NTER - Suicide Letter (AKA The Monster)

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  • čas přidán 7. 09. 2024

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  • @sharniizerafa
    @sharniizerafa Před 4 lety +48

    4 years later still one of my favs

  • @ZyloAU
    @ZyloAU Před rokem +16

    Will never stop listening to your music ever 💯💔

  • @emmajenko
    @emmajenko Před 10 měsíci +1

    “I’m hearing voices in my head daddy don’t leave “😭💔💔 I been struggling lately and the thought of my kids losing their mum is what keeps me around… that and music.

  • @mitcho368
    @mitcho368 Před rokem +2

    2023. You truely saved me lad can’t thank you enough

  • @lezzykryzz4560
    @lezzykryzz4560 Před rokem +12

    2023 anyone??

  • @Lurk4ke
    @Lurk4ke Před 10 měsíci +1

    8yrs since this songs been released and one of my favs still

  • @btgaming8361
    @btgaming8361 Před 4 lety +1

    I grew up with the whole gutter rap and bro like nter has help me believe that there’s more to the world than the streets like i was a street kid but i moved from the streets, this is a message to all the other street kids growing up try and achieve for other things like a hobbie not theses streets

  • @coraleebennett6932
    @coraleebennett6932 Před 4 lety +3

    4 years later and I'm still listening to this and can't get over his songs keep going nter...can relate love ya my bro

  • @dreakasickcunt1116
    @dreakasickcunt1116 Před 8 lety +3

    I can relate to this my mum caught me cutting my wrist I was sick of life I lost everything so now I'm back on track it's all thanks to your music so thank you

  • @williamboyd3907
    @williamboyd3907 Před 9 lety +23

    can relate to this so much! keep it going nter you're going hard!

    • @kaylamszasz2711
      @kaylamszasz2711 Před 6 lety

      Im a mean fan brother but this one hits home the hardest. #theking

  • @SovRips
    @SovRips Před 8 lety +54

    seriously one of the best artist in australia

    • @beautifulprincessxo4041
      @beautifulprincessxo4041 Před 8 lety +8

      there is really no need for your negative comment really like get over it his just a normal boy that has had a hard up brining and this is how he deals with it so fuck off with yourself at least his achieving something unlike the others out there that just bludge off the doll

    • @UsualSuspectLad
      @UsualSuspectLad Před 5 lety

      @@CaptnVietnam sounds like your projecting

    • @bundythebogan6661
      @bundythebogan6661 Před 3 lety

      Couldn't agree more, if not the best honestly, speaks that real shit not just weed and rack

    • @nuggetnelson2865
      @nuggetnelson2865 Před 3 lety

      You haven't heard a lot of aussie hip hop before then

    • @calebjohnson9414
      @calebjohnson9414 Před 2 lety

      @@beautifulprincessxo4041 sounds like you were talking to someone who deleted there comment

  • @rhysbartlett7465
    @rhysbartlett7465 Před 2 lety

    2021 this songs means so much to me

  • @dalehall2735
    @dalehall2735 Před 2 lety +1

    Still love this track

  • @tylertyler5562
    @tylertyler5562 Před 8 lety +8

    can so relate to he's songs, mint brother your words are so true .

  • @jami3st3nz3l4
    @jami3st3nz3l4 Před 6 lety +11

    My younger brother hibg himself 1 months ago, 18 years old. RIP COREY STENZEL 05-03-00 27-07-18

    • @kirkvanhouten2243
      @kirkvanhouten2243 Před 5 lety +1

      R.I.P

    • @simmiesone7282
      @simmiesone7282 Před 4 lety +1

      Rip Corey 💗

    • @PaceTheCreator
      @PaceTheCreator Před 4 lety +1

      I know how you feel bro. My little brother hung himself about 2 months ago. Only turned 18 a couple weeks before that. Love & respect bro. R.i.P

    • @vinzoner9061
      @vinzoner9061 Před 4 lety +1

      @@PaceTheCreator 2 of my best mates hung themselves last year, stay strong brother

    • @stevendossi4764
      @stevendossi4764 Před 2 lety

      🙏💯

  • @j.4767
    @j.4767 Před 3 lety +1

    Sometimes it feels like you do explain my heart and feelings bro thanks for this song!! Love you big time!!! And your lyrics make me think about what a said and painful choice ill could make for my family and other people, that have care about me where I don’t know about!!! Bless you and all brothers and sisters who did get aid by your song!!!

  • @Rxckoutbray
    @Rxckoutbray Před 7 lety +1

    When I am sad I listen to this and it cheers me up that we have a cool rapper like this

  • @kamg5361
    @kamg5361 Před 4 lety

    Always coming back to this hits hard

  • @katehourigan1611
    @katehourigan1611 Před 8 lety +3

    The words to this song are on point. Keep your head up everyone is here for you mate. The best way to describe the evil thing.

  • @katielouise5818
    @katielouise5818 Před 9 lety +1

    This is so emotional Can relate 100%
    Your music is something I live for to get through everyday

  • @tammydavis9376
    @tammydavis9376 Před 4 lety +1

    I love this song

  • @thomasblackmore2770
    @thomasblackmore2770 Před rokem

    this song still hits as hard as day one

  • @ZoamLaddd
    @ZoamLaddd Před 9 lety +37

    And this is why you are king!

  • @dead_mans_heart4703
    @dead_mans_heart4703 Před 7 lety +20

    Blood on my hands im trynna wash the stains away
    Pills in my hands im trynna take the pain away
    Thoughts in my head they got me going crazy man
    Actions of my self slowly breaking down my fam
    These valumes i take there meant to get me through the day
    I take a handful but still im in the same place
    Depression man its got me fucking crying tears at night
    In my girls arms she tells me it will be alright
    I can't cope man im still in the worst state
    She found me slashing up with a fucking razor blade
    Call it mental help admit it to the mental ward
    She told me loosing you is something that i can't afford
    I see my sons face and start to break down
    Pop a clerical Micheal please calm down
    Im walking on the edge, i can't slip tho
    Long kiss goodnight and then i overdose
    [Chorus]
    [verse 2 ]
    Have you ever really tried to take your own life
    Have you ever had them crazy thoughts at night
    If i choose to leave i hurt the people round me
    Im hearing voices in my head, daddy dont leave
    Micheal slow down, just take a step back
    Spazing out i see a doctor with a needle packed
    Full of drugs feel my body start to shut down
    Loose control as my vision starts to fad out
    Waking up look around where can i be
    Strapped to a bed, doctors all around me
    I talk to the sky, like mumma where you be at
    Flash backs of my face i can see that
    Memories racing through my head im insane
    Talking to a doc but i dont feel the same
    Im over life, i gotta show ya
    Deep down inside im a monster

  • @ausrap001
    @ausrap001 Před 3 měsíci

    9 years old nearly still hits hard 😕

  • @tamikaleequeenbeihh206
    @tamikaleequeenbeihh206 Před 8 lety +3

    This song was dedicated to me and now Iv actually listened to it it's soo deep and meaningful !! ❣ absolutely amazing

  • @joryan7190
    @joryan7190 Před 3 lety

    5 years later nter still the goat 🐐 ❤️

  • @joshhearnden9403
    @joshhearnden9403 Před 9 lety

    I can relate. Nter your songs help me through the hard times, thanks heaps bro if it wasn't for your music helping me through the day I don't know where id be

  • @McHiggzy
    @McHiggzy Před 8 lety +16

    i can so relate to this bro im sitting in the hospital listening to ur songs wanting to go inside for help

    • @giglewigle8142
      @giglewigle8142 Před 7 lety +2

      IM HIGGZY hay bro been there man best of luck mate

    • @McHiggzy
      @McHiggzy Před 7 lety +9

      chris syron cheers man went inside best thing i done for me and the fiance

  • @ocebrayzz4206
    @ocebrayzz4206 Před 10 měsíci

    This song still helps me 😕💔💯

  • @harrisonwarouw3958
    @harrisonwarouw3958 Před 6 lety +1

    Brother respect for the cry out, that's something hard to get out and it's a good thing for people to hear bra. You're a trooper lad and push through it all brotha 👊👊

  • @exploretheworld2075
    @exploretheworld2075 Před 9 lety +1

    Gives me goosebumps man realest rapper

  • @blighzyy
    @blighzyy Před 8 lety +6

    keep ya head up Michael :) hope you an your family had a awesome Christmas

  • @kimrose2625
    @kimrose2625 Před 6 lety

    keep ya head up brother we all doing life hard at times just glad to have mad artists like u mad bro

  • @amylisa9053
    @amylisa9053 Před 2 lety +2

    Sucks when you find your self right back where you started…

  • @amywaide1699
    @amywaide1699 Před 8 lety

    Can relate to this song so much right now!

  • @biancawhyte9474
    @biancawhyte9474 Před 6 lety

    Never felt so many emotions over one song

  • @danielriley1938
    @danielriley1938 Před 9 lety

    this explains my whole life! mad song! keep it up NTER brother!

  • @tylermakin9412
    @tylermakin9412 Před 4 lety +3

    It ain’t weak to speak ! 💯

  • @ignitingmind
    @ignitingmind Před 9 lety +1

    love this track nter, real talk.

  • @bundythebogan6661
    @bundythebogan6661 Před 3 lety

    Anyone still here in 2020
    If you are your probably here for the same reason as me and i hope its gets better for you !

  • @piercemyafflictedhorizon
    @piercemyafflictedhorizon Před 5 lety +1

    Thank you for this! Painfully relatable

  • @jasperjordan4970
    @jasperjordan4970 Před 7 lety

    Yep I know these feels 😞The real Life ...and made it ..so far so good 😎👌🎼🎵🎼🎵🎼🎵🎼🎵✌Thanks for this amazing track

  • @carlyteakle4677
    @carlyteakle4677 Před 9 lety

    Mick / nter just damm you made me see I'm da monster ty nter

  • @jasminegray8663
    @jasminegray8663 Před 8 lety +2

    Nter I hear u bro...
    That monster creeps up late at night whether it be few dozen pills or a sharp knife, this shiz is real man n I respect the way u tell it, this life is full of demons n kinda seems hellish, but I gotta pick myself up off the ground look at all the ones I love and turn my fucking life around, ain't nobody helping me outta this now this is my life so I'm gunna show em how. Show em how I love em heaps n even though I've fell in deep, this shiz ain't gunna change my love for my peeps, I'm a lone wolf, a fighter this shiz ain't bout to up n take my life away, I'm stronger then these words I spit n don't forget I told u this when I'm reaching for some fame or maybe I'm just reaching for u peeps to know my name to show a little love every now n again n maybe I wouldn't be thinking these suicidal thoughts again. Dam.

  • @THATSABIGDOY
    @THATSABIGDOY Před 8 lety +56

    Was never a big fan of yours NTER, no disrespect.. just wasn't really my type of music. But this shit hits home hard. keep writing bra. Everyone's proud of ya

  • @rosiewise998
    @rosiewise998 Před 8 lety

    You will get through this Nter never give up.

  • @scottpirie6625
    @scottpirie6625 Před 9 lety +19

    giving me chills brah

  • @seancooper5528
    @seancooper5528 Před 9 lety +2

    gawd hittn home hard nter

  • @stevodaniel2898
    @stevodaniel2898 Před 5 lety

    Far out man... this slammed me hard. I've been there not just once either.

  • @dankzae87
    @dankzae87 Před 4 lety

    Nter with that real shiet never disappoints

  • @user-mc1qb6nv6t
    @user-mc1qb6nv6t Před měsícem +1

    I’m trying to take my pain away

  • @jaeoneil8303
    @jaeoneil8303 Před 9 lety

    what a fucken gun i love him for this song has a spot in my heart...biggest fan NTER keep tha songs comin lad.👌💞

  • @ryansiely
    @ryansiely Před 8 lety +2

    Respect, hard to put it on paper let alone record and perfect it.

  • @robertpressnell4821
    @robertpressnell4821 Před 5 lety +3

    I’m going through the same bro! On Xanax oxi. Seroqel and other pills the do shit
    I feel ya brah I tried to top myself two times your music helps bro

  • @jordanpace3240
    @jordanpace3240 Před 8 lety +1

    nter is my favorite rapper

  • @klaimzanother1z786
    @klaimzanother1z786 Před 8 lety +2

    bigest fan with out a doubt

  • @myakunte4254
    @myakunte4254 Před 7 lety +1

    Fuck I relate so hard to this shit been admitted to 3 wards and been to rehab it's not fun some real fucked up heavy duty shit

  • @tylertyler5562
    @tylertyler5562 Před 8 lety +2

    love this song :)

  • @Splxsha97
    @Splxsha97 Před 8 lety +4

    Way too relatable lad

  • @isaacjohnston4821
    @isaacjohnston4821 Před 6 lety

    This song relate to so much I only just got outta hospital cause I overdosed on a shit load of pills and when I woke up on my hospital bed I was strapped down to it and I was going crazy screaming at everyone and I was so close to death from that overdose it was fucked this message I'm writing is to all those who have drug addictions and doing it tough. WAKE UP TO YASELF!!! Or you'll end up like me being strapped to a hospital bed going crazy from mental health and being on the edge of death. Much love to nter for this awesome track love ya music bruzz 💯👌💖

  • @bradfield2687
    @bradfield2687 Před 8 lety +1

    if there was 1 song that explains depression it would have to be this! feeling every verse.

  • @deebee1006
    @deebee1006 Před 5 lety

    Hope you see this nter g saved me from something dark cuzzo much luv

  • @onekidslife8506
    @onekidslife8506 Před 5 lety +1

    I am soooo happy uncel micelles I am happy you savived

  • @qsvclan2783
    @qsvclan2783 Před 9 lety +4

    Nice nter

  • @hayleyrobinson7390
    @hayleyrobinson7390 Před 7 lety +1

    I relate to this so much! I love this song! your the fucking king!

  • @mitchellcollier8753
    @mitchellcollier8753 Před 6 lety

    U are great don't worry bout hatters I can relate to u bro keep writing !!!!!!!!!!!

  • @paigerijavec8985
    @paigerijavec8985 Před 3 měsíci

    Please don't hesitate please do not let go home. Bubble bath 😢

  • @danielquinn4912
    @danielquinn4912 Před 8 lety

    thanks bro tears I'm talking nothing but truth

  • @brendtmarshall4101
    @brendtmarshall4101 Před 8 lety +2

    Fuck nter man I love ya shit man.
    It's so deep but not just that brother, I can't relate to your song because its exactly the same thing I'm going through

  • @idrinkbleach7014
    @idrinkbleach7014 Před 2 lety

    I don't listen to nter because it breaks my heart been a fan for 15 years 7 years jail working and happy with a family now clean

  • @jemmasummerin5274
    @jemmasummerin5274 Před 3 lety +1

    2021🥺🥺😭😭

  • @garygouveia6149
    @garygouveia6149 Před 7 lety

    The King King

  • @peterjay9371
    @peterjay9371 Před 2 lety

    Still pump nter hard. Loved seeing u in Perth brother

  • @katemarie8558
    @katemarie8558 Před 2 lety +2

    I'm prescribed Seroquel. I take 200mg EVERNIGHT

  • @shaneeagle2860
    @shaneeagle2860 Před 4 měsíci

    2024 still going ❤

  • @caynnfittler9739
    @caynnfittler9739 Před 3 lety

    Still banging it

  • @rossy--emcee--emcee--rossy6943

    Thats real bruvva...thankyou

  • @benjipkcrew
    @benjipkcrew Před 8 lety +2

    this shit is heartbreaKing bra

  • @ryanaustin8446
    @ryanaustin8446 Před 7 lety

    you are good at all the songs

  • @SimpleFayde
    @SimpleFayde Před 9 lety +5

    10 mg Valium every morning when I wake up shits fucked

    • @air.max.6281
      @air.max.6281 Před 9 lety

      +SimpleFayde I feel ya brah.

    • @SimpleFayde
      @SimpleFayde Před 9 lety

      +AIr.Max.4680 respect boys.

    • @SimpleFayde
      @SimpleFayde Před 8 lety +3

      Let the toy run his mouth he a Internet thug._.

    • @chestylaruuu
      @chestylaruuu Před 7 lety

      SimpleFayde 10x clozepams

    • @valiumflowers72
      @valiumflowers72 Před 7 lety

      misty day Clonazepam* and you don't take 10 a day, maybe 0.5mg you take 10 a day. No doctor is gonna give you 10 Klonopin a day and I doubt you could handle 10x 2mg a day. Why is there a competition among you people regarding how many drugs you take?

  • @LeighamCameron-ru9xn
    @LeighamCameron-ru9xn Před měsícem +1

    So sorry for look up down big brother

  • @JrsOCE
    @JrsOCE Před 3 lety

    Thanks

  • @stevenosborne3515
    @stevenosborne3515 Před 7 lety

    hits home way to hard bro

  • @BigDeeDee34
    @BigDeeDee34 Před 4 lety

    Fuck this really hits the feels man.

  • @sahanarulampalam5941
    @sahanarulampalam5941 Před 5 lety

    Word best song brother keep it up 🔥🔥

  • @jordanpace3240
    @jordanpace3240 Před 8 lety +1

    nter

  • @yeahbrah6965
    @yeahbrah6965 Před 9 lety

    mad track, keep it up nter

  • @benandrews1602
    @benandrews1602 Před 9 lety

    The bomb mafuckin digity

  • @jordandoolan159
    @jordandoolan159 Před 7 lety

    spitting fire bruvva 💯✔🔥😍

  • @Lteamproductions126
    @Lteamproductions126 Před 4 měsíci

    May 2024

  • @robertkeogh7148
    @robertkeogh7148 Před 3 lety

    Too real

  • @williamwalker7670
    @williamwalker7670 Před 6 lety

    The world's greatest

  • @Skrahhhh
    @Skrahhhh Před 17 dny +1

    2024? 🙏☝️

  • @TankMore-zh9oz
    @TankMore-zh9oz Před 3 měsíci +1

    2024 anyone

  • @aidanpearson4805
    @aidanpearson4805 Před 5 lety

    Love ya your the king my cuz F.TP F.T.S

  • @josegordon5619
    @josegordon5619 Před 9 lety

    this is why nter 1 is the gutter rap king

  • @user-zd4it8iw2k
    @user-zd4it8iw2k Před 7 měsíci

    Love

  • @michaelhodgson9785
    @michaelhodgson9785 Před 8 lety

    ur stuff is off the chain bra

  • @samb6843
    @samb6843 Před 9 lety

    straight fire butha
    keen for the documentary word