in this darkness (I've never had thoughts that control me) - Clara La San (sped up)

I've never had thoughts that control me until something bad left me so lonely there's a million things I could say but you never ready knew I felt this way sped up slowed down clara la san pop tiktok trend peaceful youtube shorts happy mellow chill

[@h4v0]

yo thank u sm for all the follows and likes you guys are my safe space I love u all sm)

[@natalynnx]

I love it

[@IdkUbitch]

No thank you for this

[@edgarmartinez2119]

Hey do you have an instagram 🙇🏻‍♂️?

[@evajackson7052]

Haha dis a vibeeeeeeeeeee haha

[@baddie2465]

​@@natalynnx ❤

[@kendylmarie9933]

" I've never had thoughts that controlled me, until something so bad left me so lonely and i want it back i want the old me" 😫i can relate !

[@_fottctvg44]

Time stamp?

[@aerial-_-yt]

@@_fottctvg44 0:58

[@mariahmakye]

Bro this song give all of it

[@-paris]

1:10

[@axgelbxnny]

its so true it’s scary; when something like that happens, people tell you not to let it get to you but it’s so damn hard; you remember right before going to sleep, seeing people walk down the street with their friends, seeing something funny/ that reminded you of them on the internet and you can’t even send it to them anymore… shits tough

[@yurlocmouse]

this song makes me feel to elevate in the sky every time. It makes me sad how good this song is.

[@alexrosas637]

😢

[@genicemcdonald5036]

😢same😢

[@jazzypacheco3675]

I’m trying hard to stay alive bc i have a baby sister counting on me.🩷🤍

[@itssushi1503]

FAX

[@user-kh9rh1tp2k]

there are some flips of it that are even better, heard them a lot while almost died on drugs, it was beautiful, every fuckng time

[@Sulliodell]

The only one who can bright it up is Jesus.

[@ShannonNeral]

Yes amen

[@theoneandonlyjuli]

amen❤

[@ceceliaking9739]

amen

[@amongussu9747]

Amen

[@no-no.....]

💀

[@DaphlovesChrist]

"I keep falling in this darkness, and there's no one to light it up, to brighten up, yeah" you know who always brighten me up??
❤ GOD DOES ❤

[@kynleighnevin997]

Fr, people just don’t know how much they need him💛

[@LeonelTAIA-hc6og]

GODD DID 🤍🤍🤍

[@ph1ny___468]

GOD DID🙏🏾✝

[@mackenziemcclover2176]

This song has a special place in my heart❤

[@dabaddestbratmamah5080]

Very special 😂

[@Butterfly-yk9bw]

Literally

[@dashia_ryen]

Frl

[@user-ks3kf7nr6w]

same here

[@msfav88]

i be crying every time i hear Clara's music, it's just so perfect.

[@iAmAGirl65]

True ur not alone

[@bellar-ns2ds]

this song feels like i unlocked a memory that doesnt even exist

[@milanijamilanija4488]

I get lonely when you're not here
And this darkness appears, leaving me stranded
My hope washes down
You never lived here
And I never felt I ever had you
There's a million things
There's a million things I could say
But you never really knew that
But you never really knew I felt this way
Wanna take it back
Wanna take it back to when we
Had it just like that
Had it right on track
And I keep falling in this darkness
And there's no one to light it up
To bright it up, yeah
And I keep falling in this darkness
And there's no one to light it up
To bright it up, yeah
And I keep falling in this darkness
And there's no one to light it up
To bright it up, yeah
And I keep falling in this darkness
And there's no one to light it up
To bright it up
I never had
Thoughts that control me
Until something bad
Left me so lonely
And I want it back
I want the old me
I'm trying to forget
But things just remind me
There's a million things
There's a million things I could say
But you never really knew that
But you never really knew I felt this way
Wanna take it back
Wanna take it back to when we
Had it just like that
Had it right on track
And I keep falling in this darkness
And there's no one to light it up
To bright it up, yeah
And I keep falling in this darkness
And there's no one to light it up
To bright it up, yeah
And I keep falling in this darkness
And there's no one to light it up
To bright it up, yeah
And I keep falling in this darkness
And there's no one to light it up
To bright it up
There's a million things
There's a million things I could say
But you never really knew that
But you never really knew I felt this way
Wanna take it back
Wanna take it back to when we
Had it just like that
Had it right on track
There's a million things
There's a million things I could say
But you never really knew that
But you never really knew I felt this way
Wanna take it back
Wanna take it back to when we
Had it just like that
Had it right on track
And I keep falling in this darkness
And there's no one to light it up
To bright it up, yeah
And I keep falling in this darkness
And there's no one to light it up
To bright it up, yeah
And I keep falling in this darkness
And there's no one to light it up
To bright it up, yeah
And I keep falling in this darkness
And there's no one to light it up
To bright it up

[@sicilysscenarios365]

Why did I think it was heart instead of darkness on the second line 😂

[@bellar-ns2ds]

currently sobbing to how beautiful and relatable this is

[@Axle_Edits]

Props to who built stairs that high to take that pic❤️❤️❤️

[@BabyChiefC]

it could be a drone or someone on a plane or heli

[@elizabrrr4630]

@@BabyChiefC true

[@damian3160]

@@BabyChiefC Or the roof of a building..

[@ezrafuentes7282]

I think they activated creative mode tbh

[@vxerre]

😭💀

[@coziigurl]

This is such a vibe

[@stanandmitchandthekidd]

the sound and feel of this song feels oddly nostalgic, like im little again listen to the radio in the early 2000s.

[@v4mp751]

0:58 IVE NEVER HAD THOUGHTS THAT CONTROL ME, UNTIL SOMETHING BAD, LEFT ME SO LONELYYYY AND I WANT IT BACK. I WANT THE OLD US, IM TRYIN TO FORGET, BUT THINGS JUST REMIND ME, THERES A MILLION THINGS I COULD SAY, BUT YOU NEVER RLLY KNEW IT. YOU NEVER RLLY KNEW I FELT THIS WAY.

[@Nn_MT]

BARRRRSSS 😭😭😭

[@amandarijavec212]

Been listening to this song for hours, its just so relaxing and addicting

[@bybismarius]

Bro the lyrics real.

[@ilikerice8172]

I'm am dead ass
crying in my bed at 4am and think about HIM, at the same time this song is counseling me💓💓💓

[@ilysmchapa]

literally. slay.

[@queretposada3038]

This song makes me feel so nostalgic about all the good people I’ve met in high school and not seeing them ever again.

[@babieskai6806]

This song helps me when I can’t help me

[@amberlr]

Whenever I listen to this song and this line comes up, "And i keep falling in this darkness, and there's no one to light it up, bright it up " I cant help replacing the yeah at the end with yet, it truly makes me so happy whenever I think abt it, just makes me feel like there really is hope in the end.

[@anislvr]

“I’ve never had thoughts that controlled me until something bad left me so lonely and i want it back, i want the old me i’m trying to forget but things just remind me”
this is so real.

[@Zarii321]

This song with headphones 🎧 😩💗🦋

[@kaleiabrooks4201]

Exactly ❤

[@foxycoladust1027]

Heaven

[@dabaddestbratmamah5080]

The besttt

[@CherryArmy]

This song makes me feel so alive and its so relatable ❤

[@rosieteua-yi4sl]

This is just soo calming

[@i_speed_songs]

"and i keep falling in this darkness, and there's no one to light it up, bright it up yeah." i can soo relate

[@hearts44her]

0:14 there’s a million things there’s a million thing that I could say but you never really new it but you never really knew that I felt this way I want to take it back wanna take it back to when we had it just like that had it right on track but I keep falling in this darkness 🙁

[@schzophrnic]

And there's no one to light it up to bright it up :(

[@ReaganFletcher]

Sad how I can relate

[@stephenhunt370]

I LOVE THIS SONG SO MUCH 💞

[@itss_tshegoow]

This song is so relaxing and soothing😍

[@LelaniMiracle]

I LOVE THIS SONGG🎧💕.

[@user-iw6qb5le5g]

"And I keep falling in this darkness and there's no one to light it up bright it up."

[@thatssobrea]

and i keep falling in this darkness❤

[@miamitchell376]

Lyrics:I get lonely when you're not here
And this darkness appears, leaving me stranded
My whole world shuts down
You never lived here
And I never found what I thought I did
There's a million things
There's a million things I could say
But you never really knew that
But you never really knew I felt this way
Wanna take it back
Wanna take it back to when we
Had it just like that had it right on track
And I keep falling in this darkness
And there's no one to light it up, to bright it up yeah
And I keep falling in this darkness
And there's no one to light it up, to bright it up yeah
And I keep falling in this darkness
And there's no one to light it up, to bright it up yeah
And I keep falling in this darkness
And there's no one to light it up, to bright it up
I never had thoughts that controlled me
Until something bad left me so lonely
And I want it back, I want the old me
I'm trying to forget, but things just remind me
There's a million things
There's a million things I could say
But you never really knew that
But you never really knew I felt this way
Wanna take it back
Wanna take it back to when we
Had it just like that had it right on track
And I keep falling in this darkness
And there's no one to light it up, to bright it up yeah
And I keep falling in this darkness
And there's no one to light it up, to bright it up yeah
And I keep falling in this darkness
And there's no one to light it up, to bright it up yeah
And I keep falling in this darkness
And there's no one to light it up, to bright it up
There's a million things
There's a million things I could say
But you never really knew that
But you never really knew I felt this way
Wanna take it back
Wanna take it back to when we
Had it just like that had it right on track
There's a million things
There's a million things I could say
But you never really knew that
But you never really knew I felt this way
Wanna take it back
Wanna take it back to when we
Had it just like that had it right on track
And I keep falling in this darkness
And there's no one to light it up, to bright it up yeah
And I keep falling in this darkness
And there's no one to light it up, to bright it up yeah
And I keep falling in this darkness
And there's no one to light it up, to bright it up yeah
And I keep falling in this darkness
And there's no one to light it up, to bright it up

[@Mariedabestt]

I don't need no lyrics

[@angelosasmr]

Adding this to my playlist rn

[@huynguyenquang2976]

Somehow this reminds me of old parkour and freerunning era. So nostalgic!

[@najasroomm]

"I'm trying to forget
But things just remind me."

[@user-mm1uk6zn4j]

THIS SONG IS 🔛🔝

[@Caitlynn_eventing]

back to this song again swear this song is its own vibe makes me remember so much

[@resiina.]

This song reminds me of him I swear. ❤

[@arielbenitez335]

😮

[@resiina.]

@@theyluvvcloAwwee I feel you sis, we just broke up and she already found a new girl! 🙄

[@meilialvarez8884]

Same..but we broke up 😢😞

[@xlevvs]

i hope you guys break up 😘

[@resiina.]

@@xlevvs bitch we did😍

[@kattewwop]

это прекрасно

[@LoneGhost47]

"There's a million things that I could say" 😢

[@ArianaVargas-bk5mw]

I love listening to this song with head phones everywhere I go because I need to hear this song every time

[@Destiny_Aiyana]

This js hit different when your airpods all the way up😻

[@agentjordan605]

Or when you in bed and can't sleep

[@Destiny_Aiyana]

@@agentjordan605 reall

[@Hellokittystan...]

Frr

[@hojowojo]

@@agentjordan605me right now at 4:13 AM

[@averysmelodyway]

Such a beauty for this song. Kinda made me emotional here ;')

[@meliange]

with a headphone it's just incredible bro

[@Naomislaysss4]

"I want the old me" i can relate fr

[@XS.Forever]

My heart is melting ❤

[@amor_daniesha]

I keep crying over this song bro 😭😭

[@musiclovefreak4493]

Awww we need more of this kind of remix!!!!!

[@anniemissey169]

❤

[@user-mn2dg8uq3e]

It released and relaxed me and made me cry cause it’s so relatable

[@lunareggo]

girls be crying over the dumbest things ever. 🤦‍♂🤦‍♂

[@farleymanns3029]

I feel depressed listening to this but it's so good

[@spitfireking2188]

I finally found the original version finally heard the remix of this from Dree0 light it up an another version from tra rags

[@timhyawhite-bb2qm]

“ and I keep fallin in this darkness 💕💕💕

[@zzzAnevay1500]

I absolutely love this song and so I thought I would put this here. I don't mean to ruin anyone's mood by reading this, but I cope through poetry and writing. I feel this is a safe space to put this so here it is:
Years alone, years alone.
Is that how you think?
That you’ve spent years alone when there are people with no one to spend those years with?
You should be ashamed.
Guilty.
Oh, but don’t be so mean to yourself!
That isn’t healthy.
Let’s be positive!
Yay, happy, laughter!
Fake.
Fake.
Fake.
Not fake?
Be fake?
You’re fake.
Saying fake so many times makes it not seem like it word, am I right?
Why can’t you just be sure of yourself?
Are you that lost?
Don’t question yourself.
Don’t
Don’t
Don’t
You’re not crazy.
You’re not different.
Who said it was a bad thing?
Why do you doubt and doubt and doubt.
Repeating so much makes you confused, tired.
Repeat.
Repeat.
Repeat.
Repeat so much that you forget your mother tongue.
Repeat.
You can change!
Become something healthy!
Feel good!
Feel
Feel something.
Feel!
Feel!
You don’t feel.
Why not?
Too numb?
What have you possibly been through to make you... Numb.
Numb, butters the top of your mouth.
Do you like it?
Numb.
Do you know how to heal?
Feel something.
Let your mind transfer your feeling to this page.
Let it.
Let it.
Repeat.
Repeat.
Become healthy.
Become, change, transform.
One of three options or three of three, let them guide you.

[@najasroomm]

help me this reminds me of Sayori from ddlc😭😭 anyway I love this sm :(

[@zzzAnevay1500]

@@najasroomm I’ve never heard of that anime but I like the character! Thank you for reading it 🙃

[@najasroomm]

@@zzzAnevay1500 mhm! she's from a psychological horror game called doki doki literature club. they write poems :)

[@Jadeddoxy]

Maybe it's the edits that I've been seeing but this whole song made me feel as if I'm majestic

[@tatadoquero]

o tanto que essa música é boa não tá escrito, uma paz terrível! 🫂

[@geovannifloriano7809]

😅

[@nancyshanghtin4080]

this song brings me back sm memories.

[@EjRidenhour]

Man this such a vibe the picture and song

[@444.kayy01]

“ wanna take u back, wanna take u back, to when we had it just like that “ felt .

[@The_reall_Jayah]

I love this song❤❤❤

[@NUNNIE231]

Currently going through a brake up & have this on repeat 🔁 🎧

[@MariaYareli-fj3td]

this music is the best

[@luisaguilarramos69]

this song drives me to other dimensions!!

[@Parkview_drama]

Ty for making this song speed up it helped me calm down

[@JeffreyDahmer-um3bq]

“I want it back, I want the old me” bro I’ve had so many memories of the old me and I honestly do want it back, I can’t relate to another song as much as this one.

[@tiarraweeden2341]

This song is so good it’s about to make me cry right now I love your music

[@mya_xoxo7357]

" I've never had thoughts that controlled me, until something so bad left me so lonely and i want it back i want the old me . " i can relate , i miss me in my lil body .💗

[@ddra9446]

Only the rarest pieces can touch the hearts in deeps

[@stivengalvislaguado1527]

La mejor sensación q he sentido en mi vida. Ojalá me gustaría escuchar la de nuevo

[@jaexo8348]

ugh this song! 💙

[@All_starrSquad]

MY FAVORITE SONG ❤❤

[@cyborg7945]

this too fireeeeee

[@m4yri971]

this is so good🙏

[@Iamagirl450]

I love this

[@Ben-kz8fo]

1:57 was the best part!!

[@rahinachlo]

And I keep falling in this darkness, and there's no one to light it up, light up!!! so relatable.

[@mojokingmojokingsamoa2131]

this might be my fav song from now on

[@ft.rylieeeeeeee]

"wanna take it back, wanna take it back to when we had it just like that, had it right on track" I relate too muchhhhhhhh
2:04 🌷🌷🌷🌷

[@ImALRIGHTbutYOUREtrash]

I hate that i feel like i can’t play this around anyone else but also love having it be my lil lift off when I’m alone

[@katieblake1488]

love this song so much💗

[@WeiRdCoRe2]

this song makes me wanna fly in the sky

[@misiutv9220]

this Hard af😮

[@ZKPWB]

So beautiful ❤

[@Sweet__nam]

☆ When I listen to this I feel like I'm in heaven, it's such a great comfort that when I listen to this I really feel like I'm in heaven ☆

[@Filmed.By.Vickyy]

“I want the old me” is so true 😢

[@MyaaSh444]

Sped up music is gonna do it for me every time

[@prichimiel]

that SS HITS HARD

[@prettypayne9245]

0:29 is just majestic

[@ju-thegurl]

I LOVEEEEEEEE ITTTTTT SO MUCHHHHH

[@ShizukoHirawa]

I love this!🤩🤩🥰🥰

[@kimberlyaviles2439]

And I keep falling in this darkness🙃

[@annagonzalez3928]

this gives me goosebumps for some reason lol

[@ataahuauseruknownpoulgrain]

love this song

[@fvndzzz]

bro... this is the best fr

[@itsrenereally]

i really love this song , it is so relaxing

[@seniseviyorum..]

i love this song smm

[@cutejellyfish7]

This feel like heaven i cried.

[@user-dp2km4vk5v]

I WANT IT BACK

[@swagmaryam]

I WANT THE OLD ME

[@jaydenmcknight7159]

Right song fr dis girl just randomly walked up and gave me a hug today 😍

[@R0Ro156]

W Rizz (friendly rizz)

[@iruysaS2]

i think this is the sound we will listen in heaven

[@thatgirlmarie2438]

yessssss i luvvvv thisss songgggg