l o v e l y // slowed down
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- Äas pĆidĂĄn 21. 01. 2019
- This gave me some whole other type of feelsđđ€
original songđ: âą Billie Eilish, Khalid ...
background imageđ: goo.gl/images/qVUtYf
artistsđœ: billie eilish and khalid
their socialsđ€:
billieâš:
Instagram: wherearetheavoc...
Twitter: / billieeilish
Spotify: open.spotify.com/artist/6qqNV...
Khalidđ„°:
Instagram: thegr8khalid?ut...
Twitter: / thegreatkhalid
Spotify: open.spotify.com/artist/6LuN9...
âĄDisclaimerâĄ:
âĄI do not own the picture or the song I just slow the song down. All credit goes to the artists. If you have any questions feel free to message me⥠- Hudba
Omg this is everything iâve ever dreamed of
Same
Same
Ideka 00 is that a vape
you could say it's *EVERYTHING YOU WANTED* (sorry lol)
@@leah4122 oof,I was gonna say that ;-;
everything slowed down is so much better.
Even the pain...
But not the sex hehe :))
owownoah yes it really is đđđ
Alex Avakin HAHHA
Iâm your 333 like
"No one really wants to die, they just want the pain to end."
flash
@@inflocentproductions8335 Lol
jup..
"i dont wanna die but i dont wanna live like this"
the same thing..
I don't want to die
I wish I didn't even existed....
I'm suicidal
day: smiles and laughs
night: cry out everything
sad but true :(
Trueđ
I feel like at night I get into my feels
very true for me right now
Sad but tue đ
âąDepression
âąStress
âąTired
âąCold
âąAlways thinking of myself dying
âąAlways left out
âąNo one likes me
âąI hate life
âąCrying
Omg please don't die. You should talk to someone for help. I promise it will get better. Please don't leave.... :(
@@evielatimer345I tried talking with my mom and asking for help but she thinks iam joking so ya
Do you have any friends cuz if you do then you can talk to them? Or you can talk to a teacher at school and they might help? I hope u will be okay! :)
@@evielatimer345I have friends but iam left out and if I talk to them they will ignore me and my teachers don't care abt anyone and iam getting abit better tysm for talking to me and making me feel better
I want talk with uđŁâ€
Don't worry
*_stay calm. close your eyes. listen to the song. if you're crying, let it out. if you want to cry, go ahead. think up a scenario that you would love to happen, keep thinking about it until you've formed a whole life in your head. now you have an escape. go there when you need to. your welcome._*
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aww thx đ
â€ïž
I want to cry but I can't cuz I don't have my own room ;c
Thank you you toođđ„ș
_"I don't want to live, but I'm afraid of dying"_
same..
Got you buddy đŁđ„ș
gĂŒĂ§lĂŒ kal dostum
Don't be afraid to die, because death will come and be real, okay
Same...
I just created a perfect world in my head. Where everyone loves me.
I donât know who you are⊠but I want you to understand something. Times like this is hard⊠very hard. This world has a lot of toxic people in it. But you⊠you can be that light. You can be the light that shines that pushes the darkness back. There are people out here that are just like you and feel the same way⊠I want to assure you everything will be ok. Put a smile on your face and face the darkest days⊠keep pushing through the dark. For pain is temporary. I believe in you. You got this.
The perfect world is being loved by the right ones not everybody
Thats tough man
I love you maa liiittle honey đ„ș
I wish I could do the sameâŠI am so frustrated because of the hates against meâŠ.life is difficultâŠI wish itâs end soon
2015 : happy songs
2016 : dance music
2017 : sad music
2018 : depressing music
2019 : suicidal music
*Edit*
2020 : corona/death music
@@aeops9774 WHY THAT MAKE ME LAUGH?1?1?1?
ă§ăLuice i knew someone was gonna say that XD
2020 death music đ·đ„Ž
@@aeops9774 Okay đđ
Acceptance of the inevitable music
Yesterday i found out that my friend has passed away.He was sitting on train rails listening to music when a train hit him. Most people think it's an accident while I honestly don't. Being the last person he talked to.. i feel so bad and guilty. He seemed so happy and talked about his headphones. Everything was fine. I could hear him going somewhere but I didn't think much of it. I texted him 9 minutes after and he never recived my message. I wrote him happy new year and he never saw it. I still regret being 9 minutes too late. RIP :(
o c e a n b l u e awh I'm so sorry for your loss .always here xxx
o c e a n b l u e im so sorry for your loss..your friend is in a better place now â€ïžâ€ïž
x I offer my condolences x
im so sorry for your loss but remember it wasn't your fault do not blame this on yourself.
I feel that....
i feel numb. i feel nothing. no emotions, nothing. i smile, i laugh but inside i feel nothing. i have a great life, a privileged one. but it hurts. it hurts so bad.
Same I cant cry I xant feel happy nor sad I am just there I dont know where but what I know that I have to pretend to be happy
@@theworthgamer6884 yeah its like im numb
Can i help you in some way ?đ»
@@blueixia3747 F I G H T B A C K.
i feel you. sometimes i pray to anything out there just to make me feel something, anything but nothing comes out and i just go on pretending to be ok for others.
This literally describes depression, in a dark room, with a small window, but thereâs a blind over it so you canât see anything but your thoughts, and you were almost out, but then something, out of the blue, pushed you back in, now, you have to stay, isnât it lovely, all alone?
Damn you know I thought of it that way but you said it perfectly
Everyone is saying that they are crying listening to this song.... I wish I was them. I can't cry. I wish I could. I just feel so numb from everything. I still feel sad but I have no way to feel better. I feel hopeless like there is no end to this nightmare that I'm living in. But at the end of the day it always "I'm fine" with a fake smile plastered on my face.
I understand how you feel. I can't/ don't know how to cry. Even when my heart is breaking I can't show it, so I pretend it's not even happening.
Isabelle Gemma I agree, thatâs like me! Iâve cried for 10 hours straight and now everything sad happens around me I donât know what to feel, I feel so numb metaphorically I feel numb but too numb to feel anything xx
I feel ya. we're all going through the same hell. sometimes its more extreme than others. trust me, I would cry until everything in my body hurt. but I wouldn't feel anything afterwards. there is one thing however. we're all in this together. we're all suffering together. we're all here for each other. trust me, we'll get better.
I canât cry about anything either..so I feel you
I feel you I dont smile I can't feel anything ut still hurts and the tears wanna come out but they just dont.
Roses are dead
Violets are dying
Outside Iâm smiling
Inside Iâm crying
đŽđ
Thats my life
Toprak thats me too
true
I know that...
"âŠIsn't it lovely? All AloneâŠ
Heart made of glass my mind of stone,
Tear me to pieces, skin of bone.
Hello... Welcome home..."
Me: Daddy can you hug me?
dad: yes baby
Me: can you do it faster
Dad: why?
Me: Because mom is going to wake me up...
your dad is dead..? or is It a dream..?
@@marionpoloka9510 its a dream but my cousin dad is dead so he was like a father to me u know
@@alissonramirez3013 awe..im sorry
T-T
I'm so sorry darling âčïžâ€ïž
"Delete your feelings for him/her?"
Yes.
"Deleting failed. File is too big."
Imao
Heck.
My life đ€Šđœââïž
Anthony Gonzales sane
@Anthony Gonzales Ikr..
I cried this song makes me think bout life and deppresing things..
Priya Ajodhia lmao same
Same
ssssaaaammmmmmmeeeeeeeeeee
K
Same
Normal song coments:"Omg i love this so much!"
Slowed song comments:*Telling their feelings and getting support or giving good messages*
The slowed community has the sweetest but most broken people
âMy mirror is the only one that loves me because when I cry it cryâs backâ
The worst feeling is not knowing if you should wait or just give up.
True
don't give up! sending love
Agreed
it fr is but you know what we gotta hold on nd just hope everything turns around. illyy b. if you wanna talk im here.
@@bg4342 ily tooo thank you sooo muchhđđ
"đ°'đđ đđđ đ đđđđđđđđ đđđđđ, đđđ đđđ đđđ'đ đ đđđđđ đđđđđ"
-Random note i found on the street.
omg- that hit me man-
. . .
Dang........
I feel like that
IT'S XXTENTACION AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
Parents always think that our âphoneâ is the problem
But the phones is whatâs keeping me alive
excactly...
rel
True
r/i'm14andthisisdeep
Phone is the reason for depression
3:40 actually gave me chills
this is 3 years ago but this lowkey made me sad and i can agree with you.
Sometimes I just want to let go of life
But without dying
I don't feel like I belong
i have never related to a comment more.
ty i didnât know how to but my feels into words đ€
come on dont you say that. u believe that no one loves you and i know its painful. but you need to be strong. there are people who will love you , you just don't know them. be strong for yourself and don't make the mistake of letting go.
Everybody belongs in this world, it's wrong to do suicide because what about your family? What about your future? You can start a new life a family Life only comes around once Do whatever makes you happy.
Do whatever, it's your choice not mine don't make the wrong decision because like I said life only comes around once.
If you wanna talk, lolylaya38 is my snapshat. I'm with you. You're not alone.
*i s n t i t l o v e l y a l l a l o n e ?*
ARMYYY!!!
*h e a r t m a d e o f g l a s s m y m i n d o f s t o n e*
Army
*T E A R M E T O P I E C E S S K I N T O B O N E*
*ïœïœ ïœïœïœ, ïœïœ ïœïœïœïœïœ ïœïœïœïœ *
Thought I found a way
Thought I found a way, out (found)
But you never go away (never go away)
So I guess I gotta stay now
Oh, I hope some day I'll make it out of here
Even if it takes all night or a hundred years
Need a place to hide, but I can't find one near
Wanna feel alive, outside I can't fight my fear
Isn't it lovely, all alone?
Heart made of glass, my mind of stone
Tear me to pieces, skin to bone
Hello, welcome home
Walkin' out of town
Lookin' for a better place (lookin' for a better place)
Something's on my mind (mind)
Always in my head space
But I know some day I'll make it out of here
Even if it takes all night or a hundred years
Need a place to hide, but I can't find one near
Wanna feel alive, outside I can't fight my fear
Isn't it lovely, all alone?
Heart made of glass, my mind of stone
Tear me to pieces, skin and bone
Hello, welcome home
Whoa, yeah
Yeah, ah
Whoa, whoa
Hello, welcome home
little angel, i came to remind you that you are special, enough and made with a lot of love, jesus loves you very much and waits for your voice and heart ^-^ he's coming back! :)
This song helps you cry and remember beautiful times: ')
Nobody loves you...
Nobody wants to be your friend...
Nobody think that you're cute...
Don't worry, my name is Nobody... â„
Wholesome
Tysm... I really needed thisđ
Oh im crying đ„șđ„ș
Thank you đ„°
Me:
*Yeets my love and affection to this very person*
hey
you
yes
you
stop
take
a
breath
i
promise
it
will
get
better
just
stay
calm
and
lets
go
through
this
battle
together
Mary W no itâs what they all say but that doesnât mean things will be better
Thank you, this made me cry
Thank you â€ïžâ€ïžđ„ș
i really needed this, thank you
How did i read that so fast?
"Happy people pretends to be sad while sad people pretends to be happy"
i hate when happy people think its a trend to be sad or whatever and im just sitting here like ;-;
being sad isn't quirky or edgy. actually being sad everyday sucks.
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Im not depressed but sometimes I listen to sad songs just to cry and to get rid of the pressure
"The worst feeling in the world is feeling lonely in a crowd full of people."
I'm really related to this
the worst feeling
Especially when everyone in that crowd hates you for something your trying to forget
...
Same
Happiness is a drug, they say.
I need it. I feel numb.
same :/
I listening to The Truth Untold Tho when im sad :)
Same :/
Same ,I wanna get the old me backđđđđ
c l o s e
y o u r
e y e s
you picture yourself falling, your hair blowing, and air on your face..
*isn't it lovely?*
how am i supposed to close my eyes while reading the next step cause ik most people will make that mistake
@@kaedynganem IKR LMAO
@@kaedynganem RIGHT I WAS BOUT TO SAY THIS
perfect song for crying đ
"End your life?"
"Yes"
"Are you sure?"
"Yes"
"Ending life failed:file to large and amazing to delete"
@Its Julia I get what ur saying đ
this comment is confusing me đ
I mean, they ainât wrong đ„ș
error 404 file hapiness.exe isnt able to lockate
stop the cap
IM IN LOVE
~Isnt it lovely?~
All alone... đâš
@@somaiya4830 heart made of glass,my mind of stone...đ
Tear me to pieces
@@somaiya4830 Skin and Bone
hello, welcome home
"the ones with the biggest smile, are the ones crying the hardest inside,
the ones that help the most, are the ones with the least help themselves,
the ones that laugh the most are the ones that are the ones that are hurting the worst"
-Unknown
when your online friends mean to you more than anythingđ„ș
Thatâs true
Yes but my left me and hurt me.
I feel the same. They feel like my home. My family.
fr
Imagine if life was slowed down, everything would be so peaceful
facts
Yeah...
this hit different doe...
not everything
The pain of losing someone, having to live through it every second, time going ever so slow.
"you've saved everyone from depression."
"now, who's gonna save you?"
noone. ill end it all.
@@roxasthoughts Please don't. Whatever happens please don't give up
Itâs true nobody helps me how do they not relies I need help to I help everyone but myself but Iâm perfectly ok no pain at all
âšS a dâš **sigh** idk
the ones youâve saved
Iâm just tired from it. Every night its the same, I am laying in my bed, staring at this one point and cry till i canât anymore.
I don't know why, but I listen sad songs every day at night? đ„șđŠđ
same.
*Friends : STOP BEING DEPRESSED*
*Family : Useless kid*
*Teacher : Stop being sad. I'm done with you*
*Music : Are you alright? I can help you
factz
My sister is depressed..
Music and God numbs my pain.
True.
*Agree)*
*Billie became Bill*
Beilie Eilish
Belly Eilish
Billie Eyelash
@Jij bent dom dutch? I am
@@natalimeshvildishvili8930 I think male's version of Billie is Bill, like Bill Gates for example.
"Dying Wont Take the Pain away It Will Give it to someone else"
Parents: "u're an useless, stupid!"
Friends: "I will find anyone less depressed!"
Teachers: "You don't try at all!"
Music: "don't worry, all will happen"
:)
One day everything will go and only music will understand us
I dont want to lie but that make me cry beaucuse i have problems with my parents and my freind are telling i am usseles , but at all music is here for me
Thank you music đą
Some of my online friends on wattpad are better then my irl friends.
So true-
i agree
*My parents again said depression is joke. How nice*
Army are you okay?
Ïαmαrα I donât Think so
@@teczowyryz3170 I don't have any experiences with depression so I don't have any advice but to speak with someone but I hope you will be okay..
@@teczowyryz3170 It's really hard for me to hear that anybody is suffering from depression
Ïαmαrα I going to a doctor so it will be ok..
me on zoom:
teachers: you gotta have you camera on
me: trying not to cry my eyes out
:((
Yea I feel you
@Brea Bruh Whatđ
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When you said your trying to not cry your eyes out I thought you meant you trying to not cry out your eyes
Remember when you where little, when your face was always shining and everyday you would wake up with a smile knowing how fun the day ahead would be. now that your older it feels like everything is turning against you and you stay up all night crying into your pillow, then in the morning putting on a fake smile just so your mum doesn't think anythings wrong because you dont want to upset the woman who gave you life
This doesn't make me sad.
It just helps me study :)
can you help me?
no
you cant
not because you dont want to
because you dont know how
im heartbroken
they teared me to pieces
i wanna know
how did this happen
i know
you are also sad
i want to help you
but
i dont know how
im trapped
alone
arent you?
i guess you are
isnt it lovely?
all alone?
heart made of glass
my mind of stone
tear me to pieces
skin and bone
hello..
welcome home
home?
i dont think someone is home
im alone
all alone
isnt it lovely?
đ€đ€đ€đ€
Read it backwards
@@trash7582 woah..
hey whenever u see this text me right now
snapchat- welcometochilies
right now
@@trash7582 đźomg wow
Best poetry ever ngl
"I WAS everything"
"But"
"now im nothing"
"Fake smiles Everywhere"
"Hiding cuts"
"Being 'loved' "
"I 'love' my life"
This is not me its just a phrase i made
this is me tho
@ERIKA NATASYA thanks
If anyone relates to this, you can reply to this of text me on Instagram @chysofficial . This used to be me everyday. I am here for you if you need someone to help or someone to talk to. Please, stay alive ; |-/
@ERIKA NATASYA I appreciate it. really I do. its been hard
"The sad thing is betrayal comes from friends and not your enemies".
Holy hell, how is this so accurate??
Yeah
your enemies cant betray you cause they were never in your team to begin with ?
This reminds me of the fact that in my room and bathroom, I cry myself to sleep every night, begging for someone to help. But nobody came..
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I didnât choose depression?
*Depression chose me...*
Ok
â€ïžđĄïž
For real
Fr tho...
I felt this... hard.
POV: Your sitting on a cliff edge, notepad in hand and headphones on. You think about something to draw, until you see your friend who has passed away two years ago. He was sitting next to you, smiling. You reach for him, but he disappears. When you were about to leave, you looked around you and saw memories of him and you playing on the cliff together. You decide to stay a little while longer, while this songs goes through your headphones. While you listen, you draw a portrait of your friend and look at the beautiful sunset as it vanishes into the cold, blue ocean.
ok
TRUEEEE but it happend in the playground and my friend past away 2 years agođŁđŁ
Now I'm crying ...
This is so underrated like ppl really need to give u some credit
My friend did not pass away her mom did and i cant see maddie anymore she lives with her dad now its been 2 years we have been friends since we were 5 i dont know where she is but i miss her so much maddie if you see this its me Taylor miss you
Yes, I know why you keep coming back. There are two reasons:
- You came here by accident and wanted to listen to a great song.
-You're so fucking sad, life is killing you. All you can do is immerse yourself in sadness and regret.
But you know what? I know how it is! I don't want to compare myself to others because I know small problems hurt like hell. One person is struggling to live in the hospital, the other is sad because of the bad grade ... But that can also be a cause for sadness! Please remember one thing - you don't have to be like everyone else (smiling, it's okay). You may be going through the hardest time of your life, but never give up! There is only ONE life! Remember that I am begging you.
I love you all
It will be okay, believe me
â€
so warm and calming..
our generation is just a bunch of depressed kids telling other depressed kids that it will get better.
this is the most relatable comment ever
This...This is so true...
YEP SPECIALLY IN TIKTOK IM NOT HERE BECAUSE IM DEPRESSED IM HERE BECAUSE I LOVE THIS
"depressed" kids
@@WhatLoL0_o2 don't joke about that,many can really be depressed
I'm already crying !!!!! Ohmy I love this so much !!!!! Adding more sadness to sadness is everything
For everyone who's reading this in tears right now: whatever is going on rn you're gonna get trough this soon i promise, there are always bad times in life and that's okay but you have to fight it, life can also be real beautiful if you want it to, God knows that you're strong
This song is perfect for today:)
No friends
No love from parents
Nothing for međđ
me looking all the comments crying like we are a big family of drepressed people.. it hurts to see other people feel the same way that u are feeling.... its just not okay :(
me too
Ikr
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I can relate to
Same
This is like a drug đ
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wholesome kermit
S a m e
better than*
wholesome kermit M e t o o
T h i s i s m y d r u g. . .
Im bi my parents donât know but I saw them saying really bad things about the bi people now Iâm scared....
Wanna talk about it? Im here for u..
dont be scared theyre your parents they need to support you and if they dont im here
@@radamamcerealie7550thanksđ
@@cathynguyen2786tyyđ
I'm bisexual and I'm scared of my own mom. She was already toxic but if she finds out, she'll just hurt me mentally even more
Listen to the music lying in bed, and think of the things you did wrong in life đ
I'm actually doing this right now
I LOVE YOU â€ïžâđ©čâ€ïžâđ©čâ€ïžâđ„â€ïžâđ„
"thought i found a way, thought i found a way out"
yeah, i did. i thought masking my pain and laughing with others would take it away. i thought keeping myself busy and with people would take it away. when deep down i want to rip my heart out and show them how broken i am. im so done "hiding". im so "alone".
and the fact that its a "welcome home" feeling, i lost my happy young innocent self.
i just wanna feel okay.
hey,
you still hanging on?
Hope you are okay! :3
âą multicolored âą yes, thankfully i am. thank u so much! iâm trying to get better
Evie Latimer thank u! doing better ;)
I can relate to you so much, i'm trying to fight my suicidal thoughts too, it's very easy for me to do it, but i'm holding on
L O V E L Y
Thought I found a way
Thought I found a way, yeah (found)
But you never go away (never go away)
So I guess I gotta stay now
Oh, I hope some day I'll make it out of here
Even if it takes all night or a hundred years
Need a place to hide, but I can't find one near
Wanna feel alive, outside I can fight my fear
Isn't it lovely, all alone?
Heart made of glass, my mind of stone
Tear me to pieces, skin to bone
Hello, welcome home
Walkin' out of town
Lookin' for a better place (lookin' for a better place)
Something's on my mind
Always in my headspace
But I know some day I'll make it out of here
Even if it takes all night or a hundred years
Need a place to hide, but I can't find one near
Wanna feel alive, outside I can fight my fear
Isn't it lovely, all alone?
Heart made of glass, my mind of stone
Tear me to pieces, skin and bone
Hello, welcome home
Woah, yeah
Yeah, ah
Woah, woah
Hello, welcome home
"Mom! I need to understand! I'm not a girl and I always knew!"
"Bullshit! It was the Internet who made you think that way!"
"Mom! I'm non binary and I always knew that! I just recognized it now! Can you please reffer to me with they/them pronouns?"
"No! It's just going to confuse you more! Wanting a flat chest? Changing pronouns?! Telling me to call you my child, not my daughter?!?! What else do you want to take away from me?!?!?!"
"Mom, please--"
"Go to your room!!! If you want me to call you my thing, I wouldn't even get fucking pregnant!!!!"
"Mom...."
*The conversation between me and my mom a week ago*
đâ€
Omg I'm so sorry! This comment was posted 3 weeks ago how is it going now?
@@Grace-to6pb It's better now. At least she's trying to understand now.
@@DudaBotelho3110 I'm so glad!
Omg Iâm so sorryđđ„ș
Imagine being the âhappyâ friend
Do you know sometimes those nights,when you canât sleep and just think about depressing things?..đ
Edit: Iâve read all of the replies from my comment and I just want to say stay strong! You are worth it and everything is going to be fine!đ You are so amazing. Donât let other people bring you down. Donât let ever a boy/girl break your heart, just because they canât see the love you give them. Keep fighting. For me, for your family and.... especially YOU! I love you so much and everyone else does too.â€ïžLove yađ
Thinking , fight for each other or... break the rules or... crying and realizing that yes you are ready for everything no matter every risk or danger, just canât explain that happiness to have each other in our life , and that pain at the same time because of the fearâ€ïž
Rose. Smith yeah itâs every nights
@Moonlight stay strong.
Hello!!!!!!!
Yea...
omg this is so peaceful I-
When she sleeps with someone called "Bed" đđđ
PLEASE AHAHA
ĐŃĐ” ĐœĐŸŃĐŒĐ°Đ»ŃĐœĐŸ бŃĐŽĐ”Ń Ń ĐŸŃĐČĐ”ŃŃ Đ±ŃĐŸ
deep shit....đđđđđ
Bruh
HHAHAHHABSBDHDBDB HELP LMAO I ONLY CAME HERE BC I THIS SONG SLOWED AND I WAS READING COMMENTS FEELING BAD FOR PEOPLE AND THIS MADE ME LAUGH
when i started playing this i already knew
*this is gonna hit different*
I donât have depression or having any sort of mental disorder that I know of, I have a great family thatâs always there for me which I am very greatful for them and how much they love me. But, Iâve always had problems within the social aspect. To other people Iâm a social butterfly, Iâm very nice and kind, I always have tons of friends and I have no insecurities, I also never take anything personal and Iâm not emotional. However, I have been coming to learn that isnât me what so ever, Iâve been making even myself believe thatâs me thatâs who I am. I used to be that person, but things change I am no longer sweet little 7 year old in 3rd grade, that was strong and independent and had a personality that always made someoneâs day. I was only able to be that person at that time because I knew very little about anything that involved society but as I learned more and more I changed. I had gotten a goal, my goal was to keep making people like me and accept me, I changed how I acted depending on each person and was always there for them. This brought big problems along the way as technically I was never anyones real friend as none of them knew the real me heck I barely remembered which one was the real me. I never betrayed anyone I was still a good person to each and everyone of them, I was there to help them through things the best I could. However, I never let them know any secrets or how I felt about something, I have very bad trust issues when it comes to people, even my family. My âfriendsâ or anyone but my family never knew anything about me, most of them didnât even know my favorite color, I am like a mystery in a way I guess. It didnât take me until recently with the whole quarantine, it gave me a break from playing everyoneâs game and I felt so free, I didnât care how I looked or peopleâs opinions on me because nobody was there to judge me, I have begun finding my real self and part by part Iâm finding more things about myself each day that surprise me. It was a simple talk with a friend that also made it click that I had been pretending all this time. I found out the real me is actually really anti-social in most ways, I also get embarrassed from the simplest of things. I do have a sense of humor in my own way and Iâm a very private person, I have trouble opening up and trusting people. I am mostly able to analyze people and know how trustworthy someone is based off their interactions with others, I also tend to put others through hidden tests with small secrets to see if they would end up betraying me. I love nature, and I do have a fear of growing up as I have no goals or any idea of what kind of life I want to live. I currently donât have any hobbies but I do sort of enjoy video games. I also have many insecurities my biggest being my weight but Iâm sure over time Iâll learn to love myself, I did find out what it felt like to have self love again thanks to quarantine it lasted a bit then faded away, but Iâm happy I am still capable of it which gives me hope. One thing thatâs making me annoyed is that I always have to force myself to do the littlest social interaction as I still find it very stressful to talk to people as I never really want to because I donât find it fun. I havenât found a real friend that knows the real me yet, I am still gonna keep looking and I know Iâll find the person that I will open up too and will understand me and like me for me. I havenât had any actual friends really so I canât relate to most people missing friends, most of my friends again, I had no emotional attachment too so I didnât care if they came or went it was their choice. I am alone at the moment but Iâm okay with that, it does hurt a bit but I am willing to be patient and wait for the right people to come to me. I really hope whoever took the time out of there day to listen to my silly problems is okay and healthy, I wish you a great life, goodbye... :)
-Unknown...
Youâre always welcome to talk to me! Just reply to this reply and tell me what social medias you have and I might have it. These are the medias I have:
-Instagram
-Snapchat
-Discord
And remember to try and find your true self, donât give up because some people say, âyou only live once,â and who knows? You live the best life you can. I have trust issues myself and itâs okay if you canât open up so easily to people because it actually protects you in a way. Ever since I got trust issues, I have found the people that I feel safe around. I hope you find those people too. I will be your friend always if you need me and even if you need time to open up, I will wait. I will wait for you to get better because we can fight battles together. I will be there to listen even if I donât know your pain or canât help, just know that there is people out in the world that loves you no matter what and there are people who can actually help you even if it cost money to feel better, youâll be so much more happy that all the pain is gone and maybe youâll be able to express yourself a little more for who you truly are! I care about you even if I donât know your name or interests, I can still try to be there for you when you need a shoulder to lean on or someone to make you feel better- Iâll be there! Donât be afraid to reach out for help because the longer youâre sad, the deeper youâre in and itâs not good feeling..
And if you ever wanted to audio call on one of the social medias, I would accept but I wouldnât talk, sorry.. Itâs just that Iâm pretty shy when talking and I have 3 nosey sisters so itâs pretty hard to get privacy to talk to someone. My time is Central Time [CT], so I might be sleeping at times.
I love this comment because after I read it I realized thatâs almost on point to what I went through and I didnât know why I was feeling empty all this time
Thank you - stranger
i'll be your friend :)
Hey! I'm sure that you'll feel better soon and... I might not be able to help you,,,, but I'd be glad to listen to you if you want to talk to someone about your troubles or anything elseđđ»đđ»
omg i can relate to this so much!! especially how quarantine made you feel like your self again and how you have trust issues opening up to people. the only difference is i haven't had real friends since 3 years ago, so i lost all my social skills. i really wanna make a real friend too, someone who i can trust and tell all my secrets too.
Life is just like a piano, black keys represents sadness and white keys represents happiness, yet you need to play the full song
this hit different than any other slowed song
"ending your life doesn't stop the pain
it passes it to someone else"
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Thereâs no one to pass it tho... coz am alone
It won't if u don't have anyone else..
Let them have it they didn't care about me when I was alive so they should know the pain I had when there was no one there for me through hard times I might as well just die I'm worthless and this is a quote for depressed people Roses are red violets are dying outside I'm smiling inside I'm dying goodbye I'm going to end my life
Yes and itâs just a never ending cycle
IM REPLAYING THIS SO MANY TIMES ITS SO GOOD
What hurts the most is when you donât even know what made you so depressed but you are and nothing feels like itâs going to get better
Depression vibes are beautiful. But the feeling isnt.
(Edit: geee thanks for the 2 likes i never had likes in comments before)
Kyl Lo u like my hair gee thanks just bought it
Watchutalkingabout? Idontlike ur hair
Kyl Lo huh
@@kyllo9515 dont you know the song from ariana grande when she says you like my hair gee thanks just bough it and you said gee so she just said the lyrics lmfao
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"you broke me, and *i* said sorry"
I feel u âĄ
I love Billie Eilish and I love to always listen to her songs. This is my favorite songđŽâš
the fact this song makes me feel better every dayâ€ïž
I donât want my life to end, *I want the pain to.*
You got this , stay strongâ€ïžâ€ïž I love you
Me to
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i wanna die but i wanna live
nah, my life can go with it I mean legit nothing I hate this place I'm not accepted for who I am I'm bi and go with she/they pronouns but they dont understand, their words hurt just as much as their feet and hands. I would know considering they have used both on me. when I was 9 I wrote a suicide note in my puppy journal, why was it me? why cant I be normal like the other girls I'm sorry guys I wasnt enough
some cut wrists
som cut thighs
some hide it with smiles
some hid it with lies
but at the end of the day
itâs always âim fineâ
same
same...
Somedays i go to school sad and my friends ask me why....
I say them ...
(With fake smilling ) im ok.....
Every comment is making me cry soo muchđđ
I attempted suicide before and it wasnât successful and the next day when I was talking to âfriendsâ they asked me why I seemed so empty and I just said âIâm fine just really really tiredâ I donât mean tired from not sleeping, no I mean tired of living... but they just think itâs all for attention they donât understand
Slowly and surely life would be peacefull. Thank you for showing what that would be like.
to the world,
i know it's hard right now. you probably feel like it'll never get better. you probably feel like your drowning in your own emotions. you think this is our world and it won't change.
it won't...unless you become the change.
don't bring yourself down. pick yourself up.
don't tell yourself you can't do it. tell yourself you can.
don't call yourself ugly. you are beautiful.
don't give up. you have meaning.
"you were given this life because you are strong enough to live it."
take care of yourself
Thought I found a way.
Thought I found a way out.
But you never go away.
So I guess I gotta stay now.
Oh, I hope someday I'll make it out of here.
Even if it takes all night or a hundred years.
Need a place to hide, but I can't find one near.
Wanna feel alive, outside I can't fight my fear.
Isn't it lovely, all alone?
Heart made of glass, my mind of stone.
Tear me to pieces, skin to bone.
Hello, welcome home.
Walking out of time.
Looking for a better place.
Something's on my mind.
Always in my head space.
But I know someday I'll make it out of here.
Even if it takes all night or a hundred years.
Need a place to hide, but I can't find one near.
Wanna feel alive, outside I can't fight my fear.
Isn't it lovely, all alone?
Heart made of glass, my mind of stone.
Tear me to pieces, skin to bone.
Hello, welcome home.
Hello, welcome home.
Thank you for doing that,that's nice
Thanks google
Um. U messed up because it's skin and bone
@@mariahwalker8796 no, it's not-
@@mrsKarrot86 yes it is look it up
Hey, everyone who needed to hear this: I know im a complete stranger, but i just want to say that you're beautiful, strong and worth it. I believe in you. you can do this
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@@ashley-dn6ez what??
Right back at you stranger, you are appreciated! Keep smiling!
@@just2bme1000
No. I'm actually ugly asf-
In these pandemic days we are all in our homes
Remember that everyone is at home
And don't feel alone bc there are so many people around everywhere
Just try to feel happy because at last, all this will end
Just try to relax and try to wait a little more
Always remember that this will end one day :)
One day everyone will hug each other
Thank you for reading till here
3:40 is the best part. Nobodyâs changing my mind.
2006-2017: happy
2018: parents broke upđ
2019:sad, and sometimes happy
2020: sad, depressed...đ
2009-2018
2009-2018 super happy 2019: sad but somewhat happy2020 sad and depressed
2009-2017: happy
2017 : parents broke up đ(ily dad)
2019 : happy for monthđ
2020: happy for a day đ
this is literally my life
2008-2011: happy
2012 : parents divorced
2013 :depression came(did not know what cutting was so i scratched myself)
2014:bullied
2016-2020: social anxiety (still depressed
Parents: Get of your phone.
School: Study more!
Friends: I found someone better.
Music: I'm always here for you.
Online friends: please don't leave yet!
Sleep: just relax.
True đ
true..
Your 123 like..
@@yaea.213 I didn't even realize- wow-
Damn ture!
Why this is so perfectđđ
this perfect music đłâ€
I've been crying a lot these days
Sis me too. But BTS keeps me happy :) đ
Me tođ„ș
same, I feel so numb
@@arshiasainii yeah :D
@@koyoon2310 hehe :)
who's tired of living but afraid of death?? only me...oki
edit: omg thanks for all the likes!! 700+ OMG! Thank you so much!!!!!!
Stay strong y'all :)
I relate sooo much! But I still say strong â€ïž
I am
/no i feel the same
Me too :((
I thought i was the only one..