Aphex Twin - QKThr (Slowed - 23 minutes loop)
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- čas přidán 13. 07. 2022
- Original by, and credits to, Aphex Twin: • QKThr
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I appreciate Aphex Twin doing amazing existential music, always in awe by this song.
***About finding ads on this video***: Every so often, entities (which are not Aphex Twin or the person who edited this version of the song) will unfoundedly claim rights on this video by putting ads. I will always file a dispute against them for trying to profit from it, regaining the right and ability to listen this song 23 minutes uninterrupted. - Hudba
My brother got into a car accident recently on August 6th 2023. It was me, him, and our father. We were celebrating his 16th birthday by going out to aa bar for his first time. Before we even got there a drunk truck driver was going 150 mph on a 100 mph highway. The truck hit us and only two lived. Me and my father. My brother sadly died during the accident. When his mother found out she bursted into tears and cried for hours and hours. I know that I didn't give much description of what happened but me and my father has been going through a lot and it has taken a lot of courage to speak up about what happened due to people making fun of my situation. Thank you for people who actually cared to read this. Thank you and have a great night/day to whoever reads this.
Life can be so cruel...
Why would someone make something funny here?
Be strong my brother
The world can be cruel.. and I feel you. My 6 year old brother got into a accident with my father. They sadly died during the crash. Hope you get through such a traumatizing experience 🙏
You too buddy stay strong brother God gives toughest challenges to his strongest soldiers
this song sounds like travelling to past but there is no one else there, just you looking at your childhood room. This song is like being 80 years old, all alone in your house, sitting on your armchair besides the window, watching your room darken as the evening sky fades into darkness. This song is like having your last thoughts as you float into the vast abyss of space, many days after being detached from your ship. This song is like watching the ice in your glass melt as you wait for her to come to the restaurant, just like she used to.
Adding thanos snap just ruined ur comment
@@flowen6037 they deleted it lmao
@@user-kr4fz4fr8jnow it sounds like the reply ruined it so delete that too 😂😂
The last one hits the hardest if you think about it. But luckily, I’m young so i still get to look forward to experiencing that (waiting for someone to come to the restaurant.)
to everybody watching this video, please take care of yourself. you are incredible and you matter. i’m so proud of you for still being here.
ty❤
Im tired bro, nobody cares about me, why should I? I got everything I wanted, cool smartphone, powerful PC that I builded after 3 years, 3 guitars.
But everything I feel is emptiness, I feel like laying on the bottom of deep pit. Everybody walks near it, somebody looking in sometimes and then just leaves.
Now... Christmas, and I've got nobody I could hang out with. I've got nothing to do at these holidays, gonna try to write some music, feels like I can do this.
@@michaeltarasov4426how u been brother, any change?
One of my closest friends passed away from cancer recently at 26. I was the Best Man at his wedding, and I was one of the Pallbearers at his funeral. He experienced more pain than I will ever know, and yet, in the midst of that, he never lost hope. During his treatment, he would always encourage those around him, and stay positive even when shit got tough.
To anyone struggling with mental health, even if the world is falling in around you, don't lose hope, you are not alone, and if you feel powerless, understand that you have more strength in yourself than you realize. Please stay with us, and fight on. Godspeed.
I’m sorry for you and your friend I’m feeling with depression again at a young age and this text got me pretty positive so thank you
@@scaredfn_- It's not easy dealing with loss, but I'm glad sharing this helped you. Take care friend
@mattmeaney7135 I am so depressed and just want to end it all. Please be my friend somehow and connect with me...I'm crying now after how moving your comment was.
This song is so calm and melancholic, every time I hear it I feel nostalgia for moments I didn't live and places I've never been
Boards of Canada
It’s the wood noises for me that makes me imagine myself sitting next to a windmill floating above the clouds slowly
I don’t know why but I always imagine me being in a classroom alone with old pianos that are no longer in use, it being 6-7 pm in the afternoon noon and the only light sources are the yellowing bulbs that are hanging above me.
Yeaah
I’ll always remember you, even if you were a temporary part of life, you made me feel like I mattered
thanks man :D
Damn hits hard hope youre doin well tho
Fellas, I think he's saying that to his close friend/family/lover, he probably wanted to express his love somehow, but I love y'all tho, God bless you all.
I wish some one tolt me that irl
"If you went back in time and fixed all your mistakes, you would erase yourself"
Right
"i wouldnt be a burden for them if i was gone" type shit 💀
I’m not a huge fan of hugs, but once a girl asked me for one, and I gave it to her, weeks later I asked her for a hug cuz idk but when I let her go my world change, she grabbed me again like no one else, now I cannot think of a most beautiful thing that had ever happened to me, I don’t see her more than as a friend, but my heart really wants to be in her arms till my last day
Sometimes a hug is all you need
bro
describe the curves of that bitch
None
its not your fault
Stewie it’s not your fault man
No, no, no, no...😭
@@m0x288don’t do this to me man…not you man
@@solar_cpg8833 screw you cut it out man
fortnite refrence
A flower does not compare and compete with its neighbouring flowers. it simply blooms. Have a blessed day and night everyone.
bro it's a plant
this quote goes hard 🥶🔥
Dang I’ve never heard of a quote like this one, thanks for that man.
@@nehalarafa8260the point still stands
@@justaperson4540 i say that because flowers are essentially blind and deaf so it does stand for me
here’s a quote…
“You say you wanna disappear but in reality, you just want to be found”
Thank you.
Real.
Yeah.
I'm at a point in my life where everything is improving, yet I find my mind regressing to the screaming and fighting of the past. I just want to curl up into a ball and sleep, but I know I must press onward.
Let it go, leave its demons to its demons.
Hi , I feel like you.
I don't wish anyone to feel this way
Well...
@@komiksowy8485 welll
@@heckinbeanedon5084 well
I'm glad that at least it's with you
The suffering we go through is subjective to your understanding of it. I see it as a blessing, or a gift, something like that. It can strengthen us, harden us, and prepare us for our future battles that'll likely be harder. I've gone through a lot of sh1t, but without having gone through all of it, I'd be so weak right now, and I doubt I'd last too long.
I get lost in my memories every time I hear this piece of art.
Sc ? 👉👈
Third Stage of Dementia... Aware emote
Man… i just can’t take it anymore, i cant even cry anymore i just want to fucking cry
I feel you James Sunderland.
I finally let myself cry some for the first time in like 10 months a few days ago, I had told myself to never cry again ever, but I was at peace with letting go in the moment
I've been here from 9am to 4pm and I'm still listening
You’re not the only one here
i can stare at my ceiling for 10 days straight with this song playing and I wouldn't even get bored for a second.
you would die in 3 days because you decided to stare at a ceiling listening to this without eating or drinking anything
@@nehalarafa8260 because i would be laying down, my body would probably go resting mode and i think i would last at least 5 days
@@arheme5056 there's reasons that I don't know of showing that you shouldn't even lay down for a day because of back issues and no you would last 4 days before dying from dehydration and starvation and also the amount of disappointment your family will feel all because you choose to stay in your room listening to this song and the same logic for your friends aswell (that is if you hsve any)
bro woke up and chose violence.
@@user-kr4fz4fr8j no I just decided to be like Ben Shapiro and pretend to not understand that it's an exaggeration
This song feels like a rainy day. A masterpiece so beautiful, but sad that it regularly brings me to tears.
you’re going to be okay, friend
Cap
100 reasons to stay alive:
1. to make your parents proud
2. to conquer your fears
3. to see your family again
4. to see your favourite artist live
5. to listen to music again
6. to experience a new culture
7. to make new friends
8. to inspire
9. to have your own children
10. to adopt your own pet
11. to make yourself proud
12. to meet your idols
13. to laugh until you cry
14. to feel tears of happiness
15. to eat your favourite food
16. to see your siblings grow
17. to pass school
18. to get tattoo
19. to smile until your cheeks hurt
20. to meet your internet friends
21. to find someone who loves you like you deserve
22. to eat ice cream on a hot day
23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day
24. to see untouched snow in the morning
25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire
26. to see stars light up the sky
27. to read a book that changes your life
28. to see the flowers in the spring
29. to see the leaves change from green to brown
30. to travel abroad
31. to learn a new language
32. to learn to draw
33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them
34. Puppy kisses.
35. Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek).
36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them.
37. Trampolines.
38. Ice cream.
39. Stargazing.
40. Cloud watching.
41. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets.
42. Receiving thoughtful gifts.
43. “I saw this and thought of you."
44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, “I love you."
45. The relief you feel after crying.
46. Sunshine.
47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention.
48. Your future wedding.
49. Your favorite candy bar.
50. New clothes.
51. Witty puns.
52. Really good bread.
53. Holding your child in your arms for the first time.
54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.)
55. The kind of dreams where you wake up and can’t stop smiling.
56. The smell before and after it rains
57. The sound of rain against a rooftop.
58. The feeling you get when you’re dancing.
59. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them.
60. Trying out new recipes.
61. The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio.
62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage.
63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable.
64.Breakfast in bed.
65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theater.
66. Breakfast for dinner (because it’s so much better at night than in the morning).
67. Pray (if you are religious)
68. Forgiveness.
69. Water balloon fights.
70. New books by your favorite authors.
71. Fireflies.
72. Birthdays.
73. Realizing that someone loves you.
74. Spending the day with someone you adore
75. Finding a happy place.
76. Meeting internet friends irl.
77. Laughing so hard that you cry.
78. Your pet would miss you. Don’t abandon them.
79. Rewatching your favourite childhood movies.
80. Warm showers.
81. Reading a life-changing book.
82. Getting lost in a library.
83. Inspiring someone.
84. Happy, cozy holidays.
85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed.
86. Someone’s skin against yours.
87. Holding hands.
88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other person’s, and you feel like the only two people in the world.
89. Singing off key with your best friends.
90. Road trips.
91. Spontaneous adventures.
92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes.
93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees.
94. Thunderstorms.
95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland.
96. The taste of your favorite food.
97. The child-like feeling you get on Christmas morning.
98. The day when everything finally goes your way.
99. Compliments and praise.
100. to look on this moment in 10 years time and realise you did it.
- from a stranger :)
This comment deserves love❤️
Thank you.
I know why I must live.
-Mark.
tldr will still coperope
@@Cockmonging 😭
Thank you, truly.
You're either feeling existential dread or complete apathetic emptiness with this one chief
Empt
No I’m just listening to music calm down.
what about empathetic sadness
there are some kind of songs/music that just unlock a certain kind of feeling. A feeling you try to describe but it‘s stuck in your throat. A feeling that would like to explode in to tears but you constrain yourself really hard. Sounds have such power over your mind, they let you remember times, love, they make you happy or sad. We indeed underestimate the power of such daily things like listening to your favorite song. Take a break with this masterpiece, don‘t think about better or worse days. Just embrace it and be one with it. I know this sounds corny but this is what I feel when i discover this kind of powerfull music.
Thank you if you read until now, love you all ❤
Couldn’t have said it better myself. I’ve been working on one of my biggest personal writing projects on/off for a couple years now but listening to this immediately made me go back and get a ton more progress done on it after not having worked on it for almost a year…all my best writing pieces come *immediately* after hearing an incredible new song like this or seeing one-of-a-kind photo quote of some sort. Imaginative.
God has given us the most precious gift ever, please don’t just throw it out the window. You are all special in your own way, I guarantee you are.
Keep fighting soldiers!
"nooooo don't do it! you have so much debt to live for!"
@@CockmongingWell get through this together!
May Allah bless you
thats fucked up fr@@Cockmonging
me (god's toughest soldier) fighting his biggest battle (my tummy hurts)
"True friends are never apart, maybe in distance but never in heart"
Such beautiful quote that I'll never forget
Some say when you're nearing your end that your mind gives off the most out of body intense trip -- all cylinders are firing one last time at maximum.
This song feels like the last drops of consciousness we posses finally leaving us.
Then who knows…..
Oblivion.
My boyfriend of five years took his life this past January. This song feels like how my days go by; there's music and liveliness but I feel trapped in some other world, like I'm not really here. Fighting pretty hard to hold on but these days are dark.
Hey, i don't really speak english very well, but if i can help you with anything, talking, etc...
I'm here if you want to, i don't have anything to do these times :)
do what he did you lost everything
@@nehalarafa8260 shut up
@@nehalarafa8260 wtf😂
Im so sorry for you.. Everything will be good.😢❤
Imma vent
I lost my friends
My mandem
My brothers
A long time ago
And ive been lonely
Very
Very lonely
Cripplingly so
But
Ive turned 16 today
And i hanged out with an old friend
And tor the first time
In a long time
I was content
I dont care what happens tomorrow
Or the day after
Im just glad they still appreciate me
Thanks for readin you man
Have a good one
Vent... just what we cant do freely without people thinking that we want attention.
Vent some more bro 🫂
I am proud of you little one, you're doing great.
Stop trying to control everything and just LET GO
Nah😊
Thank you for that motivation bruh I really needed that fr😔
"The meaning of life is that it stops."
-Franz Kafka
He was a strange fellow who kept to his words to himself.
Things aren't what they used to be. Hobbies I used to love are just there by the corner. Motivation has ceased to exist, the only thing worth doing is staring at the ceiling, watching the ceiling fan turn. If only I could feel again.
Your numbness to the world will heal only if you want it to. I hope you find what you are looking for
nothing changes if nothing changes there will be light coming into your life soon. Its okay to stay down but no one wants that forever the only way to go is up right now u may feel too tired to even try but you need to embrace change you find urself by loosing urself first u can always pick up on these hobbies go at ur own pace if u have too theres so much more out there that u can do u may never know unless u try. things might not be the same now but sometimes showing how much u love someone/something is by letting go.
Folks, life gets better, I promess. Don't surrender pls
We suffer more in imagination then in reality.
Most people will never hear this.
You made me proud good job sport.
Most people have in fact heard it now that it's a tiktok meme song
@@sciencoking fuck tiktok
Wife and I separated a few days back. I don't get to see my son as often.
I don't say this as a vent. But to let others know. Things can get better. But only if you hold on, I am holding on. It only gets better if we work on it.
I don't know what happened in your life that caused you sufferring.
But maybe, at some point, we share sufferring together.
sorry to hear that man, things will get better eventually
I am tired of people and society, honestly I am closing myself off more and more and I see my loneliness as a blessing.
I saw your reply to my comment brother, you want to talk about it? And you're a Berserk fan I see..... Heh, I see you, I watched Vinland Saga and here I am..... 😊
Hello brother, I really like Berserk and I'm also a fan of Vinland Saga, these animes have helped me a lot in my personal growth. Whenever you want, we can talk. Hugs.@@AbsurdistRetard
@@exequielbelbey649 awwww, thanks man! Do you have discord or an Instagram or something? We can chat normally!
Wish I could close myself off more but I'm forced to interact with people on the daily and that just eats me up from the inside, I can barely ever be alone.
I agree with you brother, unfortunately sometimes there is no other option than to socialize even if we don't like it.
@@mescalormavideos7767
''I can't exactly describe how I feel. But it's not quite right. And it leaves me in the cold.''
where does this quote come from?
@@warholwasright5639 F. Scott Fitzgerald.
@@Professorplutoo thanks
I love turning on songs like this and just zoning out for a while. Just thinking about being a kid again. I'm happy I got to live long enough to experience life and it's worth
This sounds like the feeling I get after abruptly waking up from a dream about an altered, fantastical version of the life I already live, and being left with a sort of empty feeling afterwards, because now I know it was all just a dream
I feel you.
Hey you! Don't hate yourself for things you did, without them, you wouldn't know what you know, and act like you do now. Basically, you wouldn't be you. Life is gonna be tough, look at the happier side of things, sure the bad things can't be ignored, but you also can't ignore the happier things as well!
I hope what I said brings some sort of comfort or something good :)
And so it did
Thank you 🗣🗣🗣
Dude, i dont even know you, for me, and probably millions of people, your just a random guy in this internet thing, but you still.. make me feel better, thx dude
@@jorvilper2137 Your welcome.
@@bere4fucin Your welcome, dude.
🥲
"It is what it is"
Underrated phrase.
why is this song makes me feel sooo powerless, like its the end but calm and more calm.
I'd probably say something like how lonely I am or how I've lost purpose in life but I dont wanna bother anyone so hope y'all enjoy this masterpice as much as I do.
real.
You pretty much did say those things
People always find ways to call you weak when you open up, its better to carry those feelings and have empathy for those who most likely feel the same, cause there's a lot of us out there like that. All we can do is try to do our best to lift each others spirits, that's all we can do to better the endless plight of suffering in this world.
This song feels like walking home from your last ever day at school
this song sounds like observing someone from the back of the class, wondering what their thinking and what their past was like. it sounds like staring at the ceiling when you cant sleep. it sounds like realizing this moment will be a memory. it sounds like melting snow after a long winter. it sounds like rings stained on the counter by spilled coffee.
This song feels less like losing someone. But more as if they were never there
i listen to it when im sad because it makes me cry,and after crying i feel better
@@kapisolec Damn im sorry bro
ince I've been aware my life has sounded like this song, sincerely since I hope things get better, I've only reached a brutal level of acceptance.
Listening this at 04:36 Am hits hard
This slowed down version of the song feels like being put to rest
I am someone who is very shy and that is why I have not had any friends in many years. But this 2024 I finally managed to make a friend on Twitter who I appreciate a lot. He is someone I knew since 2022 but we have become closer since his best friends left him. He once told me that I was his comforting friend and I was very happy about that. But since he has a new job we don't talk as much as before. I can understand that he doesn't have as much time available for me anymore, but when I see him talking to his other Twitter friends I can't help but get sad, because I feel like we're not as close as before. He is a great person, a few days ago he told me that he didn't forget about me, but even so I can't help but feel alone. I feel envious and jealous of the close relationship he has with his other friends at the moment. I feel like I'm not as important to him as I thought. The night before I cried thinking about all this. Right now I want to get away from my only friend, because thinking about eventually losing his friendship is hurting me a lot. It hurts me a lot. The truth is I don't know what to do.
Even though this doesn't concern me, I feel the sadness in your heart. I have this great friend of mine I met at school, we are friends for about 4 months now. They're very nice and calm, I feel safe and comfortable around them, we have this spot where we always hang out at recess and talk about things we enjoy. But after we got off easter break, they started getting a little distant, I didn't pay it any mind as I thought they just needed space. Last month, they cut all contact with me and ignored me at school. I was very confused as to why they did all that and I started thinking to myself and blaming myself for it, every night I went to bed, I cried myself to sleep thinking I was the problem. Life was very depressing and it even got worse, the situation started messing with my mental health. I started ghosting friends and isolating myself from everyone. A couple of weeks go by, and I see a text from them apologizing for how they treated me and such. We ended up meeting face-to-face and talking about everything that happened, I forgave them, and we started hanging out again. Later down in May, I found out that they started talking to someone I told them about who emotionally drained me and manipulated me. I was a bit jealous and angry that they did that after I told them what the person did to me. I confronted them about it and they said that the person has changed and I need to stop over-react. Recently, we started texting and I realized that every time I'm trying to start a conversation, it's always me texting first, it was like.........a side-friendship to me, they always give me dry responses whenever they reply. I eventually put 2 and 2 together and saw that they wanted nothing to do with me, so I stopped messaging them. I was very upset and hurt but I can't force someone to stick around. We eventually stopped talking but every time we see each other in the hallways, we make eye contact. I must say, I enjoyed the couple of months they spent with me and ensured that I was ok every day, I miss them but I can't do anything to bring them back.
Sorry about ur friend budy
We can be friends if u want?
@@TaharXphonksloloh wow, thanks but unfortunately I don't speak English. Everything I wrote above was made possible by Google translator, since I only speak Spanish.
This song sounds like finishing a really good game/book, but now you have nothing else to do
war destroyed my home, killed my family. Every day I get up and do something, work, pretend that everything is normal. In the evening, I sit by the window and smoke a cigarette and watch the sunset burn out. Dudes, it's not okay. It's not fucking normal. I don't even have the energy to feel or suffer.
You're not alone. War destroyed my father's home, killed some of his family.
His whole family scattered, it's all shit, he suffered, and I suffer for it too. My mum is mentally ill, it's been 2 years since I looked her in the eye, but I can't leave, I just don't have the means.
We all have demons hanging over our heads. And you're right, it's not fucking normal. What can you do though, except wake up and repeat and pretend it's all dandy.
I just can’t do it anymore. I’m hitting rock bottom and i can’t seem to find joy and peace anymore. My parents are fighting everyday and I can hear them from my room. I can’t find peace anywhere and just cry. I don’t have the friends to vent about how I feel or listen at all. I never ever felt so down and lonely. I just can’t do this anymore…
Don't give up you got this
Hey man, from someone who grew up the same way, your parents' problems aren't your own. You have to live for you. It's a long process to figure out what that is and what that means, and find your true self, because through adolescence you're inherently influenced by many things around you (school, friends, home environment, etc). But try to step out of the constructs you find yourself in.
I see the tyler durden profile picture. One of the best things out of that movie, in my opinion, is where he says, "it's only until you've lost everything that you're free to do anything". Attachment to things creates suffering. Loss can make room for some of the biggest transformations in life. Try to find interests and things you enjoy, become good at that and you create confidence within yourself, and once you have that you start attracting people. It's all about perspective. You are the master of your own fate. And when you feel like you're losing hope, have faith. Best of luck brother.
It will always get better. Look on the bright side, if you become successful in school and in life that type of stuff won’t even matter down the road. it always gets better
@@sevenbridges24 I read this every night before i go to sleep. You have no idea how much power and faith your Words give to me. Thanks so much brother
@@dm_0784 Good to hear man, glad my words resonated with you. Just never give up on yourself. Life is a crazy, beautiful thing… you just have to look hard enough. Hope to get another comment from you a year from now.
“You change your thoughts and you change your world”
When the random chest pain doesn't go away.
Come on kid, this is your dream. Don't let dreams be dreams.
Real.
The lonelier you are, the lonelier it gets...
Mentally-ill people (due to various situations) isolate themselves from others, and have fewer people talking to them. So they end up loneliner. It's a vicious circle.
Yes...
I really miss my old neighbor. she was a really nice lady.
This kinda reminds me of her piano for some reason
You are making progress soldier!
*"Remembering you're childhood and knowing you will nevermore get to enjoy these moments ever again."*
I need a hug
If I could I would give you a hug
I can give you a real hug, but I can give you a virtual one.. *hug 🫂* you're gonna be all okay. 🫶
It will be ok don’t cry
This sounds like the childhood i never got to fully experience. It's such a lonely and unknown feeling yet so nostalgic and familiar. I wish things could've been different, I wish I was different...
Or time been lost these last years
for those that are sad and listening to this, im not gonna blame you, but at the end of the day none of this will matter in 100 years. Listen to this advice and you'll feel 10x better. Do 30 push ups, take an ice cold shower and then take 5 deep breaths sitting down. Trust me.
This is what music sound like in dreams.
Actually tho
life is precious, you ARE meant to go through the difficult parts so that you gain wisdom and realize just how resilient you are. you complicate things in your head, just accept what is and do what is required of you. over time things will get better. peace to all.
God bless🙏
How is life precious if i cant stand living it
amen
@@Donefortheday247 Maybe that's what you tell yourself too. But I agree people have the right to end it if they so wish. I just wish they could see it's a permanent solution to a temporary problem, especially if the problem is emotional in nature. Life eventually comes to an end naturally anyway. Why not wait to see how things unfold? However, suffering from a painful terminal illness is different.
Rip Jaden I love you forever brother
you always said I looked grumpy, but those were the happiest days of my life
why is it so sad and relaxing at the same time
I haven’t been genuinely happy in years
deserved
@@nehalarafa8260 ong
29. Feel the same
Heyyyy
You deserve to be happy just like anyone else
@@BrianDawkins10at least live to 30 it's not worth it
I take a hit and I'm alive. I laugh and
feel and could cry. Look people in
the eye, talk.
Sober? I'm a ghost-i don't exist.
Everything's dark and cold, so hard
and alone.
Some day I'll thank God it's over;
and wonder if it was all just a
dream.
Wonder if it was all a dream... yeah, I can barely remember anything right now. A dream would be comforting to wake up from, and know it is behind you.
wow... 💕
I feel ur pain……
I see the world in a different way anytime I listen to an ambient song. This makes things seem ok when things really are not, but I cant forget just for a moment and appreciate the world I see nothing wrong.
I understand. When i listen to this, all my problems seem so insignificant. Im just floating on a small blue planet with the rest of humanity, which will cease to exist one day, so why even bother.
@@Bissell22 I so agree with that.
I use to get sad about seeing old memories or getting nostalgic, now I pray. I’m not religious and I’m sure there’s a more proper way on how to talk with God, but at those moments I pray and thank him, just for experiencing that. Although sometimes I wish I can go back I know things are better and if not than I’ll hold on to that memory, till I find comfort like that again. Thank you if you reading this btw I know it’s pretty long and wonky…. But hey I hope your having a good day… or night… 😁
@Isaac_Tv720 there really isn't a proper way to talk to God, just talk to Him as if it were one of your friends, glad to see that you embraced those experiences and took them as lessons rather than letting them drag you down, keep going friend :)
I dont wanna die but i dont feel like living either
no vayas a hacer algo estupido amigo
nah im sorry but im going soon
@@kaisu5493 don’t give up
@@kaisu5493 oh no, if you die you can't watch Family Guy, what a noob
@@santinoponzio1517 ¿Eres una mina rica?
I will never forget the night you made me cry so hard until I couldn't breathe.
This song can genuinely bring me to tears
Are you fine?
@@ankitjain3310 I am, dw :)
I am glad I deleted any social media except yt and whatsapp. It's so much more peaceful... I can finally listen to this song without any other context of another app
Proud of you. That's a hard thing to do.
I can’t even cry anymore I just feel so empty everyday I hate it here
same i may end it soon there is no point anymore
just live, really live
Well... maybe its time for a change, a really change can you make a difference in ur live, maybe going for a walk in the park, eat a ice cream in a sunny day, painting anything you want, cooking some easy for you, move the bed or furnitures that you have in your room, sorry if my english sounds Bad or without sense, im learning about this language, btw
You can do it! Get up bro!
Find god
Puro suicida aquí xd
Why am I like this
Because you are
This is a 2 sided music, calm when you're good, sad when it's not your mood, today I feel very good
Sitting in my chair at 2 AM in the morning.
Headset on, volume all the way up.
Leaning back, eyes closed.
Listening to this, it is... different.
It's all just in your mind let it flow like a river gently down the stream.
I used this music to sleep. Trust me when I tell you that when I started looking to the ceiling it felt like my soul wanted to just get out of my body as if it wanted to scape, it felt like I was in a deep sleep but with my eyes open because my room looked so dark, it literally looked like when you close your eyes. Really an amazing experience
Yep thats drugs
Imagine being immortal, and floating through the infinite cosmos for eternity, is this heaven? Or hell? Or some kind of purgatory?
It's both heaven and hell. God's presence, and the devil both fight for this territory and the collection of every human on this earth is the battlefield. God's soldiers are us Christians. It's a spiritual battle, everywhere you go.
- Are you okay?
-....
- No. But thanks for asking.
Isn't it the zodiac movie?
I stand here scarred and broken, but I refuse to give up. I refuse to become heartless, I refuse to lose my empathy, my joy and wonder. I refuse to become like those who tried to ruin every part of me. Throw whatever you want at me, universe! I may be exhausted, annoyed, frustrated, and furious, but I will not be anything but myself, and I will be happy and help others
Sometimes listening to this song makes me think, can I restart? Can I restart so I can do things better that I haven't done yet? Can I make myself a better version of myself? I just want to restart so I can be better at making others happy, and yet I can't even manage to make myself happy.
I'll give you the advice I should listen to myself but don't: It's never to late to start, you're just as worthy as everyone else for happiness.
Start doing any type exercise daily. I guarantee you it will make you more happy.
happiness is forever a road under construction. a bad day doesn’t mean you will never have good days. every single second is a chance given to you. take it.
i wanna go back. something about the ambience and peacefulness of childhood. warm sunny days, no thoughts, just discovery, spending time with my mother. life only gets harder as it goes, but in the end our existence is pointless and our life is based around choices and perspective.
Real
So true 😢
To anyone reading this, just know that eventually, you'll make it. You'll be okay in due time.
I'm so tired and the window is right there😂😂😂😂
I like to cry because it makes me feel alive
Bro if you need to talk 2 somebody im here 4 you brother❤
i live in constant fear of failure and disappointment
i’ll never feel like i’m good enough
i’m just tired
Natural. Normal. But not the truth…. One day we’ll all learn what’s real. Failure is ok but it isn’t the end. Ur not suppose to like it. Just realize it.
Not many people will ever see my comment here, and I hope it is buried away, but I write it now to remember Emily - it's been 4 years now. Mourning someone who didn't die but moved onward and upward is a unique and odd experience. Goo goo ga joob, Em.
Oh, but we did see. Goodnight and good luck, brother
Despite everything, its still you
undertale quote hits hard
It's either you, or no one
Its gonna be okay. Its always be okay. Its fine you are strong.
"someone who would climb the mountain just to see if it could be climbed."
POV *You need someone to talk but don't know the right person*😮
Same
Dünyanın, evrenin ne kadar tuhaf olduğunu düşünüyorum. Tatmak, görmek, duymak, hissetmek... Kimi zaman keyif veren, kimi zaman nefret duyduğum şeyler. Soluksuz, sürekli bir direniş içindeki insanların gözlerindeki yorgunluk... Her geçen gün daha da ağırlaşan bir yük gibi omuzlarımıza biniyor.
Günler, birbirine benzeyen anlarla dolu; aynı kısır döngüde sıkışıp kalmış gibiyiz. Sabahın erken saatlerinde başlayan koşuşturma, geceyi sabaha bağlayan uykusuz anlar... Tüm bu kargaşa içinde, ruhumuzun derinliklerinde bir boşluk hissediyoruz. Kırılgan ve savunmasız, içimizdeki fırtınaların arasında kaybolmuşuz.
Zaman zaman kendimizi bulduğumuzu sanıyoruz, küçük mutluluk anlarında saklanıyoruz. Ama sonra gerçeklik, bir tokat gibi çarpıyor yüzümüze. Hayallerimiz ve umutlarımız, yavaşça solan birer hayalet misali uzaklaşıyor. Gece karanlığında yankılanan sessiz çığlıklarımız, kimseye ulaşamıyor.
Bu hayatta, güçlü görünmeye çalışırken aslında ne kadar kırılgan olduğumuzu fark ediyoruz. İçimizdeki buhran, dışarıdan görülmeyen derin yaralar açıyor. Her yeni gün, bir öncekinin ağırlığını artırarak devam ediyor. Belki de tek tesellimiz, bu mücadelede yalnız olmadığımızı bilmek. Birlikte güçsüz, ama birbirimize tutunarak ayakta kalmaya çalışan ruhlarız.
Yorgun gözlerimizle, umut arayışında kaybolmuş kalplerimizle, bu dünyada bir iz bırakmaya çalışıyoruz. Ve belki de en büyük direnişimiz, bu karanlık içinde aydınlığı bulmak için verdiğimiz savaştır.
Bu savaşta, her bir adımımızı kararlılıkla atıyoruz. Karanlık, bazen üzerimize bir kabus gibi çöküyor. Ama her şeye rağmen, içimizdeki aydınlık bir kıvılcım gibi parlamaya devam ediyor. Yaşadığımız her zorluk, içimizdeki gücü yeniden keşfetmemizi sağlıyor.
Kimi günler, umutsuzluğun pençesinde kıvranıyoruz. Her şeyin anlamsızlaştığı, hayatın ağırlığının altında ezildiğimiz anlar oluyor. Ama yine de, o küçük ışık parçası bizi ileriye doğru itiyor. Sevdiklerimizin sıcaklığı, dostlarımızın desteği, içimizdeki boşluğu bir nebze de olsa dolduruyor.
Gözlerimizdeki yorgunluk, kalbimizdeki savaşın bir yansıması. Her gülüşümüzde, her gözyaşımızda bu savaşın izlerini taşıyoruz. Ama belki de en büyük gücümüz, tüm bu zorluklara rağmen pes etmemek. Her sabah yeniden doğan güneş gibi, biz de her yeni günde yeniden doğuyoruz.
Hayatın tuhaflığı içinde kaybolmuşken, küçük anların değerini daha çok anlıyoruz. Bir çiçeğin kokusu, bir çocuğun gülüşü, bir dostun sımsıcak sarılışı... Bizi ayakta tutan, bu anlarda bulduğumuz huzur. Ve belki de, tüm bu kargaşa içinde en büyük zaferimiz, bu anların peşinde koşmak.
Karanlıkla çevrili olsa da, içimizdeki aydınlığı korumak için verdiğimiz mücadele, hayatımızın anlamını oluşturuyor. Her düşüşümüzde yeniden kalkarak, her kayıpta yeniden buluşarak, bu tuhaf evrende kendi yerimizi bulmaya çalışıyoruz.
Yorgun gözlerimizle, bitmek bilmeyen bir savaşın içinde, umut arayışımıza devam ediyoruz. Ve belki de bir gün, bu karanlığın içinden aydınlığa çıkan yolu bulacağız. O güne kadar, içimizdeki aydınlıkla ilerlemeye, düşe kalka da olsa yaşamaya devam edeceğiz. Çünkü karanlık ne kadar güçlü olursa olsun, bizdeki ışık da bir o kadar inatçı ve kararlı.
Bazen kendimi şahsi düşüncelerimin içinde beynimi yerken buluyorum ne istiyorum ben ne olursa mutlu olacağım doyumsuz muyum ? soruları ile geçen gecelerimin sayısını bilmiyorum sanki bir adada denize kıyısı olan ormandaki bir odun ev gibiyim mutluluk buymuş gibi sabah uyandığımda açtığım pencelerden gelen esinti kuş sesleri yazarken duygulandıran ama sanki ulaşınca soğuyacak birer heves gibi her şey bir hiçmişçesine
Yoksa her şey bir hiç mi ?
What an excellent read,it really makes you think.
this. song. never. fails. me. to. cry.
I remember when my smile was ugly but never fake
Same here
My father said that he won’t be around forever, he truly meant it.
I’m sorry man
Lost my dad in 2016 still bums me out sometimes... but I always remember his voice in my head.
My father always says that. To remind me be i should i always stay strong and do not rely on people it's sad but you should stay strong.
@@Cole112233i am sorry for your loss may he rest in peace. His fight in this world is over but not yours. Stay strong and make him proud.
I didn't want to think it was over, but I was just in denial.
Summer has just started and already it feels like a hot needle has slowly pierced my heart.
If you need to talk we can talk, I mean it. My day went well how has yours 😊
@@mymemesarecrazy6007 some people just don’t like talking about there feelings man
@@mymemesarecrazy6007 no offense to you your clearly a caring person it’s just from experience and from seeing others with same experiences I can say that people that go through depression don’t like to open up not always the case
@@imhimhonestly193 I understand, I'm not really good at socializing since I don't talk to a lot of people.
I feel you bro, stay humble.