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  • čas přidán 8. 03. 2013
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Komentáře • 403

  • @bignoknow
    @bignoknow  Před 2 lety

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  • @matthewjones7167
    @matthewjones7167 Před 5 lety +33

    Even if I ever do get my feelings back, the experience of going through depression has changed me forever.

  • @kevinmd1974
    @kevinmd1974 Před 7 lety +117

    ive been depressed most of my life and now, for the last year, almost endless anxiety. I can barely motivate myself to do anything

    • @ema.698
      @ema.698 Před 7 lety +6

      Hope you are doing better now 7 months later

    • @controllerthenightwingyt105
      @controllerthenightwingyt105 Před 6 lety +3

      kevinmd1974 I agree. i have been depressed for a year now and its horrible. I cant eat when im hungry and i dont want to talk to anybody and the world is burning and i cant do anything about it and its my fault and i dont know why but i hate everybody for no reason and im tired all the time but cant sleep and i want to die already so i can get another chance at life and i see things in the hallway but my family just laughs and i talk to inanimate objects and my friends are the only things that i rlly look forward to please if the guy who made this vid reads this what is the address to this clinic help everything is awful and im dying and i have a constant headache
      please help

    • @nanalamanna2334
      @nanalamanna2334 Před 6 lety +1

      kevinmd1974 me too ... in treatment for eating disorder and depression anxiety. I hope you are moving toward healing

    • @michaelgrant169
      @michaelgrant169 Před 6 lety +1

      kevinmd1974 just read, the countries that have the highest intake of Omega 3s the depression rates are the lowest > Stephen ilardi PHD Clinnical psychology.

    • @metsot
      @metsot Před 5 lety +2

      Benzodiazepines and betablockers help the body to take strain if the axciety is acute and unbearable. Don't lose hope of getting better.

  • @badcooper235
    @badcooper235 Před 5 lety +20

    Who knows maybe the world will end soon. That's the only thought that brings me any joy

    • @meera1860
      @meera1860 Před 4 lety

      Why do you feel happy??...

    • @JoseGonzalas
      @JoseGonzalas Před 3 lety

      Funny I was thinking the same thing

    • @Slidehhy
      @Slidehhy Před rokem +1

      Same bro some mad stuff happened in my life and all at once

  • @ccisthesekxs
    @ccisthesekxs Před 9 lety +17

    In the last two minutes he described me perfectly. I've been living in a fog for the past year and I can't find the clearing. I'm plagued by thoughts of suicide, my subconscious urging me to get it over with, telling me how ending it all will solve my problems. I was happy with my job, my home life, there was really no reason to be depressed... it hit me like a ton of bricks and I'm buried under it's weight every day. I started depression medication yesterday and I haven't felt a change, though I acknowledge my doctor told me it will take time, patience when treating depression is key. I honestly don't see how a single pill will dissolve all of my symptoms but time will tell.

    • @liwtumrn4
      @liwtumrn4 Před 9 lety +1

      It won't. It will only give you a false sense of reality, like any other drug on this planet. You'll have to take it for the rest of your life to feel happy. When you come off the meds you fall back into the same place. I hate to tell you this but Ive been depressed for a very long time and been there done that

    • @ccisthesekxs
      @ccisthesekxs Před 9 lety +2

      First of all... Candyman is my favorite horror movie.
      Secondly, your outlook is rather grim. Though I must admit my subconscious tells me the same thing... How have you dealt? Is killing myself the only true relief from this eternal prison?

    • @liwtumrn4
      @liwtumrn4 Před 9 lety

      ccisthesekxs
      Glad to hear you like Candyman. My outlook is grim but unfortunately from my perspective it is truthful. I am certainly not going to tell you that killing yourself is the answer; it would be pretty dumb on my part and would be evidence in court. Sounds to me like you just have a bad bout of sadness. For me, I've felt like shit all my life. I can, however, tell you that prescription drugs will only make it worse. I've dealt by taking drugs all my life and if you don't have them, you just feel like shit. Try to look into meditation, not medication. not saying that will work either

    • @schoolpull
      @schoolpull Před 6 lety

      +ccisthesekxs so how are you now?

  • @resslerca
    @resslerca Před 7 lety +45

    I just wanna be happy again.. I dont want pills to make me forget my sadness.. I want it to be over

    • @michaelgrant169
      @michaelgrant169 Před 6 lety +1

      Divertido just read, the countries that have the highest intake of Omega 3s have the lowest depression rates > Stephen ilardi PHD, clinnical psychology.

    • @oliviacadena2036
      @oliviacadena2036 Před 5 lety

      I really wish you the best always!!! Don't give up ever!! You're worth it! GBU. 👍👍👍👍👍❤❤💛💛💛

    • @michellecottrell3553
      @michellecottrell3553 Před 4 lety

      Me too this is hell

  • @sabinirfan1
    @sabinirfan1 Před 5 lety +3

    Medical treatment is the only way out. Its a tough situation but what u have to do is to stand up with all the energy u have and fight it back.

  • @clairemiller6600
    @clairemiller6600 Před 8 lety +80

    I don't want to tell anyone to see if anyone would notice. Nobody's noticed and I feel like that just makes it worse. Idk who I even want to tell if I do tell someone anyway. I don't really connect with people I feel like nobody really understands me. I don't really even understand myself.

    • @Siikient4
      @Siikient4 Před 8 lety +1

      +Claire Miller story of my life for now

    • @alexishampton3943
      @alexishampton3943 Před 8 lety +8

      This is exactly how I feel about most people in my life, finding someone I can connect with is rare. I can be friendly if someone comes up to me, and wants to talk, however it's always short lived, because I'm much more of a listener than I am a talker.

    • @BradleyCoopertest
      @BradleyCoopertest Před 8 lety +2

      Same. I hate my life because for some reason I push away everyone who loves me. I always have and always will end up alone. I comfort myself with the knowledge that everyone goes alone to their grave.

    • @gavbusmannion3827
      @gavbusmannion3827 Před 8 lety

      this is just how I feel and there are two categories I put my friends in the one's who I can help out and the one's who take all and think everything is a joke

    • @Siikient4
      @Siikient4 Před 8 lety +2

      Weird that only a month ago I felt like shit... now I feel perfectly normal... if anything, on top of the world

  • @dimitrismirnov6534
    @dimitrismirnov6534 Před 8 lety +38

    I won't go out and meet people or go out at all.. I barely eat.. I just lay in bed all day not able to feel anything for anything.. Just sleeping all the time to escape reality.. I sleep constantly.. I don't want to wake up from my dreams. I fantasize about killing myself everyday.
    I don't even know how long I have been these way. Years..

    • @shilpaa3983
      @shilpaa3983 Před 8 lety +2

      same here

    • @joeyhernandez4562
      @joeyhernandez4562 Před 8 lety +2

      We all have our days, be strong. We are all ti support each other.

    • @cliffkonkle3467
      @cliffkonkle3467 Před 7 lety +2

      Alex I can totally relate. I hope you get better.

    • @daisyzamora843
      @daisyzamora843 Před 7 lety +1

      Hope u feel better! Praying for you!!

    • @kitana3977
      @kitana3977 Před 6 lety +3

      Hope you're feeling better by now. Exercise and reading the Bible helped me recover.
      Wishing you all the best from man to man. Don't give up

  • @justicewillprevail1106
    @justicewillprevail1106 Před 5 lety +3

    I have everything he mentioned on that list. I’ve had depression for roughly 15 years. It’s a very very painful condition. Antidepressant doesn’t do anything for me anymore. After so many years, I’ve learned to live with it. I know it will never go away, it’s a part of me that I will have to live with for the rest of my life.

  • @Maryxx95
    @Maryxx95 Před 7 lety +61

    I want to kill myself, but I would never want to hurt my family. My older sister passed a couple years ago and it hurt to see everyone so broken. I would hate to put then through that again.

    • @katheryn3138
      @katheryn3138 Před 7 lety +2

      Mariama Bah I feel the same way

    • @rezzawerkudara4314
      @rezzawerkudara4314 Před 7 lety +3

      I am on the same page, I am leaning more towards the clinical depression. I am hurting, I want to end the pain. Do I think of death? Everyday. But I don't want to die.. At least not yet... I keep thinking how burden I have been and what a burden I will be to have to die this way and hurt my family... I wish to get better but I just can't seem, waking up every morning gets harder everyday.

    • @diamondjelyninja7135
      @diamondjelyninja7135 Před 6 lety

      Mariama Bah the pain a family would go through is sometimes people stop themselves from ending it all

    • @vstar152004
      @vstar152004 Před 6 lety

      Mariama Bah of course

    • @jenibfb
      @jenibfb Před 6 lety

      Rezza Castle
      I feel the exact same way too 😓

  • @BronzedAzian
    @BronzedAzian Před 5 lety +2

    I finally realized I was clinically depressed about 10 years ago. 10 years later I am STILL depressed. I have gone to the doctor but none of the meds were helping. The meds that probably would work cost too much, even with insurance. I have tried other methods before I turned to meds, still to no avail simply cause I just can’t stay on track. Right now I am at an all time low. None of my friends really understand. They think I’m lazy, unmotivated or just making excuses, so I don’t go to them for support anymore. I guess I’m just venting cause I have no one to vent to. I’m dying inside, soon I think my life will end. I honestly can not take it anymore.

  • @84LA84
    @84LA84 Před 9 lety +15

    I've been feeling like this for a couple of months, constantly (secretly) crying and feeling down as I can't find a job... I just feel so pathetic and I haven't told anyone.

  • @dejaiva45
    @dejaiva45 Před 8 lety +28

    i have all of these syptoms for like 8 months now and every time i try to ask help from my mom i just cant put what i feel in words ..she is always mad at me all the time because she thinks im lazy

    • @FrOzZeNeR
      @FrOzZeNeR Před 7 lety +5

      Deja & Iva Gotta like that "you're lazy" thing, am i right? 🙃

    • @wellsbeardog
      @wellsbeardog Před 6 lety

      Tell your school counselor or teacher.

  • @laprechaun12
    @laprechaun12 Před 9 lety +171

    I'm clinicly depressed, but my family just laughs at me. I'm ready to die :)

    • @bignoknow
      @bignoknow  Před 9 lety +22

      laprechaun12 Sorry for your suffering and I hope yo believe me when I say that you will be so glad you held on through this hard time. You are not alone and I believe in you. Stay brave and do it for you. Reach for support outside your family.

    • @carlwilliam4200
      @carlwilliam4200 Před 9 lety +4

      Laprechaun hope your can change that horrible thought . you can do it ...

    • @laprechaun12
      @laprechaun12 Před 9 lety

      ..

    • @ccisthesekxs
      @ccisthesekxs Před 9 lety +9

      Please stay alive for me if not for you. Though I don't know you I love you and everything that makes you who you are. Don't let depression end your young life!

    • @laprechaun12
      @laprechaun12 Před 9 lety +3

      :) I hope I find love someday...

  • @mrmike320
    @mrmike320 Před 7 lety +2

    I never thought that in my life id ever search videos or info on signs and how to deal with depression. it's been hard but I have hope.

  • @jayt4079
    @jayt4079 Před 9 lety +2

    i hope all who suffer get better,i have severe depression and have just about lost everything,life is doom

  • @peterturley8846
    @peterturley8846 Před 5 lety +4

    Had all this most of my life- exacerbated over the past 12 years due to losing everybody and everything. Now I have to 'prove' my illnesses yet again to the government so I can retain my welfare benefits. Cannot do this anymore, just can't.I am tired of life, simply a countdown now. My love to you all who are deeply suffering too. X.

  • @katemiddleton8415
    @katemiddleton8415 Před 7 lety +1

    Love the picture of our lady on the wall. I have deep depression and can't stop crying and shaking

  • @Pradeep.Poonia
    @Pradeep.Poonia Před 5 lety +12

    5 of these symptoms for two weeks is classified as clinical depression?!!
    I have 8 of these for last two years.
    I enjoy suicidal thoughts now, makes me feel comfortable that one day it will be over. I am now just waiting for a right time to do it. Yeah my family would be devastated but I can't help it any further.
    I can't sleep at nights. My longest continuous sleep duration these days is just 30 minutes or so. I wake up after every 30 min and it feels like deep hollowness.
    Last to last night I slept for 12 hours and woke up after every 5-30 min. Dreams are as scary and painful as reality. The only time I feel comfortable is just before I am about to fall asleep. That moment is peaceful with the hope that ok now I would sleep and I won't have to think of anything.
    I feel extreme guilt for alot of things. I am locked in a room for last 11 months straight. Haven't seen my family for two years. Most of the times I have no one to talk to. The only person I talk to is my building guard, a very old man, even though we both doesn't speak a common language. I roam around on the streets at night with no purpose.
    And I know no one would even read this comment ever and yet I am typing it. May be this would be my memoir after I am gone, which again, no one would ever read.
    The guilt just doesn't end. Friends turned foes, lovers turned enemies. People about whom I cared so much wanted me to die, pushed me daily inch by inch to this edge. When you are vulnerable people around you doesn't skip a chance to misuse that opportunity.
    There was a time when I was so happy, didn't care about the world, and now it's all different. All I wanted from someone was to hear me out once. And just once. But no one did.
    I was blackmalied, given ultimatums, deadlines, shamed, even beaten at times.
    For two years I haven't been happy and carefree for even a moment.
    Life was really good before that and to keep it that way, to preserve it, to make future more secure, I got cautious and tried to be mature . Like sand on your palm, I wanted to make sure it doesn't fall and to secure it I wrapped my fingers so hard that all the sand fell from the gap between my fingers and I ended up with nothing.

    • @Pradeep.Poonia
      @Pradeep.Poonia Před 5 lety +4

      tried to sleep early today, didn't have the energy to eat dinner but stomach was empty. just before sleep I was thinking if its time to end it already. fell asleep.
      Then I realized I am at my home, on my bed sleeping. I woke up to see my mama's kids playing there, very nice cute boys, I saw the little one for the first time. I played with him for a while. then I went to sleep there on the bed. felt my parents are standing behind me looking at me and saying yeah our son is not even that bad. I was listening to them and was holding back my tears. Father slept just beside me and then I had to hold my tears back for a long time. and then I bursted. Woke up and realised it was just a dream. Now that I type it sounds simple but it was somewhat complex. Maybe it was a simple dream with a simple meaning, dont die ashole.
      Many nights my pillow is wet.

    • @peterturley8846
      @peterturley8846 Před 5 lety +4

      Pradeep Poonia I feel your pain dear friend- I too am in the same sad situation. I leave my love with you.

    • @Nati4Truth
      @Nati4Truth Před 5 lety +6

      @@Pradeep.Poonia you thought noone would read your comment.. but some did, including me. means that what you believe, isn't true. It's only what ur demons say about you. Let them be, but don't let them rule ur life. Even if you are sure, that there's no one who cares about you, it's not true! I care. I have been suffering from depression n anxiety for many years..having strong suicidal obsessive thoughts, that drives you completely crazy. Afterall, you feel ashamed for being this way, for relapsing or not proving smn that u r not good enough and so on.. but at the of the day, we are here for a reason. I strongly believe. See, your story gave smn an inspiration or hope, or ppl as me feel less alone in this pain. I understand you, and you could always share your feelings with me. Your experience make you your personal hero! Because of that, you can also,like me, understand people differently and be more empathetic.
      Your dream is a sign for you to stay here. It's a reminder of what you can't see now- that you worth living. Worth happiness and ur quite peaceful life. No, I won't say pain will go away now, or very soon. But it will get a bit easier anyways. You are never same person as before, trust me. Feel hugged and less alone 🤗❤

    • @nikkiharris7678
      @nikkiharris7678 Před 5 lety +1

      Hey I hear your pain everything will be ok just go get some help like did am now on antidepressant and they made me feel better I'm a better person now and I'm happy

    • @laurasalo6160
      @laurasalo6160 Před 4 lety +2

      Pradeep, honey, how are you doing today?
      I feel much of that same pain -- most every day for 8 yrs. I can't take it anymore. But there's still a small part of me who wants to permanently put at bay this pain...but I'm tired.
      Please tell me, honey, are you still here...? I truly hope so.

  • @thesoQlSpeedrun
    @thesoQlSpeedrun Před 8 lety +5

    very deep chronic recurrent MDD symptoms:
    - feeling an emptiness in everything you see
    - no emotions, no reactions, nothing is important, neutralization and apathy
    - physical and psychical inability to do anything, even like making a cup of coffee
    - suicidal thoughts every morning, every evening
    - feeling you just have a far enough, you fell under the border of normality
    - when you're absolutely isolating yourself from life and people, you're not able to work, to have contacts, because it's unenforceable.
    i fight with really deep chronic depression over 5 years using pharma, psychoterapies and everything i can, with still no effects, it's really hard do get out of that.
    i don't know i will even escape from that, but i can warn you, please do not allow depression to eat you.
    greetings world.

  • @saidycedano7023
    @saidycedano7023 Před 9 lety

    to anyone who needs it... u can and will get thru this. there is someone out there who cares. u will get thru this and u will be so proud of yourself when u do. u aren't alone everyone faces hard times. u can get thru this moment. keep marching on. talk to someone who can help. I'm here if u need someone. I believe in u.

    • @ccisthesekxs
      @ccisthesekxs Před 9 lety

      Thank you so much. Sometimes simple kind words can have large impacts on those who wish nothing more but to hear them.

    • @anub58
      @anub58 Před rokem

      How will u get through

  • @MyMumHasEpilepsy
    @MyMumHasEpilepsy Před 6 lety +2

    I have all those symptoms for the last 8 years, but no one takes any notice. I gave up and stay in my house all the time, and in one room away from everyone... The last symptom... I’ve thought about it all the time... the only thing that stops me, is that my youngest is only just 16 - once he’s on his feet.... I plan to disappear (my mind has been formulating a plan for the last 4 years to act on when the time comes...) We might smile and joke when we’re outside... but inside, it’s dark, cold, and lonely...

  • @bignoknow
    @bignoknow  Před 11 lety +2

    Thx man and sorry you had a rough day. If your primary wont check it then find someone who will!!!

  • @salamanderburns9016
    @salamanderburns9016 Před 8 lety +18

    I HAVE BEEN DEPRESSED SENSE I WAS VERY YOUNG NOW IT IS GETTING WORSE I DON'T HAVE ENOUGH MONEY TO GET HELP

    • @DeliaNErik
      @DeliaNErik Před 6 lety +2

      SALAMANDER BURNS all you need is GOD by your side he will take over your SITUATION HAVE FAITH HOPE TRUST

    • @Ash091396
      @Ash091396 Před 6 lety +1

      God is Love Wishful thinking..

    • @kylezhao8529
      @kylezhao8529 Před 5 lety

      My prescription Is 20 dollars without insurance. Help is out there.

  • @LazyIRanch
    @LazyIRanch Před 6 lety +3

    This explains how I feel exactly. I'm sad that I can not work, or even read. I always loved reading but I can't focus now. I relate to the sleep disturbance, I fall asleep, wake in a panic every two hours or so. My therapist told me if I decide to commit suicide, he would understand. He said he would support whatever I decide, but he advises against it. Seemed like an odd thing to say to a depressed person.

    • @MP-po6fj
      @MP-po6fj Před 2 lety +2

      Woah a therapist saying that if you decided to commit suicide is unreal. Bad form

  • @lynns755
    @lynns755 Před 6 lety +3

    Im going through double depression that you described. Didnt know about dysthymia until recently. Didnt know what was wrong with me. Its awful.

  • @LAIDBACKMANNER
    @LAIDBACKMANNER Před 8 lety +2

    I have 7 of these symptoms. the first, 2nd, 3rd 4th, 6th, 9th and the last one you talked about at the end... This has been going on for years (with exception of thinking about and trying to commit suicide. that mind set has come up within the past 9 months.). antidepressant medications do not work. they all just turn me into a "zombie"... I'm trying the last thing I know that could work, which is eating healthy and exercising. The only thing that gives me motivation and focus is my A.D.D. medication along with my anti anxiety medication (that I want to get off of when I'm, hopefully, well again)... This shit is so hard and I feel myself sinking deeper at a higher rate of speed. I have no money for therapy with an actual MD. I don't want to feel this way, but I can't stop it... free will is most all bullshit.

  • @chasecooke1906
    @chasecooke1906 Před 8 lety +10

    I've had 7 of these for 2 months but my mother still strongly disagrees that i'm depressed

  • @vayraltoday1134
    @vayraltoday1134 Před 6 lety +1

    When you are in this situation when everybody ask you what is wrong with you i just answered I dont know why and what my tears just fall down for no reason and sadness when they ask why are you sad i dont even know too coz i dont know what i am digging up it just comes up and i cant explain why

  • @rawlive11
    @rawlive11 Před 6 lety +1

    its like it energizes me to hear all this bc I'm going thru evry single thing that is being said and evry single thing that everyone of you are going thru is all happening to me at once but bothers me that I cant let it out to the world bc either ill forget or its just too many things too put together its all just really crazy

  • @spectrumcyclone
    @spectrumcyclone Před 4 lety +2

    can totally relate on the retardation thing, I used to be a genius, top of the class, sharp mind, got things done fast, etc. now, while I'd say I'm still a tiny bit above average, I can definitely tell I've slowed down since I've become depressed.

  • @michaelbas5652
    @michaelbas5652 Před 6 lety +1

    My fiance had severe depression for the two years we were together. It would almost come in waves where they would be fine for months then get really really low for days, even weeks. When I had a close friend die and got sad myself to the point where I neglected them until they attempted suicide july 25th, and spent 5 weeks in a coma until they died in September. I'm forever changed, and just want to be with them

  • @sarrahwgh
    @sarrahwgh Před 8 lety +4

    I am starting therapy in two weeks 😢 my eyes are tired of cryingg and my heart knows no joy anymore😢

    • @ema.698
      @ema.698 Před 7 lety

      Sarah sweet I hope you feel better now

  • @jharris8789
    @jharris8789 Před 9 lety +9

    I've been suffering from Severe Depression since my mother died when I was 15. After she died, I dranked, binged, did drugs, and got into a lot fights because I so angry and heartbroken that God took my mother from me. I also survived two suicide attempts.
    Things have gotten better, but not much. I'm 25 now and finding job is hard on me. I feel more miserable now as an adult, especially because of my family. I don't know what to do.

    • @angelafernandez9927
      @angelafernandez9927 Před 8 lety +1

      +JStar King sorry for the lost
      take care of you friend. trust in yourself, you can overcome it , be strong, ask people help you, take care of you

    • @jharris8789
      @jharris8789 Před 8 lety +1

      Angela Fernandez I'm doing a lot better for myself now. I'm back in school and life is better.

    • @angelafernandez9927
      @angelafernandez9927 Před 8 lety +1

      JStar King i am glad to hear you are better. What are you Studying?

    • @jharris8789
      @jharris8789 Před 8 lety +1

      Angela Fernandez Criminal Justice. I want to be a Probation Officer

    • @angelafernandez9927
      @angelafernandez9927 Před 8 lety

      JStar King -you will be the best!

  • @rosalina4852
    @rosalina4852 Před 7 lety +2

    I've felt this way for years. Its probably been a good 5-6, with the earlier years being much worse. Never got to the point where I seriously considered suicide, but the thoughts of dying are almost always present. I have a really hard time reading or doing anything I like anymore and am tired all the time. I genuinely don't even know what I think of myself anymore. My thoughts just feel like jumbled up balls of yarn and doing any of my school work is nearly impossible. I sleep all the time. I'm always tired. I can hardly make it through the day without a nap. It got better for a time, when I went away to college and finally got some independence. Ironically, I suppose. Now that i'm back, I feel like I'm just barely scraping by. I still felt a lot of these symptoms, they were just toned down. I'm not going to tell my family. Never. Depression runs in the family, but I think I've done a good job hiding it. I don't think they know. My family doesn't need to worry about me. I don't want them to worry. I'm especially afraid that they'll try to make me stay home and that will really kill me. I don't think I can take another year being home. I love my family. They are wonderful and understanding, but I need space and freedom. I don't want to be treated like i'm 11 anymore. I can hardly find the energy to get out of bed anymore. I'm sick and I'm tired of everything. I want to be happy, but I can't seem to find it anywhere.

    • @fumarate1
      @fumarate1 Před 7 lety +1

      I know whats its like I've had the worst of it and went on and on years,thankfully its healing after all these years,meditation is a powerful tool along side with other therapies,so just hang in there you'll get there..

    • @rosalina4852
      @rosalina4852 Před 7 lety

      greg furtiere I've definitely gotten better, hopefully I'll continue to progress.

    • @fumarate1
      @fumarate1 Před 7 lety +1

      Rosa Lina you will one day come out the end shining like a diamond one day you will get thur it you are fucking strong I tell you.

  • @donppit3789
    @donppit3789 Před 7 lety +1

    do not go to drinking or any other things like that do not take coffe also take green tea twice a day be close to your religen and excersice is the best make routeen of your life be brave feel strong and think i can fight with negitive thinking and you will get out from depression very soon it,s 100% percent depend on your positive thinking god bless you

  • @NectarineAttack
    @NectarineAttack Před 10 lety +2

    I'm 15 years old , 6 foot tall and weigh only 120 pounds , i was bullied for years cause of this until I finally moved schools , now in highschool the same people who bullied me go to my school again and the problem has come back. I have trouble sleeping and can't stand to look at myself in the mirror anymore. Although I have lots of support from people I know , I still feel very alone and empty in my mind. I recently started cutting as a way of numbing the emotional pain of my life, I have no idea how i can better of even if i can get better , do you have any advice for me ?

    • @needsomehelp12
      @needsomehelp12 Před 10 lety

      dont ever do that..if u feel the thing is that bad over you go and consult a psychologist..the thing will get worse with time

  • @kariesisson4631
    @kariesisson4631 Před 6 lety +1

    I cried after the symptoms were stated for being clinically depressed as I have all of them :( I have been for a while and it’s hard because every day I’m thinking about overdose. I stop myself from it of course and I try to get better but it’s so hard. Life’s pretty shit in general too so there’s that.

  • @matthewgoncher2893
    @matthewgoncher2893 Před 7 lety

    I spent a solid 15 minutes crying in a hall because I gave up with trying to keep myself happy. its been 3 years and I've finally come to terms with myself.

  • @Genoseal
    @Genoseal Před 9 lety +6

    i've had 6 of these symptoms for more than 15 years. -_- guess i should look for some help

  • @bartnewt
    @bartnewt Před 8 lety

    "the fight of my life".. I thought that I can write something about my bad feelings like others but I can't even tell here about it... But now I know what should I do with it after 15 years, thanks✌️

  • @clairewillow6475
    @clairewillow6475 Před 5 lety +1

    I’m going through situational depression due to my experience in college sucking the life out of me, on top of my other responsibilities as a mom. compounded by the brutal winter here. My mom thinks I have bipolar and wants me to take her medication instead of the antidepressants the doctors prescribed me. (She has bipolar and says it’s dangerous for me to take antidepressants because it was dangerous for her)
    So now I’m scared to take my doctors advice Incase she’s right. Also I was diagnosed with BPD 5 years before the Major Depression diagnosis and I had postpartum OCD after my son was born

  • @kimleekimleechoi734
    @kimleekimleechoi734 Před 6 lety +1

    Even if i didnt watch this video or go to the doctor to be diagnosed i know deep inside something is very wrong with me. watching this just confirms it. But what hurts the most really is the fact that no one cares. My family just think im lazy and sad all the time and that depression is just an imaginary thing. My friends just dont get it also. My religion say its all crap. I just feel so alone. I dont know what to do anymore

  • @oliviacadena2036
    @oliviacadena2036 Před 5 lety

    Really good and valuable information given here!!!! Thanks so much for this video and your efforts and compassion mr. Bloch!!!! GBU. 👍👍👍👍👍👍❤❤💛💛💚💚

  • @brooks9893
    @brooks9893 Před 6 lety +1

    I wonder with myself sometimes, just endless anxiety and depression, im never happy.

  • @marcinpl1989
    @marcinpl1989 Před 9 lety +1

    I've had all of these symptoms since I was 12. I'm 26 now. I don't care about my stupid life or the bills or anything at all

  • @RebekahRockhound
    @RebekahRockhound Před 9 lety

    I've been depressed since childhood. High and lows, but the lows are usually brought on by money or relationship problems.

  • @AuroraStar1
    @AuroraStar1 Před 8 lety

    I have all of the symptoms for clinical depression It's not fun :/
    But thanks for uploading this because I have a clearer and better explanation to how I feel

  • @dylanlindgren3111
    @dylanlindgren3111 Před 6 lety +1

    I have suicidal thoughts everyday all day. It’s gotten so bad to the point where I can’t even eat because my mind tells me to choke on my food. Idk what to do. I’m in the Air Force and I wanted to change my life and make it better but this mental illness just brings me down. It all started when I graduated high school the deep dark feeling of loneliness and abandonment from my mom in my earlier years cane flooding back. The emotions to be more specific. Now it’s gotten so bad to the point where I can’t even walk on the street without thinking of jumping in front of a car😞 I know I need help but I don’t want to ruin my career and go back to living with my grandma😞

    • @bignoknow
      @bignoknow  Před 6 lety +2

      I am so sorry for your suffering. I relate to those feelings and thoughts all to well. It can absolutely get better Dylan. Make your mental health your number one priority and find help. Stay brave brother.

  • @davidbeining6638
    @davidbeining6638 Před 9 lety +2

    ive got them all for years and it sucks try to get help but just wait another month and another month no support people tell do this work here work there just dont understand

  • @pluto4054
    @pluto4054 Před 7 lety +1

    I have 9 of the symptoms. But then I grew to like drawing again.
    so I have 8 now. I've been feeling these 8 symptoms for 6 or 5 years now. I can't ask for help because I keep putting on a facade. People see me as a really happy person but my close friends know that my life is horrible. I have suicidal thoughts all the time. I feel sad all the time. I don't eat enough. I sleep for too long. I feel agitated all the time. i am very fatigued. I feel worthless and I feel I let my friends and family down. I can't concentrate so I force myself to. I'm still in school. I'm a middle schooler. can someone help me?

  • @happytrails699
    @happytrails699 Před 7 lety

    Is it possible to have a clinical depression brought on by stopping a psych med? I guess what I am asking is, can you have a chemically based clinical depression? You stopped your anxiety medication and as a result it has changed some chemicals in your brain and now you are thrown into a depression?

  • @sleepycryptid8275
    @sleepycryptid8275 Před 6 lety

    I'm clinically depressed, but my family doesn't do anything about it. They just tell me to stop being delressed. But, I'm not being bullied or anything.

  • @wolfgamer2028
    @wolfgamer2028 Před 6 lety

    I’ve been having quiet a few of these symptoms. I’ve tried to summon up the courage and tell how I feel to my family and friends but I guess I’m just afraid of being laughed at and abandoned again. Now I just stick to trying to communicate my feelings to them through my art work and music, but know one seems to be able to understand the true meaning behind my drawings and music. I guess it takes another artist or musician to trudeln understand but I’m the only one in my family and my extremely small friend group that draws and plays an instrument.

  • @krishnachaitanya3272
    @krishnachaitanya3272 Před 11 lety +1

    7/7...I even ended up tearing up a little bit watching this video..I've been feeling like this for 3 years now..not one day passes by without me feeling like this..I'm 22 and I feel my life is over. Wish something happens and I die. I've been having some acute pain around my heart lately whenever I start feeling very sad..Guess it kills me someday in my sleep. Yeah all this sucks but I just can't help it.

  • @rachel21rachel
    @rachel21rachel Před 8 lety

    I'm 17, and my depression is so strong I live in a mental healt hospital, for 1,5 year. I've been depressed for 5 years.

  • @faithwhatevers4165
    @faithwhatevers4165 Před 7 lety

    I've been this way for so long that I just thought it was my personality. I started poking around for answers when I got so angry that I bashed myself in the face with a book multiple times and tried to rip out my hair and skin. Idk what I have, exactly, but it is definitely a lot like this. Maybe paired with extreme anxiety.

  • @bignoknow
    @bignoknow  Před 11 lety

    He really does! Thx man.

  • @powerfulshaggy3254
    @powerfulshaggy3254 Před 8 lety

    The only one I don't have is the 'waking up in the night'. I will sleep all day, wake up at 1pm, go back to sleep

  • @maiablair1833
    @maiablair1833 Před 8 lety

    I think I've overcome depression once and I had no idea it wasn't horrible but now it hit me again like a year ago or something and it's worse than ever

  • @SpongyOLlama
    @SpongyOLlama Před 5 lety

    I've had all of these symptoms for half a year now, but I'm so high functioning my therapist didn't see a big problem.. until I wore shorts and a t-shirt to a session :(

  • @pablocaballeros1717
    @pablocaballeros1717 Před 7 lety

    ....just found out that I might have this. the hard thing is people say it's just a phase. IT'S NOT

  • @fumarate1
    @fumarate1 Před 7 lety

    Theres a book called Possessing me memoirs of healing by Jane Alexander,about a woman who had bi polar,schitzophenia,and post traumatic disorder she turned to meditation and chi gong and in 5 years made a complete and full recovery..

  • @douggbloch
    @douggbloch Před 10 lety +1

    These are the symptoms of clinical depression. You might want to see a mental health professional and learn if you are suffering from depression.

  • @bewilderedbrit8928
    @bewilderedbrit8928 Před rokem

    I feel like my mood has been so low now for such a long time that my body is under intense strain. I have such bad neck and back pain.

  • @ecocentrichomestead6783
    @ecocentrichomestead6783 Před 5 lety +1

    I started wishing for death when I was 9 years old. Over the years there's been things I thought to try that would "make life better". There was always some reason why suicide either could make things worst or there was something I had to fix first (like pay for my own funeral). I remember two good summers between ages of 6 and 42. Now I am basically a hermit on anti-depressant, anti-seizure, blood pressure and sleep aid pills.
    I am, however, living in a small village and able to do things I enjoy, whenever nerves haven't acted up causing one or more of several stress related illnesses. Life is livable now.
    Just thinking about trying to be sociable or getting a job causes a dip into depression (overeating, no energy, can't think, don't want to do anything)

  • @radhas6483
    @radhas6483 Před 3 lety

    aptly said situational depression and long term depression...i have also gained weight in 20 days....belly fat has increased, i feel lot of worthlessness, suicidal thoghts and planned too....childhood sexual abuse....and a lot more.

  • @elaine5737
    @elaine5737 Před 8 lety

    Great video. Thank you. I am clinically depressed and unresponsive to meds. Had shock treatment to no avail as well.

  • @cr0wtherr
    @cr0wtherr Před 6 lety

    I have severe depression, and it won't go away. I'm tired of having to live with this

    • @michaelgrant169
      @michaelgrant169 Před 6 lety

      TaffyChu Just read, the countries that have the highest intake of of Omega 3s have the lowest depression rates > Stephen ilardi PHD clinnical psychology. Recommended read > (the depression cure) stephen ilardi. His treatment has had a good success rate.

  • @bordeauxdeep9126
    @bordeauxdeep9126 Před 9 lety

    hello all , what is clinical depression ? Citalopram try to fight it . take a dose of 20-40 mg per day . The dose 're ready to be increased after a few weeks of therapy . Do not exceed 60 mg per day for adults and 40 mg daily for the elderly .

    • @hayleyscomet3447
      @hayleyscomet3447 Před 8 lety

      I used to take that now I rake zoloft becuase I had nightmares and panic attacks

  • @fishingfluff
    @fishingfluff Před 11 lety

    He knows what hes talking about. Nice video

  • @WidowRose
    @WidowRose Před 10 lety

    I was diagnosed with Ovarian Cancer, and underwent a total abdominal hysterectomy as a result. With gravely diminished estrogen levels, I have many of these symptoms already. Prior to the surgery, I was working, living on my own, in a great deal of physical pain, but enjoying life. Now, I no longer care about anything, I don't fear death and at times I welcome it, my joints and muscles ache, and I feel as though I weight 1,000 pounds. I wake up in the middle of the night with marked anxiety, I get emotionally overwhelmed with ease, and my headaches are becoming more and more frequent. Four years ago, my Mom died of Cancer. So I'm still working through that loss on top of my own reproductive loss and diagnosis. I really don't know what kind of doctor to talk to about this. Any advice would be much appreciated.

  • @stuartoneill2663
    @stuartoneill2663 Před 4 lety

    I had all four symptoms until I stopped taking the medication the doctors prescribed,

  • @freddythefrog70
    @freddythefrog70 Před 6 lety

    I have fibromyalgia, I've had enough of living in hellish pain, I can't remember a day when I didn't think about suicide so I must have a little bit of self worth left because I'm still here. My anxieties are terrible not sure if my horrible pills are fueling this? Want to be normal again but think that's a pipe dream

  • @theundercheek6778
    @theundercheek6778 Před 5 lety

    I've had these symptoms for almost 5 months now , the insomnia isn't as bad. But I sleep a lot more than I should and sometimes (only sometimes) wake up about 4 times throughout the night , but only being able to go back to sleep once it's light out. But yeah the other 4 symptoms are pretty active and high , this is strange to say in the public but I find it easier to talk to strangers online (don't attack me for that pls) . But...i do self harm , I have been ever since about 2 weeks after I felt depressed. My family knows but I wished they didn't, because I don't want to talk. I dont. Not to anyone, not a specialist or my family. I have friends I can talk to and they help me but my family asked "Is this like a *trend* at school" and completely angered me. But yeah.....

  • @sivaramakrishnanvaidyanath5144

    Great video! Thank you.

  • @samlynn1171
    @samlynn1171 Před 6 lety

    2 years, I have felt nothing but emptiness and feeling lost all the time. I dropped out of college, (music). The past year it has got significantly worse, I'm not doing well in work, on my last warning. I've no motivation, constantly feeling sadness and easily irritated. Sleeping alot when I come home and when I'm off work. Suicidal thoughts, it's getting out of hand.

    • @michaelgrant169
      @michaelgrant169 Před 6 lety

      Sam Lynn Just read > the countries that have the highest intake of Omega 3s have the lowest depression rates > Stephen ilardi PHD, clinnical psychology. He has got a book out > RECOMMENDED READ > (the depression cure). His treatment has had a good success rate.

  • @yobrocho1700
    @yobrocho1700 Před 7 lety

    I'm depressed, I think it's the one where you're kinda sorta sad all the time and then. You get bouts of clinical depression. I get really, really depresssd on the weekends. I hate going to school. Everything just feels like brain fog. My appetite sky rockets or its almost nothing. I binge or I don't eat.

  • @DavidGarcia-vs1we
    @DavidGarcia-vs1we Před 8 lety

    im clinical depressed now for 2 years basically im dead inside but still manage to fake being ok and its miserable but idk not much I can do but try keep my head up even tho im drowning in saddness

  • @samsam24242
    @samsam24242 Před 10 lety +3

    can you overcame clinical depression by your self ?

    • @michellecottrell3553
      @michellecottrell3553 Před 4 lety +1

      I've been trying for about 6 years now I say no I'm ready for it to end

  • @RubiMartinez
    @RubiMartinez Před 10 lety +1

    Really good video.

  • @k.ravishankar5063
    @k.ravishankar5063 Před 3 lety

    Thanks Douglas

  • @hialexhi1239
    @hialexhi1239 Před 5 lety +1

    I have all these symptoms and others I have found could I still not have depression

  • @yeah6682
    @yeah6682 Před 8 lety +1

    I have like, 7 of these symptoms and they've been happening for two years. But, not all the time. There would be two or three months where I would just be... Well, optimistic, cheerful, and full life and then suddenly, I'm having all those symptoms. It's almost like a cycle. What's going on?

  • @MockBlue
    @MockBlue Před 10 lety

    Thanks for this video. Alas I ticked virtually every box but am hesitant about going to the doctors. My reason being is that I've had depression since late childhood and having sought help about 10 years ago, I was pretty much palmed off. For the last 3 years especially it has gotten worse and has, for a while now, caused me to weigh up whether I want to be here anymore. Above all though, I feel intense anger turned inwards. I suppose you'd classify it as a Freudian death drive. I just wanted to know really, have you managed to beat this thing or is it a case of merely managing it? Thanks.

  • @jfmusic1671
    @jfmusic1671 Před 6 lety

    i'm depressed and ive been since i was 2. my memory is really extensive so i know when things changed for me. and i'm also bipolar. i have anxiety and many suicidal thoughts and ive attempted suicide many times

  • @mackplymale342
    @mackplymale342 Před 6 lety

    A great video. .. Thank you.

  • @NewCalculus
    @NewCalculus Před 7 lety

    Dysthemia is mild. It's temporary and not at all like severe depression.
    Severe depression occurs every day of your life and there is no cure.

  • @sarahstrong7174
    @sarahstrong7174 Před 6 lety

    What if you have all the symptoms but overeat instead of losing appetite?

  • @fishymats873
    @fishymats873 Před 6 lety

    It is insulting to say that you have to not be able to work. I was left with nothing and bills that are higher than my total monthly income. Of course I have to work... I put every ounce of strength I have left into getting out the door for work... does that mean I'm not depressed and suicidal... no

  • @Grinningpicker00
    @Grinningpicker00 Před 6 lety

    I've had all of these - he's right, it's hell

  • @kindredgaming2408
    @kindredgaming2408 Před 7 lety

    I'm experiencing 7 of these I have only started to feel depressed for the last couple of months now and it's already fucked my life I went from getting b at school to getting d and my parents just keep blaming it on me playing to many games when I just cant concentrate or find the energy to do stuff

  • @andresgallego5727
    @andresgallego5727 Před 6 lety

    i have been diagnosed with clinical depression for a while now, but i'm even a failure at being depressive, i'm not suicidal at all but i want to die, i want to get cancer so i can have a dignified way out.

    • @michaelgrant169
      @michaelgrant169 Před 6 lety

      Andres Gallego Just read, the countries that have the highest intake of Omega 3s have the lowest depression rates > Stephen ilardi PHD clinimical psychology. Recommended read > (the depression cure) stephen ilardi. His treatment has a good success rate.

  • @thebuddet6552
    @thebuddet6552 Před 8 lety +7

    I have depression
    Under 13

  • @firetrojan46
    @firetrojan46 Před 9 lety

    what do i do if i have all these symptoms for more than 2 years now?

  • @kalebsut
    @kalebsut Před 11 lety

    I have suicidal thoughts daily, bash on myself every chance I get, yet I operate just fine at work and around other people. Is that really considered depression?

  • @faithkhashmere246
    @faithkhashmere246 Před 5 lety

    Hey bro, the Depression Screening Test link you've attached in your video description seems to be invalid, so just wanted to give you a heads-up to fix it if you may want to!;)

  • @holly13000
    @holly13000 Před 10 lety

    i think i have clinical depression right now im feeling sad for no reason and sometimes i have thoughts of death or suicide i always feel like im missing something from my life!! btw my mom has depression i have a lot of reasons why i wont make myself die but im like always sad i also have aspergers that makes me feel worse also my favorite singers songs help me be more happy

  • @KGN124
    @KGN124 Před 10 lety

    So what if I have 8 of those symptoms including the last/"worst" one?