Why would a they do this to/for me? Well, most Narcissists we place in Positions of authority/power over us, recognize our LIGHT before we do. And if for whatever reason we start to "out-shine the master" or begin to recognize a pattern and call it out? In this case the Cosplay Spiritualist of DFW, I became a threat. Think ToTo from the Wizard of Oz pulling the curtain on the whole plot, type shit. In my naivety, I figured maybe they just didn't recognize "something" was off and that if I pointed it out, things would get better as a whole right? 😅 God truly protects babies & fools I'll tell you that shit.. At any rate, these cosplay Spiritualists began infiltrating all the spaces I found solace and began recruiting those they saw me being in close proximity to and brought them onto their team, unbeknownst to them.. they were compromised, hence the separation. I cried many days and nights because I couldn't understand why they wouldn't just "do right" and allow others to shine just as they APPEARED/cloaked themselves to be.. but that's the thing, I was the only one who wasn't pretending or putting on. I didn't have to do things to make them stay or return to me. I simply showed up as I am/was & people (majority women) simply preferred my physical presence over their Astral/Psychic manipulation tactics. And THAT was a mfn problem.. They burned everything around me that they THOUGHT mattered most.. Put it like this.. they touched Job y'all & mocked Noah. Now it's backfiring, no matter how they put on for the Gram, Social Media.. Ain't nothing like God's Wrath. Oh yea, Gluttony, Greed, Lust, Envy, Pride, Sloth & Wrath are all sins. Ain't enough charity faux humility or kindness to offset what they've done to not just myself but countless others. I'm simply the last. ⚖️
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Why would a they do this to/for me? Well, most Narcissists we place in Positions of authority/power over us, recognize our LIGHT before we do. And if for whatever reason we start to "out-shine the master" or begin to recognize a pattern and call it out? In this case the Cosplay Spiritualist of DFW, I became a threat. Think ToTo from the Wizard of Oz pulling the curtain on the whole plot, type shit. In my naivety, I figured maybe they just didn't recognize "something" was off and that if I pointed it out, things would get better as a whole right? 😅 God truly protects babies & fools I'll tell you that shit.. At any rate, these cosplay Spiritualists began infiltrating all the spaces I found solace and began recruiting those they saw me being in close proximity to and brought them onto their team, unbeknownst to them.. they were compromised, hence the separation. I cried many days and nights because I couldn't understand why they wouldn't just "do right" and allow others to shine just as they APPEARED/cloaked themselves to be.. but that's the thing, I was the only one who wasn't pretending or putting on. I didn't have to do things to make them stay or return to me. I simply showed up as I am/was & people (majority women) simply preferred my physical presence over their Astral/Psychic manipulation tactics. And THAT was a mfn problem.. They burned everything around me that they THOUGHT mattered most.. Put it like this.. they touched Job y'all & mocked Noah. Now it's backfiring, no matter how they put on for the Gram, Social Media.. Ain't nothing like God's Wrath. Oh yea, Gluttony, Greed, Lust, Envy, Pride, Sloth & Wrath are all sins. Ain't enough charity faux humility or kindness to offset what they've done to not just myself but countless others. I'm simply the last. ⚖️