Ren - Su!cIde (Lyrics)

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  • Ren - Su!cIde (Official Music lyrics
    ....
    [Chorus]
    Oh I, oh I, oh I've
    Fallen through the cracks of the night sky
    A light goes out on the other side
    Suicide, suicide, suicide
    Oh I, oh I, oh I'm
    Treading on the tracks in the night-time
    It never really felt like the right time
    Suicide, suicide, suicide
    [Verse 1]
    I'm so fucking lonely beneath this
    Narcissistic, can't keep a secret
    Miscount sheep, I can't sleep, a misfit
    Some say troubled, but some say sadistic
    Bruises, my brother, one time or the other
    My skin felt counterfeit, siliconе, rubber
    Bruises my sister, skin pop thе blister
    Dig deep, resist the feeling when it hits you
    [Chorus]
    Oh I, oh I, oh I've
    Fallen through the cracks of the night sky
    A light goes out on the other side
    Suicide, suicide, suicide
    Oh I, oh I, oh I'm
    Treading on the tracks in the night-time
    It never really felt like the right time
    Suicide, suicide, suicide
    [Sample]
    Sick boi, sick boi, bitten by a tick boi
    I feel like it's not me, it's the world that's sick
    [Verse 2]
    I'm so fucking washed up and sea sick
    Masochistic kid with a split lip
    Six feet deep, I can't eat, I'm nervous
    Won't stay down 'cause my body purges
    Useless my mother, can't keep in my supper
    Skin so pale 'cause my cheeks leak colour
    Truth is my father, you choose your karma
    Draw for the sword then drive through the armour
    [Chorus]
    Oh I, oh I, oh I've
    Fallen through the cracks of the night sky
    A light goes out on the other side
    Suicide, suicide, suicide
    Oh I, oh I, oh I'm
    Treading on the tracks in the night-time
    It never really felt like the right time
    Suicide, suicide, suicide
    [Post-Chorus]
    Suicide, suicide, suicide
    Suicide, suicide, suicide
    Suicide, suicide, suicide
    Suicide, suicide, suicide
    [Bridge]
    It's hard to take off from the ground when your wings are cut
    Your stomach burns when you're drinking from an empty cup
    You know the entire ocean came from my tear ducts?
    I see the world through Fibonacci Sequences and Double Dutch
    [Verse 3]
    I guess there’s some that’s born lucky, there’s some that’s not
    I tried to cut away my bitterness - hatchet job
    I locked my youth in a trunk inside a pick up truck
    Then dumped the whole thing over the same bridge the night you jumped
    [Verse 4]
    I think about that sometimes, vividly
    What it felt like to look down and see tranquility
    One sudden movement in a world of possibility
    Only one movement to expose our fragility
    [Verse 5]
    I fucking miss you and I miss myself
    I miss thinking that we're indestructible as well
    I miss chilling by the pier cave and kicking back
    With Callum, Hugo, Sagar, Justin, Stevie and the fuckin' lads
    I miss missing that, I numbed myself to close the gap
    I never even call 'em up, the distance is my plaster cast
    The truth is that the day you jumped my childhood jumped too
    But I still can’t find the anger, all I find is missing you
    [Outro]
    Man, I miss you
    With all my rhymes
    I picture running five minutes quicker, I'm right on time
    I picture pulling you back over the edge and then we're crying
    And holding you, my brother and telling you that it's fine
    That’s not the way that I worked
    Coz I was late like a jerk
    There's not a day where I could find a way to break from the hurt
    Your body missing so we never got to wave to the hearse
    I hope you're listening
    I love you man, I miss you absurd
    Fuck
    #ren #sucide #lyrics #trending #new
    ...........
    We the time trail
    #timetrailmusic

Komentáře • 107

  • @Trailflix
    @Trailflix  Před rokem +17

    Where we all watchin from?

  • @cathystone2618
    @cathystone2618 Před rokem +41

    Lost my 28 yro son to schizophrenia 7 years ago. He jumped out of his appartement window. This song hits hard. Feels like my son is showing his mind. I have peace with what my son has done. I understand why. And I love him for it. I know he'd been holding onto life longer because of me, his mum. And in dreams he let me know he's happy. Finally..

    • @artist_469
      @artist_469 Před 5 měsíci +2

      And yes sir I'm a schizophrenic too and I won't be able to hold it for long

    • @cristianstefandimian101
      @cristianstefandimian101 Před 2 měsíci

      ​@@artist_469still here? Keep it up man

  • @roastedscorpion
    @roastedscorpion Před rokem +35

    "I feel like it's not me, it's the world that's sick"
    Yes indeed!

    • @avis199
      @avis199 Před rokem +6

      That line is from his song "sick boi" you should definitely give it a listen. "Sick boi, sick boi, bitten by a tick boi" is also from that song

  • @user-rr4zx1of3i
    @user-rr4zx1of3i Před rokem +15

    2:28
    It’s hard to want to stick around, when my brain is rot,
    My heart it yearns for all these wretched twisted thoughts to stop,
    I guess all my oxytocin for this life’s just dried up,
    I see the world through red stained eyes and I can’t find no crutch,
    I wasn’t one that’s born lucky, I gave it a shot,
    I tried to keep myself afloat but I can’t find up,
    A short response on the flip side 😢

  • @BoannBoyne
    @BoannBoyne Před rokem +17

    I was in a bad place tonight driving around and looking at every turn and every tree and this song came into my mind and I've been listening to it for a few hours because I don't want my family feeling like this. So thank you. I was on that level and I'm here writing after the fact because of your music. Please don't ever stop

    • @Trailflix
      @Trailflix  Před rokem +2

      That's ren foshoo👏👏💯👌

    • @stylaaatya
      @stylaaatya Před rokem +7

      I thought about your comment all night and most of today. I didn't want to say anything because it's not my place, but i can't not. I really wanted to say that somewhere there is somebody who will cry for the rest of their days if you are not here.

    • @BoannBoyne
      @BoannBoyne Před rokem +5

      @@stylaaatya thank you, I know it would be horrible for my family and that's what keeps me going.

    • @iaincphotography6051
      @iaincphotography6051 Před 6 měsíci +3

      @@BoannBoyne Talk to someone, please don't be alone and hurting.

  • @stylaaatya
    @stylaaatya Před rokem +9

    Took me a long time to listen to this. Both my mother and sister .. couldn't feel angry because all I do is miss them..I get it..such a fragile line between life and death..I get it..understand the wishes and the tears..loved this song

    • @stylaaatya
      @stylaaatya Před rokem +1

      New Zealand

    • @Trailflix
      @Trailflix  Před rokem +1

      You Gotta stay strong 🫵💪 ❤️‍🩹 .. that's the point of the song fs 💓💓

    • @stylaaatya
      @stylaaatya Před rokem +2

      @Trailflix Being strong is still being here to write those words. Sometimes I am so sick and fkng tired of being strong. I want to be vulnerable and I want to be vulnerable in a world that cares. I am immensely grateful beyond measure that the universe gave me the strength to get here and be strong. Now I just want to be like a child, I want other people's children to be able to be strong and for their strength to come from their community. I like Ren. I respect the vulnerability in the utmost despair.. if only we could all look after each other..

    • @stylaaatya
      @stylaaatya Před rokem +1

      All anyone wants is to be loved

    • @Trailflix
      @Trailflix  Před rokem +3

      @@stylaaatya and love you shall get.. if u seek it from the right people 👌

  • @roxc_rox9071
    @roxc_rox9071 Před měsícem +1

    This song makes me stop doing the unthinkable 😢, still struggle with the urge, but this song makes me relate. Your sound is true and pure THANK YOU

  • @sydney02403
    @sydney02403 Před rokem +3

    This toutched my heart. Anyone who feels like life has no use for them anymore should listen to this. This is what the people who love you are gonne feel like when you're gone. This is how much you are loved. So please ask for help, and let the people who love you support you in stead of leaving them to feel the way Ren does about his friend. I know words are just empty in that suicidal mindset...Trust me I know 'couse I've been there. But please, to anyone reading this who needs to hear it, what you are feeling right now is just another terrible test to your strenght. Time will pass and so will these feelings. You were not put on this earth to be beaten down. You are here to conquer this and prove to the world that you will make your mark. Please push through. You are loved

  • @SpacecatMoonbeam
    @SpacecatMoonbeam Před dnem

    And another REN track that’s too good to be true.x

  • @freehandstigma
    @freehandstigma Před 8 měsíci +4

    I am so sorry for your son. I have schizophrenia. Roughly twenty years. I heard in Africa they would tie me to a tree. Yeah its a struggle. And there is a spiritual journey that goes with it. It's not your fault. Kisagaheen each LA vee dough, I love you mom.

  • @nicholassmalley3026
    @nicholassmalley3026 Před 8 měsíci +3

    Lost a friend to suicide a couple of years ago and it absolutely broke me and I was directed to this song and in some ways it really helped especially if you know the full story behind it

  • @becca1aaron2matt3
    @becca1aaron2matt3 Před rokem +2

    Deep South in the US
    So grateful I was able to download and add to my applicable playlist

  • @Trailflix
    @Trailflix  Před rokem +9

    Make sure 2 "👍" the video & leave a sub' if u can.. 👌 😊

  • @joelenox3740
    @joelenox3740 Před měsícem

    It's amazing how this tune speaks to my soul

  • @timothymills1572
    @timothymills1572 Před 4 měsíci

    I lost both of my brothers to suicide,26 and 28yrs ago respectivly😔 it messed me up something chronic you never get over it😮 if you are ever thinking of suicide"JUST DON'T" its so hard on your family and friends and why would you want to hurt them so deeply just don't try harder,talk to somebody please!!!!❤❤❤

  • @drex23100
    @drex23100 Před rokem +8

    Indianapolis, Indiana USA

  • @brandeehilbert4113
    @brandeehilbert4113 Před 6 měsíci +1

    …. Your body it purges ….. my body emerges it yearns and it urges…..

  • @Vocal-Stone
    @Vocal-Stone Před rokem +3

    "Su!cide, I'll, Useless, Sick, I feel like it's time to end it", This is what my mind can't get off because I lost a friend.., I tried jumping off a bridge onto train tracks last week..

  • @kingof554
    @kingof554 Před 4 měsíci +1

    It never really felt like the right time

  • @darkariesprojectofficial
    @darkariesprojectofficial Před měsícem

    Wow...

  • @hopeandjazz9535
    @hopeandjazz9535 Před rokem +8

    Metro Detroit, Mi

  • @ricoleal5797
    @ricoleal5797 Před rokem +5

    Franklin Indiana

  • @user-pp3ft2fe2u
    @user-pp3ft2fe2u Před rokem +2

    Australia,

  • @user-pp3ft2fe2u
    @user-pp3ft2fe2u Před rokem +1

    Australia

  • @Jokester1979
    @Jokester1979 Před 8 měsíci

    This would played well in "GOT!"

  • @Kyra-Dunnett
    @Kyra-Dunnett Před 13 dny

    💔

  • @bethanhugheskitkat7390
    @bethanhugheskitkat7390 Před 6 měsíci

    Essex UK England

  • @joseluisoropeza8765
    @joseluisoropeza8765 Před 10 měsíci

    My brothers curse

  • @Edd25164605
    @Edd25164605 Před 6 měsíci

    Alexa pretends this song doesn't exist

  • @dariaemelina1324
    @dariaemelina1324 Před rokem +3

    Russia

  • @tankgirl1063
    @tankgirl1063 Před rokem +3

    Ohio