in him after his whole image change is not just becaue of the weight he lost, he actually got happier too, he completely flipped his life around and started being positive and could cope by doing the things he loved. Ethans story is an amazing one and the CZcams series on him should really be viewed by anyone who don't see life as a pleasure. His personal accomplishment with himself is so fucking cool and heartwarming, Ethan will forever be the absolute champ he has become and nothing can stop that.

  • @elii1up
    @elii1up Před 2 lety +28

    Ethans story actually brought tears to my eye out of all the other sideman’s solely just because of the fact of how much he’s overcome and the fact that he deserves everything he’s got today, most importantly that happiness and a good set of friends

  • @harish2870
    @harish2870 Před 2 lety +216

    Ethan is so underrated. The new sidemen fans wouldn't understand that. 😪

    • @Thatfpsguy
      @Thatfpsguy Před 2 lety +5

      He does need to stop being so arsy and moody in all vids now , he needs to chill and relax and start showing that towards the people around him I think

    • @velocitygaming9
      @velocitygaming9 Před 2 lety +16

      @@Thatfpsguy hey buddy not sure if you know but you never know what's going on behind the scenes hid grandad has just passed so that's affecting him alot aswell the fact that he can still record and put a smile on is amazing even if it's not all the time he's doing his best and at the end of the day he has gone through alot. No hate but imagine if he saw this comment :).

    • @Thatfpsguy
      @Thatfpsguy Před 2 lety +2

      @@velocitygaming9 he's not really tho the most recent spend video he just mugger Simon off, if you're not in the right place then don't be there, like take some time out see family , do things for yourself, just because stuff happens doesn't excuse bad manners and such especially to the closest people too you , I've lost family and went to my friends for support , also I'm not your buddy 😂

    • @edgerl9187
      @edgerl9187 Před 2 lety +25

      @@Thatfpsguy you clearly have 0 iq, he is doing the videos to entertain, he puts everything aside to show up and record and everyone but you appreciates that. Take ur terrible attitude somewhere else

    • @boii6569
      @boii6569 Před 2 lety

      Facts ethan is funny guy and entertaining

  • @JO-KO
    @JO-KO Před 2 lety +311

    Behz is honestly my inspiration because I have been in the exact same place he has been with 2 dads leaving and only having my mum and it’s funny cause we both came from Essex so I hold Ethan quite close to heart as he is essentially basically an older version of myself and I strive to achieve what he was achieved

    • @anuragz25
      @anuragz25 Před 2 lety +12

      Best of Luck bro..I am rooting for u

    • @SlimThuis
      @SlimThuis Před 2 lety +5

      Keep on pushing brother! Rooting 4u as well!

    • @alexandrestenberg4440
      @alexandrestenberg4440 Před 2 lety +5

      You can do it mate! Believe in yourself and be the best you can be!

  • @qvankesteren1683
    @qvankesteren1683 Před rokem +30

    thanks Ethan for literally saving my live with telling this story. This video made me realize how mutch i love my friends, and that hurting myself was not the best option. I hope you go strong with a beautiful child, and thanks for inspiring me

  • @blublitz4722
    @blublitz4722 Před rokem +54

    Absolutely bawling at this. I have severe depression anxiety and the list goes on everything he said hit home. I never had the slightest clue he went through similar things as me and this just proves you really never know anyones story and to always Be kind to others because you really never know what’s going on behind the scenes or what they’re dealing with mentally

    • @jordangeorgiou2757
      @jordangeorgiou2757 Před rokem +2

      I hope you’re all good.

    • @01-alansabu64
      @01-alansabu64 Před 8 měsíci

      Hope you are doing good man

    • @andrewhelman1258
      @andrewhelman1258 Před 5 měsíci

      You gotta always remember someone has it worse keep grinding keep moving you’ll be happy soon

    • @MichellBollinger
      @MichellBollinger Před 3 měsíci

      @@andrewhelman1258you know saying stuff like this never helps right? knowing there’s someone who has it worse than you lowers your hope for anything to get better

    • @andrewhelman1258
      @andrewhelman1258 Před 3 měsíci

      @@MichellBollinger everyone has problems it’s called life grow up and grind harder

  • @chheeeeeeewiz1926
    @chheeeeeeewiz1926 Před 2 lety +178

    Can we just take a moment to appreciate this channel’s ability to display the sidemen in such an inspiring way

  • @takendrs
    @takendrs Před 2 lety +99

    Sidemen wouldn't be funny without Ethan, his laugh literally makes my day hundred times better

  • @yeahyeah4433
    @yeahyeah4433 Před 2 lety +9

    Momma behz is a real one, shoutout to all the single mums (And dads) who not only brought up kids on their own, but brought them up well, the sacrifice it takes is next level.

  • @Pinky_Gloss
    @Pinky_Gloss Před měsícem +2

    This made me cry I had no idea what you had been through. Mad mad respect.

  • @Patukah1879
    @Patukah1879 Před 2 lety +27

    Think about that though, his dead left him, he was depressed and physically out of shape for that long, and now he's looking amazing, is always in a funny mood and extremely successful. Man proves you can take nothing and turn it into something great. Props to this man

  • @oladu5999
    @oladu5999 Před 2 lety +167

    This almost made me cry, this was really touching.
    All the weight he lost symbolised his negativity and depressing thoughts which really made it all come together well. We should all be proud of Ethan ❤️

  • @bucklupus6215
    @bucklupus6215 Před rokem +7

    definitely the most inspiring of the Sidemen for me

  • @patrycjaa2132
    @patrycjaa2132 Před 10 měsíci +6

    I cry every time I come back to this video

    • @27jerry27
      @27jerry27 Před 4 měsíci +2

      same bro. 😢 not first time here

  • @user-jw6bk6vh6e
    @user-jw6bk6vh6e Před 2 lety +73

    The ending part with the marathon when he hugged his mom. This part hits hard😭

  • @vash7911
    @vash7911 Před 2 lety +63

    The man made a whole documentary about his hardships and how he is a more confident and happier person now and people just think he has got ego because he's gotten better. People really don't like vulnerable people become confident and happier.

  • @n1ck1042
    @n1ck1042 Před rokem +22

    I'm not usually an emotional person but when it comes to see someone that has gone through as much as behz has it really makes me emotional. To see him overcome some of the most difficult challenges in his life it really inspires me to do the same thing and to push through even though it feels as though nothings going to get better.

  • @footballeditz1892
    @footballeditz1892 Před 2 lety +4

    And now he's becoming a dad❤️❤️

  • @Toomas-dc2kl
    @Toomas-dc2kl Před 2 lety +36

    the sidemen need to react to this

  • @rzben
    @rzben Před 2 lety +60

    Theres a reason this has no dislikes

    • @fifacast7390
      @fifacast7390 Před 2 lety +2

      It's only been an hour,fool...

    • @anonymi8564
      @anonymi8564 Před 2 lety +11

      @@fifacast7390 you are one of the 3 dislikes

    • @ashwinnair4523
      @ashwinnair4523 Před 2 lety +3

      @@anonymi8564 why would someone dislike a story on someone who would have not existed tomorrow if he would have not taken the right decision…cmon its not youtube algorithm to blame every time now is it….

    • @anonymi8564
      @anonymi8564 Před 2 lety +2

      @@ashwinnair4523 idk why anyone would dislike it, it's an amazing video, but since this dude seemed angry I was joking saying he disliked the video lol

    • @ashwinnair4523
      @ashwinnair4523 Před 2 lety +2

      @@anonymi8564 ikr just felt a bit..since every one wasn’t treated this way..it somewhat hurt me since i never noticed behz..:(

  • @mariaelenapugh765
    @mariaelenapugh765 Před 11 měsíci +6

    Ethan, you're a king. You're loved, you're cherished, you're needed, you're wanted
    Tobi, never depreciate the way your soul shines. People may not be here without you
    Through your pain, you bring strength.

  • @fabienluetchford4853
    @fabienluetchford4853 Před rokem +9

    What an absolute role model. I admire Ethan so much he’s an incredible person who loves others. He was down in the darkest spot and look at him now. What a guy

  • @user-kq6oe3ql3u
    @user-kq6oe3ql3u Před 2 lety +27

    Ethan is a fucking legend no matter how much he got through he never gave up

  • @rudrakotadiya
    @rudrakotadiya Před 2 lety +45

    I can't imagine a world without Ethan and the sidemen

  • @mynameismartin946
    @mynameismartin946 Před 2 lety +22

    ngl i've cried through almost every second of this clip, purely because I'm struggling as well and I know exactly how he felt during these times when he wanted to end all the bad feelings going through him..

    • @aa2158
      @aa2158 Před 2 lety +4

      I hope you are doing better. I’m cheering for you. You are loved

  • @spiderwebb07
    @spiderwebb07 Před rokem +9

    Had no idea how much Ethan had been through. Inspiring to see how he turned things around and made things better and made himself happier

  • @harshiththakur1469
    @harshiththakur1469 Před 2 lety +68

    I always thought of Ethan as such a positive guy until finding out what his childhood was like and the fact that he tried to end his life.
    It's really upsetting to know Ethan and his mom went through a lot

    • @CxrsairXO
      @CxrsairXO Před rokem +1

      It inspired me.. I will try to better myself from now on. But I hope the video helped you in some way too, didn’t know Ethan went through so much :(, I would love to just give him a hug and never let go, because I’m just that type of person, I really feel sad, but I hope you’re doing good in life!! and I hope whatever you’re going through, just what ethan said it’s temporary :)

  • @janpo03
    @janpo03 Před 2 lety +15

    OMG we need Tobi next, he supported Ethan so much.

  • @vishalaujla6380
    @vishalaujla6380 Před rokem +4

    2:50 I can see it that was pure dark time for ethan he is still nervous talking about it AS HE WEARING UNWEARING THE RING IN HIS FINGER WHILE TALKING

  • @Woods_Agri
    @Woods_Agri Před rokem +15

    As someone who struggled with being bullied in school and mental health I have gained so much respect for Ethan. He is so lucky he has them amazing people around him to support and help him!

  • @luchithajay
    @luchithajay Před 2 lety +72

    Ethan is a very strong person. Respect ✊🏻❤️

  • @cl_043
    @cl_043 Před 2 lety +42

    If you haven’t seen Ethans documentary, you should do that right now!! ❤️

  • @llaurenn1094
    @llaurenn1094 Před 2 lety +5

    i love how tobi is always there for his friends and i’m so proud of ethan

  • @jasonhuggins3368
    @jasonhuggins3368 Před 8 měsíci +4

    What an absolute legend. Ethan and Toby. I cried during this. The raw emotion and relatability. Life can be dark sometimes. Just look for the light

  • @lewiskeeler6207
    @lewiskeeler6207 Před 2 lety +90

    Ethan has one of the best stories i have ever seen and the most emotional story. This man has come far in life, hes an inspiration to many people in the world for his weight loss over the years. Now seeing this man with a girlfriend and the happiest he has ever been makes me fell happy for him and many others. This man deserves the world.

  • @jayke2356
    @jayke2356 Před 2 lety +19

    Tobi has got to be the nicest guy out there, not only him, the whole sidemen

  • @Tyler-dm9jw
    @Tyler-dm9jw Před 2 lety +6

    We all need a friend like Tobi, what a legend and great friend

  • @jaredgensey8070
    @jaredgensey8070 Před 2 lety +1

    What a legend. Love all the sidemen they’ve helped me through a lot of my own struggles in my life.

  • @rishabchopra6714
    @rishabchopra6714 Před 2 lety +8

    know this vid is about ethan but in every vid you see tobi supporting his friends and thats why tobi is a fucking king bro

  • @krrishmohan
    @krrishmohan Před 2 lety +73

    I was naturally against KSI and the SIDEMEN because I was supporting Logan during KSI vs Logan Paul, but I started watching KSI last year, then SIDEMEN, and instantly became a fan and have watched almost all SIDEMEN videos up till now. And after the KSI and Logan collab, I became an even bigger fan.

    • @phantom8699
      @phantom8699 Před 2 lety +6

      Lol American ur not wanted here

    • @Magicality101
      @Magicality101 Před 2 lety +11

      @@phantom8699 bruh

    • @krrishmohan
      @krrishmohan Před 2 lety +8

      @@phantom8699 Ain't American by the way

    • @MysticMarble
      @MysticMarble Před 2 lety +8

      @@phantom8699 bro you ain’t wanted just stfu

    • @flyrevision9047
      @flyrevision9047 Před 2 lety

      @@yourlocalchildadopter9000 that’s not what xenophobia is idiot. It’s against religious ppl

  • @ellabarnes4647
    @ellabarnes4647 Před 2 lety +4

    i cried 4 times while watching this, these guys deserve so so much, every single one of them. They all have a hold on my heart man 😭😭

  • @keanu_lowe
    @keanu_lowe Před 2 lety +11

    My eyes teared up so many times throughout this video, we love you Behz and many of us have gone and still are going through similar situations, keep going guys!

  • @rajxt_73
    @rajxt_73 Před 2 lety +71

    He is absolutely a Legend and all the Sidemen give me lots of Motivation In My Life

  • @mallorymcgee1759
    @mallorymcgee1759 Před 2 lety +63

    Ethan has such an amazing story. I have heard it so many times and it still makes me tear up. To see how far he has come from being depressed and suicidal is just incredible. He has such a heart touching story and i hate that he had to go through what he did. But hey look at him now, he is living life and looks much happier. Big ups to Ethan for pulling through and not quiting.

  • @kryptik420
    @kryptik420 Před rokem +3

    Wow. I have a whole new level of respect for Ethan and his mom too. It makes me incredibly happy to see the change he’s gone through and now he’s a dad himself.

  • @tristanphillipsshadowalker4633

    Honestly made me cry, love Ethan. Gives me hope that I can get through the times now

  • @Galaxy-rq5sc
    @Galaxy-rq5sc Před 2 lety +43

    Ethan has earned all of the respect for the body transformation! He keeps smashing it in everything he does. Keep Grinding Brother! Much love and respect!!

    • @user-ug6ob5ln2o
      @user-ug6ob5ln2o Před 2 lety +2

      Not only the body transformation but for the man he is today

  • @jacintahannah8002
    @jacintahannah8002 Před 2 lety +14

    ethan is for sure on of my favourties

  • @r3publ_1c87
    @r3publ_1c87 Před 2 lety +3

    I shared a tear watching this... I never knew what he went through, he is such a strong human being for this, big respect for Ethan. Respect for all the friends of Ethan, Cal, Sidemen and all the others that tried to help him!

  • @lydia-andrews
    @lydia-andrews Před 2 lety +6

    Watching this made me tear up. Seeing someone being in such a dark place and having friends that support him throughout . ❤️

  • @JvNLGaming
    @JvNLGaming Před 2 lety +52

    What a legend. Turning your life around like that is something that not everyone goes to experience in his/her life, and takes an incredible amount of courage and strength to do. That and the fact that his childhood has been that hard, makes me adore this guy so much. Keep on improving, keep trying to find yourself. Keep trying to get out of that comfort zone.

  • @HaydenThorne19
    @HaydenThorne19 Před 2 lety +12

    All I knew is that his dad left but he’s managed to go through all of that on top of it… what a legend❤️

  • @peteys_mtb
    @peteys_mtb Před 2 lety +4

    This bought a tear to my eye, what an icon for mental health. True legend

  • @Berserker643
    @Berserker643 Před rokem +3

    What a journey this man has been on, truly inspirational.

  • @avenue5880
    @avenue5880 Před 2 lety +43

    Ethan is the sideman i can relate to the most. I myself is losing weight, building muscle, trying to overcome the mental battles everyday, to try to control the dark cloud that sometimes hangs above my head, having a mother who you love to death and would do legit everything for each other. God bless Ethan.

    • @haydoqt5162
      @haydoqt5162 Před 2 lety +1

      I'm 4 months late but I hope you're weight loss and muscle build journey is going well, and praying you overcome the mental battles, I assure you you have friends who will happily help you, keep being you bro ❤️ stay blessed

    • @avenue5880
      @avenue5880 Před 2 lety +2

      @@haydoqt5162 the weight loss and muscle building is going slower than expected but the mental battles are 90% conquered

    • @haydoqt5162
      @haydoqt5162 Před 2 lety

      @@avenue5880 that’s amazing to hear bro stay strong for the final 10%.. and don’t beat yourself up over the slow progress, we all have different genetics, metabolisms and muscle builds, as long as you’re sticking to your work and making even the slightest progress it’s a huge win, any progress is good progress, good luck with the journey bro 🙏🏽 take care and stay positive ❤️

  • @gwahx2116
    @gwahx2116 Před 2 lety +8

    This video has just changed me, today I found out my dad has gone back to drinking like he used to and that was the hardest time of my life, now he’s going through it again and I properly understand it it’s going to be so much harder, I keep having breakdowns today, even during this video, I was exercising while watching and when I finished and sat down I just cried my eyes out, I was shouting and punching my bed and then I went to the mirror and kept telling myself I won’t end up like him with drinking or smoking and told myself I will keep exercising until I have achieved what I want and I will follow my dreams until I get to where I want to be
    So thank you for the video❤️

    • @bradgibson011
      @bradgibson011 Před 2 lety +1

      hope you get through all this bro. My prayers are sent your way. Always remember, you're a KING!!

  • @vibinjack220
    @vibinjack220 Před rokem +1

    this guy is so inspiring and his mum is so strong love these two man , this made me cry ❤

  • @sethfontaine-henley
    @sethfontaine-henley Před rokem +4

    this actualy made me cry i can relate to his story so much such a journey and hes bloody killing it he came from a massive hole and he didnt give up and he got out that hole and reached a hole new level

  • @emilyszabo3732
    @emilyszabo3732 Před 2 lety +22

    I love Ethan so much (I love all the sidemen) he deserves the world

  • @tms9227
    @tms9227 Před 2 lety +11

    i have so much respect for his mum she went through all of that and now theyre bot happy. mad respect to both

  • @DonovanP
    @DonovanP Před 2 lety +7

    this video made me cry a lot. seeing Ethan's relationship with his mom made me remember what it was like to have a mom. i lost mine when i was 9, and 13 years later, im still very depressed (getting better though). im glad Ethan has someone that supports him no matter what, and i hope his mom lives forever.

  • @lisamarie233
    @lisamarie233 Před 2 lety +6

    I have been watching ethan grow and discover himself most of my life and watching his videos cheer me up even in my darkest times... before I watched this I knew little of what ethan went through... this video made me cry because I realised that my hero has his dark times... I love you ethan... we all love you... stay safe out there king

  • @callumrk_29.
    @callumrk_29. Před 2 lety +13

    I love them, they all have their unique sides. Love them with all my heart ❤️

  • @rezavantilborg
    @rezavantilborg Před 2 lety +31

    I love him so much. The way he chanced himself and his documentary is so good.

  • @CoffeeMocha-
    @CoffeeMocha- Před rokem +3

    this made me tear up im glad hes with us today

  • @jamieneale8470
    @jamieneale8470 Před 2 lety +4

    Absolute legend ...this has just blown my mind . This is so uplifting , this is the sort of thing that makes you wish you were good buds with the guy. All the best on your journey ,stay strong ,keep smiling and keep making us smile....absolutly smashed it 👊

  • @bengallagher5910
    @bengallagher5910 Před 2 lety +5

    This is the sort of videos they need to show in school. I remember when i told my mate i had depression. He was leight speechless. He didnt know what to say and didnt think it would be me to get it. His past felt so similar to mine and sure many others.

  • @thawsittnaing8489
    @thawsittnaing8489 Před 2 lety +12

    we needed this thnx man ur a legend.

  • @dmfut7412
    @dmfut7412 Před rokem +9

    What a guy! This is genuinely made me tear up, his story is truly incredible and now we all know he is going to be an incredible father ❤️