Sean, I have been following you for years now and this story of yours speaks to me. I went crazy during a breakup once and I became a different person. When she broke up with me, I felt like a fool but then I got my life together afterwards and I couldn't be happier. Hearing your story makes me feel less embarrassed of my own actions since it makes me realize that people make mistakes and that is just life
One year after a breakup and I still think about her on a daily basis. Someday it will pass but holy hell did it suck for the first 6 months. I'm 80% sure the guy that said, "Better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all" wasn't actually in love. Unless he believed that having constant suicidal thoughts for months on end is better than a platonic friendship. In case anybody is wondering, I'm better now. Not suicidal and I function and have fun. I just miss her ya know?
Understandable that you felt sadness... Its because your brain is constantly attacked by the chemicals that it produces... You still need atleast one year to rly get better.. In most cases it takes atleast 2 to 3+ years to get rly good... With every day will be better ^^ There is possibility that after every new rejection\brakeup you will remember her.. Its not worth to waste time that you have on this Earth for a woman cuz you have only one life and there are dozens things that you can do with your life and in it.
I have really bad issues with anxiety disorder and I do exactly the same thing as you. I'll ending up walking aimlessly for hours when I'm really anxious because I can't stay in one place or it gets worse. I also get that same feeling you're talking about when it passes and everything sort of shifts into perspective and you feel so worn out. Anyway, thanks for the story.
I love this story! I was just thinking the other day about how I hadn't seen any highlights in my feed for a while and this was a great one grinning ear to ear the whole time, you're a great storyteller!
had this notification throughout the whole day on my phone. then tarted watching it at home after work. paused. we mutually broke up over the phone. i finished watching this. luv u day9; you just awkwardly made my day again
I had something similar happen although I was probably ten times more insane. Like most nerds we suffer from the oneitis syndrome. She went to the same college, played the violin, liked art, beautiful as ever (and even played starcraft!). I didn't even get the chance to have a conversation besides online chat before she ignored me completely. I tried talking to her in person during a college party, but saw her on the dancefloor with some guy holding her up in the air, which made me seriously depressed and suicidal for months. It's nice to see Sean posting a video laughing off his past, I wish I could cope with positivity the same way he does.
After last breakup, when the gay announced "let's be friends, nothing more" I discovered a way to avoid being completely mad and deeply depressed. Without much thinking, I adopted a guinea pig. I was 24 then and I guess that's the way the adults get over things ;) At least in my case it really helped. And the pig is still with me.
Yea man it hurts. I am not going through a break up, but rather through a painful experience with a girl (it is a complicated case) and I am not myself. Can't stop thinking about her, going on midnight walks and it hurts but less so than before so we getting there i guess :/
Sean I find that you are a pleasant human flesh bag and I enjoy the various vocalizations made by your throat, mouth, voice box etc. I also respect your willingness to look back on life events, share them and to value the humor and the growth made made from those moments. I admire you in many ways and hope you have a pleasing day and year and decade and century perhaps when we human flesh bags discover how to preserve the human conscious/mind. TLDR: I
0:11 He says that as an adult he understands that it's fine that she broke up with him to date another guy. Taking that one step further, it's actually MORE than fine. It should be looked at as an example of an honest way to live. Obviously, it would be great if we could just find a relationship and have it work out, but that's simply not how humans work. Her actually standing up and admitting that she would rather break up with him and date someone else is far more honest then dating two guys at once and cheating on them.
"I became a poorly coded AI pathfinding his way." ...yup
The battle of the 2 Ai's...
... her name was felicity.
Thank me later
Sean, I have been following you for years now and this story of yours speaks to me. I went crazy during a breakup once and I became a different person. When she broke up with me, I felt like a fool but then I got my life together afterwards and I couldn't be happier. Hearing your story makes me feel less embarrassed of my own actions since it makes me realize that people make mistakes and that is just life
I would suggest Jordan Peterson.
One year after a breakup and I still think about her on a daily basis. Someday it will pass but holy hell did it suck for the first 6 months. I'm 80% sure the guy that said, "Better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all" wasn't actually in love. Unless he believed that having constant suicidal thoughts for months on end is better than a platonic friendship. In case anybody is wondering, I'm better now. Not suicidal and I function and have fun. I just miss her ya know?
Understandable that you felt sadness... Its because your brain is constantly attacked by the chemicals that it produces... You still need atleast one year to rly get better.. In most cases it takes atleast 2 to 3+ years to get rly good... With every day will be better ^^ There is possibility that after every new rejection\brakeup you will remember her.. Its not worth to waste time that you have on this Earth for a woman cuz you have only one life and there are dozens things that you can do with your life and in it.
I have really bad issues with anxiety disorder and I do exactly the same thing as you. I'll ending up walking aimlessly for hours when I'm really anxious because I can't stay in one place or it gets worse. I also get that same feeling you're talking about when it passes and everything sort of shifts into perspective and you feel so worn out. Anyway, thanks for the story.
Sean, we need more stories from you. Forget playing games, just be a story teller!
I remember when he used to start every day[9] daily with a story. The good old days.
I love this story! I was just thinking the other day about how I hadn't seen any highlights in my feed for a while and this was a great one grinning ear to ear the whole time, you're a great storyteller!
YESSSS, more highlightss
This one really reaches new heights ford me when he's soaking in slow motion while too paralyzed by panic to move. Love it!
This is such a real college story.
I admire the detail to which you can remember your stories ^^ I guess pushed my painful/embarrassing memories into forgetting ^^
had this notification throughout the whole day on my phone. then tarted watching it at home after work. paused. we mutually broke up over the phone. i finished watching this.
luv u day9; you just awkwardly made my day again
This story is too relatable! I feel sorry and glad at the same time, that I'm not the only one that feels like this sometimes.
I had something similar happen although I was probably ten times more insane. Like most nerds we suffer from the oneitis syndrome. She went to the same college, played the violin, liked art, beautiful as ever (and even played starcraft!). I didn't even get the chance to have a conversation besides online chat before she ignored me completely. I tried talking to her in person during a college party, but saw her on the dancefloor with some guy holding her up in the air, which made me seriously depressed and suicidal for months. It's nice to see Sean posting a video laughing off his past, I wish I could cope with positivity the same way he does.
Man, stories like this always make me wish I weren’t alive. Life sucks.
After last breakup, when the gay announced "let's be friends, nothing more" I discovered a way to avoid being completely mad and deeply depressed. Without much thinking, I adopted a guinea pig. I was 24 then and I guess that's the way the adults get over things ;) At least in my case it really helped. And the pig is still with me.
Yea man it hurts. I am not going through a break up, but rather through a painful experience with a girl (it is a complicated case) and I am not myself. Can't stop thinking about her, going on midnight walks and it hurts but less so than before so we getting there i guess :/
Sean I find that you are a pleasant human flesh bag and I enjoy the various vocalizations made by your throat, mouth, voice box etc. I also respect your willingness to look back on life events, share them and to value the humor and the growth made made from those moments. I admire you in many ways and hope you have a pleasing day and year and decade and century perhaps when we human flesh bags discover how to preserve the human conscious/mind.
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Damn Day9 puttin words to emotions I didn't know existed haha
hahahaha day9 storytime is the fricking BEST
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Feels bad man.
I can't stop looking at your earbuds' wires cuz they look invisible.
0:11 He says that as an adult he understands that it's fine that she broke up with him to date another guy. Taking that one step further, it's actually MORE than fine. It should be looked at as an example of an honest way to live. Obviously, it would be great if we could just find a relationship and have it work out, but that's simply not how humans work. Her actually standing up and admitting that she would rather break up with him and date someone else is far more honest then dating two guys at once and cheating on them.
plot twist: the other guy was tasteless
Relationships are hard. I may just stay single forever, it's much easier
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