I've decided not to redo this video, some dates are questionable and there are many more that I could have included but wasn't sure of the specific dates. Jan 22 - the first picture is from 94 because he is wearing the Buzzcocks beanie and the second picture from that date may be from 94 as well but not sure that they're both from the same day.. a fan suggested that it was likely 93 because the girl in both pictures was a friend of Kurt and had taken photos with him before. Feb 20th is from November 10, 1993 Springfield MA March 12 is questionable but the source I got it from said that it was the date.. March 24th he is with Thor Lindsay who claimed it was taken 10 days before his "murder" but before he could reconfirm this he passed away so we will never know, if it was on the 24th then this picture was taken at Cobain's home in Seattle.. April 2nd may not even be from 94 but the source I got it from said it was the date, the clothes are from when he played a show in I believe 93 but his hair was shorter and wasn't bleached, this date is unknown and many fans argue that it was not from 94 and I agree it was most definitely not from April 2nd, according to Guns and Roses bass player who was on the flight with Cobain Kurt had a car pick him up so if anything they would have been photographed together. BTW Thank you all for the likes! It's amazing to see that the video is getting so many views :)
@@radtod Hi, so my comment about Feb 15th was actually a mistake. It is more than likely Feb/March 1992, circa the Come As You Are video shoot. The photo is a Polaroid taken by Youri Lenquette who is the individual on the right of the photo. To the best of my knowledge it is entirely unlikely that Kurt and Youri would've been seen together in March 1994 as they were on opposite sides of the earth by that moment. Nirvana's last photoshoot with Youri was Feb 15th 1994 in France. My source for March 12th which is actually early 1992 as per Youri Lenquette, two different sources, both with a photographic copyright date of 1992: www.esquire.com/entertainment/books/a33510/nirvana-kurt-cobain-book-excerpt-i-found-my-friends/ www.lemondedelaphoto.com/Vingt-ans-apres-le-dernier,9682.html March 24th 1994 is also incorrect as that is a photograph from mid to late 1993. It was taken in Portland, Oregon, which to the best of my knowledge Kurt Cobain was not in Portland in March 1994. Thor is closely associated with the label TK Records who put out the William Burroughs/Kurt Cobain record "The Priest They Called Him". It could very well be possible that Thor got the date incorrect. If your "sources" are Reddit or feelnumb, I'm sorry to say your sources are incorrect.
I wish we had more celebrities like him now. After he became a rich rockstar he still wore thrift store clothes. Courtney Love(his wife) said he wore one pair of shoes until they were ripped to hell and didn’t want flashy cars or anything else like that. I was born a decade after he died and still his music has had a huge impact on me. RIP Kurt Cobain.
What about the expensive house he lived in though, and all the money he spent on drugs? Is that a better way to spend your money? Are somehow drugs and expensive house morally superior to clothes and cars?
They only lived in that house from Jan-April. It might have been for privacy/security - it’s gated and surrounded by brick walls and trees. It def doesn’t seem like something he’d be into otherwise
I can't stand people who say "You can see him getting more and more depressed as time went by". In just one day, a person can go from OK to happy to sad to depressed and back. These a are pictures, what we see is how he looked like at some moment during some day. For example, Chester Bennington's wife posted a short video cip of him playing with his family. They were laughing and he seemed happy, he didn't look like he was forcing himself to be happy, so that he wouldn't bring others down. That video was shot 36 hours before he killed himself. What I really want to say is, if the family and close friends of a person can't see it, how can some stranger see it, just by looking at some pictures?
@Vargsnillaz A lot of people, including some news channels posted that video. It's short, it's only 40 seconds long. Just look up "Chester Bennington before death" or something like that. You can see him sitting at a table, he's with his kids and he's playing some game, I think, where they have to eat some bad tasting...no idea what it is. Here, I found one for you: czcams.com/video/85Y1CqAF-nw/video.html
Also Kurt had skin problems from teens, so it is not best thing to get pics taken with hard flashes and add to that he had bronchitis. So of course he is looking bad. This has nothing to do with any conspiracy shit, I have no knowledge of his moods or what he thought so, just saying.
@@paulthomson9709 of course he wasn't. I don't mean we should take drugs and things like that. Sometimes I like him even love him sometimes I don't. But I need his music and analyse his experience to behave properly in my life.
@@paulthomson9709 Why does someone have to be a role model for us to care about them? He never asked to be a role model. He was a flawed human being just like you and I. So many people love him to this day because he was a good person irrespective of his poor choices in his personal life and people connected with that.
Kurts my favorite musician of all time but if he was alive 2day I hope he would of retired at the latest in his mid 30's. Nothing worse than famous people hanging on well past their prime.
That pic is actually from 1993 as I noted in my pinned post, I really wish we had a last birthday photo and there likely are that haven't surfaced yet.. indeed Feb 20 94 was sadly his final birthday, less than two months later he would be gone :(
It's always sad to see how sick he truly was those last months of his life. He never should have been on tour. Having said that it's always difficult to help people that struggles with addiction as they truly have to want help so no point forcing them to go to rehab etc. Courtney found that out the hard way. Anyway his memory and his music will forever be a big part of my life and it gave me so incredible much over the last 30 years. RIP Kurt.
Kurt never wanted to even go on this tour in January he was sitting in a restaurant examining the tour schedule and he wasn't happy about the schedule. During the tour pretty much in almost every city he'd visit doctors to prescribe him medicine just to help with his heroin withdrawal. At the Madrid show 2/8/94 there were teenagers doing heroin and saying yeah Kurt smack and Kurt was inconsolable about it and that's when he started suggesting to cancel the tour. When they were in Switzerland the band except Kurt went a hockey arena before the show but Kurt was depressed so he didn't go. By the time they got to Italy his voice started to give out and he'd call rosemary Carroll before the show asking if Courtney was cheating on him. In Slovenia he was miserable and the rest of the band explored Slovenia while he stayed in his hotel room upset and miserable and Krist tried to uplift him by showing him a book but that didn't work. And before the Munich show he complained about being sick before eventually getting up and saying that he was going to the train station it's not known whether Kurt was able to obtain drugs or not but before this show he called people left and right and called Carroll saying he wanted a divorce he stood backstage listening to the Melvin's set and then before walking on stage told buzz Osborne that this would be the final night of the tour and that'd he is getting a divorce and he will be breaking up the band. And then his first words right after he walked off stage was "That's it Cancel the next gig." While I hate to see you go was playing.
"The last Nirvana song played live"...something just pierced my heart as this flashed & no picture after April 2nd 1994...💔...if only this never happened 😔
@@jebstuart4004 Its not, that last picture is from september of 93, the other with him smoking a cig was in salem mass in 93 as well. There are no documentation of video or photo of Kurt after march/april. Go watch the final hours of kurt cobain, it tells you what people got out of him during the time he went to rehab and was a missing person.
I’m sure there’s other pictures that just haven’t surfaced yet. I’d love to hear audio of him post coma when he recorded in his basement with pat and Eric after his 5 hour “intervention”.
Also this czcams.com/video/T2VKf3KBh28/video.html might be from the session with Kurt, Pat, and Eric. Unfortunately that’s all that’s surfaced. Keep in mind I said “might” the tape might be fake but I personally believe it’s real
Wow. This was really well made. It's heartbreaking to see all those pictures leading up to April '94. By April 2nd, he looked exhausted and just...done. I'll never forget that birthday as long as I live. I turned 13 April 10th 1994 and I stayed in bed crying and watching MTV all weekend. They played Nirvana videos plus their Unplugged performance over and over again that weekend. They also showed the memorial in Seattle where they played a recording of Courtney reading "the note" for the crowd of mourners. That's what probably hurt the most besides losing an artist I felt understood the fucked up shit I was going through at the time. It was seeing all those people in the crowd crying. A lot of them my age. I just wanted to hug all of them.
You can hear how hard he was straining his voice during the chorus...it makes me so sad how sick he felt during his last tour ..hey wait I’ve got a new complaint
Yeah he was ill which is why he cancelled the tour, poor guy, and then the Rome incident happened shortly after, they say after that he had changed and witnesses who saw him the last month said he looked unwell, probably stressed out of his mind, supposedly Kurt had already kicked her out of the house
That was only in this one show, the rest sound fine, but yeah, regardless, it's sad how he was pushing himself to do this. Shows how much he really cared for his friends, though. He only lasted as long as he did because he was going it for Krist so they could play the show on 27 Feb.
Moldy Pear Courtney said the note read “You don’t love me anymore. I’d rather die than have to get a divorce.” i don’t think you just “accidentally” down 60 rohypnols (however you spell it) with champagne
The problem was Krist and Dave made most of their income from touring. Kurt was taking 90% of the royalties from album sales. It was all for krist and dave to get money in their pockets.
@@TheRubberStudiosASMR I agree, but I bet a lot of money it was Courtney whispering in his ear about taking the 90%... The bottom line is though Kurt wrote the songs, the music, and was the star of the band.
Regardless of how true the percentage values are of what Kurt got, he was the name behind the band, did the writing and most of the music with the exception of some songs. Why should it be split 3 ways if that was the case? Just my 2 cents. Quoting Kurt "don't believe everything you read".
@@susietopspin It is well documented. His manager Danny Goldberg admitted it. I think Kurt could have taken 80 and krist and dave could each get 10. Just my opinion.
Great Video but yes a lot of those off stage Kurt pics are from like 93 and there is no way a pic was taken of him on April 2nd 94 he was totally AWOL at that point with only having 3- 4 days to live after that.
Sadly, there are no known pictures post ambulance so far, until some new ones surface (if they surface one day). 2:50 is from 11/10/1993 backstage in Springfield, Ma. 4:04 This is from Februrary 15th - this is Youri Lenquette the photographer of the session from that day (or night, rather)! The last time he ever saw Kurt. 4:08 This is from December 14th 1993 in Salem, Oregon. 4:15 is from september 93!
@@Heisenberg882 thanks for clarifying that, someone else suggested them but I put this video together in one night and although it contains many errors I did not want to include those pics of Francis and him because I didn't believe the date on them.. It was soaked in bleach which is probably why many people believe its from 94.
Layne would be gone 8 years later.....to the day. All of the huge Grunge era stars are gone with the exception of Eddie. Kurt, Andy, Chris, Scott, Shannon and Layne. We all love you and miss you. You will NEVER be forgotten.
This vid is so sad, with the last song he played live, it's so devastating. He looked so happy in most of the pics except for the one in the ambulance. Makes me so incredibly sad for him. Kurt just wanted to be loved, no matter how weird he was or how famous he genuinely just wanted to be loved. If I had only known him then. I would have shown him genuine love 🥺😪
On radio in april 2011, Krist was interviewed by an australian station, i tuned in by chance. He was asked was Kurt on drugs that in utero final tour? "No. He did not. I mean, Ive never even seen Heroin in my life, and i spent a lot of it with Kurt yknow, He drank water, lots of water, and looked after himself on that tour. He was not showing any signs of anything going on and as far as we knew, he was as sober as the rest of us, we just had so much fun on In Utero tour and hang out the whole time. Kurt was funny and a lot of fun to be around'. Funny how you can come across stuff like this? straight from the horses mouth. Anyone happen to record it? i was in my car so listened real time no recording. It was Triple J. At end of interview they said ok krist we gotta go thanks for the chat...and krist goes oh wait wait wait, i just wanted to say, I really really miss him...he was such a great person i just wana say how sad it is that he is not here with us today'.
Absolutely. I can't stand these mislabeled pictures that proliferate on the internet! SO FAR (until something new surfaces, if it surfaces), the last picture of Kurt alive would be on stage in Munich and in the ambulance in Rome where you don't see much of him...
i listening nirvana since i had 13 years old now im 32 and always i could watch pictures like this or think about those last days of kurt , it makes me feel sadness i guess :/ time goes fly
This video makes me really sad. Regardless if he killed himself or was murdered, I feel like he was destined to burn out. Either by OD or suicide. That’s coming from an addicts perspective.
Jason Palacios He shows many signs. In his writing, his live performances, and his art. I feel like he became even more nihilistic with the fame/money/and the business side of the music industry.
@@jasonpalacios2705 Me too. Like Krist said on the Reddit AMA, he said something along the lines that kurt was very much a pacifist and would never do anything with a gun other than taking his own life.
Consommer sur de longues périodes ... avec des doses de plus en plus grandes ... l'héroïne rend fou , paranoïaque ,...!! Plus tu en prends , plus tu t'enfonces dans 1 profond mal être ... personne pour t'aider à aller mieux !! Kurt devait souffrir énormément ... il a choisi le suicide pour mettre fin à ce calvaire (je pense plus au suicide qu'à 1 meurtre) !?
The "March 24th" photo is really backstage in Salem, Oregon on December 14th ,1993. You can even see the guy to the right (Kurt's pal Thor Lindsay) in some of the live photos from that night, standing behind Kurt's amp rig wearing the same shirt..
Kurt loved the Buzzcocks, some of the pictures are with them, they said later that he seemed withdrawn in 94 and asked them about how they manage to keep it together without loosing their soul.. they felt he was under too much pressure and were expecting to meet up again when they got back from London but Cobain died before they made it back.
Just found your channel,I subbed right away..Never saw most of these pics,so thanks alot...Btw,love your name..My son Jacob Sebastian Crudele, my whole world,my sunshine,forever 18 ,passed away on October 13th, 2021...He loved Nirvana...
On the last photo you can see the pain and he can't smile anymore...he just didn't want to be a junky rock star...he was just a kid still with so much adult responsibilities...drugs really gotta hold on him...he is just like us...fighting our demons..for everyone another demon...this is how legends are born...through reincarnation of human being to legend...I feel the pain of life too...but because of people Like him..like Kurt..I keep on going untill the lights go out automatically..I'm not gonna turn the switch myself...he lives on forever...and he's always been in my soul and heart...Kris too..he was such a good friend...thanks Kurt.. Dave..Kris...for the joy and pain Nirvana gave me...and still give..every single day
That last picture he has the burn mark on his forehead from when he was filming the video for Heart Shaped Box September 93 . He put out a cigarette on his forehead when Courtney was fighting with him telling him he didn’t look good enough for the video. So that is not the correct date April 2, 94.
There was a lot of optimism for Nirvana fans in late 93 and the first couple months of 94. Nirvana had completed unplugged and in recent interviews Kurt seemed like he had a handle on his struggles. Then the od/suicide attempt happened in Rome, followed by reporting that Nirvana had decided not to headline lollapalooza. It went from optimism to absolute heartbreak in a matter of a couple months.
Still hurts to this day. And I never knew him personally. I like to think of Kurt as the kid dancing to Thurston Moore’s rap in 1991: the Year Punk Broke. He seems different from every portrayal of him. Happy.
@@Heisenberg882 according to some relatives , he did not talk to anybody in march, living reclusive in his house between drugs and cigarets. And was angry during and after the "intervention". So i don t think that their was photos after landing back to the States.
@@jebstuart4004 not entirely, Krist said that Kurt was definitely more quiet after Rome and less cheerful, but he didn't leave society, he started talking to his dad again and met his grandparents, but his drug use reached such a state that he wouldn't meet his dad out of fear that he would see him while he was high and he would often take an ungodly amount of heroin and survive
Anyone know when the black and white photos of Kurt playing with Frances are from? They look they're like March 1994 but I've seen very little info on them.
You were a happy, loving, funny as hell and inspiring musician, artist, father, brother and son. I will ALWAYS remember you, Kurt Cobain for the music and your art. I still get super fucking pissed off at all the ignorant jocks that label you so incorrectly as depressed, suicidal junky. The asshole that murdered you and the whore 'Hole' that had you so selfishly executed will one day be exposed for the coward, soulless dirty shitheads that they are. REMEMBER KURT COBAIN FOR HIS MUSIC, ART, SINCERITY AND PASSION FOR LIFE AND FRANCES. RIP. XO
“Jocks” …… oh boy… we got an emo kid here I think. Don’t go shooting up your school cause your mad at the world now. I do agree with your Courtney killed him theory though. Fuck that bitch. Dirty skank
I think we can all agree that his voice was absolutely toast by the end of the show. I wonder what part of that was just from the tour in general and what part of it was related to his smoking.
@@k.t.5405 don t know for Paris, but i was at Rennes 2 days later. Remember a long show but i was not aware that Kurt spoke not at all ! it was a bit strange with long silences between songs except some words from Novoselic. Anyway it was loud and really nice !
At 0:22 Does anyone ever notice how [Not Present] Courtney Love is with other people in photographs? It's like she is always distancing herself or doing something else besides.. being with other people.
02:49 I've seen other angles of this photo and he clearly looks like he's rehearsing or working something out with a music stand. What were they recording in February when the last session was in January with Robert Lang?
Springfield MA November 1993 They played a show at the Civic Center, guitar in the photo is playing his telecaster that he never played live, Photo by Steve Gullick (Took me all night to find information on this photo lol)
@@radtod It's literally detective work at this point, obviously it's beyond In Utero with the hair color and length. Well done my friend. The only Tele he played was Down Under on camera to speak of
How to dress like kurt cobain 1. Thrift clothes 2. Wear bandtshirts, cardigans, flanels 3. Wear multiple layer of clothing 4. Dont wash your jeans, and get them ripped and patched together. Get ripped sweaters too 5. Grow your hair out, and dont style it that much 6. Get some bright colored ugly looking sunglasses with plastic frame 7. Smoke cigarettes all the time 8. Draw on some of your clothes with sharpies 9. Bleach your hair sometimes 10. Dont sleep at night, so your face looks tierd 11. Sleep under a bridge sometimes to get your clothing and body to look dirty 12. Take drugs (optional) 13. Dont work out and dont eat that much ( you need to look skinny) 14. Listen to punk rock music
He wore the same outfit when he had short brown hair I believe is in the Nirvana Live Now video but in this photo his hair is longer and bleached.. I could be 100% wrong I know of a few mistakes or doubts in my vid, I believe there are photos of him and bean at the rehab but I'm not sure about that
KILL THE INFLUENCERS yes it is. kurt is standing next to john brennan the autograph collector and john said he met kurt once in 92 and twice in 93..... never in 94.
Sad,he looks like just going through the motions,no ambition,just done,like punching a clock,he was screaming for help,I think his fans saw it,but what can we do, intervention was so wrong,just needed a long break, dwelling on what should of been,but it's 30 years later and internet has kept us entertained but not feeling we some how failed him
Its the time El Duce said Courtney contacted him in LA, also Kurt was aware that she had been cheating on him with Billy Corgan so it looks like he found some smack while on tour in feb because he doesnt look like Kurt Cobain, he wore eyeliner before but it really highlighted his poor complexion and doped eyes.. The photo shoot the day after he is covered with make up to hide his outbreaks.. and then the next concert photo is during the solo part of the clip where he literally looks like death its so sad.. wish the band would have reached out to him because im sure they were aware of his issues with Courtney cheating on him... She just used him, was cheating on him with Billy Corgan, she wanted him dead for inheritance and in fact around feb sometime is when El Duce says that she contacted him to whack her old man. He just needed to quit music and get the divorce over with but he had already gotten a bunch of shit for cancelling Lollapalooza
@@Joey007ist She was dating Billy when she met Kurt. Then some time later she left Billy for Kurt. Then after a few years with Kurt she got back with Billy. Pumpkins and Nirvana even played at the some same concerts. courtney leaving Billy for Kurt is what started their whole rivalry during that time.
That photo and a few others are questionable but especially that one, several sites made the claim that it was but after I uploaded some in the comments said it was from an earlier date.. Feb 20 is another one that is said to be from 93.. I threw this together in a few hours so I should have done more research, but feb 20th and April 2nd are from an earlier date and there may be others that are from 94 but may be from another month or day
This was painful to watch as I went through my own hell during this period…I watched MTV constantly w my Cobain obsessed son from his cancer bed while he got weeks, then years of treatment. I remember Kurts last month clearly, his coma, his last rehab, going MIA, then finding out with the world that the electrician found him. I remember the wind leaving the room. I remember the look on my son’s face. I remember the chill in the air. Frozen in time. I can’t believe Courtney murdered him when I see these photos .. I see a man being his eaten alive by his disease..Like my sons disease did to him. RIP to them both.
Yes it it was actually Jan 3rd this was backstage after the Vancouver show. He seemed so messed up during the show he can barely stand,then in the interview with nardwuar he seemed fine.
Probably so, I wouldn't imagine Kurt recording on his birthday.. Help me, I want this project to be as accurate as possible and re do it.. What about him and bean at the rehab? Is that legit? Im down with re editing the video
@@Kinkzyy yes thank you, it's a "supposed" date of that photo, anyone know more on this? Who is he with? I wouldn't mind ending it with this and I really don't want to use any of his after death photos.
I've decided not to redo this video, some dates are questionable and there are many more that I could have included but wasn't sure of the specific dates.
Jan 22 - the first picture is from 94 because he is wearing the Buzzcocks beanie and the second picture from that date may be from 94 as well but not sure that they're both from the same day.. a fan suggested that it was likely 93 because the girl in both pictures was a friend of Kurt and had taken photos with him before.
Feb 20th is from November 10, 1993 Springfield MA
March 12 is questionable but the source I got it from said that it was the date..
March 24th he is with Thor Lindsay who claimed it was taken 10 days before his "murder" but before he could reconfirm this he passed away so we will never know, if it was on the 24th then this picture was taken at Cobain's home in Seattle..
April 2nd may not even be from 94 but the source I got it from said it was the date, the clothes are from when he played a show in I believe 93 but his hair was shorter and wasn't bleached, this date is unknown and many fans argue that it was not from 94 and I agree it was most definitely not from April 2nd, according to Guns and Roses bass player who was on the flight with Cobain Kurt had a car pick him up so if anything they would have been photographed together.
BTW Thank you all for the likes! It's amazing to see that the video is getting so many views :)
I see now after I already commented
March 12th is actually Feb 15th.
April 2nd is completely wrong, it's late 1993.
@@stumbleine. source please?
@@radtod
Hi, so my comment about Feb 15th was actually a mistake. It is more than likely Feb/March 1992, circa the Come As You Are video shoot. The photo is a Polaroid taken by Youri Lenquette who is the individual on the right of the photo. To the best of my knowledge it is entirely unlikely that Kurt and Youri would've been seen together in March 1994 as they were on opposite sides of the earth by that moment. Nirvana's last photoshoot with Youri was Feb 15th 1994 in France.
My source for March 12th which is actually early 1992 as per Youri Lenquette, two different sources, both with a photographic copyright date of 1992:
www.esquire.com/entertainment/books/a33510/nirvana-kurt-cobain-book-excerpt-i-found-my-friends/
www.lemondedelaphoto.com/Vingt-ans-apres-le-dernier,9682.html
March 24th 1994 is also incorrect as that is a photograph from mid to late 1993. It was taken in Portland, Oregon, which to the best of my knowledge Kurt Cobain was not in Portland in March 1994. Thor is closely associated with the label TK Records who put out the William Burroughs/Kurt Cobain record "The Priest They Called Him". It could very well be possible that Thor got the date incorrect.
If your "sources" are Reddit or feelnumb, I'm sorry to say your sources are incorrect.
The February 14th picture is with lead singer of the Buzzcocks , Pete Shelley
I wish we had more celebrities like him now. After he became a rich rockstar he still wore thrift store clothes. Courtney Love(his wife) said he wore one pair of shoes until they were ripped to hell and didn’t want flashy cars or anything else like that. I was born a decade after he died and still his music has had a huge impact on me. RIP Kurt Cobain.
I wish more celebrities would off themselves too. Well said
You can't imagine the impact of grunge rock in the 90s
What about the expensive house he lived in though, and all the money he spent on drugs? Is that a better way to spend your money? Are somehow drugs and expensive house morally superior to clothes and cars?
They only lived in that house from Jan-April. It might have been for privacy/security - it’s gated and surrounded by brick walls and trees. It def doesn’t seem like something he’d be into otherwise
@@alukuhito didn't he like rent out cheap hotels all the time without anyone knowing?
Fans don't only care about the music, but about the story and artists too
If you're here, Congratulations... You're a Nirvana fan
One Direction brought me here by way of Justin Bieber of course
I can't stand people who say "You can see him getting more and more depressed as time went by". In just one day, a person can go from OK to happy to sad to depressed and back. These a are pictures, what we see is how he looked like at some moment during some day.
For example, Chester Bennington's wife posted a short video cip of him playing with his family. They were laughing and he seemed happy, he didn't look like he was forcing himself to be happy, so that he wouldn't bring others down. That video was shot 36 hours before he killed himself.
What I really want to say is, if the family and close friends of a person can't see it, how can some stranger see it, just by looking at some pictures?
@Vargsnillaz A lot of people, including some news channels posted that video. It's short, it's only 40 seconds long. Just look up "Chester Bennington before death" or something like that. You can see him sitting at a table, he's with his kids and he's playing some game, I think, where they have to eat some bad tasting...no idea what it is.
Here, I found one for you:
czcams.com/video/85Y1CqAF-nw/video.html
Also Kurt had skin problems from teens, so it is not best thing to get pics taken with hard flashes and add to that he had bronchitis. So of course he is looking bad. This has nothing to do with any conspiracy shit, I have no knowledge of his moods or what he thought so, just saying.
@@TJS3 he had alo spent the wee hours of the morning on a plane i think the plane arrived Seattle 3 a.m.
@@joleneloveland2942 So jetlagged too, no wonder :D
Empathic ppl
I always get sad when I see pictures of Kurt from 1994 😢
Same here.. 😔
Me too.
This world shall know pain
he looks sad.
Specially 2nd of april 94
I love his comfy sweaters and coats
I love everything about him.
Yeah, they are comfy
You know you're right
@@user-hw6kq1fn2l WHY?????? he was no role model for anybody!!!!
@@paulthomson9709 of course he wasn't. I don't mean we should take drugs and things like that. Sometimes I like him even love him sometimes I don't. But I need his music and analyse his experience to behave properly in my life.
@@paulthomson9709 Why does someone have to be a role model for us to care about them? He never asked to be a role model. He was a flawed human being just like you and I. So many people love him to this day because he was a good person irrespective of his poor choices in his personal life and people connected with that.
If only he was alive today the world needs a band like nirvana today
you should check out my band, BLOOM, and also a super sick band from canada called Dilly Dally.
Very true but tbh I don't think Nirvana would've gone longer than 2 more albums maybe
Agreed.
Kurts my favorite musician of all time but if he was alive 2day I hope he would of retired at the latest in his mid 30's. Nothing worse than famous people hanging on well past their prime.
CassetteSkullMan the band? Those guys are great. Saw them on their first tour
2:48 His last birthday ;(
That pic is actually from 1993 as I noted in my pinned post, I really wish we had a last birthday photo and there likely are that haven't surfaced yet.. indeed Feb 20 94 was sadly his final birthday, less than two months later he would be gone :(
this video is heartbreaking
It's always sad to see how sick he truly was those last months of his life. He never should have been on tour. Having said that it's always difficult to help people that struggles with addiction as they truly have to want help so no point forcing them to go to rehab etc. Courtney found that out the hard way. Anyway his memory and his music will forever be a big part of my life and it gave me so incredible much over the last 30 years. RIP Kurt.
Heyy tomm
@@vandesarbaskara9500 hey
Courtney knew all right after drugging Kurt & staging a suicide..
If Courtney found it out the hard way, then why were there rough drafts of his alleged suicide note in her backpack?
Kurt never wanted to even go on this tour in January he was sitting in a restaurant examining the tour schedule and he wasn't happy about the schedule. During the tour pretty much in almost every city he'd visit doctors to prescribe him medicine just to help with his heroin withdrawal. At the Madrid show 2/8/94 there were teenagers doing heroin and saying yeah Kurt smack and Kurt was inconsolable about it and that's when he started suggesting to cancel the tour. When they were in Switzerland the band except Kurt went a hockey arena before the show but Kurt was depressed so he didn't go. By the time they got to Italy his voice started to give out and he'd call rosemary Carroll before the show asking if Courtney was cheating on him. In Slovenia he was miserable and the rest of the band explored Slovenia while he stayed in his hotel room upset and miserable and Krist tried to uplift him by showing him a book but that didn't work. And before the Munich show he complained about being sick before eventually getting up and saying that he was going to the train station it's not known whether Kurt was able to obtain drugs or not but before this show he called people left and right and called Carroll saying he wanted a divorce he stood backstage listening to the Melvin's set and then before walking on stage told buzz Osborne that this would be the final night of the tour and that'd he is getting a divorce and he will be breaking up the band. And then his first words right after he walked off stage was "That's it Cancel the next gig." While I hate to see you go was playing.
"The last Nirvana song played live"...something just pierced my heart as this flashed & no picture after April 2nd 1994...💔...if only this never happened 😔
not sure that the last 3 are from march/april 94......
@@jebstuart4004 Its not, that last picture is from september of 93, the other with him smoking a cig was in salem mass in 93 as well. There are no documentation of video or photo of Kurt after march/april. Go watch the final hours of kurt cobain, it tells you what people got out of him during the time he went to rehab and was a missing person.
I’m sure there’s other pictures that just haven’t surfaced yet. I’d love to hear audio of him post coma when he recorded in his basement with pat and Eric after his 5 hour “intervention”.
Pat and Kurt also did a recording without Eric too
Also this czcams.com/video/T2VKf3KBh28/video.html might be from the session with Kurt, Pat, and Eric. Unfortunately that’s all that’s surfaced.
Keep in mind I said “might” the tape might be fake but I personally believe it’s real
Listening to that would be fascinating.
@@camacaron06 do you mean Eric from Hole?
That would be the recording of 'Do Re Mi' with Pat...his last recorded song.
Wow. This was really well made. It's heartbreaking to see all those pictures leading up to April '94. By April 2nd, he looked exhausted and just...done. I'll never forget that birthday as long as I live. I turned 13 April 10th 1994 and I stayed in bed crying and watching MTV all weekend. They played Nirvana videos plus their Unplugged performance over and over again that weekend. They also showed the memorial in Seattle where they played a recording of Courtney reading "the note" for the crowd of mourners. That's what probably hurt the most besides losing an artist I felt understood the fucked up shit I was going through at the time. It was seeing all those people in the crowd crying. A lot of them my age. I just wanted to hug all of them.
I turned 13 April 10 also😮81
What a load of hogwash. Kurt was murdered.
You can hear how hard he was straining his voice during the chorus...it makes me so sad how sick he felt during his last tour ..hey wait I’ve got a new complaint
Yeah he was ill which is why he cancelled the tour, poor guy, and then the Rome incident happened shortly after, they say after that he had changed and witnesses who saw him the last month said he looked unwell, probably stressed out of his mind, supposedly Kurt had already kicked her out of the house
That was only in this one show, the rest sound fine, but yeah, regardless, it's sad how he was pushing himself to do this. Shows how much he really cared for his friends, though. He only lasted as long as he did because he was going it for Krist so they could play the show on 27 Feb.
@@radtod what’s the Rome incident?
I’m pretty sure you’re hearing Kurt and Pat Smear screaming together. That’s why sounds weird.
Moldy Pear Courtney said the note read “You don’t love me anymore. I’d rather die than have to get a divorce.” i don’t think you just “accidentally” down 60 rohypnols (however you spell it) with champagne
That last tour was cursed. They should have seen he was in no way fit to do that many shows. Same thing happened to Michael Jackson
The problem was Krist and Dave made most of their income from touring. Kurt was taking 90% of the royalties from album sales. It was all for krist and dave to get money in their pockets.
John Rotten Maybe Kurt shouldn’t have been so selfish in that regard. It wouldn’t be the same without kris and dave
@@TheRubberStudiosASMR I agree, but I bet a lot of money it was Courtney whispering in his ear about taking the 90%... The bottom line is though Kurt wrote the songs, the music, and was the star of the band.
Regardless of how true the percentage values are of what Kurt got, he was the name behind the band, did the writing and most of the music with the exception of some songs. Why should it be split 3 ways if that was the case? Just my 2 cents. Quoting Kurt "don't believe everything you read".
@@susietopspin It is well documented. His manager Danny Goldberg admitted it. I think Kurt could have taken 80 and krist and dave could each get 10. Just my opinion.
He is alive! In our hearts 💕 , souls and memories!
Certainly a song to go out on. Thanks for the memories, and so much more.
He’s the most beautiful soul, musician. Really in every way. His smile was so bright and radiating!
Great Video but yes a lot of those off stage Kurt pics are from like 93 and there is no way a pic was taken of him on April 2nd 94 he was totally AWOL at that point with only having 3- 4 days to live after that.
I really like that showed all the pictures of his life in 1994 thank you
Thank you for this video ❤😥
I'll love him forever
Sadly, there are no known pictures post ambulance so far, until some new ones surface (if they surface one day).
2:50 is from 11/10/1993 backstage in Springfield, Ma.
4:04 This is from Februrary 15th - this is Youri Lenquette the photographer of the session from that day (or night, rather)! The last time he ever saw Kurt.
4:08 This is from December 14th 1993 in Salem, Oregon.
4:15 is from september 93!
So then technically the last photo of Kurt is when he’s in the back of the ambulance
@@blazerim2682 So far.
there are lovely photos of him a few days before he died, with Frances in LA
@@pureone26 nope, those a wrong too, they are from 1993. Kurts hair is too short in that picture
@@Heisenberg882 thanks for clarifying that, someone else suggested them but I put this video together in one night and although it contains many errors I did not want to include those pics of Francis and him because I didn't believe the date on them.. It was soaked in bleach which is probably why many people believe its from 94.
Thank you! Greetings from Finland 🙋♂️🇫🇮😔
this video just out-and-out breaks my heart.. 💔 i regret ever having to click on it. 😩😔😭
Loved Kurt! Always have, always will! RIP, Bro! Love from Austria ❤️
This deserves more views
✝️R.I.P.Kurt Cobain, 5.4.1994,Seattle 🎸
Layne would be gone 8 years later.....to the day. All of the huge Grunge era stars are gone with the exception of Eddie. Kurt, Andy, Chris, Scott, Shannon and Layne. We all love you and miss you. You will NEVER be forgotten.
This vid is so sad, with the last song he played live, it's so devastating. He looked so happy in most of the pics except for the one in the ambulance. Makes me so incredibly sad for him. Kurt just wanted to be loved, no matter how weird he was or how famous he genuinely just wanted to be loved. If I had only known him then. I would have shown him genuine love 🥺😪
On radio in april 2011, Krist was interviewed by an australian station, i tuned in by chance. He was asked was Kurt on drugs that in utero final tour? "No. He did not. I mean, Ive never even seen Heroin in my life, and i spent a lot of it with Kurt yknow, He drank water, lots of water, and looked after himself on that tour. He was not showing any signs of anything going on and as far as we knew, he was as sober as the rest of us, we just had so much fun on In Utero tour and hang out the whole time. Kurt was funny and a lot of fun to be around'. Funny how you can come across stuff like this? straight from the horses mouth. Anyone happen to record it? i was in my car so listened real time no recording. It was Triple J. At end of interview they said ok krist we gotta go thanks for the chat...and krist goes oh wait wait wait, i just wanted to say, I really really miss him...he was such a great person i just wana say how sad it is that he is not here with us today'.
czcams.com/video/1yXNyhB--pQ/video.htmlsi=hKylfp_J11iVjIAM
Is this the interview you are talking about?
Such a bummer that nobody paid attention to his concerns of an intruder!!! I mean THAT is the reason he bought the shotgun to begin with!
He was a gun nut his whole life. Read come as you are
The last photo shown in this video is from Sept1993 in New York.
Thanks!
Absolutely. I can't stand these mislabeled pictures that proliferate on the internet! SO FAR (until something new surfaces, if it surfaces), the last picture of Kurt alive would be on stage in Munich and in the ambulance in Rome where you don't see much of him...
that april photo is so eerie to me. poor kurt. i wish corporates weren’t so goddamn evil. they sucked him dry
He had bigger problems , it's not the corporates that killed him.
The last two photos were taken in 1993
2:22 just the way he holds things... you can tell he had so much talent and grace in those hands.
Thanks for the video ! It was beautiful ❣
i listening nirvana since i had 13 years old now im 32 and always i could watch pictures like this or think about those last days of kurt , it makes me feel sadness i guess :/ time goes fly
Thank you for not putting the REAL last picture. This is a great video, I guess the man was just too good for us
Great video. May Kurdt rest in peace 🙏❤️🙏
This video makes me really sad. Regardless if he killed himself or was murdered, I feel like he was destined to burn out. Either by OD or suicide. That’s coming from an addicts perspective.
He shows signs of unhappiness and suicidal. Those are the reasons why I don't believe that he was murdered.
Jason Palacios He shows many signs. In his writing, his live performances, and his art. I feel like he became even more nihilistic with the fame/money/and the business side of the music industry.
@@jasonpalacios2705 Me too. Like Krist said on the Reddit AMA, he said something along the lines that kurt was very much a pacifist and would never do anything with a gun other than taking his own life.
He clearly was murdered!
Consommer sur de longues périodes ... avec des doses de plus en plus grandes ... l'héroïne rend fou , paranoïaque ,...!!
Plus tu en prends , plus tu t'enfonces dans 1 profond mal être ... personne pour t'aider à aller mieux !!
Kurt devait souffrir énormément ... il a choisi le suicide pour mettre fin à ce calvaire (je pense plus au suicide qu'à 1 meurtre) !?
The "March 24th" photo is really backstage in Salem, Oregon on December 14th ,1993. You can even see the guy to the right (Kurt's pal Thor Lindsay) in some of the live photos from that night, standing behind Kurt's amp rig wearing the same shirt..
Kurt sure liked that knit hat. He wore it for 2 months straight.
Kurt loved the Buzzcocks, some of the pictures are with them, they said later that he seemed withdrawn in 94 and asked them about how they manage to keep it together without loosing their soul.. they felt he was under too much pressure and were expecting to meet up again when they got back from London but Cobain died before they made it back.
Missed and Loved Forever !!! I Wish I Could take Kurt Cobain's Pain away !!! Lock it in a Box !! Never to be felt or delt with again !!! 😥❤🌹
The end made me so sad the last note to heart shaped box at their last show 😢
Kurt ain't dead, he simply transcended all living beings and reached Nirvana.
1:15 my fav photo
thank you for this ik this probably took a while
my pleasure, I actually put this together in one night :)
@@radtod wow that’s impressive
Just found your channel,I subbed right away..Never saw most of these pics,so thanks alot...Btw,love your name..My son Jacob Sebastian Crudele, my whole world,my sunshine,forever 18 ,passed away on October 13th, 2021...He loved Nirvana...
I'm pretty sure the last two photos were taken earlier, the last confirmed photo was on March 1st at their last show
1:46
Kurt is Noticeably Stoned
So glad you didn't put the greenhouse picture in the video
the last line was a great touch.
There's a real sadness in his eyes.
...this sweet man needed a severe break from all that corporate push
*he just wanted to go home and be a person...with 'his life' 🌼
God rest his soul
@Cerulean Skies ...yes...ya definitely gotta be able to gauge when to pull back the insanity 🌼
Rest easily until we see you on the other side ❤️🙏
Amazing songwriter ✨
damn this is insane I'm watch the last pictures from a killed man
Kurt Cobain forever 😇
Poor Kurt. Hope he found peace :(
On the last photo you can see the pain and he can't smile anymore...he just didn't want to be a junky rock star...he was just a kid still with so much adult responsibilities...drugs really gotta hold on him...he is just like us...fighting our demons..for everyone another demon...this is how legends are born...through reincarnation of human being to legend...I feel the pain of life too...but because of people Like him..like Kurt..I keep on going untill the lights go out automatically..I'm not gonna turn the switch myself...he lives on forever...and he's always been in my soul and heart...Kris too..he was such a good friend...thanks Kurt.. Dave..Kris...for the joy and pain Nirvana gave me...and still give..every single day
When you end every sentence with ellipses it makes your words come across very poorly.
nirvana fan here
3:14 when he is so happy with Fanta :-)
That last picture he has the burn mark on his forehead from when he was filming the video for Heart Shaped Box September 93 . He put out a cigarette on his forehead when Courtney was fighting with him telling him he didn’t look good enough for the video.
So that is not the correct date April 2, 94.
The lastest Cobain's photos actually is of him in a ambulance after a OD in Italy
There was a lot of optimism for Nirvana fans in late 93 and the first couple months of 94. Nirvana had completed unplugged and in recent interviews Kurt seemed like he had a handle on his struggles. Then the od/suicide attempt happened in Rome, followed by reporting that Nirvana had decided not to headline lollapalooza. It went from optimism to absolute heartbreak in a matter of a couple months.
Still hurts to this day. And I never knew him personally. I like to think of Kurt as the kid dancing to Thurston Moore’s rap in 1991: the Year Punk Broke. He seems different from every portrayal of him. Happy.
During April, you start to see the pain in his eyes..
The last two photos were taken in 1993
@@Heisenberg882 oh ok
@@Heisenberg882 according to some relatives , he did not talk to anybody in march, living reclusive in his house between drugs and cigarets. And was angry during and after the "intervention". So i don t think that their was photos after landing back to the States.
@@jebstuart4004 not entirely, Krist said that Kurt was definitely more quiet after Rome and less cheerful, but he didn't leave society, he started talking to his dad again and met his grandparents, but his drug use reached such a state that he wouldn't meet his dad out of fear that he would see him while he was high and he would often take an ungodly amount of heroin and survive
Anyone know when the black and white photos of Kurt playing with Frances are from? They look they're like March 1994 but I've seen very little info on them.
It’s when frances’s babysitter visited kurt in rehabilitative center in LA , i think it was 2nd April 1994
Watching pictures from March 1994 really hurt me
My hero
You were a happy, loving, funny as hell and inspiring musician, artist, father, brother and son. I will ALWAYS remember you, Kurt Cobain for the music and your art. I still get super fucking pissed off at all the ignorant jocks that label you so incorrectly as depressed, suicidal junky. The asshole that murdered you and the whore 'Hole' that had you so selfishly executed will one day be exposed for the coward, soulless dirty shitheads that they are. REMEMBER KURT COBAIN FOR HIS MUSIC, ART, SINCERITY AND PASSION FOR LIFE AND FRANCES. RIP. XO
“Jocks” …… oh boy… we got an emo kid here I think. Don’t go shooting up your school cause your mad at the world now. I do agree with your Courtney killed him theory though. Fuck that bitch. Dirty skank
Once the photo from April 2nd was shown, I cried.
It's crazy that he seemed perfectly fine only 3 days before he died. It's so tragic.
The last 3 photos are inaccurate, the last photo of him is the ambulance in rome unfortunately
I think we can all agree that his voice was absolutely toast by the end of the show. I wonder what part of that was just from the tour in general and what part of it was related to his smoking.
he had bronchitis and laryngitis during the show
He was just recovered from bronchitis & larn
I was there in Paris zenith February 1994... 🤟💀🥀🏴☠️
how was the show?
@@k.t.5405 don t know for Paris, but i was at Rennes 2 days later. Remember a long show but i was not aware that Kurt spoke not at all ! it was a bit strange with long silences between songs except some words from Novoselic. Anyway it was loud and really nice !
@@jebstuart4004 amazing Jeb! Remember any stand-out songs?
This is trippy…he looks like a completely different person (multiple times) in February
Nice
Faz muita falta 😔
He was the best artist of all time
No.
@@alukuhito yes.
@@AlbertoBalsalm I said "no".
@@alukuhito I said “yes”.
@@AlbertoBalsalm He will be forgotten.
the last photo is a very sick look
I love Nirvana
those last three pictures were taken in 1993
At 0:22 Does anyone ever notice how [Not Present] Courtney Love is with other people in photographs? It's like she is always distancing herself or doing something else besides.. being with other people.
You’re way too parasocial
02:49 I've seen other angles of this photo and he clearly looks like he's rehearsing or working something out with a music stand. What were they recording in February when the last session was in January with Robert Lang?
Springfield MA November 1993
They played a show at the Civic Center, guitar in the photo is playing his telecaster that he never played live,
Photo by Steve Gullick
(Took me all night to find information on this photo lol)
@@radtod It's literally detective work at this point, obviously it's beyond In Utero with the hair color and length. Well done my friend. The only Tele he played was Down Under on camera to speak of
@@radtod Excellent, thank you well done my friend.
March 24th, he's with my friend Thor in Portland.
How to dress like kurt cobain
1. Thrift clothes
2. Wear bandtshirts, cardigans, flanels
3. Wear multiple layer of clothing
4. Dont wash your jeans, and get them ripped and patched together. Get ripped sweaters too
5. Grow your hair out, and dont style it that much
6. Get some bright colored ugly looking sunglasses with plastic frame
7. Smoke cigarettes all the time
8. Draw on some of your clothes with sharpies
9. Bleach your hair sometimes
10. Dont sleep at night, so your face looks tierd
11. Sleep under a bridge sometimes to get your clothing and body to look dirty
12. Take drugs (optional)
13. Dont work out and dont eat that much ( you need to look skinny)
14. Listen to punk rock music
tuck your t -shirts into your trousers
He looks different in the last photo
He wore the same outfit when he had short brown hair I believe is in the Nirvana Live Now video but in this photo his hair is longer and bleached.. I could be 100% wrong I know of a few mistakes or doubts in my vid, I believe there are photos of him and bean at the rehab but I'm not sure about that
Drew Hoffmann last photo is from 93
@@ashtonmarks4791, no it's not.
yeah he looks ultra high
KILL THE INFLUENCERS yes it is. kurt is standing next to john brennan the autograph collector and john said he met kurt once in 92 and twice in 93..... never in 94.
Love him.
My biggest love💔
For the longest time I sang it this way "Hey Wait.. My name is Kurt Cobian, forever in debt to your priceless advice!"
You can tell that he was very unhappy especially with the gun part putting in his head. Those are signs of a person being suicidal.
putting gun to head is sign of suicidal thoughts shocker
@@chilledtorsion Not from that from the expression on his face.
Sad,he looks like just going through the motions,no ambition,just done,like punching a clock,he was screaming for help,I think his fans saw it,but what can we do, intervention was so wrong,just needed a long break, dwelling on what should of been,but it's 30 years later and internet has kept us entertained but not feeling we some how failed him
What a shame you could see in the later videos and pictures how his jaw and face started to sink in 💔
Man, those mid February photos... especially the one from February 16th. Something was definitely wrong.
Its the time El Duce said Courtney contacted him in LA, also Kurt was aware that she had been cheating on him with Billy Corgan so it looks like he found some smack while on tour in feb because he doesnt look like Kurt Cobain, he wore eyeliner before but it really highlighted his poor complexion and doped eyes.. The photo shoot the day after he is covered with make up to hide his outbreaks.. and then the next concert photo is during the solo part of the clip where he literally looks like death its so sad.. wish the band would have reached out to him because im sure they were aware of his issues with Courtney cheating on him... She just used him, was cheating on him with Billy Corgan, she wanted him dead for inheritance and in fact around feb sometime is when El Duce says that she contacted him to whack her old man.
He just needed to quit music and get the divorce over with but he had already gotten a bunch of shit for cancelling Lollapalooza
Drew Hoffmann I never knew about the Billy Corgan thing. Damn.
@@Joey007ist She was dating Billy when she met Kurt. Then some time later she left Billy for Kurt. Then after a few years with Kurt she got back with Billy.
Pumpkins and Nirvana even played at the some same concerts. courtney leaving Billy for Kurt is what started their whole rivalry during that time.
Holy moly, do you have any direct confirmation or proof that april second pic is actually from april second? My oh my
That photo and a few others are questionable but especially that one, several sites made the claim that it was but after I uploaded some in the comments said it was from an earlier date..
Feb 20 is another one that is said to be from 93..
I threw this together in a few hours so I should have done more research, but feb 20th and April 2nd are from an earlier date and there may be others that are from 94 but may be from another month or day
That picture was from when they were still touring because that dude took a picture with grohl too
Drew Hoffmann You dont know anybody connected to kurt personally then, i assume?
This was painful to watch as I went through my own hell during this period…I watched MTV constantly w my Cobain obsessed son from his cancer bed while he got weeks, then years of treatment. I remember Kurts last month clearly, his coma, his last rehab, going MIA, then finding out with the world that the electrician found him. I remember the wind leaving the room. I remember the look on my son’s face. I remember the chill in the air. Frozen in time.
I can’t believe Courtney murdered him when I see these photos .. I see a man being his eaten alive by his disease..Like my sons disease did to him. RIP to them both.
Very bueatiful very thoughtful. Rip ❤️
The first day is from the Narduar interview
Doot doodle doo doo!
Yes it it was actually Jan 3rd this was backstage after the Vancouver show. He seemed so messed up during the show he can barely stand,then in the interview with nardwuar he seemed fine.
@@wesbeach69 the dope wore off
Nardwuar is a Canadian living national treasure.
feb 20 1994 pic is actually from 11/09/93
Probably so, I wouldn't imagine Kurt recording on his birthday.. Help me, I want this project to be as accurate as possible and re do it.. What about him and bean at the rehab? Is that legit?
Im down with re editing the video
Drew Hoffmann there are zero pictures of kurt with frances in rehab. the last picture u put is from around september-october 1993.
do ya rekon the march 24 photo is legit?
If you think you could help me with the timeline please email me drewhoffmann84@gmail.com
Thank you
@@Kinkzyy yes thank you, it's a "supposed" date of that photo, anyone know more on this? Who is he with?
I wouldn't mind ending it with this and I really don't want to use any of his after death photos.
4:12 idk why but the music with the final photo is super disturbing for me. Just gives me horrifying chills.
That was hard to watch 😢